Hey guys!! So like 2 weeks ago I finally hit 10k followers! I finally got around to making this since I finally had some free time. I haven’t been as active as a gif maker in the last year or two so the climb to 10k was slow but I finally got there! I hope to start doing more gifs and stuff soon again.The last follow forever I made was almost two years ago in 2015 so this is long overdue I think.
I can’t even begin to thank you all so much, all of you guys are so amazing and I can’t believe so many people have followed me on this website over the years. I have made some amazing friends and love you guys so much, even if we don’t talk, if we’re mutuals you mean the world to me and all my followers too.
I honestly don’t follow that many people just around 150 blogs and probably 50 or more of those are inactive, so I really should follow some more people… maybe one day. If you have any suggestions just shoot them my way! But I want to appreciate all of the people that I actually will follow forever until the day that I will leave this site. All my mutuals are bolded which is a lot of them oops, but if I forgot anyone please let me know! If I did forget anyone check out my blogroll for everyone else I follow since they are all great! Again thank you guys SO MUCH! I know 10k followers really isn’t a lot compared to some people but it means the world to me ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Now go and follow all these amazing blogs!!
hey guys, so i recently reached 1k followers on this blog and that’s a number i never thought i would reach so fast. im so thankful and appreciate each and every one of you. thank you so much for making me smile a little more each day!! ♡
I’m not dead just ridiculously busy with moving and whatnot!! I haven’t had the chance to draw in months and it almost started to physically hurt not to be able to draw so my resolution: to use the time i could be sleeping to animate 8,D
Got dem Sailor Moon feels back from marathoning all the newest musicals and crying at the beauty that is Yuuga Yamato as Mamoru Chiba.
I was rereading The Lynburn Legacy last week and I kept noticing all of Kami’s descriptions of her clothes… All of these are (at least partly) described in the books. ft. Jared’s jacket. separate images on my art blog | society6
(also partly inspired by walkingnorth‘s fashionable fictional character thing :))
Kai Parker x Reader word count : 3 960 summary : [after 6.22] Reader and Kai are best friends, though after the wedding Kai’s emotions towards her got heightened. One night, while he is on his way to her house, he hears her scream and … #iSuckAtSummaries 😅 *gif by lightwoodxalec ________________________
A lot of things changed for Kai after the wedding. He was no longer a siphon but a heretic – vampire/ witch hybrid. All his emotions were heightened, including the empathy he gained from his brother Luke during the merge. After the wedding fiasco, he was bombarded with emotions and a lot of guilt that kept him awake at night. There was an easy way out for him, being a vampire and all – he could shut off his humanity, but he didn’t want to do that. There was another emotion coursing through his veins, feeling more magnified than ever with each passing day. Kai didn’t fully understand it, but knew it was stronger than the guilt and was connected to one person and one person alone – Y/N, his best friend. Before the merge, Y/N had been the one trying to convince her friends to give him the benefit of the doubt. Then after the merge she had helped him deal with all those emotions flooding his mind. Including staying awake all night with him sometimes, talking on the phone and later on – in person. Y/N had given him the chance everyone else denied him and for the first time in his life he had someone who truly cared about him. And for whom he cared about immensely.
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Kai walked down the empty streets of Mystic Falls on his way to her house, feeling this unexplainable desire to see her be with her all the time, when a few hundred metres away from her house and heard screams. He didn’t even question who it was, recognising the voice as hers instantly. And he ran. Her screams were coming from her (as usual) open bedroom window. It took him barely a second to push his feet off the ground with every ounce of strength he had and land on the soft carpet by the window with a muffled thud. The young heretic looked around, expecting to find someone or lots of someones in the room, but there was no one else besides Y/N, who was thrashing in her bed. Sweat drops covered her forehead, her blanket was pushed off almost to the ground and there were tears rolling down her cheeks while screams left her lips. A sigh left his lips and he quickly made his way to her bed, grabbing her shoulders in attempt to wake her up. But whatever she was dreaming about had her completely trapped, so he did the next thing that popped into his head and closed his eyes sneaking into her dream.
