i want to go back so bad :(

Day 2: Anger/Depression

Back again with Day 2 as I avoid my deadlines and pretend everything is A-Okay. Too bad Lance can’t muster that kind of enthusiasm. Nyehehe, anyways. No angst fanfic this time but here, have a drabble. 


Lance is hanging out with Blue, pressing his back against her claws since he doesn’t have the strength to go inside to the cockpit. He’s tired and he wants to rest but he can’t sleep with his mind so blank and void of the usual emotions.

(He doesn’t want to think about how Shiro disappeared out of the cockpit of Black at the end of their final battle with Zarkon; somewhere he thought Shiro would be the safest during battle.) 

He keeps sharing his worries with Blue through their bond but no amount of soothing words, purring, nor encouragements, can pick Lance up and bring him back to his feet. To go about his day once more with the determination he initially felt when they shifted their plans to finding Shiro.

No matter how hard he tries to hang on to the glimmer of hope that they’ll find Shiro, alive, he just can’t find it in himself to believe in those positive words he says to others. It hurts too much as it is, and he doesn’t know how he’ll handle hearing that Shiro is dead or no longer with them. 

He keeps seeing Shiro in his dreams, his nightmares. They all end the same few ways, with Shiro’s eyes void of life, his body torn and mangled, or on his own deathbed at the hands of Shiro– no, no, not Shiro. The Champion.

It scares him. It terrifies him, the doubts and uncertainty that if… no, when they do find Shiro, he’ll be too far gone. That he’ll be nothing like the Black Paladin they know and love. Taken, captured, tortured, converted back into their little plaything; that their experiments will be too much for Shiro this time and he’ll give in to them and their pressure.

So he goes to blue with his worries, telling her everything, letting her see everything through their bond, through his eyes. It’s not enough to comfort him, but it’s enough to know he’s not alone.

Too bad he knows he can’t say the same about Shiro.


@shangst-week

anonymous asked:

hi, may I have a star? Things have gone bad for me in the past 24 hours. Our landlord wants the house back so we need to move. My mom has been visiting more and it's been hurting my self esteem so much because she always says something negative about me. I also just found out my dogs are going to live with my aunt for awhile. I'm so scared because I'm going to move in with my mom in soon and without choice. Thank you for reading and I want you to know that you're a miracle for people like me. ❤️

That’s a lot of suckage to deal with at one time, I’m sorry >_<

Since you said you’ll have to live with your mom soon, even though you don’t want to, I would say establish a network of supportive people that you can talk to whenever things aren’t going well. They can help encourage you when you’re having a bad day, lend an ear when you need to talk, and give you needed emotional validation.

As for your mom, I would only interact with her when you absolutely need to. Know that the negative things she says about you are not true - you are beautiful, you are strong, you are needed and wanted, and you are talented. You are loved, you are important, and you have potential.

Know that you are not alone, friend, and you are loved. We are all here to support and encourage you. Hang in there <3

Keep on shining!
♥ Courtney

nightwonder7  asked:

Laika, have you ever had a bad experience with nightmare fuel?

Laika: Yes. When I was very young and still learning to be a warrior.

We Thulecitians won’t deny that we once used the substance to make our tools but we’ve been finding alternatives that don’t require Nightmare Fuel to make our armors, staffs, spears, everything. We once got by without it so we don’t see why we can’t go back to those ways. We don’t want to depend on it anymore since the discovery of the flip side of the uses of Nightmare Fuel.

Exposure to raw Nightmare Fuel for extended periods of time without intervention or consuming far too great amounts can have terrible affects. Even on us Thuelcitians, it can change us from what we are into… into…

*shudder*

I saw it happen. Someone in our village who couldn’t help themselves. They were addicted to and used to much and… It… It… It was… IT WAS AWFUL!

I refuse to the touch the stuff. Yes, it does have its uses but after what I saw I don’t EVER want to use it. I don’t want it to do to me what I saw it do to that villager. What it’s done to other creatures in the ruins. I don’t… I don’t want to…

S-Sorry… I just want forget I ever saw that whole thing. I’m sorry.

