i wanna know what happened to her yo

Here he comes again
Hes gonna try to ruin my day
Never had a reason to dog me out
Didn’t never make em do what they say

Nine times outta ten
Ask him if he did he say no
I’ll never be a turncoat
Never be the one
To sell your name at the grocery store

You come around
Funny stuff be goin down
Ask him how it happened
Yo he dont know

But I don’t care what people may say
I aint gon let it ruin my day
The best reme-die for a basket full of lies
Is funk

Here she comes again
She got to tell the story her way
Once shes caught a guy
That’s doin somethin she dont wanna
Takin money when the crime dont pay

Every now and then
You’ll do somethin somethin that they said
One mans justice is another mans fear
Don’t you wish that you could sleep in my bed?

The only reason to say my name is to get your 15 secs of fame
Nobody’s even sure what you do

But I don’t care what people may say
I ain’t gon let it ruin my day
The best reme-die for a basket full of lies is funk

How you gonna cap and be gone?
I hate to let you know but it’s on
You might not like the taste
But I’m still gon stick your face in this funk 

Gossip again?
Ho. Hum.
Listen to my drum

We don’t care what people may say
We ain’t gon let it ruin our day
The best remedy for a big, fat punk is funk

Are you talkin to me?
All right
Somebody call 9-1-1
Yall trippin

Look here, Weavalicious
Cmerelet me talk to you
You and your boyfriend
Lemme tell you somethin right now
You run up on me again
With words or otherwise
And Imma knock both you punks out

Cancer, chronic fatigue, ugly or just plain po
I love all yall
Dont you ever mess with me no mo
Oh What time is it?
All right then
Thats it, yall
Im out like the Wolves in the first
But we gonna get it together though
Pookie! The limo warm?
Aight, Cool
Peace yall
Stay funky 

- Prince, P.f.u.n.k., 2007

My beloved BH6 fandom calls me!! We’re doing a ‘Big Hero 6 Appreciation Week’ starting May 14th in honor of the upcoming 'Big Hero 6: The Series’ and naturally, I wanna get into some of the creations (e.g. Draw your favorite this and that) so yay! @arsonist14 (me) will finally get her fanart up there ^^ I’m gonna jump back into that fandom for a bit but I’ll be back cuz you all know what else happens on May 14th 😈

