i want to cry i am trash

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been together for 5,750 years

Taylor Swift era: let’s sleep over and we can talk about boys and school!! Bake cookies!!! Also dream about love!!!!

Fearless era: let’s cry our hearts out together, also cry about how good love is… And bake cookies

Speak Now era: let’s do some DIY stuff, you can come over and we’ll have a blast! We’ll make cookies!!

Red era: It’s a sweet life, also it’s fall and I want everything to be about fall!! Let’s make pumpkin spice cookies!!!

1989 era: yo New York is pretty cool, also I love everyone, and I’m making cookies

Reputation era: let’s go trash a high school and rob a liquor store, then we’ll go make cookies to eat with our booze..

Ask and ye shall receive!

what if Evan followed Conner and stopped him from killing himself? then they got together…. (sorry i’m tree bros trash)

((Don’t worry I am too))

“Fuck this, I’m outta here.” Connor crumpled the paper into his pocket and ran out of the library. Evan stuffed his laptop in his backpack and dashed out after Connor.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, Connor!” Evan yelled, running to the student parking lot to see Connor crying, leaning against the tree. “What are you doing?”

“What the fuck do you want, Hansen? You want more dirt on me to let people know I’m crazy? Well here’s the biggest piece of information I have–” he took out a pocket knife and held the blade to his arm. Evan’s eyes widened.

“Woah woah woah hey, wait!” He struggled, but managed to pull Connor’s arm away from the blade. Connor was weak, letting out wracking sobs.

“No one cares, no one would blink a fucking eye if I were gone.” Connor threw down the knife. “Everything’s always about Zoe. How perfect she is, how wonderful she is. Nothing I do ever matters.” He covered his face, falling down to the ground. Evan burned red from embarrassment.

“I didn’t–I don’t. I didn’t write the letter because you were in the library. I wrote the letter for therapy. They’re supposed to be little pep talks. Dear Evan Hansen, today’s gonna be a good day and here’s why. Zoe’s someone I look up to because she’s in jazz band and she’s pretty, yeah. But don’t think for a second that I wouldn’t be heartbroken if you were gone.” Evan said. The two were in Bio together and made snarky remarks about the teacher to each other. “B-before you say anything, I know how it feels to think that no one would care if you were gone.”

Connor sniffed. “You do?”

“How do you think I got this cast?” Evan stumbled over his words.

“You fell out of a tree, I got it. The saddest thing I’ve ever heard.” Connor winced at how snarky the comeback came out.

“No. I climbed a tree, a really, really tall tree.” Evan breathed in a laugh. “I looked down, and I let go. I wanted to die, but I have this six week reminder and scars all down my left side that I survived.”

“I-I’m sorry..” Connor said after a moment of silence. Evan shrugged, wiping away a tear.

“It’s in the past, I guess.” Evan whispered. “I don’t think you’re crazy.”

“You don’t?”

“Why would I? I’m the one taking medicine up the ass, and I fell out of a tree.” Evan laughed, making Connor chuckle. “I got some mad splinters though. Hey, if you can answer the door, we can order in a movie and a pizza, I don’t want you being alone tonight.”

“Oh you don’t have to–”

“I insist.” Evan grinned. “I can help you with your English, and we can watch something funny to keep your spirits up.”

Connor was already glad Evan helped make him decide to stay.

i have this ridiculously self-indulgent idea for a retelling of twilight princess where everything is pretty much the same except zelda goes questing with midna and link; and the whole thing has a victorian aesthetic because i have no self-control.

oh…and zelly is the illegitimate child of the king of hyrule so she doesnt live in the castle and is not kept hostage by zant. her entire character arc revolves around the fact that she is the rightful heir to the throne because she is the one blessed with the power of the goddesses, but zelda doesnt want to reveal herself based only on that. she will save her kingdom, dammit! she will prove herself worthy on her own merits.

and then her and link fall in love (ofc lolsobs) while midna is 200% done with their nonsense because they are dumb.

as i said, ridiculously self-indulgent.

According to Hindu mythology, the universe was created with a sound: “Om.” It is a syllable that contains within it everything that ever was and everything that will be.

When the Arecibo telescope is pointed at the space between stars, it hears a faint hum. Astronomers call that the “cosmic microwave background.” It’s the residual radiation of the Big Bang, the explosion that created the universe fourteen billion years ago.

But you can also think of it as a barely audible reverberation of that original “Om.” That syllable was so resonant that the night sky will keep vibrating for as long as the universe exists.

When Arecibo is not listening to anything else, it hears the voice of creation.
—  The Great Silence, Ted Chiang

47/100 days of productivity

Finished my little list of books and podcasts! If anyone wants to recommend anything for me please let me know! There’s nothing I love more than finding new podcasts to cry over (looking at you King Falls)

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WAIT. OMG 

WAIT.

