i used two quotes from the same album and i have no regrets

Quotes from Harry Styles’ Interview

Writing for his album

“I started the album end of Feb last year for about three weeks and then had to stop for about 5 months when I went to do a movie. I came back to it in July and finished writing it in December. For a while before all I thought about it was stressing about what it was going to be. It gave me a chance to completely step away from it for a bit and have a real break. By the end of the movie, because we were swimming so much I just wanted to write songs…I think we wrote about 70 songs - we did 50 songs and ideas in Jamaica and that’s including like little ideas. Well full songs, I say there are 30 songs probably. One of the songs on the album, I wrote a few years ago.”

On his album

“I was with the guys who I was writing it with and we just wanted to make what we wanted to listen to and that has been the most fun part for me about making the whole album. In the least weird way possible, it’s my favourite album to listen to at the moment… I hope we did a good job but I really like the album so I hope people like it. I think if you put out something that you don’t stand behind and really love, then if it doesn’t go well then you could regret not doing what you wanted to do. Whereas if nothing happens with it, I love it you know so I think that’s what you should do. I think that’s been my favourite part to the overall thing is listening to the album and making all the changes – it has been fun to watch over it all.”

Writing in Jamaica

“I just wanted to not be somewhere that I’d get distracted. It was 360 of writing, you’d go home for dinner, write at the house then go back to the studio. I liked being away from everything and doing it like that.”

About his debut single

“It’s a bit weird, I feel like I’ve been hibernating for so long now and you hear it in the safety of the studio and now it’s time to give birth … it’s the song (debut single) I’m most proud of writing.”

About making it on his own

“I’ve been hibernating trying to get it all ready, that’s been fun, but I like this bit as well. I think it’s gonna be fun, it’s gonna be good. It’s not like I’m travelling on my own now, I have a band and everything and they’re amazing.”

Ed Sheeran

“I played him (Sheeran) a few songs after the album was finished. He didn’t say that he didn’t like any, but he did like one song that isn’t on the album. So I did have a bit of a minute of like hmmm no but…”

On Adele

“I’ve spoken to her a little bit, she knows one of the guys that I wrote it with (his music) a lot. But I don’t think so much advice, I just like how she does stuff. I think she leads by example, she’s the biggest, she’s amazing, she’s the best so she should be the biggest. The thing with her is she’s a different thing, she’s just good at it, I like how she does everything, it looks very nice. For my 21st she gave me one of her albums 21 and said, ‘I did some pretty cool stuff when I was 21, good luck’ and I was like, 'geez’.”

On Dating

“I haven’t dated in a long time really because I went away to do the movie then did the album so I haven’t in a while. I have a couple of candles left still though. 

Whether dating when famous is hard

“I don’t know, maybe. I feel like with all of the stuff how people date now, with all online stuff, I feel like you can do that (Google) with anyone really if you’re looking at someone’s profile before seeing them. It’s kinda the same… No, I used to (research dates), then I said I’m not going to do that anymore, it’s impossible to go in without a perception of someone and you’ve never met them and I started feeling like that was wrong and weird. I think I snore, and also I quite like routine, so I don’t know if I’m ­incredibly spontaneous.”

Cutting his hair for Dunkirk

“I felt very naked for a while. I was like yeah, I’ve gotta shave my hair off. It wasn’t a hard decision, it got made into a wig.”

Why he rarely tweets

“I don’t like saying something for the sake of it.”

Life at home and work

“The first time I went home not wearing trainers, I was in a pair of boots. Someone said, ‘What the bloody hell are they?’ I like to separate working and being at home with family.”

Staying grounded

“It’s easier in the way that I like to separate stuff from working and being at home with family and stuff. When you separate it it’s easier to see it for what it is. When you let it become everything and that’s your whole life, then it’s easy to get a bit lost in it. I’m lucky, I have amazing friends and my family’s amazing so I think they make it easier to keep the separation between the two which makes it easier for me.”

Being nervous about playing his music to others

“I think it’s nerve-racking in that I’ve only played it to like 10 people in a room. I try and not be there if I’m playing it…”

His mother and step-father’s reactions to the album

“I played the album to them the first time and there’s one song that’s got a vocal effect on it, the whole album finished then my stepdad said: ‘I’ve one question, where did you get the duck from, how did you get a duck in the studio?’ I was like: ‘That was me, thanks’. My Mum liked it which was handy. She cried a couple of times which was good, I think that was good.”

