i want this gif on top of everything

Hey everyone! So you may remember a previous post of mine where August 9th was declared Bottom Hannibal Day. Well @cannibalcuisine​ and I got together and decided to make it a little more “official,” so…

         On Wednesday, August 9th, we humbly invite                    everyone to participate in Bottom Hannibal Day! 

BUT WHYEvery few months, this fandom spends a few days bogged down in the discourse of Bottom Hannibal, usually spurred by someone who is vocally unhappy that they had to witness it in some form or another. Recently the fandom has acknowledged that this gets a little tiresome, so, we propose making this less about repetitive discourse, and more about celebrating our favorite cannibal getting the pounding he truly deserves. After all, this fandom is full of Top Hannibal/Bottom Will, and it’s important to remember, in the words of Bryan Fuller, “They flip.”

OMG WHEN/HOW: On August 9th, post your Bottom Hannibal contributions with the hashtag #BottomHannibalDay or just #BottomHannibal. Please feel free to tag @cannibalcuisine and I (@feyestwords) as well, we’d love to see everything & will be reblogging works. We will also likely add a collection to AO3 for the day (depending on how many people intend to participate).

WHAT?!: Not just fanfiction or art - everyone is invited to contribute whatever they want. Videos, manips, edits, gifsets, murals, dissertations, powerpoint lectures, interpretive dance - all are welcome.

                           We can’t wait to see your beautiful work!

Creepy smile is creepy. Anyway, I wasn’t able to stick to the request fully but I did my best. Also, in my defence, I like the plot that I gave to Loki as a result. I feel it helps to stick to his character. If anything this is more like a Steve x Reader with Loki being heavily invested also. Plus, STEPHEN STRANGE CAMEO. Hope you all enjoy!

Prompt[s]: Could you write something where the reader is quiet and smart and quite nerdy and Loki slowly starts falling for her. And he has to like work hard to get her because reader isn’t just a push over who instantly has a crush on him when she meets him.

‘Unpredictable’

Iron Man soared through the sky.
“Where are we on those scans?” He asked, awaiting your response.

The headset Tony’d given you was thin and uncomfortable. You adjusted the way it sat on your head and pulled the microphone closer to your mouth. The screen in his lab flickered irritatingly.
“Sorry Mr Stark, but if you want things to move faster, I need better stuff.”
You wanted to bring in your own equipment,” Stark sniffed.

Steve slipped into the base of the building, quiet and unseen, checking the area before speaking.
“Because you wouldn’t let her put that – what do you call it? Software? – Yeah, her software on one of your machines.” Tony sniffed.
“I’m not about to let her install things on my machine until I find out what they can do.”

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Sammy’s Gotcha

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Title: Sammy’s Gotcha

Pairing: Sam Winchester x Reader

Word count: 1,078

Warnings: injured reader, fluff

A/N: This was requested by three different people (all anon). I hope you all enjoy this! Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I love you all so much! <3 <3

For the past week you had been incredibly stressed.  You never gave yourself time to relax.  There was no time to relax, or so you thought.  Realistically, there was time to relax, but you never did.  You wanted to keep going.  You were afraid that if you slowed down your thoughts and feelings would catch up to you.  The thoughts that stopped you for a whole week only two months ago.  It was as if your whole world as going to crash down around you once again.

Sam was always there by your side through it all.  He never failed to see the signs that things were getting bad again.  Sam saw the way you blocked them out.  Sam noticed how you didn’t sleep at night.  He could see that it was only a matter of time before you would snap.

Unfortunately, that day happened to be today.  After the three of you returned to the bunker, you went straight to your room.  Sam and Dean watched you with concerned eyes.  Dean thought it was best to let you work it out yourself, but that’s not how Sam felt.  Sam kept a reasonable distance behind you as you walked to your room.  Sam could hear your sniffles as they echoed off of the hallway walls.  

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Imagine Chris finding out you got into a minor car accident.

A/N: This is a request from @rileyloves5, I’m so sorry but I didn’t really follow your prompt. I wanted to, but my brain sorted went in its own direction. But it’s still fluffy and I hope you still like it. X (Side note: How hot does Chris look in that Gif?)

Chris rushed through the busy hallways of Boston General’s emergency room, frantically looking for the ward you were in. Your doctor, Isaac, who was also a friend of Chris’, had texted him about the minor car accident you were in after you specially told him not to. The last thing you wanted was your incredibly protective husband making a fuss over a few scrapes and bruises, and yelling at your neighbor, Alex, whose fault it was not when that drunk driver clipped his car. In fact, none of it would’ve happened if you’d just waited at home like Chris had told you to; he was perfectly fine with the idea of a cab. But no, you had to insist on picking him up from the airport even though you didn’t drive and the airport was about an hour away from your shared home. So here you were with scrapes on your pretty face, a bruised shoulder, a little bit of whiplash, and Alex freaking out because he knew what Chris was like when it came to you.

“He’s going to kill me, Y/N,” Alex bit; his tone filled with anger and angst. “Captain America is going to kill me because you’re too afraid to drive and too stubborn to listen to him.” You winced, pressing your lips together because it was your fault and you had nothing to say. “Oh God,” he buried his scratched up face in his hands.

“We’ll just tell him it’s my fault-” you began.

“It is your fault!” Alex cut you off, frowning. “I was in bed, but you wouldn’t stop ringing my doorbell.” You gave him your best apologetic look, which always worked on him; you’d been best friends for a while now, ever since he moved in four years ago and you brought over a basket of chocolate chip muffins. “I knew the muffins were a trap,” he tried not to chuckle when you did.

“I’m really sorry-”

“Save it for my eulogy.”

“Oh come on, you two.” Isaac chuckled softly. “I’ve known Chris for a while now and I don’t think-” He was cut off when Chris stormed into the room, pouncing on Alex after giving you a quick glance to make you sure you were still in one piece.

“You son of a bitch!” Chris grabbed Alex by the shirt, pulling him off the chair he was sitting on and onto his feet. “You could’ve gotten her killed!” He growled, his angry face inches away from Alex’s terrified one. You couldn’t tell from looking at Chris because he was always so sweet and smiley, but he could be really scary when he wanted to be.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t-”

“And you,” Chris turned his attention onto you as he released his grip on Alex’s shirt, shoving him back in the process. “What the hell were you thinking?” He stalked over to you, his furious but worried gaze burning into your skin. “Didn’t I tell you to just wait at home? Why did you have to insist on coming to the airport?”

“I don’t know,” you mumbled sheepishly.

“Look at you,” Chris furrowed his brows as he gently caressed your face in his hands. “Oh God,” his eyes fell on your neck brace, “are you in a lot of pain?” He asked but didn’t give you time to answer; he turned to Isaac. “Is she okay? Can she walk? Have you given her an x-ray? Does she need a CAT scan?”

“What? No,” Isaac laughed. “It was a minor accident, Chris. She’s fine, she’s just got a few scrapes and bruises. She doesn’t even need the neck brace, she just wanted to see what it felt like.” Chris glanced back to you with tightly pursed lips, making you laugh at a very inappropriate time. “She’s fine and you can take her home.”

“Cut it out,” Chris scolded you, ignoring his own urge to laugh because he was still annoyed at you. “Do you even know how worried I was?” He asked with narrowed eyes and you pressed your lips together to stop yourself from laughing. “The entire cab ride over, I was panicking thinking something horrible happened to you.”

“I’m sorry,” you took off the neck brace and got to your feet, wrapping your arms around his waist. He huffed, audibly displaying his annoyance but hugged you back anyway. “I told Isaac not to text you, but he insisted.”

“Good, because I told him to text me if you ever come in.” You scoffed and looked over at Isaac. “He’s the only way I’ll find out about your injuries and accidents ‘cause someone,” Chris looked down at you with disapproving eyes, “never tells me anything. Apparently she doesn’t want me to worry about her, even though it’s my job as your husband.”

“I don’t want to distract you from work,” you defended yourself.

“I think you not telling me is more distracting,” he chuckled softly, pressing a kiss on the top of your head. “I’d rather know everything than be surprised. Like you, my little control freak,” he teased you as he pulled away, “I’m not a fan of surprises.”

“Well…” Isaac began and both you and Chris turned to him. “I think there’s one surprise you both might like.” Chris shared a confused glance with you; you shrugged. “Earlier, when I ran a blood test for you, after you told me you think you’re coming down with a stomach bug?” You nodded. “Well, that fatigue and nausea is actually because-”

“Oh my God,” Chris gasped and a huge smile broke out on his face. “Is she-”

“Pregnant?” You finished.

“Yeah,” Isaac nodded, smiling. “Congratulations, you’ve got a baby on the way.”

“I’m going to be a dad!” Chris cheered, hugging you tightly and lifting your off the floor. You chuckled and hugged him back, smiling. “Yes, we’re going to be parents!” He was beyond excited, all the angst and annoyance he had due to the accident faded.

Having a kid was a discussion both of you have had over the past year. Chris had always wanted kids whereas you were still on the fence, but you loved Chris and you wanted a family with him so you made a deal with him; you’d leave it up to the universe. You stopped not trying to have children, and if it happened, it happened. Guess the universe finally decided you were ready for a little one.

“Guess insisting on going to the airport was a good thing after all.”

“Yeah, I guess so,” Chris chuckled, brushing your cheek with the pad of his thumb. “But just so you know,” he pecked your check and whispered into your ear, “I’m not letting you out of my sight for the next nine months.”

