i want to give him big hugs ok

Reading the History of Middle-earth series, I feel a bit sorry for Christopher Tolkien. When his dad died, he took on the monumental project of turning 50 years’ worth of disorganized (and sometimes borderline illegible) drafts and corrections and alternate versions, and turning it into a single coherent publishable story for the Silmarillion. And reading the published Silmarillion, I think that overall he did an excellent job. Using editorial license to harmonize the stories with each other and with the published Lord of the Rings was the right thing to do, because it made the Silmarillion far more accessible and publishable than it otherwise would have been. And I think that Christopher had the right to exercise editorial license, given that much of his father’s work was written to and for his children, especially Christopher.

But then he had to put up with an enormous amount of flak from people accusing him of re-writing his father’s stories willy-nilly. I’m glad that we got HoME, since there’s a ton of fascinating stuff in there, but I wish it had been published as an exciting expansion of the father’s world, not as a defensive maneuver against the son’s critics. The series is shot through with apologies. Christopher is constantly berating himself for changing even a single word of his father’s writings in the published Silmarillion. It makes me want to give him a big hug and say “it’s ok, you did an amazing job.”

Do you guys remember the dream that Chris had about Layne? It just totally breaks my heart 😢

Posted on 10/13/2008
The essence of a dream can follow you all day long. Sometimes two or three days. I have had dreams as a little kid that I remember like they were yesterday, though as time goes on these dream are sometimes hard to tell from actual events as they survive in my memory.
I am fascinated with the essence factor of dreams, period. They are as real as the essence felt from the ambience of an actual place, like a house you grew up in. Your favourite bar, or your school. The first Christmas tree you see every year, the smell of it, and especially songs. Some feelings these environments evoke are awful, some magical. All of them completely real.
Real enough that numerous cultures throughout history have believed that the dream world is every bit as important and substantial and a vital part of human life as the conscious state. Some mysticisms actually look at the world of dreams as being the “true and only world” and everything else an illusion. For my money, if you put an ice pick through your hand, I think it will prove to be a pretty fucking good illusion.
Last night I had a dream that has been following me all day like a sick dog. I was in a hotel near the house I grew up in. I was in a cafe that happened to be the lunch court of my elementary school. Various friends from my past were walking up and talking to me. In the middle of this scene walks Layne Staley. He looked much like he did the first time I met him. Shoulder length hair, clean shaved. Clear eyed and looking about 20 years old. I was so happy. Confused a little, but in a dream like this, I just wanted to accept the idea that there was some mistake and he was alive and well. He seemed happy and said was working on some new music project.
I woke up not long after that with the feeling that I had really just talked to him and he was somewhere doing just fine.
My next thought was one that has plagued me for years. Sitting in Kelly Curtis’ living room with about 30 people, all sobbing. We had just come from Andy Wood’s extra weird funeral-wake thing at the Paramount Theatre. It had these new age overtones that didn’t fit Andy’s life at all. There was an amazing film of Andy with Mother Love Bone band mates. All of Andy’s friends and family were there, mixed with a bunch of fans who I didn’t like but knew Andy would have loved. The fans went home. His friends went to Kelly’s.
We were crammed in a smallish living room with people sitting on every available surface. Couch arms, end tables, the floor. I was leaning on the back of one of the couches that face away from the rest of the room and toward the front door. I remember Andy’s girlfriend looking at everyone and saying “This is just like La Bamba” then suddenly I heard slapping footsteps growing louder and louder as they reached the front door and Layne flew in, completely breaking down and crying so deeply that he looked truly frightened and lost. Very child like. He looked up at everyone at once and I had this sudden urge to run over and grab him and give him a big hug and tell him everything was going to be OK. Kelly has always had a way of making everyone feel like everything will turn out great. That the world isn’t ending. That’s why we were at his place. I wanted to be that person for Layne, maybe just because he needed it so bad. I wasn’t. I didn’t get up in front of the room and offer that and I still regret it. No one else did either. I don’t know why.
Years later, at Layne’s funeral, I was angry. I kept hearing the “twice as bright, half as long” speech and the “he was just too special for this world” nonsense that I had heard at so many other funerals for so many other friends that were so young and talented. I’m not sure why I was that angry. Angry at Layne? Angry at all my other friends for leaving me? Angry at the people running around in circles saying “I knew him best” or “I was the only one he really trusted”, angry at all of them for squandering what I thought of as brilliant futures that would make the world feel to me like a place worth living? Or maybe I was just mad at myself because he was dead, and one time I had a chance to pick him up, dust him off and let him know that there was a person who cared about how much pain he was in and I didn’t do it.
If I ever run into him in a dream again, I hope I remember to apologise.
Night all. Sweet dreams.
C

You Found My Arms Not a Moment Too Soon

He was supposed to be focused on work. He was supposed to be finishing his notes on these case files. He was supposed to be prepping for the trial in two days. But he couldn’t take his eyes off the beautiful little brown curls bouncing around his office pretending she was flying.

You had been stuck at work and couldn’t pick up your little girl from Kindergarten today. So he had said he would pick her up from school today and bring her to his office while he finished up work. He didn’t mind. He loved that little girl in ways he never thought he would be able to love someone. He never thought he’d have kids in his life. He wanted them sure. But with his work and his past experience with relationships, he had just accepted that he would be on his own for the rest of his life. That is until you walked into his life.

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anonymous asked:

BRO I JUST HAD A DREAM ABOUT SEASON 3 AND CAN I JUST RANT ABOUT IT

lemme say this felt SO REAL. like I woke up thinking “man I need to watch the next episode, wait, tHAT WAS A DREAM ?!?! ok so basically they were on an earth like planet: it looked like it was 60s-inspired?? It was complete with a diner and everything and there was a beach n stuff. But I’m not really sure what happened, but something happened where lance got upset about (continued)

  (cont.) where lance got upset that the team wasn’t appreciating/trusting him enough to go on missions on his own, so he got really upset and ran away from the team. Later, an evil dude, probably sent by haggar, starts destroying stuff on the planet and the team was like ok we need to form voltron-wait where’s lance??? then you just see blue rushing in, trying to kill the alien, but instead, oh no, both team voltron and blue get pummeled and lance gets captured (continued)  

