i want the drama rn ;a;

pjo theatre au

have some theatre au headcanons because it is that time of the year again and ya girl nia is in Theatre Hell™

  • Piper basically lives in the theatre ok aside from volunteering at her local animal shelter sometimes she doesn’t have a life outside of this
  • She is the Drama Queen. Head Thespian.
  • imagine every theatre stereotype you’ve ever heard. that is piper.
  • Jason is literally that kid who remembers everything. He’s memorized the script, all the blocking, all the cues. h o w
  • annabeth is SM and she’s never taken a job this seriously in her entire academic career
  • if you miss a rehearsal without informing her at least two days in advance she will make it her mission to hunt you down
  • nico absolutely hates being in the spotlight but he always volunteers to work crew for a show so annabeth promotes him to ASM
  • they’re both really intimidating so you can imagine the productions the department put on are A1
  • percy was that one swimming jock who decided to give theatre a try and ended up being crazy talented
  • he performed Sante Fe for a showcase one time and everyone was moved to tea r s
  • Leo, Rachel, and Hazel are those who like to double as techies and actors
  • honestly there would probably be no set ever if they didn’t have Leo
  • Rachel is basically #1 when it comes to publicity ok she designs all the posters and t-shirts for the productions
  • she once made everyone “I can’t, I have rehearsal.” T-shirts for the hell of it
  • but when she decides to act in a production she leaves that to Hazel because boy does she immerse herself in her characters
  • She takes method acting so seriously like when she was casted as Madea she literally started a protest outside the school over the dress code
  • “F*CK YOUR MISOGYNY! STOP SEXUALIZING OUR SHOULDERS!”
  • piper: “i’m a thespian” someone: “did you say lesbian” piper: “that too”
  • Calypso is in charge of costuming and if she doesn’t make the most beautiful intricate well put together costumes every damn time
  • Frank usually just does run crew and honestly they wouldn’t have it any other way because he can lift set pieces that would usually take like 3 ppl
  • he also goes and gets pizza for everyone during tech week thx frank
  • everyone has seen each other half naked at one point it’s not even weird anymore
  • “nico the production is over you don’t have to wear your show blacks anymore” “what are you talking about these are my normal clothes”
  • it’s a tradition to have the entire cast go out to eat after a final performance in stage makeup and all 
  • everyone in the ihop gives them strange looks
  • the employees are used to it
  • they hate them
  • glitter. glitter everywhere.
  • THE ENTIRE DEPARTMENTS BEST GENRE TO PERFORM IS GREEK TRAGEDY AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT
  • Antigone. Madea. Oedipus. Trojan Women. Heracles. all sold out.
  • Greek plays are just their specialty lol no one’s sure why
  • “VALDEZ PUT THAT PROP BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP ME GOD”
  • once piper and percy convinced half the department to stand on the side of road at a busy intersection and bucket fundraise
  • they also ran around a nearby parking lot for a Wal-Mart and put their show flyers in the windshields of parked cars
  • leo almost got hit by a car twice
  • their director made them run laps when they found out but it was fcking worth it
  • a pre-show tradition they always do is to have everyone drink a cup of tea and then do the penguin dance
  • if you don’t know what the penguin dance is i’m referring to this 
  • someone once dared leo to say the M word for 20 bucks and hE DID RIP IN PEACE
  • that day during their dress rehearsal they had a stage light fall, 3 broken props, one costume malfunction, several missed cues, and their director tripped during a blackout and split their forehead open and had to be taken to the hospital for stitches
  • Annabeth wanted to kill him lol it took Nico Percy and Piper to hold her back
  • “WHAT TEAM?” “wILDCATS”

I know we all want a group comeback and are always waiting an extended amount of time for that. Though, we can appreciate the girl’s solo activities rn?

Victoria’s is popping over in China and I know that seems to get in the way of ot4 activities but Vic truly is doing her thang over there. She’s filmed dramas, movies and had a special dance stage on a show (I believe for NYE). Plus, her recent topless cover for breast cancer A++. I take that one to heart.

