i want the whole world to have this

The thing that gets me is that in a way Euros had a tragic story here because she has clearly longed for a friend for forever and she wanted that friend to be Sherlock her little brother. So much so that she kills Sherlock’s best friend when they’re kids. I mean her obsession is clearly not healthy and she has issues but I feel like deep down she really did just want Sherlock’s attention.

I do have a problem reconciling what her plan was - especially just the impersonating of different people and being out of Sherringford for quite a while and not setting her plan in the real world? Also that she only escaped recently? None of that makes any sense. Not if we’re to believe she’s smarter than everyone else and persuasive.

But the whole game she plays with them in particular Sherlock is to isolate him in a way. But she doesn’t want him physically hurt? The moment he decided to shoot himself she uses the tranquilizer darts. So it does seem that she does care about Sherlock in her own way. She’s still nuts but I do think she realizes what John means to Sherlock which is why he’s in the well and not Mycroft. This also sort of explains why she doesn’t use her persuasion thing on Sherlock because she might very well want him to make the choice to be her friend on his own. But she doesn’t seem to realize the difference between harming and I suppose playing because she mentions how she thought she was making Sherlock laugh but instead he was crying.

MONSTA X saying ‘I love you”

Shownu 

I don’t think that he’d be able to verbally show you how he felt, he’d be the type to show you through his actions. It would be when he hugs you and places his chin on top of your head, slowly stroking your hair. It would be moments like those that he wouldn’t have to say it, you’d just know.

Originally posted by laviette

Wonho 

He’d want the whole world to know how he felt about you because he’d just feel so lucky to have you in his life. He’d scream it from the rooftops if he could. So when it comes to saying ‘I love you’, if he felt that it was right in that moment, he wouldn’t hesitate. He wouldn’t mind if you couldn’t say it back, he’d just want you to know.

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Minhyuk

He’d be so cute and adorable and just so squish. He wouldn’t know how to say it so when he did, he’d get so embarrassed and panicky because he wouldn’t have meant to say it. However, when you felt the same way, it was like his whole world just became ten times brighter and I swear he wouldn’t be able to stop smiling for weeks.

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Kihyun 

He’d cook you something  (bc he’s a mum) and he’d sit down with you. His palms would get all sweaty and his heart would be beating so fast. When you’d ask “what’s wrong?”, he’d just blurt out those three words, followed by an “oh god, I didn’t mean it like that, that’s not what’s wrong, being in love with you isn’t what’s wrong- I just wanted to say it- crap” he’d sigh and when you’d laugh he’d just feel so warm and his face would light up with a smile.

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Hyungwon 

He’s such a meme so he’d probably say it in a memey way- jk. I think he’d be really honest with how he felt and he’d just say it. He wouldn’t want to hide anything from you, especially how he felt. So he’d try and make it as casual as possible, maybe he’d try and slip it into the end of a conversation. He’d want you know, whether you felt the same way or not.

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Jooheon

He’d do something super cheesy but adorable. He might buy you your favourite drink and some chocolates and he’d put a post it note on top that would say, “Just because I love you” and his heart would just completely melt if you said it back, it would mean the world to him. His smile would just take over his entire face and his dimples would be on full show and yes.

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Changkyun

I feel like it would be accidental- well not accidental, because he would mean what he’s saying, but it would just naturally slip out of his mouth and neither of you would notice. It would be two minutes later that he’d realise what he had said and would start to panic, hoping that you hadn’t heard. You’d turn around to him and would be like “Did you just-?”

“Yes, yes I did”

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-Aria 

anonymous asked:

Top 5 favorite drags in the "HP" verse?

AH

There’s no need to call me Sir, professor

“You asked us a question and she knows the answer!  Why ask if you don’t want to be told?“ 

I don’t think the toilet could handle something as discusting as your head

The whole marauders map part to Snape

yes you can have a word, good bye!

