what if Evan followed Conner and stopped him from killing himself? then they got together…. (sorry i’m tree bros trash)
((Don’t worry I am too))
“Fuck this, I’m outta here.” Connor crumpled the paper into his pocket and ran out of the library. Evan stuffed his laptop in his backpack and dashed out after Connor.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, Connor!” Evan yelled, running to the student parking lot to see Connor crying, leaning against the tree. “What are you doing?”
“What the fuck do you want, Hansen? You want more dirt on me to let people know I’m crazy? Well here’s the biggest piece of information I have–” he took out a pocket knife and held the blade to his arm. Evan’s eyes widened.
“Woah woah woah hey, wait!” He struggled, but managed to pull Connor’s arm away from the blade. Connor was weak, letting out wracking sobs.
“No one cares, no one would blink a fucking eye if I were gone.” Connor threw down the knife. “Everything’s always about Zoe. How perfect she is, how wonderful she is. Nothing I do ever matters.” He covered his face, falling down to the ground. Evan burned red from embarrassment.
“I didn’t–I don’t. I didn’t write the letter because you were in the library. I wrote the letter for therapy. They’re supposed to be little pep talks. Dear Evan Hansen, today’s gonna be a good day and here’s why. Zoe’s someone I look up to because she’s in jazz band and she’s pretty, yeah. But don’t think for a second that I wouldn’t be heartbroken if you were gone.” Evan said. The two were in Bio together and made snarky remarks about the teacher to each other. “B-before you say anything, I know how it feels to think that no one would care if you were gone.”
Connor sniffed. “You do?”
“How do you think I got this cast?” Evan stumbled over his words.
“You fell out of a tree, I got it. The saddest thing I’ve ever heard.” Connor winced at how snarky the comeback came out.
“No. I climbed a tree, a really, really tall tree.” Evan breathed in a laugh. “I looked down, and I let go. I wanted to die, but I have this six week reminder and scars all down my left side that I survived.”
“I-I’m sorry..” Connor said after a moment of silence. Evan shrugged, wiping away a tear.
“It’s in the past, I guess.” Evan whispered. “I don’t think you’re crazy.”
“Why would I? I’m the one taking medicine up the ass, and I fell out of a tree.” Evan laughed, making Connor chuckle. “I got some mad splinters though. Hey, if you can answer the door, we can order in a movie and a pizza, I don’t want you being alone tonight.”
“Oh you don’t have to–”
“I insist.” Evan grinned. “I can help you with your English, and we can watch something funny to keep your spirits up.”
Connor was already glad Evan helped make him decide to stay.
According to Hindu mythology, the universe was created with a sound: “Om.” It is a syllable that contains within it everything that ever was and everything that will be.
When the Arecibo telescope is pointed at the space between stars, it hears a faint hum. Astronomers call that the “cosmic microwave background.” It’s the residual radiation of the Big Bang, the explosion that created the universe fourteen billion years ago.
But you can also think of it as a barely audible reverberation of that original “Om.” That syllable was so resonant that the night sky will keep vibrating for as long as the universe exists.
When Arecibo is not listening to anything else, it hears the voice of creation.
Finished my little list of books and podcasts!
If anyone wants to recommend anything for me please let me know! There’s nothing I love more than finding new podcasts to cry over (looking at you King Falls)
2 years. That’s how long you and Nate have been together. Lately, you feel like it was all a waste. Like it means nothing to him.
You guys have been arguing a lot more than usual. Being that you’re both stubborn as hell, neither of you have made an effort to at least talk to the other. You felt he was in the wrong because he never made an effort for you guys to move on with your lives. And he felt you were wrong for even pressuring him in the first place.
Tonight Skate was performing at some underground club. No matter what you two are going through, you were going to support him. You decided to get glammed up, just so he remembers that you do care and you want it all to work out.
After hours of getting ready, you, Sam, Stassie, John, Emily, and the Jacks drive over to the club.
“Damn y/n you look good. I guess Skate’s about to get some tonight?” Sammy says, before Stassie smacks his chest.
“Uh no. Your best friend is on nookie lockdown until he can get his shit together. All of this is just to tease him a little bit.”
You guys joke around a bit, until you get to the venue. Walking into the club, the vibe was different. Of course there was still weed and liquor, but everyone was just super chill.
Everyone went to the booth, while you walked around looking for Skate. You guys always had a pre-show ritual, where you would hype him up and make sure he was ready.