(Based around a phew quotes Maxwell has said in regards to Nightmare Fuel:

Nightmare Light - “The overuse of fuel was their downfall.”

Armor Skeleton - “Like all things, it craves the fuel.”

Minotaur - “My my, the fuel has changed you.”

Yeah Laika is terrified off the stuff and in no ways wants to be near it out of fear of what it can do to her. It’s the one thing that can scare her to the point of tears due to what she saw and what she has seen what Nightmare Fuel can do to creatures if handled improperly.)

anonymous asked:

Re S7 Trailer #2. So I am not crazy, I thought I was the only one seeing the licking lip and also a slight smile, even though Sansa is quite emotional with crying eyes. I am so curious about this scene I can't even think what happened to make her reacting like that.

You’re definitely not crazy, Anon! But I’m going insane over this scene!

The fact that Sansa is so emotional alone is enough to make us wonder and speculate… Add to that that she wants to look back, but forces herself not to, the lip lick and that small hint of a smile… There’s just such a complexity of emotions in those few seconds! (I’ll fight anyone who still claims Sophie’s a bad actress)

I’m also convinced it’s Jon standing behind her… I don’t know about you, but my imagination is running wild! I always expected Sansa to be emotional over Jon leaving Winterfell, but there’s more… She’s upset, confused, torn even about something and I can’t wait to find out what it is!

anonymous asked:

So ive been reading rewind and tales of a prince, (now I can't get the idea of OC!Atem singing goodbye to a world before he dies out of my head T-T) And i cant find play!! Anywhere! I dont think you understand i need it so bad where did it go!?!?! T-T

It verily merrily disappeared because I was not very merry with it. =w=

It might come back some day, as self/OC-inserts with the reincarnation schtick is rare in YGO and I did have fun initially. I was planning to rewrite it but then I had Artificial Doll and Thousand Knives XD, I’m just more motivated with creating my other stuff rn.

I can post the old chapters here sure, if I find a lot want it back, but I can’t promise updates.

Hey Guys, Important Announcement

So here’s the thing. My family wants me to get a job this summer, but recently I haven’t been having much luck. I don’t have an income, and worst case scenario, I’m going to be shipped back home (meaning you guys won’t hear from me for the rest of the summer and I’ll be back in a negative environment). I don’t think it’ll get to be that bad, but they’re things I’d like to purchase (a new chest binder, an art tablet, and maybe someday a less crappy computer lel). I’d also like to commission other fellow artists!

So what can you guys do to help? Well, I just set up a Patreon account, and if you could support me on there, that would be absolutely fantastic. Spread the word, tell people you know, every little thing counts!

You can also commission me through PayPal. Message me if you want more information. 

Hopefully you guys can help me out some. Every dollar and reblog is valued! Thank you!

Chris finally starts his new job tomorrow!! It will be the first time this year we’ve both been living and working in Manchester. We haven’t got up at the same time, made our packed lunches or got home in the evening at the same time once this year! I can’t wait to be back in a routine and have some normality. This year has been so hard, but hopefully this is a line drawn under it!

He’ll get paid for four days this month which thankfully is enough to pay his half of the bills, but he won’t get a full pay till August so we’re still going to struggle, but it won’t be too bad. I’ve borrowed money from my dad and he’s told me doesn’t want it back which is another weight off.

After the shittest week ever last week, everything is falling into place.

GUYS I NEED YOUR HELP

Something really bad happened. Today at 5:00 A.M. a group of 4 men forced the entrance to our house. They beat up my mom and older sister (they were trying to protect me and to protect my 1-year-old niece). They had guns and, for a moment, I thought they were going to kill us. They stole everything from us. They stole my laptop, our cellphones, food, money. They even stole my little niece’s clothes :(

We went to the hospital to check if my mom and sister were ok. I paid for the hospital bill and bought a little bit of food but I don’t have any money left. I don’t know what to do. I still need to buy more food and to buy clothes for my little niece. I’m the only one with a job right now but, sadly, my salary isn’t enough to pay for everything.

