i want to drown in these pictures

Sooo I wrote a Drarry song. It exists now. I am sorry. Lol. Think of this as a song encapsulating Draco Malfoy’s entire internal monologue.

Lyrics:

I guess I was afraid that

I wasn’t what you’d like

To be wrapped up in every part of you

Was to make me lose my mind

So I swore I’d bring you hell

But I want to love you well

And I don’t know how

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dan and phil ; tranquil downpour

(does that look like dan and phil?? idk..)

“but if i sit in the rain
maybe i can drown
in something other than
my own thoughts.”

》》other edits/phanarts《《

requests are open.(if you want me to make you one of these, you can private message me a picture of your choice and i’ll be pleased to work on it)

Reylo Kiss

This is the kind of kiss I want from them. Where Ben is kneeling/sitting but SIGNIFICANTLY at a lower level than her, and drowning in his undeniable sorrow, letting her see him in all of his tortured glory, and Rey just lets go of everything that has held her back from him and kisses him like that’s all that matters in the whole galaxy. At first Ben is shocked by her, but then he takes her into his arms and holds her to him like he’s never felt something this gentle and pure in his whole life, and he hasn’t.

Picture from @winterofherdiscontent

I need this.

Yoosung meets a woman that has an uncanny resemblance to Rika at his college and becomes infatuated with her and begins neglecting MC

@rfascenariios hahahahaha, so I sometimes accidentally open blogs and then end up scrolling through and I found this, even though I have a mountain of other head canons to work on, but I just love this so much, so here you go.

