i want to save it but i dont want to be creepy

13 Reasons Why characters

Justin Foley: Massive dickhead. Barely redeemable. He has a tragic backstory and a shitty childhood. However, he’s a massive douche, who let a girl get raped and lied to her, he was willing to kill a guy to save his own back and only right near the end did he decide to admit he was in the wrong and even then we don’t see him do anything to actually help the situation. This guy needs some emotional help and needs to start being a much better person and only then would he ever be anywhere near redeemable. 

Jessica Davis: At first I hated her for refusing to listen to her friend but then I realized this is similar to most girl as we are taught to trust our boyfriends more than our friends which sucks. However, she still tried to be nice to Hannah shortly after and a bit of communication could have helped their situation so much. I feel like she’s well and truly suffered enough and didn’t deserve any of the shit that happened to her. Already redeemed.

Alex Standall: As much as guys dont want to admit it and girl would deny it, these lists happen so often its unreal. I’ve seen groups of girls and boys alike make lists ranking others. Its not okay at all but its something that happens so often that it just goes to show how something so simple can be so harmful towards someone. He hurt two girls with this list, Jessica and Hannah. I feel like he is redeemable as he shows the most guilt to the point its shown he’s considering his own suicide. He knows what he did was wrong even if it wasn’t as hefty as some of the other guys. He was redeemed as soon as he admitted what he did was wrong. 

Tyler Down: I don’t get why everyone is up Justin’s ass but hate this kid. They both committed a similar crime. One is a pervy stalker and the other took what was an innocent mishap and made it into something filthy and then distributed it. I hate them both but they are incredibly similar except one is the lonely isolated loser with a camera who was bullied beforehand and the other a popular jock with a bad home life. As far as I’m concerned if one has the possibility to be redeemable then so does the other. I feel like Tyler needs some serious help, the kind that Hannah needed but never got. Except where Hannah killed herself, this guy is going to kill others. I can actually see some parallels between Hannah and Tyler, the only difference one is a creep and deserves at least a years sentence in prison. This kid really isn’t okay mentally and thats shown throughout the series, do I feel sorry for him? No. But, he would be redeemable if he got help and it turns out that he didn’t shoot Alex like many people are speculating. As far as I’m concerned, you cant love Justin and hate this guy as they both did similar crimes except one let his girlfriend get raped. Both are creepy assholes. Also, at least the kid told the parents and people about the fucking tapes and Hannah unlike the other assholes trying to cover it up. 

Courtney Crimson: She annoyed the fuck out of me when she was defending Bryce and trying to call Hannah a liar when it was already established that these tapes are all true. However, after actually taking some consideration into her character I can understand why she was scared and thought what she was doing was right. Yes this is the 21st century and her parents were gay so she must have known she’d be accepted. But its not that simple, she’s probably seen her parents go through shit and heard them say that her parents homosexuality would rub off on her. If she came out she would give the homophobes what they wanted, evidence to back their claim. I don’t agree with her further spreading rumours and defending a rapist. But with some compassion I find her story more redeemable than some of the others. Her character showed just how spiteful females can be towards each other. I feel like if she would just tell the truth, she could have been a redeemable character.

Marcus Cole: I haven’t seen this guy mentioned despite the fact he’s so much worse than both Justin and Tyler. He literally assaulted a girl in broad daylight and got away with it. And then when she dies he shows no remorse and even tries to stop the tapes from being distributed. He is one of the only two absolutely nonredeemable characters because he shows no remorse and only cares about his reputation. Whilst watching this I honestly got the feeling this guy has no compassion or emotions whatsoever and the only reason he didn’t agree with Justin wanting to hurt Clay is because he knew it could cause problems. He was only interested in calculating the best situations for himself and that makes him way worse because even at the end he didn’t think he did anything wrong. 

Zach Dempsey: The ‘nice guy’ mixed in with the wrong crowd. He may actually be a kind and nice guy but his popularity made him feel entitled and when Hannah pushed him away he acted out in revenge. What would have been a petty revenge on its own took away some of a girls last bit of happiness. He obviously had his own problems and confidence issues and what he did wouldn’t have been so bad without the other things that happened.  He’s definitely a redeemable character. 

Ryan Shaver: I don’t feel like he was focused on enough. He’s definitely a prick but he seems to be the only one to outright be like ‘yeah I’m an asshole’. He seems to be the kind to tell the truth and whilst still being a thoroughly unlikable character he does seem to want to do whats right. He know what Bryce did was wrong and he blatantly addresses the fact that Courtney is defending a rapist and is a rape apologist. I didn’t like him because of his lack of emotions however I did appreciate a character with a decent moral compass and I think hes redeemable but needs to take more interest in peoples lives outside of his stupid writing. 

Clay Jensen: Actual sweetheart. Unfortunately, he didn’t see the signs but its shown throughout the series that he helped her feel both better and worse in some of these situations. However, he has nothing to be forgiven for as he technically did nothing wrong except not notice which he tries to make up for with Skye at the end. 

Sheri: I guess she deserves to be forgiven when it comes to Hannah as she was just trying to be nice and after Clay is probably the nicest on this list. However, I feel like she let what others think help her to make decisions that aren’t as forgivable. However, she still deserves a chance at becoming a better person even if she does get put in prison for some time. 

Bryce Walker: Let him burn. That’s all I have to say about this fucker, he is not redeemable at all. Kill it with fire. He has no reason for what he did other than being a giant jackass with money. 

Mr. Trey Porter: Redeemable but a jackass. He’s one of those teachers that doesn’t actually give a shit about the students. The fact he told Hannah just to move on when shes been raped and is physically, verbally and sexually abused almost everyday is sickening and shows you just how good these anti-bullying campaigns actually are when teachers don’t even give a shit. 

I know a few people do not like the show, however I think it was good because it showed plenty variations of mental health, abuse and bullying with out actually addressing them but still showing the consequences. We didn’t just get Hannah’s story we got all the others stories too and it shows how mental health and bullying really can cause a butterfly affect. This show may not have been perfect but it was accurate and important.

EDIT: When I measure how redeemable these characters are, I’m not saying what they did was okay. I’m measuring how forgivable they are or if they do deserve forgiveness at all. This is my opinion obviously, you’re allowed to think differently. 

MHA dub commentary ep 9

  • “Hey you! Can you tell us what it’s like to work so closely with All Might?” the reporter asks Izuku, who would probably be the best person to answer this question if he weren’t protecting a secret and also didn’t have social anxiety up the everywhere
  • Ochako, asked the same question: uuuhhhh he’s…. got muscles?
  • Iida: improvises an entire speech about All Might and i’m honestly feeling a little attacked right now b/c this is basically me with Bakugou
  • reporter: brings up the sludge villain incident. Bakugou: WALK AWAY.* (*BEFORE I FUCKING BLOW YOUR ASS UP FOR MENTIONING THAT)
  • seriously that’s such a thinly veiled threat im 
  • Bakugou no
  • Aizawa looks more like a hobo than usual today. also he just shoos the reporters out like bothersome little pests i love it
  • random but i enjoy that the reporter lady is wearing slacks instead of a skirt
  • “Naturally, everybody wanted to get their hands on All Might” and then it cuts to Shigaraki
  • hah
  • also hi Shigaraki you…. creepy motherfucker. standing there all… menacingly…….
  • okay i’m just gonna say that fucking pun was intentional on narrator!Izuku’s part because there’s no way that was an accident
  • future adult narrator Izuku is this the time to be making bad puns about the villains coming to kill your teacher/mentor/father figure

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it was just a matter of time- riarkle headcanon

-Riley and farkle move away for college because they got into colleges hella close to eachother (because of course they did)

 -Maya and lucas move in together too cuz lucas is going to vet school 30 min away from where maya goes to art school

-So they rent an apartment

-So what do you do when you buy an apartment together? you furnish an apartment together

-Farkles parents basically ruffle his hair and toss a credit card at him when he tells them so riley decides that just this once she can take advantage of the situation

-Riley is very into interior design

-Farkle is very into riley

-So he just kinda agrees with her on everything and she designs a BANGING apartment

-At one point she goes into a pottery barn and goes “ill take that” to the salesclerk

-“What, the chair?”

-“No. the room.”

-It ends up looking fantastic because of course it does

-So college starts, riley is an overachiever of course and takes way too many classes and is constantly sleep deprived

-Which means Riley falls asleep on Farkle a lot and one time when she falls asleep on the couch surrounded by textbooks Farkle picks her up and puts her in bed

-She calls him superman for a week after she realizes what he did

-Farkle and riley facetime Lucaya at one point and lucaya’s like “lol they’re so in love”

-Oh! yeah

- so farkle is always getting into situations that require riley to save him

-“Riley please help I lied to the cool frat guys and told them i was dating someone will you pretend to be my girlfriend for a night thank you I love you”

-He gets into these situations on purpose tho obviously

-One time Riley breaks her left arm slipping on ice and Farkle takes care of her a lot (smoothies and carrying stuff for her because she is a c r y b a b y )

-And another time Farkle has an emotional breakdown over not being the best and Riley comforts him and they fall asleep in each-others arms

-Fast forward a few months and Ok Lucas and Maya  are getting MARRIED What the FUCK theyre so young??? Whatever lets support it wait it’s a destination wedding what the FUCK just be my date (There’s one bed in the hotel room motherfuckers you know what that means…. Hardcore cuddles get ur mind out of the gutter smh) (They slow dance at the reception and then they’re super buzzed and KISS and stare at each other for a long time and then the song ends and they never talk about the kiss)

-Oh and one time Riley gets stalked by this really creepy guy and Farkle to the rescue (he puts on like 6 jackets and follows the guy down the street at night and pushes him up against a wall and says in a really deep voice ‘stay away from riley.” and the guy goes running and never bothers riley again)

-So after freshman year Cory asks if they’re going to be living together forever and Riley just shrugs and says “i don’t see why not”

-Fast forward and they go to a halloween party sophomore year and Theres an apple bobbing station and Farkles like “remember when I saved your life twice” And riley kisses his cheek and goes ‘my hero’ and their friends see this

-and said friends make them make out in truth or dare

-Riley wants to talk about it the next day but farkle just says ‘just forget it Riley, Its nothing” because he thinks that Riley was gonna reject him and rileys like ‘oh wow ok’ and the next few weeks are super awkward.