Don’t leave me

Word count: 2036

Kai gets hurt in a fight

Another fight went by. Another tough fight for what’s right and for safety for all the people in Mystic Falls and for your and all of your friends’ safety, but nost importantly, for Kai. He was the love of your life, your soulmate and you couldn’t imagine your life without him. You were a witch that helped him with his powers and vice versa. He was always there for you, when you were sad, he would cheer you up in a goofy way, but you loved it. He was the only one who could make you smile again after everything you’ve been through and maybe that’s why you trusted him so much.

Everyone wss celebrating and agreed to go to the Mystic Grill to celebrate with a couple of drinks and you couldn’t hide a huge smile from your face, because that seemed like a wonderful idea. You hugged Bonnie and chuckled, but you kept looking around, wanting to hug Kai and celebrate with him. Every second that passed and you couldn’t find him, a smile was fading away slowly.

‘Where’s Kai?’ You asked and kept looking around, Kai nowhere to be seen. Your breathing became shallow and faster, you heart beating so fast as if it was ready to jump out of your chest

'I’m sure he’s around somewhere. Maybe he’s already at the Grill waiting for us.’ Stefan said and chuckled, putting his arm around Caroline as they all walked towards the Grill. Maybe Stefan was right. Maybe Kai was already there and wanted to surprise you. Damon placed his arm around you, his hand hanging from your shoulder and something inside you told you to look behind. You removed Damon’s arm from your shoulder and turned around, your eyes finding someone laying on the street. Your heart stopped at the sight, as you were standing frozen. The only thing you could see was a black sillhouette but you immediately knew it was Kai.

'Kai!’ You screamed out as loud as you could and started running towards him, making everyone around you turn around and follow you. Once you came closer, he was covered in blood, a stake shoved deeply into his chest, a small pool of blood around him becoming bigger with each second.

'Kai! Kai’ you cried out his name, tears forming in your eyes as you placed your hands around the stake and put a pressure on it, trying to stop him from bleeding out even more. 'You’re going to be fine, ok? You’ll be just fine! You’re not going to die!’ Tears kept falling down your cheeks an onto the cold street, blood around Kai staining your jeans. Your hands were covered in his blood, but you refused to move or let go.

'I’m- I’m sorry.’ He stuttered and looked at you, his hand grabbing onto your hand tightly.

'Shh, don’t talk, ok?’ You muttered and looked at Kai, blood covering your hands, making you cry even more. You couldn’t stop the tears from falling down. You’ve never been that scared in your life and your biggest fear was losing Kai and seeing him like that made has awoken your biggest fear.

'I’m not going to make it. You need to know something.’ He whispered, his hand still placed on your arm, his grip a lot lighter than before. You closed your eyes for a few second and took a deep breath, trying to suppress your cryind and trying to be strong, but on the inside, you were falling spart.

'I can use my magic to heal you, I can do it, just let me-’

'Don’t do it. You have to let me go. We had a great time together, but I have to go.’ He showed you a weak smile and closed his eyes for a brief second, your crying becoming clearer to the sight.

'No, no! I won’t let you go. You can’t leave now, do you understand? You can’t leave me- I- I need you, Kai. You’re everything to me.’ You cried out and leaned down, your forehead pressed on his, your eyes closed as you felt his hot breath on your lips.

'He doesn’t have much time! Let me take him to the hospital with Damon where they can help him!’ Caroline ordered.

'We’ll see eachother again. You’ll be ok, I know that.’ You kissed his lips gently and stood up as Caroline and Damon ran quickly towards the hospital. You stood there frozen in one place, holding your hands out in front of your body. You looked down and saw them completely covered in Kai’ s blood, dripping down on the street.

'Hey, I know that he’ll be fine. He always makes it so you have nothing to worry abou, ok?’ Bonnie told you, standing in front of you, her hands firmly pressing your shoulders, but you didn’t hear a thing. You kept looking into one direction, thinking of Kai’s body laying helplessly on the cold street. 'Do you hear me? Hey!’ You finally snapped out of it and wiped your hands as much as you could on your already blood stained jeans, a single tear streaming down your face.

'We have to- we have to go! I- I have to go!’ You stated and started running towards the hospital, warm breeze gently caressing your cheeks, your hands now stained with a dried up blood. You ran into the hospital swiftly, walking fast and looking for Kai. You walked into a narrow, well lit up hallway and saw Damon pacing around it with his arms crossed and Caroline sitting on one of the chairs, leaned down, her hands covering her face.

'Damon!’ You said and ran towards him, his arms wrapping around you for a quicky hug.

'Where is he? Is he- Is he ok?’ You asked, your voice cracking on the last word.

'He’s in surgery now. We don’t know anything, except that he’s lost a lot of blood.’ Damon trailed off as you ran you fingers through your hair and took a deep breath, your heart still beating faster than usual.

'But, he’s going to make it, right? He has to, I-’ you swallowed hard, Damon’s arms wrapping around you as you sobbed into his chest, his hand caressing the back of your head gently.

'Of course he will. He’s strong and you know it. I just don’t understand why didn’t he want me to help him. I could’ve given him some of my blood and by now he would be healed.’ Damon muttered as you pulled away, wiping your tears with the back of your hand. You sighed deeply and sat down, your fingers running through your hair.

'You know how stubborn he is. He’s always like that and it’s driving me crazy.’ You trailed off and looked down at your feet.

'Good evening. Are you Malachai Parker’s family?’ You heard a male voice and lifted your head up, doctor standing in front of you. You quickly stood up and took a few steps closer.

'I’m his girlfriend. Is he alright?’ You asked, fear in your voice.

'He’s stable. He’s lost a lot of blood and if he was stabbed only a few more inches to the left, he would be dead, but we managed to save him. He needs a lot of rest and nurses will be monitoring him 24/7. He’s in good hands.’ Doctor stated, a touch of relief traveling through your body as you took a deep breath and sighed, a smile appearing on your face, knowing that Kai was ok.

'Can I- can I see him?’ You asked, your voice quiet and weak.

'You can but not for long. He-’

'Please. I need to see him. I need to see that he’s ok. Please.’

Doctor sighed and after a few moments he agreed to it and led you to the room Kai was in. You quietly walked in and closed the door behind you, a single light burning slightly in the room. As soon as you walked in, your eyes were glue to Kai, laying on that bed, with monitor beeping next to him. You placed a hand on your mouth, trying to suppress your crying as you sat down on the chair that was placed next to the bed, your hand placing gently on top of Kai’s. A single tear rolled down your cheek but you quickly wiped it away.

'Hey’ you whispered, your voice cracking. 'Just come back to me, ok? That’s everything I want.’ You leaned down and gave a gentle kiss on the back of his hand, your thumb gently caressing it.

You spent hours sitting next to him, watching his breathing and watching his heartbeat on the monitor.
Three days went by and you were still next to him. Damon, Caroline, Bonnie, all of them tried to persuade you to go home, get some rest, but you refused. You wanted to be next to him when he wakes up. You slept on the couch that was in the room, covering yourself with a small blanket that only covered half of your body, but you didn’t mind. As long as it meant that you were next to Kai, you were fine.

Your fingers were intertwined with his fingers as you ran your fingers through his hair and gently kissed his forehead when you felt a slight grip on your hand. You instantly looked down and then looked at Kai who was slowly opening his eyes. Your eyes went wide and a huge smile flashed across your face. You quickly ran out of the room and called the doctor to check on him. He was stable and he wasn’t in life danger anymore. Doctor informed you about everything and left you alone with him again as you couldn’t let his hand go.

'Hey.’ You said gently and sat on the chair next to his bed.

'Hey.’ He murmured.

'How are you feeling?’

'Like I was hit by a bus. Everything hurts.’ Kai whispered and showed you a weak smile that made your heart skip a beat. You couldn’t contain the happiness that was traveling through your body. Out of nowhere, a few tears rolled down your cheeks and fell down on the bed, Kai’s gaze locked on you.

'Hey, don’t cry. I’ll be alright.’ He said and caressed your hand with his thumb.

'I know, I’m just- happy to see those beautiful eyes of yours and your smile again. I thought I had lost you.’ you stuttered and wiped your tears away.

'You know I’ll always come back to you. Remember that. I wouldn’t leave you just like that.’

'Why didn’t you want Damon’s blood to heal you?’ You asked him, worry obvious on your face.

'Because I love when you take care of me.’ He winked at you, making you chuckle. Even in his state, he was still making jokes.

'You could have died.’

'But I didn’t. I’m still here and if it would make you feel better, I will let Damon feed me his blood so we can be crazy like before.’ He said jokingly as you playfully slapped his hand. He winced and muttered a quiet ’ow’ making your eyes wide.

'Omg I’m so sorry, I-’

'I’m kidding.’ He laughed lightly, but stopped because of the awful pain in his chest.

'You idiot. You scared the hell out of me.’

'I know, but you know I have to tease you a little bit.’

'I know.’

'Come here.’ He muttered as you stood up and leaned down, your faces only inches apart.

'I love you, you crazy idiot.’ You said and laughed.

'I love you too. Forever.’ You pressed your lips on his gently, feeling his lips again that you thought you would never feel again. You pulled away and then pecked his lips one more time before getting on the bed next to him and covering yourself with a blanket, placing your head on Kai’s shoulder carefully, your fingers intertwined with his.

Tension and fear in your body was gone and you felt relieved knowing that Kai wasn’t going anywhere and that he was going to be fine, because you were by his side, ready to help him through everything and anything.

Can I tell you a secret?