Also your a witch moment, no one had to buy themselves in they got in on pure talent, no I’m hoping to do some good in the world,

Thanks! this really mad me think

anonymous asked:

I was going to come out to my parents when JohnLock became cannon. I thought that if they could see it on a screen and see that it was real and valid they would understand. If they could see that kind of love. I loved the episode so much but I am hurting right now because I wanted JohnLock. I wanted representation. I wanted to open up to my family.

I am so sorry, I understand your dissapointment and that you feel hurt. Especially since you put personal emotional value on it. You deserve representation, you deserve to see happy gay people and gay romance. Remember though to see the whole picture. We have been so invested that it feels like a peice of your heart has been cut out. But outside in the real world there is so much more to find.

Mystic Messenger Wedding Outfits + Aesthetics

This is for the RFA + V + Saeran. I made the outfits, with a bit of help and @radioactive-royalty​ made the aesthetics. I’m only posting two at a time because Tumblr is being difficult.

Zen:

He sees you walk down the isle and his mind is bLOWN like he though he was blessed before but now he’s seeing an angel.

Zen Wedding Aesthetic:

Of course it’s gonna be red and rosy. I mean, come on. It’s Zen we’re talking about.

Jumin:

You best bet those are real diamonds in that bouquet. He wants you to have the whole world because you are his world. And he won’t admit to it but he teared up a little at seeing you walk down the isle.

Jumin Wedding Aesthetic:

Purple. Whole lot of purple. He wanted something formal but they can’t do black cause it’s a wedding. So purple. YOU BEST BET EVERYTHING IS REAL AND EXPENSIVE AF

Okay, here goes *deep breath* BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!

I have a story that I want to tell–a big one. A character-driven fantasy epic with a diverse cast (by which I don’t mean humans, dwarves, elves, etc, but characters who aren’t white, heterosexual, cisgender, and male.) I want it to make people cheer with excitement, laugh to the point of tears, and curse my name for ripping their hearts out. I want it to make people think, to broaden their horizons, and most importantly for me, to inspire them. Now, when the world is so tumultuous and feels so dark, is the time for this story. Even if it does nothing more than provide escapism, I want to bring some joy to others

I have huge aspirations for this story: I want it to be an animated series, with voice actors, a glorious soundtrack… the whole nine yards. It’ll have to be independently funded, like through Kickstarter, because I’ll be damned if I’ll have some studio exec tell me what to write or who/what my characters should be.

But first thing’s first: I need an artist, an honest and fun partner to work with in making this dream a reality. If this sounds like a project that interests you, and you are willing to commit for the long haul, please send me a message and a link to your blog/website/etc. Thank you all for your help in this endeavor, and I look forward to getting this project underway.

anonymous asked:

Same anon as before! Thank you for answering my question; I realize now that I came across unnecessarily harsh, and for that I apologize. I'm glad there's going to be two Asian leads in your book. I mean, it's especially important considering how Canada treated Chinese workers when this nation was being built. What I was just so worried about is the whole idea of an "empire"---an entire economic system based on exploitative slave labor. I really wish you the best, it's an terrifying topic.

No worries! It is definitely something I wanted to be serious about, and I’m glad to have smart, engaged readers who feel the same way. The book focuses on Canada, with history changing in 1837, but I do have the whole world in my head (more or less), because I needed the world to support the book.

And, even though you didn’t ask, the book has bisexual, lesbian, and Intersex rep as well.

I still can’t believe all this happened 1 year ago.

CAN’T BELIEVE HOW EASILY VICTOR JUST DANCES ALONG THE OTHER BOY.

Every new crazy step or dance, Victor just follows.

He actually plays along Yuuri’s crazy doings.

AND THEY EVEN START DANCING AS A DUET.

LOOK AT THEIR HANDS, HOW PERSONAL SPACE DOES NOT EXIST IN THEIR WORLD, AND I REPEAT ALL THIS HAPPENED A YEAR AGO. This Victor has yet to experience all of what we’ve seen happened, but it seems their contact just comes naturally.

