i want to marry you

You touched me, and I let you. You told me you loved me, and I foolishly believed you. You told me I was beautiful, and I never really believed you. You said you wanted to marry me, and I laughed. You said all these things, but I wanted you to take them back. I needed to get away from you, because I didn’t really love you. And you didn’t really love me. You loved what I did to you, how good I could make you feel. You loved me for my body. Your hand was around my neck, and I was on your lap. Your fingers were in my mouth, and I loved it. We were teenagers, forever confused by lust and love.
—  You 5/4/15

s4mm4n asked:

11, 26, 40, 56, 79

  • 11. Do you ever want to get married?

i truly can’t answer that until i’ve been in love, would i want to sign on with someone? idk because i’ve never even entered preliminaries 

  • 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

no, i seem to stick around until they don’t mind

  • 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

i wrote a song for a boy who was making music and i never gave it to him because i didn’t believe it any more 

  • 56. State 8 facts about your body
  1. i have a scar on my face from where i slipped over running to watch mr and mrs smith and wouldn’t let go of my book 
  2. i have flat as fuck feet
  3. i got four wisdom teeth out bcos they thought they had gotten infected but it turns out i had a cyst 
  4. i have impossibly shiny nails thta i am v. proud of
  5. as a child i was a brilliant orange headed child and they failed 
  6. i have stretch marks on my butt that i play ;like a guitar in the shower
  7. i have v. pointy elbows 
  8. i have an innie 
  • 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

whenever cute boys attentions aren’t at me 

anonymous asked:

Hey, any fics you might recommend? Sorry if I'm bothering you ^^

I’m probably not the best person to ask cause I only read what people recommend to me haha, but I’ve read Turnabout Toast, Nihil Dicit, Legal Partners, and The Art of Bluffing. I also started Of Fake Fairytails and Faux Amour and i’m waiting for that to update now lmao

My moms friend told me not to get a degree, he told me that if I get a degree that’s too high up there, no one will want to marry me.

And you know what I did? I laughed in his face as my mom told him that I can do whatever the hell I want with my life and if I end up single cause I have a doctorates then no one is good enough for me.


Reddy: Hey, Dirian! Can you protect me from this freak? Lily can’t because she wants me to marry him!

HAHAHA, of course. I will protect you with my paper blade and a imaginary shield! *confident*

Yra’an: ~Ohhh, look at me, I’m a tiny blue thing with pointy ears talking random things and loving humans.~

anonymous asked:

I think I may be polyamourous? Like over the past few months its just made more and more sense... Yet I still know I want to get married at the end of the day. How do you know? This is confusing. I'm a 19y/o bi woman

anonymous asked:

8,17,18,20,27,35,43 and 45-55 😋 Could u please answer these questions 😊

8: do you like bubble bath?
I don’t take baths I shower but if I had someone to take a bubble bath with then I would 😉.

17: have you had sex today?
Nope still got my v card😒

18: have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
No but I think that it would be wonderful to.

20: has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?
Yes a few times 😊.

27: first thing you notice to a guy/girl?
Usually their eyes and facial features.

35: favorite type of fruit pie?
I’m not a pie person but I like chocolate pie.

43: do you want to get married?
Eventually I do.

45: how many relationships have you had?
Well I grew up in back woods hillbilly country so do the math lol 😋.

46: how can I win your heart?
Love me, cuddle with me, put up with my insecurities, buy me pizza 🍕, and just be nice to me when my anxiety starts kicking in.

47: what makes a great relationship?
Being able to get along, having things in common with the other person, great sex, loving the other person.

48: shy or open?
I’m shy at first then I open up once I get to know you.

49: haha there is no number 49 😜

50: religious or non-religious

51: caring or non-restricting of you?
Caring but know when to be non-restricting.

52: straight edge or non-straight edge?
Not sure what this means.

53: piercings or no piercings?
Piercings are ok as long as they don’t have their dick pierced.

54: tattoos or no tattoos?
I don’t mind them so there ok.

55: quiet stay at home type or party type?
I’m the quiet stay at home type.

Thanks for the questions anon☺️😚.


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