i want to be 18 already

how terrifying, to be aging and girl. at 18 i was told by men that i was “the perfect age,” and i still thought it was a compliment. is it because at 20 i figured out how sharp those words were. i felt old at 21, felt like if grey hairs came and my spine cracked i was done for. how scary. i am reminded constantly by “realistic” ideas in fantasy novels that i should have five kids.

my life feels short. like it is squeezed into my twenties. like at 30 i become ghost, just another mother or hard worker or both, just another background character. like if i am not settled and making a difference by 27 i should just give up already. is this something men feel? like a clock is painted on their back, one hand warning: your beauty is something you are valued for and it is something you cannot get back.

and why was i only beautiful, i wonder, at 18 on a riverbank. i’m told often my childish face is a blessing. that i shouldn’t want to look older. one told me i was a trap falling: “you look young but you’re not” he said to me, “it kind of led me on”. am i not young? 

maybe i am wrong. maybe it’s just how we all feel, getting old, like time is slipping from us. maybe men do worry that they will be alone forever if they don’t settle by thirty, maybe it’s even because they think they’ll turn ugly. maybe we all squish our lives into that incredibly young decade. what do i know. i’m still learning.

hey, so im a 16 year old trans guy who was outed to my family two years ago. since then, theyve gone from thinking it was a phase to being actively transphobic. my mom literally refers to me as “s/he”, both my parents refer to me as delusional and have repeatedly told me im selfish for wanting to transition. ive resigned myself to having to put up with this until im 18, but when im legally an adult i want to be completely financially independent from them so they cant hold back my transition by threatening to cut me off. ive already given up on going to college, because i have no way of paying without their help. ive applied to several jobs, but haven’t been hired anywhere yet. my paypal is paypal.me/theartofdestruction if any of yall want to donate. im currently really bad at digital art, but i can draw you something on paper for $5-$10. if all of my followers donated $1, id be able to transition & start a new life where im not constantly afraid. please, donate or rb if you can. this means the world to me

arrives 2 and half years later with more papercuts

Masterlist 2.0

Since I did something wrong and I can’t seem to fix it (I can’t add new things to my masterlist), I’ve created a new masterlist.
I’m sorry for the inconvenience, this isn’t fun for me either :(

** = sexual content 
* = contains references of sexual content 

Happy reading!

Harry Styles
#1 But I bet you if they only knew part 1**, part 2**, part 3
#2 The wolves come out
#3 Listen to me for once
#4 Loaded gun **
#5 Something to talk about when we’re older**
#6 Feeling better?
#7 Faking it*
#8 You already had me with that bucket of ice cream
#9 Going under
#10 Love you, goodbye *
#11 Family Portrait
#12 Thank you part 1, part 2
#13 She said she’d never forget part 1, part 2
#14 Give in tonight **
#15 I want **
#16 Feverishly protective
#17 No other place
#18 A.M.  part 1**, part 2, part 3
#19 Taken ** (Niall smut), Taken 2 ** (Harry smut)
#20 Unfaithful part 1, part 2* part 3
#21 Well, if you don’t have anything else planned..
#22 Secret Love part 1, part 2
#23 Sparkling Green **
#24 Pillow Talk
#25 A little teasing
#26 One long car ride **
#27 Yes or No?
#28 A hard day
#29 Blowing out your candles **
#30 Not a Halloween party
#31 Let’s take a break part 1* ,part 2*
#32 Not done with you*
#33 Blind date part 1, part 2
#34 Just what I need part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6* part 7** part 8
#35 This isn’t so bad
#36 Last call**
#37 Bow ties and Blowjobs part 1** part 2**
#38 BBQ and Sangria part 1 part 2
#39 Lucky night**
#40 A warm hello*
#41 Shirts
#42 Treat you better
#43 Fireworks
#44 Say that again*
#45 Sweet creature
#46 Meet me in the hallway
#47 Kiwi*
#48 Apologies
#49 Maybe one day*
#50 Maybe I do
#51 Surprising Secret**

Louis Tomlinson
#1 There is nobody else

Calum Hood
#1 Dripping wet part 1** part 2**
#2 Aftershow
#3 00:06 AM**
#4 Tumblr**
#5 Support*
#6 Just  Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7** Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18* Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 Part 22**
#7 Neighbours part 1**, part 2**
#8 Grow a pair**
#9 Pledging part 1 part 2**
#10 Jealousy **
#11 Two Worlds (Halloween theme)
#12 Marry her anyway (Calum’s POV)
#13 Second chances (Halloween theme)
#14 All I wanted part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10**, part 11*, part 12*, part 13, part 14, part 15**, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19, part 20, part 21, part 22, part 23, part 24, part 25, part 26, part 27**, part 28, part 29, part 30
#15 Halloween Horror Nights
#16 Another go **
#17 Party of the year
#18 Shabby Sandcastles part 1, part 2
#19 Bachelorettes
#20 Do you love me?
#21 Something tells me
#22 Morning

Michael Clifford
#1 Hold your breath*

Ashton Irwin
#1 S.O.S.          
                          Part 1
                          Part 2
                          Part 3
                          Part 4
                          Part 5

More to come soon!
Lots of love,
L. xox

Some of my favorite quotes by James “I’m not good with words” Carstairs (in no particular order):

1. “There is more to living than not dying.”

2. “There are so many worse things than death. Not to be loved or not to be able to love: that is worse.” 

