everyone who biased him is weird because he himself thinks hes ugly.
Well news for you Agust D you’re freaking handsome you’re smile can heal anything, your rap skills are fantastic, your eyes light up the dark and your skill to write those lyrics is amazing! Don’t drah yourself down like that, even for fun. You’re one of the most handsome people ever, I really wanna meet you someday and talk about music or stuff and I hope you will someday notice how precious you are, especially without all that makeup and behind the scenes.
Pairing: daddy!josh x reader/ Warnings: Daddy Kink, Cussing, Name Calling, Teasing/ a/n: for @choppedobjectnightmare
It went by in a whir, you weren’t even supposed to be going backstage, but a fight between a couple in the line landed you with a VIP Pass after one of them stormed off, and now - after the concert was over - you were heading through the halls with the girl that had given you the gift of a lifetime and a few of her friends, being led by a security guard towards the backstage lounge area.
There they were. The new family in my neighborhood had just moved on to the house across from mine and all the neighbors were talking about it. “Go get dressed, Y/N. We’re going to meet the new family”. My momma told me. “Mom, I don’t wanna go. I don’t like meeting new people” I said. “Why do I have to do it? It’s not like im going to be their friend” She gave me that look “are you going to contest me?” so i went to my bedroom to get dressed. Five minutes later I was ready. I picked my simple white shirt and my mini skirt. Yeah, this was enough. ***************** “Helloooo! Are you one of our new neighbors?”. A really beautiful woman opened the door and smiled at my mom and I “Yes. I’m Clarice and this is my daughter Y/N”. My mom said and I smiled back at the woman. “Oh. I’m Betty. Nice to meet you both” She said. “Come in”. We entered into the house and walked towards the living room. I looked at the couch and saw a young boy sat down at it. He looked at us. “Sun, say hi to our new neighbors! This is Y/N and this is Clarice. ” Betty told her sun. He stood up and walked toward us with a smirk. I did pay attention at his face. Oh my god! He is such a pretty boy. Hm…He looks like a bad boy. “Hi. My name is Jungkook. Nice to meet you, Clarice…Y/N”. His eyes scanned all my body and i saw him bit his lips. “Let’s meet each other” My momma said and Betty started guiding us to the table. “Awn, do you want to stay here in the couch?” Jungkook asked me. “I bet you prefer a teenager conversation” he said smirking. I blushed. Oh my god, his lips… I nodded hesitating. We talked about those basic things… Age, school. He is in my school! I was trying hard not to appearing shy. But god…
“Y/N, we have to go. It’s late” my mom told me. Damn it. I looked at the clock. 10:00 pm. “It was a pleasure” Betty said. We left. I went to sleep. I dreamed about Jungkook and his lips close to mine that night.
I woke up when the alarm scared me. It was time to school; time to see him.
Oh my god stop it! “Y/N, why don’t you go to school with Jungkook? He doesn’t have friends here and you can help him to meet some” my mom said “Mom! I am shy. What will i say all the way to school?” I contested. But i had to admit: I wanted it. “Betty asked me to talk to you” “Ok ok. I’ll do it”. I get dressed as beautifully as i can. Ok, Y/N, Control yourself. I thought
I left home and met him in front of my door. God damn it. His hair was so… sexy He was wearing really sexy clothes
“H-hello” i said. “Hello. Let’s go?” He smirked at me. ~YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO IS SHY, NOT ME~ We made our way to school, talking about boring things and stuff. “Do you have a boyfriend?” He asked. “N-no… do you have gf?” “No…” The silence grew around us. Could it be more embarrassing? When we arrived at school, all the eyes were looking at us. It was expected. A new boy joined the school in the middle of the year, he was news. But when i realized the girls were looking at him in a different way… Ok, i couldn’t do anything but deal with it. He wasn’t shy. He introduced himself to anyone who talked to him - even the girls. My face was turning red and i tried to hide it. He looked at me curiously, trying to read me. “what?” he asked “Nothing. Let’s go class, it’s starting” i said rudely.