-But riley wasnt gonna reject him

-She was gonna ask him to go out with her


-So like shes sulking around the house all the time feeling all dejected

-And so is farkle

-But riley is PISSED at farkle

-But also highkey pining for him

-And farkle is highkey pining for her

-So much angst jfc

-Then he’s gonna leave for a month over thanksgiving break to visit his family and Riley is just standing in the doorway and he sees her looking just so empty and he just says ‘fuck it” and kisses her

-Shes all happy for like 8 seconds and then she just. Punches him. In the face.

-And hes like “RILEY WHAT THE HELL”





-The general consensus is “??????????????????????????????????”

-And so farkle calls his dad and just says “SOMETHING CAME UP”, walks to the kitchen clutching his nose to get an ice pack and just turns around and yells “ARE YOU COMING OR NOT”

-She follows him because she is Very Confused™ and feels bad about punching him

-So hes just sitting at the table with a pack of frozen peas pressed to his face and if riley werent so upset shed laugh becuase he looks like a mop of hair and two eyes on top of a bag of frozen vegetables

-“Well? Are you going to sit down?”

-She does

-There is 2 minutes and 17 seconds of silence

-They both counted

-She breaks it with “sorry for punching you”

-He just puts down the peas and goes “please explain”

-She probably owes him that she decides

-“Well you see i guess i’d had these subconscious feelings for you and then we made out and suddenly they were very conscious and i wanted to talk to you about it and maybe see if it was going to go somewhere but then you rejected me”

-It is at this point that farkle slams his head into the table



-If farkle wasnt already bleeding from his nose he wouldve punched himself






-“YOU DO?”


-It is at this point that farkle vaults over the table, LIFTS riley out of her chair, and kisses her like there’s no tommorrow

-They stand there kissing for a solid 7 minutes (in heaven lmao puns)

-But then riley realizes that farkle is still very much injured

-“Um babe maybe we should get you to a hospital”

-“Yes i am decently sure my nose is broken you throw a great right hook”

-It is not, in fact, broken, just badly bruised

-The doctor asks “what happened?” and they both say “bar fight” at the same time

-So they send farkle home with some tape and an icepack and he recovers quickly

-Which is great because riley feels SO BAD

-Apologizing 24/7

-she makes him soup and brings him ice cream and makes him a goddamn “sorry i punched you babe i love you” poster

-And she really wants to make out with him

-Stupid miscommunicating nerds

-Love them

-Riarkle for life

-Thank u

-The end

anonymous asked:

i know this is a gaster imagines but could you do some grillster? like what kind of relationship the gasters have with their grillbys? it's ok if you dont want to


- He is so in love with his flame husbando
- Gaster clings to anything warm and soft
- Thus Grillby has to deal with his bf on his arm like constantly
- Grillby finds it a bit irritating, at times, but lets it happen
- He doesn’t mind the contact, he’s just not so big on PDA
- Gaster learns to hold back a little while they’re in public so Grillz is more comfortable
- Grillby is stoic and calm, which balances Gaster’s anxiety
- But Gaster is emotional and open, which balances Grillby’s more closed off nature
- So they’re pretty good for each other
- It takes a lot to make Grillz mad, though when angered his temper is fiery (ha)
- He usually ends up yelling, which makes Gaster run away and cry
- Which makes Grillby feel super guilty
- But sometimes Gaster does need someone to tell him off, even if it upsets him
- Just…maybe not so loudly
- Grillby’s sort of the more dominant one in the sense that he lectures Gast when it’s needed
- No more 14 hour shifts at the lab, or going two days without food because he ‘forgot’ to eat
- He’s gentle and caring whenever Gast comes home exhausted or depressed
- Likewise, Gast tends to fret over Grillby and makes sure he’s feeling okay, both physically and emotionally
- Grillby could be dying inside and no one would ever know
- So Gast makes an effort to check up on his wellbeing
- Also Grillby makes Gaster chocolate milkshakes with whipped cream and sprinkles when he’s good, and it’s like his favorite thing ever


- The main difference here is that Grillby’s flames are bright blue :v
- And he runs an underground crime ring
- His bar is just a front for the real sales
- He sells the Echo that Gaster produces, as well as various magical weapons
- Pretty much everyone is corrupt so even the Royal Guards buy from him
- Asgore probably knows but doesn’t give a fuck
- Gast gets a cut of the profits from being a main supplier
- As well as the leader’s trophy husband
- Their relationship seems shallow at a glance, but there’s some true affection hidden there
- Deep, deep down
- They would never betray each other, even under threat of death
- Gaster trusts Grillby to touch him
- And he always comes running when Grillby needs his help
- Grillz’s gang is often in competition with Muffet’s
- Thus a lot of fights break out between them
- Grillby has won all of them thanks to Gaster’s unbeatable fighting skills
- The dude kicks some serious ass
- Except for one time where he’s gravely injured and almost dies, which sends Grillby into a frenzy of rage and panic
- But Gaster eventually pulls through
- On the surface, Grillby quits the gang and Gast gradually gives up Echo
- They want a shot at a more peaceful life
- Yeah, they still get into fights with various monsters on the streets
- But they turn their focus to growing closer, forming a more loving relationship
- Honestly, this has been their goal for years
- But it never could have happened in the Underground
- Such ‘weakness’ would have been taken advantage of in an instant


- A lot of people seem to swap Grillby with Muffet in this AU
- Which is absolutely hilarious so yeah, he’s a mildly creepy baker with overpriced food
- His wares are delicious and often spicy
- Gaster has never shopped at his stand before, but one day he’s meandering around and feels kinda thirsty
- Figures he might as well support the spider fire bake sale
- So he tries to buy some fire cider
- It’s like, 10,000 gold
- He lives in a fukcing cave do you think he has that much money
- Grillby thinks he’s cute and gives him one on the house
- From that point on they just so happen to cross paths more often
- Gaster usually leaves with a free treat
- He starts saving up the tips he gets from ferrying and finally has enough to actually pay for something
- Grillby refuses at first, but Gaster insists
- And Grillby’s like ‘ok but I’m repaying you by taking you out on a date’
- Things just escalate from there
- Grillby is super goofy and outgoing in this AU
- And we all know US Gast is a total recluse
- He forces himself to come out of his shell for his bf’s sake
- While he still retreats when he needs space, the change is good for him
- He’s not so lonely anymore, and legitimately enjoys talking to others
- He likes to help with the bake sale
- Monsters are a bit wary when buying from a tall, shadowy, hooded figure
- But they come to realize that he’s super sweet and polite
- Grillby is the only one who gets to see his face, though


- Ok I can’t draw for shit but just imagine: Grillby’s flames look like a nebula
- Gaster thinks he’s absolutely gorgeous
- They’re like, the prettiest monsters in the Outer Realms
- Gaster is sort of famous among his kind, so I guess you could say they’re a celebrity couple
- They have a fanbase
- Shippers galore
- Monsters post things about them on the Outernet
- Alphys writes fics about them
- Grillby has full access to Gaster’s wealth, but he only uses it for things he really needs
- He doesn’t want anyone to think he’s with Gast for his money
- Gaster still likes to go full Sugar Daddy and give Grillz lots of unnecessary but awesome things
- He decks out Grillby’s bar with the best decor and cooking equipment
- It becomes the most popular eatery around
- It’s also a bit of a rarity since both upper and lower class monsters can afford to go there
- Outertale society is very classist and divided by income
- The poor struggle while the rich folks do whatever they want; there’s very little help for those in need
- Grillby offers both regularly priced items and exclusive foods
- It’s one of the only places where Royal and common monsters interact
- This is a huge step forward for their society
- The rich start to feel sympathy for their less fortunate citizens, and make an effort to contribute to the community
- A welfare system is established, orphanages and homeless shelters are constructed, new homes are built to combat overpopulation
- For the first time in centuries, every monster has access to basic resources
- All because some short, excitable, rich dork fell in love with a simple barkeep
- I’m sorry this was supposed to be Grillster but I went all worldbuildy on you


- Grillby is a water elemental
- He has a merman sort of form, with a humanoid torso and fish tail, but his entire body is fluid
- He’s not comprised of actual water but a slightly more dense substance
- It’s almost a solid? Like oobleck
- Anywho, Gaster lowkey stalks him
- There’s nothing malicious behind it, he’s simply curious and too nervous to say hello
- Grillby knows exactly what’s going on
- He finds it amusing
- Finally, he surprises Gaster by sneaking up behind him and lightly tugging on his tailfin
- Gaster shrieks, spins around, blushes like crazy
- He’s so embarrassed to be caught
- At a loss for what to do, he swims away
- Grillby is a little sad but brushes it off
- Though later, he exits his home to see Gaster waiting there
- He shyly offers Grillby an eel
- Mer-monster courting rituals always begin with a gift
- First date: start!
- They spend the day swimming through kelp forests together
- Gaster turns out to be a huge goofball
- He hides behind kelp leaves and tries to tackle Grillby
- And phases right through him
- Or puts rocks on Grillby’s head and laughs as they sink through
- Grillz is only solid when gentle pressure is applied to his body
- Gaster is surprised and delighted when he gets a hug at the end of the date
- They go on many more, and each begins when Gaster brings Grillby a new gift
- Grillz keeps all of them, no matter how silly they are

jewelskywalker17  asked:

Can I ask for a dangerous ultimatum request with the RFA+Saeran and each ultimatum involves the MC's life but it turns out alright in the end? Example like a stalker fan goes after Zen and MC, etc. Saeyoung/Saeran can be same just different POV for them and it'd be the most dangerous. Like their Dad found them at Saeyoungs and he tells them that they have to choose between their brother or MC and they had a minute to decide or else both the brother and MC would be taken out in front of them 💚

Alright I wanted to take my time with this since this was such an interesting request. I’ll write short fics for these. For the Choi twins, I still wanted the dad to be the enemy but different stories on how MC was put in danger you know? But if you don’t like it, I could rewrite their parts if necessary. Anyway,maybe wasting err investing my time watching crime shows and documentaries especially Criminal Minds,Unsolved Mysteries or even Law and Order would be useful one day
Is it just me or are crime shows the best?

