i want to come back soon

prompt: ssm17d24–after winter comes spring
notes: i wanted to contribute at least once for ssm17, ofc

they led separate lives, she as a pseudo head for the hospital, he as an invisible nomad who occasionally worked for the hokage, but always for himself. yet they were connected by a single band on the third finger of their left hand that, for her, she forgot constantly, that was not enough, and for him, a heavy weight that he carried. sometimes, he came back, they spent days together, always with the reality that he would leave soon. she didn’t dwell too much on the feeling, rather, hadn’t she settled in a life of constant waiting, solidified since she was twelve, when he had left for the first time and set the tone for the rest of their lives.

she settled into a quiet understanding, she did not let her moods change when he arrived, rather she worked hard to maintain her warmth all year. she knew if she started to hope, to expect, she would inevitably be disappointed, that it would cause turbulent changes in mood, in standards of living. 

“you smile less often, now,” he had said once, when they lay side by side, fingers touching. he sounded as one did when they could identify the problem clearly, but could not, after much searching, solve it. 

ironically, she smiled, and she touched his face. she never harbored any ill feelings towards him for leaving, she never blamed her state on him, she happily took in everything he gave her. 

“i’m okay,” she said, even though he did not ask, because he knew. 

he sighed, wrapped his arm around her shoulders, and pulled her face to his chest. she didn’t cry, she inhaled, and felt comforted by his unchanged scent from when she was young.

they had gone on like that for months, for almost a year, like an old couple who had lived together for fifty years, comforted by their past, yet worn by their unwavering bond. in the heat of the summer, she discovered her pregnancy, and her mood plummeted.

sasuke was ecstatic, he put a hand on her stomach, he rubbed it, he spoke to it even in its embryonic stages. he made porridge for her wary appetite, he closely followed her instructions on tonics, but he did not change his ways, he departed as he usually did, and sakura was so used to not saying anything that she did not, even when her stomach felt heavy, even when she felt like throwing up. 

 sakura’s pregnancy was not pleasant, she was riddled with pains, she was constantly angry, her temper spilling over into friendly gatherings, work meetings and she started to constantly quarrel with sasuke. when are you coming back, she would say as he left even though she never asked; i don’t know, he would reply, and it was true, he came back at any time. he left less often during her pregnancy, but she didn’t notice.

in her seventh month it got worse, she cried often, she held her growing stomach and nobody left her alone. hinata, who was also pregnant, wobbled around her house, and they usually sat together, reading, in the garden. sometimes they would talk, but sakura was content without words. ino came sometimes, newly pregnant, bright and shining, without a bump in her stomach. compared to her, sakura felt dull, fat, and it depressed her. 

he came back one early evening, and was especially affectionate with her; he made dinner, he bathed her, he rubbed her feet. finally, he took her to bed, where he seduced her and made love to her. she slept soundly for once, she was quiet, and he laid awake, watching the curious twitch of her stomach, occasionally running a hand over it, always sending his thoughts to the baby inside. 

“i’ll be staying,” he said to her in the morning, as she slowly woke, as she turned to him without focus, “in konoha.”

she did not feel a weight off her shoulders, rather she felt even heavier, because she understood sasuke’s need to be outside the village, to protect it without being in it. but, she didn’t say anything, she didn’t want to leave him, she whispered thank you, and she fell asleep again.

sarada was born in march, just like her, yet she looked just like him. delivery was difficult, but the sounds of her first cries made sakura giddy, in a way she hadn’t felt throughout her pregnancy, and sasuke handed her the baby. she looked at him, he looked at her, they understood that they were husband and wife, that they were married. sakura’s love reignited, she remembered the academy days of chasing a sullen boy, she couldn’t believe he stood next to her as she gave birth to their child. it seems he understood the same; in an unlikely gesture he bent his head and gave her a kiss, while the nurses watched, while the baby squealed, and he pulled back, kissed her again.

