i want to cry i am trash

AUs no one asked for
  •  I’m sleeping over at my friend’s flat from university after study group and just got woken up in the middle of the night by their roommate, who is sitting in the kitchen, listening very loudly to the dirty dancing soundtrack and crying. Like wtf, I didn’t even know they had a roommate and normally I would yell at you but damn you are cute. You really need to stop tho dude, its 4am, some people in this house want to sleep AU
  • I am a barista and you are a customer who comes in every day and orders the same thing and today my friend brought you with them, I didn’t even know we had mutual friends and WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT IS NOT ACTUALLY YOUR NAME HAVE I REALLY BEEN WRITING A NAME THAT IS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO YOURS ON YOUR CUPS FOR OVER HALF A YEAR WHY HAVE YOU NEVER CORRECTED ME AU
  • The house party me and my friends threw kinda escalated and after throwing out everyone I found this half naked person passed out in my bed but I can’t be bothered to wake them up now so I’m just gonna go to sleep and deal with it in the morning, they are kind of cute anyway AU
  • (or alternatively) I just woke up in a stranger’s bed and I’m half naked, I cant remember anything about yesterday besides that the party was great and that I got absolutely wasted AND OH MY GOD THERE IS A HOT PERSON NEXT TO ME IN BED AND THEY ARE NOT WEARING MUCH WHAT DID WE DO YESTERDAY AU
  • You are my new coworker and I’m pretty sure I’ve never met you SO WHY ARE YOU LOOKING SO FAMILIAR FUCK I THINK YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE ANGSTY EMO KIDS I USED TO STALK BACK IN THE MYSPACE DAYS I CANT BELIEVE THIS AU
  • We work out at the same gym and you are my declared rival because we have the same workout routine and you are always better than me and on my way to the locker room I passed you in the shower where you were singing the opening of hannah montana and I can still hear you and you switched to the lion king now and even though I hate you I think I am kind of in love with you AU
  • I’m hiding in the bathroom of a restaurant from a spectacularly awful tinder date and you are in a similar situation because a guy at the bar just won’t stop hitting on you and now we are planning an epic escape together even though we only met ten minutes ago AU
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Update: I graduated college with a bachelors in ethnicity, race, and First Nations. I’m a first generation college student. No one in my immediate or extended family has ever walked across that stage. I am chicana. I am the daughter of a Vietnamese refugee. I have worked 3 jobs and taken 18-21 credits every single semester and I finally made it. There were so many times that I wanted to give up, where I would cry from exhaustion. Even with financial aid, every semester was a struggle to pay for and I received multiple exceptions from the university to enroll in classes despite my tuition balance. I have almost been homeless more times than I can count. I’ve sold my blood to make rent, dug out of trash cans for food, and even lived in my car, but I am here. I am living proof that this dream is possible. No one can take this achievement away from me and I hope anyone else who may be going through something similar reads this and has the courage to keep going. You are so powerful and you attending any university is an act of resistance in itself, and if no one has told you already, I believe in you.

You’re Lying - Jaehyun

Requested: I love you. Thank you for creating such beautiful writing 😭😭😭 Anyways, would you please do a ten or Jaehyun angst where you find out you’re pregnant then wanted to tell them but they then tell you that they want to break it off with you. MAKE ME CRY WOMEN. No rush. Btw, love youuyu

A/N: in my defense, idk wut this is-
I sincerely hope you cry, but Admin Kay is better at angst than I am-

Word Count: 573



You threw the plastic device into the trash bin beside you, your hands trembling as you lifted your shirt slowly.
You let out a weak exhale, the thought of pregnancy having never crossed your mind. You glanced at the vomit in the toilet bowl, closing your eyes in realization.

A knock on the bathroom door awoke you.

“What are you doing?”

Frantically, you snatched the pregnancy test from the trash bin, shoving it into your pocket, immediately regretting the decision as the damp tip bled through your jeans. Hurriedly, you flushed the toilet, grimacing at the sight.
You swung open the door, pushing past Jaehyun.

“Answer me” he snarled, blocking your path.

For the past week, Jaehyun was unusually aggressive, constantly paranoid.
His odd behavior drove distance between you two, his hurtful words and sharp glares making your heart shatter.

“Why does it matter?!”

You pushed past him once again, intent on crawling into your bed.

Another knock sounded, both of you directing your attention toward the front door.

“Jaehyun!”