Amber with her ranting monkey show, recent cfs (that involves women empowerment), and show appearances here and there. Not to mention, we ALL know she’s constantly working on new material for us. That’s what she does has a songwriter and we should never forget that. Lastly, the total Sm station domination × cross roads releases last year.

Luna’s talents earned her a spot in a recent collaboration and she just launched her “Girl’s Can Do Anything” underwear for a FANTASTIC CAUSE! Not to mention her casual charity work in general. She has also had her share in acting for a web drama and musical last year. Not to mention her awesome album release + killing it with Amber in Sm station last year.

Then our beloved Krystal, who’s really came into her own the past 2 years. She has revealed her art exhibition with a beautifully haunting song and art flim. I also read she even won something for it on Sm’s Facebook page??? Then obviously her solo that’s happening that’s she been preparing for us.

Whenever we feel tired of waiting or fed up; Let’s try and remember these great things! I encourage anyone to add more to this post or even in the tags!

I swear to God, guys (Response to the drama, specifically Jack's video. I'm so sorry for posting something this emotionally charged.)

This fucking P. D.P discourse is legitimately affecting my state of mind and my anxiety levels and I’m SICK OF IT. Im so fucking upset, and then I’m mad at myself for being upset about something that has nothing to do with me. But it’s been all over my dash for days, it’s smothering the JSE tag now, it’s hit basically a third of the channels I watch (including non gaming ones), it’s in the MSM and on twitter - it’s unavoidable and it’s infringing on my functioning online.

You know what? I used to subscribe to P. D. P. I was a subscriber for probably two years or so. And I wrote a post about this the day that fucking video came out, but it really disturbed me and made me feel really bad internally so I unsubbed that evening. There was some other stuff happening on the channel that was not to my tastes, and so it just came to a head that day. It sucked a little bit that day and then over the next couple of days as I unfollowed him on Twitter, Instagram, etc. It was a little sad to see someone with a lot of potential fall into what in my opinion seemed to be a downward spiral of ever increasing acting out, shock value, unhappiness, etc. Perhaps that was mostly my perception and not truth, but whatever. So be it. I figured that was the end of it and moved on. I didn’t watch anything else from him after that (until the apology video yesterday - don’t get me started on that).

And now here we are a month or two later and this is a bona-fide international scandal to the point that J. K. Rowling and my own mother have heard about it. Because the majority of my Tumblr network is JSE related, it’s consumed my dash. I have never enjoyed Mark’s videos (no hate, just not my style) and I no longer watch P, and yet because there’s a lot of crossover in the fandoms, both are in my face about this. And now even Jack, who usually tried to stay out of anything and everything political/drama/current events; Jack, the fucking kindest and most genuine person on the goddamn platform; Jack, the man we’ve seen grow into a mature and sensitive person who does shit like use gender neutral pronouns; Jack has felt compelled to make a video statement about it. This is absolute insanity.

You know what? What P did was fucking disgusting and inexcusable. There was no joke there, no prank. It was hate speech (whether intentional or not) and the exploitation of disadvantaged POC to spread that speech. The Wall St. J break of the story and coverage thereafter was unprofessional, meant to incite drama, and very clearly targeted. It was 100% fucked all around. I completely understand why Disney and YT did everything they could to distance themselves from him and this scandal and I think that it was not an unreasonable reaction. (Although I do feel terribly sorry for all the innocent bystanders whose work in making Scare P. Season 2 has been demolished as collateral damage.)

But now? Now the person whose statement has been, by far, the most even handed and reasonable (albeit imperfect) is getting hate? Idgaf what you think about the rest of this situation or the other people who’ve gotten involved, you cannot convince me that Jack is anything other than a good person, even if his friendship may be problematic in some people’s eyes. It’s one thing for fans or whatever to make their own statements and comments, that’s mostly fine unless it’s violent or excessively hateful. It is absolutely not okay for other online personalities to use their influence to try and send a swarm of hatred his way for simply expressing a relatively neutral opinion as a third party. Jack absolutely did not throw P under the bus, and he absolutely did not say or do anything to indicate support for the actions or beliefs of P or any hatefulness in Jack’s own heart.

