It was your idea to try it out since your best friend had told you about doing it with her boyfriend a few weeks ago so when Luke came home one night you told him your plans and after a few minutes he wanted it so badly. It was slow and still a bit awkward for the first time but it was great because of all the times you came that night.
“This is so much better than expected, your lips around me, my tongue lapping up your wetness”
You don’t even remember how you both ended up on the floor, maybe it was the makeout session until the both of you fell. His boner was visible and you in your underwear, Calum just couldn’t resist. Since there was little space bewteen the two couches it ended up with your slit close to his face and your face to his boner. It was pleasuring to the maximum
“I kinda like this, the view of your pretty pussy and you sucking my hard cock”
Bed time when you stayed at your parent’s house, and there was the rule that you couldn’t have sex under your roof. Happily sex was different than one of his favorite ways to cum, the bed wouldn’t make sounds and you wouldn’t break the rules. You switching between his dick in your mouth or between your breats as he ripped of your panties and ate you out.
“What would your parents say now, my cock between those fucking tits. Make me cum, Kitten.”
It all started when you got sexual while you were out so you left as soon as possible and practially burst through the bedroom door. He pushed the dress you were wearing up and attached his lips to your clit as you freed his erection from the boxers. It was just foreplay but it made you climax enough times for a week.
“Sucking my cock while I lick that sweet cunt of yours, you’re so good right now. Wait till I fuck you in every room of the house”
I am currently reading Thwarted and I adore it!!!! I was wondering though, do you have a face character or person you based Vitok on appearance wise?
Thank you! I’m so pleased that you’re enjoying it.
I don’t usually visualize people or physical spaces. I have to force myself to describe things. I just want to write feelings and dialog! But, that would be a bit weird, so I do my best.
Because of this, I hadn’t really considered what Vitok actually looks like, but your question got me thinking about it. I think she looks a bit like Melissa McBride, but with brown eyes and less gray in her hair.
Thank you for asking and of course, thank you for reading ‘Thwarted’!
Need a chuckle? Please do not disregard the prowess of MAGIC DICK IN THE HARP
THE THREE STOOGES IN••••"WHAMMER JAMMER"!
FROM J. GEILS BAND 2nd ALBUM-THE MORNING AFTER WITH MAGIC DICK ON THE HARMONICA.
THE MAIDEN VOYAGE OF THE HARP AS THE ENTIRE LEAD!
I’ve had J GEILS in my noggin for days. I kept procrastinating, with apprehension of being stumped on finding a music/video appropriate for my standards I strive for to find an obscure yet quality song from each group!
IMHO I DID GOOD!
Truly a treat!
hope you enjoy! The visuals are a wondrous compliment!
Not a question, but i have just played through the game for the first time, and i want to say this is the first videogame to ever make me cry. You have created created a wonderful experience, and I'm looking forward to my future playthroughs, and any visual novel you release after this.
Thank you! I hope you enjoy the rest of the game :)
Mmmm. 😏 I’m so glad you enjoy them! (I’m assuming you mean the dirty ones?) I’m trying to make more!! lol. They take me a while - finding the body double first and then actually editing the words into the text. I’m curious - did you like the first or the second one more? I really love to hear back. The second one had the little moving part but im not sure if that was worth it. idk. Thank you for inboxing darling! If you ever find shawn body doubles please submit them to me! It’d help me out tremendously! 😚❤️
Do you have any suggestions for books about women in music or whatever? I'm going through books on your women in visual art masterpost and enjoying them I thought you might know of some. Thank you.
yea ! and thanks. i don’t find there are as many published texts focused solely on the narrative of women in music as there are women visual art mediums but being me i read any i can get a hold of lol :
Pink Noises: Women on Electronic Music and Sound by Tara Rodgers – i’m putting this first bc it’s my favorite and was SO IMPORTANT to me when i was first getting into women of the BBC workshop/ women in the avant garde & electronic music.. i think i found it through looking for writings about annea lockwood and pinknoises.com.. if you know me you know women in electronic/ avant garde music are everything 2 me and this book does such a good job contextualizing the female perspective in sound. it’s so good.
Divas in the Convent: Nuns, Music, and Defiance in Seventeenth-Century Italy by Craig A. Monson -- oh my god ever since i heard rosa mistica i have been completely obsessed with the work of female nuns whose astounding compositions were repressed and discouraged by the church hierarchy in the 1600′s. it’s a fascinating history to me idk if anyone shares this fixation but this book is amazing.
Celestial Sirens: Nuns and Their Music in Early Modern Milan by Robert L. Kendrick – one to read with ‘divas in the convent’ - less accessible bc it’s an academic text with a heavy musicologist tone but if you can get a hold of it it’s stunningly thorough and relavatory, i learned so much about performance rituals surrounding polyphonic music from this. if you like sacred music it’s a must imo.