Your brows furrowed as an eccentric squeal sounded through the door.

“Who’s that?”

Swiftly, Jaehyun marched toward the door, not sparing you a glance. You followed him, curious who it was.

“Not now!” he whispered harshly through the ajar door.

“Who is it?”

He slammed the door, locking it.

“A stalker.”

“You’re lying.”

You could see his calculated actions, the unnatural words he spewed made no sense.
He crossed his arms, growing defensive.

“I’m not.”

“Who is she?!”

Tears welled in your eyes at the thought of him with another woman.
He gave his answer as he remained silent, his unreadable gaze making you fume.

“It’s like that then-”

Sorrowful tears burned trails down your flushed cheeks as you turned from him, knocking a glass from the counter.
Frustrated, Jaehyun gripped your elbow, yanking you from the pristine glasses upon the counter. His grip was bruising, making you wince.

“Don’t act like you-”

“I’m pregnant!” you interrupted.

He shook his head, wincing at the thought.

“You’re lying!”

You wrenched your arm from his grasp, pulling the positive test from your pocket, shoving it into his hands.
He immediately inspected it closely, gawking in dismay as he read the result. He pursed his lips, his nostrils flaring.
You flinched as he suddenly threw the device at the wall, dismantling it.

“You’re getting an abortion” he sneered, pushing past you.

“No, I’m not!”

“We’re over- and so is that thing” he remarked, slipping his shoes on haphazardly.

“You used to love me!” you sobbed, changing the topic.

“I used to.”

“What did I do?”

Your lips trembled as you awaited an answer, your heart quivering pathetically.

“Nothing. You’re nothing but a whore, you only wanted me for my money, you never loved me” he spat.

“I did, I do!”

He ignored you, slamming the door behind him as he left.

Your hand trembled as your nimble finger hovered over the ‘delete’ option.
Your eyes stung as you glanced at the selected photos, Jaehyun’s warm smile beside you making you let out a muffled cry. His bright eyes and loving nature of the past making your heart throb erratically.

“Forget about him” a voice sounded from behind you on the bus.

You looked over your shoulder hesitantly, the kind smile of the stranger setting your heart at ease.

“You’re too pretty for him anyway” the man chuckled, brushing his bleached tresses from his eyes lazily.

47/100 days of productivity

Finished my little list of books and podcasts! If anyone wants to recommend anything for me please let me know! There’s nothing I love more than finding new podcasts to cry over (looking at you King Falls)

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So I wrote a little eyewitness fic last night bc I am complete Trash™

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Ever since he was little Lukas dreaded his 18th birthday. The idea of some girl’s name appearing on his wrist and bounding them for life was more than a little scary to him.

His mom tried to explain, comfort him by telling him his soulmate would be the best person for him, that he’d want to be with them soulmate or not. At first, Lukas believed, but then he was his parents fighting, his mom crying in the bathroom, sometimes even spending the night in Lukas’ room but refusing to leave because his mom and dad were ‘soulmates’. To his mom that meant they had to stick together no matter what.