He took a step between the trees, looking up at the sky. It was mid-day, by the looks of it. Not from too far away he heard sobs and quickly he made his way towards the sounds, seeing Y/N kneeling on the ground with blood covering her hands and torn up clothes. Her hair was messy with dried leafs stuck to it and tears were rolling down her cheeks. Next to her was a body, her friend Matt who was wearing his deputy uniform. Only it wasn’t just her friend Matt. Bonnie, Stefan, Caroline where there too, and even Damon who had pressed his hand on a wound on his neck which wasn’t healing. A werewolf bite. It looked like there had been a fight there – a couple of trees had fallen down and blood covered the ground around a dying camp fire. “You are not dead. Matt , wake up !. You can’t be dead. No.” she cried. “But he is.” groaned Damon. “And soon I will be too, thanks to you little wolf. Did you have to trigger your curse again right on a full moon ?” “I never wanted this to happen. He came out of nowhere. I thought – ” she cried looking up. “Kai ? No, no you have to get out of here. I – I will hurt you or worse, kill you. Leave, please –” Kai took a step towards her when he saw another version of him who did the same. Y/N looked at him with terror in her eyes and got up, slowly backing away from him. About half way to Damon she screamed in pain and dropped on one knee, then her shoulder cracked loudly, along with every other bone in her body while her eyes growled in brown with amber highlights. Y/N snarled at her best friend, her nails digging in the ground as the transformation deepened. “Y/N hey , its okay. I can help.” said dream-Kai talking another step towards her. “I will help you control this. You might’ve triggered the curse again but it’s going to be okay. I will make sure that it is.” “What is happening to me ?” she thought out loud, groaning out in pain. “This is not supposed to happen. The full moon is over. I can’t hurt anyone else, I … D-Damon , you have to kill me —” “Lay a finger on her and I will kill you.” warned dream-Kai, seeing Damon starting to get up. Meanwhile Y/N had already turned into a wolf and stepped towards dream-Kai, growling. “Y/N – It’s me. You don’t want to hurt me. Focus on my voice. Remember the first time you and I went camping ? It was the first weekend of July and it was so hot outside, even sleeping under the starts wasn’t helping – ” Y/N took a step backwards, pawing at the ground whimpering. Dream-Kai took a slow a step towards her and the real Kai followed, placing his hand on dream-Kai’s shoulder taking his place. He took another step, then another until his hand reached her face. “– and then I told you I could hear a river near by.“ he gave her a small smile, brushing his palm against her fur. “You made me chase you there and jumped into the water so suddenly, I was absolutely terrified I’d lose you when you didn’t emerge for a whole minute and a half. I haven’t felt like that since I saw you laying on the ground at the wedding –” Y/N growled, tackling him on the ground. Kai looked into her eyes but instead of trying to fight her off he found a way to put his arms around her, gently stroking her fur while speaking softly. “You are having a nightmare. Wake up. This – It’s not real , wake up. Y/N. Wake up.”