  • It started with a picture that Yoosung posted on the messenger
  • “I found Rika! Or, at least a woman that looks just like her! She’s in one of my classes and her name is Yumi!”
  • He wasn’t wrong. She did look just like Rika.
  • Yoosung talks about her constantly, getting to know her at school
  • Now, he and MC have been dating for about a year and a half now, and she gets kind of worried about the fervor in which he is treating Yumi
  • Yoosung gets invited out to a mixer with his friends, so MC is invited along and Yumi is there
  • MC gets to talk to Yumi and she’s nice enough, but admits that she has her sights set on Yoosung
  • When MC tells Yumi that she and Yoosung are already dating, Yumi says, “Really? Because he treats me more like his girlfriend that he does you.”
  • After the mixer, MC asks Yoosung if he loves her, and he says yes, of course, but she’s still really nervous about the whole thing and not sure if she believes him
  • And his talk of Yumi continues to escalate, because she started asking questions about Rika and emulating her
  • Eventually, MC tries to express her hurt to Yoosung about the whole thing via messenger, but he doesn’t understand why she’s all bent out of shape
  • Zen and Seven get in on this as well, basically trying to explain what’s going on in MC’s head, but Yoosung refuses to listen
  • It’s not until Yoosung skips a date with MC to hang out with Yumi that things get ugly
  • She’s hurt, but she doesn’t let it affect her too much, hoping he still loves her
  • Zen even yells at Yoosung for doing that
  • The next day, MC shows up at his school to drop off his lunch, which she always brings for him on Tuesday’s, but Yumi sees her first, says that he’s busy studying and, without being a student, you can’t get into the library, so she’ll take the lunch to him
  • As soon as she has the lunch in her hands, she tells MC, “Yoosung and I went out on a date, by the way. You should probably stop bringing him food. He’s moved on.”
  • MC walks away in tears
  • She goes onto the messenger and says that she needs to break up with Yoosung, as much as it breaks her heart, because he doesn’t love her anymore
  • All he loves is a memory of Rika and the woman that looks just like her
  • He doesn’t see it until after his class with Yumi, and he ends up frozen for a few minutes just staring at the message… until Yumi reads it over his shoulder and offers her condolences
  • Yoosung, having been snapped out of it, says he needs to go find MC and talk to her, he doesn’t want to break up, he doesn’t understand why she would do this
  • However, she’s busy drinking with Zen and Jaehee, her phone is turned off, and Yoosung doesn’t know where she is
  • That night, MC stumbles back home, still super drunk, and realizes that she accidentally went to Yoosung’s apartment
  • Now MC is about to turn away when she checks the messenger and sees that he wants to talk about this, so she decides that now is as good as ever…
  • She gets her phone out to start recording because she knows she won’t remember in the morning
  • ….only to walk up the stairs to his apartment to find that Yoosung’s kissing Yumi
  • MC drops her purse out of shock, and when he hears the sound, he freaks, and tries to push Yumi away (what he was trying to do all along)
  • MC doesn’t hear him calling after her and just half stumbles, half runs away
  • She posts a picture on the messenger of Yoosung and Yumi kissing
  • “I thought he wanted to talk to convince me not to leave him. Guess I was wrong. I was wrong about everything.”
  • Zen tries to jump to his defense, saying that Yoosung looks uncomfortable, like he doesn’t want it, but MC just says, “I need to go drown my sorrows in ice cream and romance movies. I’ll check the messenger once a day from now on. Don’t worry about me.”
  • She does as promised, sits at home, crying, eating ice cream, and watching anything with a romance premise
  • Her coworkers worry about her when she’s at work because her eyes all puffy and red, but she just explains that she had a really bad break up
  • One coworker offers to beat him up for her once they hear the details, but she declines
  • She tries to get Jumin’s advice on killing her emotions so she can stop hurting
  • Yoosung finally manages to ambush her a few days after she saw him kissing Yumi at her apartment before she leaves to go to the grocery store
  • He explains that Yumi was there trying to help him (or so she claimed), then suddenly grabbed him and kissed him. She then tried to convince him that MC didn’t love him and only Yumi could
  • But Yoosung knows better, he feels like a jerk, and realizes that Yumi is nothing like the Rika he knew (which wasn’t necessarily the real Rika, but he doesn’t know that)
  • He begs MC to take him back
  • MC states that they’ll start with the dinner she’s about to make, and they can go from there
  • They go grocery shopping, then cook and eat together
  • He ends up kissing her goodbye at the end of the night
  • And twenty minutes after leaving, he comes back and, just-
  • This impulsive, loving yandere child just drops down on one knee with a ring in his hand
  • A few weeks later, Yumi has made no further progress with Yoosung and is getting frustrated, and when MC shows up on campus again to give Yoosung his lunch, Yumi goes to confront her…. then sees the ring on her finger
  • Before Yumi can approach to ask what’s going on, Yoosung is there, kissing MC, giddy as ever to see her
  • Yumi is forced to walk away and save herself the embarassment
“Nothing I do is ever good enough.” part.3 Ending

Pairing: Kim Seokjin x Reader

Genre: Angst

Words: 2,890

*WARNING* - The following content can be triggering. With mentions of depression etc. Read at your own risk as this chapter is quite ‘dark’, and I don’t want to upset anyone.

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I Brought You My Bullets as different emos
  • Romance: listens to a lot of classical music, very similar to desert song emos
  • Honey, This Mirror: seems really chill most of the time but will become concentrated frothing rage in 0.002, seconds, favorite member is frank
  • Vampires Will Never Hurt You: vampire fucker. wishes they could have been in the helena music video.
  • Drowning Lessons: lowkey wishes they were dead, obsessed with idea of being in a band, hurts their head when they headbang
  • Our Lady of Sorrows: enjoys taking blurry low-quality pictures, wants a tattoo of an anatomically correct and broken heart
  • Headfirst for Halos: really loves danger days, wishes that there were more my chem music videos, wants to learn how to do backflips
  • Skylines and Turnstiles: loves the attic demos, draws pictures in class exclusively in red and black ink, is alright with anime
  • Early Sunsets Over Monroeville: likes to make aesthetic blogs and has too many, would actually fight every member of my chemical romance
  • This is the Best Day Ever: does a lot of non-emo things such as watching "how it's made" videos in their spare time, but still owns four pairs of fingerless gloves.
  • Cubicles: keeps up with gerard's twitter, also listens to ludo and death cab for cutie. loves ray toro with a passion.
  • Demolition Lovers: cannot stop crying when lotms even gets mentioned, ponders existence often, actually shies away from sunlight
  • Desert Song: wishes tape decks were still a thing, in love with mikey way's hair, sometimes will consider using sharpie and writing lyrics on their arm or shoes
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my favorite fics [3/?]