I’m not trying to be some stan over here although I’m sure I’ll get written off as such. But I am SICKENED by the thought that Jack is getting torment for being calm, logical, and mostly unbiased. Was his statement perfect? Of course not; there’s no statement anyone has or will make about such a sensitive issue that could be perfect. But I think the vast majority of what he said was good.

He was clearly and explicitly disgusted by and condemnant of what P said and did. He agreed that consequences were fair and to be expected, and that P should not receive a pass or feel sorry for himself for getting blowback for doing something objectively shitty. He also acknowledged that the MSM screwed this up and went about their journalism in an arguably unprofessional and opportunistic fashion. He admitted that he was still friends with P on a personal level because P has been a support network for him on an individual basis and, whether right or wrong, he believes that P is not a deeply bad person. Fine. People are getting really upset by that and on one hand, I get why. But on the other hand, I do not believe that it is unreasonable or unforgivable for someone to care about a close friend or loved one who has done something(s) that are bad.

You know what? I’ve had friends with really shitty beliefs that I disagreed with, and yet we were for a long while, very deep friends with each other. Ultimately our differences force us apart, but that’s another story. My personal belief is that as long as someone does not actively and directly use their beliefs or actions to harm other people (I.e. Physically or verbally assaulting someone, actively provoking or encouraging attacks by themselves or others in person or online against someone or a group they dislike, joining hate groups, instructing others/raising children into hate, etc.) then there is hope for them and a fair chance to have some friendly relationships with them if you knew them before you knew about those bad things. It is human to be flawed and to sometimes be overcome by emotion over detached logic. It is normal to care about people who have made mistakes (or even intentionally done wrong). Mothers often love their children who have committed serious crimes. Siblings have stood on opposing side of the God damn civil war. This is not even if the same universe of a scale of severity. So in perspective, it really is not so bad for a friend to continue loving a friend who has made fucked up statements. It’s not even comparable to those other things. It’s nowhere near the abominable act people are making it out to be. For fuck’s sake, I hate what P did but I do not believe that he is the devil incarnate and people who care about him that have done NOTHING HATEFUL themselves should not be vilified by association.

Jack did not defend P’s actions. Period. The ‘worst’ thing he did was say he didn’t believe P was truly anti sem and believed in his promises to change. How is that something deserving of attack? How? Jack’s actions have, overwhelmingly, for a few years been highly ethical, highly considerate, primarily positive, and surprisingly sensitive to the feelings, beliefs, bodies, minds, and hearts of others. In the rare cases where he has done something distasteful, he has been earnest in apologizing and followed through on making amends and/or changes for the future.

Jack is a good human being - better than many I’ve ever known - and it absolutely fucking destroys me to see him treated as a pariah or seen as worthy of disdain merely because he said something that wasn’t 100% in the vein of either ‘P is a subhuman trash ball’ or ‘P did nothing wrong.’ How dare he have a complex opinion on it, right? Fuck thought and moderation, right? Just as with modern politics, it’s a fucking sin to be anywhere but on a polar end of a spectrum of opinion/beliefs. I cannot sit here and say nothing when seeing people malign him. I’m sure ha can defend himself and does not need my thoughts or support. Maybe he doesn’t even want that. But I needed to say it. This whole drama has turned into a snowball of awful and this was the straw that broke my back in regards to it all.

I have a constant fear in the back of my mind that things and people I care about will be lost, betray my trust, or turn out to be bad. Because I value Jack so much, he is one of the bigger fears I have in that domain - that he’ll do something awful or turn out to be shitty irl. That would break my heart. I believe in Jack more than I believe in a lot of other huge things. And I don’t think these fears will come true. But they might. Still, I WILL BE DAMNED TO HELL IF I DON’T FIGHT THAT KIND OF PORTRAYAL WHEN IT ISN’T TRUE.