“Say hi to our new student, class” the teacher told us. “So, about the homework in pairs i told you guys before, you’ll have till next week to do it. Y/N, as you are his friend, make pair with Jungkook, he can’t be alone.” He smirked at me and I blushed. Oh My god! Thank you Jesus! ****** The school time finished fast. Jungkook and I spent all day talking about his life before he moved on.. more i met him, more i was getting interested. We made our way back home. “So.. when are we going to do the homework?” he asked. “Hm… my mom is not at home tonight so we can have space and stuff. Are you free?” i said. The idea of being alone with him made me freak out for a second. “Yeah. han… Give me your number. ” I did as he asked. “See you.”.
I spent all my day cleaning the living room and my room. My mom wasn’t here and jungkook was coming to do homework. I was so nervous. I prepared some junk food and soda and then… i prepared myself. It’s just a homework. It’s not like he’s interested in you. ~ Ding don He was here.
“Hi Y/N” he smirked at me. I immediately blushed over his beautiful looking. “Hi..Come on in” i said. I guided him to the living room and told him to sat down on the carpet while I picked the stuff for the homework. I sat down beside him, putting the stuff in front of us. The proximity between us made me feel warm. His such good smell dominating the air. “So… what is this about?” he asked “Huh… we have to talk about the topics the teacher told us.” I answered. One per one we wrote about those things: “effects the drug has in our life” “dreams and how to get them”… till we ride the next topic: “sex at the adolescence” I felt my face getting hot, my breath failing. He saw my reaction and laughed. “Such a good subject,huh? Don’t be shy. It’s normal”. he said “I don’t know how to talk about it.” I confessed “What do you mean?” he smirked “are you a virgin?” “Yes…” i said, blushing harder. “Oh…i’m sorry.” his expression suddenly changed to surprised. “it’s ok” I looked at him, his eyes darkened and he stared my lips, biting his. “Have you ever kissed a boy before?” “Yes.” i answered shyly. “Are you a good kisser?” he asked playfully. Where does he want to go with this conversation? “I don’t know…I gues-” he cut me off putting his lips on mine. I frozen. Was that really happening? His hands squeezed my waist, forcing me to lay down on the carpet. He placed himself between my legs and sucked on my lips. I moaned at the kiss, giving him chance to explore my mouth with his tongue. I felt my panties getting wet, but suddenly we heard the principal door opening. “Darling? where are you?” Damn it. “It’s my mom” i told him, voice failing We immediately stand up, pretending nothing happened. “Oh, hi Kook! Are you doing homework?” she smiled at us. “Yes” we answered. I was blushing and I hoped she didn’t realize. She went to the kitchen and Kook looked at me surprised. “You said she wouldn’t be here” he whispered. “She shouldn’t be here… Something must’ve happened” i answered. We finished our homework, my mind full of memories of what had just happened. What could we’ve done…?
When he left, i immediately went to my bathroom to relax. I took a long shower and laid down on my bed. I just laid, thinking about the kiss. Some minutes after, maybe hours, i don’t know, my cellphone shook. My heart stopped. He messaged me. JK:*I wish we could’ve finished what we started* How could he be so… “not shy”? What was he trying to do? maybe just use me. ME: *Hm…me 2" i answered his message He answered back almost immediately *Jk: What would you want me to do?* *Me: We could continue the kiss* *JK: Hahaha. That’s all? Well, let me tell you what would i like to do to you* My body was shaking, my heartbeats was so fast that it could stop. He messaged me again a few seconds later. *JK: I would kiss your neck, tracing my way down to your shoulder and then taking of your shirt. I would suck and lick your breasts… going down to your stomach. My hands would tease your thighs…* Fuck! I didn’t know how to react. I didn’t know how to answer. All i knew was: i wanted him. I needed him to show me. I could imagine his face while he was writing this dirty talk. I felt my panties getting wet. *ME: I would like it, too…“ ”JK: you’re very shy, little girl. I think you’re gonna be a challenge. Or not? Anyway i always win whatever i want" *ME: and what you want?* *JK: Can I be honest?“ *ME: …” *JK: Now, all I wanna is hear you moaning my name* My eyes darkened in lust. I wanted him so much. *ME: So.. what would you do? keep telling me" i answered shyly *JK: Oh no little guy I don’t talk, I do.* And there it was. My head was about to explode! “Go to sleep little girl. Tomorrow is a new day (:” He said and the conversation ended. But as he said, i went to sleep.