“sarada uchiha,” he whispered, and it sounded like sakura uchiha, as if he was reminding himself of their family, of their unity.

inevitably he left, but as he walked through the door to their shared house, his home, she was comforted by baby sarada’s cries. he kissed her once, twice, and then the baby, once twice, and then he waved goodbye. she looked down at baby sarada, who was entertained by her bright smile. and laughed along with her.

I feel a change coming… deep in my heart I feel that there will be something life-changing happening soon. Fear only holds you back from living the life you want to live.. I am growing, eternally. I will accept these changes with open arms, as life is too short and too extraordinary to hide away.

Wonho fanfiction- I love her


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Genre: fluff, Angst

Warnings: swearing

Words:920

Summary: You and Wonho have been dating in secret for a few months and finally decide to tell your older brother, shownu about how you and Wonho

Originally posted by garisanee

“Y/n!” Minhyuk cried as he opened the door, arms open pulling you into a hug. “Minhyuk!” you mimicked. You pulled away and he let you into the apartment.

“Everyone except Wonho is at dance practice, i’m going to pick them up now in fact if you want to come with?” He calls going into the kitchen while you sit down on the couch “urm.. No it’s ok. I want to talk to Wonho if that’s ok?” You say. He walks back in with car keys in his hand a coat on “sure, see you later then” He smiles at you

“Bye” you call as he walks out the door.

Just as soon as Minhyuk leaves Wonho walks out of the room on his phone not seeing you untill you not so subtly cough. “y/n! Hey i didn’t know you was coming, where’s Minhyuk?” He asks walking up and giving you a hug. “Hey, he’s gone to pick up the boys maybe if you didn’t have your headphones in all the time you would have heard” You tease tapping his forehead. He smirks ignoring that last comment “so we’re alone?”. You giggle, you and Wonho had been very close for the past few months, you’d kept in quiet though as Shownu is your older brother and neither of you was sure how he would react if he found out.

“Well, i was wondering i-i think it’s time to tell Shownu about ..us” He pulls away from you not expecting you to say that. “Where’s this come from?” You was the one that wanted to keep it a secret, Wonho had wanted to shout he loved you from the roof tops from the very start but kept his feelings secret from the other boys because you was nervous about how Shownu would react, he is your big brother after all. “I’ve been thinking about it for awhile and i dunno, i’m just tired of hiding it” you shrug looking down. Wonho smiles, putting his hand under your chin lifting your head up before kissing you on the tip of your nose “sure, we can tell him when he comes back?” You nod smiling.

You both sit on the couch watching tv and talking until the boys arrive. As soon as the front door open the apartment is filled with laughter and shouting. Kihyun goes straight into the shower but the rest of the boys come and sit with you and Wonho. They are carrying on their conversations with each other except Shownu who comes and sits in between you and Wonho.

“Urm Shownu can we talk?” Wonho asks him quietly. He turns to look at Wonho confused “sure.? Whats up?” He asks confused but Wonho shakes his head “Somewhere private”.

A little worried he nods again and stands up, you and Wonho do to, walking into his bedroom. “Wait why are you coming y/n?” Shownu asks when he sees you follow behind them. “We’ll tell you when we’re in here” You say walking into the bedroom and shutting the door behind you. Shownu goes and sits on the bed looking at you to. “Whats up?” He asks.

There’s a moment of silence, you and Wonho look at each other knowing there’s no going back now.

“Well, urm Shownu you see me and Wonho are well..”

“We’re dating” Wonho finishes. You all stand in silence looking at Shownu’s poker face before he starts laughing “ah, good one. I almost believed you two! Was it Minhyuk that dared you or something?” He chuckles and begins to walk out of the room before Wonho steps in front of him giving him the most serious look you have ever seen Wonho pull “shownu, i’m in love with your sister” He says. Something about the way he said it made your heart skip a beat. Shownu also hears the way he says it “y/n. Is this true?” He asks looking at you, you nod still dazed by Wonho.