Musical Influences

“I think it’s hard to not have influencers from what you grew up listening on. I think everyone reacts differently to different types of music. I had a good range between my mum and dad… my dad listened to Fleetwood, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Pink Floyd and Queen. My mum was like Norah Jones and Savage Garden. There are a lot of melodies there.”

Being starstruck by other celebrities

“I remember the first time we went to an awards show in the US, we met Will Smith. It was a brief meeting – he was nice and very tall.”

Addressing the rumour about getting a sheep placenta facial

“No I’ve never had a sheep placenta facial.”

Rumours about Hobama

“I’m not allowed to talk about that.”

Rumour on taking his dates on helicopter rides

“No I’ve never done that,” Harry says, with Grimmy responding: “Not even with Barack?”

“No,“ Harry says. “It was his helicopter, haha.”

Talking about Chris Martin

“He’s lovely isn’t he? He is good at telling you to take care of yourself. I think he makes sure you are alright and is very zen. I think he is a pretty wonderful man.”

On Ronnie Wood

“Big fan, I love Ronnie Wood – I think I met him at a dinner party a few years ago and went to a couple of Stones shows…I think he is the nicest.”

Interviewing Paul McCartney for his Another Man issue

“It was amazing – his voice sounds like a song.”

Loving scented candles

“I mean I think everyone loves scented candles. But I usually take one from home if I’m travelling.”

About sprouts being the new kale

“I went two days ago. I got some spinach, eggs, OJ, milk, turkey and some brussels sprouts. Hmm what else did I buy…oh some Crème Eggs. I like putting sprouts in a curry and I like sauteing them. I think they are going to be the new kale. I met [someone] and I asked her what she did and she said ‘I’m the PR lady for Kale’ and I was like ‘good job then.”

Talking about his four nipples

“Still got them, managed to keep them. Maybe I just hide them in limited edition albums, like golden tickets. I’ll hold onto them.”

Best trait

“Best trait I don’t know, it’s weird to pick your best, shall we go with the nipples thing.”

On where not to ask him for a selfie

“I think in toilets is the weirdest one. It’s happened a couple of times… When someone tries to shake your hand right after having a wee, ‘I might wash my hands first’.”

About Liam’s son and being a potential godfather

“I spoke to Liam and he’s loving it. He said it’s going really well and everyone’s great. So I’m very happy for him. I think it’s a roll of the dice, there are a lot of people Liam has in mind. I’m not going to add any extra pressure. If it came my way I would be honoured.”


Part 2

Pairing: BTS Jungkook X Reader

Genre: Angst

Warning: very very small mention of smut

Word Count: 1742

A/N heyyy this is going to be a – kinda – long series I guess? Well I always plan them to be long and then they come out short af, but I think this one will be up to 10 parts? Idk, don’t quote me on that lol. Thanks to the anon for requesting this and giving me a shot at another series 😊 <3

Breaking up with Jungkook wasn’t going to be easy. The arrangement was all so sudden, hauled towards you like a load of bricks. While your relationship with him had been happy, lively and all you had hoped it’d be, the pain to end it was unbearable, and you wondered whether you’d manage to scrape your way out from underneath the rubble.

Walking up the flights of stairs towards their dance studio felt like you were climbing up a mountain – you were rendered free of oxygen and gasping for air. While your knees shook as you took each step and your heart seemed to be beating erratically in your ears, you wished you could have been anywhere but getting closer to the shared tragedy. Choosing against taking the lift, you had decided the steps would allow you more time to prepare yourself for what was going to be one of the most difficult things you’d done. It was a form of procrastination; you’d taken the longest routes possible to the studio.

It wasn’t long before you heard the familiar echoey BTS music floating from the room. As you neared the studio, you rubbed your lips together nervously and began tapping your fingers against one another. Wearing tight denim jeans, a plain white top and a black cap, you continued down the hallway. Soon, laughter and shoe squeaks from the studio escaped, and you stood before the ugly metal door.

Through the small circular window, Jimin, who was sitting cross legged against the wall, spotted you. His smile widened and he pointed towards you delicately, rising to his feet. You swallowed, looking down at the handle and placing your hand on it.

You opened the door to a sweaty Jungkook, jogging over to you with a wide grin adorning his face. It made your heart ache. His eyes looked bright, hair messy in a similar cap to yours – facing backwards – and a large red hoodie. Your eyes traced the shapes his lips made when they pulled back to reveal his teeth, allowing yourself to memorise his smile. It was going to be the final time he smiled like that. Until someone else could make him do it instead.