3. “We are all the pieces of what we remember. We hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss.” 

4. “Whatever you are physically…male or female, strong or weak, ill or healthy–all those things matter less than what your heart contains. If you have the soul of a warrior, you are a warrior. All those other things, they are the glass that contains the lamp, but you are the light inside.” 

5.“You speak of sacrifice, but it is not my sacrifice I offer. It is yours I ask of you. “I can offer you my life, but it is a short life; I can offer you my heart, though I have no idea how many more beats it shall sustain. But I love you enough to hope that you will not care that I am being selfish in trying to make the rest of my life - whatever length - happy, by spending it with you. I want to be married to you, Tessa. I want it more than I have ever wanted anything else in my life.”

 6. “I know you feel inhuman, and as if you are set apart, away from life and love, but… I promise you, the right man won’t care.” 

7. “Our hearts, they need a mirror, Tessa. We see our better selves in the eyes of those who love us.”
 
8. “For that was love, wasn’t it–to burn bright in someone else’s eyes?”
 
9. “Change is no loss, Will. Not always.” 

10. “I do not believe you can threaten people into goodness.”

11. “I’ve never minded it. Being lost, that is. I had always thought one could not be truly lost if one knew one’s own heart. But I fear I may be lost without knowing yours.”

12. “Listen to me. I am leaving, but I am living. I will not be gone from you entirely, Will. When you fight now, I will be still by you. When you walk in the world, I will be the light at your side, the ground steady under your feet, the force that drives the sword in your hand. We are bound, beyond the oath. The Marks did not change that. The oath did not change that. It merely gave words to something that existed already.”

13. “You are home for me now.“

14. “There are things no magic can destroy, for they are magic in themselves.” 

15. “But if you’re foolish enough to want me then I will not question my good fortune.”

16. “Perhaps it is not such a bad thing to be set apart.” 

17. “Love does not stop when someone dies.” 

18. “Sometimes it’s braver not to fight. Protect them, and save your vengeance for another day.” 

19. “I think if two souls are meant to be together, they will remain together on the Wheel and be together again in the life after this one, whatever happens to us now.” 

20. “You don’t even like poetry,” Tessa said, her voice catching on a half laugh of relief. 

—"No. But you make me want to write it. Does that not count for anything?” 

4

Don’t Care Sweater

I am working on making my favourite RL clothes for my sims. And therefore I need lots of sweaters and layered looks. I know that there already exists similar CC but I would have made it anyway and want to share the progress I make. There are 3 Versions of this sweater.  It is slightly oversized but not too much. It should be BGC. Tell me if there is any trouble.

18 swatches for the solid version. 16 swatches for the knitted version. 12 Swatches for the versions with prints that I made for my teenagers. 

Credit: Meshes by EA/Maxis

Download: Simefileshare

misdial | pcy

park chanyeol. reader-insert. 5,6k words. fluff/angst. au

—it all started with one misdial, then a second and a third and…

this one is for Sasha @floofyeol

3.12 a.m: missed call from Park Chanyeol

“You called me?” 

“Oh, did I? I’m sorry, it was a misdial.”

“Oh, I see.”

3.14 a.m.: incoming call from Park Chanyeol

“Hello?”

“Actually, I just wanted to hear your voice.”


Keep reading

A/B/O starters (send one for my muse’s reaction)