There’s another moment of silence until shownu sighs putting his hard through his hair. He walks around the room processing what he’s just been told. “How long have you two been together?”

“4 months” You say quietly. You see Shownu’s face become even more confused “You hid this for 4 months?”

“Wonho didn’t want to, it was my fault. I-i just wasn’t sure how you would react” Shownu sighs again. “Ok, that’s fine. As long as you love each other i’m happy” He smiles towards you. You and Wonho both breath a sigh of relief but it’s abruptly stopped when Shownu asks “y/n could you leave me and Wonho to talk please?” You see Wonho gulp, You had never seen any of the members be scared of one another but Wonho had a hard time hiding his fear of Shownu right now. You leave and go and sit with the other boys who have barely noticed your absence.

When you left Shownu’s eyes darted to Wonho. “Do you really love her?” He asked simply.

“With all my heart”

“If you hurt her”

“-i won’t, i would never shownu! I love her! I love her so fucking much, i’ve never felt this way before, all i can do is think about her. At night when i’m in bed all i want is her to be next to me, i want to protect her Shownu, i want to protect her from hurt and i would never. Ever. be the cause of her pain”

Shownu was shocked by Who’s passion and he could tell that he meant it.

“Ok” He nods “I’m not third wheeling you two though” He chuckles

To: Anti

So, Anti! Listen up! If you’re deciding to come back anytime soon, please hurry up, as I, and possibly many others, are growing extremely impatient.
We can’t handle much more of your cryptic shit, and the anticipation is slowly killing me, which is probably what you want…
Soooo, just a suggestion.

But seriously, HURRY UP.
Thank you.

Sincerely, impatient McGee :)

anonymous asked:

For that parent au with the kid with the powerful quirk, i could imagine him subconsciously slowing down time or putting them in a time loop after he gets adopted by Izuku and Shouto because he's too afraid that his happy new life would end. Izuku with his quirk probably senses something is off about everything first before going to the child and comforting them to bring reality back to normal.

yesssssss yesss to all of this.

i can imagine, especially, when tddk are getting older (maybe fifties or sixties) the tddkiddo freaks out cuz they don’t want their parents to die, so they slow down time to prolong their death. ofc izuku notices first, and he takes their kid ((now adult, actually)) aside and gently tells them that he and shouto don’t plan on dying anytime soon. a lot of tears are shed that day, but the tddk family comes out strong.

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Butter: “Durian?”

Durian; “Butter?  I wasn’t expecting you to be here.”

Butter: “I figured I’d stop by just in case you did decide to come back this fast.  Why are you back so soon?”

I cleared my throat and fought the urge to hide from her gaze.

Durian: “I tried to talk to Azure about this place.”

Butter: “Your girlfriend?”

Durian: “Yeah, she took it as a sign that I wanted to end our relationship.  So i came back here.”

Semi hiatus

Since it’s been so quiet around me lately I just wanted to give a quick life sign for those of you who might be worried if everything is alright.

Life has been busy for me lately, especially work-wise, and keeps me from being online. Everything is alright, just a bit much these days, so I use the time I have to refocus and recharge. I definitely am still here, though, I’m still writing (actually working on something I hope—think—you’ll all like), and I am looking forward to things settling soon, so I can come back to the full. 

I hope you guys are alright and send you all my hugs. Be assured that I miss you. I can’t wait to come back! <3

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Ok guys here is a new Rhink video to get me back in the groove to make more trailers!!! This has a slight seizure warning because I wanted to just make a quick edit to test out all the new features of the editing system I got just so I can make more Rhinky videos for all you guys!!!! Trailers are coming soon so be on the lookout!! :) 

ayo it me!! finally able to look at a screen without crying woo!! my name’s rory, i’m 20, and i’ll be playing graham. sorry that what you’re about to read is a mess, i didn’t plan him very well. luckily it’s kind of short, though. if you want to plot just hmu or like this and i’ll come to you!! i think i might be leaving to watch bachelorette soon with some friends (i’m trash, i know) but i’ll be mobile and i’ll be back afterward.