“Y/N!” he exclaimed, the smile that made him look innocent and full of youth only making your stomach twist further with guilt. “Come in!” He beckoned you inside, the rest of the boys smiling and waving politely.

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anonymous asked:

Can we get a ryden timeline... xx (love the blog)

thank you anon xo, and I can do a Ryden timeline and edit: I took the readmore out because it doesn’t work on mobile so sorry this is going to be lengthy, and I apologize, some of the stuff I’m gonna say I can not find the articles or pictures to back myself up.

I think I’m gonna do this timeline by year 


Ryan and Jac, Brendon and Audrey

  -So back in like the wee baby days of Panic! Ryan and Brendon both dated a couple of “scene queens’ (oh early 00′s) and I wouldn’t mention it but there are sceenshots of conversations between the two girls saying stuff like “Oh your boyfriend turned mine gay.” and a few other things about the boys having a thing.

Ryan’s Livejournal

-Here’s the tumblr post all of his entries are on, seriously give them a read in your freetime

-he’s deleted the account, so :(. Like right after the Myrtle Beach stuff but that is the next thing

-So his livejournal, full of teenage angst, the early developments of songs from fever, vague relationship posts, great banter between him and brendon including:

-I apologize there are a few other things of them interacting on lj but I can’t fine any screenshots or anything of them

Kerrang! Slow Dancing article

-So basically in a December 2006 issue of Kerrang! they put in an article and I quote  “Urie and Ross crack up as they slow-dance together through the heaving dressing room, belting out ‘All These Things That I’ve Done’ by fellow Las Vegas quartet The Killers as they glide through the crowd.”

-Don’t believe me here’s a pic of the article with that paragraph circled, super hard to read, but it’s there

Myrtle Beach

-Shit gets sexy here (like literally)

-So the myrtle beach lore is what I would call 1/3 of the huge Ryden lore stories

-Basically after a show Panic! and their crew all went skinny dipping in Myrtle Beach

-In some interview or another I’m pretty sure one of the backup dancers on tour implied that they fucked. 

-Ryan wrote this livejournal entry about the night:

Sun, Jun 25 2006

The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight.the salt burned you right out of my eyes.and secrets we’re not proud of were taken with the tide. We were all newborns with blurred vision and no sense of direction.

Today I saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness of breath.

this is why I walk to the ocean.swim with jellyfish.I may never get this chance again.

this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.

If you want to cry you should cry, and

if you want to live you should live.

You don’t have to love me. You already did. At least enough to keep me smiling from South Carolina to Virginia.it’s for lovers (orjustfriends)

This is why I do it.

-and then promptly deleted his lj account shortly after that



-Seattle is already a significant place for Ryan as noted by this livejournal post:

Mon, Feb 6 2006

lay like lions in the sand..

one day we’ll settle in Seattle.

-But back to what this is really for (also totally copy and pasting this from my seattle post yesterday)

-Ryan turned 21 Pete Wentz  threw his party at one of his clubs in NYC, none of the other Panic! were 21 yet so they were already in seattle for the next show they were playing. 

^^^ Ryan @ his bday party,  -But anyways sometime during that night Ryan left his birthday party to fly out to Seattle, and was spotting in a resturant with Brendon, and a fan reconized them and got a picture which is here (sorry she’s blurred out I can’t find one not like that.)

-So yeah our boy left is own bday party to be with Brendon and wrote a song about it ( more on that in the next section) 

 -Ryan and Brendon also did an interview together around that same time where Ryan was still wearing the outfit from his B-day party and Brendon was wearing what he wore in that picture with a fan. Link to that interview: Here


-2ish years since fever

-How much detail so I gotta go into here? That album was gay as fuck.

- It’s lengthy so I won’t go into depth but this entire album is basically about a summer love, more specifically the two people in love (Ryan and Brendon since this is a Ryden thing) Who use “the sun” and “the moon” to refer to eachother. It’s up for debate who’s who. And i’m not going to get into it

-Most notably is the lyric “We must reinvent love.” From Mad as Rabbits which is quoting a poem by a gay man about how since he doesn’t like women love must be reinvented

Northern Downpour (yeah I had to give this it’s own section)

 -This is a song on pretty.odd is heavily suspected to be about that night in Seattle, including lyrics such as “I missed your skin when you we’re East, you clicked your heels and wished for me.” (Ryan was in NYC which is east of Seattle), along with Seattle is rainy and in the North of the US.