1- : “Why are you resisting your nature?”
2- : “I can smell it! You’re in heat.”
3- : “I can’t wait to see your/my belly swell with our perfect babies.”
4- : “Fuck! I can feel it/them moving in there.”
5- : “You’re feverish, so stop being stubborn and go lay in the nest.”
6- : “Are those suppressant pills!?”
7- : “Put the glass down. You are pregnant with my kids and I’m not going to let you self-destruct because you can’t cope with _______ ” (ex: your nature)
8- : “Look at your neck. Look at the marks I left. You are mine. And solely mine.”
9- : “Come, I’ll give you a bath to wash the dry slick away.”
10- : “What does my omega want for breakfast/lunch/dinner?”
11- : “You, the alpha, are cooking for me?”
12- : “Why do I even bother when all you do is use your pheromones to push me into rut?”
13- : “I don’t want you to knot me.”
14- : “We are bonded but not married, and your parents are old fashioned. If they find out…”
15- : “Fucking knot me already!”
16- : “I-I can’t stay when you’re… like this…”  (heat)
17- : “Your smell is… intoxicating. If I stay I’m going to knot you.”
18- : “If you don’t want me to breed you, lock yourself in your bedroom. I’m taking the couch.”
19- : “Resisting your/my nature is only going to make it worse.”
20- : “Fuck! You stink of beta pheromones. You could have gone more subtle.”
21- : [ Public place ] “Stay calm. I might have just started my heat.”
22- : “Your cycle is fucked up because of all those suppressants you took.”
23- : “You’re too weak to make a nest.”
24- : “I can’t understand you alphas and omegas, smelling each other like you were meat.”
25- : “Do you really think all omegas want to be fucked by you? Sorry to break it to you, but you can fuck off.”
26- : “You don’t smell it? I’m surrounding myself with betas from now on.”
27- : “You know, I always kind of envied omegas.”
28- : “I-I want… N-no need… I… fuck… I-I’m confused.”
29- : “Your bloodline is not pure. I can’t be bonded to you.”
30- : “Alphas/omegas like you are a disgrace to your nature.”
31-: “I thought you were on suppressants?”
32-: “I don’t know why people don’t like betas. I think you’re amazing.”
33-: “Do you think I’m/you’re pregnant yet?”
34-: “You can’t help me, as much as I want you to.”
35-: “I’m bonded to someone.”
36-: “I wish you could claim me.”
37-: “Can you fuck me and not claim me?”
38-: “I don’t need you. I can do this alone.”
39-: “I’ve gone a long time without an alpha.”
40-: “It’s been a while since I’ve fucked an omega.”
41-: “I need you to claim me as your omega.”
42-: “I never thought I wanted a mate until I met you." 
43-: "I will only claim you as my omega if you love me.”
44-: “You want me to claim you, don’t you?”
45-: “Please, protect me while I’m in heat. I’m not ready to be claimed.”
46-: “I’m afraid of being claimed by an alpha.”
47-: “I don’t want to be claimed by anyone but you.”
48-: “I didn’t know I was an omega until I went into heat around you.”
49-: “Please, tie me down so I don’t do anything I’ll regret while I’m in heat.”
50-: “I don’t care if you’re also an alpha, I want to claim you.”
51-: “I’m the Alpha, you’re the Omega, I give the orders and you follow them.”
52-: “You’re my Omega, and mine alone.”
53-: “As an Alpha, I have the right to claim you, the Omega, and you know that, don’t you?”
54-: “I gotta say, you have a really, really strong scent, even for an Omega.”
55-: “Are you in heat or something? I didn’t even know you were an Omega…”
56-: “Sorry, it was just a question, didn’t mean to upset you!”
57-: “Dude, calm the fuck down. Are all Omegas this easily scared?”
58-: “Woah, so you can get pregnant by an Alpha, even though you’re like, a dude?”
59-: “Y'know, I am an Alpha, I could help you with your heat, if you want me too…”
60-: “Be a good Omega and bend over.”
61-: “You know as an Alpha I can smell that you’re ____, so you might as well tell me what wrong with you.”
62-: “A group of alphas tried to follow me home today.”
63-: “Y'know, nobody is going to know I’m your omega if you don’t mark me as yours.”
64-: “The suppressants haven’t kicked in yet.”
65-: “Do you really think this thing will keep other alphas off of me?” (ex. a collar)
66-: “Can a body grow immune to suppressants?”
67-: “You know, part of me dreads the idea that any child I bare may be an omega and have to grow up in this world while being seen as nothing more than a couple of holes to fuck.”
68-: “Everything is so fucking hot. Why can’t alphas go into heat instead of omegas?”
69-: “Just because of what I am doesn’t mean I’ll submit to just any alpha”
70-: “I got into some trouble today. I sort of punched an Alpha in the face when he touched me. Long story short, there’s a couple of officers at the door who would like to talk to you about getting control of your omega.”
71-: “I’d kill to be a beta right now.”
72-: “I don’t want an alpha.”
73-: “I don’t want an omega.”
74-: “Do you see me at all? Or am I just a couple of holes to fuck?”
75-: “If you didn’t want me, why did you bring me here?”

guess who ;)

Outlander Sex Scene Master Post (Books 1–7)

Some of you may have heard that DG’s Island of Misfit Toys, Compuserve, is closing in a couple months because they’re shutting down the forum. Maybe DG will get a LiveJournal like her buddy GRRM! One of the first things I found over there was a spreadsheet of every sex scene in Outlander up to Echo In the Bone (yes the filename is sex_scene.xls. I thought this must be rescued and recorded for posterity. FOR SCIENCE. Maybe most of you already have these bookmarked in your ereader. In any case, here you go! Kudos to that Compuserve user for her work. I’ve made edits/additions. I also have this in spreadsheet form (with paperback/hardcover page numbers), message me if you want it. :) 

**Personal favorites :)

OUTLANDER

  • Claire and Frank have sex in Chapter 2 if you were really interested.
  • Chapter 15: Revelations of the Bridal Chamber—Wedding Night I
  • Chapter 15: Revelations of the Bridal Chamber—Wedding Night II—Teeth
  • Chapter 16: One Fine Day
  • Chapter 17: We Meet a Beggar—“Does it ever stop?”
  • Chapter 18: Raiders in the Rocks—“Slippery as waterweed…”
  • Chapter 20: Deserted Glades2—Coitus Interruptus
  • Chapter 23: Return to Leoch—**“I canna be gentle…”**
  • Chapter 24: By the Pricking of My Thumbs—Butterflies
  • Chapter 24: By the Pricking of My Thumbs—Areola
  • Chapter 39: To Ransom a Man’s Soul—Stone and Bone
  • Chapter 40: Absolution
  • Chapter 41: From the Womb of the Earth—Hot springs at the Abbey

DRAGONFLY IN AMBER

  • Claire and the King have sex in Chapter 28 if you were really interested.
  • Chapter 6: Making Waves
  • Chapter 13: Deceptions
  • Chapter 17: Possession
  • Chapter 23: The Best-laid Plans of Mice and Men
  • Chapter 29: To Grasp the Nettle
  • Chapter 36: Prestonpans
  • Chapter 45: Damn All Randalls
  • Chapter 46: Timor Mortis Conturbat Me
  • Chapter 46: Timor Mortis Conturbat Me—Once more

