i want to know about amanda omg

enjoymentoverload  asked:

ALSO idk for sure i didnt watch the stream, but anyway. what if theres a scene where you sit with Amanda and end up talking about being in a gay relationship, and how Amanda would feel, ya know, and then Amanda talks about her own curiosity with sexuality and identiy and such and we get to help her through that and maybe help her make friends with the other kids and stuff?? this is a dad dating sim but i really want to have some focus on actually being a father and parent and im jsut. so excite

This omg ^^^^

Scandal re-watching : 103

FITZ WEARING THE NAVY SHIRT! 

dead. 

BYE!

okay let’s be serious for a sec here :

- Olivia and Amanda’s scene 

This was quite cute actually. Olivia knew she was telling the truth so she took her as a client because she was hurt but she thought it was going to be as easily resolved as any other cases (#whatistheendgame?) because at the end of the day all she wanted was to get back at Fitz not gut him.

It’s like what she said to Sandra later on “the girl wants money, you have a lot of money, you only have one son : SETTLE!” => translation “the girl wants a sitting, you can make it happen, you only have one true love: SETTLE!” 

- Olivia and Cyrus’ scene

“he’s not sleeping

“Cyrus neither am I” 

ME NO SLEEPING TOO! 😭

- Fitz and Cyrus’ scene :

“Olivia wants a meeting” 

*Fitz smiling, looking straight into the camera like this is the office*

is this real life ???

*sighs* I love him 😊

- BUT THEN :

Fitz finds out about the sex tape and Cyrus messes with his head! 

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Fitz don’t listen to him! you know it wasn’t her! she wanted to put everything to bed! you know she loves you she was just hurt but she would never do that to you :’(   

- The state dinner 

that was such a rollercoaster :’( Fitz you were right! she’s not blackmailing you, she will forgive you! there’s going to be a happy ending!!! 

“don’t look at me.” 

“how come” 

“because everyone would know” 

“i can’t not look at you” 

“this all will be over in a minute” 

“this is ridiculous. Everything is ridiculous. How did it all get so - damn it just look at me , look at me. Meet me at our spot in 10mins”

“non”

“I’m not spending anymore time away from you” 

“stop it, we’re in public, look away”

“I know I don’t have the right, I know you don’t trust me but uhh I love you”

“you wife is 10 feet away”

“I.love.you” 

“what about Amanda”

“I LOVE YOU”

“our spot.10mins”

“you can’t leave your own state dinner” 

“watch me”

*dramatically stop applauding* 

I can’t! the sexual tension, the eye contact, his demanding sexy voice #you are very bossy ;) 

BUT then… cyrus! omg! sometimes I just forget how much I hate him!! he used to be the monster I liked to hate but after what happened in 616 I just want him to commit suicide with Jake already! 

actually can they add Mellie to the mass suicide group please ? because SHE KNEW ABOUT THE AFFAIR AND SHE ENCOURAGED IT BECAUSE IT WAS GOOD FOR HER!! people need to stop forgetting about it and making her some kind of martyr! she’s sooooo not! and Olivia doesn’t owe her anything!  

side note: can we talk about Billy Chambers. How nice -he allowed olivia back into the WH, and fun was he??  “I’m trying to figure out a way to sexually harass you and get away with it’ . That scene was so cute “or there’s another guy..? and here comes the other guy :)  

- Sandra and Olivia’s next scene 

“You love him, you do. But you can’t fix everything for him, you can’t! he’s playing you because you let him. You give him everything he asks for and you clean up his messes and you believe him even when he lies to you and that’s- that is not love.” 

So sad. Did I mention that I hate Cyrus ??? I hate how he plays on Fitz and Olivia’s insecurities and make them doubt each other’s feelings 😡😡 

- Olivia and Amanda’s second scene 

the best for last… 

“you’re afraid that it was nothing. That he’s forgotten it already. Tossed you like yesterday’s paper and moved on without another thought. And if he’s forgotten then it’s almost like it never happened. That what you had with him wasn’t real. And that makes you feel completely and utterly alone.”

“I’m pregnant” 

well that escalated quickly. Olivia wasn’t expecting that kind of revelation. She was just upset because of what CYRUS (you lil bitch) said to her.

Once again this episode was proof that back then (prior to Rowan and Jake), Olivia wasn’t power hungry. Her ties to the WH were only emotional. Fitz and her had been broken up for a while but she managed to handle herself professionally quite well. However on the personal front she was quite a mess (”I don’t date”).  She didn’t leave the WH because being too close to it was turning her into a big dog just like her going back there wasn’t about power either. I think she was actually willing to wait for Fitz for the next 4 to 8 years (like she said to Mellie “it doesn’t have to be over”). She did it all out of love because she already had all the power she needed at OPA, she was the badass fixer but somehow her dad convinced her that it wasn’t enough –” 

Another Tag, Another Meme

I was tagged by the wonderful, awesomely talented, super amazing @carolgpr and the lovely, adorable, and also awesomely talented @minis-art !! thanks for the tag!! 