A short moment later, her eyes opened and immediately her arms wrapped tight around Kai, who pulled her towards him rubbing gentle circles on her back. He had had his fair share of nightmares in the Prison World, whenever he actually got to sleep there and then afterwards, but it appeared her nightmare had affected her quite deeply. They had talked before and he knew triggering the curse again and hurting her friends were two of her biggest fears, though in the dream – what he had seen. That terror in her eyes when he had shown up. It hadn’t been fear he’d hurt her, it hadn’t been fear one of her friends would hurt him. Y/N had been afraid she’d be the one who’d hurt him and she had been so terrified of it, she had asked her friend to kill her so that doesn’t happen. “It’s okay. It was just a bad dream. It wasn’t real.” he said in a soothing voice, listening to her heart rate slowly calm down. “You are awake and all your annoying friends are safe and sound, sleeping and probably snoring in their own beds right now –” Y/N pulled away and pinched her cheeks then his, just in case. Her dream had felt so real and this time it had been worse than before. Ever since coming back from the Other Side almost two years ago, nightmares tormented her pretty much every night. That night however not one, not two but three of her worst fears had come to haunt her and if it hadn’t been for Kai, she probably would’ve been trapped in the hellish dimension her subconscience created until morning. “Ouch.” he laughed, his laugh making her laugh. “No need for pinching, kicking or biting. I’m real. Sorry, I – I wanted to stop by and – you know, I can’t sleep. Anyways when I heard you scream I – You scared the hell out of me. Do those happen often ?” Y/N nodded, unable to find her voice. “Why didn’t you tell me ?” “I –” she started, wiping away tears from her cheeks. “– I didn’t want to burden you. You already have so much to deal with. I didn’t want to add more to it.” Kai sighed. “You should’ve told me. Best friends tell each other stuff like that, right ? Tell you what. If it’s okay with you – I will stay the night and every other night from now on, watching over you while you sleep.” “You’d d-do that ?” Kai smiled, brushing his thumb against her cheek. “For you, I’d do anything… everything. Can I have a pillow ?” “Why ?“ she asked curious. “N-no. You are not sleeping on the comfy chair.” “No ?“ he said surprised and she moved over on the bed, motioning for him to slip under the covers with her. “Y-you’d let me sleep in your bed ? With – you ?” Y/N nodded, snuggling closer to him while his arms wrapped around her. “By the way, and don’t take this the wrong way – but you look really cute and fluffy as a wolf.” “Yeah – until I try to bite someone’s head off.” she said quietly. “You saw what happened in the dream. It has happened in real life. Almost every single full moon, I never want it to happen again. I – you have no idea what it is like, not having any control.” “It won’t happen again and if it does, I am 100% behind dream-me’s words.” he kissed her forehead. “I will help you find a way to control it. There are daylight rings that keep vampires from burning in the sun, I am pretty sure I can figure out something to help you control it.” “I’ll hurt you , or worse – kill you.” “You can’t hurt me. I can siphon the bite away and push you off me in a blink of an eye with magic.” he said reassuringly. “But that won’t happen because I will make sure you don’t trigger the curse and also – I will make sure nightmares never bother you again. I will be here chasing them away. Every night. Always.”
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Midnight. Kai turned down the dark street, finding himself in front of her house a moment later. There had been a storm earlier which had knocked out the power in all of Mystic Falls but he knew she would be waiting for him to come. Three months he had been going to her place every night, sneaking in through her window. Watching over her while she slept. The young heretic didn’t know how or when it had happened but he had fallen in love with the wolf girl. And now, he couldn’t imagine his life without her in it. Or without her smile or the way her eyes lit up every time he was around. Or the way she said his name. There was always warmth in her voice when she did and he didn’t mind her calling him ‘Malachai’. In fact, thanks to her and the way his name rolled off her lips, as if its the most beautiful word in the world, he actually started liking it. He loved every single thing about her, but most of all he loved listening to her heart beating while she slept in his arms. Kai stopped under her window and looked up seeing it wide open, the curtains flapping with the breeze. He glanced at the square box in his hands and pushed his feet off the ground, landing right inside her bedroom. Even in the darkness he could see her