Pairing: Bucky x reader

Words: 1,147

Request:  “ Can I get a bucky reader request. Where the reader is messed up and no one understands her. She runs away plenty times then comes back. One night the reader sleeps under a train and Bucky finds her (or they meet however you like) and he understands her and starts to love her.” by @rebel-different


In the tower. Out the tower. In again. Back out. This was the cycle for (Y/N). The cycle of trying to find peace, any sliver of hope which would support her wreckage of life. Everyone noticed how it was a regular routine - she would be happy for a short period of time, go on a mission, something dreadful occurs (no matter how big or small), then she says that she’s going for a drive to clear her mind then comes back to the tower hours later. But surely, if they’re staying over at Clint’s and Laura’s then she can’t just drive away, can she? How they were proved atrociously wrong.


“Thanks again Laura for letting us bunk here, I know there’s more of us this time but you still took us in.” Natasha’s arms wrapped around her shoulders in gratitude, pulling apart when Laura laughed at how she found the thought of the avengers feeling guilty because of this.

“Nonsense, you know I treat you all like family, even if there are newer team members. Just one thing - is everything alright with James?” Just like any mother with a newborn baby, Laura worried about Bucky’s mental stability. Natasha calmed her nerves down, explaining how she was definite that Bucky wouldn’t do anything at all.

“Alright so, the kids will be bunking in our room tonight. Nat, Steve, Tony, Thor, and Bruce: do you guys wanna stay in the same rooms as last time?” Upon enquiry, they all agreed. Clint proceeded to assort us into the newer guest rooms - Thor and Loki offered to stay downstairs so that Pietro and wanda can stay in the Kids room. Sam decided to bunk in with Tony and Steve - “it’ll be fun, we’ll tell stories and have a sleepover.” Which left Bucky and I to be in the loft which Clint ever so kindly cleared out for us.

“If you want, I can stay with Bucky. You can stay with Tony and Sam.” I understood that Steve probably thought I felt uncomfortable being in a room alone with Bucky - given his history, but honestly that was not the case at all.

“No, it’s alright. I think Bucky might get fed up of me though, I gotta warn you that I’m a night owl.” A small chuckle left my lips as I lightly elbowed Bucky, a diminutive smile made its way to his face.

Unpacking the contents from my single bag, a ring slipped out from the jeans I had packed. A dainty silver ring with a single ruby heart gem.
“So this one is for you, and I got one for me, I know you’re going to be thousands of miles away but remember that I’m always here… With you. You’re my best friend, (Y/N) and you’ve always been there for me but now you’re going to put yourself in dangerous situations and… And what if I can’t be there for you?” This was goodbye to the only person who cares for me, my best friend who picked me up when I was falling. This was the last time I’d see her.
“Gosh (Y/N) you’re lost in thought aren’t you? I’ve been calling your name for ages.”

Breaking me out of my trance, Bucky strolled into our temporary room. “I was wondering where you wanted to sleep, you can have the bed and I’ll be on the floor.”

Bucky and I were friends but he still had that old fashioned mentality where a guy shouldn’t be next to a girl no matter what. “There’s no need for that Bucky, we can both be on the bed. Gosh, I don’t bite.” When we both got into bed, a feeling of panic settled in. 1…2…3…4…5… My heartbeat increased rapidly. I kept my eyes shut. My breathing became unsteady and ragged. I’m shaking.

“(Y/N)? Are you okay? (Y/N)?” I could hear Bucky’s voice, but it’s like my body lost its control to answer. I felt his hands wrap around me, allowing me to sit up. “It’s okay, just breathe” I couldn’t even do that. The heaving slowed down to a more relaxed state. I had to go outside. I slowly pulled myself up from the bed - dressing myself in jeans and a hoodie I had previously packed.

“(Y/N) it’s almost 3am, where do you think your going?” Bucky towered over me, taking on his protective persona.

“Going Out. You can come with me if you like, but please don’t stop me.” He did nothing but pick up my car keys.

“I’m driving though.”


We both sat on the roof of the closest abandoned building we could find - an hour away from the farm house. The sun-deprived air tickled my bare face, silence surrounding me. I just can’t do it anymore. The vulnerability I refuse to give into, feasts on my past. I live every damn day knowing that I can’t live my life the same, it wasn’t perfect but it was everything.

“I’ve seen you… Walk out like you did tonight. I’ve seen you return hours later. What’s going on?” His voice sounded like home, a feeling I’ve being yearning for. It was enough to allow my tears to fall.

“When I joined, I left my whole life behind. My family, my friends, everything. Yes I know that’s what everyone here had to do so I’m not any different, some of you went through hell too. But just knowing that you can never meet the people from your past makes me realise that I took everything for granted. So every time I feel like shit, I go to the top of a roof and watch the sunrise or just look at the scenery because it reminds me that’s there’s always another day.” I stopped speaking just in time to see the sun rise, specks of sunlight first scattered through the trees, before touching everything else. The new warmth caressed me, welcomed me.


Bucky’s POV

I watched how her lips moved while she spoke, the way her teeth graze her bottom lip as the sun rises. The light made her tears visible, the way they coated her lashes and floated in her eyes. I knew how it felt to want peace, I understood what it meant to leave everything behind knowing that you can’t turn back.

My hands lingered around her waist before she moved closer, allowing me to embrace her. I felt peace. Not in the scenery before me, but in (Y/N). She looked up at me, those eyes held unheard stories. She brought herself closer and laid her head on my chest, I knew she could hear my heartbeat because it was beating damn fast. My right hand slowly touched her hair.

“Can I tell you a secret?” She didn’t move from where she was, I didn’t want her to.

“Of course, doll.”

“You are my peace, Bucky.”

THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS



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Kai Parker x Reader
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: 5 470
summary : based on the song ‘The Heart Wants What It Wants’ by Selena Gomez.
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*gif by christophwood
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The day Kai had met Y/N had been the best day in his life. They had fallen in love almost instantly. When they first became a couple all her friends said he would break her heart , ruin her or maybe even kill her. Y/N ignored them every single time and defended him always. Every moment they spent together felt like magic , like a dream come true. In all his life Kai had never thought he’d have someone like her in his life - someone who loves him and accepts him the way he is without insisting he changes. There had never been judgement in her eyes even thought she knew every single horrible thing he had done. He loved her more than he thought possible. Nothing Kai had felt until he had met her could ever compare to the feelings he had for her. What they had was special , it was that kind of unique sweet love that has to be lived to be fully understood. His love for her had consumed him and he couldn’t imagine his life without her anymore. They loved and understood each other like no one else , always sharing everything with the other. Y/N had pulled himin like a magnet and the past year they had spent together had been the best year in his life. Y/N had been the one who in death had made him feel most alive.
Lately however something had changed between them and he had no idea what it was or how it had happened. They rarely spent time together and he felt broken and alone every time Y/N wasn’t around him. Kai missed all those lazy afternoons when they’d just cuddle on the couch or in bed , maybe watch a movie or he’d watch her read one of her favourite books. There was always something else for her to do these days and most days he’d spend hours waiting for her to call him just to hear her voice. Knowingly or not his girl had thrown him into a world of hurt. Sometimes he wondered if Y/N still loved him because he just couldn’t feel it anymore. How can she still be in love with him and ignore and blow him off all the time right ? A part of him felt like what they had was slipping through his fingers and he was losing her , the other hoped that this is just a ‘rough patch’ and the days when they were happy , doing everything together would return. But the longer this went on , the worse he felt. Without her around he just didn’t feel alive. He didn’t know how he’d get over her and all this pain if things between them ended. He was pretty sure losing her would kill him. Kai had allowed allowed himself to be the good person she saw when looking at him instead of the monster everyone else saw but lately with his vampirism heightening his emotions - all his pain , frustration and confusion blurred into hunger and he found himself falling back into his old ways.


Kai woke up around 2.43AM , almost at the same moment Y/N returned home. He didn’t open his eyes and pretended to be asleep. His girl climbed onto the bed with him , brushing her fingers through his hair before leaning in to kiss him gently and wrap her arms around him. Kai didn’t have to see her face to know she was smiling. Hearing her whisper ‘I love you’ was enough to make him feel whole again and make him forget how every second spent without her felt like torture. Kai spent the rest of the night watching her sleep , trailing every inch of her face and down her arm with his fingertips as gently as possible without waking her up. Y/N’s heart rate always changed when he did that , regardless if she was asleep or not. He wondered how when she was in his arms time seemed to fly by and when he is alone , every second would just drag itself so painfully slow it would drive him insane.