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Hello everyone! Just wanted to let you know that I am on a short family vacation right now and I won’t be in the country for about week or so. Activity is going to very slow but I’ll come back as soon as I return home 💙💚

  • Piiman: This mask looks so cool.
  • Ninjin: Let's make it with playdoh!!
  • Tamanegi: Huh? Kaya-san, where are you going!?
  • Kaya: I'm going back to continue studying to be a doctor! I want to be a licensed professional as soon as I can... so that I can heal Usopp-san when he comes back, regardless of what injuries he has!!
  • Piiman: I envy the captain.
  • Ninjin: Let's whack him if he ever makes Kaya-san unhappy.
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Hey everyone! I’m going to be away for a few days in a place that doesn’t have Wifi, and I’ll be back this Friday, July 28th. Don’t worry about me being dead, I’m just gonna be at a dumb religious camp, we’ll see if I come back in all white clothes and smiling or some “purified” shit. You can still send in asks and I’ll get to them as soon as I get back! Don’t have too much fun without me! Just kidding, have as much fun as you want!

Things the Hogwarts Houses say

(loosely based on conversations I’ve had/overheard)

Hufflepuff -

  • “If you don’t start singing along to High School Musical with me in under 30 seconds you will no longer be my best friend" 
  •  "I swear on my chicken nuggets-”
  • “Yes I made that joke up by my self - no it’s not from Spongebob Squarepants how dARE YOU-”
  • “Speaking of Spongebob can we just take a few moments to discuss how much of a masterpiece that first movie was please”
  • “Ah yes, it’s 3 in the morning, time to get emotional and tell all my friends how much I love them”
  • “You made me chocolate??? Oh my God I love you so much thank you I’ll have some right no - THIS HAS RAISINS IN IT YOU TRICKED ME
  • “Oh my God yeah I saw that movie, my favourite part was when - oh shit wait there’s this adorable kitten video I meant to show you last week and I completely forgot let me get it up on my phone”
  • “Sorry I’m late I was up all night watching those videos where kids get surprised with puppies”
  • “Are you awake? Great, let’s start planning our future homes together, I have a pinterest board ready”
  • “This is my favourite photo album! It’s full of photos of all the cats and dogs I’ve made friends with on my walks, I’ve even given them all names”
  • (crying) “Stop calling me emotional God damn it”

Ravenclaw -

  •  "Of course I remember you said you liked the colour red, you told me at like 1:35 am last year in May"
  • “What? Simplifying equations? No, I can’t help with that but I do know all the words to every Simpsons episode in the first 5 seasons if that helps"
  • “Sorry I really can’t go out today. No I’m fine, I’m just stressed I’m doing something important. I’m trying to memorise all the words to this documentary about frogs - What? Yes of course it’s important!”
  • “I discovered and fully analysed that meme 3 weeks ago, step up your game”
  • “What do you mean why do I have a folder full of strategic plans on how to succeed at animal crossing, that’s not weird?”
  • “Sir, I don’t mean to be rude but I’ve been doing my own research and you’re getting all of this wrong. Well yes I know I’m not the teacher here but - Yes, actually, I’d love to teach the class my self I’ve already made a lesson plan, thank you”
  • No, I won’t come and see Jurassic World with you. Because it’s completely unrealistic! Do you have any idea what dinosaurs are actually supposed to have sounded and looked like? Even adult velociraptors weren’t meant to be that b - OK you know what, I will come, but I’ll be pointing out every single problem to you. No, it’s too late, you already invited me. I’m buying our tickets right now, don’t move”
  • “You really think you can beat me at Mario Kart? I have spent YEARS studying this game and honing my skills, spending hours upon hours training until my hands cramp and even my tv is judging the amount of time I’ve spent playing and you think YOU can beat me? Let’s fucking go
  • “I think these guys think I want to murder them because I followed them home but it’s only because I overheard them talking about what would happen if Pokemon is real and I wanted to see how good their logic was”
  • “Shut up? Shut up? I haven’t shut up for 17 years and I’m not about to start now”
  • (crying) "I just want Shakespeare’s ghost to be proud of me”