I woke up thinking about him. About his lips on mine. But it was time to school, i had to get dressed. I put on my skirt and my shirt and waited for JungKook. When he came, I couldn’t look him in his eyes. “Have a good day, kids” my mom told us. “Thank you” Jungkook answered. We made our way to school and then he placed his hands on my waist. “So…Y/N. Did you Wake up well?” He asked laughing. Little bastard. “Y-yes” “have you dreamed about me?” Yes “No” i said quickly “No? Oh, i’m sad. I dreamed about you. Well, i was awake but who cares” he said He dreamed about me? Was he serious? “w-what did you dreamed about?” i asked shyly. “I was fucking you” He said I gasped. How could he… be so… sexy. “And i pretend to make this dream come true” he added. I looked at him, my face was completely red. These simple words turning me on. But what was i doing? we were just friends… And we’d just met each other. But i was liking it. “Don’t be shy. I’m sure if you let me do this, you’ll like it. But i won’t do anything till you ask” he said What did he mean with ask? ************* “Now, Y/N and Jungkook, how is it going? i mean, your homework?” the teacher asked. “It’s done, and we had a lot of fun. Right Y/N?” jungkook looked at me smiling. I blushed. I knew what he was trying to do. “Y-yes…” “You’re done? Wow… ok. Come here and talk about what you guys wrote, please” I didn’t say anything. He did all the part of talking. He was good. I would i could be like this. Fearless.
I was almost sleeping on my chair when the teacher told me: “Y/N, do you wanna go to the restroom to wash your face? Wake up! it’s not time to sleep” I stand up and left. I washed my face, but when i was backing to the class, i saw him, leaned on the wall. The hall was completely empty. I frozen “A-are you going to the bathroom?” i asked He smirked. “No. We are going to the bathroom” he said, pushing me back to the bathroom. He locked the door behind him, and looked at me maliciously. “What are you doing? They’re gonna caught us! We’re having class, the teacher will look for us” I almost screamed. “Shhhh. If you don’t want to get caught, keep quiet. The class is almost finished.” He said closing the distance between us. He pushed me against the wall and started kissing me. His hand squeezed my waist and the other squeezed my ass. He lifted my skirt to have better access. I moaned, and he gave me an open-mouthed kiss. I sucked on his lips and he groaned. “Don’t tease me, baby” he said. His mouth found my neck, licking and biting it. “You’re so hot. I really want to fuck you right now, but as I said, i won’t do anything else.” I brushed. “D-don’t stop. Please” i whimpered. “Don’t stop what?” He teased “Keep doing that. Kiss me, take off my clothes” He kissed me again and then whispered in my ear “I really want to eat you out, but not here. Is your mom at home tonight?” he asked “No” “So wait for me. Tonight.” He gave me a peck and left the bathroom. I looked myself in the mirror. “That’s it. Tonight. You’re gonna lose your virginity”.
*Come here at 8:pm* i messaged him. I couldn’t sleep that afternoon, just thinking about what i was almost doing. Thinking about how that would be. *Ok baby. Prepare yourself for me* he answered a few moments later. Ok I had already seen sex movies, read about sex and talked about it with my friends, but do it was completely different. I was nervous. But one thing I knew: I really had to prepare myself. So i ran to my bathroom. I depilated all the excess hair from my body, my hair was washed, my bedroom was cleaned and I was ready. I needed to be ready. “Daughter. I’m leaving. Take care of yourself. I’ll be back tomorrow morning. Love ya” My mom screamed at me from the door and left. Ok. I was trying to keep calm but it was almost time. Lose my virginity. I sat down on the edge of my bed and breathed deeply. I waited for him. A few minutes later, i heard the bell. It’s time. “Hi” i said shyly “Hi baby. Won’t you invite me to come in?” “Yes, sure. Come in. Let’s go to my bedroom” I said while guiding him. I locked the door and he turned me around to face him. He kissed me deeply. My hands found his neck and my fingers pulled him against me. He groaned and squeezed my ass. He