 (continued) and out of al, the members, keith gets the most upset and angry about lances capture?? The team does their best to do damage but the alien leaves. Then sometime later, keith starts yelling about how they needed to find him immediately, and everyone’s like “dude chill it’s gonna be fine” but eventually there’s a low camera shot of keith CRYING. like legit crying. I’m crying. The tears are just falling out of his eyes and he (continued)  

and he whispers “i don’t want him to get hurt…I don’t want to let him down anymore” and hunk and pidge give him a big hug and shiro pats him on the back like “everything’s gonna be alright keith. we’ll find him.” Then keith wipes his eyes and says “ok team voltron. let’s find our sharpshooter.” They fought n stuff at the beach and saved lance BUT I NEVER SAW THE ENDING CLEARLY so anyway im so sorry that was so long but I needed to rant,,, SORRY AAA IT WAS JUST SO GOOD AND REAL      

tag yourself i’m the part that says “he’s crying and i’m crying” bc this is me after reading this     

anonymous asked:

Hello, how are you ? :D I was wondering if you could to a scenario where RFA members react to a MC who hates hickeys. If it's not a comfortable topic, feel free to avoid it, Have a nice day :D

Hello! I’m pretty good right now, though I wish it was still spring break. This isn’t uncomfortable don’t worry! I couldn’t tell if you wanted an MC who hates hickeys, like they are disgusted by the thought of them, or a MC who hates getting hickeys. I choose the latter. I’ll gladly fix it if it’s not what you were requesting. I hope you have a nice day!~Madre Mod

Yoosung

  • I see him as a person who likes receiving than giving. I think most of the fandom does anyway
  • So it’s not much of a problem 
  • until he wanted to show the world that you were taken by him
  • But before he could give you a hickey you told him that you didn’t like getting hickeys
  • he understands and tries to show the world you were off the market
  • totally gets a t-shirt with ‘They are my datemate’/’He is my boyfriend’ shirts.

Jaehee

  • VANILLA AS FUCK
  • the most kinky thing you two probably did was using a dildo on each other
  • maybe some light bondage too, like tying wrists to the headboard.
  • It was Jaehee who brought up the idea, but you softly shot it down
  • Doesn’t bring it up again
  • no questions asked
  • though later in the week she shyly asked if you would give her a hickey instead
  • You complied and proceeded to give her hickeys for days

Zen

  • This was actually brought up DURING the deed
  • Zen leaned over and softly bit your neck as to not harm your beautiful skin
  • He didn’t expect you to pull his head away so fast.
  • Zen is very confused
  • You tell him that you don’t like getting hickeys
  • Zen understands and says he probably should’ve asked before hand
  • after that senario he gets back to pleasing you.

Jumin

  • oh how to explain to the man that you don’t want him to give you hickeys
  • it’s troubling and leaves you in thought often
  • You never realize that Jumin akwardly stares at you, trying to figure out what you are thinking about
  • So he asks.
  • “Mc. What are you thinking about?”
  • The man nearly scares you to death.
  • “Jesus Jumin you scared me. But I was thinking about how to ask you something.”
  • “And it is?” 
  • “Is it ok if you don’t give me hickeys? It makes me uncomfortable..”
  • Cat mom gives you a big hug and pats your head. 
  • “It’s always ok. I don’t want my kitten to be uncomfortable.”

Seven

  • this man is a sadist
  • at some point you KNEW he was going to try and bite you somewhere
  • but he never did those kind of things with you, S&M wise.
  • But one day he brings that topic up
  • He wants to try it with you, if you were ok with it.
  • you agree, then you both go into how far it would go.
  • You saw this as a great time to bring up that you don’t want to be given hickeys.
  • “Hm..I can adjust to that. I still have plenty of other ways to mark you anyway.”
  • This boy will adjust to your boundaries in heartbeat
  • no joke
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you are fine, park jimin (trans.)

anonymous asked:

I watched the ILY scene again and I know most people are talking about Molly's pain, but to me she also has a strength about her, she's hurting and she's fragile but standing in her own energy somehow. Sherlock on the other hand is just fucking breaking down, and especially at the bit where he says „Molly please“ – look at his eyes!!! Like all you want to do is just tell him omg babe it's gonna be ok, don't worry, and give him a big hug… My heart just broke for him.

I can see what you’re saying but my heart just breaks for both of them in that scene equally.

Fire Emblem: Awakening Request

Requester: Underrated Anon

Prompt: Oooh! Hi! Can I request some romantic relationship headcanons for those Fire Emblem Awakening guys; Gangrel, Gregor, Kellam, Walhart and Brady, please? Thanks!             


Gangrel:

○ Two words: Show off. Guy is so into PDA. Everyone is going to know that you’re his and his only, and no one will ever be that lucky.

○ Lavishes his lover with so much materially. He partially does it to make up for what he feels he lacks in every other area, but he gets them the most extravagant, expensive gifts at every opportunity

○ Easily jealous and his s/o will have to absolutely stop him from going off on someone who gives them a little too much attention

○ If it’s with a friend he’s not so violent, but does get pouty and clingy. Also might (read as more than likely) insult the ‘perpetrator’

○ Often insecure, Gangrel has some really bad days. He will need his s/o to reassure him that they really do love him, everything is real, and he’s not a monster. Especially just after the beginning of a relationship

Gregor:

○ Makes a lot of jokes about being an old man compared to his partner. A lot. Whether he’s complimenting them (’you must have biggest heart to love someone so old yes?’) or just fooling around he makes reference to it a lot

○ Only gets insecure about it the odd time but does occasionally need a little reassurance when he realizes that his partner’ll pretty well be the age he is now when he’s old and wrinkled

○ Cheeky ok so cheeky. He will make innuendos in the middle of group conversations just to make them stop and blush

○ Will also touch their butt in public, either when no one is looking or when a certain person is. Usually it’s the former, just to tease them, but sometimes it’s the later to show off

○ Tries to impress his lover half-playfully pretty often in large part to try and make them laugh. Probably put his back out trying to lift a heavy load with one arm in front of them once

Kellam:

○ Still gets surprised when his lover notices him sometimes. He loves it, but he dropped and broke a plate once when they called his name.

○ Likes to kind of drape himself over their back lightly when he isn’t wearing his armor.

○ Very considerate and often brings his lover tea or other drinks when they’re up late or early working and will keep them company even if it needs to be in silence

○ His lover will have rumors about being haunted there’s no escaping it. (’that teacup appeared out of NO WHERE and there were TWO of them!’)

○ Not used to sharing so he gives you like a foot of space in bed the first time you share one. He needs to be eased into these things

Walhart:

○ Will call his lover his Queen.

○ Respects his lover a great deal and often goes to them for advice, generally military wise but sometimes with other matters as well.

○ Likes to carry them around or have them sit on his lap. He likes to feel powerful like he is protecting them, but also likes having them close to him

○ Very protective. He has a lot of enemies and if he’s not around his lover will have like thirty layers of security, no matter how strong they are.

○ Likes shared baths or showers

Brady:

○ So easy to fluster. So easy. Simple gestures like hand holding get him red in the face in the beginning, and if his lover dares get any more tactile he’ll start steaming from the ears and probably shouting.