Empty Skies by green_feelings (sadamenoito); 134k, read on ao3

Summary: For three years, Harry has been running from his past. Now, he is moving to London and pledges to fulfil his only dream – making it big in the music industry. Not everyone has a place, though, and the competition is tough. As is his past catching up on him.

Louis is part of the biggest boy band of the world, and getting there had meant a lot of hard work, as well as sacrificing parts of his heart and soul. He’s still happy. Maybe not as happy as he could be, but who is he to complain?

Featuring Perrie as Harry’s adorable flatmate, Niall as his manager, and Liam and Zayn as Louis’ bandmates.

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Well sometimes I see Mel as a villian. For me he is just like Chara, a guy you can’t say if he’s good or bad. The first version of this picture I never showed anyone cause it was awful.. but after the last pages of GZtale…. I remebered that pic and I make a new version. And it’s nothing like the version before.
I tried something new. No lines. And (nearly) only tweens. I want to practice with those things so maybe I can use them in my regular animations ^^
I hope you guys like it!

The picture shows Ganz drowning in the melancholy of mel. Yeeeeeeaaahhh. Dunno how to say what I mean on another way.


Art, Animation by ME

GZtale, Ganz and Mel by @golzy @gzstudio-official

if you’re reading this
(and i hope you’re not reading this)
the poems are a lie.
i get by without you,
most of the time i’m smiling
and it doesn’t feel like i’m drowning.
you are not the only thing i breathe for.

if you’re reading this
(and i’m so embarrassed if you’re reading this)
the poems mean so much less than my words
and if you rely on this as our sole way of communicating,
the picture is being painted all wrong
and i don’t want you to think this is all that i am
and believe me when i tell you
you should believe me, not them.

if you’re reading this
(and i kind of hope you’re reading this)
i loved you in the purest way i’ve ever known
and i hope the poems remind you that you destroyed it
and sometimes it still hurts to touch
and i can’t stop touching it some days
because some days,
i still can’t believe love gave up on us.

if you’re reading this
(and i’m so angry if you’re reading this)
i’d ask you why you’re still reading this
but you won’t even talk to me,
ask myself why i’m still writing shitty poetry about you,
ask the sky why neither one of us can let go
of something so wrong for us.

if you’re reading this
(and i know you’re not reading this)
at least i’m not talking to myself again
but here i am, talking to myself again,
knowing you don’t even care enough to read this.

—  if you’re reading this
I Need My Girl Ch. 1 | Roomates AU

Her is the first chapter of a new fic I’m writing. It’s a slow burn roomates au with eventual smut and a whole lot of fluff. Betty and Jughead are out of college and rooming together in NYC and it couldn’t have been a more self-destructive decision. They’re both in love and best friends since the dawn of time. What could go wrong? Here it goes.

Words: 1580

Warnings: Smut down the road and some pining. Things about to happen man. This might make you cry.

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

 I don’t want your body  
 But I hate to think about you with somebody else  
 Our love has gone cold  
 You’re intertwining your soul with somebody else

 The 1975


They told each other everything, ever since they were little kids, everything except the fact that they both have had a thing for each other ever since each could remember.

But Betty had commitment issues and was never going to give up the one person who mattered the most. She didn’t believe in falling in love, at least romantically. She invited both boys and girls into her bed, but she always had them leave in the morning.

She didn’t even believe she was capable of that kind of love, she cared, so much, but never in that way for anyone. She felt as if every person she ever talked to, or kissed was just destined to fade away or for her to become uninterested.