grabbed the edge of my shirt and took it off with my bra. I covered myself. I was so nervous. “Hey, baby girl. Don’t cover yourself. You’re so fucking hot. Don’t you want me to lick your nipples?” he said licking his lips. I blushed harder but felt my pussy getting wet. I nodded. He squeezed my breasts and then sucked me off. I moaned, my nipples getting hard to him. He found his way down to my short and unzipped it. He took it off but not my underwear. I was just in my panties. He looked at my body. “Y/N, I want to fuck till you forget your name” he said “Then take me” i answered and he laughed sexily. Did i really say that ? He kissed me again, lifting me up so my legs wrapped around his waist. I could feel his erection. He pushed me against the bed and started unclothing himself. I looked at his abs and tried not to moan. He caught me staring. “You wanna touch me, huh?” “Yes…” He was completely naked, I looked at his incredible cock and gasped. “Suck me off” he groaned “I’ll guide you” I started sucking him, his hands wrapped my hair and he moved my head up and down. His cock was hitting my throat, making me gag. He started moaning my name, and I sucked the tip of his dick, licking the pre-cum. “Yeah baby…Taste me” His words were turning me on; He stopped moving my head. “Lay down” I did as he said and he started leaving kisses from my neck to my clothed womanhood. He took of my panties and placed himself between my thighs. His finger found my clit “Look how wet you are…oh baby” He inserted one finger inside me, making me gasp, but suddenly stopped. I whimpered. “What do you want?” he asked Please, don’t do it. “You” I said “What do you want me to do?” I frozen. I was so shy i felt my face getting red. “Sorry but if you don’t talk, i cannot know.” “Jungkook please…” “Please what?” “Fuck me” I almost whispered. “Huh? What was that? I didn’t hear you” Little shit! Ok, if he wanted to see me like a slut, he would see. “Fuck me! Fuck me right now!” i groaned and he laughed. “As you wish” he said He placed his dick at the entrance of my pussy and slowly entered me. I moaned. He gave me time to adjust and then did thrust me harder. The pain was replaced by pleasure and I started moaning his name “Yes baby, that’s it. Moan my name, let me know how good i am at fucking you” he groaned Our moans echoed by the room. “Fours” he said “W-hat?” “Just do it. Trust me” he said I did as he said and he slapped my cheek ass. “Damn it, girl” he groaned. He placed himself behind me and wrapped my hair. He started fucking me again and all i could hear was his skin hitting mine. His pace got erratic, and I felt a strange feeling inside me. I liked it. “I’m gonna cum, y/n” he moaned “I think i’m going to cum, too” i said And then I came. He did after me. My breath was failing. He laid down beside me and smiled. “So…” he took a deep breath “Did you like it?” “Yes” i said sincerely. “When your mom is coming?” “Tomorrow” i answered and his eyes shined. “So, I think we have all the night to make my dream come true once more,huh?” he laughed I looked at him, my eyes full of happiness. I gave him a peck and smiled at him. “As you wish, Jungkook”
what are you planning to do at pax? visiting someplace, looking at booths, hanging out with other people or something else?
Well, I’ve never been to any of these cons, or to Boston at all, so hopefully I’ll have some time to try a bit of everything! I definitely wanna look around “the floor” or whatever, I just have no clue what they actually have. Other than that, I just wanna meet people, have a little vacation-adventure, and hang with friends, it’s not really something I ever get the chance to do otherwise :)
I wanna go on a roadtrip someday. Alone or with someone I love. I wanna get away. Explore places. Sleep in the car. Stop a lot just to admire the view. Visit museums and try out coffee shops. Listen to my favorite albums while driving. Have a polaroid camera. Take pretty pictures of the sunrise. Take pictures of myself. Run through a forest. Chase fog. Chase the sun. Spend hours on a field making flower crowns. Feel the wind in my hair. Buy souvenirs. Meet people. Take time to observe. I wanna make memories. I wanna feel alive.