Going to video games tournaments are difficult. Crowded people are always a cautious thing. Too many people could mean anything from a potential serial killer to a kidnapper. MC was watching Yoosung play a competitive game of LOLOL. Cheering him off to win would motivate the college student even more. A gunshot went off before MC was grabbed. The stranger shouted,“IF YOU COME ANY CLOSER OR TRY TO SAVE THIS PERSON, I WILL SET OFF THIS BOMB ATTACHED TO ME–” Yoosung was worried, his beloved dragged into a dangerous situation. He wanted to shout and tackle down this guy. How dare he hurt them! But at the same time he wished that he was strong enough to save them like a knight in shining armor. Still, the poor boy had to do something. He stepped up to the plate. Yoosung declared,“Take me instead. Please I beg you, don’t hurt them.” MC was so moved that they couldn’t help but shed a tear or two. Yoosung traded his place with MC. An opportunity was given to him to take action. Those action movies taught him something, to be a hero or at least try to be. He managed to steal the gun from bomber and demanded,“GET OUT OF HERE. IF YOU DONT I WILL SHOOT YOU.” The supposed bomber turned out to be bluffing the whole time. It was a fake bomb to scare off others. Spreading fear was its goal. Eventually the authorities showed up and handled the situation. Yoosung held MC close and vowed secretly to always keep them close. This would never happen again.

A jealous coworker? How about a stalker and an overly creepy person? Those things mixed together doesn’t end well. Jaehee as usual was working through the night due to massive amounts of paperwork. MC was understanding due to their late night shifts as well. The brunette came home to her apartment expecting MC to be back by now. It was past midnight, typical MC would be asleep or at least watching television. Nowhere to be found. Phone calls were made but sent to voicemail. Something bad was going on and Jaehee just knew it. Turning on the tv to distract herself from overreacting to see a hostage situation at MC’s work. Ransom or demands weren’t made because apparently they were already met by the presence of a certain someone. Jaehee recalls her lover telling her how they moved away from a stalker due to that person breaking into their home. Restraining order was broken so moving to the city was the only option. MC was trembling and dying on the inside on how their worst nightmare has come alive. Everyone else was freed but them. One person, one prisoner left. Jaehee called Jumin asking for help to free her beloved. Alas, MC begged and pleaded to be let go. The stalker realized that their delusions were meaningless and got them nowhere near their goal. A suicide right in front of their eyes. MC balled their eyes out, crying for Jaehee. Their girlfriend arrived on the scene to give them a tight hug. “I’m here now.” she whispered.

He walks through the stage to practice his lines once more. The slamming of the entrance doors to the theater grabs his attention. Those cautionary red eyes scan the room to see if anyone came in. It was his number fan, MC. He adored them for showing up to practices to cheer him on. After a long and exhausting run through, Zen wanted to go home to spend his precious time with MC. They walk home together without even noticing a potential threat to them. In the heart of Seoul, it was normal for people to crowd the city. However as the lovely couple cut through an alley, footsteps followed the duo. Pacing faster, the stranger would intimidate their behavior. A bit of sweat trickled down Zen’s forehead as thoughts race through his mind. “Is it another stalker?”, he thought. He had to act fast before something would happen. Zen dragged MC to safety before MC being ripped out of his grasp. “NO DONT DO THIS.” he shouted. The female stalker screeched,“YOU ONLY BELONG TO ME. YOU LOVE ME, IM PERFECT FOR YOU NOT THAT BITCH!!!” MC elbowed the attacker in the stomach, drops kicks her before grabbing Zen’s hand to run. Zen was impressed, he thought that he could be the knight. Still, he wanted to prevent from this happening again. Regardless they went home and filed a report the next morning. Going to the gym together would be a regular thing. A gym couple now, how lovely.

As a CEO, it’s very likely that Jumin has plenty of enemies. As someone gains wealth, there’s usually someone that’s envious of it. Yes, a killer that was on the loose which lead the businessman to take precautions. Bodyguards for himself and MC for safety reasons. However a mere obstacle wouldn’t stop the enemy, in fact it may be a motivator. Working late as usual, he was sitting in the car while Driver Kim drives him home. Thinking about MC sleeping peacefully with Elizabeth the Third was a nice thought. Once he arrived, that thought would soon be crushed. Bodyguards lying on the ground unconscious, some even in poor condition. He heard a shriek from his room. Turning the knob slowly to see MC with a knife against their throat. Jumin said,“Take my apartment, money, car, company. Anything you want but please let them go. My lover is innocent, don’t drag them into this.” A demand of money which can easily be met. He slid his wallet to the killer before getting MC thrown into his arm. The killer took off. All Jumin could say was,“Money is replaceable but not you, MC.”

Saeyoung (Seven):
Picking up MC at his apartment to surprise them by taking them to a contest where the winner receives a lifetime supply of Honey Buddha Chips. It would be heaven for these two. Opening the door to see his father pointing a gun at his brother and MC. His father started counting,“60,59,58…” and Saeyoung questioned why. His mere reply was,“Choose one. Either your lover or your brother, and if you don’t then I’ll kill both.” Sweat trickled down his forehead on this heavily weighted decision. It’s either his blood brother or his lover. Why? Why would his father do such a thing? Thoughts racing through his head, Saeyoung had to make a decision quick. Right before he could respond, police came in busting through the door to yell,“BACK AWAY FROM THE HOSTAGES!!” Before the father could pull the trigger, he was shot by an officer. MC came to Saeyoung, rushing to him to his arms. A warm embrace would reassure his lover accompanied by a peck to their forehead.

He received an anonymous call from someone claiming to have his precious MC. Who would possibly take the initiative or dare to take them?? WHO? Mint eye? Saeyoung? Tracking down the call was easy. Writing down the address on a piece of paper before leaving. Saeran puts on a black face mask and infamous leather jacket. He parks in front of the small house, approaching slowly to the front porch. The door creaks open to see his MC and Saeyoung being held against their will by their father. A gun pointed at both of them. Whimpering can be heard from MC, tears welled up in their eyes. Pleading for help from Saeran. The man cleared his voice to say in a husky tone,“Chose one, it’s either your lover or your brother. If you refuse to comply then I’ll kill both. You have one minute to decide. 60, 59,58…” Who would he choose? The loving and supportive lover by his side or his brother who may not have always been there for him but he’s the only true family he got….A tough decision indeed. Right before he could decide, a bullet goes through the enemy’s skull. Blood splatters over the two hostages. Police come rushing through demanding to know if everyone’s okay. Ambulance shows up to ensure their health is okay. Saeran puts his jacket on her to protect her from at least something even if it’s just from the cold. MC rests their head on Saeran’s chest. They quietly sob into their chest while he rubs their back in circles. He would clench his fist out of anger for what he did. But for the time being, he would try to comfort his loved one.

What I’m Excited for in Crystal Dream/Supers

so the dream arc is probably my favorite of the manga arcs (followed very closely by stars and infinity, tbh a three way tie for #1 because REASONS) and considering infinity is about to start next week, i feel its time i go ahead and make my usual “this is what i cant wait to see in *insert crystal arc here*” post that i’ve made ever since crystal was announced.

anyways without further ado… (under the cut because LONG POST IS LONG) 

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Detective Conan au In Which the Mouris Know, AKA the Mildly More Reasonable au

Hoo boi is this a long shitpost ANYWAY

• Ran sees a six years old Kudou Shin'ichi in the Kudou’s library after loosing him in the amusement park approximately one hour prior now wearing glasses with popped out lenses and introducing himself with the names of authors of two books next to each other on the shelf

• Ran calls him out on his shit bc “wtf shinichi i fucking grew up with you how the fuck can i not recognize you and wtf those are yuusaku-san’s glasses shinichi y must u think im blind do u want me to carrot chop you”

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Alone Together - Peter Parker x Reader

Originally posted by peterparkerimagine

Words: 1049
Pairing: Peter Parker x (plationic)Reader
Warnings: kinda mean friends, talk of being high lol
Requested by anon
I don’t know if you have written this before but can you please write a Peter Parker imagine based off the song “Alone Together” by Fall Out Boy!! If you dont want to, thats okay thanks :))
Authors Note: This is a song fic based off of the song above ^^ and you can check it out here! I love fall out boy so i was super hype for this!!

Masterlist. Request List.

I don’t know where you’re going, but do you got room for one more troubled soul?

tonight I’m high as a private jet.

Let’s be alone together, we could stay young forever.

You and Peter hadn’t talked in a while. You two got into different groups, and your friends wouldn’t let you be friends with Peter. He was, according to your group, nerdy and lame, and he wasn’t fit to be your friend.

