i want to see this everywhere

anonymous asked:

i can't help feeling like i'm behind. i want to know everything- scottish architecture, the history of europe, turkish literature, every movie ever made, painters, letters of famous people, i want to know how to appreciate the moment, i want to know how to write, i want to know how to leave. i want to know how to know things, i want to know how to learn. i yearn for it, an apartment with papers everywhere, soft rainfall. i want knowledge, the meaning, the core. i want to know. what do i do?

you start now & you don’t let it overwhelm you. it’s not worth letting the prospect of not knowing everything stop you from knowing something. being bitter and jaded (yeah we’re mere mortals, our brain & knowledge is limited, death is inevitable, so what?) isn’t as cool as people think it is, making the most out of your situation & seeing beauty in the details is where it’s at my friend.

“I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.”
— Harry Emerson Fosdick

Ikon reaction: You're get paired on We Got Married


So it wasn’t specified but I just made it to where you guys were not dating but you were his crush


he just would NOT be able to believe that it was happening and that he was paired with you. He got really nervous and couldn’t figure out what to do with himself



Originally posted by lk0n


excited bunny. As soon as he heard the news he couldn’t really contain his excitement and nervousness and he just started bouncing everywhere


Originally posted by ygboys-ot11


He ran around as soon as he heard the news with the boys all run I behind him just as excited. It was all so surreal he wanted to make sure he wasn’t dreaming

“AM I AWAKE? *gif* YES I AM”

Originally posted by ygboys-ot11


I can see him as going one of two ways or heck maybe both at the same time. His emotions were so jumbled up that he didn’t know how to react to the news. It was either:

*busts out in celebration dance*

Originally posted by cappturtle


“Hide me” *shy puppy*

Originally posted by moodbreakers


He really liked you but he was always super shy around you so when he heard the both of you were paired his mind went blank

“Oh cool she got paired up with… wait is that me?”*nervous*

Originally posted by koojunhwes


He’d be celebrating and bragging to all the members that he was paired up with you since he had been crushing on you for so long.

“Aye someone pinch me to make sure I’m not dreaming”

Originally posted by illwonaire


in all honesty he was super nervous but he tried to be chill around the other members so they wouldn’t tease him.

I hope me and (Y/N) do well on the show….“

but without a doubt the boys were still extra about it lol

Originally posted by hanbingsu

-Admin S

I’m tired of seeing romance everywhere in books/movies/TV shows. I don’t want to see romance, because I can’t relate to it since I’m aro-ace. I know we live in a romance/sex centered world, but I can’t see any ‘chemistry’ between those two characters that everyone is rooting for to hook up. All I see is people kissing and I don’t see anything romantic about it. It’s just a kiss.

Maybe I should stop reading and watching movies/TV shows because of that annoying romance angle/subplot.

Sorry for venting. I just needed to get it out.

Art by Stephen Goss 

My Dear Prince, 

I have never known you to leave the stage so early.

4 long, dreadful months have passed since God welcomed you home. I miss you so much, the pain is unbearable, making it hard to breathe. Grief, depression, anger, and loneliness are like those bullies who taunted me in grade school. They have been relentless. My life has been a vortex of rage and despair. Waves of sadness washing away the pieces of my broken heart. My own personal hell on Earth. I feel like your widow. 

I see you everywhere. I see you in everything. I know you wanted to live. You were so happy to be getting your music back. You told me of all your plans. Your plans for me. For A6. I was so excited because you were going to bring me back to Paisley Park to see the finished Purple Rain Room with our images in murals painted on the walls. You wanted to celebrate with A6 and present to us our Platinum Albums.

The weekend of April 15, 2016, you knew I was on my way to see you. I kept calling your manager to confirm my arrival, and continued to call for you desperately to no avail. On the morning of April 21, I woke up to the worst day of my life. Suddenly my phone began to scream with calls,texts,alerts! I hear messages from Jill Jones, Susan Moonsie and Brenda Bennett. I return their calls. “No…No…” It must be someone else. An employee. A fan possibly? They said something horrible happened inside your home. I turn on CNN. It has to be a hoax. It’s a mistake I thought. 

After what feels like broken glass ripping at my heart, they confirm my worst nightmare. I touch your sweet face with my fingertips, but it’s only my TV screen. The TV is shut off. It remained that way for weeks. 

