i want this much money

How many bottles did you smash before
you cut your hand? i want to know how
long it’d take to count the pieces. i want
to know how many of those you emptied
yourself and how much money you poured
down the drain.

I want to know what you named your first
car (and your second and your third and
your eighth) and if any of your heartbreaks
ever shared their names.

Did you ever convince him to do it?
the answer will never matter to them
anyway; it was only blame they wanted.

I want to know if flying through your
windshield felt the same as smashing
those bottles and if it did why you
would have ever stopped;

If the shards
stuck in your teeth tasted anything like
stepping bare-footed around the kitchen

If the red flashing of a police car
that night could ever compare to the
way the skin of your index finger split
open in slow motion, left alone to heal

Did the sweat drip into your eyes
that night, or did your vision blur
for something else?

Did you get the chance to apologize for
their broken mailbox? or for the afternoon
traffic you caused?

Pick up the bottles
and try just to breathe.

—  a poem about glass 3.28.17

every bioware animation
  • back of the head scratch
  • a character shaking their head in disbelief or disgust with hand on their forehead, looking down
  • that kiss animation used since origins and in every mass effect game where they very slowly go in, hesitate, bop their heads around, and really go in for the kiss 
  • when a character, usually female, talks and puts their two hands in front of them like a robot and shakes them to illustrate their point
  • a character leans back on one leg with their arms loose
  • the exit-stage-right an NPC does after a conversation ends
  • angry limp wrist pointing
  • neck/collar bone scratch 
  • a slow crossing of the arms in times of suspicion
  • that punch animation 
  • drinking alcohol and violently shaking head
  • a character gives a half smile with an eyebrow raised
  • pointing behind with thumb, body turns very slightly

Idk why people always portray Alfred as such a righteous and selfless guy like guys I need a fic where he is willing to sell out his friends just because someone gave him a shit load of money. I NEED A FIC WHERE AT FIRST HE SEEM LIKE SUCH A GOOD GUY BUT THEM THIS HANDSOME BUT VERY BAD PERSON COMES UP AND SEDUCES HIM and not with his good looks but WITH MONEY

pphew! sorry for the late reply to these >.< i figured id just reply to all these in one post with some pics. Below are the watercolors i use and the the gold paints (keep in mind those pics i posted were like first attempts @_@ im still getting used to these…)

The water colors are Mjello Mission Gold Watercolors in the 34 tube set and the gold palette are the FineTec Artist Mica Watercolors in the Pearl set. 

Now I’ll state first– both these sets are kinda pricey. The FineTec palette (about $27) is so worth it though because it comes in different golds and one tube of gold gouache is usually like $9 each or more depending on the amount of mica, so def worth the price and variety.

Below: from lightest to darkest on ivory tinted paper [Silver, Moon Gold, Gold Pearl, Arabic Gold, Tibet Gold, & Inca Gold] they look SUPER outstanding on black paper as well!

my fav is the richest one, the Inca Gold.

They are super nice, but if you plan on getting them, they are super HARD palettes! It’ll take a lot of scrubbing to get them activated and to have that nice gouache-like thickness, so if you don’t want to ruin your nice brushes, I def recommend getting some Ox Gall. Adding a drop or two of this will get them activated in no time, and with a nice opaque thickness. (the brand I have below they dont sell anymore, but other brands still make it)

As for the water colors, ehhh i feel weird cuz those vegetas were like my first attempts with this brand. Ive always used the Sakura Koi 24 color set palette because theyre super nice and super cheap (like $20) and Ive had them for years. I only got these because I wanted higher-grade watercolors in tubes. But they are very expensive, but for good reasons: they have a lot of pigment, which makes them so vibrant and bright and theyre designed to be very close to natural colors, not to mention theyre so SMOOTH when painting and they’ll probs last me forEVER because you get so much color with very little water.

(opera is best color IMHO) here’s a color chart I made (that took FOREVER btw) to give you an idea how beautiful they are and how many nice colors they make

so yea! those are the paints I used for those particular pics. Course if you would like a nice, cheap watercolor recommendation that works pretty well, Sakura Koi’s are a fantastic substitute. …..SORRY IF THIS WAS LONG i just akdfhalkfhd i like talking about traditional media..lol. hope this was at least a little informative >.< if anyone has questions or wants some recommendations (while also saving some money) feel free to ask! I’ll help in any way i can with what i know, cuz despite posting mostly digital art, I am a traditional art supply FANATIC. 

gee, it sure is boring around here. my boy. this peace is what all warriors strive for. i just wonder what ganon is up to. your majesty. ganon and his minions have seized the islands of koridai. hmm… how can we help? it is written: only link can defeat ganon. great! i’ll grab my stuff! there is no time; your sword is enough. how about a kiss… for luck? you’ve got to be kidding. squadila! we’re off! in the woods

to-a-merrier-world  asked:

shiro/hunk and insomnia cookie au? (insomnia cookie is a store that will deliver warm cookies till 3am, mostly in college towns i think)

this company sounds AWESOME.

“How did you end up with this job, anyway?” Hunk asks, taking the delivery bag. 

“I never sleep,” Shiro says, and his grin suggests it’s a joke. “We’re up for another hour, call again if you need more.”

(Give me a prompt and I’ll write a three-sentence fic! Help me stay awake!)

Commissions For Dental Work!

Hello All!

SO, today I finally got in to see the dentist and while the damage on the tooth that has been aching isn’t as bad as originally thought, it still is in pretty bad shape and they want to fix it as soon as possible. 

They want to do a build up and put on a new crown instead of extracting it, and while it was the cheaper option, it’s still going to cost me around $1,600 and wow that sure is a lot of money I currently don’t have. 

They told me they weren’t going to charge me until the 16th when I go in for my prep work, so I have until then to make as much money as possible. I’m not expecting to walk in with the whole $1600, but I want to go with as much money as I can as to lower how much a month I’ll have to pay. 

SO I would 100% appreciate commissions! Even just sketch commissions (which I have lowered to $5 BTW!!) 

I have two separate commission pages, my REGULAR and my CHARACTER SPRITE sheets (each have their own information!!) 

While I don’t MIND donations, I would honestly much prefer to do commissions. It’s a personal thing! You can email me at mindofjenart@gmail.com (PLEASE don’t send money to this email tho, this isn’t the one that is linked to my paypal) or PM me here with any questions or commission requests!!

Again I 110% appreciate any commissions or at least signal boost this cause I don’t really like asking for help ,but I’m in a bit of a jam and only get 10 hours a week at my job and can’t really get a second job on top of school (no one wants to hire a soon to be graduate who is moving away I found out lmao)