Mordecai's Love Life Abridged - The Thrilling Saga [UPDATED]
  • Mordecai: *sees Margaret*
  • Mordecai: HOLY S HTI I C ANNOT BREA THE SHE SMOKIN HOT
  • Rigby: Go ask her out! She seems nice...
  • Mordecai: lol wut
  • Rigby: Go ask lady pecs out
  • Mordecai: You kiddin me, I ain't doin that shit
  • Rigby: UGHHHGHGHGHGGHGHGH
  • *five episodes later*
  • Mordecai: Alright, imma do it. I'm gonna do it
  • Margaret: Hey dude wassup?
  • Mordecai: Do you wanna... fuck.
  • Margaret: WHAT?!
  • Mordecai: Nevermind NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE *runs back to Rigby*
  • Rigby: Dude!
  • Mordecai: I tried man, I really did try
  • *he eventually makes up with Margaret and hangs around with her for four seasons not getting anywhere*
  • Mordecai: I'm gonna kiss that hot piece of shit
  • Rigby: Oh lord...
  • Mordecai: it'll be easy!
  • Rigby: DO IT OR YOU'LL HAVE TO WEAR A DIAPER
  • Mordecai: wtf
  • Rigby: DO IT FOR THE VINE
  • Mordecai: Ughhhhhhhhhhh
  • Margaret: What's this shit I'm hearing about a bet?
  • Mordecai: No.
  • Margaret: FUCK YOU MORDECAI. FUCK YOU. *runs off*
  • Mordecai: Noooooooooooooooo!!!!
  • Margaret: Oh you want me to save your sorry little ass from freezing to death? Tell me how you REALLY feel about me.
  • Mordecai: OKAY FINE I LIKE YOU, OKAY?
  • Margaret: *nearly kisses him*
  • Margaret: Fuck you you piece of shit
  • *a few episodes later*
  • Eileen: HORY SHIT GUYS A FUCKIN METEOR SHOWER IS GONNA HIT THIS TOWN WITH A BANG *inside her head* hello Rigby you rabie-filled hottie.
  • Mordecai: Cool! I'll be there.
  • Rigby: ACTUALLY DO IT THIS TIME YOU WUSS.
  • *meteor shower hits*
  • Mordecai: Uhhhhhhhhhhh
  • Rigby: DO IT.
  • Mordecai: Stahp im emotionally unstable
  • Old potato guy: Bruh
  • Mordecai: Ughhhhh. Yo Margaret you wanna kiss?
  • *makes out*
  • Margaret: That was a great meteor shower (what the fuck just happened)
  • *dates for awhile*
  • Mordecai: Yo Margaret
  • Margaret: Goin' to college! Fuck you.
  • *loud emotional crying from Mordecai*
  • CJ: Hey Mordecai, I'm a cool ass cloud that puts up with zero shit, have all the same interests as you, and I kill people. You wanna date?
  • Mordecai: gee, I don't know, you're pretty cool, but-
  • Rigby: DO NOT.
  • Mordecai: Fine.
  • CJ: sick
  • *hangs out for awhile*
  • Eileen: GO ON A FUCKIN DATE ALREADY
  • Mordecai and CJ: wut
  • Eileen: DO IT.
  • Mordecai: Fine, u down fo dis CJ?
  • CJ: sure
  • *date than ends with drama and Mordecai and CJ becoming canon*
  • Mordecai: I luv this cloud
  • Rigby: STAHP
  • Mordecai: What?!
  • Rigby: SPEND MORE TIME WIT ME
  • Mordecai: ... bruh
  • Rigby: UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  • *a few months later*
  • Margaret: Surprise bitch
  • Mordecai: THE FUCK
  • Margaret: I bet you thought you'd seen the last of me
  • Mordecai: No. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
  • CJ: Hey Morde-
  • Mordecai: Shut the fuck up
  • CJ: What?
  • Margaret: Hey CJ!
  • CJ: Hi, I'm Mordo's bitch now
  • Margaret: WAT
  • Mordecai: I, ummmm
  • Margaret: No, it's cool! You need to be happy!
  • Mordecai: thx
  • *hug*
  • Mordecai: I AIN'T LETTIN GO OF YOU
  • Margaret: ME EITHER
  • *makes out*
  • CJ: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
  • Mordecai: well shit
  • Margaret: oh...
  • *runs out crying*
  • Mordecai: NO PLZ FORGIVE ME
  • Eileen: Dis bitch is now my roommate. fuck you.
  • Margaret: you done fucked up Mordecai
  • Mordecai: ...
  • Mordecai: i fucked up. fuck
  • *the next day*
  • Mordecai: what up cj
  • CJ: why the did you invite me to this shithole of a coffee shop
  • Mordecai: idk what happened
  • CJ: Bitch plz
  • Mordecai: Here's a bunch of butt-shaped gifts
  • CJ: OH MY GOD I FORGIVE YOU I FUCKIN LOVE BUTTS
  • Margaret: IM GOIN TO CALL MORDY AT THE WRONG FUCKING TIME. YO MORDY
  • CJ: who the fuck is this bitch
  • Mordecai: The bitch I kissed
  • CJ: FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.
  • *more sad music*
  • Mordecai: fuck you margaret... fuck you...
  • Sad Sax Guy: IF YOU HAVIN GURL PROBLEMS I FELL BAD FO YOU SON I GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT A BITCH AINT ONE
  • Mordecai: shut up and help me cj fuckin hates my guts
  • Sad Sax Guy: Get the bitch you kissed here
  • Mordecai: Fine
  • *at the park*
  • Mordecai: Wut up bitch
  • Margaret: I don't want to get involved even though I should have stopped you from kissing me but I went along with it anyway, so fuck you.
  • Mordecai: You're a good friend
  • *hugs*
  • CJ: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
  • Mordecai: goddammit...
  • Sad Sax Guy: Lol just put up a bunch of cheap-ass performances fo her
  • Mordecai: thanks lmao
  • CJ: is this a fuckin joke
  • Mordecai: Yo up Cee- *gets hit by bus*
  • CJ: JESUS CHRIST ARE YOU OKAY
  • Mordecai: Yeah, thing is.... are you?
  • CJ: Feelin' great *slaps him on head with board* bye asshole
  • Rigby: Are you insane?!
  • Mordecai: lol wut
  • Rigby: STAHP LISTENING TO A WEIRD SHIRTLESS GUY WHO PLAYS THE SAXOPHONE FOR SOME WEIRD REASON
  • Mordecai: Ugh.
  • Sad Sax Guy: Go to your older bitch's house
  • Mordecai: You mean my mom's?
  • Sad Sax Guy: ...
  • *goes to mom's house*
  • Mordecai's Mom: You done fucked up Mordecai
  • Mordecai: I KNOW. HELP ME.
  • Mordecai's Mom: Sway her in.
  • Mordecai: Fine.
  • *goes outside*
  • Mordecai: Rigby, tell dis bitch to look outside
  • Rigby: Look outside
  • CJ: Awwwwwww...
  • *at hospital*
  • CJ: Why the fuck did you kiss that bitch
  • Mordecai: I HAD FEELZ FOR MARGARET AND SEEING HER BROUGHT DOS FEELZ BACK I'M SORRY PLEASE TAKE ME BACK IT WAS MY FAULT.
  • CJ: Fine.
  • *makes out*
  • Sad Sax Guy: Happy holidays, asshole.
  • *a month later*
  • Eileen: YOU GUYZ WANNA SEE SOME FUCKIN SEA TURTS
  • CJ, Mordecai, and Rigby: sure
  • Eileen: YO MARGARET YOU WANNA SEE
  • CJ: no
  • Eileen: wat
  • CJ: NO.
  • Eileen: Oh. Right.
  • *in the car*
  • CJ: you had to kiss dat bitch didnt u mordecai
  • Mordecai: I HAD FEELZ FOR HER I'M SORRY FO DA LAST TIME.
  • *drama with spa shit happens*
  • CJ: Goddammit.
  • *calls Margaret*
  • Margaret: YOOOOOOO CHECK OUT THESE ASSHOLES USIN' TURTLES FO THEIR SPA SHIT, HOW DA FUCK DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ANIMAL CRUELTY?
  • *a bunch of shit goes down*
  • Eileen: THX MARGARET FO SAVING OUR ASS
  • CJ: I called her u know...
  • Eileen: CJ AWWWWWWWWWW
  • *group hug with margaret*
  • CJ: bitch what the fuck do u think you're doing
  • Margaret: #awkward
  • Eileen: SHUT UP AND HUG ME
  • CJ: i came to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now
  • *a month later*
  • Mordecai: HOLY SHIT A PARTY IS GOIN DOWN AT DAT OTHER BITCH'S HOUSE. YO C-
  • CJ: lol no i'd rather pick up garbage than do that
  • Rigby: Oh right, because-
  • Mordecai: Shut the fuck up Rigby. Look, I'll get u some of dat cake cause u a bae.
  • CJ: THANK YOU MORDECAI *hugs*
  • Mordecai: *sees Margaret*
  • Mordecai: NOPE *runs into bathroom*
  • Rigby: dude... what the fuck...
  • Mordecai: I AIN'T FUCKIN ANYTHING UP IN HERE
  • Rigby: bruh...
  • Mordecai: Fine...
  • Margaret's Dad: YO DIAPER BOY I GOT A SEAT IN THE HELI FO YA YOU WANNA RIDE WIT DA FAM?
  • Mordecai: shit
  • *goes onto helicopter*
  • Margaret: How's the park? :)
  • Mordecai: FUCK HER RIGHT IN DA PUSSY
  • Margaret: stahp acting weird oh my god...
  • Mordecai: I HAVE TO U DON'T UNDERSTAND
  • CJ: lol so some bitch got burned by a river and... what the fuck is my bitch doing with that bitch...
  • Mordecai: oh no. don't.
  • CJ: GOD FUCKING DAMMIT MORDECAI I AM DONE TRUSTING YOU YOU PIECE OF GODDAMN BIRD SHIT YOU CAN GO SUCK ON MARGARET'S EGGS FOR ALL I CARE *rages*
  • Mordecai: NO STAHP I'VE BEEN TELLIN YOU A HUNDRED FUCKIN TIMES I AM NOT WIT THIS BITCH ANYMORE
  • CJ: LIAR
  • *almost kills Margaret's parents*
  • Margaret: MOMMMMMMMMMMMM DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
  • Margaret's parents: well fuck u wanna do a mannonball into the pool
  • *lands*
  • CJ: RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWR *knocks Margaret off helicopter*
  • Margaret: I HAVE A BAE LITERALLY CALM THE FUCK DOWN CJ
  • Mordecai: lol wut
  • Margaret's dad: lol wut
  • CJ: lol wut
  • Margaret's Boyfriend: lol hi guyz wut up
  • Margaret: SO SHUT THE FUCK UP THEN
  • Mordecai: thank god *lands helicopter*
  • CJ: *cries*
  • Mordecai: yo bitch i got u cake
  • CJ: you might as well take that cake and shove it up my ass mordecai
  • Mordecai: lol ok
  • CJ: IT's A FIGURE OF SPEECH YOU MORON
  • Mordecai: oh
  • CJ: I FUCKED UP. I ALMOST KILLED DIS BITCH'S PARENTS-
  • Margaret: will u please stop referring to me as "bitch"
  • CJ: ANNNNNNYWAAAAYYYS I ALMOST KILLED THEM ALL OVER NOTHING
  • Mordecai: yeah u did that....
  • CJ: I HAVE TO LEAVE I'M HAVING FEELZ
  • *CJ runs off as "You Give Love a Bad Name" by Bon Jovi plays in the background*
  • *a few months later*
  • Margaret: zzzzzzzzz HOLY FUCK oh my god *shoves head on couch* EILEEN GET YOUR MOLE ASS IN HERE
  • Eileen: oh god not this shit again
  • Margaret: I don't actually have a bae! I made the whole thing up so CJ wouldn't kick my ass! WHAT DO I DO
  • Eileen: Tell the truth?
  • Margaret: bitch pls
  • *knocking on door*
  • Eileen: you know that bitch that almost killed your parents? well, she's here
  • Margaret: OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE *opens the door*
  • CJ: Hey, Margaret! :3
  • Margaret: Hey, uh, CJ...
  • CJ: Look I'm sorry for pretty much the whole time that I've known you with killing your parents, destruction and all that other shit, but can we get to know each other a little bit? You can bring your bae if you want!
  • Margaret: KEWL
  • CJ: Awesome! *leaves*
  • Margaret: OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE
  • Eileen: Get Del here
  • Margaret: YO DEL CAN YOU PRETEND TO BE MY SUGAR DADDY FOR THE DAY
  • Del: lol sure
  • Margaret: RIGBY COME UP WITH A SCRIPT
  • Rigby: k
  • Del: *literally fucks everything up*
  • CJ: he cool
  • Margaret: ikr
  • Del: how you guys doing (ohhhhh dis is da best ass ive felt all my life)
  • Margaret: good I guess (get your fucking meat sticks off my ass)
  • Margaret: YOU'RE FUCKING EVERYTHING UP
  • Del: i know
  • Margaret: RIGBY DEL IS-
  • Rigby: fuck u bitch *hangs up*
  • Mordecai: i like del. hes pretty cool
  • Margaret: lol yeah
  • Mordecai: :>
  • Margaret: (oh my god mordecai's adorable as shit) DEL IS NOT ACTUALLY-
  • Bar: LOL HERE COMES A FUCKIN KISS CAM TO LITERALLY FUCK EVERYTHING UP. AND NOW LET'S "COINCIDENTALLY" POINT IT TOWARDS MARGARET AND DEL TROLOLOLOLOLOLOL
  • Margaret: oh god i have to kiss this ass pincher
  • Del: come on gimme a kiss
  • Margaret: NO GO FUCK YOURSELF
  • Audience: shit
  • CJ: im sorry what the fuck did you just say
  • Margaret: HE'S NOT ACTUALLY MY BAE I MADE THE WHOLE THING UP SO YOU WOULDN'T KILL ME
  • CJ: lol that's fine except you fuckin lied to me u bitch.
  • Margaret: i know...
  • CJ: YOU HAVE FEELZ FOR MORDECAI DON'T YOU? YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME BUT I'M PUTTING YOU ON THE SPOT SO YOU KINDA HAVE TO
  • Margaret: OKAY FINE I DO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY
  • Mordecai: oh fuck no
  • CJ: fuck u bitch
  • *storms out*
  • Margaret: Morde-
  • Mordecai: NO WAIT DON'T LEAVE ME HERE IN THIS AWKWARD SITUATION
  • Margaret: fuck
  • *literally a day later*
  • Mordecai: aw shit muscle milk's wedding is today
  • Rigby: Don't you mean "Muscle Man"?
  • *phone rings*
  • Mordecai: not this bitch again *picks up phone* HEY CJ WHAT UP?!?!?!
  • CJ: Nothin much, you?
  • Mordecai: Meh
  • CJ:
  • Mordecai:
  • CJ: Byea
  • *hangs up*
  • Rigby: Ummmm
  • Mordecai: IT'S AWKWARD WHAT ELSE DID YOU EXPECT?!
  • Rigby: oh my fuckin godddddd mordecai just go shove ur fluffy dick up cj's ass and it will make everything a lot better for the rest of us
  • *wedding comes*
  • Margaret: Hi, Mordecai, can you usher me to my seat? :3
  • Mordecai: Nice shoes *shoves her in the doorway*
  • Rigby: *facepalms*
  • Mordecai: CJ HIIIIIIIIIII YOU LOOKIN FABULOUS
  • CJ: thanks u know i'm the hottest cloud around and if you disagree with me ur toast
  • Mordecai: Right haha
  • Muscle Man: AW SHIT WHERE'S MY LETTER
  • Mordecai and Rigby: ughhhhhhhhhhh
  • *finds letter*
  • Rigby: Oh yeah me and that mole bitch have been dating for months now
  • Mordecai: WA T TH E F UC K
  • Rigby: Too bad ur not livin the good life. If you want to, go wit your GUT
  • Mordecai: thank u u fatass raccoon
  • Muscle Man and Starla: *gets married*
  • Mordecai: BEFORE WE GET MARRIED LEMME SAY A FEW WORDS OF HONOR
  • Rigby: hoe don't do it
  • Mordecai: EVERYONE HAS A SOULMATE BUT WHY NOT ME? I FUCK UP EVERYONE'S LIVES FOR THE WORSE AND NOW I REALIZE THAT I WILL NEVER HAVE A SOULMATE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. CJ UR TRASH. UR FUCKIN TRASH.
  • Rigby: oh my god
  • CJ: heres your bracelet you little fuck
  • Mordecai: RIGBY YOU TOLD ME TO GO WITH MY GUT
  • Rigby: YOU WENT COMPLETELY INSANE MORDECAI
  • Mordecai: my gut sucks what did you expect
  • Rigby: *looks into the camera like he's in The Office*
Give Into Me : part III

