i want it more than life


More recently you’ve taken up directing as a passion, let’s jump forward 10 years. What’s the next thing for Chris Evans? Personally I’d love kids, I’d love…you know I’m going to get married. The older I get the more I’m very strict in terms of doing what I want to do. And I really understand now more than I did 10 years ago what I want in life. And I want normalcy, I want a regular life, I like being around my family I like being around my friends. I like being back in Massachusetts. Hollywood is fine because I love acting but it’s not what I want from my life. So for me ten years from now hopefully I’m living a pretty normal life.

Here’s an idea. Maybe don’t say shitty things about people’s dogs when you reblog photos of them. In case you didn’t know, the OP sees them! So when you say my dogs are ugly as sin, or fucking nightmare fuel, or that you hate the way they look, I SEE THAT. Maybe m a y b e keep it to yourself? I love these dogs more than life itself and I don’t want to read your nasty opinions about the sweetest and kindest beings I know.

anonymous asked:

It’s my birthday and I shouldn’t be in bed crying my eyes out. I’ve had a lovely night with my best friend and I’m drunk and so fed up of being the one left alone at the end of an evening, and touch starved and … I don’t even know. I just want more than this. My asexual self wants someone to spend their life with, who doesn’t have a husband to run home to. I just… I’m not alright, I need more than this … and I just... I don’t know how

I’m so sorry you had a rough birthday night! That’s always extra shitty and I hope in future years you get exactly the sort of life you want and deserve. I know it’s really hard but keep at it, it’s largely all a matter of timing. It’s okay to be upset now, and cry anytime you need even on nights that are meant to be better than others.

daddykink-af  asked:

Is it biphobic of me to say that while I'm sexually attracted to women, I can't see myself dating one for any length of time? I've always wanted a husband and kids, but for the past couple of years, women have caught my eye. Is this normal on the spectrum or am I inherently biphobic? Thanks, xx elly ♡

Not necessarily! You might be more romantically attracted to men than you are to women. It’s also okay to picture your future a particular way. Keep in mind, though, that it’s definitely possible to have kids with a wife, whether through adopting or with a sperm donor. It’s also generally a good policy to be open-minded: just because you picture your life going a certain way doesn’t mean that’s the only way, and sometimes you can miss out on something beautiful if you’re only looking for a certain thing.

But all too often, bi people deal with a tug-of-war of people telling us which gender our partner ought to be. It’s not fair to us. Sometimes we just fall in love and that doesn’t mean we are renouncing our identity, or making a political move, or choosing a side. Love who you love and ignore anyone who tries to make you feel bad about it.

anonymous asked:

Hey Dr Ferox, what is your opinion on the intensity of med courses? Do vet and med students have it worse compared to say engineering students? I know every profession has its stressful points, just want to see what you make of this issue. Also, what do you think about courses such as classic literature and social sciences? Sometimes i think about how easier my uni life would be if i picked something from the arts *sighs*

Yes, I think the medical courses are more intensive than others, and the vet courses even more so.

When I did standard science at uni, I had 3 hours of lectures, 1 hour of tutoring and 3 hours of practicals/experiments per week. For the one arts subject I did (history and philosophy of science) I only had 3 hours of lectures and 1 hour of tutoring a week. This was considered a full time load.

First year of vet school, the easy one, our contact hours for the week were 9am to 5pm as a mix of lectures and practical classes. We were also expected to spend about 1 hour studying for every 1 contact hour we had at uni.

We also had to do 8 weeks of placement on our uni holidays in the first two years, and then 12 weeks placement in the last 18 months in clinics, plus an extra 5 weeks placement at the university clinics. This did not leave us a lot of spare time when you’re not being a vet student

I don’t know how this compares to engineering, because I’ve never done it, but I do wonder what I would have done with all the spare time I would have had if I’d stuck to non-veterinary sciences.

ASOIAF : A Game of Thrones 

So I finished the first book yesterday & I loved it!  Jon was definitely the MVP for the first half of the book, his introduction truly captivating! The show absolutely never managed to make me feel for him so deeply.  But Dany was hands down the MVP for the second half, that girl was on fire! Quite literally.  My heart really broke for her and there’s nothing I want more than for her to be happy for once in her life! (I might have a meta about her disputed fire resistance in my drafts but honestly, I’m scared to share it). But I love how the significance of these two characters is so much clearer here compared to the show, especially Jon. I loved a lot of hidden gems for Jon in the books that I kept sharing & all of Dany’s dreams & visions were just AWESOME! 

Starks : I might not have been a huge fan of all the really dumb thing Caterlyn, Ned & Sansa kept doing, all the while assuming they are brilliant but in the end my heart really broke for Ned when he was in the dungeons, Sansa for all the things that girl went through after Ned’s death and Arya when she’s homeless in King’s Landing. Robb’s plan for the battle on Green Fork was fucking brilliant, it took me a while to seriously understand but I was amazed when I did. Robb was a good leader before he fell in love. Bran & Arya’s POV chapters were the best, it was beautiful look at the world from a child’s eye. I still don’t know how I feel about Catelyn though. The Starks might not always be the brightest but they know how to tug at the heartstrings. 