I could not cry. I could not feel. I could not believe it. It was a parallax view combined with a dissociative state. I was no longer part of my body. I was no longer part of this world. My heart exploded into a million pieces that morning. Prince, I am overwhelmingly saddened by what happened to you. How it happened. It is absolutely gut-wrenching to see what continues to happen. I am devastated by the horrible things said by those who do not know you. The vile gossip. The cruel, merciless tabloids. I could not watch, listen or read about you. The vultures circling your still warm body. The greed. The lies. The false claims. Shame on them. 

I am certain you are watching, having the last laugh because you predicted this. “The enemy sends people into our lives just as God does. Be wise enough to know who to let in and who to let go.” “The devil will walk into a room with tears and will try to make you feel sorry for him.” You said these exact words to me in 2014. “Jubilant Judas fakes tears." 

Without knowing, on April 21 you changed my life once again, Prince. Let me try to explain why I feel like your widow. 

On June 28th, 2014, at your home at Paisley Park, I told you when you love someone so much for so long, you become as one. As we have. I gave you a bejeweled gold crown charm I bought for you at Kensington Palace. I said to you the entire world calls you Prince, but to me you are a King. We kissed. We both had tears. I leaned my head on your shoulder. You celebrated us that night. Our 30th Anniversary. You then escort me on a private tour. Your doves cooed. Your Oscar shined brightly. You were like a kid. It’s a museum with a secret maze. Your secret doors and the secret panels. A fun house. "It’s a city,” I say. You tell me it’s your sanctuary. Then you ask me if I would like to see your vault. “I do not wish to see your money” I respond. We walk towards a bank vault-like door. You politely explain what’s inside is far more important than money. You open the vault and say “MY MUSIC.”

“I have a surprise for you”, you say with a huge grin. We walk into a soundstage so gigantic it needs it’s own zip code. Third Eye Girl is waiting for me, suited up and stage ready. So talented and beautiful! I was honored. You sat me right next to your mike on the stage. Close. So close. This close. You sang our songs. You stared at me and I stared right back at you. It was beautiful. I fell more in love with you. Imagine that. You filmed us. You then posted it. That entire night you made me feel like Charlie Bucket. Prince and The Music Factory. It was like a romantic sequel to our movie. You made me feel like a Princess. 

We spoke about family, love, music, and the future. Deep discussions. How we are family. 33 years now. You wrote another song about us, you proudly tell me. You show me the meme “This Could Be Us.” Your happy face lit up. I gushed as always. I kiss you again. The plans you share with me take my breath away. You are so gracious. 

On April 21st you changed the lives of many. That morning was made even more difficult because of the news journalists. They hid outside my home. They offered compensation. It was horrendous. I could not breathe, let alone speak. I respect your preference for privacy. I did not want to run and desperately grab a microphone and be part of the frenzy. I was incapable of using this tragedy as a PR moment as was done by others. 

The world cried purple tears on April 21, 2016. Monuments world-wide were lit purple in your Honor on that sad day. Sting expressed his condolences to me. Lenny is crushed. CeeLo loves you. Your Purple Family grieved. They love you so much. They still mourn you. You greatly affected so many, it’s beyond words. Their love and dedication to you has given me strength. I am so grateful to my dear friends that came to my home to provide comfort and strength during these challenging times. My “Purple Rain Family” has been my glue. My sisters Susan Moonsie, Brenda Bennett and Jill Jones and I are together. 

Your brother Omarr and sister Tyka and siblings are doing their best under the most difficult of circumstances. I am there for them. Our entire Purple Rain Family, Omarr and Tyka are as one. Sadly, it has been hard for us to heal, as this is still not over. Omarr and I have spent time consoling one another and reflecting on how we wish to celebrate your life. Your stellar legendary life.
In my days of reflection and at times the reluctant observer, I thought of ways to truly honor your life. There are so many beautiful moments that I cherish. There is so much to say. I will do my best for you. To bring great minds together and only present the finest to your world-wide Purple Family. Prince, when I am ready to talk to the media about our unique and loving friendship, I promise to always be truthful and I will keep private the things you would never want me to discuss. 

My love for you is great, but my grief is even greater. I promise to stay strong. I know you are with me. Thank you for your guidance and protection. It brings great comfort and solace when I think of your last words to me, “I LOVE U 2”.
I can feel the prayers of many and I am forever grateful for their love. I know you are joyful now. In a state of absolute bliss. With God at your side. The music up there must be off the hook, now that you’re a member of the greatest band in Heaven. 

