Just in case anyone missed it, I just wanna point out that Rey’s last words to Finn before he left Maz’s cantina for the Outer Rim are “Don’t go” and as she watches Finn leave she literally hears her inner child screaming out “Don’t go! No!” Like, Finn leaving is literally paralleled to Rey’s family abandoning her on Jakku and watching him leave is so painful that it triggers a Force memory of what was probably the worst day of her life and now that I’ve realized this I can’t be forced to suffer alone with these feelings.
where the fuck ,, are people getting the idea ……. that finn is some sorta “”“”“peacemaker”“”“”??????? he legit killed 20 people (the unarmed villagers consisting of men, women, and children, as well as the 2 boys in the dropship indirectly) and i wouldnt be surprised if his illegal spacewalk costed the ark hella oxygen, ntm he cheated on his girlfriend after a week of being on the ground. oh, and his excuse for murdering tons of people is “i did this for u ?? ilu?”. but, sure. peacemaker. clearly hes the only sensible character in the show whos done anything remotely kind xoxo
“When do you think you will do it?” Kevin asked. I kept my hand over my pocket, keeping the box safe. “Soon, I hope.” I answered. Before we could talk more about the surprise, Y|N walked over. “Hey princess.” I greeted before kissing her. She smiled. “Hey. What are you two talking about?” She asked. “Just guy things.” I told her before wrapping my arms around her waist. She just nodded before resting her head against my chest. Kevin smirked and mouthed a “congratulations.” when she wasn’t looking before walking away. ——- I am glad I got Charlotte, Bayley and Sasha to take Y|N shopping for a while as I got everything set up. Y|N was getting suspicious why I stopped talking about something when she walked into the conversation. I just want her to be surprised and make this proposal special. Karl and Luke were getting the lights set up as I got the flowers and the ring set up. When she walks through the front door, she is going to see “Will You Marry Me” made with flower pedals. I am going to come from downstairs and pop down on one knee and you know the rest. I fixed my tie of my suit as Karl and Luke walked over. “Are you ready, brother?” Luke asked, patting me on the back. I grinned. “Nervous but yes of course.” I answered. Karl and Luke smiled. “She’ll say yes. You two are a match made in heaven.” Karl said. I laughed a little. “Is my tie straight?” I asked them. “You look good.” Karl said, Luke nodding in agreement. “I better text Sasha and let her know to bring her back. Thanks for helping guys.” I told them, walking them to the door. “Anytime. Just send us the after picture of you two.” Luke said. “I will.” I answered with a laugh. Once they left, I pulled out my phone and texted Sasha that it was time. ————— I peaked out the window to see Y|N getting out of the car. i grabbed the box before hurrying up the stairs. I already rehearsed what I was going to say so i did a couple of breathers. I heard the door open from downstairs. “Finn-” She started but didn’t hear anything else. I made my way downstairs and she was standing there speechless, with her mouth covered. I grinned and walked over to her. I grabbed her hand before getting down on one knee. I saw a tear fall already.
“Y|N, where do I begin? Ever since I met you that cold February day, I was in love and I knew I wanted to marry you. You are the light of my world and I don’t know what I would do without you. I want to have a future with you. I want to start a family with you. I want to do everything with you. I love you so much. Will you marry me?” I proposed. Y|N smiled before wiping her tears away and nodding a ‘yes.’ I took the ring out of the box before sliding the ring onto her finger. I stood up and she wrapped her arms around my neck and i wrapped my arms around her waist as she kissed me. I kissed back. I then leaned my forehead against hers. “I love you, princess.”