Please, if you can, and are willing to help me, you could send a few dollars trough paypal. E-Mail: americacolina2704@gmail.com (My best friend e-mail. She’s the one helping me right now).

I’m desperate.  EVEN A DOLLAR IS A LOT TO ME. Or you could help me just by reblogging this post.

I’m crying so hard. I feel angry and sad. How can a person do this to another person? I feel embarrassed too, and I’m so sorry that I’m asking for your help but I don’t really know what to do. I need to help my family. I’m really sorry guys…

Y'all are literally so fucking annoying. Y'all are so quick to “cancel” a tide-turning movie (BLACK PANTHER, Wonder Woman, Power Rangers, etc) because of ONE thing. Like Trini, A KID, doesn’t confirm her sexuality to people she kinda sorta know in the first movie and suddenly it’s not worth seeing even though the cast is easily one of the most diverse cast in years. Marvel doesn’t include a lesbian relationship in black panther (which YES it is still very important) And y'all are just like “well it’s just not worth seeing anymore!” Y'all got a (valid) problem with Gal and suddenly it’s imperative to you to tell EVERYONE to not go see it because of it.

These movies are literally make it or break it for MANY REASONS: black panther is directed by black people, casted black people, for black people. Wonder Woman is the FIRST woman-led and woman-directed superhero movie. Power Rangers has one of the most diverse casts to date. Suddenly they’re SO BAD but y'all still go see fucking dr strange that WHITEWASHES ASIAN CHARACTERS and cheer on the prosecution of a woman for a white men crackship without batting an eye. Hollywood WANTS these movies to fail, so when they flop they can just be like “well we tried, back to Chris Evans starring in another Cap movie!!!!”

I get y'all are racists and your talk of “feminism and diversity” is all a front for this hellsite but DON’T ruin this for us. I’m tired of superheroes being whitewashed and male-driven and like 95% white. These movies have issues. But we can’t get anywhere without the movie doing good in theaters to begin with.

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watch this and try not to cry over how precious he is

10

September 2007, San Myshuno: California

“We’re talking about…”
Previously
🎶

I’m slightly bitter and going to make a slightly bitter post: anybody who wants to come specifically onto my blog/posts and tell me why Keith/Lance/Allura should be Black Paladin needs to first explain to me in detail:

  • Why Shiro is a bad Black Paladin that needs to be replaced in the first place (and no, “he’s somehow totally never going to come back even though him disappearing under mysterious circumstances is the cheapest and most anticlimatic way to kill off a main character and all these other dang reasons they wouldn’t” is not an answer)

  • Why bolstering your fave is important enough that you want a traumatized guy to get the message that he was right, he really isn’t worthy of leading, Sendak was right saying he’s unworthy of being a paladin, and that the people he cares about don’t need him

  • Why bolstering your fave is more important than the Black Lion, as a traumatized entity, being able to connect and relate to another party who has experiences the closest to her trauma

cause like. everything about the other paladins aside I see so many theories of Black Paladin whoever and I understand if it’s just a temp thing until they find Shiro but people act like it’s a permanent arrangement, golly, who possibly could be worthy of the Black Lion

and it’s like- what is Shiro? Chopped liver?

VIGILANTE  SENTENCE  STARTERS. 

these are some vigilante starters in the pov of city street people, categorized in the forms of negative, positive and neutral.

NEGATIVE.