-Ryan told Brendon to pay special attention to the lyric “I know the world’s a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home.” and that is the lyric he got chocked up on playing it post-split

-Also during the Live in Chicago performance Brendon sings “Northern Downpour sends it’s love-” and then adds in and “I love you.” Right after.

Cape Town

-Pain, sadness

-No one knows what the fuck happened (aside from those involved)

-Cape Town, South Africa is where the last Panic! show with Ryan and Jon in the band played. It’s shady, and what is know is that Ryan and Brendon were not getting along to the point where they could stand to be in the same room together so Ryan and Jon left and created The Young Veins. 

- The Young Veins just so happen to have a song called Cape Town

-There’s a lot of speculation about said song being about Ryden and the band split (wrapped up into a metaphor about a girl). Mostly because the song is about a lost love. (in cape town.)

-Another large reason this is a very significant place in Ryden lore would be the lyric comparisons from the song Cape Town by The Young Veins, and a few songs off of Vices & Virtues. Most notably. From Cape Town: “Woke me in the morning asked me if I meant it, I didn't”. And from The Calendar (A song confirmed to be about the panic! split): “And I meant everything I said that night”

-The V&V bonus track the song Bittersweet has the lyric: “I’ve been to Tokyo, and to South Africa so many places that you may say I’ve seen it all”. Cape Town is in South African, not hard to make a connect about the two. And that concludes today’s lesson on the mystery of Cape Town.

Post-Split bits and peaces

-The Young Veins went off and wrote an album all about regret called Take A Vacation!

-Brendon and Spencer went on and released Vices & Virtues which is full of salt and bitterness. Salty Breakup album. 

-Ryan and Brendon parallel lyrics to eachother and I reccomend doing research on it or shooting me an ask and I’ll talk about it. 

And that is a timeline of Ryden 2004-2011ish. Feel free to ask me for more post breakup stuff (like Halloween, or the whole ‘they were cool after the split to now they rarely talk’ ) This is just getting lengthy but I will answer more questions on it

Writing on the walls of Run Japanese Ver.

Phone Booth

“Dedicated to all the boys who have lived in this painful world. Shit”

“Res, non verba”

Latin for “deeds rather than words”, or “actions to be used instead of words”. Also appears in bathroom that Taehyung is in.

“Pain past is pleasure”

I can’t find much on the origin of this, however it may derive from the Chinese proverb “苦尽甘来”, which literally translates to “suffering ends, good comes” (may be slightly off because my Chinese is not the best, but it’s along the same lines)

“Dum spiro spero”

Latin for “While I breathe, I hope”. Also appears in the main room.


French for “butterfly”. Papillon was the name of one of the concept shoots for 화양연화 pt. 2.

“Je ne regrette rien”

French for “I regret nothing”. Je ne regrette rien was the name of another concept shoot.
Non, Je ne regrette rien was also the title of a song by Édith Piaf near the end of her life, as pointed out by this lovely anon. The lyrics are about forgetting the past and starting over.

“Carpe diem”

Latin saying, often translated to “Seize the day”

“Only me and my…”

I can’t see this one too clearly, but it looks like “Only me and my style”

“Memento mori”

Latin for “remember that you will die”.
It is also the name of a short story by Jonathan Nolan, which is about a man who uses tattoos and notes to keep track of his life as he has anterograde amnesia. The story cuts between two timeframes- while the man is in a mental institution, and when he is on the run after he escapes. This reminds me of the part in Run where Hoseok wakes up in the hospital after Tae and Namjoon have been arrested. It then cuts to the party scene. The contrast between scenes is similar to the contrasting timeframes in Memento Mori.


“La vita dolce”

Italian for “the sweet life”, or “the good life”

“Draw me like one of your french girls”

The iconic line from the Titanic which has become a meme of sorts. This is a seemingly random inclusion from Bighit.

“This train ruined my life”

This line was originally hidden in the music video by Namjoon, but thanks to the new photos that came out, I finally figured out what it said. The trains in the I Need U and Run music videos are probably referenced here. In Run, when Namjoon opens the door to the train carriage, it cuts straight to him entering the party scene. “Train” could be a metaphor for his delinquency, as we later see him vandalising and getting arrested. 

Taehyung’s room

“…while the mark of the mature man is that he wants to die live humbly for one”

This is a quote from J.D. Salinger’s novel The Catcher in the Rye.
The full quote reads: “The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of the mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one.”
It should be noted that the original quote has been modified, replacing the word “live” with “die”, however “die” is then crossed out and replaced again with “live”. The first half of this quote appears in the main room.