❛ you inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this gang apart ❜ ❛ i hope no one lowkey hates me. highkey hate me. hate me with every fiber of your being. go big or go home ❜ ❛ my style isn’t even my style, i can’t afford my actual style ❜ ❛ i feel like everyone has a teacher from high school that they’d 100% fight ❜ ❛ i don’t mean to interrupt people i just randomly remember things and get really excited, i’m sorry ❜ ❛ sir, you cannot name your son ‘Papa_Roach_Scars.mp3’ we just won’t allow it ❜ ❛ if you asked me what my sexuality was, i couldn’t give you a straight answer ❜ ❛ i just wanna wear lingerie, smell like lavender, and have soft skin ❜ ❛ yabba dabba done with your shit ❜ ❛ 5 years ago i was a fucking mess and now i’m a fucking mess but at peace with it and with a cooler fashion sense ❜ ❛ the only reason i’m staying in school is so i can provide for my future ❜ ❛ occupation: sleepiest girl on the planet ❜ ❛ true friendship is willfully making someone’s emotional devastation over fictional characters worse ❜ ❛ (not so) breaking news: i’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it ❜ ❛ my new year’s resolution is to stop ❜ ❛ people keep posting ‘what’s REALLY in your food’ articles like i’m gonna stop eating whatever it’s about lmao listen, death is coming. death is coming. pass me a hot dog ❜ ❛ do you sometimes wonder why you have weird friends but then you snap and realize that you’re as weird as them ❜ ❛ have you ever met someone who’s smile looks like it could make flowers grow ❜ ❛ is ‘no’ an emotion because i feel it ❜ ❛ i wanna be the one girl who looks really cute but also gives off the vibe that she could snap your neck if you disrespect her like is that possible for me ❜ ❛ concept: me, having friends and being liked by people ❜ ❛ the human body has 7 trillion nerves and some people manage to get on every single fucking one of them ❜ ❛ replace my heart with another liver so i can drink more and care less ❜ ❛ i need a hug and six months of sleep ❜ ❛ good morning i’m obsessed with being loved ❜ ❛ don’t come back when you realize that i’m rare ❜ ❛ i’m stuck in between ‘i really wanna meet new people’ and ‘why can’t everyone leave me the fuck alone’ ❜ ❛ can you believe some people meet each other and just hit it off right off the bat and just… date??? and fall in love? ?? that sounds fake ? ? ? ❜ ❛ painfully average looking with a great sense of humor and always down to get drunk ❜ ❛ people are always like ‘are you a morning person or a night person’ and i’m just like… buddy, i’m barely even a person ❜ ❛ you ever talk to a stupid boy to pass time? ❜ ❛ don’t talk to me or my 78 insecurities ever again ❜ ❛ i’ll always have a soft spot for you ❜ ❛ i hate being tickled. i do not think it’s cute, i do not think it’s funny. i will kick you in the fucking face ❜ ❛ you inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this gang apart ❜ ❛ there’s no blood in my veins anymore it is coffee and broken dreams ❜ ❛ i’ll pay you $7 to have a crush on me ❜ ❛ i’m a hopeless romantic… emphasis on hopeless ❜ ❛ i deal with my personal problems the same way i study for tests… i don’t ❜ ❛ half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half of me is, well, an asshole ❜ ❛ my biggest problem is i don’t like, do shit ❜ ❛ how am i supposed to be productive when netflix just automatically plays the next episode for you? ❜ ❛ a girls sleepy voice is probably the cutest thing that has ever existed on this earth ❜ ❛ at like a really specific time at night i feel like i wanna fall in love or some shit but then i wake up and i’m ok again ❜ ❛ i’d really like to be taken out tbh. in a date way or a sniper way. i have no preference ❜ ❛ i don’t need alcohol to make bad decisions ❜ ❛ i want to be one of those people who does yoga and eats berries for breakfast, but i’m one of those people who stays in bed until 4 pm and eats pizza ❜ ❛ why are there waiting lists for preschools?!?! babies are small!!!! 