○ Loves to get gifts and play it off like it’s no big deal. ‘I made you this no big deal’ ‘this is a photorealistic sculpture of my favourite thing’ ‘I SAID IT WAS NO BIG DEAL OK I WAS LEARNING IT ANYWAY.’ He doesn’t need credit he just wants to make them smile

○ His lover is one of the few people he’ll let listen to him play the violin because he knows they wont make fun of him. He likes to play new pieces he’s written or learned for them

○ Brady actually has a decent voice and will hum his lover to sleep if they’re having trouble

○ Actually gives the most amazing hugs when he’s not stiff and embarrassed like they’re so comforting and he’ll probably cry a little with you if you’re sad but it’s warm and personal and nice ok

Essence of Dreams By Chris Cornell (MySpace 2008)

The essence of a dream can follow you all day long. Sometimes two or three days. I have had dreams as a little kid that I remember like they were yesterday, though as time goes on these dream are sometimes hard to tell from actual events as they survive in my memory. I am fascinated with the essence factor of dreams, period. They are as real as the essence felt from the ambience of an actual place, like a house you grew up in. Your favourite bar, or your school. The first Christmas tree you see every year, the smell of it, and especially songs. Some feelings these environments evoke are awful, some magical. All of them completely real. Real enough that numerous cultures throughout history have believed that the dream world is every bit as important and substantial and a vital part of human life as the conscious state. Some mysticisms actually look at the world of dreams as being the “true and only world” and everything else an illusion. For my money, if you put an ice pick through your hand, I think it will prove to be a pretty fucking good illusion. Last night I had a dream that has been following me all day like a sick dog. I was in a hotel near the house I grew up in. I was in a cafe that happened to be the lunch court of my elementary school. Various friends from my past were walking up and talking to me. In the middle of this scene walks Layne Staley. He looked much like he did the first time I met him. Shoulder length hair, clean shaved. Clear eyed and looking about 20 years old. I was so happy. Confused a little, but in a dream like this, I just wanted to accept the idea that there was some mistake and he was alive and well. He seemed happy and said was working on some new music project. I woke up not long after that with the feeling that I had really just talked to him and he was somewhere doing just fine. My next thought was one that has plagued me for years. Sitting in Kelly Curtis’ living room with about 30 people, all sobbing. We had just come from Andy Wood’s extra weird funeral-wake thing at the Paramount Theatre. It had these new age overtones that didn’t fit Andy’s life at all. There was an amazing film of Andy with Mother Love Bone band mates. All of Andy’s friends and family were there, mixed with a bunch of fans who I didn’t like but knew Andy would have loved. The fans went home. His friends went to Kelly’s. We were crammed in a smallish living room with people sitting on every available surface. Couch arms, end tables, the floor. I was leaning on the back of one of the couches that face away from the rest of the room and toward the front door. I remember Andy’s girlfriend looking at everyone and saying “This is just like La Bamba” then suddenly I heard slapping footsteps growing louder and louder as they reached the front door and Layne flew in, completely breaking down and crying so deeply that he looked truly frightened and lost. Very child like. He looked up at everyone at once and I had this sudden urge to run over and grab him and give him a big hug and tell him everything was going to be OK. Kelly has always had a way of making everyone feel like everything will turn out great. That the world isn’t ending. That’s why we were at his place. I wanted to be that person for Layne, maybe just because he needed it so bad. I wasn’t. I didn’t get up in front of the room and offer that and I still regret it. No one else did either. I don’t know why. Years later, at Layne’s funeral, I was angry. I kept hearing the “twice as bright, half as long” speech and the “he was just too special for this world” nonsense that I had heard at so many other funerals for so many other friends that were so young and talented. I’m not sure why I was that angry. Angry at Layne? Angry at all my other friends for leaving me? Angry at the people running around in circles saying “I knew him best” or “I was the only one he really trusted”, angry at all of them for squandering what I thought of as brilliant futures that would make the world feel to me like a place worth living? Or maybe I was just mad at myself because he was dead, and one time I had a chance to pick him up, dust him off and let him know that there was a person who cared about how much pain he was in and I didn’t do it. If I ever run into him in a dream again, I hope I remember to apologise. 

Night all. Sweet dreams. C

anonymous asked:

hello! can I request an up10tion reaction to their girlfriend never initiating skinship (liking it tho) ? thanks 🌴

Of course! I’M LOWKEY SO HAPPY I LOVE UP10TION

Here we go!

Jinhoo:

  I think Jinhoo would be very kind and cautious in your relationship when it came to things like this. He wouldn’t want to be pushy, but he would wonder why you never showed him skin ship. He wanted you to love him, so he would be the one to ask you directly. When you tell him you really like it, he will smile so big and give you the biggest hug.

Originally posted by prince-hongbin

Kuhn:

  Kuhn wouldn’t be super bothered. He would wonder occasionally, but he believed there must be a reason you don’t show skin ship. He was very confident in your relationship, and didn’t think is was anything to worry about. However, he showed skin ship on his end whenever he pleased.

I will always think he is a cocky bastard ok bye

Originally posted by gyujin-s

Kogyeol:

  Like Kuhn, I don’t think he’d be too bothered. Kogyeol is very confident in himself.

  But.. your lack of showing him physical affection may lead him to think you’re unhappy in the relationship, and he would ask if you wanted him to change anything. You’d assure him that you liked the skin ship.. after that you better be prepared for the cute aesthetic kissing/hand holding pics that are yet to come.

Originally posted by wando-tomato

Wei:

 Wei is a nervous dork but he LOVES his skin ship. He would love cuddling with you, and showing his love by holding your hand, or putting his arms around your waist in public. When he realized you never showed it as much as him, he might feel a little upset or offended, but you’d assure him  that you liked it and he had nothing to worry about.

Originally posted by prince-hongbin

Bit-to:

THIS SWEETHEART

 I think Bit-to would acknowledge it, but he’d be more worried about having a good time with you. He would love to go on adventures with you and see you smile and laugh. He would show skin ship a lot in little romantic gestures, but never get upset if you never initiated it first. Honestly, I think being with Bit-to would be smooth sailing.

Originally posted by wando-tomato

Wooshin:

 Wooshin would be very curious as to why you didn’t show skin ship. But, he would be different from the other members, asking questions like “Don’t you want to hold my hand, jagi?” or “Why are you over there all by yourself? Wouldn’t you rather come cuddle with me?”

 Not necessarily pushy, but he’d put you in a position to see whether you show skin ship or not. You loved cuddling with Wooshin, so the results usually benefited both of you.