“Morning beautiful.” smiled Kai , hearing the change in her heart beat knowing she is awake before she had even opened her eyes. Y/N smiled back at him , brushing her fingers against his cheek. His fingers wrapped around her wrist and he kissed her hand lovingly. Her heart fluttered at the sight of his smile and she pulled herself closer to him. Kai loved waking up with her , however rare those moments where the past few weeks. With her in his arms he felt complete.
“Morning.” said Y/N , kissing him softly.
“Where were you last night ?” he wondered. “You got home so late , I wasn’t even awake this time. I was worried.”
His girl rolled on top of him , placing her hand on his chest right over his heart. Kai placed his hands on her waist looking up at the beautiful girl before him and a sigh left his lips. Every time he thought he couldn’t get more sucked in into loving her , that’s exactly what happened. The way Y/N was looking at him with loving eyes just like always pulled him back in every time and in those moments his worries seemed to vanish into thin air.
“Out. Sorry , I should’ve called.” she said , leaning in to kiss him. “You don’t have to worry about me , I’m an adult –or at least thats what my ID says.”
Kai laughed as she tapped his nose.
“I know that but – every second without you feels like torture.” he said. “I don’t like being without you. It feels like the air is being pulled out of my lungs –”
Y/N’s smile faded a little and Kai felt a crack showing up on his heart. She rolled off him and got off the bed , heading towards the walk in closet without saying a word. Kai got up after her a second later. He didn’t like how she was ignoring his words and somehow avoided the subject. It bothered and confused him more than ever.
“Y/N ?” he asked , leaning against the closet door. “Why are you being like this?”
“Like what ?”
“Cold and distant.”
“What ?”
“Yes.” said Kai taking a step inside , snaking his hands around her while she was looking at her reflection in the mirror. “You are almost never home and I feel like you are always trying to find a way to get away from me or something. I miss our days together when we’d stay at home all day , watch a movie or do something. ”
Y/N tossed the clothes she was holding on the floor and turned towards him. He looked so sad and broken ,it broke her heart. Last thing she wanted was to cause him pain in any way and somehow thats exactly what had happened. Kai was the best boyfriend - so kind , caring and loving towards her , always finding ways to make her smile even in the darkest of days. Her friends had told her he’d hurt her but lately things seemed to be the other way around. It wasn’t intentional , she just wanted a little space. Sometimes the way he was acting around her - wanting to be with her constantly , every second of every day was a bit much for her. Y/N understood why he wanted to be with her 24/7 - her boyfriend had spent most of his life in isolation and she had been the first person he truly loved but still.
“I’m not trying to get away from you. How can you even think that ?” she wondered. Y/N cupped his face , lightly brushing her fingers through his hair. “You are the best thing in my life. I know sometimes I can be – distant , it’s just the way I am sometimes. Doesn’t mean I don’t love you or anything. Feel this ?”
She took his hand and placed it right over her heart. Kai ’s mouth twitched into a small smile feeling her heart beat - racing just like every time they are together.
“I love you.” said Y/N , her heart skipping a beat and starting to beat faster than ever. “I LOVE YOU. I love you more than words.”
“I love you too baby girl.” smiled Kai scooping her up.
Y/N hooked her hands around his neck , pressing her lips against his. Kai’s fingers tangled in her hair , pulling her lips closer to hers and in a blink of an eye they were back in the bed. Being with her , moments like this were everything , somehow the world felt in place again and he could almost forget how painful the moments without her were. Almost.
“Do you want to come with me tonight?” she asked suddenly.
“Go where?” he wondered.
“There will be a party at Skull bar. It’s for students only but you can come with me. If you want.”
Kai smiled widely at her. A night out with his girl sounded more than heaven to him. He would’ve preffered it for them to be alone , but even if there would be a dozen other people around them he was sure they’d find a way to spend time alone together. He didn’t want to spend another night alone , worrying and in pain because she wasn’t there with him.
“I’d love to.” he brushed his nose against hers. “But – I want us to spend the day together too. We can watch a movie or just cuddle.”
“Okay – I just have to run quickly to the Salvatore’s and I’m all yours for the rest of the day.” she smiled at him rolling on top of him. “Pick a movie or decide what you want us to do – I’ll do anything you want me to.”
“Anything?” he winked at her.
“Anything – everything.” said Y/N , moving her hair to the left and leaned in to kiss him again. Kai didn’t want to let go off her , moving his hands up and down her back pulling her towards him closer and closer while her fingers tangled in his hair. Too soon to his liking she pulled away and ran to get dressed before going out.

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Y/N’s ‘quick stop’ by the Salvatore’s turned into hours. A few times he called her but the call went straight to voicemail and he didn’t really feel like leaving a message. There it was again - the feeling of being left alone , existing all by himself in their relationship , like they were just strangers and not lovers. The thought that something had happened to her crept inside his mind and he got in his car heading towards the Salvatores. Maybe he’d be able to catch up with her there.
“Ugh , what are you doing here twirp?” wondered Damon just as Kai walked into the house. Kai looked around as if looking for someone.
“Is Y/N here ?” asked Kai.
“No. Haven’t seen her today. Isn’t she your girlfriend ? Why are you asking me ?”
“I - I don’t know.” sighed Kai , pouring himself a drink.
Damon stared at him and shrugged his shoulders. Kai took his glass and sat on the sofa , starring at the liquid inside the glass when Elena walked in and kissed Damon 'hello’. The young heretic glanced at them and sighed deeply. Elena glanced between him and her boyfriend in confusion.
“Why is he so quiet?”
“I don’t know.” whispered Damon. “It’s making me nervous - ”
“You do realise I can hear you , right ?” said Kai gulping the entire glass. “I - I don’t even know why I came here. Y/N said she’d stop by and I thought maybe I’d catch up with her. Somehow lately we always end up missing each other - ”
“Ohh is the honeymoon over ?” said Damon mockingly and Elena slapped him on the forearm shooting him a warning look. She didn’t want to risk getting Kai upset. Who knew what he’d do. “Fine — fine. I’ll shut up.”
Elena sat on the sofa next to Kai trying to figure out what was up. He looked like a sad abandoned puppy , so sad and broken for a moment she forgot everything he had done and felt the urge to hug him or at least help him in anyway.
“Is Y/N seeing someone else ?” he asked suddenly. “Because – lately its like she is avoiding me and is acting so cold and distant. Every night she comes home so late and some nights she never gets home at all.”
“I’m sure she is not doing anything intentional to hurt you. And she’s not a cheater , that I know. ” said Elena , “Y/N loves you. If she didn’t , she wouldn’t have tried to kill Damon for almost killing you at the wedding.”
“The why do I feel so – broken and dead on the inside every time she blows me off?” he wondered. “Why does it hurt so much ?”
Elena tilted her head to the side with a small smile on her face.
“Because you love her.” she said simply. “And sometimes when the people we love are distant it hurts. Talk to her , be honest. I know you are still new at emotions , but you and Y/N have a special connection. You love and understand each other. Whatever is happening between you two , you can work it out.”

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Birthday Wishes

Word count: 3,423

Request: Your father dies which causes your mom to snap, leading to a big fight. Later, Kai finds you and comforts you

A/N: This was the harderst imagine I’ve ever had to write. I hit a brick wall with this one multiple times and still not sure if it’s ok, but I hope you will like it.

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‘Dad, where are you taking me?’ You asked him gently, still holding onto his hand tightly, his hand twice as big as yours, protecting your fragile little hand. He looked down at you and a big smile flashed across his face, thinking what a beautiful and happy 5 year old daughter he has. He stopped and crouched down in front of you, getting on the same height as you, his eyes looking into yours.

'Horse riding.’ He simply uttered out and watched how your worried little face turned into the most excited and delighted, emotions you didn’t even know existed, traveled through your small body.

'Really? Are we really here?’ He reached out his hands and tucked on your jacket, zipping it up, making sure you were warm enough and won’t get sick.

'We’re here, sweetie. Just as I promised you awhile back. I told you I would take you here someday and a little bird has told me that that was your birthday wish.’ He trailed off as you lifted up your shoulders and tried to hide a smile behind your jacket, but you only felt shy because you knew it was true. Your dad has made every single wish you had made for your birthday come true. He has never let you down and being with him was always the best time of the day.

'I love you.’ You jumped into his embrace almost making him fall back, your arms wrapping around him, your lips planting a soft kiss on his cheek.

'I love you too, little one.’ You chuckled at his words, his finger booping your nose before he got up on his feet again, his hand still holding lightly onto yours. 'Now, let’s go. We wouldn’t want to miss out on in, isn’t that right?’ You nodded and jumped from excitement, your legs somehow making larger steps than your dad’s even though they were a lot shorter. You couldn’t hold back the happines or excitement when you saw a beautiful horse that a nice lady brought out or when you first sat on that horse, your dad right next to you on a beautiful black one, his mane shiny under the sunlight illuminating on it.
He has watched your every step, your every movement and then with years, how gracefully you moved over a big field, your horse listening to whatever you said. Shee became your best friend, someone you had spent so much time with but your dad was always there with you.

'I guess there’s nothing else left to teach. You’ve managed to become even better than I am.’ Your dad uttered, making you chuckle, his fingers playing with the grass underneath him.

'I just had the best teacher, that’s all. Besides, none of this would have happened if I didn’t get Shelly as my birthday present from you.’ You smiled at him and he immediately knew what that smile meant. It was another thank you even though he said that it wasn’t necessary since you have already thanked him a thousand times.

'I promised to make all your wishes come true. That was one of them. I knew you and Shelly would get along perfectly. She’s just like you. Beautiful, strong, a little bit stubborn and knows how to love with all her heart, just like you do.’ He uttered, a smile flashing across yout face, his words striking down on you, a dash of a wanting to cry feeling traveling through yout body but it escaped very quickly. 'You’re an amazing person and I believe that you deserve the best there is out there.

'I just didn’t want to disappoint you. I wanted to make you proud, whatever I did, my first thought was - do it as your dad would want to, do it in a way that he would be proud of -.’ You said and looked down at your fingers, burried in a beautiful green grass, small dandelions surrounding both you and your dad.

'I am proud of you, I have always been proud of you. Even in your crazy times or when you were so stubborn as a kid, I was always proud of you because you were my little girl. You still are.’ His hand was placed softly on your shoulder, squeezing it slightly as a mark of support and confirmation to the words that he just said.

'I will always be your little girl.’

'Always. Whenever you need an advice or someone to just tell you that everything will be alright, I’m here for you. I just want you to know that.’

'Thank you, dad.’ You said and placed your head on his shoulder, his head leaning a little bit to press against yours slightly. You wrapped your arms around his arm, as you felt loved just by a simple hug. 'I love you.’ You whispered, your dad’s lips curling up into a big smile when he heard those three simple words.

'I love you too, little one.’ He kissed the top of your head before slowly standing up and placing his hands on his waist. 'Now, shall we do a simple competition? I think that would be fair.’

