All I can think about is how much I need Robron to hug.
Whether it’s tonight or Monday, I need them to hug.
Like just wrap their arms so tightly around each other they could each possibly burst.
I want them to squeeze each other so hard as if they never want to let go.
I want them to breathe each other in and realise there’s no way they could ever truly be apart.
I just want them to get swallowed up in each other, I want everything that has happened to scare the shit out of them and open their eyes to all of their issues and demons and I want them to realise that they will get through it, that they will do anything to get through it, that whatever happens, they will somehow get through it.
And I just want them to be completely wrapped up in their world and I want them to love each other even more than they already did, if that’s even possible, and I want them to cement it all with the tightest most desperate and loving hug they have ever shared.
And when they eventually let each other go, I want them to look each other in the eye and know that they will be okay, that as long as they’re together they are strong and united, and whatever they face they will face together.
I want Aaron to feel safe and I want Robert to feel strong and understanding and I want him to look after Aaron and I want Aaron to grow and be strong and accept and trust that Robert is not only his everything, but that he’s Robert’s everything too. I want that to be the moment he realises that nobody has ever or could ever come close.
And then in a few weeks time I want them to have the wedding they deserve.
Okay so I kinda always knew this but it has just hit me...
During the iconic cuddle scene in episode 5, Isak tells Even that he can make a film out of his story if he likes and i’m just so emotional right now because this means that they have probably spent ages talking about Even’s passion for film making.
Like how god damn adorable is that? can you imagine everything we missed? Is it Even’s dream to become a director, or a producer or a writer? Or, hell he’s also an artist, so is he into animation? What kind of movies does he want to make? What was THE movie that changed his life and made him fall madly in love with film? What exactly is it that he loves about film? Is it an escape from reality? The seduction of a world where everything happens the exact way it was written? No fear of the unexpected, you can guarantee on it unfolding in the way it was always intended to be.
What is his favourite movie? omg what kind of movies has he made so far? What does he feel when he creates something like that? the control and power of creating an entire world that was once just alive in your brain, but now it is real, it is here, for others to see. They are no longer running wild and recklessly in his mind. He has brought stories to life? is this why he loves film? is this his dream?
Like i’m just sure he talked Isak’s ear off and it just kills me that we missed it. I might write a drabble of this sometime tomorrow if you guys are interested. Just an Evak dream talk kind of thing. I also promised a few of you a wedding drabble so…I should get to that.