You keep walking until you see a long hallway leading to a bunch of rooms. You walk down the hallway and see a door cracked open. You look inside and see Skate, which made you smile a little. But, opening the door a little more, you could see that he had some female company. She was pretty, but not pretty enough to have her hands all over your man. She was leaned over whispering in his ear all flirty. At this point, you weren’t even mad. Since you are the queen of petty, you decide to get even.
When you walk out, you automatically see a cute guy at the bar. You make sure your cleveage is just right, before you head over to him.
“Hi is this spot taken?” ,you say with a little flirtatiousness.
“For a sexy woman like yourself, hell no.”
You talk to the guy and find out his name is Jayden. You flirt with him more and more. Then, drinks start flowing. You didn’t know what this feeling was of talking to him, but you liked it.
You continue to talk to Jayden, until you spot Skate. You decide to get even more petty, by leaning over and whispering in Jayden’s ear.
Next thing you know, Skate rushes over to you and grabs you by your arm and drags you out of the club.
“Head ass what the fuck are you doing?!” Skate yells at you.
“I’m just doing what you’re doing baby. Since you wanna act like you’re single, then I am too.”
“Yo you hoesntly need to stop being so fucking petty. Like grow the fuck up!”
“And maybe you shouldn’t treat somebody, who’s been there for you through everything ,like trash.”
You didn’t notice it, but tears of anger and pain being to run down your face.
You turn to walk away from Skate, but he pulls you into his chest.
“Ma why are you crying?” He asked holding you close.
“Because I want us to work, and it feels like we won’t.”, you finally admit.
This was something that had been bothering you for a while, but you never wanted to admit it to yourself or Skate.
He lifts your head up and kisses you deeply. This was the first time is 3 weeks that you actually enjoyed his touch and his presence.
“We will baby. I promise. I’ll do anything I can to keep you in my life. You’re my baby girl and you’ll always be mine. I love you wifey.”, he says rubbing his nose in your neck.
“Yeah yeah. I love you too ugly.” , you say kissing his cheek.
“And let me say damn baby, you look good as fuck. Have my kids?”
“You’re funny. Go get ready for your damn show, and you better kill.”
“I will just for you babygirl.”, he says kissing you lightly.
At that moment, you knew that everything with you and Skate would be fine. Couples have their ups and downs, but it’s all about how they come back from it.
Okay but think about it
The first time Lena and Kara kiss. Kara initiates it because she’s been dying to do it for so long (and she now realizes Lena wants it too but she’s been too afraid to take the plunge)
Lena finally realizing someone genuinely loves her and believes in her and knows most about her and sticks around and DID I MENTION LOVING HER? (She might cry)
(I might too)
(Maybe I already am)
OKAY so Percy can summon Carter (Kane) ONE TIME by saying his name so I want the greeks, romans, and norse (magnus) bloodlines to be present and WASHAM THEY’RE LOSING LETS JUST CALL UP THE EGYPTIANS TOO BECAUSE I NEED ALL THE MYTHOLOGY AT ONCE I LOVE IT
can we have the power boys (percy, carter, jason, and magnus) and the kickass girls together (okay but Reyna, Zia, Annabeth, and Sadie COME ON)
NICO AND WALT OKAY I JUST MADE MYSELF ALMOST CRY MY BABIES
LEO AND ZIA COMPARING FIREPOWER
I AM MYTHOLOGY TRASH OK
Frank being confused (and slightly annoyed that they can shape shift on top of their magic) “what do you mean you can turn into birds but only one kind”
is charmspeak like the persuasion words thing in egypt
ARE THE GREEK/ROMAN GODS CONNECTED TO THE GODS OF EGYPT AND ASGARD
i seriously need all my ladies together talk about deadly
ok but have i mentioned walt and nico HAVE I MENTIONED IT
“my dad is hades” “oh yeah well i’m the god of funerals” “what no you’re mortal” “i’m hosting him” “dude what the fuck”
I LOVE WALT/ANUBIS OK AND I LOVE NICO THIS IS GREAT
will solace talking to zia like “no my dad has the sun” and she’s like “nah man it’s mine”
ARE GODS ATTRACTED TO THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE BLOOD OF THE PHARAOHS BECAUSE HOW WOULD TWO DIFFERENT STRINGS OF MYTHOLOGY CHOOSE ANNABETH’S FAMILY WITHIN LIKE 10 YEARS
Slbp ladies, we have kinda figured out who it is. @jemchew regrettably is not responding to any one or talking to us. We actually deserve it as a fandom. I am sorry jem. A bunch of concerned individuals want to find out who it is. If anyone wants to help us please pm me to match notes. Also, ppl who want to trash talk or harass me on pm, stay away. We are talking about a serious adult issue. This is not a child stealing ur ice cream cone, being mean and making you cry. (So BOOHOO does not cut it, looking at you troll anon!!) This is a serious matter of theft of artistic property and as such has legal repercussions. If I have noticed plagiarism I am sure a lot of the other lovely and smart ladies have too. It is not long before all is brought to light. We want jem back, with honour, respect, justice. Not with wishy washy half backed superfluous sentiments of support that practically amounts to nothing. I am calling out to @jemchew PROTECTION SQUAD!!! My pm is open to compare notes. Thank you all!! Interested parties may leave info there. Remember it takes courage to come off anon and give your honest opinion. Moreover if a lady wishes to keep her ID secret, we will not reveal it. You and your privacy are safe. AVENGERS ASSEMBLE!!!