'Again?’ You pulled yourself up onto your feet and crossed your arms, a big smirk adorning your beautiful face. 'You really want to lose again, don’t you?’

'Oh, you are too sure in yourself, sweetie.’ You chuckled at his words, your eyes looking down at your shoes for a split second before looking at your dad again. 'I tell you what, let’s race. From here to our home. The loser has to make a big pile of pancakes. Sounds like a good deal?’

'Sounds like a fantastic deal.’ You trailed off and hopped on your horse, getting a hold on a halter, your hand gently tracing over Shelly’s mane. 'You better prepare your apron, dad.’

'We will see about that.’ He blurted out and started riding, a beautiful black horse running as fast as he could, his legs gracefully touching the ground as that sounds was like music to your ears. You have always believed in Shelly and she has never let you down and this time wasn’t any different. Shelly took the lead just before reaching the house, your dad ending up second. You pulled the halter back gently, your horse stopping as you gently stroke it, thanking Shelly for doing a great job once again.

'I told you I could do it.’ You said proudly, both you and your dad jumping off the horse, leading them into a beautiful barn that you designed specially just for your horses, a place where you and your dad spent a lot of time, feeding them or just simply sitting on a pile of hay, talking about your day.

'Hungry?’ Your dad asked, placing his arm around your shoulder and pulling you in closer.

'Always.’

A beautiful memory crossed your mind, a single tear streaming down your face as you just came back from your dad’s funeral. You couldn’t bare the feeling of not being able to see him again, not being able to go horse riding again or have one of those precious moments you did together. Your whole world crashed down when you heard how your dad has died in a terrible car accident, ending up driving off a cliff. You knew your dad was a fantastic driver and you refused to believe that it was his fault of ending up like that.

You spent days in your room, sitting on your bed and just stare at a blank space, your eyes adjusting to only the darkness in your room as your vision occassionally got blury because of your tears that had ended on the bed underneath you, small wet spots on the covers. You looked at your phone and saw dozens of messages and calls from your boyfriend, Kai. He has always been there for you as well, just like your dad was. Through thick and thin, through every problems you have been through, he was there, but you couldn’t even look at him at that moment. You could barely look at him when he was right there at your dad’s funeral with his arms wrapped around you. It was mostly because you knew you would end up crying even more because of how your dad loved Kai and thought how he was the only one good enough for his little girl. You knew you would break down in front of him and a simple sollution was to ignore him as long as you could. A buzzing sound echoed through the room as Kai flashed on the screen. Another call - you thought and flipped the phone over so you didn’t have to watch it anymore. You finally gathered your strenght and got up off that bed and walked out of your room, to finally eat something better than just water and a couple of pieces of bread. You walked in, your mother sitting at the kitchen table, with her head burried in a book. Your mom lifted up her head and saw her daughter standing there, but she didn’t say a word. A smile disappeared from your face as you couldn’t understand how your own mother didn’t even want to say anything to you.

'Are we gonna talk about it or not?’ You asked her, her fingers slowly tracing a beautiful light varnish on the kitchen counter.

'What’s there to talk about?’ Your mother trailed off and flipped a page in the book she was reading, driving you crazy. You took a few steps towards her until you reached the table, your hand slapping against the book, making your mother jump at surprise and shock.

'Please talk to me.’ You whispered, your tears fighting to roll down your cheeks, your words sounding more like cries.

'Why? Huh? What do you want me to do? Do you want to go horse riding with me? Or do you want to make pancakes? We can also go to a karaoke night at that diner, you pick.’ Your mother’s words cut deep through you like the sharpest knife in the world, tearing your heart in half. A single tear rolled down your cheek as you couldn’t stand your mother’s behaviour anymore. You started walking away from your mother until a book went flying by your face, making you jump in shock. You turned around, wide eyed, only to find your mother standing a few feet away from you, her arms resting on her waist. 'Why are you leaving? You wanted to talk to me, didn’t you?’

'Not like that.’ You muttered.

'Oh really? Then, how would you like to talk?’

'Why are you like this?’ You asked, your mind fighting itself as you tried to figure out why has your mother become this kinda person, someone who simply doesn’t care anymore abour her family.

'Like what?’

'Like this! You were supposed to- we were supposed to be here for each other, be able to lean on each other, not ignore and insult. I lost my dad and you haven’t spoken to me for an entire week-’

'I lost my husband. Does that tell you anything? He was the love of my life and he died. I-’ she took a deep breath as she fought her tears, her hands shaking as she spoke. 'I can’t live like this anymore.’

'So you are just gonna give up on your life, on me? Is that what all of this is about?’ You asked but you were scared of the answer your mother was about to give you. You were scared of your mother confirming your words, your heart aching at the thought of that.

'Just… be quiet, ok?’ Your mother blurted out, those not being the words you expected.

'No.’

'Excuse me?’ Your mother asked, her brows furrowing in confussion.

'I’m not gonna be quiet. I want to know why are you so-’

'Because this was your fault!’

You froze completely as your mother stared at you with a blank look on her face. Tears streamed down your face, your mother’s words hurting you more than anything. After all you have been through, hearing the words this was your fault broke your heart into million pieces and caused your tears to stream down your cheeks.

’M- my fault? How- how can you say that?’ You cried out, not bothered by your tears dropping down on your shirt, staining it, as drop by drop slowly landed on your dark shirt, your mother watching you intensely.

'Maybe he would still be here if he didn’t have to travel for that stupid competition of yours.’

'I can’t believe you just said that to me.’ You trailed off, your voice shaking and so quiet that you weren’t even sure if she heard what you said. You spun around on your heel and walked out of the house, slamming the doors behind you. You wiped your tears away with the back of your hand and ran into the barn as you prepared Shelly and climbed on her, holding onto the halter. Shelly ran as fast as she could, a cold breeze gently caressing your cheeks and your hair, making you shiver a little bit, but you ignored it because it had only meant that you were going away from your mother as fast as you wanted. You kept repeating your mother’s words in your head, over and over, thinking if she was right and the thought of that was eating you inside out. It was a complete torture and you couldn’t handle it anymore. You stopped and jumped off your horse, your feet landing perfectly on the green grass, your fingers burrying into your hair. You felt as if you were choking, as if someone had pressed their hands strongly onto your chest, stopping you from inhaling and letting some fresh air to get to your lungs, making you drop down on your knees and burry your head in your hands as you started crying, tear after tear falling down on the grass.

'What are you doing here?’ Your mother said, Kai standing at the front door with his hands shoved into his pockets, looking nervous for some reason and maybe a little bit scared when he saw your mother having a glass of wine in her hand and her eyes swollen and red from crying. 'She’s not here and I don’t know if she will ever come back.’

'What do you mean?’ He asked gently, trying to keep calm and not freak out over her words and the fact that she said that you might never come back.

'I don’t care really, you know. I don’t. I’m sure she will be fine.’ She trailed off.

'Where is she?’ Kai asked again, his hands slightly shaking but as he was hiding them in his pockets, it was impossible to see them.

'I told her that it was her fault. For her father’s death.’

'You what?’

'Yup.’ She uttered, emphasizing the letter p.

'With all the respect, but, how could you possibly say that to her? Do you not know how she feels right now? In how much pain she is and that she needs all the support she can get? She needs you right now, you need to be there for her and-’

'Is she there for me? Is she? No. Instead of that, she’s riding that stupid horse of hers.’

'If you weren’t acting like that, she would have been here for you. Goodbye.’

He ran as fast as he could, all through the town, through places he thought you would be, but there was one spot you loved the most, that meant to you the most and he knew that that’s where you were. He was a few feet away from you when he saw your head leaning on your knees, your legs pulled all the way to your body, your arms wrapped around them as you kept staring at the distance.

Your body jerked a little bit when you felt a hand on your back, but when you saw who it was, your body relaxed, even though it has only made your tears to start falling again.

'Hey.’ Kai whispered and sat down on the grass beside you, his arms wrapping tightly around your body while your head remained pressed against his chest, your tears staining his shirt, but he didn’t care. He felt relaxed that he found you, but seeing you broken like that and how you were hurting, broke his heart into million pieces. 'Hey.’ He said quietly, his voice cracking as he was holding back his tears, a lump in his throat barely letting him speak. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on the back of your head, his hand caressing your head.

'He’s gone.’ You cried out quietly, your voice barely audible. 'Forever.’

'I know, but-’ he cupped your face and lifted your head up, his eyes meeting yours. He swallowed hard when he saw your swollen and red eyes boring into his, his thumb gently wiping your tears away. 'I know he’s looking at you right now and thinking how proud he is of you.’ Your eyes closed as you cried out quietly, another tear rolling down your cheek. You felt tired and exhausted from all the crying but you couldn’t get yourself to stop crying.

'No.’ you shook your head, tugging on Kai’s shirt while your hand kept punching his chest. He looked up and tried to blink his tears away, your punches making his breathing uneven, but he didn’t care. He understood why you had to do it and he had no intentions in stopping you, understanding why he needed to be your punching bag for a short amount of time.

'Yes.’ he grabbed your hands, holding them tightly with his own. 'He is proud to have such an amazing daughter who has grown up into such a strong and a powerful woman. He will always be proud of you, no matter what you do. You will always be his little girl.’

'I have no one. I’m all alone.’

'Yes you do. You have me and your mom. No matter how hard it is now, she will realize she made a mistake. But I’m here now and I will forever protect you.’ You lifted your head up, seeing the pain in his beautiful blue eyes. You kept staring at him, watching his every move, the way he blinked and followed every exhale he made.

'He made you promise him that, right? He made you promise him that you will protect me.’