Jughead was the only one she ever kept for herself.

He always belonged to her, over their 2 am conversations, over when her mom kicked her out in high school, and even when she went college in another state. He was always there for her; there was an understanding between them. He was hers.

Jughead, truthfully was always waiting for Betty to wake up and change her mind. As he saw each girl and boy enter and exit out the doors, he wondered whether she’d ever get over it.

Loving her was never for the sake of pining or wanting to get laid.

It was more than that.

He hated seeing her push away everyone. Yet she never pushed him away. He was always there to pick up the popcorn and turn on the movie so she wouldn’t have to talk about it. But all he wanted was to talk about it. The elephant in the room was holding over his head ever since high school.

But he loved her, and he knew she didn’t want that, she’s never wanted anything-long term.

He just couldn’t tell whether it was because she didn’t have it in her or that she just couldn’t connect.

Her parents fucked her up for sure, but so did his. They were both royally fucked up, overbearing mothers and alcoholic dads weren’t a piece of cake. Maybe they were both too fucked up for each other he thought.


Betty shrugged on her leather jacket as she grabbed her keys to her red Camaro, just about the walk out the door.

“Hey, where are you going Blondie? I thought we had a movie date tonight.” Jughead asked, as Betty was half way through the door. Betty’s head proceeded to slump over a bit as she closed her eyes. She had forgotten he thought.

“Jughead, I’m sorry but Ronnie just called and…” She said in a panicked tone, trailing off.

“And you have fuck date with her.” Jughead stated, eyes empty holding his stare. Her green eyes flitted out of his view, avoiding his gaze.

“Yeah, but you know like c’mon, a girl’s gotta get some!” Betty insisted as she tried to close the door behind her.

“Yeah, I mean… yeah! Go have fun. I’ll see you later.” Jughead stated as he forced a fake smile. It was getting harder to fake it, but yet again there he was watching her smile as she ran out the door.

He pulled out his phone and called the only person who would be free at such late notice.

“Hey Archie, up for a movie night? My microwave has some popcorn with your name on it.” Jughead said into the tone trying to sound sincere. He heard Archie laugh over the phone.

“Betty ditch you again?” Archie asked already knowing the answer. Every time Betty bailed on him Archie was always the one Jughead would go to. Trying to explain 25 years of love and complications to someone new sounded like hell for Jughead, and truly Archie was the only one who fully understood the situation. Archie was the only one who knew Jughead’s secret sad affair. An affair behind closed doors unnoticed by the beautiful Elizabeth Cooper. The girl next door that Archie used to hold a torch for but quickly got over the minute he started noticing things. Things like Betty dating, Jughead never dating, and the long glances left between the two. It wasn’t Archie’s job to get involved, he knew that. But watching Betty emotionally detach herself from everything and Jughead never getting over her and not doing anything about it was one of the hardest things to watch. The two were just so damn in love he thought.

“I can’t fool you can I?” Jughead quipped as a sad smile fell on his face.

“No you can’t. I’ll be over in twenty minutes.”

 —

“I still don’t understand why she didn’t just visit him! I mean it’s the 1940s not the ice age, there are cars. And why wasn’t the mom arrested, it’s illegal to go through someone else’s mail! The shouldn’t have named it The Notebook , they should of named it Crazy Rich Mother Spoils Pure Love, Oh And They Die .” Archie argued with tears down his eyes. The Notebook always made Archie cry.

Jughead sat there smiling his ass off, looking at Archie distressed and grasping the couch pillow as he continued on with his speech.

“I know but c’mon, it’s a classic tragedy. Circling around each other their whole lives, finally ending it all together. It’s bittersweet, but… beautiful.” He answered as he went over to his dvd collection, looking for a safe movie. Archie definitely needed something lighthearted, no dead animals, no long lost loves. So no Disney.