“Hoi doei”

Dutch for “hi bye” (informal)

“Youth is never coming back”

Also appears in the room Jimin is in.

“Don’t fear”

“Won’t trust, can’t trust, don’t trust”

“Save me from myself”

Name of Brian Welch (also know as Head), guitarist of Korn’s autobiography. Also a Christina Aguilera song.

“I paid love”

“Pain paid”

“High & Dry”

Title of a Radiohead song. While reading the lyrics, I noticed the line “You broke another mirror”, which links to Yoongi and his shards of glass from the mirror he broke in Run, which seemed to create some sort of chain reaction among the boys.

“Siste, viator”

Typically used on Roman roadside tombs, meaning “stop, traveller”


“Paradise is”

“I do believe in fairies”

A quote from Peter Pan. @taetaetown has a really good theory on how Peter Pan links to the whole INU/Prologue/Run universe, which you can read here and here.

“To young to die”

Probably supposed to be “too young to die”, which links to the possible deaths of the members. The words are split up into two lines, and the word “paid” is written before “to die”, giving it an overall reading of “paid to die”. Not sure if this was intentional or not, but that seems pretty fishy.

“The end”


Vida has Latin origins, and means “Long live”, or just “Live!” in languages such as Italian, Portuguese and Spanish.

Seokjin’s room


Name of Intro for 화양연화 pt. 2, as well as an album by Nirvana.

“In bloom”

Song by Nirvana, written by Kurt Cobain. It is the second track in Nevermind.


The black spray paint towards the top right of the butterfly looks like it may have said “Butterfly” before most of the word got erased. There are also butterflies flying in the room, and Seokjin is known to be connected with butterflies throughout the music videos.

“Goodbye Jin”

Originally, I thought this said “collapsing”, which also appears in Taehyung’s room, but it has been since pointed out to me that it might also say “Goodbye Jin”. It’s rare that they included a direct reference to one of the members, and this is significant as it alienates Seokjin even more from the members. Either they have left him, or he has left them.

Main Room


“You only live once”

“Pro Memoria”

Latin for “for memory”. Also in Taehyung’s room. Thank you very much to  @little-boat-boy for telling me that this phrase was said to “remind you not to forget about the dead, and that they are alive in your minds.” This is scarily relevant (if the theories are true) to the fact that the members, apart from Namjoon, have died, and that Seokjin is living with his memories of them. People also added “gloria” to the phrase, which means butterfly. This is because butterflies are fragile yet still important. Butterflies were often related to memories and the dead.

“Teen Spirit”

Probably a reference to Smells like Teen Spirit by Nirvana, the first track in Nevermind.


Not sure if this is completely relevant to the story, but I’ll include it anyway. The 1st of March 2016 marks the 97th anniversary of the Samil Movement. 
This was a series of demonstrations for Korea’s independence from Japan, and was suppressed a year later by the Japanese. Over the year, around two million Koreans participated and many were arrested, wounded or killed.
BTS tweeted about this with the hashtag #Remember1919. 

“What really knocks me out is a book…”

From a quote by J.D. Salinger, author of The Catcher in the Rye.
The rest of the quote doesn’t seem to appear, however the full quote reads: “What really knocks me out is a book that, when you’re all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him up on the phone whenever you felt like it. That doesn’t happen much, though.”

Your skin makes me cry”

A line from Radiohead’s Creep. Guitarist and keyboardist Jonny Greenwood once said the song was about “recognizing what you are”.

“Henry II”

This is really random and I can’t seem to find anything at all that links at all to the plot. However it must have some sort of significance, so I’ll be looking into this a bit more.


“Save me”

Also appears in the phone box multiple times. This was revealed to be a track on the new 화양연화 Young Forever album.

“Our home is nowhere”

This could reference the song …But Home Is Nowhere by AFI. The lyrics of the song are pretty cryptic, and seem to fit into the concept. One particular line stood out to me, “discarnate, preternatural”. Discarnate is defined as “not having a physical body”, a reference to spirits and ghosts. Preternatural, in contrast to supernatural, assumes that it is a phenomena with an unknown explanation. It is said to be “suspended between the mundane and the miraculous.”

“You think I’m bad”

Thank you very much to @dailydoseofdia​ for messaging me about this quote. It could be a reference to a book called Kill or Cure, part of The Afterblight Chronicles, in which a plague has killed a large portion of the human population.
The full quote reads: “You think I’m bad, that this society is bad, but that’s only because you haven’t seen the rest of the world.” I think this is a really interesting quote, as it could link to the naivety and youth of the (dead?) members who really haven’t seen much of the world yet.