Baratheons & Lannisters : I couldn’t stand Robert a bit. The Lannisters are weirdly not as brilliant as the show counterparts and they haven’t piqued my interest either. That was weird, I expected them to be a little more interesting in their own dark way.

I loved that the book does a better job at showing the cost of war for the average person, unlike the show where we lose sight of that while rooting for our favourite royals. The weirdest thing of all, I ended up relating the most to Varys and his outlook towards life & politics. Never in a million years did I imagine that but I love this guy now. I’m completely sucked into this magical world, ordered them all and I have already started with the second…

I’m sorry. I’m sorry because there will be people in parliament tomorrow who are nazi sympathizers or even nazis themselves.

I’m deeply ashamed that the idiocity of spreading lies and hate, calling honest media fake news etc.has poisened almost 10% of the country which wasn’t more than a place of poverty, fear and destruction after WWII.

People who lived in the DDR as children scream that they want the wall back. Forgetting what the Stasi did to their parents, that many of them risked their life to come to the west knowing they would be inprisoned for speaking their mind.

They came as refugees, but now their even against taking refugee children in.

What happened to us?

That some have forgotten how it can be to live in constant surveillance.

That they forgot about hunger , pain and war.

Now they will be in the opposition, but that’s another step on their way, a way Germany decided to never go again.

I’m ashamed, because the people who died in Holocaust deserve our all respect, that we honor their memory.

I’m sad, because I hear elderly people who fought themselves in WWII say how shocked they are about recent development.

What has to happen, so that everyone gets the message?!

We weren’t able to stop the AfD on their rise. We tried, but failed.

But listen, in the next four years, we’ll work even harder. We’ll fight nationalism and populists with all we have.

There’s no way we gonna let this happen. Ever again.

That’s our responsibilty and we’re going to take it.

So please go vote!!!!

Vote tomorrow to stop them! To weaken them!



i just want to say this show has changed my life in more ways than one..

it fucked me up

but i will forever be greatful that every teen wolf character taught something new. and for that, i feel like i’m loosing a piece of my heart tomorrow. tomorrow it all ends.

and i just want to say that i love you teen wolf. no matter how many times you’ve made me cry, i do love you.

and i will miss you

Okay, I didn’t want to be the one to break this to you all, but your “This is Italian Food” life is a lie. Just so we’re clear:

  • it’s “Lasagne”, plural, not “Lasagna”, no matter how little of a portion you might eat; the lasagna is the layer of pasta in between the sauce and there has to be more than one if you want to make Lasagne. Otherwise it’s just…not Lasagne. At all.
  • We do not eat Spaghetti with Meatballs, unless we’re trying to take money from ingenuous American tourists who really believe that’s a thing outside of Disney-world.
  • Alfredo sauce doesn’t exist. It just doesn’t. It literally is someone else’s invention. The first time I heard it, I had to ask what it was. Just spare us.
  • Bread is not an appetizer. Bread is eaten throughout the whole meal. And just to be clear, you’d have to dig to find garlic bread in Italy. That’s more of an Irish dish.
  • Whatever thing you’ve seen Buddy the Cake Boss cook and claim to be Italian, is not made that way.

I usually handle the fact of death in the family rather well, like it’s not happy but I experience it as a fact of life and it doesn’t break me

I feel self conscious about it because I feel like I’m supposed to be broken by it, to be sadder about death than I actually am, and be more attached than I actually am

So I guess I am supposed to perform more mourning than I actually need, but I don’t want to do that because that is not genuine

but my genuine emotion about death is something I don’t have in common with the average person, they might find it alienating

So I don’t know.

Writer Interview Tag

I was tagged by @logicheartsoul, thanks friend^^

1) What made you start writing for the first time?

I’m very new to the club since I only started writing a few months ago (and I’m almost 28, Tumblr decrepit amirite?). It think it was a combination of being in my dissertation semester with lots more unstructured time than usual, and wanting to read specific fics/tropes/smut that I couldn’t find in the fandom (or couldn’t find enough of). Also, something that kept me from trying for a long time was being self-conscious about writing in English, but I remember finding out that one of my all-time favorite fic writers is not an English native speaker either and feeling very encouraged!

2) If you could only write about the ocean, the forest, or the desert for the rest of your life, which one would you pick?

Probably none. I don’t think I enjoy writing per se, I just like writing about specific characters doing it, so take them away and I likely wouldn’t be into this at all.

3) Would you ever write a memoir?

Nah, it would be very dull. 
ETA: though a friend and I have been daydreaming about co-writing a screenplay based on life in our (now former) lab, and then making our male labmates read it to show them that yes, this is how the stupid posturing and passive-aggressiveness and ridiculous, petty competitions they engage in DAILY appear from the outside. Does that count?

4) Do you like writing by hand, or writing with a computer?

I’m not sure I can even write by hand anymore. Not cursive for sure. (i also can’t do long divisions or multiplications by hand i try not to dwell on it cause it’s scary)

5) Would you rather be popular among many readers, or unpopular, but loved by critics?

I would settle for being popular among few readers:)

6) Do you listen to music while you write? What is the best writing music?