“Jughead just cause you have a boner for constant heartbreak does not mean The Notebook is a good movie.” Archie fired back as he stuffed another huge handful of popcorn into his mouth.

“You just don’t like the movie because Sabrina said Ryan Gosling was hotter than you.”

Archie winced as Jughead mentioned Sabrina’s name. Jughead wasn’t the only one with a broken heart Jughead thought to himself.

“Oh my god, don’t even get me started on her. What a mistake.”

“You know I think she’d say the same about you Arch.”

“WE WERE ON A BREAK!” Archie exclaimed, clearly he was still not over it.

“THAT DIDN’T WORK ON FRIENDS AND IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK FOR YOU.” Jughead said, imitating Archie’s whiny tone.

To this Archie let out an over exaggerated ‘ugh.’ As Jughead slid the dvd of the movie Juno into the player and hit play.

About an hour had passed by when Jughead heard the door open with a thud. Archie turned his head as he saw it.

There was Betty Cooper, wrapped up in the arms of her newest fuck buddy, a girl about the same height as Betty with raven black hair. Betty sure had a type Archie thought to himself. The couple hadn’t noticed them 30 feet away sitting on the living room couch as they moved forward towards Betty’s room down the hall, pulling each other’s clothes off in the process.

Archie looked over at Jughead. His eyes were empty, focused on the pair, his eyebrows furrowed and then Archie saw it. The sad look in his eyes, the longing look as his blue eyes darkened and his cheeks flushed. He could see Jughead bite the inner part of his cheek and his jaw clench. It was like whiplash.

Betty and the girl now had disappeared and a set of sounds started to emit from the hall. Jughead turned his back to the TV, watching the next scene in the movie.

“Are-uh, you okay?” Archie asked softly, barely making a sound.

“Yeah, it’s just you know, good for her getting out there and getting some. Go her.”

Jughead didn’t even try to sound happy. He knew that his words were total bullshit. And in truth, his whole body was numb at the picture appearing in his head. The moans approaching weren’t helping either. He turned up the volume on the TV trying to drown it out.

“Does she do that a lot? Bring…guests over in the middle of the night for you to see.”

“I don’t think she thinks anything of it. She shares everything with me, it’s not like she’s ever tried to hide her dating to me before. Why start being discreet now?”

She doesn’t share everything with you Jug is what Archie wanted to say. Though he knew it wasn’t his secret to tell, and hell, Jughead wouldn’t even believe him if he had.

“Well Jughead, agreeing to move in with her wasn’t the best idea.”

“You don’t think I fucking know that Archie.” Jughead snapped. He immediately regretted his harshness and muttered: “Sorry, I just-“

“I know.” Archie finished. Jughead turned back to the TV wondering whether they should just leave. He turned to look at Archie but found him grabbing the whiskey from the cabinet and heading out to the patio.

“I figure you need a drink and that movie isn’t the best noise canceler.” Archie said offering a sympathetic smile.

“Yeah, you’re right. I do need a drink. Only because of the fact that I can’t let you drink that whole thing by yourself. Face the facts Golden Boy, you’re a lightweight.” Jughead joked as he closed the glass door and sat down against the wall outside.

Archie chugged back a swig of the whiskey, wincing at the sting in his throat.

“I think you’re wrong about that, I actually think you’re wrong about a lot of things Jughead.”

“Yeah, yeah, now stop hogging the juice.”

& maybe the leaves
are here to tell us that
that your true colors
show before you fall,
that every good night
can be explained in a
single sigh if your hands
are tying knots in the
same eyelashes that
kissed the sunrise, I’m
tired of seeing my heart
in picture frames &
hearing my laughter
mold this memory into
a retractable embrace -
I’ve been sad for far too
long; I don’t want to drown

inside of myself today

heather chandler is red. that’s her thing. she is red. think about heather chandler dying. i picture something bloody. something grotesque. stabbed or shot or something.

she dies by blue. there is no red.

kurt and ram are blue. they want the blue girl. their balls are, well, blue. think about them dying. i picture something clean. poisoned or drowned or something.

they die with red. there is no blue.