'I would protect you either way. But one night, he said to me ’You better protect my little girl. I said always, sir. She means the world to me.’ Kai looked down at his fingers, intertwining them. 'He said, if my daughter ever calls you an idiot in front of me, you’ll have to play golf with me because that’s how I’ll now you screwed something up. Golf every saturday.’ You chuckled at his words and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, your eyes finding Kai’s.

'You hate golf.’

'I do.’ He laughed. 'But you know I would do anything for you and to be honest, I was a little bit scared. I suck at golf.’ You wiped your tears with the back of your hand, your head resting on Kai’s shoulder. He intertwined his fingers with yours, his fingertips gently tracing your knuckles. 'He was a good man. I know how much he meant to you.’

'I don’t think I will ever be ok. I- I can’t imagine my life like this, without him, it’s impossible.’

'Listen, if you need me to stay with you every day and night, I will. I know that no one can replace your father and he should never be replaced, but if you need someone to be with you, you know you have me. Forever.’

'I know.’ You leaned in slowly and kissed him gently, his palms resting on your cheeks, his hands warm, making you feel relaxed. 'Can I stay at your place tonight, please?’

'Of course.’ He smiled at you and wrapped his arms around you tightly as you stared at the beautiful sunset in front of you. It looked magical, such beautiful colours adorning the sky and how beautifully the sun illuminated on the water, making it look like it was filled with millions of little diamonds. 'You don’t even have to ask.’

Dean’s Demons

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Title: Dean’s Demons

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 904

Warnings: angst

A/N: Here’s some Dean for all of you! I hope you enjoy it! <3 Feedback is welcomed and appreciated. Send me some requests? C:

You woke up from a nap, stretching in your bed.  You looked at your phone, crap it was almost five in the afternoon.  You rolled out of bed, shuffling your way to the war room.  Dean and Sam should be there, you thought to yourself.

As you reached the war room, you spotted Sam, but not Dean.  You expected them to come back today to plan for the hunt, but why was Sam the only one in here?  Sam looked up from the map, flashing a smile your way.  “Hey [Y/N].  I figured you were asleep; you were up pretty late last night with research,” Sam noted, studying the points on the map.

You stood next to Sam, “where’s Dean?  Is he with Cas?”  It wasn’t uncommon for one of the Winchesters to tag along with Castiel.  

“He went to his room.  He’s had a rough day, and it was a long drive back here,” Sam said calmly.  “I’m going to get some food, I’ll be back in a bit.” Sam smiled at you, leaving the war room.  Sam was always kind to you, and quite the big brother if you ever had one.

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Can I get a 24 and a 34 with Chib’s pretty please?!

“I’ll sleep under the sheets, you sleep on top of them.” “I had a nightmare about you and just wanted to make sure you’re okay.”

Time off

I was beyond angry, Chibs had been out with the boys every night since they came back from a successful run, bar after bar he always came home drunk and thinking giving me a small kiss and cuddling me was going to make me forgive him for everything. This situation got worse after two weeks of making me feel the same way, I didn’t see my old man at all and he was going on a run once again so I just hid my discomfort when he told me, the last thing I wanted to do was to fight with Chibs before he left.

“Are you okay lass?” he said before kissing me on the cheek

“Yeah, I’m good.” I said before hugging him tightly “Be safe” I said lowly and he nodded before giving me a gentle kiss.

“I’ll miss you love” he said before heading out the door “Love ya” he said and I waved at him before seeing him take off the street.

After another day alone I couldn’t deal anymore, after work I headed home to pack a small bag and get away from Charming for the weekend. I took everything I needed for a getaway and headed out, about an hour and a half from Charming there was a small lounge that had a spa and seemed like the perfect option.

The run was cut short and Chibs arrived home sooner than expected, all he wanted was to be with his old lady after several weeks of going out and doing business and have a calm weekend at home but when he got there she was nowhere to be seen, he grew desperate and looked around and saw a lot of her stuff still there, almost all her clothes with a few exceptions but the lack of her things in the bathroom was all he needed to know that she went away, but he had no idea where or why.

“Hello?” I said with a groggy voice, a good massage was all I needed for life to come back to my body.

“Lass, where the hell are you?” said the Scottish man at me.

“I went away for the weekend, I’m at that small lounge outside of Charming. I said quickly turning on the comfortable bed to look at the menu and order something for lunch “I thought it was a good idea since you were going to be away”

“I was worried love, we came back earlier and I thought we could have a quiet weekend together” he said and I almost sighed on the phone.

“I need some time off, Filip. This past two weeks have been crazy busy at work and you haven’t been here” I said “I might sound whiny but I needed you there and you were not and now I’m starting to feel relief and peace, I’d rather stay here for the rest of the weekend and we can talk tomorrow night when I get back” I could almost feel my heart breaking after all this time I’ve never wanted to be away from my old man but I was too stressed, too filled with negativity and angry that I needed this before I flipped him off and destroyed everything good we have.

“Sure love, whatever you need” he said and I heard his heavy breathing on the other side of the line “I’m so sorry I neglected ya, YN. You know I love ya right?”

“I know, Filip. I love you too. Have a good night” I said and the call was soon over. I was sound asleep when the sound of my phone woke me up, I rubbed my eyes before taking my phone and seeing the caller ID. “Filip?” I said

“Lass, I had a nightmare about you and just wanted to make sure you’re okay.” I felt my heart flutter at his comment and I smiled a bit “Are you okay?”

“Yes, love. I’m okay” I said, I could hear his breathing from the other side and I imagined how he looked right now, probably only wearing some old pants or his boxers and no shirt. Seating against the headboard phone in hand. “I’d be better if you were here” I whispered. “I know what I said but, this could be good for us.” I said and I could almost see him nodding. “Are you coming?” I said when I didn’t hear an answer from him.

“Yes, love. I’ll be there soon” a bit more than an hour later Chibs called me again, I opened the room’s door when I heard his soft nock.

“I’m glad you are here” I said crushing myself against his chest and he kissed me softly. “I’m sorry I was all pissy”

“I’m sorry I was a wanker and didn’t make my old lady a priority” he said I nodded slowly kissing him once again before going back to bed together.

“I’m cold Filip” I said when he threw himself on top of the sheets instead of under, I immediately moved the sheets to cover myself with the soft material.

“Well I’m too hot, baby so we have a problem” he said giving me a little pout and making me roll my eyes at him.

“I’ll sleep under the sheets, you sleep on top of them.” I said moving to my side of bed and closing my eyes “Cuddle me though” I said and he laughed a bit.

“Of course, my love” he said kissing me on the back of my neck.


Hello loves, drabble requests are closed :)

Tig Request,

Can you do an imagine where your sick and tig stays home to take care of you but you dont want him to close because you dont want to get him sick? thanks

Soup and Cuddles

I woke up feeling sore, and not in the way you’d think, my whole body was hurting specially my head and I was freezing. I thought Tig had already left for work so I groaned loudly. Not long after I heard footsteps approaching our shared bedroom, Tig had his black curls wet from the shower and was holding a shirt in his right hand while looking at me trying to find a reason for my outburst.

“You, okay babe?” he said and I just denied with my head “What’s wrong?” he said putting his shirt on before seating next to me but I moved to the other side of the bed.

“I think it’s the flu, don’t get to close I don’t want you getting sick” I said noticing my stuffy nose, he put his hand over my forehead and gave me a worried look.

“You’re burning, baby. I’ll bring you some water and medicine” he said, I touched his hand slightly.

“Don’t worry, Tig. I’m alright, I’ll take some medicine and tea while you go the TM. Jax needs you more than I do right now” I said and he looked at me preoccupied. “I swear I’m alright, waking up it’s hard every day anyways” I said with a small laugh and he just nodded.

He brought me a bottle of water and some pills, he also adjusted my pillows and put my phone next to me “Call me if you need anything, YN. I’ll be here in no time” he said and I nodded before sending him a kiss. “I love you”

“Love you too” I said with a groggy voice and he smiled at me before taking off.

The Sons were out almost all day working on stopping a retaliation from The Mayans after some shit went down, I was still in the same position as Tiggy left me, I just went once to the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my necessities before going back to bed. I didn’t felt hungry I was just really exhausted so I slept through the day, I didn’t hear Tig pull outside of our home or even get upstairs.

I was awaken suddenly by the sound of two voices next to me, I recognized Tara’s right away and I was about to go off at my old man for calling the doc, she smiled at me before doing a general check up.

“This is definitely the flu, one that has been poorly taking care off that’s why she’s so sore and exhausted. I think I have some medicine on my car that can help her out, take her tomorrow to the hospital so I can give her an injection of something stronger” she said and I looked at both of them with big eyes. “You can’t be scared of needles, YN.” She said and I nodded furiously “I’ve seen you all bad ass, you are married to a Son but you are scared of needles?” she said laughing and I nodded, it was pathetic but I hated them.

I heard Tig talking to Jax on the phone, he asked to be off tonight’s deal to take care of me and I smiled a little bit in my slumber.

“You don’t have to stay, Tig” I said but he approached me putting his hands next to my head before kissing my forehead. “I really don’t want you getting sick because of me”

“Jax said it was okay, don’t worry babe. I’ll be your sexy nurse tonight” he said and I laughed a bit. “I’ll bring you something to it, wait up”

Minutes later he came with a big bowl of soup, he was feeding me like a baby and making stupid jokes to lighten the mood. He later put on the Boondock Saints, my favorite movie on the TV and I was trying really hard to concentrate but I felt my eyelids getting heavier every second that passed.

