God I fucking love seeing people leaning forward in their seats watching a movie, or leaving a theater crying. Just to be so engrossed in something like that, and to have it make you feel something is so awesome to see.
hey btw if there r any trans babies or babie gays (so like 14 and under) please feel free to contact me w any questions/concerns u have. or if u just wanna talk. i dont say this enough but i am pretty knowledgeable abt lgbt related topics (hyperfixation lmao) and im 100% open to being a resource to anyone who wants one if i can
(im also aro so if anyone is questioning aro/arospec u can also hmu)
to you or me he may not be; he may be all sunshine smiles and corngold hair and the biggest eyes this side of the galaxy, but imagine you’re Dagger (stormtroopers don’t get proper names), firing at a boy, only the bolts never hit. They sing to the side. You think that there’s something wrong with your blaster, maybe, but none of your friends can hit him either. Finest shots in the Empire, you are, but you can’t hit this boy. And he cuts you down. He wields a weapon whose name you’ve never learned and he cuts you down into smoking bloodless bodies and your friends die before you – only he leaves you. Knocks you out with a blow of the Force – and isn’t that a nightmare of its own, unseen hands blotting out your thoughts – leaves you there in the cooling blood of your squadmates.
Imagine that you’re Cara Ilhyre and you’re a dancer for the Hutt and you hate it, of course you do, but it is a living, a living, and this boy comes in, fresh-faced and young and he says surrender or be destroyed only he and you both know that the Hutt do not and never have surrendered and when he says destroy there’s this grin on his lips, thin and sharp, and he’s kind, of course he is, but –
so you’re Cara Ilhyre and you’re a native of tattooine and like many of your specis you are force-touched and you were a girl, once, a very little girl, and your mother told you tales of krayt dragons who slumbered beneath the sands and gentled their young to their pearl-heavy breasts. krayt dragons are tender mothers, she had said, and it was meant to teach you something of the duality of nature, or to fear those with young to protect, or something; but all you can think is this boy, how he smiles as kind as your mother did, once, but you’re convinced that if you were to cut him down the middle you would find dragon-pearls in his ribs and fire instead of a heart
the boy cuts downs jabba’s goons like they are nothing, nothing, and afterwards, afterwards, you sense his sorrow. and somehow that makes it worse.
because you say, later, to your mother’s ghost (maybe) or to the desert, he knows that killing people is hard and that weighs on him and he does it anyway and –
and, you say, it isn’t as simple as: he makes the hard choices. he knew the hutt would fight. he wanted to burn them down, oh he did, and that sister of his –
IMAGINE JEROME NOTICING YOU RIGHT AWAY ON YOUR FIRST DAY IN ARKHAM ASYLUM
He was looking directly at you. His blue eyes taking you all in. There was something so fascinating about his gaze that sent shiver down your spine. He knew he had your attention and gave you a wide grin. It screamed evil. Your heart raising the moment you noticed him standing up from his table and hopping in your direction. He sat on a bench across from you still having Cheshire Cat’s wicked smile on his handsome face. “Hi Gorgeous, I’m Jerome. So what a pretty lil thing like you is doing in a terrible place like this?”
I tried to be calm, but I can’t. couldn’t you just give more time? I mean it’s only been what, a few weeks – a month since season 2 came out, and you expected to have skyrocketing ratings in that short period of time? really? seriously? you gave more time to your other shows before announcing the renewal. so why can’t this show have that time too?! what’s the rush? you said you have to take more risks, well you’re definitely risking of losing subscribers. what kind of network cancels one of the popular shows that just ended with cliffhanger, and expects fans to be okay with it? huh? and it’s not like you did proper promotion for this show. people are really fighting for this show right now. if you really want to take a risk like you said, then take it and give another chance, or at least reconsider it, please.