curled up on her bed, facing the window and even though her eyes were closed, he knew she was awake. “Aren’t you afraid of being all alone in the dark with an open window from where anyone can enter ?” he said a little amused. “Like maybe a dangerous vampire/witch hybrid –” Y/N opened her eyes and smiled at him. “I’d be more afraid if a dangerous vampire/witch hybrid didn’t enter my room through the window tonight.” Kai laughed under his breath and shortened the distance between them in a split second. Her eyes glowed in the dim light and she scooted over on the bed, making space for him to sit next to her. He waved his hand and a couple candles around the room lit up, filling room in soft candle light and Y/N looked at him with awe again. No matter how many times he did that, it was always like this. “I am happy you are not asleep yet. I’d hate to wake you up.” he kissed her forehead, sitting on the bed next to her. “Last time things didn’t work out well for me. You almost hit me –” "I was having a nightmare.“ “I know, I am messing with you.” he tapped her nose, reaching his other hand behind his back. “Hey um, I have a surprise for you. Ta-da.” A moment later a medium large flat square box with a light blue bow found its way on her lap. Y/N shook it lightly while Kai watched her with anticipation in his eyes. “What is it ?“ “Open it and you’ll find out.” he smiled, unable to tear his eyes away from her as she opened the box and took out her present. “D-do you like it ?” “A dream catcher ?” she smile, checking her present from every angle. “Yeah, you have been having nightmares and I just – I thought this might help. I know I spend most nights with you but this is for when I am not here to chase the nightmares away. Or more likely for when I am a little late –” Y/N looked at her best friend and smiled. Since that night almost three months ago, Kai spent every single night watching over her. Sometimes he even sneaked into her dreams just to make sure there are no nightmares. Despite all the things her friends said about him, Y/N saw light in him. It was there, barely a flicker at first but the longer they spent together – the brighter it got and she fell in love with him and everything about him. Now she couldn’t imagine her life without him in it. “I love it. Thank you.” she smiled, kissing his cheek. Kai smiled nervously. “It’s spelled, you should know that. I can use it to um – this is going to sound a bit creepy but I can watch over you that way. I have another one, just like this one in my apartment right now and whenever you want to speak to me or –” Suddenly Y/N wrapped her arms around him tight, Kai doing the same. “Thank you. C-can I see you too ?” “Yeah, it works both ways.” he said taking the dream catcher from her hands. He lifted it in the air between them and spun it around twice to the left, stopping it right after. Y/N watched in complete awe as the circle in the middle turned into a looking glass of sorts. “See ? That’s my bedroom right now –” “Wow. This is so cool !” "I know. Only you can do that though. To the rest of the world is just an ordinary dream catcher.” he said, watching her hang her present on her nightstand lamp. “You don’t think its creepy ? That I can watch over you 24/7 now ?” “No. Not at all. I feel a lot safer that way and I absolutely love it. It’s kind of really pretty.” she winked at him, making him laugh. “You are the best, you know that right ?” Kai smiled widely at her feeling his heart about to leap out of his chest. “There is something else though … another surprise.” Y/N’s eyes lit up. “Another ? I didn’t get that many presents for my Christmas last year.” she laughed nervously. “Wh-where is it ?” “Right under your nose.” he smiled, tapping her nose. “Close your eyes – just for a second and don’t scream.” “Scream why would I – okay.” she closed her eyes, her heart beating faster than ever. Y/N waited for something to land in her hands or maybe some sound to give her a hint, but there was nothing. Instead, a moment later, Kai brushed his palm against her cheek and his lips gently touched hers. At first she was a little surprised, then she pulled him towards her, craving more. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach, spreading the feeling through her entire body waking up every fibre. Y/N tangled her fingers in his hair while he slowly backed her against the bed, deepening the kiss. It felt as if her heart was about to leap out of her chest, same as his and she couldn’t help but notice how somehow their hearts beat as one in that moment. Then too soon for her liking, he pulled away. “Wow.” he said out of breath, resting his forehead on hers. “I take it you liked my surprise ? Cuz I can feel your heart trying to push its way through , same as mine and –” “Was it … just one kiss ?” “D-do you want it to be just one ?