Requested: I love you. Thank you for creating
such beautiful writing 😭😭😭 Anyways, would you please do a ten or Jaehyun angst where
you find out you’re pregnant then wanted to tell them but they then tell you
that they want to break it off with you. MAKE ME CRY WOMEN. No rush. Btw, love
A/N: in my defense, idk wut this is- I sincerely hope you cry, but Admin Kay is better at angst than I am-
Word Count: 573
You threw the plastic device into the trash bin
beside you, your hands trembling as you lifted your shirt slowly.
You let out a weak exhale, the thought of pregnancy having never crossed your
mind. You glanced at the vomit in the toilet bowl, closing your eyes in
A knock on the bathroom door awoke you.
“What are you doing?”
Frantically, you snatched the pregnancy test
from the trash bin, shoving it into your pocket, immediately regretting the
decision as the damp tip bled through your jeans. Hurriedly, you flushed the
toilet, grimacing at the sight.
You swung open the door, pushing past Jaehyun.
“Answer me” he snarled, blocking your path.
For the past week, Jaehyun was unusually aggressive,
His odd behavior drove distance between you two, his hurtful words and sharp
glares making your heart shatter.
“Why does it matter?!”
You pushed past him once again, intent on
crawling into your bed.
Another knock sounded, both of you directing
your attention toward the front door.
Your brows furrowed as an eccentric squeal
sounded through the door.
Swiftly, Jaehyun marched toward the door, not
sparing you a glance. You followed him, curious who it was.
“Not now!” he whispered harshly through the
“Who is it?”
He slammed the door, locking it.
You could see his calculated actions, the
unnatural words he spewed made no sense.
He crossed his arms, growing defensive.
“Who is she?!”
Tears welled in your eyes at the thought of him
with another woman.
He gave his answer as he remained silent, his unreadable gaze making you fume.
“It’s like that then-”
Sorrowful tears burned trails down your flushed
cheeks as you turned from him, knocking a glass from the counter.
Frustrated, Jaehyun gripped your elbow, yanking you from the pristine glasses
upon the counter. His grip was bruising, making you wince.
“Don’t act like you-”
“I’m pregnant!” you interrupted.
He shook his head, wincing at the thought.
You wrenched your arm from his grasp, pulling
the positive test from your pocket, shoving it into his hands.
He immediately inspected it closely, gawking in dismay as he read the result.
He pursed his lips, his nostrils flaring.
You flinched as he suddenly threw the device at the wall, dismantling it.
“You’re getting an abortion” he sneered,
pushing past you.
“No, I’m not!”
“We’re over- and so is that thing” he remarked,
slipping his shoes on haphazardly.
“You used to love me!” you sobbed, changing the
“I used to.”
“What did I do?”
Your lips trembled as you awaited an answer,
your heart quivering pathetically.
“Nothing. You’re nothing but a whore, you only
wanted me for my money, you never loved me” he spat.
“I did, I do!”
He ignored you, slamming the door behind him as
Your hand trembled as your nimble finger
hovered over the ‘delete’ option.
Your eyes stung as you glanced at the selected photos, Jaehyun’s warm smile
beside you making you let out a muffled cry. His bright eyes and loving nature
of the past making your heart throb erratically.
“Forget about him” a voice sounded from behind
you on the bus.
You looked over your shoulder hesitantly, the
kind smile of the stranger setting your heart at ease.
“You’re too pretty for him anyway” the man
chuckled, brushing his bleached tresses from his eyes lazily.
but modern odin and frigga renewing their wedding vows and her kids just going way over the top because “mom deserves only the best and we weren’t around the first time so this time everything will be perfect.”