Originally posted by wooshinstan

Sunyoul:

 Sunyoul is a shy baby. I think he’d be upset that you never showed him skin ship, but at the same time, he would be too nervous to initiate any himself. He would sit you down and ask for both of you to do better, because he really, really wants to build a stronger bond with you in this way.

And you can bet he is blushing an covering up his cute little cheeks the whole time

THIS GIF HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT I JUST LOVE

Originally posted by wando-tomato

Gyujin:

 I think Gyujin would be similar to Bit-to in some ways, he would rather make you smile then worry abut how much skin ship you showed him. I always thought of Gyujin as the romantic type, that he’d always want to do things for you to make your heart race. He would show you so much skin ship, and you loved it. He never expects anything more than your happiness.

Originally posted by wando-tomato

Hwanhee:

 Hwanhee would be concerned. He would be cautious when showing you skin ship. Since you never initiate it yourself, he’d be scared that it’s not okay. He’d bring up to you subtly when trying to cuddle you by asking questions like “Is this okay?” And you would think it’s the cutest thing in the world that he cares so much about how you feel on things like this.

Originally posted by wando-tomato

Xiao:

XIAO IS A WHOLE BABY OKAY

  He loves being showed love, he the sweetest human being alive OK DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS. Whenever he feels in need of your affections he will lay his head down on your lap and say “Chagiyaaaaaa~ can we cuddle please?” and you’ll absolutely melt and do exactly that.

im so sorry xiao is my ult i just-

Originally posted by bubblehamu

  • Keith: ok Keith, you can do this. You love him and he needs you right now. How about you give him a big gentle hug and say something like "I'm so glad you're here with me again. I love you, Shiro. I missed you so much. You don't have to talk about what happened right away if you don't want to."
  • Keith: *MANLY SHOULDER HOLD* I-IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU BACK
  • Keith: fuck,
“Who I Am Inside” Part 17

A/N” Sorry it took so long to upload! Thank you guys so much for all of your support! I love you all!

My Master List


I got up again later in the night, and I couldn’t fall back asleep. I didn’t want to wake Conrad up with my constant moving, so I decided to slip on some clothes and head out towards the beach. It was so peaceful out here. The waves were rushing against the sand, and a cool mist ran over me, sending chills up my spine. The wind chimes swayed in the wind, and made delightful noises throughout the air. I was at one with the sea, and as it was with me.

I stuck my feet in the water as soon as I was near, and looked up at the stars. How breathtakingly beautiful everything was, I thought to myself. I sat down in front of the waves and let them wash over me, washing away my troubles and worries as well. I remembered the last time I came up here with my family and Conrad’s. Carter came with us as well. It was a summer I will never forget. Everything back then was so perfect, and simple. We were all so happy. It made me miss everything that much more.

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anonymous asked:

Hey totally not using reacts to try and deal with real emotional problems here but can I get the rfa reacting to MC having mental break down and hiding away in rikas apartment for a long while??

It’s ok friendo they’re here for you 

  • Zen: He’s immediately worried and he texts/calls you a lot. He’ll panic at first and want to make sure you’re ok, but once you reassure him you just need space and alone time, he’ll respect your wishes. He leaves you gifts at the front door all the time, and love letters included in the packages. The moment you text him telling him you need him, he’s at the apartment within the hour, and he gives you big hugs and kisses you deeply, holding you tight. 
  • Jaehee: She’s confused and concerned, but hesitant about pushing your boundaries. She’ll want to talk to you, and begs you to until you cave. She will also respect your space, but sends you texts every day about how much she loves and cares about you. The moment you need her, she’ll drop everything and be there. She’ll hug you tightly, kiss you gently, and talk with you for hours about what happened. 
  • Yoosung: He’s hurt at first, and doesn’t understand why you want to be away from him. He gets a little mad but doesn’t pressure you into doing anything. He texts you a lot and apologizes for everything he can think of, and he tells you how much he loves you. When you’re ready to see him again, he’ll come over and probably start crying because he’s been so worried for you. Hugs you a lot and buries his face in your hair, and you’ll cry together and talk about what happened. 
  • Jumin: He’s the least capable of handling this situation well. He immediately can’t stand the thought of you being away from him. He goes over to Rika’s at once, insisting that you let him in. If you choose to keep him out he’ll get really mad, but if you convince him to give you space he’ll quit work for the rest of the week and visit you every day to see if you’ll let him in yet. He leaves gifts at your door periodically, and the moment you text him to tell him to come to the apartment, he’s somehow there within minutes and rushes to your side. He holds you tight and tells you to never do that again- if you ever have a break down again, you don’t have to be alone. He’s very clingy for a while and will constantly hold your hand or keep you close to him, even at the office. Debates taking the rest of the month off to spend time with you. probably does it
  • Seven: He’s hurt as well, though he understands the need to be alone when you’re having a bad time mentally. He watches you from the CCTV and leaves you little gifts at the door, too. If you go into the bathroom for too long he’ll start calling you until you pick up to make sure you’re ok. Texts you all the time and leaves voice messages about how much he cares about you. When you’re ready to see him again, he rushes over to the apartment and gives you a big bear hug. Spends the rest of the day with you cuddling under blankets and softly talking about what happened, soothing your tears with gentle hands and holding you close. 
  • V: He can’t stand the thought of you crying by yourself, and he wishes he could soothe the pain away or shoulder it on his own. He’s the most capable of giving you the space you need, and although he doesn’t text you constantly or call you all the time, he’ll leave notes at the door and text you every once in a while to remind you why he loves you. When you text him you’re ready to see him, he comes swiftly and embraces you at once. He quietly listens to you talk about it, if you want, or just sits with you quietly cuddling you. He’ll cry if you cry, and you’ll spend all day sitting/laying down together as he plays with your hair and comforts you.
BTS reaction - to you crying over them getting hurt

Jin: He would hate seeing you like this, and his natural “motherly”, but more protective, self would show as he would take you into his arms and slowly rock you back and forth while he hummed a little melody, kind of like how your mom used to do to you when you would get hurt and go crying into her arms. Omg this is so nostalgic

Originally posted by jeonggu


Namjoon: He would be extremely sad that you got upset about  him getting hurt, obviously, but he would also feel very loved, in a sense that someone actually worries and cares about him THAT much that you would cry over him. He would have extremely mixed feelings, resulting in him doing stupid things, rather than his usual romantic approach, to get you to cheer up. He would say stuff like “it’s okay baby– LOok It DOesn’t EveN Hurt *pant*, I can even dance *heavier pant* See?!”


Yoongi: In his mind, he would think of all of the things he could do to cheer you up, because he hates seeing you cry, and being sad at all. However, he would get confused on how to go about it, because he would honestly feel a little flustered by your sudden outburst of tears. In the end, he would say something like “ You care about me THAT much that you have to cry over me getting a tiny cut? I may have rushed in this relationship too quickly *chuckle*” in a sarcastic way to try and make you laugh.