You told Jill J. and the girls on February 28th that I was a clown. I figured God made me just to make you laugh. I will try my best to find my humor again. My heart needs more time. I really miss your laughter. Your silly voices. But mostly, I miss your pancakes. 

I’m sure you’re busy socializing with all your friends and music making up there, but where can I send this letter to you? Maybe I should call The Duffer Brothers for help, as we know stranger things have happened? I promise to check in with you often. 

Finally surfed today. I thought about you there on the sand. Under the umbrella , watching me. Sand in your fro. Made me smile. I miss you Skipper <3

Te Quiero mucho, Apollonia x


anonymous asked:

i desperately want to see E2 Barry in a sex scene. i think Iris would dominate him completely, lol

I think it’s possible that Barry could be the one running things in the bedroom, since Iris runs things everywhere else, and Barry is the only person she can really be soft with.

anonymous asked:

Where did the "Steven's Knife" meme come from? I see it everywhere these days and I'm just like "....What?"

From some sort of blogger that pretended to be mad at Steven for stabbing all his friends in episodes. They kept saying that no one else has seen the episode Steven’s Knife. I’m pretty sure they wanted it to blow up lmao.

I’ll tell you how to watch the flowers grow
Those lovely colorful petals become so attractive,
I’ll let you come in under this tree with me
Together look above and smile,
I might not stuck looking above,
Something would distract me from my side
I’ll tell you how beautiful you are
Trust me, it’s just more than how I could see
I was so shy to open up about my intention
Can’t reach you from a place you were
Every time that you think you’re down,
I’ll lift you higher than this tree,
It’s so sad to see your upset face,
Come back here if you wanted some fresh air
Maybe one day I might just disappear,
I know you learn, so no don’t be sad
Am I important to you? So that could be remembered
Those flowers everywhere with you,
You knew how they could grow, right?
That’s just what I never said.
But I told you so, I know you’ll notice
As you watch them again,
This will make you cry, sorry, just like flowers
My feelings for you grows and grows

I ususally spend monday mornings...

at work messaging guys on SA, but Im so over it -__-.

I am seeing someone on Thursday to get $$ and then i get paid friday. Im taking 200$ and posting an eros ad.

In all honestly, i may not even make any money next month cause I might be too scared to see guys off of my ad.

i dont want to run into a cop or violated any way… but then i take that risk with sugaring as well.

I think being an “escort” may open be up to more of a risk… but that risk is everywhere, even with dating or a night out with my girls at the bar… so i just have to keep calm and analyze the situation carefully as I would as a sugar baby and go from there.

I need to sign up for like an escort mentorship program lol.

It’s too bad i couldn’t find a good agency for myself :|

anonymous asked:

I know kimonos were in trend a year or two ago, and were everywhere. But now that I finally like the trend and want to take part, I can't seem to find them anywhere! Help! Thank you.

Hi! I don’t see much of these anymore, but they’re still pretty! Some places I saw that had some were Poshmark, Asos, H&M, and Etsy. 😋 :)


I accidentally adopted the most adorable little girl in the world.

It’s so hard to imagine anyone not wanting her, let alone mistreating her. She was so fearful and defensive when we first brought her home, it was heartbreaking. She’s come such a long way since then. Tanooki can’t get enough ear scritches and pets and belly rubs, she runs after us everywhere we go, and loves lap cuddles. She chases after the boys pretty much every day and asserts herself as the boss, and it’s incredible to see her display such confidence.

She and Grendel are basically inseparable at this point, and Odin has finally decided that she might be kinda okay. She’s pretty hard not to love. :)

The downside? She’s almost dangerously clever (just like, seriously good at figuring things out), she wants to eat all of my yogurt, and she makes it nearly impossible to get anything done, what with her constant need for tummy rubs. But y'know, I think we’ll deal with it.

all girls r like rlly pretty, it’s just there are different types of pretty

  • the one that knocks the breath out of your chest
  • the type of pretty that brings tears to your eyes
  • the type that reminds people of home
  • that type that you can’t even describe
  • that one feeling where you see a girl and your struck with a overwhelming sense of just how how ho w howhowhwohow and butterflies are everywhere 
  • and all of them are equally amazing and beautiful

idk but you are definitely at least one of these types and just, girls are a beautiful thing and sometimes i feel like we forget this

i cried for the first time about you wondering if you missed me even half as much as i pretend not to. other boys just dont do it for me i see you everywhere. i can keep wanting to kiss strangers and wanting to move on but i cant move on when i never fully let go. i always want one more day with you where maybe i could change everything. i can keep living where you dont know the truth, i love you i loved you for a while and i dont think i ever stopped. you were so fucking toxic for me but you bring life into my veins and happiness when i feel like fucking dying. i live everyday with a smile knowing i got to spend the best moments of my life with you. i told myself id never admit it but i still love you and i probably always will i just wish you knew or maybe you felt the same.