It’s been about a month since Jack and I have started hanging out. And we usually hang out about 5 times a week. Usually all day, or sometimes, after I get off work I’ll go over, or when I’m on break, Jack will come and hang out for the short 15 minutes I have, and sometimes we just hung out for a few hours. Either way, we spend a lot of time together.

I was currently on my way over to his place now. He texted me and told me him and Johnson were having a little party/cook out thing, and he told me to wear a swim suit, so I threw on a bikini and just put a pair of shorts on over the bottoms.

When I got there, there were a few cars there, one I recognized as Nate’s. John’s was there, and I knew Kendall was with him. And a few others. I got out of my car and called Jack, who answered on the second ring.

hello?

‘hey Jack, I’m here.’

oh okay! I’ll be out in a second.

‘okay’

and with that we hung up, and he was right, he was out in a few seconds. Walking up to me, he threw his arms around me, embracing me in one of his famous hugs.

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“I’m glad you could make it.” he smiled, taking my hand and pulling me inside, through the house, and outback where everyone was.

I immediately went over to Kendall, jumping on her, attacking her in a koala hug. She was my best friend. I loved her to death, and I mean, I did just see her two days ago, but still. 

“hey lover.” she spoke, kissing me cheek.

“what’s up boo?” I asked.

“just waiting for John and Nate to get back.”

“where are they?” 

“they went with Sammy to go get more alcohol.”

“luckily I’m here to save you from boredom.” 

“true.”

Kendall and I talked some more, Kendall drinking some fruity alcoholic drink, and I was sipping on a beer. We were sitting around and talking to Emily, Sam’s sister, and Stass, Sam’s best friend.

Suddenly another girl showed up, and once she saw all of us she walked up to us. I saw Emily and Stass roll their eyes before putting on a fake smile as the little girl approached us.

“hey guys, do you know where Jack is?”

“yeah.” Stass replied before she started to talk to Kendall and I again. The black haired girl above us huffed in annoyance before continuing.

“okay, where is he?”