“Go to sleep, babe. We have already watched it a hundred times” he said but I was too stubborn to just let myself go that easily so I approached him for the first time today and cuddled next to him. He kissed me softly on my head and draw small figures with his fingers on my back. It was the perfect moment if it wasn’t for how heavy my head felt that moment. “I love you my sleeping beauty” he said before I fell asleep on his chest.

The next day I woke up feeling so much better, I went downstairs to be met with the sight of my husband preparing breakfast, he was putting some bacon on the pan when I approached him from behind to hug him, he put his hands on top of mine before turning around to look at me with those beautiful eyes I loved so much.

“I’m glad you feel so much better” he said turning the bacon over “I need to take you to the hospital and drop you off before 11 to be on time for Jax’s meeting” he said and I pouted at him, putting my hands all over his chest “Babe, you need to get the injection to feel better”

“I feel good already” I said looking at him, using everything in my charm to stop him from getting me there. “I can show you how good I feel now if you want” I said before turning him again to make him look at me, my lips on top of his. Oh dear at the end I was going to get him sick no matter how I tried to stop it just the day before.

Title: A Night Spent At The Office

(gif is not mine <3)

A/N: Feedback is welcomed and very much appreciated. Hope you all enjoy it, as always, thank you for reading <3

Requested by: @lestradeslover - “83 and 102 with my boy DiNozzo? <3 ”

Word Count: 451
Pairing: Tony DiNozzo x Reader

83. “You’re here late.”
102. “You’re the only person I wanted to be with tonight.”

You scrubbed one hand over your face, groaning into both hands now, resting your head in the cradle they created. Gibbs would be landed on the carrier in the middle of the ocean within a few hours, you didn’t expect to see Bishop, Tim or Tony for another five hours yet but you had chosen to stay and read through the background on the only suspect.

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Dating Kol Maikaelson would include.

• Him being overprotective

• him teaching you how to fight and protect yourself

• “Good morning, love” with a sleepy voice

• Kol being very jealous when other men talk to you

• night long talks about everything

• you asking him to make you a vampire

• teasing each other 

• “Relax, darling”

• playing with his hair 

• losing your virginity to Kol                                              

• him asking if you’re okay during sex

• him telling you he can’t live without you

•"Don’t worry, darling, so what if you’re a little unexperienced? I have one thousand years of experience, that means I’m experienced enough for the both of us.“

• stripping for Kol

• him teaching you various sexual things

• often having rough sex

• so having lots of sex in general

• him putting you on top because he wants to see you ride him

• “Kol, what the hell? It’s only 8 am”

• “I will be quick”

• “But I’m sleeping! Stop doing it…oh God…Kol…”

• “Shh, I know, baby, you don’t need to wake up”

• phone sex 

• watching your favorite TV shows(especially True Blood)

• him eating you out

• him dancing with you

• teaching you languages

• kissing you

• Bekkah is your best friend

• “Y/N you are the best thing about being alive”

• “You are mine! Always and forever” (Gif isn’t mine)

Enhanced Part Two

“Nothing but a few scrapes. Just get some rest and you should feel fine.” The doctor said, patching up my cut eyebrow. I smiled weakly at him and he left. Tom was about to say something when my phone rang.

“Mom? No, I’m okay. There was an accident at school. Yes I’m fine. I went to the hospital just in case. No, I’m on my way. Okay. Love you too.“I said. I hung up and sighed, rubbing my face with a hand.

"Come on. Let’s get you home.” Tom said, extending out his hand. I took it and we walked out, the night sky missing a few stars. Tom looked up and a troubled expression came onto his face.

“You okay?” I asked. He snapped his attention towards me and nodded. We got into the car and drove in silence, the road becoming darker as we went through the woods. I rested my head on the window, the cold feeling nice against my temple.

“Thanks I guess.” I said, breaking the silence.

“It’s whatever.” he said, his body tense.

“You sure you’re okay?” I asked. He sighed and looked at me.

“Yeah.” I nodded slowly and turned my attention to the road, everything pitch black. I noticed from the corner of my eye Tom was tensing up and squeezing the wheel a little too hard.

“You might want to-”

Something thumped the roof of the car making me jump and Tom to growl.

“Take the wheel.” Tom said, unbuckling his seatbelt.

“What?”

“Take the wheel!” he yelled, his eyes glowing a fluorescent hazel. I took the wheel and he climbed to the back seat, making me able to climb in the driver’s seat. The thumping started to sound more like someone walking on top of the car. Tom rolled down the window and climbed out, a bunch of snarls being heard.

I could hear grunting and more growling. I continued driving, debating if I should stop the car. But that would send Tom and whoever was up there with him, flying. I continued driving in the darkness until I heard a hiss.

Then silence. I slowed down a bit until I heard something from the backseat.

“They’re gone.” a voice whispered. I looked back and could hardly see the figure.

“Tom?”

“Move. I’ll drive.” he said, his face coming into view.

He had a scratch that ran down his cheek and a busted lip. I did what I was told and moved, him turning onto another road, houses coming into view.

“Are you going to tell me what happened?”

“No.”

“And why the hell not?” I asked, crossing my arms.

“Because I don’t want you getting hurt.” he snapped. I scoffed and turned my head back forward.

“I can’t tell you right now. It’s too early.” he said.

“But what if you tell me too late?” I said, staring out my window. He sighed and I looked at him.

“You can tell me when you drop me off.” I said.

“Wouldn’t your mom go beserk?”

“Not if you go through my window.” I said. He turned to me and a smirk started to form.

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“I’m fine Mom. Just really tired. I’ll tell you everything tomorrow. ” I said, faking a yawn. Her face showed concern yet she still nodded, letting me climb downstairs to my room.

I got there and closed my door, turning to see Tom on my bed.

“Your mom won’t hear?” he asked. I shook my head no.

“Whenever I say I want to rest, she leaves me alone. Now, let me clean you up."I said heading to my bathroom.

"Why the basement?” he asked.

“The upstairs room is an art room, the other is where my mom does yoga. The house was built wrong so we got a good deal for it.” I said coming back with some the health kit.

Professor Pride Week 9

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Title: Professor Pride Week 9

Pairing: Professor!Pride x Reader

Word Count: 1,507

Warnings: angst and slight fluff

A/N: This was by FAR the most exciting week to write so far. I hope you all love it as much as I do. Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I love you all so much! <3 <3

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Things were still a little fuzzy for you.  You skipped your classes Monday, and you were still too sore to move from your bed.  Your body ached and you couldn’t look into the mirror that was in your bathroom.  You hadn’t even left your room the past few days.  All you had left in your mini fridge was some of Pride’s gumbo.

You sat up in bed, wincing at the pain you felt through your whole body.  Your back ached, your wrists hurt, and your arms were covered in bruises.  Then there was the large bruise that covered some of your face.  The bruise went from your eye to halfway down your cheek.  You thought you would feel better by now, but you didn’t.  Chad was still calling and texting you and you just wanted it all to end.

You checked the time on your phone.  It was already too late to go to class.  You laid back down in bed, crying yourself back to sleep.

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I just hit my next thousand (whee) so to celebrate, I thought I’d show my appreciation for the amazing writers of the bellarke fandom by compiling a list of my all-time favourite bellarke fics! Hope y’all enjoy, x. 

Like Ships In The Night (Passing Me By) by viansian [11k, one-shot, immortal au, historical au,]

This fic gets a special place in my heart because it was the very first fic I read for bellarke and I fell in love with it immediately. Basic premise? Bellamy is an immortal and Clarke isn’t, and he meets her seven times throughout his life. It’s heart-breaking and poignant and the characters are written with so much thought. (With an happy ending, to boot.)

First Impressions Often Lie by @antebellamy [9k, multi-chapter, completed modern au, boarding school au, enemies to friends to lovers] 

Listen, this fic is amazing. Mia writes like magic; it’s nostalgic and sweet and angsty all at once, and there are some lines in here that just make me shiver and cry and have a lot of feelings, okay. Overall, it’s engaging and fun and will stick with you for days after. 

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Carl Grimes Imagine requested by @ilovedamon:

Hi! I love your imagines and wonder if you can do a Carl for me? Where the reader loses his family and think you have no more so then live it tells her that he loves her and all is well

Warnings: Sad?

Gifs: Not mine

Words: 730

A/N: I’m so sorry I haven’t posted in a while. Busy, you know. But I hope you like this one.

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No matter what you did, you always had flashbacks of that day. The day you lost your family. Eaten to death right in front of your eyes. As clear as day you remembered the last thing your mother told you. Her eyes, filled with tears, were staring directly into yours telling you to run. You hesitated at first, but you did run. Ran as fast as you could back to Alexandria to reunite with your group.

Your hand pounding on the gate, yelling for them to open. It openeded and you ran inside greeted by your group, Rick first, and the rest of Alexandrie curious of your loud sobs filling the whole town. Your hands were in your hair ready to pull it out. You remembered Rick catching you right before you were about to fall on your knees. 

Rick slowly sat down on his own knees, letting you rest on him. You kept on sobbing while his hand stoked your head trying to calm you down. Everyone was watching you with shock, not knowing how to react.

It had only been two weeks, and you felt like it was all over. There was nothing for you here now. And you were only a burden for the group. You knew it and the group knew it. They just never told you.

You heard a soft knock on your door. “Come in,” you said and Carl walked inside. 

“Scoot,” he said and you made space for him on the bed beside you. You rested your head on his shoulder, and he put his on top of yours.

“Want to come down for dinner?” He asked. You had barely left your room since everything happened. You shook your head no, slightly. 

“Okay,” he said quietly and didn’t leave his spot. 