❝ This is a job for the police, not a mutant monster. ❞
❝ Why doesn’t she/he let the police handle it! ❞
❝ He/she/they is always getting in the way of police work! ❞
❝ I don’t think we feel protected with a monster on the loose! ❞
❝ That’s no hero. That’s someone looking for attention. ❞
❝ That is no hero! She/he needs to be behind the bars! ❞
❝ This superhero person just gets away with all these crimes! ❞
❝ I don’t like the idea of someone flying about the city. ❞
❝ Why haven’t they captured this person yet? ❞
❝ I think this ’ hero ’ ought to turn themselves in! ❞
❝ You aren’t no hero. You are just another criminal. ❞
❝ Who gave them the right to law into their own hands? ❞
❝ Why is the ’ hero ’ so privileged? ❞
❝ I’ve had enough of this city’s crazy vigilante! ❞
❝ I want justice to be brought and served to this masked person! ❞
❝ I can’t believe people actually think this is a hero. ❞
❝ Oh, so, we can take justice and law into our own hands now? ❞
❝ This ’ hero ’ is a bad influence on our children. ❞
❝ I don’t want my children looking up to some criminal! ❞
❝ This hero has proved that this city is going to fall to anarchy. ❞
❝ Whoever they are, they just need to go back to wherever they came from. ❞ 

POSITIVE.

❝ I think they’re doing some good for our city. ❞
❝ No offense, but, they’re doing a lot more than the police ever did. ❞
❝ Yeah and that superhero has saved my life countless times! ❞
❝ They’re not a criminal, the police like working with them. ❞
❝ I’ll have you know the police would be lost without them. ❞
❝ Hey, I kind of like this new superhero guy/girl. ❞
❝ Our city needs this kind of hero, have you seen the criminals lately? ❞
❝ I think what you’re doing here, superhero, is good. ❞
❝ You only ever see the bad in anything, never the good. ❞
❝ What do you likes o much about this vigilante anyways? ❞
❝ They have saved a lot more lives than anyone else could of saved. ❞
❝ So what? The police have an extra hand with things? It’s good!  ❞
❝ I used to never read the paper, until our superhero came along. ❞
❝ I watch the news everyday just to the masked hero. ❞
❝ You know, they saved my life once. Just remember that. ❞
❝ What’s so bad about breaking minor crimes to stop someone? ❞
❝ I’m not saying they aren’t at fault sometimes but they are good. ❞
❝ This ’ hero ’ is the best thing to ever happen to this city! ❞
❝ I’m kind of a fan of the hero flying about our city. ❞
❝ I feel much safer walker the streets with our new hero at large. ❞
❝ The day this city’s hero leaves, is the day I leave. ❞

NEUTRAL

❝ Anyways, have you seen/heard about our new profound hero? ❞
❝ Why does he/she/they have to be all dressed up for anyway? ❞
❝ I really like the suit they fly around in. It’s nice. ❞
❝ So, is that tights your wearing or what is that? ❞
❝ I just wanted to say, I’ve always wanted you to save my life. ❞
❝ What’s this suit made of? Did you make this yourself? ❞
❝ Hey, just throwing it out, if you ever need a sidekick one day.. ❞
❝ Do me a favor and never save my life ever again! ❞
❝ Don’t you have a life to be saving somewhere? ❞
❝ What is that? What was that? Wait.. is that? A person? ❞
❝ My city has a flying superhero or something, you’ll get used to that. ❞ 
❝ You totally have a crush on that superhero person. ❞
❝ This is kind of like a movie or something, isn’t it? ❞
❝ Why is that superhero person hellbent on hiding their  identity? ❞
❝ Maybe that superhero kills people at night, like serial killer. ❞
❝ Whenever I grow up, I want to be just her/him/they. ❞
❝ Wait, wait.. I just wanted to ask.. could I have your autograph? ❞
❝ How do you ever get used to living with a flying person in the city? ❞
❝ Have you seen the news lately? That superhero is all over it. ❞
❝ I want to follow the superhero, see where they go, find out who they are. ❞
❝ Let’s go on a mission to discover who this masked helper is, yeah? ❞

anonymous asked:

Ravus and Luna Banter being siblings ?

I got another person who asked me about Ravus and Luna banter, so let’s go ahead and do dis! >:D

If Lunafreya and Ravus Were Party Members… (Banter)


Prompto: “Wow. The Oracle, Lady Lunafreya. Princess of Tenebrae…!”
Lunafreya: “Yes, Sir Prompto?”
Prompto: “And she calls me sir. Like a knight!”
Ravus: “Lunafreya, do not show him kindness. He will take advantage of it and lust for compliments.”
Prompto: “Rude…”

Gladiolus: “Little cramped back here…”
Noctis: “You think?”
Prompto: “I think Rae’s claw is digging into my thigh.”
Ravus: “Or rather, your thigh is digging into my claw.”
Lunafreya: “Are you all alright? Perhaps we should make a stop the car and readjust our positions…?”
Ignis: “Pay no mind to their suffering, Lady Lunafreya. They can sort it out themselves.”