“he’s playing ball with Johnson, Hayes and Nash. I think Tez too, maybe som-”

but she turned and headed off to the boys little court they had before Stass could even finish her sentence.

“I fucking hate her.” Emily muttered.

“seriously.” Stass grumbled.

“who even was that?”

“that was Madison.” Stass spoke, rolling her eyes.

“Jacks girlfriend.” Emily finished.

“Johnson?” I asked, wide eyed. 

“no, G.”

My jaw dropped a bit. He had a girlfriend? I looked at Kendall, cause she knew about Jack and I, and Johnson did too, cause I mean, he did walk in on me and Jack making out one day.

“girl you look like you’ve just seen a ghost.” Emily laughed.

“how long have they been together?”

“like almost 3 months. Personally, I think she’s just using him. She’s getting more fame from everyone of the guys’ fans hating on her, and Jack’s just always in such a bad mood around her, or whenever someone talks about her or asks about her.” Emily spoke.

“Yeah, but lately, he’s seemed happier. I don’t know, maybe they worked out whatever problems they have.” Stass spoke.

“still, I don’t like her. I mean, for fuck’s sake, she’s only 16, and Jack’s nearly 20. She’s fake as fuck. She’s such a bitch in real life, is always taking Jack away from Johnson, she’s so clingy, she’s so annoying too.” Emily spoke.

“yeah, the guys hate her too. Sammy’s always complaining about how much of a bitch she is to all Jack’s friends, and then gets pissed at Jack when he doesn’t defend her.” Stass chimed in.

My mind was just being blown. I had no idea. He had a fucking girlfriend. What the fuck.

“she sounds awful.” Kendall spoke.

“she is.” Stass and Emily spoke at the same time.

suddenly the sliding glass door from the kitchen to outside opened, and Swazz, Sammy and Nate walked through, each carrying a thing or two of alcohol.

“Party’s here.” Sammy laughed, walking up to us. The 7 of us all made some drinks, and I quickly downed mine, everyone kinda looking at me oddly.

“dang girl.” Stass laughed.

Everyone from the back started to come up. First it was Nash and Hayes, then there was Tez, Foushe, and Johnson, and then Jack, and Madison, who was clinging onto him.

He wasn’t even looking at her. He had his head down, and when he looked up he met my eyes and his eyes went wide. They started to approach, and Johnson had grabbed a drink and came and sat by me.

“so I’m assuming you know now.” he muttered out from next to me.

“yeah. I shoulda known.” I sighed, taking a sip from my beer.

“he shoulda told you.”

“yeah” I sighed, looking down in my cup.

“hey, cheer up. if it makes you feel any better, he’s never as happy around her as he is with you.”

“a little.” I smiled.

“he always talks about you too. all the time. like, don’t get me wrong Audrey, I like you and all and you’re chill as fuck, but I get really fucking tired of hearing about you.”

I smiled hearing this, resting my head on Johnsons shoulder. “thanks.” I muttered.

“of course. And I mean, look how unhappy he looks with her right now.” Johnson spoke, so I looked to see Madison sitting on Jack’s lap, smiling and talking, about her make up, I could hear her from here. And Johnson was right. Jack looked so miserable. He looked over at me, and my head resting on Johnsons shoulder and raised his brow, confusion on his face.

“whenever anyone asks about ‘his girl’ he just smiles now. And then he starts talking about how amazing you are, and how chill and laid back you are. how funny you are, and how, and I quote ‘your beauty radiates from your soul’ or some shit sorta like that.”

I laughed at hearing that, no longer in a bad mood about Jack and his little girlfriend. I mean, yeah it sucked, cause I did like him. But it’s whatever. And I mean, as terrible as this is, I’m glad everyone has a problem with her, and I’m glad Jack looks miserable right now. He deserves it.

“yo, Johnson, wanna start cooking?” John called out.

“yeah man.” Johnson replied, standing up.

He turned to face me, grabbed my face and looked me in the eye.

“by no means do I ever encourage this kinda shit, but Jack gets jealous real easily.” he smiled before kissing my forehead and walking towards John.

Jack was looking over at me, and then his eyes followed Johnson. And then I don’t know what happened, Madison must have said something because Jack looked at her and then she grabbed his face and kissed him.

I got up from my chair and walked away. Going to join Nate, Tez, Foushe, Nash and Hayes in the pool.

“aye it’s my girl.” Nate spoke, coming up to me, embracing me in a hug.

“hey.” I smiled.

“yo Audrey, you wanna play chicken?” Nash called out.

“I mean, sure.” I laughed.

“alright, so it’s gonna be me and Hayes against you and Nate.” Nash smiled.

“alright, just know you guys are probably gonna lose.” I wink.

“that’s the spirit babygirl.” Nate laughed, throwing his arm around me. I looked up to see Jack’s jaw clenched.

Hayes and I were now on the guys’ shoulders and ready.

“you good babygirl?” Nate asked.

“perfect babe.” I laughed.

soon Hayes and I were fighting, trying to knock the other down. And it was a pretty even fight. He was a lot stronger than I expected him to be. And with one swift move made by Nash, Hayes pulled me forward, causing me to make Nate and I’s weight forward, losing his balance and causing us to fall.

I came back up out of the water laughing as Nash started marching around the pool and him and Hayes cheering.

“okay okay, new game.” Nate spoke.

“fine, you guys are going down regardless.” Nash spoke.

“hell no, I want a new partner.”

“Hayes and Audrey against Nate and I” Nash spoke.

Hayes and I looked at each other and shrugged before Nash let go of Hayes and flung him backwards.

Now I was on Hayes’ shoulders and Nate on top of Nash’s.

“you know, I would have thought it’d be the other way around.” I said as Nate and I faced each other.

“I wish it would have, but Nate has a game plan.” Nash spoke.

“and what might that be?” I asked, looking at Nate to see his eyes were on my chest. “Nate!” I laughed, covering my chest.

“shit.” he muttered looking at me. “ya know, I ain’t even sorry. It’s a nice pair.” he laughed.

“I hate you.” I laughed. “let’s just get this over with.”

So Nate and I were trying to knock each other over. It wasn’t fair at all. One of the strongest guys I know against me, who weighs 130 pounds.

Nate somehow slipped his arms under mine and grabbed my boobs, causing me to push his hands away, but he held onto my hand, and gave me a pull, and had me and Hayes falling over.

I emerged out of the water, pushing my hair back and looking at Nate.

“that was such a cheap move.” I spoke, causing him to look at me and shrug as he got off Nash’s shoulders.

“Like I said, nice pair.” He winked.

“hey guys, food’s ready.” Kendall called out from the kitchen. Everyone got up and started to head inside, and the boys had got out of the pool. I was the last one out, and was drying off a bit, before tossing my towel on a chair and walking inside. Everyone was getting plates of food before they headed back out. I had just finished getting all my food, and was putting something in the fridge when Jack walked up to me, hands on my waist and slammed me up against it.

“the fuck are you doing?”

“putting something away.” 

“I meant first you’re all cuddled up with Johnson, and what the fuck’s up with you and Nate?”

“seriously?” I looked at him and his face was stone cold. He was actually fucking serious.

I pushed him back a bit, creating space between us.