Originally posted by b-sonyeondan


Hoseok: He would hesitantly go up to you and hug you so tight that you probably wouldn’t be able to breath, forcing you to stop crying. Seeing you cry would make him feel so sad, and he would want to hold you in his arms, and keep you there until he KNOWS that you’re OK.

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Jimin: He would be so flustered, and so devastated, that you started crying over him at the same time, that his mind would kind of go blank. He would forget all complicated sentences, and only his natural “care giver” instinct would take over. If you were crying pretty hard, he would cup you cheeks in both his hands, and gently wipe away the tears that were now streaming down you cheeks, and softly say extremely sweet words, so that you would calm down a little. Things like, “ You’re too beautiful to be crying over me Jagi…”

Originally posted by koreanidolblog


Taehyung: He would try and make you laugh. Unlike Jimin, Jin, and Yoongi, who would rather comfort you by simply letting you cry it all out, he would want to make you happy as soon as he could. He would do literally everything he could do get you to smile again. Something like, imitating one of the members, breaking chopsticks with both of his butt cheeks ’*cough* Jimin *cough*’, or even doing aegyo.


Jungkook: Another one to be extremely flustered. Unlike Jimin, however, he wouldn’t really be “devastated” but rather be confused in why you were so sad over something that wasn’t such a big deal to him. He would be a little awkward and wouldn’t be able to say anything, so he would pull you into a simple hug, and let you cry all you want. While you were in his hug, it would give him time to think of what to say. Even after all the time to plan, he would be nervous af when you actually looked up at him, and would end up saying something like “ IT’S OK TO CRY ” even though he was aiming to say something that would STOP your crying. I haven’t had flustered Jungkook in a while, so this is really refreshing lol

Originally posted by squeakjimin


// I just wanted to post this, cause i actually finished writing this even BEfore pillow talk ^.^ Anyone who requested, I’m doing your requests now– <3<3 Anyone who wants to requests, I don’t have many reaction requests, so i would really appreciate if you requested some :)<3 //

Gintama anime ep 319/manga chaps 559, 560, 561, & 562

Dear Gintama gods and Sorachi-sama,

To spare you the ordeal of reading even more lengthy letters from me when I had already written to you previously about each chapter, I will instead share with you what I am especially grateful for in each episode during this new season. I am as always thankful for your tolerance and most importantly for granting us the gift of Gintama. Please don’t let this be the last season of the show.

I am thankful for the following:

- Little Kagura. I got teary-eyed as soon as her tiny little voice started speaking. I just want to give her a big hug.

- Abuto. For being the only person other than Kagura who completely understands the idiot father and idiot son.

- The gorilla mangaka. Without him, we would have nothing.

- Sakamoto’s wildly accepting sexual preferences. You gotta applaud his open-mindedness.

- Zura’s wildly accepting…preferences? Ok, he thought he was talking to Tae-chan, but the gorilla lady is holding onto him as if they’re on a date so…I can’t decide if he secretly prefers gorillas or Tae-chan.

- Bansai’s laser finger. It gave me a good laugh. I should also just say I am thankful for Bansai in general; I especially love how he’s practically fanboying over the Joui boys throughout the last episode and this one.

- Sleeping Beauty. Seriously Takasugi is so pretty when he’s asleep.

- Loyal multi-species comrades. We all need some.

- Zura Katsura Kotarou the delicate and effeminate Joui leader and former member of the Joui Elite Four, feared as the Rampaging Noble and Runaway Kotarou, Katsura Kotarou, type AB, whose fortune for today is moderate, if you sweat the small stuff you’ll regret it.

- Elizabeth. Just cuz.

My favorite manga to anime scene:

what dating taehyung would be like

hi!! this is my first time trying something like this so here’s what it would be like dating taehyung, the cutest ball of sunshine!!!

you can request one of these for another member if you’d like!! enjoy!!!!