“Ode to youth”

A poem written in 1820 by Polish poet Adam Mickiewicz. Also the name of the OST for Secretly Greatly.


The word “painful” appears, but it is crossed out. “Pain” is spray painted over and over again on the walls of this room.

“Don’t trust”

Links to “won’t trust, can’t trust, don’t trust”



There seem to be a lot of references to Nirvana.
The state of nirvana is defined as “a transcendent state in which there is neither suffering, desire, nor sense of self, and the subject is released from the effects of karma and the cycle of death and rebirth. It represents the final goal of Buddhism.”
Essentially, it is an ideal state of peace and happiness.

The Catcher in the Rye

The book is quoted on the walls, as is the author, J.D. Salinger.
Published in 1951, it is about a teenager’s struggle with growing up and death. It highlights the innocence of childhood vs. the artificiality of the adult world. A main theme which appears throughout the book is the preservation of youth, which fits perfectly into Bangtan’s concept, and has an ominous link to the recurring line of “youth is never coming back”


The word “easy”, or more often, “easy easy”, appear multiple times throughout the video in different rooms. These words also appear in the photobook for 화양연화 pt. 2. Easy easy is a song by King Krule, who had a troubled childhood and was diagnosed with at least one mental illness. The line “Cause if you going through hell, we just keep going” can be easily linked to the struggles that the boys go through in the music video.

Angel Numbers

I’m going out on a limb here, and I’m not too sure about this. The numbers 626 and 42 appear in that main garage where the dance part of the music video occurs. These numbers must be there for one reason or another, so I looked into the meanings of the angel numbers.
Angel number 626 brings the message of trusting your surroundings and the situations you are put in, and knowing that everything will work out in the end, for the better. It also tells you to trust the energies of the angels guiding you. It is a number which relies greatly on trust, and contrasts with the message of “won’t trust, can’t trust, don’t trust” portrayed in the music video.
Angel number 42 is a message to pursue your passions and fulfil your life purpose. It also encourages you to maintain your faith in the angels, which once again links back to trust. The number 42 is also named as the meaning of life in The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy.

Song titles

The titles of some BTS songs appear in the garage as well. I’m not sure if they’re there just to fill up space or if they have some sort of meaning behind them, but Dope, Let Me Know and Just One Day are all written on the walls.

Eighth rest

The musical symbol for an eighth rest, or quaver rest, appears in more than one room. It is the notation for 1/8 of a beat of silence.

I think I got most of the important ones, if there’s any I missed please message me~

for @laugheatwalk, who asked:♗: One falling asleep with their head in the other’s lap + the anon who requested ♥: reacting to the other one crying about something (1.8k, canon compliant slightly future fic)

Niall’s been living in LA for six months before he runs into Harry at a party. The Azoffs have their fingers in most of LA’s recording scene, so Niall probably should’ve guessed that Harry would turn up to the Haim girls’ album release party. They were all blowing up Days Are Gone while they were working on Four, replaying the instrumental bits as much as they did the harmonies, talking about all those eighties sounds made new. Niall still regrets that he and the boys never sang “What a Feeling” live. 

He hasn’t seen Harry since they got into separate cars after the X-Factor. Harry gave him a wave and a quick grin, and the next day they were flying to opposite sides of the world. Niall doesn’t ever feel like the last five years never happened, but sometimes he’s afraid they mattered less than he thought they did. That’s gone almost a year, now, and Niall still doesn’t know how he feels about it. 

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Soulmate - (Luke)

Originally posted by hoodzer


Requested: Yep (Slightly changed)

Words: 2500+

Everyone in your world, every single person, had a birth mark on their body. And only two people in the world could have the same birth mark, something that signified that they were soul mates. Every time someone were near their soul mate the skin with the birth mark would heat up and as they went nearer and nearer to their soul mate the spot would get hotter and hotter until the couple would finally have their kiss, after which the mark would be like a normal birthmark. Some people knew their from the very beginning of their lives, growing up with them as best friends and neighbours, however others, like you, were not so lucky. Most people had search for their soul mates, travelling all over the country or even the world just to meet ‘The One’ and sometimes, very rarely, people never found their soul mates. There were people who waited all their lives, searched every corner of earth just to find out that their soul mate had already died in an accident. And of course there were people who were rebels, who tried dating others who weren’t their soul mates, but that never work, in each and every case the two soul mates would be united and lived their with each other.  This is how it had worked ever since the beginning and it was how it always would be.