VOYAGER

  • Claire and Frank have sex in Chapter 3 and Jamie sleeps with Mary McNabb in Chapter 6 and Geneva in Chapter 14, if you were really interested.
  • Chapter 11: The Torremolinos Gambit—Jamie’s dream
  • Chapter 25: House of Joy—“It’s like riding a bicycle, I suppose.”
  • Chapter 33: Buried Treasure
  • Chapter 33: Buried Treasure—“What, again?”
  • Chapter 33: Buried Treasure—Naked women and food.
  • Chapter 34: Daddy
  • Chapter 44: Forces of Nature—“Ifrinn!”
  • Chapter 52: A Wedding Takes Place—Jamie’s plans and the noises Claire doesn’t make.
  • Chapter 56: Turtle Soup**
  • Chapter 57: Promised Land—Blue Mountain House
  • Chapter 59: In Which Much is Revealed

DRUMS OF AUTUMN

  • Chapter 2: In Which We Meet a Ghost—On a rock, again
  • Chapter 2: In Which We Meet a Ghost—“It’s much nicer with a man.”
  • Chapter 16: The First Law of Thermodynamics
  • Chapter 16: The First Law of Thermodynamics
  • Chapter 17: Home For the Holidays—Roger/Brianna
  • Chapter 21: Night On a Snowy Mountain
  • Chapter 23: The Skull Beneath the Skin—Grease for the gander
  • Chapter 40: Virgin Sacrifice—Roger/Brianna
  • Chapter 53: Blame—In the longhouse.
  • Chapter 67: The Toss of a Coin—Roger/Brianna—“It Was Red, by God”

THE FIERY CROSS

  • Chapter 6: For Auld Lang Syne—Roger/Bree—“Once more before we quit.”
  • Chapter 13: Beans and Barbecue—Butter churn.
  • Chapter 16: On the Night That Our Wedding is On Us—Roger/Bree—“I always sing for you, hen.”
  • Chapter 18: No Place Like Home—Balm.
  • Chapter 20: Shooting Lessons—Roger/Bree
  • Chapter 26: The Militia Rises
  • Chapter 40: Duncan’s Secret—Against a tree
  • Chapter 47: The Lists of Venus—Roger/Bree
  • Chapter 49: In Vino Veritas—**The Stables,  “Watch while I take ye. Watch, damn you!”**
  • Chapter 57: Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep…—Roger/Bree—“That What You Wanted?”
  • Chapter 80: Creamed Crud—Roger/Bree
  • Chapter 85: Hearthfire
  • Chapter 89: The Moons of Jupiter—Roger/Bree—Frustration
  • Chapter 93: Choices
  • Chapter 99: Brother—Fergus’s song
  • Chapter 99: Brother—Thoughts of Laoghaire
  • Chapter 107: Zugunruhe

A BREATH OF SNOW AND ASHES

  • Chapter 6: Ambush—Roger/Bree—“She got her corn ground…”
  • Chapter 7: James Fraser, Indian Agent—The Forfeit
  • Chapter 14: People of the Snowbird—“Ian, there is a woman in my bed!” “Well, two actually.”
  • Chapter 16: Le Mot Juste—**“On your knees, a nighean. Now.”**
  • Chapter 20: Dangerous Gifts—“What I’d give for a quarter of an hour alone wi’ ye, Sassenach!”
  • Chapter 29: Perfectly Fine
  • Chapter 35: Laminaria—Fergus/Marsali
  • Chapter 36: Winter Wolves—Ian/Emily
  • Chapter 40: Bird-Spring—Greased lightening
  • Chapter 47: Bees and Switches—Ian and Jenny
  • Chapter 66: The Dark Rises—**“I missed ye, Sassanach.”**
  • Chapter 72: Betrayals—Duncan and Phaedre
  • Chapter 73: Double-Dealing—Lizzie and the twins
  • Chapter 98: To Keep A Ghost At Bay
  • Chapter 102: Anemone—Bonnet/Eppie
  • Chapter 119: Loth to Depart

AN ECHO IN THE BONE

  • Chapter 5: Morality For Time-Travelers
  • Chapter 8: Spring Thaw
  • Chapter 11: Transverse Lie—In the barn.
  • Chapter 19: Ae Fond Kiss—Toe kissing
  • Chapter 50: Exodus—**In the garden.**
  • Chapter 68: Despoiler—Buffalo robe
  • Chapter 79: The Cave—The loch.
  • Chapter 85: Son of a Witch—Roger/Bree
  • Chapter 95: Numbness—Claire/LJG
  • Chapter 100: Lady in Waiting—That infamous hand job.
Writing Prompts

To celebrate me reaching 1.8k, Send me a number and a character and I’ll write a drabble. 