  • okie so like he’d sorta be like??? one of your closest friends @ first nd he wouldn’t really think of looking @ you in a romantic way?? until one day he sees you in a really pretty red dress nd you shoot him a smile nd his heart flutters nd he’s like uh o h
  • so from then on he’d kinda be super shy around you for a while nd he wouldn’t even look you in the eye?? nd you’re like omg whats up w/ him.. so you go and ask jungkook bc they tell everything to each other.. and he’s like “by the way taehyung likes you and i’m tired of him talking about you all the time please just do something about you y/n.. please im begging you iM SICK AND TIRED”
  • nd so jungkook tells taehyung that he told u nd taehyung spends 30 mins attacking him nd then he realizes? this is his chance!! hes can finally ask out the girl that he’s been crushing on!!! nd so he spends sO much time planning out the perfect way to do it bc you deserve the best
  • after a couple days he shows up @ your door w/ some flowers nd some chocolate (bc jin showed him a movie about it nd he thought it would be cute)… as your coming to the door he’s like tHIS IS SO CORNY WHAT AM I GONNA DO
  • but then you answer the door nd taehyung is at a loss of words bc of how beautiful nd breathtaking you look?? he’s like ‘she’s too beautiful this is too much what do i say what are words oh my god’
  • you see the flowers & chocolate in his hands nd you get the hint.. you try to stop yourself from laughing bc of how cute he is!! so you help him along nd your like ‘would you like to go out sometime tae??’
  • AND THAT’S THE START OF A VERY AMAZING RELATIONSHIP
  • your very first date he takes you to an amusement park bc he figures that he’d have less time to embarrass himself if you’re both screaming your lungs out riding scary rides lmao
  • (also jimin told him that on scary rides that you’d probably cling to taehyung when ur afraid!! taehyung REALLY likes that idea)
  • nd jimin was right!! you both went on a really tall ride nd taehyung was scared out of his mind but he wanted to seem tough in front of you.. nd so when it started going down you got really scared nd held onto him nd taehyungs heart was beating out of chest but not because of the ride!!!
  • at the end of the date you both talked a lot about the events of the day and then he dropped you off in front of your doorstep.. he didn’t know how to end the date nd so you took the initiative (again) nd went on your tippy toes and kissed his cheek!!! taehyung was red for the rest of the night and he couldn’t stop thinking about you (and vice versa)
  • ur 6th date would be @ his favorite spot which was a small area tucked in between his favorite park.. he was comfortable enough to show you this spot & comfortable enough to talk to you properly (even though he still gets butterflies in his tum whenever he sees you)
  • nd you guys would just talk for hours nd eat the food that he made (which was amazing… what can’t that boy do?) .. you guys would learn so much about each other !! you talked about life & the stars & everything tbh.. like how he always seemed so carefree but he worried a lot about a lot of stuff.. @ the end of the night you were both like “how can one person be so amazing?????” 
  • a couple dates later you guys were officially a couple!!!
  • nd you guys are like the softest couple ever?? like?? you’re the couple that lights up a room bc you’re so in love nd so happy w/ each other!! the way you make each other smile is honestly the cutest thing nd makes everyone go “awwwww”
  • you guys would go on dates often!! taehyung’s such a wild card some days it would be like?? a horror house nd another he would prepare a picnic the next day… what a wild boy
  • sometimes you wouldn’t go out at all nd just stay home nd watch tv shows together while cuddling??
  • when u would watch your favorite k-drama/tv show.. you’d get a little too excited about some of the actors….. nd taehyung would be like “but i’m not as tall as him?? or as buff as him???? jagi??? huh??”
  • nd you would turn around 2 face him nd give him a big hug nd be like “you’re my sun!!! my universe!! i love you a lot nd i wouldn’t trade you for anyone i promise”
  • that would cause him to get SUPER red and smiley and embarrassed .. he’d lowly mumble “you too jagi” nd look away back @ the TV
  • he’s not an jealous person but he’s protective of you?? bc you mean the world to him so he wants to make sure you’re always ok & safe.. which means he wouldn’t let you climb on the cupboards for something on the top shelf bc he was scared u were gonna hurt yourself… but he’s super clueless when people are trying to flirt with you??
  • nd so sometimes the boys would be like “taehyung is pretty clueless huh?? we should play some pranks on him,,, hmm…”
  • then one day you guys were all watching a movie together and jungkook puts his head on your shoulder nd snuggles up close to you.. just to see how taehyung would react
  • you honestly didnt think too much of it bc kookie is pretty harmless?? right??? nd tae didn’t realize until like 20 minutes later bc he was so engrossed in the movie..
  • when he saw he’d be like “???? ???? ?? ?@???????? ??!!!???”
  • he’d be giving jungkook the death stare like ‘dude get off my girlfriend’ but kookie is just like :P .. eventually taehyung gets fed up w/ it bc u were HIS girlfriend nd he’d be like “hey jungkook can you help me with getting something out of the fridge” nd then he should shove jungkook head into the fridge nd be like “don’t you try anything on Y/N you rascal!!”
  • you’d just be laughing bc jealous taehyung was super cute (but you’d never tell him that)
  • honestly you guys barely ever fought nd if you did it would be over really stupid stuff?? like who has to do the dishes today or other stupid chores.. you guys are like an old married couple bc after like a couple minutes of silence you’d be like “okay i’ll do the dishes today i’m sorry jagi” nd he’d be like “nono i’ll do them..” 
  • eventually neither of you would do them and just fall asleep cuddling together!!!
  • your kisses would either be: 
    a) really shy nd soft nd sweet?? like you’re the most precious & fragile thing in the world 
    b) rushed & passionate & urgent & messy,,, like you two are puzzle pieces that can only complete each other
  • nyways,,, all of bangtan loves you SO MUCH like when they aren’t playing pranks on you guys or making fun of how cheesy you guys are, they’d always be taking care of you guys
  • jin would sometimes prepare your meals nd taehyung would take credit of them?? nd you’d be like HmMMMm sURE GUY….. how did u make this? nd taehyung would be like “well i uh.. iiiiiii”
  • sometimes when kook & jimin bother taehyung too much he’d get kinda annoyed nd start chasing after them nd they’d call out “Y/N!! Y/N!!! Y/N!!!! PLEASE COME GET YOUR CRAZY BOYFRIEND HE WONT STOP HITTING US WITH PILLOWS!!!”
  • nd u’d walk in and see this whole big mess and you’re like “jagi… relax..!!!”
  • his response would be “ur dating me not them don’t worry about them!! these idiots will be fine
  • taehyung is really clingy w/ you nd would practically initiate skinship w/ you anytime anywhere??? he’d always wanna hold your hand or give you back hugs or wrap his arms around your torso nd just nuzzle his head into your neck.. he just loves being around you a lot
  • he’d even do skinship in front of the boys nd they’d all make booing noises nd gagging sounds but like… lowkey they think you guys are the cutest thing in the world!!
  • did i mention that tHE BOYS SUPPORT YOU 10000%…….. like hobi nd namjoon would also get you guys embarrassing couple items for u two to wear,,, nd you nd taehyung would be like “thanks?? i guess” as you look down at your new matching socks… wow
  • u nd taehyung understand each other so well……. like he could tell when you’re not feeling well & vice versa without even saying anything??? he would just see the look on your face nd come up to you and give you a big hug nd whisper “i love you”
  • sometimes when taehyung works late & isn’t replying to your texts you bring food to the studio.. when you got to his practice room you would look in nd see how hard he worked.. he looked so tired but he kept on dancing!!! nd you would think to yourself “i love him so much”
  • when you dropped off the food @ the studio you decided to stay nd watch him for a bit but it was late so you started to fall asleep… after they were done practicing taehyung would look down @ your sleeping face nd peaceful expression,, how rosy your lips were nd how pretty you looked.. he would pick you up nd be like “There she is. That’s my soulmate”….. (what a cheese lord!!!)    
  • u guys would text each other all the time whenever you could?? during school nd when hes @ work or in the middle of interview breaks… whenever.. you guys just love each other so much!!! your friends nd his friends would ALWAYS be like “you guys are so corny nd inseparable.. get off of your damn pHONE!!!’
  • but you obviously wouldn’t
  • OVERALL you guys are the softest, warmest, cutest couple bc you’re so happy w/ each other nd in love!!! always making each other smile & laugh & comforting each other… ideal tbh

Ok so I really want to see Keith go away from the group for a while to go find himself kinda like Zuko did then have Lance keep being like hey Kei- and missing Keith all the time then have like a Zuko Alone episode with just Keith but being Galra instead of Fire nation. Then he comes back and Lance just gives him this big hug and everyone else is just like I knew it.