Growing up, you’d heard so much about the birth marks, how they would bring to people destined for each together. How they gave people the happily ever after they always wanted and how they could a person feel like they’re on cloud nine. As a child, every night you dreamt about how you’d meet your soul mate, your prince charming, how you would your mark getting warmer and warmer as you got closer to him and how, after meeting him, you would male him show his birth mark, which would be a dove like shape placed right above his elbow. You wanted a story just like the others, perfect. However, that wasn’t the case with you at all.

Your whole life, you spent travelling, searching for the person that would finally make your life complete. But no matter where you went it never happened. There were other boys who tried dating you, telling you that not all soul mates met each other and you’d waste your life looking for someone who wouldn’t even acknowledge your existence, however your stubbornness never let you give in to them, you wanted too prove them wrong, you wanted to show everyone that you could find your soul mate.


The loud music from the club almost made you turn and walk back again but you had to do this. The area that you were in was a place that you hadn’t searched before, being an introvert you never really went out a lot.

It had almost been an hour since you stepped into the club and you hadn’t regretted anything more than this. The drinks in the club had been disgusting, there had been sleazy drunken men trying to convince you to come home with them and you felt as if you didn’t fit in at all.

You sighed in disappointment as you finally got up from your spot, one again you had failed to find your soul mate. Collecting your jacket and purse,you stood up and exited to the hallway, when suddenly you a warm sensation spread in your arm. Your eyes widened and your heartbeat sped up, he was here, you just had find him. As you entered the toilets, you saw a blonde boy with a black lip ring and two blue orbs as eyes, you knew it was him. 

“Oh my god!” you gasped startling the boy, making him look up. You were so overwhelmed about the fact that you had found your soul mate, you didn’t notice his arm wrapped around the girl standing beside him. “I- uh - we,” You stumbled over your words, not knowing where to start.

“Do you want a picture?” He asked, thinking the girl standing in front of him was another fan.

“We-we’re soul mates,” She blurted out. Luke’s eyes widened hearing the words come out of her mouth, and for a moment he felt his whole world crashing down.

After a few seconds, he finally replied back, “You’re lying,” he sarcastically laughed, “You’re making it up so you can date me.” Your eyebrows furrowed at the guys arrogant statement.

“Look at your elbow, you have the same birthmark as me!” you said as you glanced down on his elbow, “And don’t you feel the birthmark burning up!” 

“N-no, this isn’t happening,” Now it was his turn to stumble and stutter over words, “You just drew that on your arm, you probably got it tattooed and the only reason I’m feeling hot is because i’ve had too much to drink, this place is too stuffy.” He retorted back sending you a hateful glare. Suddenly he grabbed the hand of the girl beside him, “If you follow me again I’ll get security to kick you out.” Was the last thing he said to you before storming off and dragging the girl along with him, leaving you in tears, staring after the boy you were meant to be with.

That night you went home and cried until your eyes were red and sore. It was only when you had felt that you didn’t have any tears left and when your pillow was soaked in tears, you fell asleep. On the other side of the town Luke was lying awake in a bed that wasn’t his, with a girl asleep next to him. He hadn’t been able to stop thinking about what had happened at the club, now that he was completely sober and awake he couldn’t shake off the thoughts about the girl he had met. His chest felt hollow, empty almost, it wasn’t a feeling he was used to. Shaking his head, he got off the bed and started searching for his clothes, he had a flight in a few hours anyway.


For the next few days you tried going back to the club looking for the unnamed blonde boy, you wanted to talk to him, you had to but you had no luck in finding him again. It was only when you saw posters and albums with him on them, you realised that he was a musician. You found out that his name was Luke, he was Australian and that he had a reputation for being a womanizer. Every article you read about him broke your heart more and more, every news story quoted him on how he didn’t believe in soul mates. And once again you felt the tears slip down your cheeks as you sat alone, wishing that some how you could change everything.


“What do you mean you can’t do this anymore?” Luke asked the girl standing nervously in front of him. 

“I-I’ve met someone else,” Her voice was quiet but sure at the same time.

“Someone better than me? Who?” He asked, wondering why the girl, his groupie, he had been meeting up with suddenly wanted to stop. “Does he know about you and me?”

“He’s my soul mate,” Luke froze at her words.

“I thought you didn’t believe in soul mates,” He muttered staring at her, “I thought you liked what we were doing.”

“I didn’t used to,” She stared at her feet, “I’m sorry Luke, maybe it’s time to look for your own soul mate.” She gave him one last smile before leaving.