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HECK YES THAT’S THE KIND OF ANON I LIKE TO SEE

YOU WANT SOME PICTURES OF MY CAT

WELL BRACE YOUR FACE 

THIS WAS THE FIRST PICTURE WE EVER TOOK OF HIM

HE WAS FEELING REALLY SICK BUT HE PERKED UP QUICK

HE REALLY LIKES CHICKEN

AND SUNBEAMS

AND HE’S MADE AN ART FORM OUT OF NAPPING

HE LOOKS LIKE A DROWNED FERRET WHEN HE’S WET

AND WHEN HE GETS SCARED HE STICKS HIS HEAD IN YOUR ARMPIT

AND WHEN HE GETS REALLY SCARED HE’LL CRAWL INSIDE YOUR SHIRT

AND ONCE I PUT MEDICINE IN HIS EAR AND HE WAS MAD AT ME BUT NOT MAD ENOUGH TO STAY OFF MY LAP

AND BASICALLY I LOVE HIM????

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Ever Enough

Pairing: Bucky X Reader

Words: 1366

Warnings: Angsty support!?

Anon asked “Can you do a Bucky x reader fic with the song “ever enough” by a rocket to the moon? You are always so good at writing song fics”

A/N: Let me know if you want to be tagged HERE or HERE.

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boyfriend!!taeyang

Hey 😊 can you a make a boyfriend scenario like you did with sf9 rowoon but with Taeyang if you can ☺

A/N; if you guys request they dont have to be similar to previous requests like feel free to request like [brother, dates w/ , first kiss, breakup w/, etc.]

  • personally this is everything i’ve ever wanted 
  • like hella bias wrecker right here
  • when he asked you out he sang a cute song 
  • cause he was too nervous to just confess face to face
  • him lightly singing in your ear when cuddling or lying together
  • dance lessons with taeyang 
  •  then these lessons turn into dance battles pretty quick
  • him getting jealous when you beat him in Just Dance 
  • goes from like a cute teddy bear to like a hella daddy in .0234348 seconds 
  • i can only imagine him being awkward on your first dates 
  • like he takes you out to out to a cafe
  • and when he reaches to get his drink
  • he pokes himself in the face with the straw like i believe this would 100% happen too
  • such boyfriend material
  • hypes you up
  • you could be wearing a legit trash bag and he would literally hype you up so hard 
  • “WOOOW YOUR LOOKING SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL Y/N”
  • gets super shy when the other members mention you in conversation
  • when he’s on tour he sends you cute voicemails everyday
  • sends gifts to your doorstep without telling you
  • love to send handwritten letters instead of texting you cause he thinks its more romantic that way 
  • once this random box appeared on your doorstep and you were so confused like tf i dont remember buying shit
  • but when you opened you almost started crying 
  • there was a a Polaroid picture matching everything that was sent in the box
  •  like the there was a teddy bear that had a Polaroid picture wrapped around it neck 
  • and it was a picture of taeyang playing one of those claw machine games thing 
  • then there was this really pretty necklace that had both of your initials with it 
  • and the corresponding picture was him holding up your necklace while he was wearing his 
  • along with many more cute things that he sent you 
  • like some clothes, dried flowers, souvenirs 
  • showers you in gifts
  • welp more like drowns you in gifts
  • im actually weeping writing this 
  • I WANT TAEYANG AS A BF SO BAD 

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Originally posted by sf9drabbles

gifs not mine

I’m being swallowed by nostalgia
Drowning in concepts of time
Of things left behind
Of people
And things changed
Of memories
In picture frames
I miss some things
There is a lot I don’t
But the most of all
I wish I could show him the
darkroom inside my mind
Developing photographs
Of my past life
Just as he wants
To show me his
I’m not afraid of what was
Because of what is
—  Eros J. Belle