THEY LOOK SO COMFORTABLE WITH ONE ANOTHER, SMILING LIKE THEY’RE LOOKING AT THEIR WHOLE WORLD. And I get the reason’s behind Yuuri’s smile, but Victor, this might have been the first time he’s interact with the other boy, and just look at his smile.

ALL THIS TOOK PLACE 1 YEAR AGO, VICTOR FELL IN LOVE THAT NIGHT, HE MIGHT HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE DEEP WITHOUT EVEN NOTICING, SO HIM FLYING TO JAPAN, HIM WANTING TO BE YUURI’S COACH, ALL THOSE THINGS WERE NOT DECIDED ON A SUDDEN IMPULSE.
People asking Victor his plans after he won the grand prix, HE ALREADY HAD IN MIND WHAT HE WANTED TO DO.

VICTOR HAS YET TO REMIND YUURI OF WHAT HE SAID THAT NIGHT. BUT EVEN IF HE DOESN’T, HIM LISTENING TO THOSE WORDS, OPENED HIS EYES TO A NEW WORLD.

the thing that makes me the most emotional about the boncas is that dan used to be so self-conscious, he didn’t like the way he looked and he never wanted to stand out. whenever we’d see him in social settings he’d look so small and unassuming, and now we’re seeing him proudly wearing this bright glittery jacket and lighting up the whole room. all eyes are on him and he looks so happy like he doesn’t have a worry in the world i’m just so proud of him

You know you’re fucked when you’re only 15 but yet it feels like the world could end right there and you would be fine with it. It’s fucked when girls and boys are so young but so depressed, so heartbroken. Feelings fuck you up, i remember when i was only a little girl and i had this whole life ahead of me and all I wanted was a boyfriend. And now after having one, I don’t understand why I needed one, it’s messed me up. Emotionally and physically, I am fucked.

He was the type of boy you could just see yourself lasting forever with, and that’s exactly what I did. He teased me so much that I used to sook about it, but that didn’t matter because at least he was making me smile in some way. He cared so deeply, and he was so sensitive even though everyone I knew saw him as this big tough guy. He was gentle, he was romantic, it was like we were 23 and just madly in love. Our relationship was beyond what you would expect at such a young age, but we were just so maturely in love. But that’s the thing, i’m not 23, i’m so young and now i’m heartbroken and it’s not as simple as going out every night to get him out of my head. I have to sleep early because of school, i have to go to school, I have to study and commit to all of my commitments and it’s impossible to get him out of my mind. He wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was genuinely my best friend and sometimes we fought as best friends would. But no matter how we were fighting, we fought as hard as we could for each other because that’s what love does to you. But one day i guess he just decided to stop fighting, and it wasn’t like I was expecting it. We always swore we would fight for each other, fight for the relationship, fight for our fucking love but he didn’t want too anymore. He didn’t want me anymore, and i can say with all my broken heart that killed me. It’s the worst thing to wake up happily in love and then go to bed broken because you’ve lost the reason why you even got up that day. He said he lost feelings, but I can’t place when. When did he lose feelings? With all of that sweet talk, the kisses, the texts, the calls, the hugs, everything and at some point he somehow started to lose feelings. And it hurt and surprised me so much because everyone knew that he was crazy about me. I saw parts of him that he would never dare to show anyone, we were so comfortable with each other and we allowed each other into our hearts but for some reason he just didn’t want that anymore. I can not place that all in my head, how you can suddenly lose interest in something you once loved. And it wasn’t like the hurt stopped there, no a month later he found himself with another girl. Making all the memories, the love, the jokes, that we were once doing. And the weirdest thing is, everyone around him can see that he doesn’t love her. Not the way he loved me at least. And i can’t seem to process the thought of why you would throw away a diamond for a fake one. Why would you throw away your perfect girl for someone who doesn’t even come close? Fuck, she’s not even pretty and yet i feel like i have to compete with her. And every month goes by, and they are still going strong and for some reason my brain still can’t process it. I still can’t believe that he’s moved on from me because love doesn’t just go away. You can’t just get rid of love because you don’t want it anymore, feelings don’t leave when you ask them too. So what is he doing with her when he can be with me? I’ve never been the girl to wait for someone, i always want to try with everyone but for some reason i am constantly drawn to him, as if he’s truly made for me and i think he is. I think he’s the love of my life and maybe i’m just not his. But when you love something you don’t just let it go, you fucking fight like crazy for it and i can promise everyone i would never go down without a fight. Okay maybe he’s happily in love with her, but what about me? What about my love for him? That doesn’t just go away, that doesn’t get excluded so fuck society and their expectations. Fuck everyone who thinks i won’t succeed. I know what I want, and i’ve never been so determined to get it.