Being the best friends that you used to be, practically growing up together, it was hard to let him go. And with barely any explanation, the both of you were hurting for a while. Especially when you lived in the apartment below Peter.

Currently, your parents were working late because with the time of year, working is insane. They had been coming home really late, so you had every chance you wanted to hang out with your friends and go out whenever. You thought this meant going to the park or mall and just hanging out, but when a few nights ended badly, there seemed to be no getting out of it.

A few weeks ago you ended up in the wrong side of town with your so-called friends. Eventually, another group showed up with some bad ideas that could ruin your life if you went through with it.

“If you leave, you aren’t our friend,” One person from the group told you. But you always had to keep in mind that you should never give into peer pressure, and it was probably a better idea to leave anyway. It was effective immediately that they stopped talking to you.

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My Mate (Part 25)

Title: My Mate

 Summary: Did you know angels need mates?  Yea, like angelic married…mates.  And sometimes, this heat-like phase takes over where they have to mate, like their biological clock starts ticking.  Well, that is what has happened, and that is how Lucifer wound up in the bunker, his grace fading as he calls out for a mate.  Luckily, the Winchesters are friends with a hunter who is willing to help out.  

 Warnings: Jokes of a sexual nature.  

***Let me know if you want added to a character/story or forever tag list! :D

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Originally posted by castiel-lucifer-dean-sam

Chapter 25 

It was around lunch time when Riley and Lucifer finally made an appearance.  And to say their appearance shocked the boys…that would be an understatement.  

Riley walked in wearing a short pair of shorts with Lucifer’s T-shirt on, stretching as she poured herself a cup a coffee.  That was the always a great thing about living here, there was always coffee around.  She said her good mornings as she leaned against the counter.  

“Why are you wearing Lucifer’s shirt?”  Castiel asked innocently enough, but his answer was given when Lucifer followed Riley in.  The angel decided to forgo buttoning up his shirt, leaving open as he walked in.  He ignored the boys and simply followed Riley, putting an arm around her waist as she sipped coffee.  

“You should invest in a coffee pot in hell…bet it would make everyone less cranky.”  She joked as she leaned against Lucifer.  Sam choked on his homemade smoothie when his eyes fell on Lucifer, seeing a few…marks from their morning passion.  

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I was waiting in the bar near my gate, as usual before a flight. I tend to gravitate that way at airports, as a bit of alcohol always calms my nerves before flying. I’m super anxious so I’m drinking whatever beer she put in front of me and decide to chat with the people on either side of me for distraction purposes, as I dont normally just chat up strangers for no reason. The men on either side both drove from Cleveland to my tiny airport because bad weather was shutting it down, cancelling flights left and right. 

The guy on my right is very friendly, clearly drinking more than he should. But he’s funny and chatty so we talk and joke. Not a terrible thing to find someone to talk to when waiting for a flight. He’s nice, and says we should sit near each other, since the airline lets you pick seats upon boarding.

Boarding begins, and I get a window seat, which I LOVE. I never wanna get up, just settle in and get in the zone. Stay there til we get off the plane, no big deal, easy peasy. The chatty guy sits aisle, but I’m really focused on the storm that had hit Cleveland hitting our airport and watching the snow falling as we prepare for takeoff. Not a minute later, the man is in the middle seat, next to mine. He talking much more aggressively, and telling me I have great legs and that he would totally fuck me.

He puts his hand on my thigh, and I try to make it clear I am not amused and that I am concerned about take off. He thinks he’s slick and tries to hold my hand (like he’s concerned about me. right.) He’s touching my leg and telling me he wants to fuck me and I am literally boxed in with him. I’m trapped. I can feel myself starting to panic, and try to figure out what to do. I’m already angry because I can’t just tell him to go away and then leave, I NEED to get home. He’s leering at me, and puts his big beefy hand on my leg again and again, flexing his arm muscles like I’m supposed to be impressed and tries to get me to touch his leg too. I’m so disgusted and continue to try and show my disinterest.

He is totally drunk, and after a few minutes, leans his head back and closes his eyes for a moment, so I wave at the people across the aisle. They wave back awkwardly and I mouth “I don’t know him” and “help” and they don’t seem to understand, or know what to do. The one lady just shrugs and I wanted to scream in her face IF THIS WAS YOU, YOU’D FUCKING DO SOMETHING, but I don’t. Then, after we are at altitude, he gets up to use the restroom. Literally the second I see the door close, I hit the call button for the flight attendant and the guy is quick to walk over and ask if I need anything.

“The man sitting here is making me really uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do.” (Honestly, I don’t remember my exact words and they might have been more like “I’m freaking out, this guy is creepy” but you get the idea.) The flight attendant asks if I want to move, no questions asked. I say yes, and I grab my bag and he moves me back several rows. He didn’t need a justification or explanation, he just moved me. He told me if I needed anything else, just ask. I thought I couldn’t be more grateful, but while I’m sitting there crying into a tiny square napkin meant to go with my beverage, the senior flight attendant comes over and kneels next to me. 

“I heard what happened and I’m so sorry. Is someone picking you up?” (I say yes) “If you’d like to wait until the other passengers deplane I will walk you to them. I’m so sorry that happened.” And just like that, I have two men I’ve never met before trying to make sure I’m safe. I cry through most of the flight, and I do wait until everyone else has gotten off the plane, watch the Hank, the flight attendant do a quick clean up and then he and I leave together. He said the man who was touching me was making lude comments at other women on the flight too, and as a man with daughters it was making him very angry. We talked casually and I felt so safe as this man protected me through the airport.

He had no obligation. Humans are NOT obligated to be kind. But he chose it. And I went from being violated and trapped on a plane next to a creepy (married with children) man for 2.5 hours to safe, rows away from him and then escorted to my ride. I have fresh respect for Southwest airlines and the people they chose to hire. I don’t know that first man’s name, but if you ever see a bald guy on a Southwest airlines flight and his name is Hank, tell him he’s a girl’s hero.

I am proud of myself for getting myself out of that seat and away from that man. I know it was basically all I could do. But I am disappointed I got so scared and felt so helpless, but at least I got myself away from him. I hope that never happens to anyone else. Definitely press that call button. Definitely ask a flight attendant to move you. You don’t even need to wait for the person bothering you to get up. I felt I needed to share this, to get it off my chest. That man had NO right to talk to me that way, or touch me. Hank said “the good news is, the odds are that will never happen to you again.” He’s probably right. But that doesn’t mean it wont ever happen to anyone again. I’m grateful the flight attendants didn’t judge me or ask questions, and I hope passing this knowledge on helps someone else. There ARE people out there that will help you in a crisis moment. Don’t hesitate to ask.

twistedboxy  asked:

I see a lot about MC being afraid of storms but I want to see the opposite where she's super excited about them (like the really crazy ones and intense lighting etc.).

i had some fun with this one LOL

~headcanon requests closed for now~


  • honestly, it’s a good thing MC likes storms
  • i mean Yoosung tries to be brave, he really does
  • but thunder is just so loud and he hates the way the wind blows the trees around and then they make that creepy scratching sound on the window and its just BAD 
  • and the wort part is wen the power goes out! YOOSUNG HATES THAT
  • Yoosungs like TT
  • as always, MC is his saving grace
  • “cheer up, Yoosung! storms are a good time for hot chocolate and cuddles”
  • okay, he admits some cuddles might make him feel better about all this
  • “and isnt the sound of the rain kind of relaxing?”
  • “yea…i guess it kind of is…”
  • “dont worry Yoosung, i’ll protect you from the big scary lighting!”
  • normally Yoosung would rather MC let him protect them
  • but one night of comfort never hurt anyone!!!


  • “Zen, did you hear about the storm tonight?”
  • MC’s greeting was so sudden Zen almost choked on his breakfast
  • “yea, of course i know about the huge scary storm passing right over us. why do you ask?”
  • they sit down across from him
  • “arent you excited??”
  • Zen tilts his head
  • “no…?”
  • MC looks down
  • “um…are you?”
  • “uh, yea!!! thunderstorms are so cool!”
  • Zen cant help but burst into laughter, to which MC crosses their arms in frustration
  • “whats so funny about my being excited about the storm?”
  • “it’s just so silly! who gets excited about storms?”
  • MC points at themselves
  • “me!! the lightning looks cool and i like the sound of rain on the roof!”
  • they continue, speaking quietly
  • “and i thought it would be fun to just stay inside with you…”
  • “what was that last part, baby?”
  • MC scoffs
  • “nothing!!”
  • Zen smiles and leans across the table, kissing MC
  • “if a storm means spending all night with you, i’ll start looking forward to them too”
  • Zen u smooth m*ther f*cker


  • Jaehee doesnt mind storms mostly
  • granted, they get a little annoying when her wifi goes out and she cant get any work done,
  • she does start to get a bit uneasy if things get really bad though
  • she knows a fear of lightning is irrational but she cant help it!
  • when Jaehee turns on the weather she sighs
  • maybe logging into the chat room will cheer her up…
  • she joins a conversation Seven and MC were having
  • Jaehee Kang has entered the chatroom
  • “no, no, Seven. it’s more like BANGAKAKAKABUSHOWOWOW”
  • oh god, these two are always being weird
  • “oh, Jaehee’s here!” MC greets her
  • “heya Jaehee. me and MC were just trying to spell what thunder sounds like” Seven explains their conversation
  • “oh…how odd”
  • Seven leaves the chat room, needing to attend to some work
  • “everything okay, Jaehee?”
  • “i’m just nervous about the storm, i guess”
  • “really? i love storms! maybe i could come keep you company!”
  • “you don’t have to do that”
  • “too late! see you in a few, Jaehee!”
  • MC has left the chatroom
  • Jaehee smiles at her phone and logs out of the messenger
  • it would be pretty nice to have some company