Boyfriend!The8

Yes I do them too and thank you so much!^^ 

  • at first he would be a bit shy around you
  • small skinship like holding hands, hugs and pecks
  • but after you’ve been a bit longer together he would get more confident and start giving more passionate kisses and hugs :-)
  • BACKHUGS!
  • backhugs everywhere
  • when he’s backhugging you he would rest his head on your shoulder, or head if you’re short
  • would tease u by speaking chinese 
  • so you’ll be like “really now minghao”
  • but if you know chinese then wow congrats u guys can diss eachother everyday
  • wants to adopt a pet
  • he likes animals so any pet would be ok, although he would prefer a dog
  • pick-up lines
  • i’m not even joking this guy would randomly pop out of nowhere like
  • “Do u have a shovel? Because i’m digging that ass ;)))” 
  • “I’ll hit you with a shovel if u don’t shut up”
  • “Oh”
  • you would be the one who cook like everything for him
  • because he likes to eat
  • and he needs to eat
  • “yeah Y/N its o k- go take a shower i’ll cook for us :3″
  • fire alarm goes off
  • “DON’T WORRY IT’S NOTHING”
  • u end up running out of the bathroom naked
  • ^^^and if you don’t want that to happen
  • now let’s talk about more rated m stuff
  • not really 
  • but if you want to skip this part then ok 


  • making out with him would be all hot and slow like ughsjsaf
  • bites your lips
  • likes to give hickies
  • especially on your collarbones or tits
  • oh and his lips are like perfect,
  • his kisses would be perfect too
  • loves it when he’s grinding on you and you wrap your legs around his waist 
  • also when you moan in his ears
  • teASE
  • like sure he wants to give you a lot of orgasms
  • but at the same time-
  • -orgasm denial
  • like he’ll finger u and when you’re about to cum, he pulls out with a cocky smirk
  • and in a nice movie night with the other members he would want you to give him a handjob cuz why not :-)

this is boyfriend au so i’ll stop with the rated m stuff lol

  • he needs love so make sure you give him lots of it
  • like you don’t need to tell him “i love u” every single time because that would be just plain annoying, really
  • but like small pecks or hugs will do it
  • or cuddles
  • now that i said that
  • minghao likes cuddling 
  • wants to be the big spoon but if you really wanted to be the big spoon then he would be ok with it
  • a lot of bickering over stupid things
  • have you seen him bickering with mingyu?
  • if yes then you’ll know what it would be like-
  • -cute and others who happens to see it would smile at you guys because
  • “what a dumb couple lmao”
  • While watching a movie he would like to make fun of the characters
  • and if you like it too then good
  • because then you can make fun of them together and in the end both of you are like
  • “wtf happened in the movie”
  • i don’t think he likes to watch romantic movies that much so he would prefer watching action or comedy movies
  • i forgot to mention that if you’re with Minghao, then you’re also with Jun and Mingyu 
  • and if theres Mingyu there’s Wonwoo
  • so good luck

should i make more these?

and requests are open again! 

 -Jen

Today it is graduation day. His dad asked me to go to his school this morning, because his professer called them last night and they decided to give him degree. He was worry about his master degree, and now, he must be very happy.

Diego was supposed to be an environmental art designer. He always complain how much he does not like this job, but the salary and bonus are very very good, he might make his first one million very soon, so he can move to europe and start a new life there, which is his dream. But he can not go anywhere now.

He asked me to type this letter down for him and post it on his blog after he pass away. Because he could not write to everyone, his arms even could not move. He smiled and teared when we wrote this letter, I can tell how much he liked you and how sad he was.

That day was his birthday. We spent the whole afternoon to write this letter. He was so weakness and fell asleep very soon after we done. His body got worse on sunday, they sent him into ICU again. The last time I saw him was the day before he died. He woke up once for about one minute, the nurse said he opened his eyes and stared at her. But I didn’t see that. That was the last minute he saw this world.

I didn’t go to his funeral, it is so hard, I am still feeling sad when I think anything of him. And I should log in his blog and post this letter a month ago, but there was a time I even don’t want to hear his name. It is sad. He was and will always be my best friend.

Today it is a big day for him, I think it is the right time to do what I promised to him. Here is what he left to you.

Dear friends,

It’s been long time no see you, I miss you super much. I wish I can still be there to talk with you guys, but my head and body are fucking me, I can’t control them. This is the last message I leave to you guys. I already died when you read it. I love you guys, and I am so glad and grateful to know you in my life.

Mel, my best sister, how are you. I am so sorry I didn’t come back that saturday night, I shouldn’t go out, it was about noon and bloody cold outside, why the fuck I decided to go out, I am so stupid.  I remembered that you said you want to tell me something that night, and I am super wondering what it is, that bitch make trouble to you again? or you really punched her and grabbed her ugly dress down like what I told you to do? I wish they fired her already, she is super annoying, a real slut. But like I always say, just ignore her and tell your boss what she did if she still makes trouble to you. She is stupid, all the people like you, but her, she gets mental issue. The jealousy makes her foolish, she must be very painful whenever she meets you haha, like咬牙切齿(Yao Ya Qie Chi). She is actually a poor thing, we should sorry for her, don’t let her make you down ok?…Oh, you know what, I was thinking about to take a picture for you. Trust me, you won’t recognize me at all if we meet on street. because of the medicines and hormone, I am bloody fat now. Actaully Chen took one, but I asked him to delete it very soon. Hahaha. I can’t let anyone to see this fat me, you know me haha. I wish I could die beautiful, but now, damn! look at me. Can I ask them to send me to south korea first :p  Now you are going to say Choy Choy Choy to me right? Haha, that doctor said I am dying, so it doesn’t matter now. oh oh, forget to tell you, I dreamed Ben Allen again, twice, Yay! and Alex Dunstan, Tom Webb and my Matthew, they were all my classmates in my dreams, gosh, I want a boyfriend, stop being my classmates ok? and we didn’t do anything. Ewwwww. Tom Nicon, remember him? remember I told you once I dreamed Martin Conte, it was the graduation day, he saw me and ran to me, but a car crushed him down? That dream was the same story, but I saw Tom first and I called his name very loudly, he turned around, smiled to me, he looks like an angle, I ran to him, but the damn car crushed me down, duh, then I woke up. That dream was so real. I think Tom is an real angle now, and he is coming for me. if I can see him again in heaven, then it is not too bad to die, haha…now your little bro want to tell you a secret, I planned to go to singapore at your wedding day, I’ve been thinking about it for almost one year, that would be a big surprise, won’t it? But I can’t make it come true now, I wish you will meet that right man soon, and marry to him, and then move to north europe. Haha. I will pray for you every second in heaven.You must be happy all the time,sister. I love you ❤

Alex and Andrey, my bros, I miss you guys. There must be many interesting things happened in the past 2 months. I am super bored, they don’t allow me to use internet, I can’t read news, check out my blogs, and read your email anymore, but E~~~~mail me please, tell me all the things, so we can still have connections after I die :p  I am so selfish, haha, don’t send to my yahoo mail, they will delete my account in few months if I don’t log in.J

Alex, you are the most nicest guy I’ve ever meet. You are smart and goodlooking, but you really wanna be a picky man forever, don’t you?  You are 24 years old already, 30 is waving hands to you, wake up, wake up! just go to find a real boyfriend in real life, ok? Matthew Bell, Benjamin Ediem, Arthur Gosse has girlfriends, even our queen B is straight (WTF, can you believe it, he is straight.), they won’t fuck you, it is unreal to find a hot gay super model boyfriend, you will die alone for sure if you still have this silly dream, like me. Look at you bae, you are pretty and hot, Andrey told me there are tons of hot guys are fucking you with their eyes when they see you on street, move your ass out of your room and hang out with him or other friends ok? you are wasting your life. Haha, don’t call me mom, bitch, I know you are yelling ”Are you my mom?” when you read this.