“you shouldn’t really be concerned as to who I’m talking too, or hanging out with, or even what I’m doing. You should probably get out there and go hang out with your lovely girlfriend. I’ve heard she’s great.” I spit coldly, turning to grab my plate. Jack grabbed my arm though.

“Audrey, look it’s not like that.”

“oh, so you two actually aren’t together? you just have another girl you like to keep around? here’s a tip, don’t invite two girls you’re ‘seeing’ to the same place. Things might get a little confusing.” I spoke, yanking my arm out of his grip and leaving him in the kitchen.

Chapter 14: Nobody Can Come Between Us.

Chris

“Shit Raye..” I groaned as I released into the condom.

She laughed lightly, and leaned down kissing my lips as she pulled herself off my dick. She convinced me to skip our last class, and come home. I’m glad I did because I had the perfect view of her bouncing that ass right on my dick.

"Told you if we came back to your house we’d have fun.” she said earning a laugh out of me.

“What else you got planned for me?” I asked smirking at her.

She started kissing and nibbling on neck. She reached my ear and nibbled on it too “Well-”

She started to tell me, but then someone started knocking on my door. A nigga was heated. Just when I was about to get knee deep in the pussy again.

“Who that?” I yelled from the bed rolling Raye over.

I started trailing kisses down her stomach, but I froze when the person revealed them self “It’s Alisha.”

I looked at Raye, and she sucked her teeth then got up going into the bathroom, making sure to slam the door. I sighed and quickly got dressed before opening the door.

I opened the door and she looked at me. I really wanted her to leave. Only reason I was talking to her in class that day is cause I ain’t have nobody else to talk to an she was actually being cool for once.Raye already didn’t like her, and I was not tryna argue with her today. We’ve been together for a few days now argument free and I’d like to keep it that way.

“What can I do for you Alisha?” I asked leaning against the door frame.

“You left so I thought I’d come surprise you. It’s been a while. I know you miss me baby.” she said running her fingers across my abdomen.

I sighed and pushed her hands off me “Alisha you gotta go.”

She stepped closer to me and wrapped her arms around my torso. I was started to get real annoyed. This bitch don’t listen and she knew tossing her ass wasn’t going to be an issue for me “come on baby you know you want me.”

As if the moment couldn’t get any worse Raye walked out the bathroom. “Babe I’m hung-” She started to speak but stopped immediately when she saw the current situation between Alisha and I. Here goes the argument I was trying so terribly hard to avoid.

“Chris really? This is what your ducking me for? Raye? I thought you hated her.” Alisha said letting me go putting her hand on her waist.

“Alisha I’m not ducking you, we are done. She is my girl. I don’t get what you’re not understanding. Now I told you nicely once, and I’m going to do it again. You need to leave.” I said getting heated.

She stood there and crossed her arms looking at me as if English was her second language. I guess Raye got fed up so she snapped “BITCH WILL YOU GET THE FUCK OUT HIS HOUSE SO I CAN GO BACK TO FUCKING MY MAN!!”

I looked back at her, and I couldn’t help but chuckle. Alisha got bold and decided to charge at Raye, but I grabbed her before she could lay a hand on her. I grabbed her by the neck and pushed her up against the wall “Alisha I’m going to count to ten. If your not out my house by the time I get to ten I promise your going wish you never lived. ONE!”

She took off as soon as I started counting. I heard the front door slam a few seconds later, so I proceeded to shut mine back. I turned back around to a still fumed Raye, and I tried to step closer to her but she took a step back. “Baby I swear she just showed up I’m sorry.”

“You’re always sorry, your just a sorry ass nigga. Letting her feel on you like that. You got me so fucked up!” she spat with venom.

“Raye, I’m not even about to argue with you. You know you’re the only girl for me. I ain’t checking for Alisha. Trust me.” I said grabbing her.

Slapping my hands away from her, I sucked my teeth. “Babe, why you trippin’?” I groaned. I really ain’t feel like arguing. We’ve argued enough before we got together.

“Cause it’s always something with you!”

“Come get me when you stop trippin. I said what I had to say. The fuck I gotta lie for?” I asked as she stayed silent. Shrugging, I got out some clothes so I could go take a shower.

“You coming?” I asked Raye as I took off my clothes as I took off my clothes and threw them in the hamper. Ignoring me, she got up anyway, and did the same.

Washing ourselves in silence, I kind of felt a little bad. It wasn’t my fault that Alisha showed up though. I ain’t know she was gonna come. Raye probably calling me all kinds of names in her head right now. I can’t say sorry, cause I’ve said it too much, so ion’ know what the fuck she wants me to do.

Sighing, I looked down and caught Raye starring at me. Smirking at her, she rolled her eyes and quickly turned around. Petty.

Stepping out, she hung up her towel and got another one to wrap herself in. Staying in for 5 more minutes, I decided to get out too. Seeing that she got out a towel for me, I smiled and picked it up.

Coughing from the hot steam, I turned off the light and walked back into my room. Raye was already putting on her clothes.

Grabbing the cologne that Raye loved so much, I sprayed it on myself. Looking through my blinds, it looked like it was little cold outside so I grabbed some sweats and a hoodie. Putting on my clothes, I looked around for Raye and realized that she wasn’t in here anymore. Her hungry ass probably in the kitchen. Chuckling, I put on my shoes and made my way downstairs.

Surprisingly, she was in the living room watching Lion King, sucking her thumb like a big ass baby. She looked so damn cute though.

Looking over her outfit, I see she was trying to be like me. Hoodie and sweats. Walking over to the couch, I laid back as I pulled her on top of me. Playing with her belly ring, she giggled lowly.

“Your ass gonna be cold as hell with this lil ass hoodie on. Not even a hoodie, this is a crop top.” I chuckled, slapping her stomach lightly.

“Guess I’ll be cute and cold.” She shrugged as I shook my head. When she gets sick, ion’ wanna hear shit.

“Ay, I’m like real sorry for earlier. You’re nothing but good to me, and I keep fucking up.” Sighing, she sat up on top of me.

“I’m over it. You didn’t know she was coming over. I hate fighting with you.” She said, giving me a quick peck.

“Yea, me too.”

“So, since were over here playing the confess game,” she paused to laugh, as I did the same.

“Tell me babe.” I said, squeezing one of her titties. Jesus, them shits were everything.

“Well, I kissed August the same day you asked me out.” She said, biting her lip nervously. Closing my eyes and counting to 10, I tried to keep my cool. I low-key wanted to choke tf outta her, cause yesterday she said nothing happened with them, but that ain’t gonna help anything. Why she have to do some shit like that, though?

“Come on Raye, why would you do some bullshit like that? Even if we wasn’t together, we was still fuckin’ around."I said, in a calm-tone. I wasn’t trying to argue, I just wanted to know.

"I didn’t kiss him though..” She said, confusing me.

Chuckling a bit, I shook my head. “Why the fuck you just say you did then?” Sighing, she started to play with my fingers.

“I mean I did but.. He was the one that started everything. He kissed me and he tried to fin—” She quickly stopped once she realized that my breathing got heavy.

“Tried to do what?"I know this nigga wasn’t feeling up on her and shit. If I find out this nigga was touching my girl, that’s a wrap. Shaking her head, she waved me off.