  • Jumin must keep MC safe
  • theres a storm tonight which means keep them away from all windows and doors
  • they just need to stay with him in his room all night
  • that will minimize the risk of MC getting hurt
  • Jumin and MC were in his room, just like he planned, when their stomach starts growling
  • “oh, i better get some food-”
  • “dont move, my love. i’ll get you something”
  • Jumin gets out of bed, grabs some food quickly, and starts to head back upstairs
  • but MC isnt in his room anymore???
  • he frantically starts looking for them, finally finding them in his study, gazing out the window
  • “MC! step away from the window please!”
  • “oh, hey Jumin! i was just watching the lightning”
  • Jumin puts himself awkwardly between MC and the window
  • “why, my darling? dont you know it’s dangerous to stand next to a window during a storm?”
  • MC looks down shyly
  • “sorry Jumin, i just think the lightning is really pretty”
  • he smiles, touching MC’s cheek
  • “i think your’re prettier”
  • nice, Jumin. maybe if you sweet talk MC they’ll STEP AWAY FROM THE DANGEROUS WINDOW


  • a power outage is literally his worst nightmare
  • his computers not working, and even his laptop rendered almost completely useless
  • MC came into the living room where Seven was sulking on the couch
  • “why the long face?”
  • “the power is probably gonna go out tonight…this is going to be the worst night of my life”
  • “you’re so dramatic, Seven”
  • “i cant help it!”
  • Seven hold out his arms
  • “my veins are wires”
  • MC laughs and puts their hands on their hips
  • “dont worry! i’ll show you how fun storms can be!”
  • “fun?? whats fun about violent winds, torrent downpours, and crazy lightning?”
  • MC tilts their head
  • “um…whats not fun about it?”
  • Seven laughs, clutching his stomach
  • “i never knew you were so weird!”
  • “fine! i guess we wont have a spooky story contest, then”
  • okay wait, a spooky story contest sounded like something Seven really wanted to be a part of
  • okay, he’s willing to keep an open mind about this “storms not being the worst things to ever happen” thing



  • “COOL”
  • *in unison*
  • “NICE”

thanks for reading i real got carried away LMFAO

for the last time: clexa fandom needs to stop talking about bellamy blake since they are incapable of leaving their racism and double standards out of it and southern asians deserve to feel safe just as much as wlw do

im just gonna be honest. i, and dozens of other southern asian girls i am friends with feel unsafe and fucking terrified by the normalized, unconscious and insidious racism white wlw fandom constantly spews against southern asians under the guise of feminism and wlw rights

like….we are actual people who exist. we have suffered centuries of racism. we have internet access and can read the shit you say. your racism in fandom has real life implications. some of us are wlw and we can’t even enter fandom wlw safe spaces because every time we do, we see your unchecked violent and casual racism against us and feel sick to our stomachs seeing how much yall hate us and how your racism colors every aspect of how you consume media with us in it. 

yall twist facts to make moc look bad and abusive and evil, you twist narratives to favor white women and you ignore everything white people are guilty of. it’s fucking terrifying. you will never, ever stop seeing us through your racist templates and will always reply to us calling your racism out with “you are being sapphobic” because you’re obtuse and never ever want to face your racism.

one of the ugliest posts ive ever read

13. Why were male characters allowed to berate and blame women for everything? How come Jasper hated Clarke for Mt. Weather even though Bellamy was equally responsible? In what world did Bellamy have the right to guilt trip Clarke about Mt. Weather when he pulled the lever with her?

trusting lexa the first time was on clarke. the irradiation was on all 3 of them. bellamy was mad at clarke for trusting her a SECOND TIME. he “guilt tripped” her about leaving his sister to die in tondc, not for pulling the lever. check your facts. 

i dont know what world you can claim bellamy is abusive for getting upset with his friend for trying to sacrifice his sister + lying to him to manipulate him into continuing on his suicide mission + trusting the enemy that was the reason they’re so weighed down with guilt and self hatred

especially when ur completely silent about actual abuse: octavia hitting lincoln and beating the shit out of bellamy (which yall condone); lexa kidnapping clarke, blaming her for her own betrayal as an attempt to minimise clarke’s feelings of deep guilt and anger, and holding her against her will for two weeks; clarke spitting on, holding a knife against lex’s throat and telling her to kill herself, and abby slapping raven, a disabled teenager across her face for something her own daughter did

try telling me this isn’t a racist bias. 

14. Why is Clarke responsible for Bellamy’s actions? Why is her function in their relationship to keep him in line and absorb blame for his actions?

why the fuck do yall insist that clarke is responsible for bellamy’s actions? who do you constantly paint the brown man as abusive, sleazy, predatory and creepy? it’s literally canon that bellamy sided with pike because the grounders were a legitimate threat. we have 2 seasons of evidence that trusting lexa would not have been a wise decision for their survival. where the fuck is the proof that bellamy 

a. blamed clarke for his actions

b. would not have sided with pike if clarke was there (if clarke was at arkadia the situation would have never even occurred lmao) 

the only people who have accused bellamy of doing what he did because of clarke is you guys. stop pulling logic out of your ass to baselessly accuse men of color of being creepily dependent on girls in order to further demonize them

17. Why was the massacre of the Grounders treated as a morally grey decision when it was an objective act of war fueled by xenophobia and colonialist ideologies?

this is a show about survival where massacres occur every few episodes. this is so fucking offensive. you are literally accusing men of color of being xenophobic for killing an enemy army thats been attacking them since the premise of the show and is camped outside their gates. 

this is a fucking joke because abby, octavia, lexa and clarke play the roles of xenophobic white saviors and colonialists in the colonialism narrative and not only are you radio silent about that aspect, you tried to paint villainized men of color trying to survive as colonizers instead??? 

18. Why was Pike redeemed at the end? Why is Octavia being painted as an irrational character consumed by revenge for murdering Pike when both Pike and Bellamy’s actions stemmed from their desire for revenge?

i want to cry sometimes. brown people can get brutally assaulted whilst chained to rocks by white people for defending themselves in a war to exterminate them to that white women started and they were acting out of “revenge”. and their being abused and beaten bloody is not only justified but also rational? just come out and say you hate us

when i heard about 3x10, about bellamy being beaten bloody by octavia, i was shaking. i could not breathe. i had a panic attack when i saw a gifset of it and i started to cry. i had to block and blacklist people cheering it on. how dare you defend the violent white girl beating a man of color up? this is racism in it’s clearest form. do not even try pretending that you don’t hate us. 

19. If “anybody can die” why didn’t Bellamy answer for his involvement in the massacre?

so now you straight-up want the male lead dead. you want one of the two only southeast asian leads on tv dead for doing what other characters have been since the premise of the show. 

how has this racist bullshit gone on unchecked and encouraged for so long that yall dont even think about how fucking hateful and  RACIST it is? this is so scary and ugly. what is wrong with yall? what if someone had said this about lexa and mw? lesbopphobia. how have yall conditioned yourself to be so damn racist? next time ur gonna say something about bellamy, think about how you’d react if someone said it about lexa. 

48. “if Octavia is gonna face the consequences of killing pike, why isn’t Bellamy facing them for killing 300 peace warriors”

characters guilty of murder: clarke, lexa, abby, monty, jaha, kane, raven, bryan, finn, bellamy, pike, octavia, murphy, literally everyone

characters u want dead: bellamy and pike (and jaha for most people) aka the 3 men of color who are given agency, leadership positions and are not subservient to white women

edit: missed this gem 

60. will you develop Octavia point of view of proving her brother is wrong, or will you take out her agency and  make it all about Bellamy, because he was a bad brother and now need to fix his sister?

i am literally crying right now. 

white women can chain and beat men of color up until they’re bloody and collapse for something they didn’t do and you’re saying if the physical abuse is addressed, it’s going to ~strip octavia of her agency~ and make bellamy fix her?

how was octavia right? bellamy was one of the dozens of pike supporters and he literally tried to help her save lincoln but she chained him up. 

you know what. cheering and defending and supporting poc getting beaten bloody by ww is racist. implying she’s in the right is sickening. you really don’t see us as human beings worthy of respect or safety or the same consideration white girls get, do you?

start examining your racism the way you expect lesbophobia to be analysed.

stop making fandom so unsafe and triggering for people of color in name of your feminism.

and if you cannot talk about us without being racist and hateful, don’t talk about characters of color at all. if any criticism of lexa is lesbophobic, this shit is the worst kind of fandom racism i have ever encountered. if bc fans who hate lexa are homophobic, what the fuck are you? 

if you constantly tell people to think very carefully before they criticize lexa because she is a minority and most of their hate stems from homophobia, what about bellamy who is also a minority that’s FAR less represented on tv? 

lexa being invalidated, demonized, hated and criticized hurts you because she represents you. well, bellamy represents me. what if i constantly called lexa straight, creepy, sleazy, predatory, abusive, disgusting, a pedophile, lesbophobic (since u call bellamy, a man of color, xenophobic/racist)? do you have no fucking compassion? do you forget that bellamy represents people just as much as lexa does and they are both canonically good characters? can you at least try to be a little intersectional? how on earth do you not see that this is clear-cut, harmful racism you’re perpetuating in favour of white women and “feminism” and “wlw safe spaces”. 

thanks for proving time and again that white people, gay or not, are and always will be more privileged than men of color. 

ps, i ship clexa and i hate b/llarke. im a south asian wlw. and i can confirm that you have made this the most unsafe and triggering space for me and dozens of other girls like me on the entirety of the internet. this racist shit is so, so scary and disgusting. please learn to start stanning wlw without shitting on men of color. end your racist bias and end your double standards because it’s fucking terrifying and you’re not fooling anyone. you cannot keep hiding your racist propensity to hate/villainize/call for the abuse/deaths of men of color behind “feminism”.