Fuck that. I know this is overly dramatic and if Jack sees it he’ll probably think I’m a nut job and want me to stay as far away from his community as possible. But I just had to say this and get it off my chest. This whole situation has been upsetting for days, but seeing one of my idols get shit on for nothing is the worst damn part for me personally. Sorry if that’s not rational. I’m sorry if I’m too invested in it or if I’m too much of a fangirl. But fuck it.

LET’S TALK

I need to write this to get something of my chest because wherever I go I just see hate from this lovely community towards jack and I just can’t be silent.

Jack came out with a video about this Felix thing yesterday and I understand why. Everyone wanted to hear what he had to say. Everyone was asking and asking so Jack answered and then the fucking hate storm came. A lot of people (not saying everyone) started to hate on jack and giving him a lot of shit because of his opinion and I’m not saying I’m agreeing on everything he said but I’m not sitting and hate him. Come on, we are suppose to be the nicest community and then when jack says one thing we don’t agree with we attack him and giving him shit for it. WE FUCKING ASKED, WE WANTED ANSWER, WE CAN’T BE ANGRY BECAUSE HE FUCKING ANSWERED.

So I was around twitter last night and saw that people talked about what Keemstar had said about jack and so I went to his twitter page and saw this video he did and I’m just..wtf. Okay Keemstar and everyone else agreeing with him, I understand what you mean and I understand that you are disagreeing about things jack said but you can’t come and say that you hate jack because of his opinions. That is just bullshit. He said what he thinking about this thing and his options matter too. Isn’t this just what started it all? Some people (let’s call them the A-people) had one way to see this and when other people (let’s call them the B-People) had another opinion  a-people started to shit on the b-people because obviously was they right and b-people was so wrong but then b-people heard about what the a-people said and the didn’t agree with them so they started to fight back because they were right aaaand drama happened and people was hating on each other and so so angry. Do you all don’t understand that this won’t fix ANYTHING you are just starting more fights and more drama ffs.

Keemstar also said that jack is only thinking about himself??? whats up with that? Jack being selfish? Okay we obviously thinks about to different people..no? he meant jack like in jacksepticeye? The wonderful green bean? one of the most nicest person on youtube? that jack? Okay, listen. Jack is not selfish for saying that it’s sad that scare pewdiepie is canceled because he had a big part of it. He wasn’t selfish he was understanding. He had put down time for this. He knew others had put down a lot of time for this show and he knew Felix had put down a lot of his time for this show and to see that so many people (him included) had worked on this show for a good amount of time made him sad because he was excited, like the rest of them, to see the finished product of this show. He was not selfish to be sad because he had a big role in this one he was sad because he had a big role and I think that if anyone of us was in jack’s position we would be sad to and I don’t think we would have wanted people around us say that it was selfish to think like that.

Lastly I just want to say that I’m so angry on this community and for the first time I’m a little disappointed to be a part of this community and that is not easy for me to say. I freaking love this community, this is my second family and it means a lot to me but what has happened since jack video came out had made me very angry. There is people in this community (and again, not saying everyone) that have said that jack is a selfish man, that he has changed and that he only thinks about himself and what others says about him and please, are we for real watching about talking about two different persons because I can’t say things like that about jack, I don’t get it. I understand you don’t have the same opinion as jack and that you don’t agree with him, I’m not agreeing with all the things he said but I’m not sitting here and hating on him. Something Mark said in his respect video (you should look it up if you haven’t watched it) got me thinking about this situation. You don’t need to agree with someone to respect them. You can disagree with someone and still respect them. I think that is something for you all that are hating on jack for just saying his opinions and also for you hating on Felix but that is a whole other rant to write about and one I won’t put my thoughts in right now.

I just hope this drama will die down soon and everything will go back to normal because I’m tired of this hate that has started. Jack’s community is a community I don’t recognize any longer. Marks community (which I’m also a part of) are also full of hate and let’s not even talk about Felix’s community it is chaos there.