(from different sources, so credit to all)

1. “I don’t want to have a baby.”
2. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?” 
3. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!
4. “You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked for mine.”
5. “Well, this is where I live.” 
6. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”
7. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”
8. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.” 
9. “I am not losing you again.” 
10. “Why don’t they just kiss already?” 
11. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.” 
12. “All I wanted was your honesty.” 
13. “Why do you keep pushing me away?” 
14. “I can’t explain right now, but I need you to trust me.” 
15. “I’ve never felt this way before….and it scares the shit out of me.” 
16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”
17. “Are you really taking his side against me?”
18. “Wait a seconds are you jealous?” 
19. “I wish I could hate you.” 
20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.” 
21. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.
22. “Come over here and make me.” 
23. “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.” 
24. “You’re the only one I trust to do this.” 
25. “I thought you were dead.” 
26. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.” 
27. “I love you, you asshole.” 
28. “You did this for me?”
29. “You can’t protect me.”
30. “You know I wouldn’t do this if I had any other choice.”
31. “Promise me you’ll look after your mom.”  
32. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.” 
33. “Stop talking about the past, I could be dead in a matter of hours… make me up a future.”
34. “The way you flirt is shameful.”
35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.” 
36. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”
37. “I want to go back to before….”
38. “I just wanted an easy day with my girlfriend/boyfriend. What’s so wrong with that?”
39. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”
40. “Why are yo up so early?”
41. “Please, take me instead!”
42. “You braided his hair?” 
43. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”
44. “Have you lost your damn mind?!”
45.  “Please don’t argue. You have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.”
46.  “I’m your daughter.”
47. “I’m not surprised that you murdered him.” 
48. “Is there a special reason, as to why you’re wearing my shirt?” 
49. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”
50. “Don’t use me as an example. I wasn’t a good kid.”

I’m so torn because on the one hand I love seeing a new side of Sarek but on the other hand every time he shows her even a modicum of kindness I’m filled with so much anger on behalf of Spock, like have you spoken to your son lately???? or did you already disown him??? You personally brought her to her ship and hand picked her captain but refused to acknowledge Spock for 18 goddamn years for joining Starfleet??? Sarek my dude what’s the deal????? She’s got a piece of your motherfucking katra and you use it to encourage her from light years away after she commits mutiny but you will show Spock nothing but disdain for most of his life??????

I would like to tell you a story, if you’re willing to listen.

It’s the story of how, four years ago, I was depressed. Few people noticed, because I was a “good kid” who had straight A’s, didn’t get into fights or talk back, didn’t do drugs or drink alcohol. I didn’t fit the “type” so I flew under the radar. Six months later, I was self harming and severely suicidal. I tried to kill myself three times in the span of two years, until Fall 2015, when I stopped going to school and it became obvious that I was not okay. My mom (my wonderful, strong mom) reached out to my school and that kickstarted the process of therapy. It took me 18 months and a hell of a lot of fighting against myself, but I’m happy to say that I no longer consider suicide an option for myself. It doesn’t flash in the back of my mind like an emergency exit sign anymore.

My point here is, being suicidal does not signify the end of your story. That is why I hate seeing hype around a certain show, that I’ll keep unnamed because I don’t want to give it more advertisement than its already gotten, that romanticizes suicide. It makes it look like the ultimate revenge, the biggest “fuck you” to everyone who did you wrong. Let me tell you, that’s not right. Want to know the ultimate revenge against those who wronged you? Living, saying “I’m still here despite all you’ve put me through.” Not a series of tapes putting the blame of your death on everyone around you.

I’m not posting this for pity or anything of that flavour. I’m posting this because it seems to be the only way I have left to try and make you understand why media like this is so toxic, and how wrong those narratives are. Truth is, most people, as far as my experience goes, have considered suicide at some point in their life, and the solution to the suicide pandemic in our society is not some show glorifying it on Netflix. That’s all I have to say.

#1-126 Prompts for any Character!!

Okay!! So, you can pick any of these prompts for any character you want at any time. Thanks!!!!


1. “This isn’t gonna end well!”

2. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”

3. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!

4. “You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked for mine.”

5. “Well, this is where I live.”

6. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”

7. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”

8. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.”

9. “I am not losing you again.”

10. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”

11. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”

12. “All I wanted was your honesty.”

13. “Why do you keep pushing me away?”

14. “I can’t explain right now, but I need you to trust me.”

15. “I’ve never felt this way before….and it scares the shit out of me.”
16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”

17. “Are you really taking his side against me?”

18. “Wait a second are you jealous?”

19. “I wish I could hate you.”

20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.”

21. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.”

22. “Come over here and make me.”

23. “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

24. “You’re the only one I trust to do this.”

25. “I thought you were dead.”

26. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.”

27. “I love you, you asshole.”

28. “You did this for me?”

29. “You can’t protect me.”

30. “You know I wouldn’t do this if I had any other choice.”

31. “Promise me you’ll look after your mom.”

32. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”

33. “Stop talking about the past, I could be dead in a matter of hours… make me up a future.”

34. “The way you flirt is shameful.”

35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.”

36. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”

37. “I want to go back to before….”

38. “I just wanted an easy day with my girlfriend/boyfriend. What’s so wrong with that?”

39. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”

40. “Why are you up so early?”

41. “Please, take me instead!”

42. “You braided his hair?”

43. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”

44. “Have you lost your damn mind?!”

45. “Please don’t argue. You have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.”

46. “I’m your daughter.”

47. “I’m not surprised that you murdered him.”

48. “Is there a special reason, as to why you’re wearing my shirt?”

49. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”

50. “Don’t use me as an example. I wasn’t a good kid.”

51. “Is that what you’re doing? Trying to make me to hate you?”

52. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life.”

53. “I’m not happy here.”

54. “If he’s going to treat you like shit I’m going to kick his ass.”

55. “I just want to cuddle and watch Friends.”

56. “You’re hiding something from me.”

57. “If I die, I’m going to haunt your ass.”

58. “I want my best friend back.”

59. “You better have a good reason for waking me up at the ass-crack of dawn.”

60. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

61. “A wedding?”

62. “I just want to be alone right now.”