School Info from Kay

Okay so since I’m a senior now i feel like i should give some words of wisdom to the upcoming freshmen on how to “survive” high school and general stuff that comes with it!


  • Make friends. easiest way to do this is by talking to people in class or by joining clubs. I promise you there are people out there who share interests with you, you just gotta find em
  • Don’t go to big parties. I’ve been to a few and honestly they’re really boring and everyone is drunk/high and the cops might show up which just makes you anxious. Freshman year, don’t go to big parties. Instead, go chill with some friends and raid a CVS for soda and chips at 2AM. Way more fun, way less stressful. Better memories too.
  • Hang out with people on weekends! People can generally give/get rides, and chilling out on weekends while studying is a really fun thing to do. Skype is also a great way to do this if rides aren’t available.
  • No one notices if you are alone at lunch/in the hallway, so dont feel worried. If your friends have a different lunch than you, try to make some friends in the same lunch, or pretend youre studying if you feel awkward about sitting alone.
  • Dont. Date. Upperclassmen. Its not that you’re immature or not, but its freaking creepy if an upperclassman wants to date you. There is something wrong with them if they want to date you. Especially seniors - they’re almost adults and they’re going after someone just out of middle school? thats fucked up. Just dont do it. Even if they’re cute and on the tennis team or something, don’t do it. 
  • Don’t have sex/send nudes “just because” Not to be proverbial, but if your friends jumped off a cliff would you? no. I know that you may feel ready, but I can promise you that it just feels bad afterward if you really arent ready. I’m a sex-positive person, but freshman year is too young to put yourself in that emotional position. It’s very stressful, and for myself personally as well as friends of mine it caused us all more anxiety than we would have gotten otherwise.
  • Don’t overstuff your schedule with clubs. I tried this last year, and it was just way too stressful. Instead, focus on one or two clubs that interest you. Leave time for yourself.


  • Be up front with teachers about mental health. Teachers will try to help you. They will work with you on that stuff. I can only speak from my experiences, but finding professional help for my mental illnesses actually helped me in school. 
  • Don’t procrastinate forever. If you have tests, prepare for them ahead of time. If you have projects, start doing research or plan. If you have a paper due, start writing before the last day. Even if it’s possible to do something the last second, the stress isnt worth 
  • Take time for yourself. buy that bath bomb and chill out to the sounds of metallica if you want to, binge watch voltron one weekend if you want to. Take a nap if you want to. Play some video games if you want to. Just, don’t fill your time with school. You will wear yourself out so fast. 
  • Talk to your friends. If you had shit friends in middle school, get new ones who listen to and respect you. Friends are there to be friendly. For those of you who have parents you trust, talk to them.
  • Be super fucking gay. This obviously applies to location, but most schools now have some variation of a gsa/saga. Join them. If you’re closeted, just say you’re looking into it for a research paper or something, or that youre an ally. i can promise you there are more gay people in your school than you expect. Be gay in front of your teachers, in front of your friends, your principal, idgaf, just don’t feel obligated to be a super closeted person in high school. (disclaimer: if you are in an unsafe area do what makes you feel safest. There are tons of online forums for other info - GLSEN is great for school related saga stuff.)
  • Don’t worry about dating. This can fit into the first category, and a lot of overlaps happen like that, but honestly if you cant find a boy/girl/date-friend its okay! I didn’t have a steady relationship until my junior year and no one cared at all. have fun meeting people, and dont pressure yourself into something. If you don’t like someone and they ask you out, don’t say yes just because you want to date someone. Its not worth it.
  • During Summer, don’t completely slack off. I know this sounds counter-intuitive, but don’t just log out of life during summer. Take extra time for yourself, and have fun, but summer is a great time to deal with mental health problems due to increased flexibility. Ex. if you want to start seeing a psychologist/therapist, summer is a great time to start. If you think you need to take medication, summer is a great time to find out.
  • Take Mental Health sick days. Its a legal thing you can do. it counts as a normal sick day. Relax, drink some tea, watch a movie, take a nap. 
  • But if you cant take a day off… talk to your friends, don’t stress yourself with work at school. Explain to your teachers that you dont feel well, just don’t overwork!

School Stuff

  • Don’t stand in the middle of the hallway. Upperclassmen do this too, and if they do it just shove through them. But seriously, its the worst thing to have someone or a group of people standing in the middle of the hall/doorway. If you are walking slowly, stay to the right of traffic.
  • Being late to class sucks, but it’s not everything. no one really cares other than the teacher, but it’s not very fun to miss out on warmup time. Also, you can get in trouble which is crummy.
  • If you are absent, talk to your teacher/classmates. Many schools have an online thing you can check for assignments, but also email your teacher if you are sick. If you know ahead of time that you’ll be out, talk to them about it. And, if possible, work on those assignments/lessons while you’re out to avoid falling behind. 
  • Study. Like, seriously. Even if you never had to study a day in your life before, do it. And take notes. Take notes over and over. Quizlet is great for studying, and there are a ton of studyblrs that can give you tips. 
  • Make your notes readable. I’ve literally had times where i couldn’t read anything ive written. It sucks, but just make sure you take your time. 
  • Listen to teachers rather than writing everything from the slide. Teachers usually tell you whats most important on the slide anyway. Write down what they say. And make funny notes about it - it helps you remember! There was a funny picture in the textbook? Draw it into your notes, or write about it somewhere. Teacher made a joke about the plot of a book? Write that down! Stuff like that will save you on test day!
  • Don’t worry if you’re late on the first day your teachers super duper understand. This also applies if you go to the wrong class or something. No one cares.
  • Have a visible copy of your schedule for at least the first 2 days. You will forget where your rooms are. You will be asked your teacher’s name. You will need to know this stuff. Take a picture on your phone or print out one and put it in your agenda, whatever suits you! Don’t put this away either - keep it out while you’re going to each class. 
  • Don’t stress about knowing the building. I just discovered a new wing of my school last year, so its no big deal if you don’t know every nook and cranny. Ask a teacher/janitor/whoever if you cant find your class. An upperclassman may also know!
  • Don’t act like a dick. You may assume this is common knowledge, but ive met so many kids who act like they’re hot shit on the first day. Seriously, shut up, I just have to go to class and I dont need you acting personally offended when i accidentally push you. Also, if you seriously body slam someone, apologize however quickly, but also don’t be afraid to squeeze through groups of people taking up the hallway (they’re the ones being dicks, not you)
  • Make room for disabled students. Whether this be students with physical or mental handicaps, giving a bit of extra room is really nice. As someone who’s been on crutches at school, being in the middle of a crowd with no room sucks. Mentally disabled students are really chill, but their teachers may want to keep an eye on them so they don’t accidentally get hurt. Be curteous.
  • Get an agenda. Seriously, don’t just use your phone to write everything down. Even if your agenda is a $1 walmart version, its really useful (I got calendar sheets from target for about $1 and a binder for them for $2.) Copying down your assignments physically helps put them in your mind.
  • Write. Your. Notes. Physically. As stated above, writing physically helps you remember things. A tip for those who are willing - write your notes in class messy and then rewrite them more nicely in a binder at home with just the key info. It’s another copy-to-remember session and helps you find key points. Bonus if you put those notes online for your friends to look at too.
  • Don’t go to things you don’t want to. I went to my freshman homecoming dance and it sucked because I didn’t really want to be there/didn’t know a lot of people. I went to prom last year and it was awesome only because I wanted to be there. I’ve never gone to a sports game because I’m not interested. Don’t go just because all of your friends are saying “only losers don’t go” (which is a total lie). Use your parents as an excuse, or say you got sick, or whatever if you don’t want to tell them straight out you aren’t feeling it.
  • Don’t feel obligated to keep up with your blog. My followers probably can tell when school starts for me because im on 10x less than usual. Its okay to use tumblr as a fun time to relax, but don’t spend more than 2 hours on it a day. 
  • Even if homework isnt assigned, do homework. This means studying, reading up on the next chapter, doing makeup work, working on a project/paper, etc. Do something school related for whatever subject doesn’t have homework.
  • DO YOUR WORK ON FRIDAY. Please, take this one to heart. Having a less-awesome friday because you chose to do your homework means you have a less-guilty saturday and sunday (which helps you relax and prepare for the next week of school!) Alternative: do half on friday, half on saturday morning.
  • Go to bed at a reasonable time. This includes if you have homework left and its midnight. Get to sleep, your paper is gunna suck even if you finish it past midnight. I know waking up sucks (im a night owl myself) but seriously, wake up an hour early, take a shower, get a coffee, and plunk yourself in front of that project. in additon, get to bed at a fairly regular time. If you go to bed at 11 every night, thats better than going to sleep at 9, then 7, then 3:30 AM. Regular sleep is key to good sleep. #ap psych taught me that.
  • Don’t stay up chatting with friends. Seriously, if your friends are still awake at 4 AM tell them to get to bed! You won’t miss out on anything if you go to bed early, and even if you do, im sure it wont be so important that it couldnt wait.
  • Don’t be a jerk to teachers! especially your first period jesus. Imagine how tired you are - then multiply it by 100. My mom was a teacher and she always stayed up later than me grading work and planning lessons. Teachers, even if they suck and are assholes, don’t deserve you being a jerk to them. Sure, rant about  them to your friends, but don’t cause problems in their class. Youre not cool, youre just annoying if you do. 