How come I only discovered this now?? How come no one is talking about this??

GUYS I AM NOT OKAY WAIT 

(I don’t usually post like this but I’m a Soukoku trash forgive me)

JUST. OH.MY.GOSH

*tries my best to breathe in all the overflowing feelings to form coherent words*

OKAY. SOUKOKU IS WEARING COUPLE SHIRTS

IN AN OFFICIAL ART

DAMN This is BSD Wan BUT STILL STILL STILL 

Okay. I may be overreacting but this looks so adorable I want to cry???

I mean Chuuya and Dazai each wearing a casual shirt is already too beautiful but to make them wear the same shirt, okay I don’t know anymore

KANAINECO don’t tell me you ship better than Asagiri?? Ofc no one can dethrone Bones as the Best Shipper but THIS IS GOALS DAMN

Plus the design is so POWER COUPLE aesthetic shizzz. Shame and toad yeah. Like this is a shirt exclusive for Soukoku

And the only miss is that this makes them Double Blue; please make them Double Black

I can’t get over I’m so sorry

I badly want to see them in these shirts in their real forms 

ryden 36/365
idk why but this photo makes me happy. probably because they look so happy here and they are smiling and i just want this back pls

Your Loss **Nate Maloley Imagine**

2 years. That’s how long you and Nate have been together. Lately, you feel like it was all a waste. Like it means nothing to him.

You guys have been arguing a lot more than usual. Being that you’re both stubborn as hell, neither of you have made an effort to at least talk to the other. You felt he was in the wrong because he never made an effort for you guys to move on with your lives. And he felt you were wrong for even pressuring him in the first place.

Tonight Skate was performing at some underground club. No matter what you two are going through, you were going to support him. You decided to get glammed up, just so he remembers that you do care and you want it all to work out.

After hours of getting ready, you, Sam, Stassie, John, Emily, and the Jacks drive over to the club.

“Damn y/n you look good. I guess Skate’s about to get some tonight?” Sammy says, before Stassie smacks his chest.

“Uh no. Your best friend is on nookie lockdown until he can get his shit together. All of this is just to tease him a little bit.”

You guys joke around a bit, until you get to the venue. Walking into the club, the vibe was different. Of course there was still weed and liquor, but everyone was just super chill.

Everyone went to the booth, while you walked around looking for Skate. You guys always had a pre-show ritual, where you would hype him up and make sure he was ready.

You keep walking until you see a long hallway leading to a bunch of rooms. You walk down the hallway and see a door cracked open. You look inside and see Skate, which made you smile a little. But, opening the door a little more, you could see that he had some female company. She was pretty, but not pretty enough to have her hands all over your man. She was leaned over whispering in his ear all flirty. At this point, you weren’t even mad. Since you are the queen of petty, you decide to get even.

When you walk out, you automatically see a cute guy at the bar. You make sure your cleveage is just right, before you head over to him.

“Hi is this spot taken?” ,you say with a little flirtatiousness.

“For a sexy woman like yourself, hell no.”

You talk to the guy and find out his name is Jayden. You flirt with him more and more. Then, drinks start flowing. You didn’t know what this feeling was of talking to him, but you liked it.

You continue to talk to Jayden, until you spot Skate. You decide to get even more petty, by leaning over and whispering in Jayden’s ear.

Next thing you know, Skate rushes over to you and grabs you by your arm and drags you out of the club.

“Head ass what the fuck are you doing?!” Skate yells at you.

“I’m just doing what you’re doing baby. Since you wanna act like you’re single, then I am too.”

“Yo you hoesntly need to stop being so fucking petty. Like grow the fuck up!”

“And maybe you shouldn’t treat somebody, who’s been there for you through everything ,like trash.”

You didn’t notice it, but tears of anger and pain being to run down your face.

You turn to walk away from Skate, but he pulls you into his chest.

“Ma why are you crying?” He asked holding you close.

“Because I want us to work, and it feels like we won’t.”, you finally admit.

This was something that had been bothering you for a while, but you never wanted to admit it to yourself or Skate.

He lifts your head up and kisses you deeply. This was the first time is 3 weeks that you actually enjoyed his touch and his presence.

“We will baby. I promise. I’ll do anything I can to keep you in my life. You’re my baby girl and you’ll always be mine. I love you wifey.”, he says rubbing his nose in your neck.

“Yeah yeah. I love you too ugly.” , you say kissing his cheek.

“And let me say damn baby, you look good as fuck. Have my kids?”

“You’re funny. Go get ready for your damn show, and you better kill.”

“I will just for you babygirl.”, he says kissing you lightly.