Noctis: “Hey, you’re pretty good at handling a trident, Luna.”
Lunafreya: “Thank you, Prince Noctis. I have learned from the best, after all.”
Prompto: “Bet she’d be pretty good at handling-”
Ravus: “Finish that statement, and you will cease to have either head of yours, Argentum.”

Ignis: “Are things are as dire as the reports claim, Lady Lunafreya? We heard that the situation with Niflheim has only been escalating since Ravus’s escape.”
Lunafreya:
 “I am afraid it is. The Starscourge continues to spread, and the prophecy needs to be fulfilled. Now more than ever.”
Gladiolus: “That’s alot of weight to carry, that’s for sure…”
Lunafreya: “It is… But that is why I will do whatever I may to aid Prince Noctis fulfilling his duty. That is, if he will allow me to travel with you all.”
Noctis: “Of course I’d allow it, Luna. You’re always welcome with us.”
Lunafreya: “Oh! I did not meant your approval, Noctis. I meant my brother’s.”
Ravus: “And I am giving this endeavor second thoughts with each passing second…”

Lunafreya: “Oh! Dear Ravus! Did you notice the bakery that we passed by? The strawberry cake looked delicious, and-”
Ravus: “You purchased a cake there, didn’t you?”
Lunafreya: “…It looked delightful, though.”
Ravus: “…I at least hope that you plan on sharing a slice with me, Lunafreya.”
Prompto:
 “Ooh, cake?! Can I have some?”
Ravus: “No.”

Gladiolus: “So where exactly is Luna going to sleep anyways…? It’s hard enough having five guys in a tent together.”
Lunafreya: “Oh! I will be satisfactory enough sleeping outside of the tent. I would simply need a blanket and-“
Ravus & Ignis: “Most certainly not.”
Prompto: “She could just sleep in the tent with us! We can bundle up.”
Ravus & Noctis: “Hell no.”
Lunafreya: “…Perhaps I should just let you all decide. I am find with whatever you decide.”

Lunafreya: “Sir Prompto, what were the lyrics of that song that you sang earlier?”
Prompto: “Which one? I can sing any song you like!”
Lunafreya: “It is a song about… Birds? Riding a bird, I think!”
Prompto: “Oh! ‘I want to ride my chocobo all day~’”
Lunafreya: “Yes! That is the song! Now that you know the lyrics, you can sing it for me. Right, dear Ravus?”
Ravus: “I never agreed to this…”

Noctis: “So, uh… Luna. Did you my reply…? In the book, I mean.”
Lunafreya: “I did yes! Did you get my response in return.”
Noctis: “Your response…? No.”
Ravus: “But I did, Lunafreya. How long has this exchange been occurring, by the way, and when were you going to discuss this matter with me?”
Noctis: “Shit…”

Ravus: “Lunafreya! Are you alright? Did the daemons bring you any harm?”
Lunafreya: “No, I am fine, Ravus!”
Gladiolus: “Pretty sure she was kicking ass when you weren’t looking, Ravus.”
Lunafreya: “Indeed! Though my dress is stained with dirt and daemon blood now…”
Ravus: “The struggle to maintain white attire is one you will get to understand well, Lunafreya…”
Lunafreya: “One we shall master in the end, I am sure.”

Gladiolus: “So how come Luna’s sunshine and rainbows and Ravus is all…”
Noctis: “Doom and gloom?”
Prompto: “Death and despair?”
Lunafreya: “Grumpy faces and brooding…?”
Ravus: “Lunafreya, please…”

can the new fan trend for the next fall out boy era be genuine kindness? asking for a friend