If already done this one//or some variation of it, but what the hell! ill do it again!! 

Rules: Answer the twenty questions then tag twenty followers you want to get to know better

Name: Amanda

Nicknames: I have many ^0^/ but my fav is Moons

Zodiac sign: Horse person with an arrow and bow thing

Height: 170cm = ~5′7″ (omg carol youre so smol! =3=) 

Orientation: Currently? I’m facing South…South-East

Ethnicity: I’m half Persian, half Filipino

Favourite fruit: Pomegranates, but i love a lot of fruit!!

Favourite season: Fall

Favourite book: Switching it up from my previous answers, here’s a fav from my childhood: My Father’s Dragon by Ruth Stiles Gannett

Favourite flower: Roses–for that Sailor Jupiter aesthetic

Favourite scent: I like scents like lavender and vanilla, or fruity, florals and honey

Favourite colour: Yellow

Favourite animal: Narwhal

Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: All of them please! 

Average sleep hours: what is sleep?

Cat or dog person?: i love meow meow and bork borks equally

Favourite fictional character: right now? if i had to choose something non-ML related it be my boo Greed from FMA:B and Buttercup from Powerpuff Girls

How many blankets do I sleep with?: At the moment i have one, that ends up a tangled ball in the morning

Dream trip: PARIS!!! and like all of Europe pls!

When did I make this blog?: Middle of 2016…I think?

I tag…(if you want!): @baneismydragon, @maerynn-blog, @leecheedoodles, @re-unknown, @musiclvr1112, @krzed, @marinette-buginette, @seasonofthegeek, @feathersnow, @mardimari, @lairep, @maristoryart, @moonviewer, @vld-ml-atla

and anyone reading…have at it!!

Carisi-centric thoughts on Ep 17x06

aka Carisi Cuteness Overload

I don’t even know where to begin.

  • His reaction when Amanda’s mom was all flirty. He was taken aback at first, like “um, what?” but then, a split second later, he decided to roll with it, all “well OK!”
  • His adorable “omg Amanda your mom was so nice!” :D
  • His excitement over the heated diaper thingy
  • His eagerness to know if Amanda liked the heated diaper thingy

Sonny is precious. We do have confirmation that he is an uncle now, by the way. And that he’s involved enough to know about random baby-related items, and that he possibly even asked Bella what to get Amanda, because he really wanted to get her something helpful.

Did I mention Sonny is precious?

I did also love Rollins’ face when she was all “oh that was you?”, like she was surprised Carisi got her something legitimately useful instead of, like, a box of cannoli for the newborn.

Another thing I loved was Sonny’s reaction when Mama Rollins walked away in the end. Despite everything he had seen, he was still surprised she would leave, “now”, because even a messed up family is a family. But Sonny also seemed incensed, because how dare Amanda’s mom walk out on her daughter in a time of need?

For someone like Sonny, whose family is very tight-knit, that was such an accurate reaction. Benson, for instance, who’s had her share of family woes, was probably neither surprised nor angry. She knows not to expect any better. Great characterisation there (in fact, great characterisation for Sonny overall this season).

Precinct-Related Thoughts

I don’t know if it was intentional, but in Sonny’s first episode, when he came on a little strong (/understatement), Rollins and Benson exchanged “wtf?” looks after his introduction with the zeppole.

In this episode, after Dodds Jr went in a little too hard during that interrogation, Sonny exchanged his very own “wtf?” look with Benson. Sonny has come so far. He’s part of the team now, and he gets to make fun of the new guy :’)

Stray Thoughts

Sonny’s face when he realized the pimp had gotten stabbed in the nuts, versus Fin’s face. Sonny was like “he had it comin’“ and Fin was like “ouch”.

Fin Was Worried About Ya

I’m not crying, you’re crying.

Sonny is the absolute sweetest human being. I loved the Fin/Rollins moments, because those two have always had a great partnership, and I loved that Fin had her back at his own expense. But I especially loved that, by the end of the episode, Sonny had managed to “get in” their little circle of trust.

Sonny had Amanda’s back too (when he told her “don’t worry about what Dodds Jr says to us”), and he was worried about her too. Plus he had a lot of fun moments with Fin (and that’s another great partnership, by the way).

The ending, with Fin and Carisi still there for Amanda? That was lovely. Sonny’s “Fin was worried about you” was especially perfect because it was in keeping with their “I bust your chops, you bust mine” dynamic. Sonny wasn’t about to get all mushy, and neither was Fin, of course, so that one phrase said it all.

And Amanda’s reaction was also perfect. I just loved her face when she saw Sonny and Fin had stuck around and wanted to help. She realized that she may not have her mom on her side, but she still has people who care about her.