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The new wall arrangement above my desk, featuring the amazing drawing @deboracabral made on commission for my sister @badassindistress since the two of them apparantly wanted to give me death of feelings for my birthday.

Full drawing (which I will fawn and scream and possibly cry over forever) below the cut!

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ok so now I got your attention - hi.

Listen, as much as I love how you guys love my blog enough to ask emergency asks, I have to let you know that these type of asks are for in the moment emergencies - like you know… urgent stuff, life or death and all that jazz. 

To all those anons who requested stuff and mention that ‘I can do it later’, I’m afraid I’ll have to classify your asks as regular ones and ask that you resubmit it again (if you want to, you don’t have to hrrks) when my askbox reopens again. 

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk. 

I have decided to take a break from Tumblr. It may be a permanent break or a temporary one. I really don’t know at this point, but I’m actually leaning toward permanent. See, I’m beginning to think Tumblr isn’t that positive of an environment for me. I’ve met some really nice people, but at the same time, I’ve come across a lot of nasty trolls, too, who’ve made me wonder just how much of humanity is really that nasty. And the thing is, I don’t want to be in an environment where such horrible people, such racist people, (I’m looking at you WestAllen stans), are here bothering me. I really don’t need to see all those negative, horrible posts and replies anymore. I also think I’m at a point where I am taking fiction a little too seriously. I think it’s starting to become an unhealthy obsession. Obsession is something I come by honestly and it’s something that I need to work on letting go of so I can focus more on my life and less on the lives of fictional characters that aren’t even mine. I think I should be able to enjoy watching things like the Flash and the Justice League movie without getting so enraged over a piece of fiction. Why can’t I just roll my eyes at Cisco and Iris in the Flash TV show when they annoy me? Why can’t I just pretend the Justice League movie takes place on Earth 53 or something and that way I can still enjoy it? I’ve taken my interest in this particular piece of fiction: the Flash, a little too far. I need to take a step back and just go back to enjoying myself. If something I don’t like happens in a movie or a TV show, it’s not going to change my life. My life is still going to go on exactly as it always has and I need to realize that. And blogging on Tumblr has seemed to be nothing more than a way for me to vent and complain. It’s become something extremely negative rather than something positive. There is too much negativity in my life. I don’t want to be a negative person; I want to focus on positivity. There seems to be too much making me angry and negative and dark when it really shouldn’t. I don’t want to be angry anymore, let alone angry over Iris West being a bitch. I mean, what else is new, right? I should just ignore her. It’s not like she’s some person in my life whom I have to work with or interact with on a daily basis. With the exception of when I see her on a screen, I shouldn’t think about her. I should think about things I like: Barry and Caitlin. And I need to remember that Snowbarry is not the only thing in my life. It’s something I can enjoy, but it’s not the only thing I should think about, it’s not something I should obsess over, and Tumblr helped me become obsessive with it. I used to write novels every day, but now I feel like I’m hardly doing that. Most of my writing is now blogging and that’s not the way I want to write. I want to get back to my writing and my characters. I have other things in my life, too. My family, my friends, my dog, my cat… shouldn’t I spend more of my time focusing on them than on a fictional character or some annoying writing that pisses me off? And then the Flash shouldn’t be the only show I enjoy. It’s really not, but sometimes it feels like it. I need to remember that I like other shows, too: Lucifer, Once Upon a Time, Arrow, Supergirl, etc. There have been others I’ve been meaning to see, such as Stranger Things and Game of Thrones. And then I haven’t spent enough time reading, either. I don’t read novels as much anymore. I’m too busy reading fanfiction, which I can still read, but I should read literature, too. I should read the writer’s guides I recently bought and all the nonfiction books I bought to help with my writing. I should even read more of my comics, because there are plenty that I have that I haven’t read yet: a couple Flash ones, Wonder Woman, Harley Quinn, Loki, etc. Sometimes I feel as if Tumblr has completely taken over my life and there are other things I should be doing in my spare time. I should study more for school, too. Why does Tumblr sometimes seem like it’s more important to me than my degree? That’s not a good thing. If I put the energy I spent blogging here into other areas of my life, I would be extremely successful in them and I think I would be happier. It’d be a much more positive, happy life. And I have realized that’s all I want: happiness and positivity. And sadly, I don’t think Tumblr gives me that. I think it gives me the opposite. So, this will probably be the last post I ever make. I’ll be logging out now.

PSA :    so , since my blog definitely has a huge section in my rules explaining  TRIGGERING  CONTENT , I’m not going to tag every little violent / darker subject that appears on my blog unless I have knowledge that a   specific thing     ( for instance , death )     is a trigger of someone on my dash .   since life / death is a huge  theme  with Erik’s character , I will be tagging literal deaths that occur in threads as    // DEATH  , but unless anyone has an overt trigger and wants to let me know , I  won’t  be tagging   // DEATH MENTION   anymore because it’s just   too often with his character , he’s melodramatic , and the word is in my url .   so let me know if I don’t tag something politely but so far as I know , no one interacting with me has wanted death mention triggers for threads .     I don’t post serious topics OOC , so for now this is my plan .  but like I said , if you want to speak up about it feel free and I will tag it for you !   I just don’t recall the theme being a specific user’s trigger as of now . 

like if you’ve read please , so I know it’s being acknowledged .  triggers make me anxious and I don’t want to offend anyone by accident .  

veverusso  asked:

I really need your comment about the latest Unfairley’s look !


very into the stocking cap, big fan. glad she’s also got a hideous but practical coat on. i wouldn’t want her any other way. and her dedication to large rings on each hand is admirable.

but the most important thing maybe

look at my girl’s phone case.

i also assume she’s wearing the black diamond shirt under her coat.

i think we always knew gabe was extra...

… but this deleted footage just really cements it.