Songbirds: Pioneering Women in Jamaican Music by Heather Augustyn – this author has written a lot about ska and obviously has a large reference point for jamaican music and sounds of the culture so i enjoyed this read a lot. i had little prior knowledge to how hard women in this sphere had it which makes endurance of women covered so admirable, very whole in its biographical coverage.
Dissonant Divas in Chicana Music: The Limits of La Ondaby Deborah R. Vargas – a friend gave this to me and it is wonderful. vargas is a great writer, if you know nothing about la onda in mexico or america this will ignite an interest and if you do this provides so much insight and contextualization as to the history and cultural performance.
From Convent to Concert Hall: A Guide to Women Composers by Martha F. Schleifer – another important one to me early on. when i started taking music theory courses i was discouraged the composers discussed were never women so i took up independently diving into these histories, this is an academic text which does a great job of relating the canon of female composers to a lineage of male counterpoints and exploring reasons why their endurance is faulted by musicology- wonderful and comprehensive.
to go along with that:
The Norton/Grove Dictionary of Women Composers – obviously an essential reference material if it’s of interest to you, compiled out of love and passion for furthering these women’s work (the tagline is: “Throughout history women have been composing music, but their achievements have usually gone unrecognized” i mean !! yesss) was of great help to me in discovering composers who i had glossed over.
The Lost Women of Rock Music: Female Musicians of the Punk Era by Helen Reddington – great and thorough w/ good insight re: social and commercial reasons women of this scene never “broke through” or lived on in mythos the way their male counterparts did, says “rock” broadly in the title but covers a lot of post-punk like the raincoats/ x-ray spex/ crass female acts like poison girls which i loved. notable for interviews with au pairs and delta 5 ladies!!!!! + viv albertine pre her own book.. love it
Stormy Weather: The Music and Lives of a Century of Jazz Women by Linda Dahl – there are actually a good amount of books about women in jazz but this is probably my favorite, it’s a great starting off point. most focuses on the new orleans scene/ 40′s era big band/ swing in its prime/ seminal vocal jazz ladies but well researched, organized, and passionate.
Black Women and Music: More than the Blues and
Songs in Black and Lavender: Race, Sexual Politics, and Women’s Music by Eileen M. Hayes – both amazing works, heavily academic in precedent and standing but hayes is a definitive voice in this subject and i love her perspective. the first is a collection of essays that spans everything from disregarded black women in classical music to the nuances of black feminism in hip hop narratives to black women in avant garde collectives. unbelievably diverse, informative, well researched, and insightful. the second book is focused on black lesbian presence in music festivals predominately catered to white lesbians, very interesting look into a discourse you genuinely don’t see much written about.
Swing Shift: “All-Girl” Bands of the 1940s by Sherrie Tucker – super fun read about the boom jazz bands of women and interest in female musicians and performance saw in the WWII era and how these artists fought against the social perception that they were only replacements for REAL musicals acts while men were at war, captivating slice of history.
Blues Legacies and Black Feminism: Gertrude “Ma” Rainey, Bessie Smith, and Billie Holiday by Angela Y Davis – some essential analytic insights into poetic politics if that interests you. it’s davis so what do you expect. her portrait of blues music is informed by working class black feminist histories and voices, making her perspectives on billie holliday songs (all of her breakdowns of artists’ songs are illuminating, astutely conscious in their literacy and force you to listen to the work differently) and how these artists laid foundation for feminist dialogs still enduring today something really special/ significant with potency imo. a genre as a basis of independence and freedom.
Finding Her Voice: Women in Country Music, 1800-2000 by Mary A. Bufwack – straightforward work documenting women’s roots in country music and related social anthropology pretty much. worthwhile even if country music doesn’t thrill you, the stories of this music is very american. watching significant historical plights and hardships of the US lower class shape that art is interesting.
Women’s Voices Across Musical Worlds editor: Jane A. Bernstein – well organized into five sections, approaches themes of sexual politics in music production & distribution/ sequestration of female performance with a very cross-cultural complex approach.
Gender and the Musical Canon by Marcia J. Citron – well done work regarding feminist perspectives in regard to the western music canon, would be aptly suitable as an introductory text.
Women Make Noise: Girl Bands from the Motown to the Modern editor: Julia Downes – too broad and ambitious to be comprehensive into any one specific margin of women in music, but serves as a nice glance of the timeline from the past 50 years. another that would be best as a introductory guide.
Women, Music, Culture: An Introduction by Julie C. Dunar – this is an undergrad text book i read as a starting point and listening guide into the world of female musicians, lol. well done an engaging, the companion CD is useful.
Carla Bley (American Composers) by Amy C. Beal – fantastic biography and retrospective of an astounding female jazz composer. a bit brief but i enjoyed it regardless, felt beal had an intuitive grasp on bley’s prerogative and voice.
sort of in that vein: Drugs Are Nice: A Post-Punk Memoir by Lisa Crystal Carver – i adore suckdog so i’m biased but this is def among my favorite music autobiographies. i love lisa, all her books are fun.