63. “Don’t you dare to ever do that again!”

64. “Where would someone hide in a town like this?”

65. “If I ever see you anywhere near her, you’ll have to deal with me!”

66. “I thought you were a dream come true.”

67. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

68. “I came here to explain what happened, and I’m not leaving until you listen.”

69. “I made a mistake.”

70. “H-How long have you been standing there?”

71. “You can’t break my heart like this!”

72. “I wasn’t going to wait around for you forever.”

73. “The skirt is supposed to be this short.”

74. “I’ve moved on.”

75. “This is why you don’t ever have any shirts to wear.”

76. “Run, and don’t ever look back.”

77. “The three seconds rule doesn’t apply to sticky foods.”

78. “I think I’m in love with you, and I’m terrified.”

79. “Please, don’t give up on me.”

80. “When are you going to realize that I don’t care?”

81. “I may be an idiot but I’m your idiot.”

82. “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Specially then!”

83. “Fuck…I feel I’ve been hit by a car.”

84. “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”

85. “I know that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it”

86. “I’m tired of being your secret.”

87. “They always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly it seems quite dangerous.”

88. “Do you ever think if people heard our conversations they’d lock us up?”

89. “Let me tell you exactly where in hell you can go.”

90.“Who gave you that black eye?!”

91. “After everything you did, you’re asking ME to apologize for snapping at you ONCE?”

92. “I miss her so damn much, and it’s killing me that she’s gone!”

93. “What the hell are you doing here?! I told you I never wanted to see you again!”

94. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”

95. “Are you drunk?”

96. “I’m sorry, what were you saying? I keep getting lost in your eyes.”
97. “You got her pregnant?! What were you thinking?”

98. “It’s okay baby, I’m here for you.”

99. “You say the nastiest things when you’re angry, so yes, I’m walking away from you now.

100. “I’m starting an idiot jar. Any time you do or say anything idiotic, you have to put at least a dollar in it—more depending on how stupid the thing that you said or did was.”

101. “My parents asked about you.”

102.“Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”

103. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”

104. “Do you need me to get anything from the store?”

105. “They say I’m in here because I’m crazy, I think I’m crazy because I’m in here.”

106. “There’s no getting out of this. You ruined me”

107. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”

108. “I was going to kiss him, but then my friend texted me about going to Taco Bell, and, well, there’s this cashier that works there who is way cuter, so I bailed on the rest of the date.”

109. “Don’t say you love me.”

110. “It’s a hobby of mine to prove you wrong.”

111. Meeting him/her for the first time

112. Him/her asking you out

113. Your first date

114. Your first kiss

115. Cuddling with him/her

116. Neck kisses

117. “I swear I didn’t mean to touch your butt.”

118. “Why are you wearing my shirt? Please, don’t take it off. It looks good on you.”

119. Going on a vacation together

120. Going to an amusement park together

121. Dancing together

122.Him/her rescuing you (if the person you want can do that ex. superhero)
123. Your first time

124. And what did we learn from that?” “Not to mess with you.”

125.Comforting him/her after a nightmare

126. The wedding day

About You - Jughead Jones

Jughead x reader where they have a fight?

I didn’t know what type of fight you wanted so, it turned into fluff because I’m total and utter trash! It has a bad ending but that’s because I never wanted it to end. I hope you like it!

Originally posted by dailycwriverdale


You got the text from Jughead around 4pm, that said to come over to his house. You almost didn’t go, due to the amount of homework you had, but at 4:18 pm you were already in his driveway. His parents weren’t home, as usual, so you just walked into the house.

“Jughead? What’s wrong?” You shouted, wandering around the house looking for your friend. You walked up the carpeted staircase and turned left into his room. There you saw him, sprawled out on the floor with his back leaning against the side of his bed. The cuts and bruises on his arms and face looked fresh and he seemed like he was in pain. You rushed over and crouched next to him, you leaned over grabbing his face carefully in your hands.

“Jug, what happened?” You asked, he turned his face in your hands so he could look you in the eyes, but he didn’t speak. His blue eyes were unreadable as he took in your features. “Was it Reggie?” You asked, but he still didn’t reply. He just closed his eyes and leaned his face against your palm. You slowly got up, “I’ll grab some meds.” You exited his room and into the bathroom. There you opened a cabinet and grabbed some pain killers and hydrogen peroxide for his cuts.

When you returned to his room, Jughead was trying to get up to do who knows what. You set the medicine down on his dresser and put your hands on your hips. He almost didn’t notice the look you were giving him, until you cleared your throat. His eyes landed on you, and despite the pain, he gave you a little smile. “You look cute when you’re pissed off.” If it wasn’t for the situation, you might’ve blushed harder, but you just looked at him. “Sit down, Jug.”

“I have to type. Just really quick.” He said as his limped over to his desk. It looked like he would fall at any second, so you walked over and guided him to his bed. “You can type later. But for now,” you said sitting him on his bed, “just sit.” He listened and didn’t move as you pressed a rag soaked in the peroxide to his cuts. He let out small hisses of pain to which you muttered ‘sorry.’ You weren’t sorry though, not really. He had been getting into fights whenever he could and you were tired of playing nurse with him afterwards. So after you had cleaned his cuts and made him down a few pain killers, you let him have it.