But I’m begging you all to just respect peoples opinions, you can argument with them and say what you think but don’t hate on someone just because you don’t agree with them, it won’t fix anything.

I don’t know if this rant has made any sense but I just needed to say what I think about this jack drama that happened. If some of you actually read this whole text and didn’t throw you phone, computer or ipad away because of this text or because of all the wrong grammar in this text (i’m from Sweden so I’m sorry for all the wrong grammar!!) But if you have read this text and are thinking you want to talk with me about this drama please, my ask is always open, so come and talk to me!

Thank you for reading.

Why I always draw angsty draws of CA:

-He has one of my favorite design tbh

-Time is happily engaged now, there is hardly drama with Rain, who else can I draw tormented? CA has some serious issues-

Aww! MAGNUS IS THE BEST BOYFRIEND

He got Max a present! Children’s curiosity, though.

Magnus saying that it’s okay! They are beautiful. (I hope Alec thinks so too. Something tells me he’s thanking Max in his head rn)

Yes, Max. Enough questions. Jace saying Magnus is his friend. I bet Maryse wants to scream, right now.

Max, he is in every way that counts. What has he overheard, Maryse? Oh, hell no! She didn’t.

That’s it, Jace. Walk away from her. Yes, Alec. Defend your brothers and parabatai.

Yes, Maryse. You want to make things right, you can start by not tearing the people Alec cares about apart emotionally.

I’m not really one for contacting “creators” but I have to say a huge huge thank you to Discordia for NLTS. The series was amazing, but it was made even more so by the way it’s queer characters arcs played out. Although there was drama, it was because the leads of the story happened to be queer, not intrinsically linked to sexuality. Even when sexuality was brought in (brief interlude to scream about ace rep omg you guys! So good) it was handled respectfully and legitimised (yayay). Everything was wrapped up properly, without having to brush over any details, and it’s just So So nice to have a series that doesn’t amp up the drama so much that its overwhelming. We got a beautiful story about love and friendship and family, and I’m so so thankful for that.

anonymous asked:

okay i kinda want to start watching twd. is it good? like, i'm not really shaken by horror or anything unless it's VERY VERY scary, I'm OK with gore, and I definitely like dramas, but i've been so... averse to watching it for some reason. IDK why.

its literally …. so good …. like …. i have rewatched it so many times im 100% positive i hit double digits, i had a tumblr/insta for it, i have shirts and posters, name an event in it and im able to pinpoint the exact episode … exact season … exact scene. besides voltron, i eat, sleep, breathe the walking dead …

Now, just to be clear:

Dee ( @xmelodiious​ ) is one of my most beloved FRIENDS on tumblr.  It doesn’t matter what happens. She, Ellie, and a couple of more people I don’t want to involve here, are the ones who I can ASSURE, they ARE my friends, no matter what situation we pass through.   I just wanted to state it clear in case anyone still has doubts.

RN I’m just tired of irl, tumblr doesn’t need to be ANOTHER place of stress, nor for me, nor for ANYONE. I’ve passed through similar situations before. I even reblogged a post on THIS blog because of another fandom before as well.

Take care with words said. Take care with your health and life. 

  • Lol @ everyone defending the boys rn. Tbh, I don't care if you're some random ass stranger on the street, a middle class suburban mom, a 40 yr old dude working on Wall Street or the fucking queen of England; if you speak like any of them did about women, I'm still going to call you out on your shit.
Today's Been a Good Day

I went out of town to go shopping with my mom, and I found it to be a really refreshing experience. It was nice to get out of the house and enjoy myself. I got some pretty cool stuff too. Sucks that I have to go back to school tomorrow though :c

I mainly wanted to post this to let you guys know where I’ve been and what I’ve been doing all day instead of being active here. Don’t get me wrong, I love you guys to death. But it’s nice to take a break from social media every once in a while (especially rn with all the drama that’s been going on). I probably won’t be really active on here until Sunday because 1: I have school and that takes up time and 2: I’m going to visit my grandma on Saturday. If you message me, though, I’ll most likely be able to get to it, so I won’t be gone completely.