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wgm with joshua
  • YOU BEST BELIEVE JOSHUA HONG JISOO IS WAITING FOR YOU ON A BENCH IN A PARK ALL FIXED UP WITH A BUTTON UP SHIRT AND HIS HAIR SWEPT UP AND HIS EARRING VISIBLE WITH A GUITAR READY IN HIS ARMS ABOUT TO SING “SUNDAY MORNING” BY MAROON 5 WHEN YOU GUYS FIRST MEET.
  • he’s really smiley when he introduces himself and gets really shy like “hi i’m *laughs* seventeens’s gentleman *laughs* joshua.”
  • and you’re like sorry i couldn’t understand and he repeats but he laughs more so you’re like okay whatever he’s adorable, gotta let it slide
  • he is soooo gentlemanly with you. TT-TT he opens the door to the car for you when you enter and exit the vehicle and pulls out the chair for you and cools your soup before you eat it. *cries* 
  • he makes you breakfast and takes it to you for a breakfast in bed.
  • he lays down in bed and watches you eat with a loving smile on his face as if he’s in awe at how you eat.
  • his eyes sparkle against the sun while he looks at you eating and you’re like o m g j i s o o p l e a s e s t o p.
  • he grabs the laptop and googles something and then he shares it with you and the theme song for adventure time starts playing.
  • he is singing along, “adventure time, cmon grab your friends, we’ll go to very distant lands…”
  • he compares you guys to flame princess and finn. he’s like “i’m flame princess because she’s really cool (lol) and you’re finn bc you have really nice hair.”
  • he tries to teach you tabs on the guitar and is very patient with you.
  • you record a video of a cover of an adventure time song “oh bubblegum”
  • he talks to you a lot about anime and explains really thoroughly the plot lines and characters that he likes.
  • you guys end up watching attack on titans.
  • he holds your hand pretty naturally. he has this instinct to protect you wherever you go so he always hold your hand.
  • he likes to play with you hair absentmindedly too. TT-TT but then realized what he’s doing and asks you if it’s okay. YES IT’S OKAY.
  • when he introduces you to seventeen, he’s really happy about it because he can show you off like “i’m married to this person, it’s pretty great. no biggie, it’s just the best thing ever!”
  • buys you presents all the time because he always gets reminded of you at random times.
  • “last time we hung out, you forgot your shades, so i got you these!”
  • he asked you what your favorite song was and on your anniversary, he made an acoustic rendition of it and played it for you I AM CRYING.
  • THEN HE SINGS WHEN YOU SAY BY GABE BONDOC (and if you don’t know that song omg please go listen to it bc it’s adorable and jisoo loves gabe bondoc) ((i do too :333))
  • you guys go out on dates to the music store and look at records.
  • he often reminisces to you about the US and how he misses his mom and going to in-n-out.
  • DISNEY MOVIE MARATHONS
  • he talks to you in english when he can’t figure out how to say things in korean.
  • like to play tricks on you, but it’s not mean tricks, it’s like those kinds of tricks where he taps you on one shoulder and he’s on the other side.
  • or he steals your marker that you’re using and you frantically look for it and he’s just there sitting giggling at you.
  • every time you guys meet, he always has tea ready for you. :3
  • going back to skinship because he likes to put his arm around you and having you rest your head on his shoulders.
  • you know when you hold hands but then they put their arm around you while you’re still holding hands? jisoo does that.
  • you often walk around the house while he’s giving you a back hug and he mumbles for you to stop moving bc he’s trying to be romantic O M G MY FEELINGS ARE GOING CRAZY SHIT.
  • he would wake you up form your nap with his guitar playing and softly whispers that it’s time to get up because you have a mission.
  • he is super gentle!!! he always asks you if it’s okay to do something in the house like “can i use this plate?” or “is it okay if i leave the window open?” or “are you fine with me sitting next to you?”
  • yes jisoo do everything anything i don’t care you’re an angel.
  • when you have to leave the show, he doesn’t let you be sad because he doesn’t like it when people are sad.
  • so he plans a day at the amusement park and you guys ride as many roller coasters as possibles and watch shows and play games.
  • he gifts you matching animal headbands and couple sweaters so you guys can wear it around the park. together, your shirts make a heart
  • when grandmas and grandpas see you guys, he boasts about you like “yeah we are married! we’re living very happily!”
  • but at the end of the day, he grows sad but keeps a smile on his face when you guys hug goodbye. 
  • he gives you his guitar pick as a goodbye present and as for something to remember him by. TT-TT
  • there’s a note on the pick that says “fighting!”
  • he wishes that you can go on and make someone else even happier than you have made him and says that whoever does end up with you in the future will be the luckiest person in the world.

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WHY CAN'T I FINISH??? (GTA 5 Online Funny Moments)
  • Josh: Literally, our bums aren't strong enough.
  • Simon: Ethan's bum's strong enough.
  • Ethan: Simon, you can't chat shit, you're the one that's apparently gay with me.
  • Vikk: Apparently.
THINGS I NEED A LOT

OKAY so Percy can summon Carter (Kane) ONE TIME by saying his name so I want the greeks, romans, and norse (magnus) bloodlines to be present and WASHAM THEY’RE LOSING LETS JUST CALL UP THE EGYPTIANS TOO BECAUSE I NEED ALL THE MYTHOLOGY AT ONCE I LOVE IT

can we have the power boys (percy, carter, jason, and magnus) and the kickass girls together (okay but Reyna, Zia, Annabeth, and Sadie COME ON)