At that moment, you knew that everything with you and Skate would be fine. Couples have their ups and downs, but it’s all about how they come back from it.

ryden 117/365
it is known that if you are looking at someone’s lips you want to kiss them;)) so yeah

I still cannot get over the fact:
  • Lucifer admitted to Chloe that her dying is his greatest fear
  • it would be hell for him to have to live life without her
  • because he would not be able to see her 
  • because he cannot go to the Silver city
  • Lucifer not being able to shut up about Chloe to Candy
  • Lucifer coming back to LA because he missed work my ass Chloe
  • Lucifer wanting to die because Chloe didn’t want to work with him anymore

Originally posted by yesiamarebelliousflower

THINGS I NEED A LOT

OKAY so Percy can summon Carter (Kane) ONE TIME by saying his name so I want the greeks, romans, and norse (magnus) bloodlines to be present and WASHAM THEY’RE LOSING LETS JUST CALL UP THE EGYPTIANS TOO BECAUSE I NEED ALL THE MYTHOLOGY AT ONCE I LOVE IT

can we have the power boys (percy, carter, jason, and magnus) and the kickass girls together (okay but Reyna, Zia, Annabeth, and Sadie COME ON)

NICO AND WALT OKAY I JUST MADE MYSELF ALMOST CRY MY BABIES

LEO AND ZIA COMPARING FIREPOWER


I AM MYTHOLOGY TRASH OK

Frank being confused (and slightly annoyed that they can shape shift on top of their magic) “what do you mean you can turn into birds but only one kind”

is charmspeak like the persuasion words thing in egypt

ARE THE GREEK/ROMAN GODS CONNECTED TO THE GODS OF EGYPT AND ASGARD

i seriously need all my ladies together talk about deadly

ok but have i mentioned walt and nico HAVE I MENTIONED IT

“my dad is hades” “oh yeah well i’m the god of funerals” “what no you’re mortal” “i’m hosting him” “dude what the fuck”

I LOVE WALT/ANUBIS OK AND I LOVE NICO THIS IS GREAT

will solace talking to zia like “no my dad has the sun” and she’s like “nah man it’s mine”

ARE GODS ATTRACTED TO THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE BLOOD OF THE PHARAOHS BECAUSE HOW WOULD TWO DIFFERENT STRINGS OF MYTHOLOGY CHOOSE ANNABETH’S FAMILY WITHIN LIKE 10 YEARS

EGYPT WAS THE START OF IT ALL

IT’S TWO AM I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS

I NEED MAGNUS CHASE

what your sonic ship says about you
  • i have a theory that who you ship sonic with is reflected in your personality:
  • sonicxamy: you can be over excitable and occasionally annoy others. you look adorable in a bow, whoever you are.
  • sonicxsally: you didn't choose to be the leader of this project but everyone else is incompetent so you just do it so it doesn't suck.
  • sonicxshadow: either very sad or very gay. scratch that, even if you're straight, you're very gay. probably cries to live and learn. sa2 trash.
  • sonicxtails: you are smart and loyal and it'S NOT CREEPY IF THEY'RE AGED UP SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
  • sonicxblaze: you tend to be reserved, can come off as aggressive. you have tried to burn something with your eyes at least once.
  • sonicxelise: you are probably a really nice person but a lot of people might hate you.
  • sonicxknuckles: you find arguments cute. you have a massive sweet tooth. probably have a good sense of humour.
  • sonicxrouge: you are really sexy and angry. also slightly broke. but mostly sexy.
  • sonicxsilver: you probably apologise when you walk into doors.
  • sonicxchris: what, really? shucks, i'm sorry, you probably get more bashing than sonelise. i'm so sorry this befell you.
  • sonicxcream: you are adorable but you also could get away with murder. not saying you should, you just could.
  • sonicxeggman: you are dr. eggman trash. you would do anything for the good doctor. a n y t h i n g.
  • sonicxsonic: you probably wish they hadn't introduced so many characters. you came over sonic generations.
  • sonicxsomeoneelse: you are probably one person holding up your little fort but you don't care, you don't need anyone else, you're a badass, please stop crying.
  • sonicxONLYTHISVERSIONOFTHEMEVERYOTHERVERSIONISAWFUL: you just love to be special. probably overanalyses sonic like it's their job. i'm completely you.
  • sonicxeveryoneandanyone: cries a lot. massive slut but might be a virgin. me.
  • ace/aro sonic: traditionalist. there's a possibility that you don't want to hit me with a brick. maybe.

I Headcanon that Laurens and Hamilton got reincarnated in this century then they met each other, got together and are happily married BECAUSE FUCK YOU! THEY ARE SOULMATES AND THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!!