And as I sat there next to you, I realized just how beautiful you really are, both inside and out. First, I fell for your shy but cute confidence when we first met. And then I realized that under that mask, you have a truly beautiful heart. I fell for your kind, loving personality and humor. I wanted your heart, and all of it. When we met up alone for the first time, my heart was pounding right out of my chest, my hands were trembling next to yours, and my mind was racing with questions and emotions. Then, when you looked deep into my eyes and flashed me that smile, it’s like the whole world just stopped. It was only you that I wanted, just you and I, together. I think that’s when I truly fell for you; When I realized that our broken pieces fit together, and the parts of me that I had once lost, I had now found again with you. Maybe we’re just another cheesy, sappy love story, but that’s okay. You’re worth more than just a couple pages. You’re worth the world; so I decided to give you mine and make me yours.
—  falling for you…
monday // 12.12.16
I want something different.
I want random and special, stupid and non-significant, I want unforgettable and once in a lifetime.
I want a whole bunch of opposites, more than I can ever imagine.
I want an adventure.
I am finally ready to shed this part of my life, this is where I come up for air. Where I can walk away from the waves of despair and into the world of unknown.
—  sarahbishi, Things I have never told anyone
Mark Gatiss just told everyone his version of Sherlock is dandy. I’ve noticed TJLCers aren’t even writing TJLC-specific meta anymore, we simply don’t need it.

– Sherlock is dandy.

– Sherlock’s whole world has come crashing down. Surprise. It’s about John. 

– Sherlock and John are driven so far apart everyone in the world is begging for them to reconcile. 

– Sherlock is learning how to listen to his heart.

– John is having a crisis over what he’s really wanted all this time.

– Sherlock saying “I love you” is important enough to be the only thing they show us of “The Final Problem” in the trailers. 

– Benedict Cumberbatch, knowing he shouldn’t say too much about series 4, couldn’t help himself and told us “love conquers all”. 

– Steven Moffat sighed immediately, in defeat.

– Series 4 airs, they walk through hell and back together.

– They live Happily Ever After.

Being Best Friend's with Newt Would Include:

• traveling the world with him to rescue various beasts

• being one of the only people in the world who even try to understand him before he became famous

• consistently standing up for him whenever someone mentions him being odd

• him teaching you all about the creatures and how to take care of them

• ‘just in case, I can’t have anything happen to them if I disappear’

• ‘nothing’s going to happen to you you’re not disappearing,’

• 'please Y/N, I just want to know they’ll be safe’ *newt looking away like he does with that cute little awkward almost smile*

• 'you know I’d never let anything happen to them, and if I lose you they’re all I would have left’

• cue newt giving you a huge grin and pulling you in for a hug because you’re his best friend in the whole world and always have been

• smacking the back of his head when he goes to give Picket away in the deal

• 'he has attachment issues and you’re just going to give him away! I cannot believe you!’