NICO AND WALT OKAY I JUST MADE MYSELF ALMOST CRY MY BABIES

LEO AND ZIA COMPARING FIREPOWER


I AM MYTHOLOGY TRASH OK

Frank being confused (and slightly annoyed that they can shape shift on top of their magic) “what do you mean you can turn into birds but only one kind”

is charmspeak like the persuasion words thing in egypt

ARE THE GREEK/ROMAN GODS CONNECTED TO THE GODS OF EGYPT AND ASGARD

i seriously need all my ladies together talk about deadly

ok but have i mentioned walt and nico HAVE I MENTIONED IT

“my dad is hades” “oh yeah well i’m the god of funerals” “what no you’re mortal” “i’m hosting him” “dude what the fuck”

I LOVE WALT/ANUBIS OK AND I LOVE NICO THIS IS GREAT

will solace talking to zia like “no my dad has the sun” and she’s like “nah man it’s mine”

ARE GODS ATTRACTED TO THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE BLOOD OF THE PHARAOHS BECAUSE HOW WOULD TWO DIFFERENT STRINGS OF MYTHOLOGY CHOOSE ANNABETH’S FAMILY WITHIN LIKE 10 YEARS

EGYPT WAS THE START OF IT ALL

IT’S TWO AM I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS

I NEED MAGNUS CHASE

after all these years, shishio is happy. after six. freaking. years. shishio finally has the chance to be with someone with whom he can truly be himself again.

i am so, so happy for him, because he deserved so much more from hnr, seriously. and he finally has the chance to be happy. i never saw him smile that much since he was with suzume, and i want to cry for him (no, really, i got choked up when i saw his smile in the last couple pages).

and, y'know, what really makes me happy about this one-shot? we see the fruit of his labor. he’s more honest now, and suzume taught him that. he put away the sushi tie, because he didn’t want anything to hinder his chances with samejima. he bit the bullet and kissed her, because he liked her and wanted her to know that. he freaking waited outside his apartment for who knows how long, in the cold, for samejima to come back home so that he could tell her the truth, because dammit he’s messed things up twice already and he didn’t want to lose a good thing a third time.

he did the running this time, and man. i was pissed before over the hnr ending, despite being a mazume shipper, but now i’m just happy that shishio can be happy because this guy really deserved it. ;_;

Today’s Sanvers Fic Collection!

Remember that “Teach Me” scene in Grey’s with Mark and Lexie? WELL I MADE ONE WITH ALEX AND MAGGIE I AM SUCH TRASH – http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/156004282494/alex-wants-maggie-to-teach-her

Maggie learning that dating one Danvers sister kind of includes the other – http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/156003358079/kara-will-be-the-annoying-little-sister-that-wants

Alex and Maggie slow dancing in the kitchen at night – http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/156001112459/i-need-sanvers-slow-dancing-in-the-kitchen-at

Badass DEO agent Alex Danvers pretending she’s not crying during Netflix time with Maggie – http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/155999694819/prompt-maggie-are-you-crying-alex-me-pft-no

A very angsty (but happy ending obvi) follow-up to the Sanvers vs. Cadmus fic from the other day – http://queergirlwriting.tumblr.com/post/155998481609/i-need-to-know-how-maggie-deals-with-that-m-that

I'm crying you guys ❤❤❤

I just want to take a moment to say how grateful I am for my friends in this fandom. This blog is nearly a year old and I have made some of the greatest friends in my life on here. I couldn’t ask for a better group of people to share my love of Teen Wolf and Dylan with! Shout outs to:

@thelittlestkitsune @completedylantrash @smutandahalf @stilinski-jpeg @mystic-biscuit @writing-obrien @mandylove1000 @hardladyheart @dylpicklesprays @independent-thought-alarm @sincerelystiles @sarcasticallystilinski @stormyfandoms @wolvesofthebeacon  @twsmuts  @obrosey-af @jamiemac26 @bellblake-trash @dylan-odome And anyone else I’ve spoken to, I’m sure I’m missing a few of you!

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angsty hunhan for anon

There were so many things going on in Josh’s video I don’t even know where to begin, but let’s try and get an overview

Y’all know that I’m Jaspar trash Number One, but let’s just take a minute to appreciate the beauty that is Joesh:

Joe looks like he wants to straight up get into Josh’s pants

Caspar: I’ve never been so afraid of a tiny person before

I CAN’T EVEN

Back to Joesh:

Wow Joe is really going for it holy Jesus

If he did this with Caspar I would not be alive anymore

Control yourself, Joseph

Josh was so flustered oh my god I can’t :’D

Jesus Christ Joe, I’m crying this is too good

I am so done haha

Sleepy Little Lamb is not amused

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