did you have bulimia?
I don’t wanna say I had bulimia because it was just a few weeks, maybe a month, and I only did it a few times. I starved myself more than I purged and again, that was only a couple months on and off. Idk what constitutes someone officially having an eating disorder but yeah I definitely had a very disordered relationship with food. My friend went to rehab for anorexia and she described the stuff she used to do and ways she used to think about herself and i was like oh wow that’s how I’ve felt my whole life, only she took it way farther than I did. But she was like yeah Lisa that’s some very disordered eating….. but anyway I’m good with it now ever since 2015 when I put the focus on my health and not my appearance. I was good from 2011-2014 and then the first six months of 2015 were strange with stress and loss of appetite and that’s what triggered my eating issues, weight loss that wasn’t intentional. All of a sudden I was 12 pounds skinnier and I was freaking out not wanting to gain it back, that’s where my issues began from like March through June until I had enough.