Gryffindor - 

  • “I’d love to have a sleepover but it can only be when there’s a thunderstorm so we can dance in the rain, let me check the weather forecast”
  • “Did that bee just try and sting you? COME BACK HERE BEE YOU COWARD I’M GONNA FUCK YOU UP - wait shit no run”
  • "What did you say? Don’t touch it? Alright.” (touches it as soon as the person turns away) “Sucker”
  • “Whaaat? Someone wrote on the desk? No it wasn’t me I would never do th - My name was there? Well, I’m not the only one in the world with my na - My surname was there too? What are the chances?!”
  • “Help me I started saying lmao ironically and I can’t stop”
  • “Before you say anything it wasn’t me - unless it was something awesome then I definitely planned the whole thing”
  • Excuse me? They said what to you? … I have to go for a second, I just remembered something completely unrelated. No, no, I’m not taking this fork with me for any particular reason”
  • “Um, did you just tell me it’s impossible to sing along to a guitar solo? Stand back. Your mind is about to get blown”
  • “I am so not drunk! I’m completely drunk! … Wait shit I meant sober”
  • “I’M SO PROUD OF YOU AAAH LET ME HUG YOU! I’M NOT LETTING GO FOR THE NEXT 3 HOURS, GET COMFORTABLE BITCH”
  • “I bet I can stay up for longer than you - what no I’m not tired shut up - nO THAT WASN’T A YAWN I WAS JUST SHOWING YOU WHAT IT WOULD LOOK LIKE IF I WAS TIRED - SEE I DID IT AGAIN TOTALLY ON PURPO - ok fuck you I’m going to sleep”

Slytherin - 

  • “Oh my God, just tell me what you did already so I can start complaining”
  • “Sorry, I didn’t catch that. Did you say STOP saying fuck, or KEEP ON saying fuck?”
  • “Over your dead body? I was hoping you’d say that”
  • “If you even LOOK at them one more time I will take a stick as big as your ego and stick it right up your-”
  • “Don’t come near me or - OK fine, we can snuggle for exactly 15 minutes. I’m setting a timer now”
  • “Hey, I saw you posted a picture of us on instagram yesterday where my eyeliner isn’t completely straight? You’re gonna have to delete that, if anyone thinks my eyeliner isn’t drop dead perfect every day and that I’m not a literal make up goddess I’ll lose my reputation as the Regina George of the school”
  • “But keep the one where I’m wearing no make up so that all those bitches know I still kill it without trying”
  • “Oh come on, you know I’d never do anything to embarrass you! Speaking of which, that video I posted on youtube the other day of you falling down the flight of escalators in the shopping centre has reached over 1000 views”
  • “My dad told me tattoos were trashy so I got a giant tattoo saying ‘trashy’ on my back I’ll send you his reaction later”
  • “I’m not a sentimental person but if you touch my teddy bear I will turn you into a stuffed trophy to put next to him”
  • “What do you mean I look smug this is my normal face”
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you think people can’t tell

more watery aesthetics I guess

its tea

second ones transparent

Victor’s Bad Days...

Yuuri will easily come right out and say it.

Some days, Yuuri Katsuki does not want to get up. He doesn’t want to exist, he wants to disappear and never be seen again no matter how wonderful his life may end up. People close to him have known about his anxiety episodes for years. The closest of those people know how to deal with it; when to give him space and when to support him.
He’s satisfied with that group and knows how to cope on his own, accepting that those bad days do not define him. Everyone deserves to take time off sometimes to just breathe…

Everyone, Victor thinks, except himself.

He won’t admit it to anyone, even himself, that a Living Legend can have bad days.