• automatically forgiving Newt for his small lapse in judgment when you get out

• newt being attacked by Grindelwald while trying to protect Credence

• you managing to put a protection spell in front of newt at the last minute

• just basically having each others backs in everything you do

• being totally platonic best buds who live in a suitcase together and have 50+ various magical beast babies

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I am a firm believer in true love. I do believe that there is someone out there for me who will eventually sweep me off my feet and make me wonder why I ever settled for anybody else. There is a man out there for me, with whom I will celebrate countless anniversaries, Valentine’s Days and birthdays. There is a man with whom I will be able to get through any fight, distance or hardship, knowing that nothing will ever change. There is a man out there with whom I will share an unbreakable bond, held together by the deep desires of love.

But not today.

I don’t want someone I “won’t be able to imagine my life without.” I don’t want someone to “have my whole heart.” I don’t want someone to be “my whole world,” or “my rock,” or “my better half.” I don’t want somebody who can understand me better than I can understand myself.

I want to feel whole. I want to be my own rock, my own anchor, my own soul mate. I want to understand myself better than anyone else can. I don’t want to look back and hate myself for altering my future for someone else when I know I wasn’t ready to.

That’s why I don’t want to find the man I will love forever today. Or tomorrow. Or the day after that.


For those who know me, you know that when I fall, I fall fast and I fall hard. I am a hopeless romantic who wears my heart on my sleeve. I simply love the idea of being in love. I can’t remember a time in my life when I didn’t have some type of interest in a guy. I love having a “texting buddy.” I love feeling desired. I have gotten hurt a few times, but I always pick myself up and try to move on. Moving on is hard for me, though, simply because I love being in love. I’ve called guys my “better half” and my “rock.” I’ve convinced myself that I couldn’t picture my life without them. I’m starting to realize now that that’s the last thing I want in my future relationship. Especially as a young woman in my early 20s. Before I enter into any serious relationship, I need to feel like I’m complete. And I need to be able to feel complete while completely alone.

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get to know me [1/5] favorite tv-shows: once upon a time 
“people are gonna tell you who you are your whole life. you just gotta punch back and say, “no, this is who i am”. you want people to look at you differently? make them! you want to change things, you’re gonna have to go out there and change them yourself, because there are no fairy godmothers in this world.”

Did Yoi ep. 8 do it?!

Did it have an allusion to fighting homophobia and to Yuuri wanting to be accepted as a couple with Victor?

In Yuuri’s monologue during his Eros routine at the Rostelecom Cup, he’s thinking about how probably the whole world (especially Russia) doesn’t want him to win and keep Victor at his side.

Is he only talking about the competition and Victor’s coaching, or something else?

The words and phrases he used makes me think maybe his monologue actually refers to how he feels the world doesn’t want him to win, in terms of love, and doesn’t want him to be with Victor, as lovers? (His theme IS “On Love”, after all.)

He says how that sends chills down his spine, and how he wants to change the world’s way of thinking.

And he does try! Through his actions and skating (which is full of allegory in this show). He even referred to being in “enemy territory” but not being intimidated, and showing everyone how he loves Victor:

And we know by now that he skates his Eros routine to show his love for Victor. So when the crowd goes wild and Yuuri says “Looks like they got the message”….

Well like they’ve flat-out said in this show before, LOVE WINS. Hopefully Yuuri did change the world, even just a little bit, to understanding and accepting love.

(My interpretation could be wrong, but I won’t be surprised if this WAS the intended meaning because this show doesn’t hold back any punches 😂)

I want a world where lesbian women’s love exclusively for other women is never questioned, and they are never pressured in to heteronormativity.

I want a world where bisexual women’s sexuality is never used as a weapon to attack her, where bisexual women are not thought of as morally or intellectually inferior or “dirty”.

I want a world where asexual women are assumed to be living happy lives, and recognized as being totally fulfilled in their independence, and are never told they need a sexual relationship to be whole.

I want a world where heterosexual women can have healthy relationships with men and are treated fairly by men.