So i did a thing ;-; Fun fact: I first read it as ‘iguazA falls’ so i wrote that everywhere. It is ‘IguazU falls’ so i had to go back in game to take new pics to use as the preview picture, edit them again, and change the name of the packages, and the name in game. It’s not that big of a deal but i just wanted to tell you lol.

  • I used @naturalpalettesIguazu Falls palette, credits to you!
  • I only brightened the preview a little (like, 10 or someting) so it’s not like it’s unrecognizable, as you can see on the swatches.


I don’t want to draw another necklace in a year. You can’t see them well in this puke resolution, but there’s a ton of tiny chains and shit everywhere… I used betta fish as reference for her tail and colors.

Also, I’m taking this opportunity to let you know that I won’t be drawing as much for fuck knows how long. My ridiculous leisure was nice while it lasted but it’s time for me to stop being a lazy jackass and get busier if I want to do something with my life. Simple as that.

So i went to seaworld last summer with my sorority sisters and i hate seaworld obviously but i wanted to spend time with my friends. So i went anyway (tickets were free). And we went to the dolphin area and it was PACKED AS FUCK. White surburban moms everywhere yelling for dolphins to come and bless their kids like it was jesus with bread.

I was already tired from the heat and didnt like being around so many dumbells. The lady next to me REALLY liked dolphins??? At least she said she did and she told me she really wanted to see them. But she was being an ass to the trainers and yelling really loud next to me

I asked her if she wanted some dolphin facts and she said sure and the first thing that came out of my mouth was “their penises are like hands and they can move them to feel around the ocean, can you imagine shaking that when you meet a dolphin?”

She packed up her shit and left so fast it was incredible.


//19. Aug.
Today was about the best day I’ve had since my arrival in Iceland and pretty much up in my top 3 days of my life so far.
Me and 4 other exchange students (that I had met once or twice before) rented a car to drive to some of the prettiest places near Reykjavík. So at about 10am we headed off.
We had only a map to navigate which made me nervous at first but turned out to be no problem at all.
When we first got onto a highway I even found the landscapes that you could just see by the side of the road really really pretty plus there were icelandic horses and sheep basically everywhere.
The first stop on our little tour was the Þingvellir national park which had some incredibly stunning landscapes.
Next we wanted to see the Geysir here in Iceland and let me tell you it did not disappoint we saw it erupt several times plus the area was full of smaller hot springs that were just bubbling and filling the air with the lovely smell of sulfur.
Because there was hot water everywhere and the sun was out (rare!) it actually got pretty warm and I could just wear a t-shirt the entire time.
Our last intended stop was the Gullfoss waterfall and oh boy that must have been the most beautiful sight I have ever laid eyes on. It was absolutely magical and the sun created this rainbow which made it even prettier.
Then we decided to head home because we had to give back the rental car, when on the drive home we talked about “there is also a crater somewhere here that has a lake at the bottom that is really beautiful” when we suddenly just drove past it a few minutes later! So we decided to stop there too and had to pay a small entrance fee of 400ISK and could see this absolutely incredible blue water at the bottom of the extinct volcano which looked even more beautiful in contrast to the red stone and the bright green grass that grew there.
This trip was everything I hoped it to be and so much more and I’m really glad I met some people and had the opportunity to see this on this lovely day before uni started.

Iceland is everything.

I am so disappointed in @staff​ right now. I use the lesbian tag in my own posts and to look for cute pictures of girls kissing girls with my safe search on.

Now I can’t do that anymore because there’s porn everywhere and I don’t want my parents walking in on that and I won’t be going through the tag in public anymore because that’s just too awkward if people see it.

 They didn’t even think about all the young girls, questioning their sexuality and hoping to find some answers on here. A few years ago, I would have found myself disgusting?

Also it makes me very uncomfortable too? I’m not against having sex but I don’t need to be seeing this every time I’m on the tag? I mean it’s not even all f/f porn either, there’s penises everywhere too? 

Sorry for this rant and the use of those words. I’m a bit of a prude actually so I don’t normally do this but I’m just so angry?? Also I don’t even know how to tag my posts anymore now?? Ugh.