From Spirituals to Symphonies: African-American Women Composers and Their Music by Helen Walker-Hill – carefully researched, fantastic reference point. a must if you’re interested in black women within music. covers the likes of early 20th century composers like irene britton smith/ undine smith moore/ margaret bonds// women who achieved success in their respective periods who have been neglected by canonical standards today.
Girl Groups: Fabulous Females That Rocked the World by John Clemente – super fun little read, informed profiles of 60 key girl groups that following in the brill building type sound. if you like that scene it’s a must, sheds light on histories i was less familiar with. definitive.
Monteverdi’s Unruly Women: The Power of Song in Early Modern Italy by Bonnie Gordon – AMAZING READ. i love this book, gordon divulges into the social and musical environment female singers whose voices were demanded but whose presence was largely discouraged and dangerous lived in during renaissance italy using theoretical frameworks to lend insight into music rather than using it to bring forward dogmatic statements re: theory.. so well done and fascinating. adore her writing and approach.
Melting the Venusberg: A Feminist Theology of Music by Heidi Epstein – verbose but feminist analysis of church music and deconstructing those hierarchies based in theology that goes all the way to contemporary artists like Diamanda Galas is hard to come by so i enjoyed this.
Respect: Women and Popular Music by Dorothy Marcic – unique in that it takes a look at female narratives in western pop throw an organized introspection of 20 big pop hits. well written.
Women of the Underground: Music: Cultural Innovators Speak for Themselves by Zora Von Burden – great read. highly recommend this one, notable for first hand interviews with: Wanda Jackson, Miss Mercy (GTOs), Moe Tucker (Velvet Underground), Nina Hagen, Lydia Lunch, Adele Bertei (The Contortions), Cosey Fanni Tutti (Throbbing Gristle), Jarboe (Swans), Slymenstra (Gwar), Patricia Morrison (Sisters of Mercy, The Damned), Teresa Nervosa (Butthole Surfers), Laurie Anderson, Kembra Pfahler (The Voluptuous Horror of Karen Black), Pam Tent (The Cockettes), Pauline Black (The Selecter), among others.. that diversity and the depth of coverage make it one of the more unique entries.
Rock She Wrote: Women Write About Rock, Pop, and Rap by Evelyn McDonnell – a fun one. more about the practice of writing about music than playing it. compilation of almost 70 articles/ pieces/ essays/ personal anecdotes penned by women who serve as columnists, contributors, academics, as well as musicians (patti smith and kim gordon among them) about various genres and events. lots of personal appeal.
Electric Ladyland: Women and Rock Culture by Lisa L. Rhodes – if women’s advancement of and involvement in midcentury rock culture is of interest to you this is probably the most thorough examination of it you will find.
The World of Women in Classical Music by Anne K. Gray – far more accessible than some of the more college level texts i’ve mentioned on the subjects of women in classical spaces, a bit broad and sweeping but beholding of all the biographical information and encyclopedic in its approach. great resource.
Girl Groups: The Story of a Sound by Alan Betrock - another fun relic of a girl group aficionado summarizing some history, less vital than the others i listed but worthwhile to any big fan of the genre.
Satin Dolls: The Women of Jazz by Andrew Hagar – another in the lineup of works regarding female jazz vocalists, nothing life changing but i do enjoy hagar’s writing- it’s obvious he comes from at least a seasoned background.
Feminine Endings: Music, Gender, and Sexuality by Susan McClary – one of the more widely regarded and “important” works of cultural critique within music context, you either love it or you hate it. i think its praxis is a little reductionist and not really in alignment with my personal standings but it’s worth a read.
New Historical Anthology of Music by Women by James R. Briscoe – accompanies a CD of the works listed and discussed, some good biographical information. worth investigating if you’re as invested in the subject as i am.
as per usual i know i’m forgetting some but yeah those are what come to mind rn.. a fun topic i like talking about. you should read one/ recommend me one
so “self care” was an important theme in the episode… and in my opinion, very well-executed! kiki kept sacrificing hers so jenny could have more and more, but someone always has to work when others don’t. it’s important to find balance there - helping others and giving yourself time to relax.
i think steven was a great example of how to balance it; he starts the episode enjoying some time for himself, then helps kiki, until it starts to affect his own well-being. he firmly lets her know that they’ve gotta find the source of it - he’s sympathetic, but he can’t keep losing sleep so she can regain hers. they find the core of the problem. finally, kiki overcomes her anxiety to tell her sister when enough is enough. jenny helps her share, steven helped his share, and kiki finally gets some well-deserved time for herself.
what a sweet, thoughtful and visually interesting episode! i particularly liked the ending - even when you enjoy something for yourself, it can become stressful or exhausting when you’re doing it for work. kiki really needed to just run for herself.