“You don’t have to sit here with me,” you sniffled. 

“I know,” he said and continued to sit still. You couldn’t help it. You began to cry again. You sobbed, and tried your hardest to stop, but you couldn’t.

“Cry all you want, y/n. I know how it feels,” he said lifting his head from yours. You didn’t know what he was talking about, but didn’t feel like asking either.

“We used to live in a prison, before we met you and your family on the train tracks,” he said. “A while before we had to leave, Maggie, my mom and I had to hide. My mom was pregnant with Judith at the time, and her water broke.”

You had a small feeling where this was going.

“Maggie had to execute the c-section. I felt like I was the one who had to kill her afterwards,” he finished and it turned absolutely quiet in the room. 

You removed your head from his shoulder and looked up at him. “I’m sorry, Carl,” you said and the tears fell slowly for your eyes. You could tell Carl anything. You knew that. So you were going to tell him that you didn’t see the point anymore.

“There’s no point for me here anymore,” you said and looked straight ahead.

“What?” He said and you could feel him looking at you. 

“My whole family is dead, Carl,” you said and turned towards him. “And I’m just a burden for the group. Especially now that I’m the only one left! I provide nothing,”

“Stop that,” Carl said annoyed. 

“But it’s true!” You argued back.

“Y/n,” he said even more annoyed.

“Carl, I-”

“No, listen to me,” he cut you off. He shifted in his seat so his whole body was direvted towards you. “Don’t ever think like that!” His voice was softer again. “You’re a part of our group now. Our family! You still have a family! You’re place is here with us, okay?”

You tried to speak again to argue with him.

“You say there’s no reason for you here anymore, but that is bullshit! You belong here.” Luckily you had stopped crying, but you kept on sniffling. “Do you know what would happen if you went away for good?” You shook your head slightly. “I’d go out of my mind!”

It went quiet. After a while, you threw your arms around his torso and placed your head on his chest. “I’m sorry, Carl.” You said with your eyes shut. And for the first time in a long time, his arms around you made you happy.

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A/N: This is really short, I’m sorry but I felt like I did a good job… An okay job at the very least.

Teen wolf imagine:Part 2 Songs: Where’s my love-Syml
Afterlife-Xylo
⚠️-I cried whilst I was writing this.

You awoke to the sound of waves crashing together underneath your feet.
You awoke to the feeling of waves crashing together underneath your feet.

You pushed yourself up off of the sand and looked around. It was beautiful, surely you couldn’t be in… Heaven?

You’d always been so certain that Satan would be waiting for you with open arms.
Turning around once again you noticed a figure walking towards you.

As it got closer and closer you started to recognize who it was.
Your eyes started to water as you sprinted towards your mother.

She let out a sigh of relief as you jumped into her arms, she held your body tight and cradled you as you both cried.

“I’m so proud of you"she nodded as she cupped your face.

“I’ve missed you"you smiled through your tears.

"I’ve missed you too baby, but what are you doing here"she asked.

"I know that’s what I thought, maybe there’s a mistake. Maybe Satan is tapping his watch wondering what’s taking me so long"you said quickly coming up with a tonne of theories.

"No y/n I mean why are you not alive"she looked at you sternly.

You looked down at the floor.
"It’s not your time"your mom shook her head.

Your eyes widened and you jumped up.
"Yes it is, I promise it is please let me stay with you don’t leave me"your bottom lip started to tremble.

"I don’t want to but it’s not my choice, your not meant to be here. Not yet"your mom held your hand tightly.

"I want to stay with you"you sobbed.

"I know baby I know"she held your body close to hers. You could smell her perfume, that scent you’d missed.

"Before you go there’s someone else who wanted to see you"She stepped aside.

Allison Argent stood before you with a big smile spread across her face.
"Hello"she laughed.

"Oh my God Allison"you ran towards her and jumped on her.
You both fell to the ground in a heap of giggles.

"I want to stay with you and mom"you said sadly.

"One day"Allison said softly as she brushed the hair out of your face.

"Anyway I need you to deliver some messages"she added.

"Tell Scott I love him, tell Lydia she’s got it under control she’s doing great, and tell Stiles to stick to his side of the agreement"she smiled at you.

"Okay"you agreed as you pulled her in for another hug.

"I love you y/n but it’s time to go someone downstairs needs you” your mother kissed the top of your forehead.
Everything started to glow.
“No, not yet"you panicked.

"I need more time no I don’t want to go"you cried as everything disappeared in front of you.

~There will be a part3!!!
~sorry for any mistakes

Stay
-Part three of Leave (The final addition to the trilogy)-
Criminal Minds (Spencer Reid/Reader)

If you need to catch up, Here’s Leave and Gone.

I also want to thank everyone that sent in requests for this part and gave me feedback on the others. I really do appreciate each and every one of you, and I truly hope you enjoy this final part to the “Leave” Trilogy! Much love! -Lex

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     "You used to say I made you feel safe.“ He mumbled, and a small whisper finally escaped me.
     "That is gone.”
     When his hand fell away, and he looked to the ground with wide eyes, as if he had just taken a blow to the stomach, I took my chance to get away. I ran out of the library and to my car, getting in and locking the doors as I sat in the front seat, leaning my head backwards and sighing as tears built in my eyes.

     I knew it had been a lie as soon as the words slipped from my lips. Just at the sight of him, of his long hair and tall frame, his coat and scarf, his warm brown eyes, his hands holding the book as if it was the most fragile thing he had ever touched, everything I saw in him caused me to stop in my tracks as a feeling of comfort overwhelmed all of my senses. It was if I could still feel when he would wrap his arms around me after a long day. When he would mumble that he loved me into my hair as he went to kiss the top of my head. I felt as if I had been away for a while, and I was finally home again.
     But I could not show that. Not with what he had done to me.
     And so, I lied. I wanted to hold him closer than I had ever done before, but I ran. I wanted to talk to him about everything, but I silenced him with one hushed statement. I wanted to laugh with him, but I broke him. But then again, wasn’t that what he had done?
     We had been together for so long, but he ended it so quickly. We had loved, and he called it a lie. We had laughed, but it ended in screams. We had felt so much, but it ended in a blur of numb reaction. We had been so alive, but he stomped the flame to a black, cold, death.
     But even knowing all of this, I loved him. I still do.
     I sighed as I watched the road, headlights speeding by me as I tried to stay focused. My grip tightened on the steering wheel as I got off of my exit and sighed. The intro to “Livin’ On A Prayer” was seeping through the speakers as I pushed the gas petal down, my eyes stopping on the clock. 11:43 P.M.
     “You’re music taste is odd.” Spencer smirked as he looked at me from the passenger’s seat.
     "How so?“ I asked, ready to get defensive as soon as he had said it.
     He smiled, picking up my phone and unlocking it to get to my music list. "Y/n, you have Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra in this playlist, but then you have Beethoven and Chopin, and you scroll two songs down from David Bowie to find AC/DC, Guns-N-Roses, and Five Finger Death Punch.” He started to laugh as I rolled my eyes. “Oh, and I can’t leave out your love for Skrillex.”
     "Shut up Spencer. I like Daft Punk too.“ His laugh became louder when I mumbled this, and I smiled at the sound of it.

     The sound of a horn startled me, and I jumped as I realized I had drifted into the other lane, and an incoming car was relentlessly laying on their horn. My senses were overtaken by the bright white of the headlights as they moved closer and closer with every passing moment. My breath caught in my throat for a moment as my eyes widened.
     I pulled on the steering wheel frantically, barely making it out of the way in time. I pulled onto the side of the road, parking and turning off the radio. I set my head against the steering wheel, shaking as tears built in my eyes. "I can’t do this anymore.” I mumbled to myself, picking up my head and taking a deep breath. I wiped the fallen tears from my cheeks, turning off the radio and putting the car in reverse to turn around.
     When I parked and turned off the car, I sat in the welcoming silence. I bit at the inside of my cheek as I thought about everything that had happened.
     "You have to leave.“
     "I don’t love you!”
     "I want you to go!“
     "He’s gone.”
     "You’re scared of me?“
     "That is gone.”

     Every memory of everything that had happened flooded my mind, but I shook it away as I got out of the car. I walked up to the door, staring at it. The aquamarine color seemed faded, especially in the dark.
     I smiled at the bright color of his front door when I saw it the first time. “I fully blame that door on the previous owners.” Spencer defended himself as we walked up, and he pulled out his keys.
     "I like it.“ I smiled gently as he held the door open for me and I walked in. "It’s a nice color.” He smiled gently, shaking his head as he shut the door and helped me with my jacket, hanging it on a nearby hook.

     I knocked on the door lightly, and a part of me hoped he wouldn’t answer. But, he did. The door opened slowly, and Spencer peeked around it. His eyebrows came together as his tongue darted between his lips and I looked down. I froze as I stared down at the ground, knowing he had seen me. The door opened fully, and he stood in the doorway silently for a moment. “I’m sorry I can go. I don’t know wh-” I went to turn away as I spoke, but he grabbed my hand, pulling me towards him.
     "I’m so sorry Y/n.“ Tears instantly built in my eyes as he looked down at me. "For everything. I didn’t mean a word of it. I have loved you from the very fist time I met you in that library. I love your voice and your laugh and your smile and your music choice and every other thing you do.”
     I didn’t know what to say, but out of instinct, I tried to pull away. “No.” He pulled me to his chest quickly, wrapping his arms around me, one of his hands tangling in my hair and holding my head to his chest. “Please,” he gasped, and his shaking chest and voice told me his was crying as I wrapped my arms tightly around his, clutching onto his vest as if he would disappear if I let go. “Please stay.”

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