There’s so much more I could put in here, but I really feel like a lot of it just comes naturally. Everyone is different, so pay attention to your own body and needs, but don’t overwork or overstress yourself! High school should be a fun time getting to know your interests, so don’t put pressure on yourself to be the perfect straight A student! if you do, you might realize you missed out on a lot of fun!

anonymous asked:

hello could you do an imagine where the reader is pregnant with emmetts child and she gets hurt by the volturi and the cullens save her and so carlisle checks on her and forces her on bed rest until labor and you get tired of bed rest so yu try to secretly get up and walk around but they find you and makes you go back but yu get mad and argue with them so emmett lifts you up and puts you back to bed and then they watch you so you dont get up again ad you can take it from there if youd like

Title: Labor Pains

You gulp harshly, watching Aro as he makes his way over to you, an amused expression on his creepy face, “ah, such a miracle; having a baby,” he starts, placing his hands on your stomach. By instinct, you scoot away, earning a perplexed look from Aro. He makes his way back over to you, looking directly into your eyes as he grabs your hands. His eyes come to a close, making your nerves grow every second. It seems like an eternity, but Aro’s eyes flicker open a few moments later, and the blankness of them frightens you, “but it’s too much of a risk.”

Immediately, you pull away from Aro with your eyes widened.

“Emmett!” you cry, just as you feel pain erupt from your body. Screaming, you fall to the floor, attempting to breathe.

“No, stop!” Emmett yells, zooming in front of you and direction all of Jane’s power to him. He grunts in pain, but looks at Aro, “I beg of you. Let me make you a deal,” He manages to say through clenched teeth. Aro holds out a hand to stop Jane.

“Go on, i’m listening,” Aro demands.

“(Y/N) and I will make sure our child never harms anyone,” Emmett states.

“And if it does?” Aro chuckles.

“Then we’ll willingly give you the child,” you sob out, even though that is the worst possible thing to a mother, you two would live. It’s tragic, but… if it harms people, Aro will have to take it. Emmett looks over at you, sadness filling his eyes.

“Mm…” Aro thinks it over, curiously looking at you, “alright, I will give you a chance. But, if you decide to protect it when we take it, you will be killed with it,” Aro says simply.

“Thank you, Aro,” you nod in respect, even if most of your thoughts are killing him, before leaving silently with Emmett.


“Carlisle, can you check up on (Y/N)? Jane used her power on her and (Y/N) has been grunting in pain every few minutes ever since,” Emmett asks Carlisle.

“No, really, it’s okay. I’m okay,” you insist, but, of course, Carlisle carefully sets you on the table, looking you over with all of his doctor procedures. After a few minutes, he nods at you and Emmett.

“You’ll be fine. You just need rest; the pain you went through drained you of your energy,” Carlisle states.

“Are you kidding me? I can’t be on bed rest! I can’t become useless!” you groan.

“Come on, you need to rest, (Y/N). It’s for the baby’s health,” Emmett replies sternly.

“Fine,” you mutter in defeat, letting Emmett carry you to the bedroom and lay you down on the bed. You knew it’d be forever until he let you get up, so the second you got the chance, you knew you were going to take it.

So, many, many days later of being in the bed, you were alone. Everyone but Rosalie went to hunt, and it took you a lot to convince Emmett to go, so in return, Rosalie offered to stay and look over you. Being a woman like you, she’d get the not-wanting-to-be-put-on-bed-rest-because-of-feeling-weak, so she might just let it slip. Might.

You dip your feet over the edge of the bed, your toes barley touching the soft carpet. From the lack of standing up over the days, you grunt lightly as you steady yourself. A few seconds later, Rosalie appears in front of you with a stern look, “they’re not going to like that you’re up. But, I get it,” Rosalie sighs, “so, only for a little bit, alright? If they know that I let you up, i’m going to get killed,” she chuckles.

“I can’t sit around all day, it’s not healthy,” I nod at her, adding onto her statement.

“So at least let me help you get around,” Rosalie begs.

“Sure, why not. Um, can you help me to the kitchen? I am craving marshmallows for some reason,” you grin cheekily.

“Sure,” Rosalie laughs lightly, supporting your body by wrapping her arm around your waist and holding your arm as if you were wounded and could barely walk. Of course, you can, but Emmett and everyone else don’t seem to think so, “here we go,” she manages to get you to the kitchen, making sure that you can support myself on the tables and whatnot. After that, though, since your legs have grown a bit stronger for walking to their big kitchen, you don’t need to use anything to reach the cupboard, stretching to open it. However, as soon as your fingers touch the bag, the front door swings open, causing you to freeze and turn to see the rest of the Cullen family.

“Rosalie! You’re supposed to be making sure she stays in bed,” Emmett growls, zooming over to you and swooping you off of your feet. He holds you in a way that won’t hurt you or the baby, but you groan in annoyance.

“Emmett, leave her alone. I know that I need bed rest, but it’s also not healthy for me to be in bed all day. I just wanted a few minutes out of that damn bed. Just give me some time and then I will willingly go back to bed. Please,” You beg, puffing out your lip.

“In a little bit. I don’t know how long you’ve been up, alright?” Emmett suggests.

“Fine, but if I don’t get up later, I will bombard you, Emmett Cullen,” you hiss, “and you don’t want me to do that, because not only will I get up, I will hit you.”

“I know, now come on, baby. I’ll get your marshmallows,” he chuckles. You snuggle into him, signalling that you’re now okay with him holding you, so he grabs your marshmallows and holds you tightly to him, “back to bed, baby.” He carries you back to the bed and sits down in a chair by the bed, grinning cheekily, “this time, i’ll be able to watch you. And I will keep my word. Just… don’t get hurt, please.”

Fat Acceptance Rant

I am so fucking sick of hearing about fat acceptance. I have the hugest rant prepared. First, I wanna start this rant off by saying I am entitled to my own opinion and nothing can change my opinion on this matter, so there’s no use trying to argue with me! I have been chubby ALMOST my whole life. I was skinny as a kid, mom would always brag to her friends about it! I ballooned up around 4th grade, I was still active then but I ate terribly and I had a really young mom that honestly didnt know what she was doing with herself let alone her child. I played basketball, ran track, played soccer, and did karate. 4 sports, I still gained weight because I ate like absolute shit. I remember when I was in 5th grade I was 5'4" and 135 and I wanted to be 120. My mom was so anti-fat, but so uneducated so she spent the next 6 years of my life calling me everyname under the book, physically abusing me because I kept gaining weight/was a snot/didn’t do my chores. I wont go into detail but I definitely have severe PTSD from the things she did to me. For example, she once poured dirty cat litter on me, then filmed me crying while telling me I sound like a whale in distress. I kept gaining weight of course, I stopped doing sports not because I didnt want to but because my mom got pregnant and someone had to take care of her. I was 14 when she had my little brother, but it looked as if I had had him with all the weight I had gained. In 8th grade, I was 5'8" 185 lbs. I was NOT happy, but food gave me an escape for a little bit and I truly did have an eating disorder. I binged at first, thousands of calories sometimes even tens of thousands. Mom would beat me for eating the food but I didnt stop, Mom kept calling me everything under the book. She gained 100 pounds after getting pregnant and lost it all within a year. She got depressed, and left my brother and I alone for sometimes months. I got into drugs and ended up dropping out of school and choosing to go to military school. I wanted to improve, for my brother- who I had gotten awfully close to all those years mom was out being crazy. In military school, mom finally had to take responsibility for her son and I was gone for 6 months, I did workout in military school but we were required heavy duty meals because they didn’t wanna get sued for underfeeding us. I gained muscle, yes, I was able to do 7 pull ups at the end of my time there but I was still 225 pounds, and not even close to being healthy. I am telling you all this about my past  because I see countless excuses in the fat acceptance tag. I gained all my weight back in high school, every year making a plan that this would be the year! I’m gonna lose the weight! I even got my best friend to lose 50 pounds but I stayed the same. I’ve used every excuse in the book. In the beginning of THIS year, I started discovering body acceptace/fat acceptance/etc I was into it at first, because I wanted to truly believe myself when I said “Wow, I wanna love my body teehhee (: My body is great!!!” It felt good, getting all that attention, at first. There were even some cute creepy guys that wanted to see my fat rolls and my big thighs. Finally I was getting love from people I never got when I was younger, via the internet. Then I started going on 4chan.. I found myself in the /fit/ section everyday. I ditched tumblr, I was obsessed. I saw Fat Hate Threads/Fat People Stories and I would binge while reading through them. Laughing at fat people, even though I was one. I kept thinking “man, I need to make a change this shit isnt healthy” but I would do something for a week and go back to my old ways. I finally found the subreddit that changed/SAVED my life. It’s called r/fatpeoplehate. You get banned for being fat, so I never dared post a comment or a link or argue or do anything but lurk. I had been on tumblr so long I was convinced every boy secretly loved fat girls so I didnt have to change, I just had to find me one that didn’t care about being in public with a fat girl. This subreddit opened my eyes, not only is fat acceptance BULLSHIT but so is being fat. They hate all fat people on that sub and they have the right to. I think all fit humans have a buried hate for fat people but they have been raised that it’s impolite to say something out loud about it. I believe they have every right. I am still fat as fuck, yes I have changed my lifestyle greatly but until I am fit I wont be talking about that because I’m not looking for someone to get their hopes up in me finally losing weight and getting healthy. I dont want anyone to be happy for me, I need more people around that won’t congratulate me when I lose weight I need more people around that will be like “OK but you shouldnt have let yourself get that bad in the first place, we aren’t here to give you a gold star youre literally just going from a gelatinous blob to a human being shut the hell up.” and I’ve found that in fatpeoplehate. I’m not saying that you shouldn’t love your body.. I’m saying love your body by making sure you are healthy. If your bmi is over 30 and you’re not a body builder or some sort of athlete you’re not healthy. I dont care what your excuses are being fat isnt healthy.. it will never be healthy. You are cutting 30 years off your life, you are creating health problems for your future everytime you preach about HAES. If you have kids, and you put your habits onto them youre creating a shortened life for them. I know what it’s like to be fat. I’ve been through all the excuses you’re giving the world. I have fat ass grandparents and a chubby family besides my mom, I still don’t blame being fat on genetics. I told you all about how my mom used to beat me for being fat, because I want you to know no matter how shitty your upbringing was, no matter WHAT happened to you as a kid or what’s happening to you now you dont need to eat your feelings or eat because of your PTSD or BPD or whatever disease you’ve diagnosed yourself with. What my mom did was wrong, but I dont blame my current weight on my past. I blame it on lack of discipline. I thought I had PCOS for the longest time, guess what? It turns out I’m just fat. Every excuse you’re using is wrong, you cannot be healthy at every size. If you are obese, or even overweight you need to improve your eating habits and exercise. You have one fucking life, look deep down inside yourself- do you really want to be fat forever? You can lie to yourself all you want but I know you dont want to be fat, I know you don’t really think all these amazing things about yourself. I know because I tried so hard to convince everyone I was cute. The constant narcissism in the fat acceptance tags.. People that truly believe they are beautiful and healthy do not have to scream about it every time someone tells them they are wrong. This was a really poorly written rant but I needed to get it out. Fat shaming and Fat hate saved my life and my future children’s lives. It seems wrong to promote hatred, but if you’re doing it for HEALTH reasons, I feel it’s justified. Obesity isnt attractive, our bodies aren’t meant to be that size and if your'e wondering why these people on the internet are so attracted to you but real life guys arent? It’s because fat girls/guys are never going to be seen as attractive. Even fat people with pretty faces (Adele, Queen Latifah) are seen as /pretty/ but would be seen as more attractive if they looked healthy. People on the internet calling you attractive are most definitely fetishists or people that are so desperate and alone they crave any sort of attention. That’s all I have to say/ Fat acceptance is wrong and you’re slowly killing yourself. No excuses, stop eating so much and start exercising more. If you have problems with your metabolism, exercise harder and eat even healthier. You will lose weight, you will be healthy. 