"Let’s not get into that right now. I can’t put all the blame on him though, because I gave in. I’m sorry, Chris.

"Alright, I’m not tryna argue over something that already happened. Don’t do that shit again though unless you wanna get fucked up. Don’t even talk to that nigga, yo. Matter of fact.. Just wait on it. I got something for his ass.” I smirked, as Raye sucked her teeth.

“Whyy? That’s my friend.” She stated, making me suck my teeth.

“That nigga dont wanna be "friends”. He just tryna fuck.“ Shaking her head, she waved me off.

"What’s so good about him that you can’t stop hanging around him?” I asked, as she sighed.

“I don’t wanna talk about this anymore.” She said, putting her head down. Nodding, we sat in silence.

“Were just gonna sit in the house all day?” She asked, changing the subject. Shrugging my shoulders, I intertwined my fingers with hers.

“Where you wanna go babe?” Putting her hand on her chin to think, I chuckled at how cute she looked.

“Dave & Busters!” Chuckling, I nodded and jerked up a couple of times so that she could get the hint to get off of me. Taking the hint, she got up as I did the same.

“Where my keys?” Pulling my keys from out of her bra, she held them up in the air. How she get my keys?

“Where yall goin’?” Christina asked, as she walked in the kitchen. She was all dressed up and shit. Fuck was she goin?

“Dave & Buster’s, you wanna come?” I yelled out.

“No, I’m gonna be 3rd wheelin’, so I’ll stay. Maybe next time.” She chuckled as she came out of the kitchen and stood in front of me. 

“Fine, you gonna be bored as hell here by yourself.” I shrugged as she did the same. 

“Oh, I’m having company.” She smirked as I clenched my jaw.

“Well it better be a bitch and not no nigga." 

"If you say so.” She said, sarcastically. Sucking my teeth, I was starting to second  guess leaving her here alone.

“Fuck that Raye, I’m staying here with her." 

"Boy come on, and stay out of her business.” Raye giggled, as she pushed me out of the door. 

“I hate you.” I told Raye jokingly with a mug on my face. 

“My haters are my motivaters.” She sang, cheesing.

“Shutup and getcho’ ass ina’ car.” I laughed, opening the car door for her. Doing just what I told her, I got in afterwards and drove off.

Raye

This date or whatever it was has been so fun. Chis has been making me laugh non-stop. He was even making other people around us laugh. I still cant believe that this is happening right now.

“They gave me these shady ass pieces of chicken.” I mumbled, playing with my food as Chris laughed. I asked for some chicken strips not chicken bites. 

“Gimme kiss babe.” Chris said wrapping his arms around me.

I smiled and turned around looking up at him. Chris was sexy without even trying. His freckles, dimples, that crooked tooth, and the tattoos. Everything about him was just unflawed to me. I used to hate him a lot, but I’ve grown to see the good in him and understand a little why he was so cold.

I stood on my tippy toes, and wrapped my arms around his neck. He leaned down a little bit, and I softly placed my lips on his. He pulled my body closer to his and I melted into his embrace. I got so lost in the kiss I almost forgot that we were in Dave & Buster’s.

“Damn babe, I said to gimme kiss not sweep me off my feet.” Chris said pulling back from the kiss.

I giggled “I’m sorry, but them lips baby.. Damn.”

He chuckled and smirked at me “Oh, you like these lips huh?”

I blushed “Oh God Chris your so gross.”

He grabbed me and held me close “You like it..”

We were so wrapped up in each other I didn’t realize that we had an audience watching us. When I looked over, August was standing there. I’ve grown so used to not letting him see Chris and I together that I jumped away from Chris.

“Raye what the-” Chris started, but August finished.

“Really Raye? After I told you how I felt about you, this your nigga now or something?”

“August I’m sorry, but Chris and I are together. You and I will always be friends you know that.” I said walking toward him.

I could see anger rising in him by the second “Friends? Friends Raye? Friends don’t kiss the way we kissed the other day! You hated this nigga! I practically saved you from him killing your ass, and you chose him over me?!”

My eyes started to water, because I felt bad that I was hurting him. I never meant to choose Chris it just happened that way. August had been really good to me, but I didn’t fall for him like I did Chris.

I was broken from my thoughts when he grabbed me “Tell me you don’t actually want this nigga over me Raye..”

I guess Chris was getting real agitated at the scene August was causing “Yo my nigga, you better let her the fuck go!”

“Shut yo’ ass up! This shit between Raye and me!” August barked at him.

His rage was beginning to grow so much that he was hurting me. “August your hurting me stop please!” I whined, as Chris was about top charge for him. 

He dropped my arms and looked at me with so much hurt and disgust “Fuck you Raye!”

He walked away, and I stared at the ground. I could hear Chris asking if I was okay, but I wasn’t answering. I wasn’t okay. I guess I expected that we’d stopped talking over this, but I wasn’t expecting him to get so upset. I never actually thought I’d lose my Auggie.

“Raye!” Chris said shaking me.

“I’m fine, let’s play some more games. If you win me that big tweety bird then I’ll play some other games with you later.” I said smiling sweetly up at him.

His hard demeanor changed and I felt relieved, because I wasn’t trying to talk about this “You know I’m still gonna fuck that nigga up on sight, but come on cause I’m tryna play this game later.”

I pouted “Stop Chris just leave it alone for me, and win my tweety.”

He chuckled and shook his head “Come on, beautiful.”

I took his hand, and he led us to the basketball section. He had to play three games to win me the tweety bird and I knew he had it in the bag. Chris could ball there wasn’t any denying that.

“You ready?” He asked me.

I smiled and shook my head giving him a kiss for good luck “You got this baby.” I whispered in his ear.

He bit his lip and winked at me. He started up the game, and of course he was making every shot. I was cheering him on, but I couldn’t stop thinking about August. He’s been mad at me before, but I’ve never seen him look at me like that. I guess I lost him forreal this time.

“I won baby.” Chris said smiling down at me.

I couldn’t help, but to jump up and down. Your girl really wanted that tweety bird. I love tweety bird. I decided to stop focusing on August and just enjoy my time with Chris. He was trying and I loved that he never gave up on me. He was my Cinnamon Apple.

“Get my tweety!” I said pushing him and smiling wide at the oversized stuffed animal.

The guy behind the prize desk laughed and handed him the animal. He brought it to me, and I hugged it tight. He crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow at me.

“What?” I said smiling.

“I won the damn thing for you can I at least get some loving?” he said making me laugh.

I gravitated my attention to him and pecked kisses all over his entire face “Thank you!”

“Alright, alright!” he said covering his head.

“Come on. I got something for you.” I said taking his hand heading toward the exit.

He grabbed me close once we got to the car and leaned us against it “You mean a lot to me Raye. I know I have a funny way of showing it, but I care about you don’t forget that.”

I felt my stomach flutter with butterflies. Chris couldn’t really express his feelings, so when he gave me a piece of them I loved it. I grabbed him and kissed him softly. “Come on daddy, let’s go to my place. You deserve everything I’m about to do to you tonight.”