90% of the times I listen to whatever my boyfriend is watching on Netflix/Hulu/HBO/Youtube or playing on the playstation/switch/whatever other gaming console. 10% of the times is blissful silence.

7) Do people you’ve met find their way into your writing?

Oh, yeah. I think I’m surrounded by very witty and sharp people and I steal lines from them all the time. I wrote a fic that was basically a reworking of a bunch of stuff that has happened to me/around me (which I really hope no one who knows me ever finds). I’m not a super creative/original person to begin with so I gotta make do:)

Mmmm I have no idea who to tag that wasn’t already tagged by A-chan? Maybe @trekdreams, @elisa-pie, @jessicamiriamdrew, @karlurbansvevo, @psicygni, @semperama, @rabidchild67. Maybe you’ve done it already? Maybe you have been tagged? Maybe you don’t even exist? Guys this tagging thing is stressful.

Is it true?

I was thinking, do you have to be a certain way? Like, have certain personality traits to be truly compatible with a specialty? Like if you have so and so characteristics then you will only do well in a specialty with similar minded people/stereotypical traits.

This is bothering me a little bit, because I think if I am absolutely passionate about a specialty and I want to train in that field then that should be more than enough. If I am willing to work hard and kick ass in residency then that should be more than enough. If I am looking forward to working as a neurosurgeon everyday for the rest of my life then that should be more than enough.

I really shouldn’t let these opinions of those who don’t know me or online tests or stereotypes affect me like this where I end up doubting myself. But it does happen.

I really want to know, are there more people like this out there? You are an Internist/Surgeon/Dermatologist/Family Med Doctor/ER Doctor/OBGYN etc but you are not necessarily what is assumed to be the personality of the majority in your specialty?

I am sort of lost, like how to exactly describe what I mean, but this is the best I could do. Do let me know, please, medblr?

A Reunion with the Devil, Jonas Nightingale Chapter 7

Hi guys! SO SORRY FOR THE CHAPTER BEING LATE! Here is chapter 7. Chapter 8 will be out today as well!

Sweet Pea’s POV

It was 3 o’clock when I left work to pick-up the children from school. I’m not going to lie and say that I am really elated that Jonas wants to tell the kids that he’s their father. 

For three years, I have worked my ass off providing for, caring for, and loving my kids. Call me selfish but for three years, I’ve been Mom and Dad. I’m not ready to let someone be another figure in Holden and Mila’s lives.

Yes, it is important for the twins to form a relationship with Jonas, but my biggest fear is that they’ll love him more than me. Every other male figure in my life has loved something more than me: my father loved his other family than me and my mother, Jonas loved money more than me. Mila seems to be the type to form a faster relationship with Jonas than Holden. He’s a mama’s boy. Hopefully, they’ll still love me.

As I reach to the school, I clear my train of thought and put a smile on for my babies. “Come on Y/N, you have to be strong for the kids. Their lives are going to change from 0 to 100 at the end of this week.”

Now that I’ve entered the school and have reached the small classroom, I see my babies holding Miss. Rodriguez’s hand,

“Good afternoon, I’m sorry I’m late. There was a bit of paperwork that I had to do at work.”

“That’s alright Ms. L/N, just make sure that the children get picked up on the dot next time. Perhaps the children’s father can pick them up when you’re running late.”

“Don’t worry, I’ll ask him to do so.”

As I leave the school with each kid on my hand, Holden spoke up as we settle in the car,

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Hey, Joey, I know you've been having a hard time lately, so this message is for the next time you to see something cheerful. The stars? They're up there looking out for you. They see that you're feeling blue and shine bright to cheer you up as best they can. The night sky is lit up with bright balls of light that want nothing more than to see you happy and comfortable. Never forget that, okay?

Aaah jeez louise I literally cannot express my gratitude for this message… 💖💖💖 My depression has really been back full-swing lately, and it’s hard to navigate my life with no will to be there. Thank you so so so so so much…… this is going to make me cry. You have no idea how much this message means to me. Thank you thank you thank you so so so much (from the bottom of my heart) for this. I love love love you. Thank you. 💞💙💙


FFXV Week | Day 5 | Episode Prompto 

In which I take one of my favorite parts of the entire DLC and turn it into a shitpost hahahahaha. Because if there’s any day of FFXV Week that I participate in, it has to be the day dedicated to my sweet winter boy!!!!

I think people would make much better decisions when it comes to dating if they stopped focusing on things like weddings and babies and instead focused on things like funerals and disappointment. What I mean is when I think about who I want to marry, I can’t just stop at who I want to meet at the altar. Because when you’re thinking about the person you want to spend your natural life with, that means the person who will be by your side when life is hard. When your parents die. When you lose your job. When your child is hurt. When bill can’t get paid. And when all of those painful moments come, you have to think “is this the person i want by my side? Is this the person who will be generous and giving when I’m in need? Is this the person who will find the words to soothe my aching heart? Is this the person that when I look across the room through tearful eyes, I want to, need to see their face?”

What I’m saying is when you’re thinking till death do us part, you really have to listen to the whole vow. The commitment is more than just walking down the isle. Its who you want to walk through life with.