800 could fit in one room, just stack them ❜ ❛ raise your hand if you are scared shitless about the future yet couldn’t care less at the same time ❜ ❛ i hate being the stereotypical emo bitch, but life sux, my dude ❜ ❛ i wanna learn how to throw knives so i can throw ‘em like real close and graze somebody to let them know to shut the fuck up ❜ ❛ my heart says yes but my mom says no ❜ ❛ if we are ever invaded by aliens and they wanna destroy earth and whatever that’s fine, but leave old friends senior dog sanctuary out of it ❜ ❛ i don’t want to get involved in the drama, i just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened ❜ ❛ if i had the power to control time i would probably just use it to sleep more ❜ ❛ guess who got shit done today….. not me lmao but congrats to somebody out there ❜ ❛ i promise i’m a lot nicer than my ‘walking to class’ face would lead you to believe ❜ ❛ why spend money on booze when i can get fucked up by conspiracy theories for free? ❜ ❛ binge watching is great until you run out of the show and have to start watching it weekly like some sort of medieval peasant ❜ ❛ merry crisis, everyone ❜ ❛ my whole life is the one episode of friends where ross drinks all those margaritas and keeps telling everyone that he’s fine when he clearly isn’t fine ❜ ❛ i’m a huge supporter of things which annoy misogynistic rich white men ❜ ❛ kinda wanna go on a date, kinda wanna get hit by a truck too ❜ ❛ do i even have a sexuality at this point or is it literally just ‘oh yes i’d kiss you’ ❜ ❛ not interested dot com forward slash you ❜ ❛ napping together is my kind of date ❜ ❛ i’m trying to stop being a hater but it’s just so hard when there are so many things that need my hate ❜ ❛ i need to stop imagining things i’d say in interviews if i was ever famous because i am not ❜ ❛ guess who got their life together!!!!! …not me, but someone probably has ❜ ❛ concept: the worst is over. everything’s gonna be okay now ❜ ❛ me, giving your eulogy at your funeral: ‘we are gathered here today to mourn a friend, a relative, a companion and a loved one, and to kinkshame them one last time’ ❜ ❛ one day i will take a really good selfie and you will be sorry….. you will all be sorry ❜ ❛ i was so ugly in 2008 because i didn’t care about my looks, i cared about the jonas brothers ❜ ❛ i’m the whole package: bitter AND petty ❜ ❛ my life is that awkward walk/jog you do in front of a car when you’re crossing the street ❜ ❛ i use sarcasm because flat out telling you you’re a fucking moron is considered inappropriate and is frowned upon and i was raised better than that ❜ ❛ my aesthetic is looking really tired even when i’ve had enough sleep and having a lot of bad habits and responding poorly to criticism ❜ ❛ yes you’re allowed to have other friends, you just have to love me more ❜ ❛ i just want to be somewhere warm and making questionable decisions ❜ ❛ i don’t have plans for tonight or the rest of my life if you want to have a drink or get married ❜ ❛ screenshots don’t scare me, i know what the fuck i said ❜ ❛ ‘you’re kind of annoying’ kind of? kind of??? excuse me. excuse you. i am fully annoying. i am very annoying. there’s nothing half-assed half-hearted ‘kind of’ about it ❜ ❛ *jumps over hole in sidewalk* yeah you could say i’m pretty fucking athletic ❜ ❛ i don’t ‘dress to impress’ i dress to depress. i wanna look so good that people hate themselves ❜ ❛ sorry, i couldn’t hear you over my internal monologue ❜ ❛ valentine’s day is coming up, i don’t know what to buy myself ❜ ❛ you’re really cute and it’s ruining my life because i think about kissing you all the time ❜ ❛ ‘dude, i’m wasted’ and by wasted, i’m talking about my wasted potential because i’m a lazy piece of shit ❜ ❛ i may be a terrible person but at least i say please and thank you and use my fucking blinker ❜ ❛ is it too late to try to be myspace famous ❜ ❛ ask him if he’s good with his hands, then when he comes over, make him put together ikea furniture ❜ ❛ if a woman’s hand is steady enough to put on winged eyeliner then it’s steady enough to stab you in the heart ❜ ❛ please don’t get tired of me ❜ ❛ finals? fuck a final. gone girl myself. ❜ ❛ i really thought quick sand was going to be a bigger issue in life when i was little ❜ ❛ i’m so tired of not being a multimillionaire ❜ ❛ why must the cute ones (me) suffer ❜ ❛ nasa actually stands for ‘not any straight aliens.’ gayliens are real and out there ❜ ❛ not to be bitter or anything but i hope everyone that has ever hurt me is absolutely miserable ❜ ❛ my mind says college, but my heart says isolated sheep herder in iceland ❜ ❛ i am an adult oh god make it stop ❜
( you can find the other three parts here: 1, 2, 3 )