“ "No.” she smiled. “Kai , I –” He pressed his finger on her lips, shushing her. “There is something I have to tell you. I should’ve told you before, but it was never the right time and … I didn’t know how, frankly.” he started, gazing into her eyes. “I know I am not the best person and I am so terrible at emotions, but this I know. And I know it because it is the most real, strongest feeling I have ever felt in my entire life.” Y/N gazed into his eyes, feeling her heart thumping like crazy in her chest. Was he going to say what she thought he was going to say ? “It’s you. It has always been you, since the day we met.” he smiled. “I didn’t see it at first and… I can’t stop thinking about you, or dreaming about you. Or wanting to be with you every second of every day. Every time I close my eyes, you are all I see. Your smile, that sparkle in your eyes I love so much… You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I – I love you, Y/N. I love you and even if you don’t love me back, I will still love you because I can’t imagine my life without you in it… and I love you. With everything that I have, I love you and I always will.” “Kai –” “And I know there is no way you’d feel the same way about me, because how could you, right ? I mean –” “Kai, I lo-” “– you are so pure, good and kind and I am the complete opposite –” Y/N cupped his face and before he had had time to react, her lips smashed against his while she rolled on top of him in a split second without breaking the kiss. Kai’s hands found their way on her waist, moving up and down her back pulling her towards him while her crotch grounded against his, both of them moaning into the kiss and when she pulled away, he was completely breathless. “You never listen, do you?” she laughed a light laugh. “I love you. I love you and I can’t imagine my life without you. I can’t even imagine living a day without you. Or your constant talking. Or seeing the way your eyes glow, like they do right now. Or seeing your smile, capable of brightening up the darkest of days and those dimples, I – ” she sighed, lightly biting her lip while gazing into his eyes. “I have loved you for months, but never said anything cuz … I wasn’t sure you feel the same way and I – I’ve been hurt so many times –” “I’d never hurt you.” he brushed his palm against her cheek. “I’d rather die than do that and if I ever do, I will probably rip my heart out.” Y/N smiled at him. “There is only one way you can hurt me… and that’s by not being in my life.” “That will never happen.” he said serious. “I can’t be without you.” “I can’t be without you either.” she smiled, brushing her nose against his and he rolled on top of her, both of them laughing. Y/N hooked her hands around his neck, longingly gazing into his eyes while playing with the scruff on the back of his head. “Kiss me again.” Kai smiled at her and his lips collided with hers, drowning her in a deep passionate kiss. He had never imagined how hearing her say ‘I love you’ would make him feel. How his heart would do all those weird flips and literally try and jump out of his chest and into her hands. All his life he had been longing for this. For someone who loves him and excepts him just the way he is. With all his flaws, taking the good with the bad and now he had that and so much more. “If you ever stop kissing me –” she said quietly. “– I will riot.” Kai laughed under his breath. “I have no intentions on ever stopping, although –” he rolled onto the bed next to her, immediately pulling her into his arms. “It’s late and you have classes tomorrow, so.” Y/N sighed and snuggled closer to him, placing her hand over his heart. There was no better lullaby for her than listening to his heart. “Hey um, I almost forgot.” she reached across him towards her night stand while he stroked her hair. “For you.” Kai took a small box from her hands, shaking it near his ear. “What is it?” “Open it.” she pulled herself up , seeing his curious expression when he checked out his present. “A key ?” “Yeah.” she ran her fingers through her hair. “This is your home too and I know you like sneaking in but -” “Home.” he smiled, his eyes drifting for a long moment. “I almost forgot what that feels like. Being loved and wanted –” “You will always be loved and wanted. I will always love you and want you in my life –” “That’s all I want and all I will ever want. You, just you. Thank you.” smiled Kai. He left the box with the key on the nightstand and pulled her closer, tilting her chin up until their lips met in a gentle kiss. “I love you –” "I love you too.” she smiled at him. “So um, my handsome boyfriend –” she started and he looked at her with wide eyes and a smile on his face. “– will you come with me into my dreams tonight ? I don’t want to spend a moment without you.” “Is that even a question ?” he grinned. “Of course I am sneaking into your dream tonight. Where do you want us to go ?” “Surprise me.” ___________________ MASTERLIST - FLUFF MASTERLIST - SMUT