When those days would come before, he’d shut his mind off and focus solely on his skating career. It’s not like he was close enough to anyone for them to notice that something may have been “off”; all his rink mates saw him as a man married to the sport and considered his aloof behavior normal. Little did they know how often Victor wished someone, anyone, would just tell him that he’s not okay and that that fact was okay.

The only person who undoubtedly can see right through him is Yuuri Katsuki, and he always knows when he’s having one of those days. It can be frustrating for someone so used to being alone, but he’s learning to accept the concern and open up a little more when he feels depressed.

Still, it’s difficult, and he almost always denies the real problem.

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170710 CH+ CHATROOM W/ TAE

> Hello🐯
> I missed you guys so I came🐯
> I got chubby on my face, so I’m going to work harder🐯😂
> But I can’t control my hunger, so I bought a large burger🐯😍
> I’ve been eating the BLT Long Chicken burger lately🐯😭
> I’m going to save my burger until I watch Fight For My Way🐯🤘🏼
> Let’s all pray… that athlete Dongman gets his hearing back…🐯😭😭😭😭😭
> Our break is too long I want to see our ARMY soon🐯😫
> And tomorrow Bon Voyage comes out🐯☺️☺️
> I’ve been taking a lot of photos lately, but I’m afraid my camera will get wet from the rain🐯😅😅😅
> I will work hard to take and upload pretty pictures🐯👍🏻
> Bye🐯👊🏻
> muah💋

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It’s deeply concerning to me that the majority of TERFs I run into now haven’t even reached voting age.

Exclusionist ideology have become so prevalent that an alarming number of Gay and Lesbian kids that I’ve seen believe that the community begins and ends with them. They want any queer people that don’t fall strictly into their groups to get lost. They don’t like Asexuals, they really don’t like Bisexuals, and God help you if you’ve committed the unforgivable sin of being trans.

Sure it’s easy to just hit the block button or try to shut our doors whenever we have to deal with exclusionists, but these kids are going to come of age soon and if we ignore the problem of more and more kids buying into that ideology it will come back to harm the rest of the queer community.

Day One Hundred and Thirty

-A pair of women in their seventies came through my lane, bringing with them a string of dialogue I was somehow able to keep up with. “Earlier, I tried to open my front door with my credit card. It didn’t fit!” the First said. “This isn’t my sundress. These aren’t my shoes!” the Second discovered. “Did it clip it? Snip it? Snap it?” the First inquired upon removing her card from the reader, however the Second led her away before she could finish reciting her plans for the next hit Bop It toy.

-A young girl spent the duration of her mother’s purchase growling at herself in the mirror. Clever girl. Practice always makes for the finest predator, and she is well on her way.

-Due to the rising demand of electricity in the area during this particularly sweltering summer, Target is doing its part by cutting air conditioning to the store. As a citizen of this ever-suffering planet, I approve of their efforts. As a man prone to overhearing, who is on medications that exacerbate the same, I wish every other company could do their part, so that we did not have to.

-I overheard the wisest advice spoken in this store in millennia: “Darth Vader, if he wanted to, could stab you in the heart, and you would be dead.” I now know the secret to defeating Lord Vader. I have to make him not want to stab me in the heart.

-I recognized an approaching woman from an earlier encounter. Specifically, this encounter was her nearly running me off the road on my way to work today, swerving left and right, meeting back and forth, unable to decide which side of the road she wanted to pursue. Luckily, she seemed to have learned her lesson, as she went to the next cashier over, me stayed out of my lane.

-For the first time in my nearly-complete year of service, there is a mouse cursor on my register screen. A new era is coming, and with it, grand change. I can smell it in the air and see it on my computer.

-A man finished paying, and as he did so, I placed his items at the end of the register. As soon as I handed him his receipt, he threw it over the counter into an empty bag, tore an entire rack of them off, and made a run for the door, leaving his actual purchase in the dust.

-A woman returned to my lane shortly after her purchase, handing me two items, telling me that her son had been sitting on them, and that she wasn’t about to go to Hell for Clorox wipes. These are values to live by if ever I have heard any.