I hope you guys have had a great weekend and just remember that you can do anything you put your mind to. You’re all beautiful inside and out ❤

anonymous asked:

You are loved, appreciated, and valued!! When u get this tell us five things that make you happy and send it to the last ten people in your notifications 😁

haha thanks anon. i kinda needed this

1) obviously my amazing friends @broccoli-blogger and @punkrockicorn!! they are my children and i love them very much <3

2) my cats. i know its dumb to some people but theyre literally some of the most important things in my life rn

3) my horses. again, might sound kinda stupid but the mental and physical connection i have with them when i ride is something ive never been able to replicate (even if they r idiots now and then)

4) the internet. even tho theres so much drama everywhere u look on here, theres also some p cool people/things and its rly cool to me that im able to connect to people across the world if i want to

5) ill add a number 6 but i rly want to reiterate how much @broccoli-blogger and @punkrockicorn mean to me. i love them so much that if anything happened to them i would kill everyone in the room and then myself. im not kidding when i say that if anyone fucks with them then they can meet me by the tree at 3 pm

6) and last but not least…FUCKING BONOBOS mmmmmMMMMMM THATS SOME GOOD SHIT. for those who dont know theyre a primate thats currently considered the most peaceful species of ape in the world. like if two want the same thing (food, bed, toys, etc) theyll just share it and hug each other. it is the cutest goddamn thing in the world and i just… *clenches fist* love them so much

cosmicdvst  asked:

slides over 2 & 3

                                                     「 STAY SALTY MY FRIEND@cosmicdvst 」


[ o2. ] What are your unpopular opinion(s) of the fandom you’re rping in?

i am absolutely not going to go deep into this and create drama on ur dash, but the whole shipping discourse?? i never UNDERSTOOD it. i didn’t even know it was a thing until i came into the voltron rp community!! i had to look up what shaladin was. 

ship whatever, fam. do what you want. i ship shaladin. 

( i’m even writing a shance fic rn- Never Going to Live This Down )

I also!!! love broganes!!! the whole adopted brother thing?? and i was talking to daki the other day about this whole scenario where shiro could potentially be keith’s uncle. it was awesome. someone made a MINI COMIC abt said theory and im just. super fucking stoked, okay???

[ o3. ] What rp trends are you so over and can’t wait for it to die?

answered!!!

I Loved You Through Everything ~Jack Gilinsky

a:n// omggggggg i have G feels rn and this is an inspired idea I forgot where I saw it

It was yet another night that I was waiting for Jack to come home. He’s been on tour for the past 8 months, and I couldn’t wait to see him. We’ve been in a relationship for 2 years now, and it’s been the most drama in my entire life. To this day, I still wonder if it’s worth everything I’m put through. But once I see Jack, I realize that it is.

Anyways, tonight, I really wanted to just relax with Jack tonight. I’ve been studying my brains out for school, so the last thing I want is to be running around doing something. I just wanted to cuddle with Jack and put on a movie until we would fall asleep, sleeping with each other in our arms, protecting one another.

Jack said he would be home at 10. I looked at the clock. 10:27. Traffic. It was probably traffic. I continued to look through Netflix for any good movies to watch with him. I finally found one and looked over at the clock. 11:02. I sighed. I decided to just start the movie and fill Jack in when he got here. He would be here in a couple minutes anyways. At least, that’s what I thought. Two hours and a couple of tears from the movie later, Jack was still not home. I was beyond pissed. Not only had he had me waiting for 8 months to come home, he also had me waiting to fall asleep for him. Then I heard the door knob jiggle.

I threw my blanket next to me and stood up, arms crossed. He opened the door and as I was about to say something, I noticed he wasn’t himself. He had this tired weary look on his face, like he’d been thinking about something.

“Y/N, I need to talk to you"he said.

“Oh me too. I just watched this amazing movie, but don’t worry, you only missed the whole thing because you didn’t come home until 2 and a half hours later than you said you would!"I yelled.