“This fighting with people needs to end! I’m tired of seeing you beat up like this.” You yelled, throwing your hands in the air. “You don’t understand, I did it for-”

“Your novel; I know, but that doesn’t justify it Jug!” You said, interrupting him. He looked up at you from his spot on his bed, blue eyes watching you intensely while you shouted at him. “What ever they said they said about your novel or you shouldn’t provoke you like this! Normally you wouldn’t even care so what-” He was on his feet now, a mere inches away from you. You became silent at the sudden closeness. “They weren’t bashing on me, Y/N.” His voice was in a deep whisper as he spoke, “They were saying ugly, horrible things about you and I wouldn’t have that. You out of all people, do not deserve that.” Before you could stop yourself, you wrapped your arms around his waist and drew him into a hug. He had to lean down to hug you properly, but he couldn’t have cared less. You felt tears behind your eyes, but fought them back. You managed to choke out, “I’m sorry, Jug,” and you meant it this time.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” he whispered, “it’s okay that you got mad at me. I was mad at me.” He pulled back slightly and gestured to his face, “Like, I’m really bad at fighting, I was pissed I couldn’t defend you.” You let out a laugh and the tears you had been holding back fell onto your cheeks. He brushed them away the moment he saw them and fought the urge to kiss them away. You leaned in again, for another hug, and placed your head on his chest. His hand stroked your back soothingly and you were amazed by what a great friend he was to you. His ‘I-don’t-care’ attitude could be overwritten, just for you. That thought alone made you dangerously hopeful he liked you back. It stayed quiet a few moments longer, until you spoke up again. “Promise you won’t fight anymore?” You looked up at Jughead, and from this angle it looked like he was tired. “I can’t promise that Y/N, not if they keep making fun of you.” You swallowed hard at his words and thought about what to say next. You didn’t have to say anything though; Jughead was finished waiting and pushing his true feelings back. “It’s because I love you, that I can’t promise.” He whispered. You pulled back only enough to see his face, and saw the weight of his words in his eyes. Your lips curved into a smile and heat nipped at your cheeks.

“I love you too, Jug.” A small, but true smile crept it’s way to his lips. His hand came up to your jaw, then your cheek, resting it there. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your forehead. “When do you have to go home?” He whispered, walking backwards and pulling you along with him. “Not for a while.” You murmured and Jughead nodded at he pulled you down to lay on his bed next to him. You smiled at him before carefully taking his hat off his head and running your fingers through his dark, thick hair. He closed his eyes and laid more comfortably beside you. He put one of his arms around your waist, pulling your side closer to his chest. You smiled at his actions and continued to play with his hair. “I’m crazy about you.” He murmured, kissing your cheek lazily. You let out a small laugh and watched as he fell asleep.  

Voltron age headcanons

TvTropes says that Shiro is in his ‘teens’ which means he’s only 18 or 19 which is BULLSHIT lmao.

Anyway here are my headcanons + reasoning for everyone’s ages.

  • Pidge is the youngest at around 15. Like, they look fifteen. My precious tiny baby genius who skipped a few grades and infiltrated a government institution. ( ´∀`)ノ~ ♡ 
  • Lance and Hunk are both 17, but Hunk is older by a couple months which INFURIATES Lance. You know how competitive this boy gets. Lance is also super obnoxious about being older than Pidge, he likes to say things like “when I was your age” and then gives what he calls ‘sage, nuanced wisdom’ which usually boils down to “pants are optional and I am awesome”
  • Since Lance mentioned that he and Keith were rivals, I assume that Keith was in the same year as Lance and Hunk. However, I headcanon that Keith is around 18, because he got in a lot of fights as a kid and ended up being held back in like, second grade. Lance can never know.
  • Shiro is a GROWN MAN okay, he is like 24 and already has white hairs due to his Year in Hell. I understand that the show creators want to appeal to their younger audience so they make the characters younger and more ‘relatable’ but c’mon. My dude was flying a plane to goddamn PLUTO, I’m seventeen and my mom won’t even let me walk to the grocery store. C’mon. What kind of government lets a teenager fly a ship to Pluto. Also if Shiro is only 19 then Matt must be only 18, which would mean that the entire expedition on Kerberos was comprised of like two teens and one adult. That just isn’t safe. 
  • (On a side note, I headcanon that Matt is around 22/23, has graduated from college with a degree because genius runs in the family, and snagged a spot on the Kerberos trip because his dad was the main scientist in charge. Also it wasn’t a three man expedition, it was closer to seven, Matt was the youngest and ostensibly just a lab assistant due to his age, but everyone knew he was a Smart Cookie. The other four crew members died/are missing, maybe a couple were found with the prisoners Pidge and Shiro rescued, idk I’m getting side-tracked.)
  • If we’re discounting the 10,000 years they spent asleep, Coran and Allura’s ages are a little hard to pin down. Coran at some point implies that he’s at least six hundred years old, but physically appears to in his late thirties to late forties. Let’s just say he’s physically around 43 years old so he can be a proper dad to everyone lol.
  • Allura has got to be at least 200+ years old (not to mention the 10,000 years asleep) but physically she looks like she’s around 22. I have no idea how Alteans age tbh. (Lance voice: “Have I ever mentioned that I have a thing for older women?” Everyone else: “Lance shut up oh my god”)
patrick stump rocksound podcast #017 timestamps
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  • 4:40-5:25 : 2 week period where patrick demoed 30 songs + how everyone didn’t notice hold me tight or dont aww
  • 6:30-7:00 : patrick talking about how scared/nervous he is when releasing songs and not knowing if people will like it and how pete’s much braver about it 
  • 7:36-8:45 : patrick talking about mania more indepth!!!!!! 💜😫👏
  • 9:05-10:17 : patrick talking about how he has no concept of how left field their songs are + abt how mania is “adventurous”
  • 11:53-12:36 : patrick talking about working at a record store when he was a teen! 
  • 13:26-15:17 : patrick talking about the mania recording sessions + how positive they are and somehow sneaking Prince into his answer lol
  • 16:40-17:05 : patrick talking about the thnks fr th mmrs recording session and how pete left abruptly and Patrick sent him a lot of angry text messages dhfjjdsdjdjsjdjf ICONIC
  • 17:14-17:27 : how Patrick focuses on details and pete sees the whole picture 
  • 18:19: “MANIA is a good record MAN!!!!!” 
  • 18:40-19:05 : patrick talking about how much he really likes mania and really excited about it and wants it to be out already!!!!
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The mobile network provider RBB’s phone is connected to confirms that (if the phone is pay as you go) in order for the SIM to stay active, someone needs to perform some kind of chargeable usage (a phone call or a text message, something like that, just topping up the credit should be adequate too).