And Andrey, don’t cry for me. I know you will cry like a bitch, but don’t, have I ever tell you that you are super ugly when you cry, I was laughing out loudly in my mind while you were crying last time we skyped, I should screenshot a picture and send to Pavel, and see if he still love you. hahaha. He is a good guy, I know I said don’t go back to him many times, but you know, I didn’t mean it, I was just so angry. But you know, the thing is it is not easy to find a good guy who really love you in this circle. He really loves you, and you love him too, you should just forgive him.You always say ‘Men thinks with their pennis?’ come on, He got drunk, you can’t expect a drunk man still can control his drunk pennis. He only did it once in your 3 years relationship, plus he was actually raped by that bitch that night. So please call him right now, ok? and don’t let him get drunk again. Tell him I like him, but he has no opportunity to hit my butt in this life. Haha. And please promise me that you will take care of Alex. Take him to club or party from time to time, or go shopping, just don’t let him stay at home alone all the time. He can just stare at those model’s photos for whole day and night in front of his laptop. Those models are hot, but they are unreal, there are many hot boys in Russia, ask Pavel to introduce some good guy to him, ok? You don’t want to see he is still a virgin when he gets 30, right? (OMG, he will kill me if he see this, but I am truely worry about him.) Be friends with him forever ok? I love you guys super super super super much. Don’t forget me bitches.

Alvaro, buddy, I’m dying, so can you trust me that I don’t hate you? haha, I know I stop being friend with you for almost a year, but to me, you are always a friend, a good friend. And I didn’t do what that strange girl said, I have to say this, this is only thing make me disappoint between us, you should believe me and I should just let it go. But I’m dying now, so whatever. And buddy, I can’t go to knock at your door anymore. And I am pretty sure you won’t die alone. Just be happy!

Alvin, I am thinking how many times we back to each other, at least 10? That was so stupid and funny. How childish we were. We know each other so long and so much, remember those stupid nonsense conversations we talked from night till the next day’s morning? That was unforgettable. But Alvin, You are a real bitch, which I can’t stop liking, too many bad things happened between us tho, I am not regreting to know you in my life.

Bloody weird, I thought over for mins, I thought I have many things to say to you, maybe we talked too much before? I suddenly don’t know what to say now. Except a chinese song which is playing in my mind again and again, it always make me thinking of us whenever I hear it.

“…If there is a next life, I don’t wanna be your friend, it is hurt, and if we stop being friend, you may forget me very soon. I rather to be a kitty or puppy, just stay with you without thinking anything till die. Or I will be your enemy, you will remember all the things I did to you, no matter you like or not, there is always a place for me in your heart…”

My dear Alvin, Is that funny? You lost me again. We can finally say goodbye forever now. And this time I won’t be back.

Andrea, I don’t know if you can see this message, you are so busy rencently. Photographer huh, so cool! I am so proud of you. You are the first guy I know on tumblr, I remember all the things between us, that was the best momeries in my life. Thank you. I wish you and mom are ok… and please tell Naide, I don’t understand italian, and she only writes in italian, so we only talked few times. She is a nice girl as you always say, I like her. Ohohoh, the last thing, can you do me a faver? Next time if you meet Clement again during Madrid Fashion Week, can you give him a big hug for me and tell grandpa that I like him :p haha..

Igor and Maxximilian, sorry mate, if I know I will die young, I will do what you want me to do for sure. Take care.


Istvan, bro, I should go to GuangZhou to find you right? maybe we can be real friend. I am so regreting now haha, maybe if I go to GuangZhou, I won’t die, haha. I wish you are happy always, and I wish people can see Elsewhere Magazine in bookstore soon. You are amazing. (Guys, Elsewhere is a amazing magazine, please check out my blog, and you will find the link on sidebar. )

Jon, what should I say to you huh? Bitch, you owe me a photo. I still haven’t see it before I die. Can you burn it to me? Hahah, kidding. Wish your dream will come true, German香肠s Yay!!! And 臭老头, like what I said to Alex, you can’t get Janis, he is straight, even your body is amazing, he won’t fuck you. wake up! I really wish you will find a good boy who really likes you. Don’t waste your time on somebody you can’t get when you are still young. 我真的后悔我没能跟你成为非常亲密的朋友,平时也都是聊的乱七八糟的。但是我很高兴有你这个朋友。Those nonsense conversations are actually interesting. I had a lot of fun with it. Remember I always call you 死鬼? I am a real死鬼 now, haha. Take care, 臭老头。 (And David, we are not friend, so stop sending weird mails to me, ok? I don’t trade nuddie, but if you still want to see my naked body, I don’t mind to send some to you after I die. Go to find Jon, he is hot. )

Mikey, where are you, I registered a facebook account, I was about to tell you, but you just disappeared. I found out Zach’s fb, but he seems doesn’t use it anymore. I miss you buddy.

Radgan and 13, we know each other for months, oh Radgan, we know each other for years, right? we talked a lot recently, gosh, I still don’t know your names. But I understand. You guys are really good friends. 13 we should know each other early, right? you are really nice, but please don’t drink too much, I don’t want to see a drunk Japanese people who falls asleep naked on subway on heaven channel in someday :p By the way, Chen read your twitter message to me weeks ago, yeah, I am very tired, and I am afraid I will have a loooooooooooooooooooooooog vacation soon. haha. Take care, mate.

Samuel, 妞, 我们都认识好多年了,肉麻的话我就不说了,一定要开心幸福哦 J

Sasha, my babe, I will miss you and your flirting, you are one of the most beautiful and nice boy i’ve ever met. Be cool babe,love ya.

And Arthur, Chris, Drew, Fuckyeahbenallen, Henrick,Habere-dicere-amare, James, Justin, Kevin, Misha, Michal, Mitch, Owen, Pohz, Rafsimons-xx(sorry I forget last 2 letters), Richard and other friends who I always to talk with, and all my followers, glad to know you all.

Ok, that is all. Time to say goodbye now. The evil nurse is coming, she doesn’t allow me to speak too much. I said I am fucking dying, don’t tell me what to do, and she just ignored me as always she does = =!. Somebody kill her for me, please, I hate her.

I love you guys.

Your Diego

                                                                                                          2015-02-26