He smirked and quickly walked around the car hopping in making me laugh. Maybe not having August around would be best.

August

“You should stop, you’re making yourself seem thirsty.” Christina laughed as I shot her a dirty look. She was low-key right though. Maybe high-key.

I came over here like an hour ago and told her all me and Raye’s history. I tell this lil’ girl everything and she always gives me the best advice. 

“Whatever..” I mumbled, playing with my chin hairs. 

“Seriously August. I see the way Raye looks at my brother all the time. She doesn’t want nobody else, but him. Just stop.” Nodding, I guess her lil’ young ass was right. 

I’m done trying to please Raye. Shouldve been done a long time ago, cause I was making myself look thirsty. Chasing after a bitch that don’t even want me. Can’t believe I did that. 

“You right.” I admitted, putting all my attention on her. Baby girl was looking fine as hell. I told her I would take her out tonight since she aint wanna stay at home like she always does. She cleaned up nice. She don’t even look her age. If she wasn’t so short, she could pass for 18. 

“When am I not right?” She smirked cockily as she leaned against the door, folding her arms across her chest. 

“Shut yo’ cocky ass up, man. Don’t start feeling yoself’.” I mugged her, trying to kill her vibe. 

Instantly, her smirk fell causing me to smirk. It was funny as fuck when she got mad. 

“Forget you.” She mumbled, rolling her eyes. 

“Yo, just say fuck you. Is it so hard to curse?” I cackled, putting my hand up to my mouth.

Smiling, she nodded. “Yes, I’m too young to be cursing.”

“You too young to be doing a lot of shit, Christina." 

"You only live once..” She shrugged. 

“Exactly, that’s my point dumbass." 

"Oh well. I’m not about to be talkin’ reckless like you. You just don’t care." 

"Fuckin’ right.” I said, grabbing my keys off of her bed and standing up. We been in this bitch talkin’ all day, I’m hungry as fuck. I gotta get a pic of her before we leave though, cause she lookin’ bad. 

“I’m bout to put you on the gram.” I said, pulling out of my phone. Trying to make it look like an off guard, I shook my head.

“You know that wasn’t no off guard.” I chuckled as she did the same. Uploading the pic, I couldn’t think of no caption so I just put a winky face. 

augustalsina: ;) 

A couple a seconds later, this nigga Chris commented on it.

fuckyopictures: ok fuck boy u wanna play

Chuckling at his comment, I locked my phone and put it in my pocket. This nigga gonna quit talkin’ to me like I’m his bitch or something. He better act like he know. 

“Tell ya punk ass brother to get off my dick.” I spat at Christina, causing her to raise an eyebrow and sigh. 

“Yall seriously gotta get over this beef. Yall are ridiculous. Geesh.” She shook her head.

“Nah man, fuck ya brother. That nigga always coming at me wrong." 

"Alright, alright.” She said, putting her hands up in defense. 

“Bring ya ass.” I said, jogging down the steps so we could go. 

“I’m coming, don’t rush me!" Slow ass. 

the pressure / one shot, b (au)

onika

“get up, time for school!!” i heard my mother yell, jolting me from my sleep. I sighed heavily, slowly getting up while i felt like it. i dragged myself to the bathroom and did my morning routine then changed into an outfit with a color that matched my mood. a long black shirt that had an image of bob marley sprawled onto it, some shorts, HUF black and green marijuana socks and T.U.K. mondo suede creepers. putting on light eye makeup and a dark lipstick, i grabbed my bag, phone, and ID then headed towards the door. i was really craving some thing to eat but i knew i was gonna be late so i said fuck it and left.

when I got to school, i was already ready to go home. i had problems and people that i didn’t want to face, plus a test in my math and science class that i didn’t study for. sighing, i headed to class, wanting something to ease my raging headache and abundant nerves.

he always made me feel that way.

but i was gonna try hard to avoid him. I had a test next period that i had to study for and i couldn’t afford to get a bad grade. keeping my head down, i began to do the warm up.

out of pure curiosity and just being plain nosy, i turned a bit in my seat. he was in the far back with his boys, laughing loudly and slapping fives. he had a real light skin chick sitting on his lap and she was leaning towards him. her lips were covered in pink gloss and her long black weave was unfortunately on point. hell, her eyebrow game was viscous.

he was still laughing and i tried to look away but he’d turned slightly and our eyes met. i quickly looked to the front, cursing myself and biting the inside of my cheek. how did he get over us so quick?

and why did it hurt so much?

shaking my head, i turned towards the board to write down the question and eventually answer it in a neat two paragraphs, trying to keep my mind occupied. to push the feelings away. to ignore the pain in my chest and push back the miserable thoughts that begged to be noticed. i didn’t have time for feelings right now. fuck him. but my brain (and heart) still wouldn’t comply.

he was really over it? over everything?

he was my first kiss. I’ve always been a good girl who kept her grades up and didn’t do any drugs or participate in anything illegal. i always maintained a 4.0 average and i was never rude to any of my teachers or my mother. i attended church every Sunday and bible class when mama went. he was was a troublemaker. granted, he was sometimes quiet and he wasn’t completely bad. he made good grades and was nice to his teachers- well as nice as a teenage boy would be- and he didn’t really tease anyone. he was chill for the most part. he was popular and every girl wanted him, and he wasn’t innocent. he was a teenage boy; before we got together he fucked almost everything that had a vagina. it wasn’t a big secret either. he always dated ‘bad bitches’ but told me that he lowkey liked girls like me. the good girls. the type who were always quiet but were undercover freaks. i blushed when he said it because of this look he’d given me. i can still see it, his dark eyes were sparkling and i was always getting lost in them. he said I wasn’t a ‘bad bitch’; that it was disrespectful for anyone to call me that. he said i was beautiful.

we never got to sex which was a lowkey relief of mine since i was a virgin, but he did see me in my underwear. he’d come over and burst into my room. i was so embarrassed as he stood there with his mouth wide open and frozen in the middle of the room. I’d quickly grabbed my robe and covered myself, stammering for him to get out. he completely ignored my wishes and ventured deeper into the room until he was in front of me. he took my robe off and i let him, shaking a bit. he told me that my body was the most beautiful he’d ever seen and that i had curves out of this world. i blushed furiously, and when he left, i looked at myself in the mirror, taking in what he’d said to me.

i snapped out of the memories when the teacher began going over the questions. i cleared my throat and resisted the urge to look his way.

by the end of the day i was tired and ready to sleep off the constant thoughts and daydreams. going to my locker, i gathered my things. getting a bottled water from the schools machine, i walked towards the doors paying attention to my phone and ended up crashing into something. steadying myself, i looked up to apologize but he was smirking in my face.

my throat tightened and my eyes got wide and i cursed myself for my reaction when i saw his smirk grow wider.

“u been avoiding me.” it wasn’t a question, it came out as a fact.

forcing myself to roll my eyes, i sighed. “get out of my way aubrey.”

he raised an eyebrow, coming closer. he was tall as ever- 6 feet and a couple of inches and i was only five-one. his giant build loomed over my small one, appearing slightly intimidating. his hair was black like oil and burst in rich curls that i admittedly wanted to run my hands through. his lips were a faint pink and his eyes were extremely dark and still alluring as ever. damn.