He rolled his eyes. "Would you just shut up and listen to me for a second?"he asked. I raised my eyebrows, who the hell did he think he was talking to?

"Go ahead"I said, crossing my arms. What insane excuse does he have now?

"Look, I’m sorry that I was late. I’ve just been thinking about something. It’s that- god this isn’t easy. I think I found someone else"he said, looking at the ground.

My heart stopped for a minute. My head kept playing that same sentence over and over again, making my heart break more and more each second.

"What?"I asked, my voice cracking. Tears were filling my eyes like a swimming pool, threatening to poor out.

"I-I’m sorry. I was on tour 2 months and I saw this girl and I just felt different. I felt like I needed to be with her"he said. Now I was mad.

"2 months? 2 fucking months? You’ve waited 2 months to tell me that you’ve been fucking around with another girl? I can’t believe you!"I yelled.

"Y/N, I love you it’s j-”

“NO!"I yelled. "No! Don’t you ever say that you’ve loved me because you haven’t. I thought we meant something Jack. I thought we were going to be the power couple, the one that could make it through. But you lied to me. You lied to me for 2 months, telling me you loved me when you didn’t. Telling me I was the only one, when you were with another girl. Do you have any idea how much this hurts me right now? I’ve waited 8 months to see you Jack. 8 fucking months. And then you come home to tell me you’re leaving me? Just like that! Like I meant nothing to you. Was it me Jack? Was it? Was I the reason you left me? Am I not good enough Jack? Huh? Because I obviously wasn’t. Because if I was, I wouldn’t be here, crying my eyes out because the person that I loved broke my heart"I sobbed.

"Y/N please. I’m sorry"Jack said, tears filling his eyes.

"Do you know what you’ve put me through? Do you? The hate that I get, the threats that I get. I told myself every day that you would never do anything to hurt me. That all those Madison rumors weren’t true. That I was yours, and only yours. But clearly, I wasn’t. I loved you through everything"I said, the tears non stop pouring from my eyes. By now, Jack had tears running down his face.

"I really hope she loves you Jack. I really do. Because god-I don’t think there’s anyone that could love you as much as I do"I whispered, wiping my tears away with the sleeve of my shirt.

I stared at Jack, waiting for him to say something. But we both had the same reaction. Our face was stained with tears, and the realization of what was going to happen struck us. I took a deep breath and wrapped my hands behind my neck, taking off the necklace Jack gave me for our 1 year anniversary.

I walked toward him and opened his hand, dropping the necklace in.

"Give this to someone who makes you happy. Even if that person isn’t me"I whispered, closing his hand. He nodded, pulling me into hand for our last hug. He held me tight, knowing that this was our last time we were going to see each other. We held each other for a few minutes, neither of us wanting to let go.

"Good bye Y/N"he said finally.

"Good bye Jack"I whispered, letting him go. And I let him go to another girl.

As they say, all good things, soon have an end.

part 2??

guys this is so sad I almost cried while writing this no joke

anonymous asked:

I'm gonna stay on anon because I don't want this to be taken the wrong way but I know this whole Fanfic tumblr drama is crazy and all but I feel like everyone is making it seem like a crime and I understand it all but the way to face it is fight it

Alright but until your shit is the stuff being blasted on twitter or being shared on twitter, I don’t think you can really understand the trepidation re: fic writing and posting rn. Sorry I don’t want people thinking they can go around tweeting about my fics???? Nah if I wanted that shit on twitter, I would put them there. But since I didn’t….I think it’s messy af that someone would talk about someone else’s fics on twitter. It’s messy and fuckin rude tbh.

“jagi”

First of all, I didn’t want to get involved in all the drama that’s been going on between fans rn. But I’m bothered that people defend their opinions with arguments to which they don’t have proof of.