In other words - we already knew this, but - someone is definitely still maintaining the number, nearly 18 months after OTRA ended and over a year since the phone was switched on for any period of time. (Either by paying a monthly bill or by switching it on and topping up or sending a text.)

[if you want to know why I think the phone is pay as you go and not on a monthly contract, click here. If anyone wants more information, send me an ask. I think I might rewrite my thoughts on that later on anyway.]

unfortunate stuff happened all over me today

started fine, went to the conveyor sushi place, that was all well and good

then i tried to go to one of the namco arcades, but actually got lost for the first time since ive gotten here. i wandered around a busy city area for a good 45 minutes before i gave up and just wanted to find the train station again. that took another 20 minutes or so.

when i finally got there i thought “no, i already came all the way into town i should at least check out the arcade”. so i flagged down a police lookin fella and asked him where the ferris wheel was since i knew the arcade was near there and i was able to get there pretty quick after that.

now, when i got it in my mind that i was going to an arcade, i was thinking it was actually a place where people would play games. in reality, it was 80% claw machines and chance games, 15% gambling machines with a bunch of old women huddled around them, and 5% speed games where there were already people who had spent 100+ hours on them in lines.

I fucked around with some claw machines with pokemon stuff in em. tried getting a ditto-disguised-as-pikachu plushie, but wound up with nothing. i was about to head out, but i still didnt have anything to show for my time at the arcade. so i said “fuck it, i’ll at least try to win a titty statue” and sauntered up to a promising looking machine. i popped three coins in without looking thinking they were 100 yen coins but in reality they were 500 yen coins. i tried the return coin button but my $15 were already taken by the titty statue, so now i had 18 plays on this slow ass machine that i had to play while countless judging eyes passed me by, silently and diligently evaluating the tall, chubby, pale, sweaty american weirdo who apparently desperately wanted this statue of a scantily clad college student

after a while i was finally through and i head back down to the ground floor and to the train station, but i passed “Men’s Hankyu” and i remembered my parents begging me to get new shoes since I’ve been wearing the same pair for a good 5 years now. nothing interesting happened but the biggest shoe size they had was US 10 ½ and that’s at least 2.5 sizes too small for me, so i went up to the 5th floor for nothing

when i finally got to the station platform i decided i should grab some dinner, so i chose a neat little cafe that was overlooking the trains. contrary to popular belief, my japanese is pretty minimal. i usually cant hold any form of conversation without the other person knowing some english to use as a form of training wheels. to make a long story short, i tried to order pancakes and hot cocoa, and i got 0 pancakes and cocoa with ice in it (basically shitty chocolate milk with whipped cream) and it cost me like $4. and the glass wasn’t even that big.

the day ended with me shamefully walking into the mcdonalds near my apartment and getting a burger and fries. and now my feet hurt, im sweaty, tired, down like 40 bucks, and all my friends are asleep because of timezones.

:^[

This year’s Eurovision finals line-up:

1. “I was born with glass bones and paper skin. Every morning I break my legs, and every afternoon I bre-” 

2. Three minutes of getting the chills 

3. A cute hipster couple, ready for their wedding 

4. Dreamworks presents: Nathan Trent 

5. “I would like to be in the sky” 

6. A song about a mom

7. Another song about a mom 

8. *Hungarian romani hungarian* SAMURAI 

9. Just a man, chilling with his fursona 

10. Oh honey…I’m sorry but you’re fucked- 

11.  A gentle butterfly man who gets startled when applauded at 

12. Chalkboard 

13.  The man with two voices

14.  “…Are you SURE he’s only 17?” 

15. The obligatory Greece in your final 

16. Surfer boy

17. Bootleg Daft Punk- now in purple! 

18.  Maureen Johnson 

19. “I changed my mind, I don’t want to be in the sky anymore. Please put me down.” 

20. The one song that you can’t play in front of your non-eurovision friends without being embarrassed 

21. LEGS

22. This year’s token rock song 

23. PLEASE take her hand already- she’s asked four times now 

24.  Fuckbois on treadmills 

25. “…Are you SURE he’s not 13?” 

26. Has an eiffel tower- just in case you somehow aren’t sure where she’s from