“what u mean, ‘get out of your way’?” he asked with a frown. “why are you avoiding me?”

“why are you acting like we’re still together? MOVE.” i said sternly, pushing him and walking fast.

he scoffed, “you can’t avoid this forever. u can’t keep running away from ya feelings, onika.”

“u don’t know shit.” i felt my arm being grabbed and i was spun around before i could blink.

“we need to talk about this.” his voice was sharp and his face was serious.

i tugged at my arm, hoping he would budge. “no, we don’t. it’s done, okay? I’m fine and I’ve moved on, and it seems like you have too so just cut the bullshit and leave me the fuck alone aubrey,” i spat, yanking my arm away from him.

“what makes u think i moved on?” he asked, and i knew he was playing dumb.

“i don’t have time for this,” i muttered and turned to go, but he shoved me on the wall and leaned close. i looked around to see some nosy bystanders watching us and i got a bit nervous. “aubrey, move!”

“what you gone do if i don’t?” he asked lowly, bending down to meet my eyes. “you not going home until we talk about it.”

i scoffed, my eyebrows almost rocketing into my hairline. “who the hell do you think you are? you’re not my father!”

“onika do you really wanna make this harder for yourself? you know I’m not gonna stop ‘till i get what i want. I’m not afraid to cause a scene.” i almost immediately stopped struggling, making him chuckle. he knew how much of an introvert i was, and getting attention to myself because of him was like suicide. all the girls would hate me and all the guys would try to get with me just because i was ‘his’. it already happened when we together and i didn’t need for it to happen again.

“fine.” i muttered reluctantly, and he took my hand and let me to his car. this was gonna be a long afternoon.

-

when we walked inside his home, his momma was in the kitchen making dinner. she looked more frail and her legs were a little wobbly, which made me worry. i know me and aubrey weren’t together, but i did care for momma graham.

when she looked up and saw me, her eyes lit up and a huge smile slid onto her face, which caused one to come on mines as well. “onika, oh my god!!” she nearly yelled, rushing over to me and engulfing me with her skinny arms.

a genuine laugh escaped my lips, which always happened when i was around her. “hey momma!” i greeted.

she pulled away and looked at me for a few moments, “still as beautiful as ever. i missed you.”

i could see aubrey leaning on the wall with his hands in his pockets, looking down. he had this unreadable expression. what was he thinking?

“i missed you, too.” i breathed out, and i did. she was like a second mother to me, and it killed me not seeing her these past couple months. sometimes we’d make dinner together when i stayed over for a while. “you need some help momma?”

she giggled, “no baby im fine. you can go on with aubrey.” she winked obviously thinking we were together again.

aubrey finally spoke up, “mama, we not-“

“i know.” she interrupted, her eyes gleaming. “it’s nice to see you again onika.” she said before turning to the dinner.

before i could respond, aubrey pulled me off to his room. when he closed the door, i hit him with the questions floating around in my head: “what’s wrong? are you okay? is momma okay? why does she look so sick? why-“

“damn baby girl.” he chuckled, making me blush lightly, but i fought it off.

“is she ok?” i repeated.

his face went back to unreadable, and for some reason it bothered me. he was closing me off, and i didn’t like it. “she’s fine.” he spoke sharply, and i raised an eyebrow. so he was gonna lie to me when i had two eyes? reading my expression, he sighed. “she’s.. she’s sick. i don’t wanna talk about it.” his voice cracked and he turned his head. i nodded, wanting to comfort him, but then again, i didn’t just couldn’t. after a few seconds of awkward tension, he turned back to me. “that’s not what this is about.”

i nodded. “i know, i just care about her.”

he shrugged my comment off, changing the subject. “onika look- about what happened to us..”

“you cheated. what is there to talk about?” i spat, my attitude quickly changing from caring to anger in half a second.

he sighed, clenching his jaw. “i told you what happened. but yo stubborn ass still don’t wanna listen. u never wanna listen to nobody.”

sucking my teeth, i crossed my arms over my chest. “do i look fucking stupid, aubrey? you fucked the bitch, end of discussion!” anger and sadness was starting to bubble inside of me, but i calmed myself. i didn’t have time for this. i didn’t wanna talk about this. “you know what? no. drop me off at home, now aubrey.”

he narrowed his eyes, “there you go again! trying to block out everything and run away from ya problems!”

i rubbed at my temples, my head banging. i already had enough going on with my family falling apart and i felt like a ticking time bomb. i couldn’t deal with all of this. this dumb drama was gonna have to wait.

“no aubrey, i don’t have time for this. take me home.” i said in a more calm tone.

he shook his head, “onika i miss you. i miss your beautiful smile and kissing you and bringing you over here and seeing my mama happy. i miss us, aight?”

i blinked back the tears and stupid emotions. fuck that. I wasn’t gonna shed any tears. “ok. are you finished, because i have other things to do.”

“dammit onika.” he slammed his hand on the wall, making me jump in surprise before straightening up. he came towards me and I walked backwards until i was on his door. “why are you always doing this shit? why do you ball your emotions up and act like you have none??”

“because the best way to stop your heart from getting broken is to act like you don’t have one.” i blurted before I could stop myself. he just stared at me and i sighed, biting my lip to keep it from trembling. “i don’t wanna do this aubrey. not now, ok? i got too much going on, i can’t deal with this right now.”

“you think i don’t? I’m going through some things too, ‘nika!! and i need you.”

“you should’ve thought about that when you fucked that girl.”

his face was red and he gripped at his hair letting out a frustrated growl. “u are so fucking difficult for no got damn reason. she came onto me, ‘nika!”

“stop calling me that. you don’t have the fucking right.” i spat. “you know what aubrey? fuck you, i don’t have to do this. I’m leaving, fuck this.” i rolled my eyes opening the door and he shut it right back. “what the-”

before i could speak, he turned me around and kissed me full on the lips. for a second- just a second- i forgot what had happened between us that quick and kissed him back. he’d always had that affect on me, and it annoyed me to no end. but soon enough I’d pushed him off of me, blushing like crazy and slightly shaking.

“you don’t get to do that anymore.” i spoke lowly, and I knew he sensed my nervousness.

“i said i was sorry and i mean it. why can’t you accept that?? i love YOU onika, no one else! nobody could ever amount to you. i could never care for another girl like i care for you. okay? i need you. yes, she’s sick. she’s fucking dying onika and i can’t do shit about it. i know i did you wrong but I’m sorry and i need you.” there were tears in his eyes feeling suicidal and ready to jump down his red face.

my throat clogged and i sighed heavily before pulling him into a hug. i bit my lip, trying not to cry, but once one tear slipped from my eyes i was sobbing right along with him.

“my parents are fighting, and my little brother ran away, aubrey. he ran away! and now everyone’s silent and there’s so much tension and i jus’ wanna scream.” i cried, finally letting my emotions on the surface. he held me tighter, putting his head on my shoulder. “i don’t know what to do.. i.. I’m so sorry about momma graham. oh my god.”

“sh sh, it’s ok. we’ll be ok.” he whispered in my ear. we jus stood there, crying and holding each other.

(the pressure will make you feel)