(Not that it rly matters, but I genuinely believe in the probability of KD being in a romantic relationship. I’ve been into Kpop long enough to know that most companies can get very shady, (don’t ask me to explain myself, there is enough “proof” of this on the internet), and that set-up scandals are not uncommon in this sector. That’s why I always try to stay skeptical whenever rumors appear or scandals get confirmed. I’m not saying you should be paranoid orsth, but pls consider that media and big companies can say whatever they want to say and ppl will still believe it, because it’s expected from them to be truthful. Okay moving on!!)

As I said this ^ doesn’t rly matter, since it’s my personal opinion, idc if ppl disagree. But what I wanted to talk abt was the whole ‘jagi’ thing.

A lot of people are saying that “jagi” is a very common word used among close friends. I thought that was a bit weird, since I’ve been into Korea and Korean Culture long enough to know it’s used in romantical situations. I wasn’t sure tho, since I’m not Korean myself, so I decided to contact some of my friends. I’m studying Korean in University rn, so I know some Korean ppl (Korean students, Korean teachers, or just friends I met bcs of apps such as HelloTalk).

I asked a Korean teacher of mine for the meaning and use of the word ‘jagi’. I figured, since she’s not only Korean but also teaches Korean to foreigners as her profession, she should be able to explain this w/o difficulty.

According to her, you can indeed use the word among very close friends, or as an elderly to youngsters. However, she did also mention that only females do this, and guys do NOT usually* use this in non-romantical context, because he would appear to be gay or very feminine.

*so I guess, unless you are in privet, or you are openly-gay, you wouldn’t use this.

I also asked my exchange student for her opinion. She’s about 20yrs old, so I thought it would be helpful to ask her as well, because maybe nowadays “jagi” can be used among young ppl in other context (slang for example). (My teacher (prev screenshot) is very secretive about her age lol. But I guess she’s about 30yrs old, so maybe she’s not aware of slang among younger ppl).

This is what she said:

She as well said that girls sometimes use it among each other, but guys don’t. She also stated that it’s considered a to be a bit “naughty”(??)* to use this among friends.

*my vocab is not that rich yet, so I’m not sure of the exact meaning of this word. But as far as I know, it’s “naughty”. UPDATE: some readers pointed out that the translation is “in a playful way”; girls using among each other in a playful way. Thank you for clearing this up!! ^^

I also asked her if it would be considered gay to use it as a guy to another guy.
She answered, that it could be in a joking way* (A/N: when you look at the video, it doesn’t look like JI is joking tho, so I’m p sure he wasn’t fooling around), but she continued saying that it’s rather dumb to use this term in public (a guy to a guy), since ppl will suspect you to be homosexual.

*Neither one of these persons have seen the video/know the exact situation I was talking abt, so they didn’t have personal opinions on this specific matter. My friend just wanted to explain that even though it can be used in a joking way, it’s a bit dumb since ppl WILL think you’re gay.

So my thought on this matter is: when you look at the video, JI first looks around to see if no one is looking, then proceeds to call KS “jagi” to draw his attention (in some video (frm a diff angle) it would appear as if KS was already looking at JI when he called him, but that video starts later, and due to its angle you cannot read JI’s lips so I don’t think we can be certain. But looking at the first vid, KS did not look at JI before he called him (or maybe I’m blind lel)). Also the fact that they were in China, his (JI) mic was off (?), and ppl were focusing on Suho speaking, he might’ve not considered the possibility of fans noticing. Again, as many ppl stated, KS is the only one to respond, which would imply he’s used to JI calling him that. I also trust the Kfan analysis on the “jagi” thing, since it seems p legit and they are Korean after all.

Ok lol. Last but not least, this is kinda the only thing I wanna share on this matter, since I have enough shit going on irl and I don’t wish for my inbox to be filled with hatemail orsth. I’m not saying that you should believe everything i say, it’s up to you whether you trust me or not. But I persnally wanted to ask ppl I know, since I’m not rly fond of secondhand sources and stuff. 

I’d def recommend @cckaisoo, @jongsooyah and @faakeid for more analysis/theories/proof idk what else, regarding kadi.

Bai.