i want so much!

@bluchupikaboo submitted:

“I had a picture to give you, but I’m so bad and then kei happened and now I’m going to flee.”

I’M CRYING THAT’S SO CUTE??????

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tiny children

A totally not two weeks late valentine’s day minicomic drawing with @sariannearies‘s characters Sarianne the human and Lukian the blue sylvari! And my Ita, who just runs everywhere around and hugs everyone because he loves them <3 Also apparently valentine’s day is Ita’s ingame birthday which made me burst out laughing the moment I realized it.

IM SORRY for the other night. I don’t know why I choose to live post every time I’m going through a breakdown. I needed a day or two to recollect myself.

I want to thank everyone for your kind words and concern. It opened my eyes up a little bit more. I know I’m not alone but my mental illness forces me to believe that I am. I know I’m loved and appreciated but my depression makes me feel like I’m not. I promise I’m okay. I’m trying, believe me.

Jesse Cale put on a live Instagram video the other day(same night I posted all those things), and he played on his piano, opened his window and let the rain and thunder come in, and the beautiful melodies and song that came from that man made me cry. It was absolute heaven. I felt all my anxiety melt away and my stupid breakdown subsided and I felt a wave of pure ease and calmness. I felt okay.

He continued to share a quick story about how he wasn’t okay and he’s been through all these dark and hard times as well, but he made it through. He knows it doesn’t go away but he shows that it won’t last day to day. I am a deep feeling magic being and that’s okay. ❤

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The rain shall make a door for me and I shall pass through it;
The stones shall make a throne for me and I shall sit upon it.
The nameless slave shall wear a silver crown,
The nameless slave shall be a king in a strange country.

@tikkish happy belated birthday! I didn’t forget. I just….I’m late. Anyway, you are an amazing human and you deserve the best. I hope you had a lovely birthday. (I cheated while painting this and just added in pretty objects. I hope you understand.)

hockey fans!!! (read the tags)

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anyways, i love namjoon

Bias Tag!
I’m going to tag: @loveyjimin @awkwardmaster @hollyobygolly @maruofthethousandsparkles @a-mand-olin @namgii @raeviyn @1lsan @jhopeimyourhope @btsstolemysociallife @vmonn @jungoogi