nevermind-i-dont-want-to-know  asked:

Hey I just want to say that I really love your blog! And since I'm a sucker for puppy pile and pack mom Stiles I was wondering if you could recommend me some fics please? They are my weakness

Why thank you @nevermind-i-dont-want-to-know! We love you back! I firmly believe that every single fic could be made better if you add a puppy pile. It’s science. Also pack mom!Stiles is one of my weaknesses. Let’s be friends. - Anastasia

Originally posted by chloeswiftie-13

(see. friends. heh…)

We recently did an update on the pack mom!Stiles tag.

One More Troubled Soul by Kima

(1/1 I 748 I General I Scott/Liam I Fluff)

The last thing Scott expects at three in the morning is a crying beta.

Puppy Piles FFN

(1/1 I 2.438 I General I No Pairing)

Stiles was away for a week and had no contact with any of the werewolves. He comes back and he gets attacked… By a puppy pile.

Feels Like Belonging by nan

(1/1 I 2,513 I Teen I Sterek I Fluff)

Stiles isn’t sure why all these werewolves think they have access to his bed. The explanation is just. Weird.

Puppy Piles Are For Puppies FFN

(1/1 I  I 2,267 I General I Sterek I Kid Fic)

Stiles and Derek go from saving their baby wolf from Isaac and Jackson’s teasing to hosting a puppy pile.

And If My Heart Should Somehow Stop by AbandonShip

(1/1 I 3,242 I Mature I Sterek I Mates)

While the rest of the pack is happy, Stiles isn’t feeling quite as blissful:

“I think…there’s something wrong with Stiles.” Derek tells her. He puts a hand over his burning chest, feeling a deep sadness in him.

He grunts out in horrible pain and puts his hands on his knees.

“What? How do you know?” Cora asks.

“I JUST KNOW.” Derek ends up yelling. There’s a silence between them.

“…Is he your mate?” Cora asks awkwardly.

Derek groans out in pain again and nods aggressively at her.

Because pot brownies are so last year. by fitzefitcher

(1/1 I 3,463 I Teen I Sterek I Crack)

“Allison, I will seriously shit in your father’s mouth if you don’t tell me what you put in those cookies right now.”

Scattered by dornfelder

(1/1 I 3,498 I Teen I Sterek, Steter I Pre-Slash)

“Derek,” Stiles says. “What is your creepy uncle doing in bed with us?”

Ready Made by orbiting_saturn

(1/1 I 3,925 I Explicit I Sterek I Hurt/Comfort)

“How do you feel?” Derek asks, voice rough and very close.

“Heavy,” Stiles finally answers. Because that’s what he feels. Like his bones are weighting him to the soft bed beneath him, like he’s an anchor sinking deep into silt and water. “Am I high?”

A Pack Thing by triedunture

(1/1 I 4,538 I Teen I Stiles/Everyone I Pack Dynamics)

“Hello! Hi! My name is Stiles Stilinski, and I am apparently catnip for Beta werewolves.” He gives Derek a jaunty wave. “Mind telling me why?”

Derek sticks out his jaw at a stubborn angle, like he doesn’t want to answer. But he finally grinds out, “It’s a pack thing.”


The one where the whole pack wants to scent-mark Stiles. For the Teen Wolf Bingo square, pack: flirting.

All you need is faith and trust (and fairy dust) by MemeKon

(1/1 I 6,249 I Mature I Sterek I Fluff and Angst)

“What you are trying to tell me,” Scott starts, slow. “Is that faeries have cast a spell on Stiles to make him obey any direct orders?”

“Yes.” He answers, closing his eyes briefly to avoid looking at the teenager’s dumbstruck expression.




“No, Scott. I’m making this up just for the hell of it.” He barks.

Of Raccoons and Puppy Piles by colorofakiss

(8/8 I 8,667 I Mature I Sterek, Jydia, Scallison, Berica I Polyamory)

Beacon Hills has a raccoon problem. The wolves end up bunking at Stiles’ house. Stiles didn’t really expect to have the entire pack in his bed that night, but if it kept the raccoons away they could stay.

After The Storm by AbandonShip
(6/6 I 10,224 I Mature I Sterek, Scallison, Lydia/Aiden, Danny/Ethan I Shapeshifters)

The one where Derek takes the pack up to his old winter cottage for vacation, in a town called Beacon Heights:

“Derek! I’m sorry.” Stiles shouts. He looks over his shoulder to see the wolf catching up to him. “I shouldn’t have done that – that was bad! Holy shit! Please don’t kill me!”

All The Little Things. by KindleKane88

(5/? I 12,548 I Mature I Sterek, Scisaac, Lydia/Peter, Allison/Jackson, Berica I Fluff)

Summary: Stiles has a list of the little things that make life worth living. Aka the fic where Stiles talks about all the things he loves. Which includes puppy piles, Derek, pillow forts, free-wifi, and some more Derek. The chapters will range from G rated to mature.

All of the Days by StarSapphireWolf

(3/60 I 13,177 I Explicit I Sterek, Scallison, Scisaac, Berica, Jydia, Melissa/Sheriff I Monster of the Week)

Stiles would have never thought that his life would turn out to be this way. If someone had told him a year ago that he would be taking down monsters with a pack of werewolves, a banshee, and a hunter every other week, he would have laughed in their face and told them they were crazy. But, here he was, chasing down the latest monster of the week and trying not to die, like usual.

(Or the one Monster of the Week story that no one ask for, but will get anyway.)

Summer Skies and Homicide by spacenatural

(6/? I 70,260 I Mature I Sterek, Scallison I BAMF!Stiles)

“So what you’re trying to tell me is-” Stiles hadn’t even begun and Isaac was whimpering, “-not only are dead bodies being dumped in the woods, the hunters renovating a warehouse into a gathering ground, and my arm already having a gaping bullet hole in it, but now I’m also being possessed by a goddamn dog?”

“'Haunted’ by a goddamn dog,” Deaton correctly smoothly through the phone.

Stiles flipped the table.

anonymous asked:

Glad to see you are feeling a bit better! What about a short one that takes place during the season 4 finale? You are with Rick, Carl and Michonne when Joe's group sneaks up on you guys. You are super terrified until you see Daryl and he saves you from one of the creepers from Joe's group. Thank you!!!

Thank you!!<3 Here ya gooo! (I didn’t really focus on the whole crazy Rick part so I could have more Daryl) :)

“That was one small rabbit,” Rick says, trying to keep the dark atmosphere light. 
“It’s somethin’,” Michonne responds, and you nod as if to agree with her. But you don’t speak… You can’t.. It’s almost as if you’ve forgotten how to ever since your words were completely shocked out of you back at the prison. It was like the governor returning, watching Hershel die, watching the prison fall, losing Judith, not knowing who is alive… not knowing if Daryl’s alive… and being separate from the ones you love sent you so far back, it was like experiencing the beginning of the apocalypse all over again. The fear, the loneliness, and the despair were all back, only stronger. And losing everyone has only made you like you were before you met the group and became family with them all.. You don’t talk, you are cold on the inside and out, you’re losing who you are as a person again, and it seems all you do is kill. And you like it. You need the kill to take all the anger you’ve built up out on the walkers because it’s the only thing you can do. But most of all, you’ve lost hope. Sure, you still have Rick, Michonne, and Carl, but the man you cared about most in the world is gone… hurt… dead.. who knows. It’s all only a reminder of why you can’t and shouldn’t have cared about anyone. Not in this world.

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