Luke angrily groaned to himself, he wasn’t actually upset that she had left him, he angry because it was the third time this had happened. It was the third time a girl had left him for someone else. Maybe it’s time to look for your own soul mate, the words echoed in his mind reminding him of you, his soul mate. Luke always thought he wouldn’t be ready to settle down, that his soul mate would hold him back from having fun and that was why he had always rejected the idea of a soul mate, just settling for groupies and one night stands. But now he wasn’t so sure. Recently he had started wondering what it felt like to have someone who would love him back just as much as he loved them, he wondered what it felt like to have someone to pour his heart to, someone who could speed the rate of his heart beat just by saying his name. He knew blowing you off at the club was a mistake and if you had any kind of sense you wouldn’t take him back, but he knew he had try, he had to try get you to love him.


Stumbling into the toilets you tried regaining your balance. You were drunk, really drunk. After you had found about Luke your were a mess, you upset, angry and tired. So to relieve the pain that was built up in you, you turned to alcohol. Every day you would turn to it just so you wouldn’t have to endure being sober, just so wouldn’t have to face your problems. It was an escape from reality for you.

Fixing your make up, you walked out of the toilet. It had gotten busier, the room was extremely crowdy and warm. Sitting down on the stool besides the bar you ordered another drink. You looked around the place, there was nothing new, people grinding against each other and getting drunk to the point where they couldn’t even walk straight, you’d gotten used to it. Downing the drink in one go, you saw a dark haired guy walking towards you.

“Hey,” He gave you a smirk.

“Hi,” You gave a tight smile, not in the mood for a sleaze bag to try and pick you up.

“This place seems pretty boring, huh?” You internally rolled your eyes at him, “We should get out.” His hand slowly crept next to yours.

“I’m alright,” You hoped that your sharp tone and lack of words would give him the hint that you didn’t want to do anything with him.

“C’mon, I didn’t take you for a bore,” His voice was more gruff and he was getting angrier by the second. His hand gripped your wrist tightly, making you more panicked than ever.

“Let me go,” You snarled as you tried to tug your wrist free from his iron grip. His expression turned into a scowl as his other hand moved towards your thigh. Suddenly he was pushed off and thrown to the ground. Looking up you saw a familiar blonde head and two blue eyes, dark with anger staring at the man.

“I think she already told you no,” His voice was low as he walked towards the man who was now on the floor, staring up at him in fear, “And when a girl says no, she means she doesn’t want your filthy hands near her.” Giving him one last shove Luke turned around and walked towards you.

“Are you okay?” He looked at you with concern, “Did he do anything to you? I swear, if he did-”

“Then why would you care,” You cut him off, “I mean I’m just a fan who tried to get with you, shouldn’t you be staying away from me?” The sarcasm was almost dripping off your words as you said them. 

“I’m sorry for what I did to you that day,” His head was bowed down, “At that time I didn’t want a soul mate, I didn’t believe in them.” His right fingers were nervously playing with the rings of his other hand as he spoke, “I thought that, you would hold me back from having fun.” 

“That still doesn’t excuse what you did, do have any idea how I felt?” Luke winced at the venom and anger in your tone, “I spent my whole life looking for my soulmate only to find out that he was some rich asshole who didn’t even give shit about me?” You noticed your grip on the glass had tightened and that your other hand was clenched into a fist. Taking a deep breath, you tried to calm yourself. “Thank you for helping me out of that situation and it was nice meeting you, but I have to go.” You stood up from your seat and got ready to leave.

“But we’re meant to be together,” Luke protested, “One way or another we will end up together.” his hand reached out to hold yours,” Please, I want to show you that I’ not the jerk I was before” He paused for a second, thinking of what to say next, “We can make a deal if you like?” You were suddenly interested in what he had to say, you gave him a small nod, telling him to continue. “For the next month I get to take you out on dates and dinner we have to act as if we’re a couple. If, by the end of the month, you think I changed you have to give this a chance, give us a chance.”

“And what if I think you’re still the jerk I met before?” You raised a brow.

“Then I leave you alone forever, so, is this a deal?” He gave you smile, hoping you’d say yes.

“Deal,” You nodded.


“What are you doing here, you’re early!” You exclaimed as you saw Luke standing at your front door with bouquet of flowers in his hand.

“Well, it’s nice to see you too,” He playfully rolled his eyes, “Anyway, I couldn’t stay away from someone as beautiful as you.” You turned to the side, hiding your face so he wouldn’t see you blush.

“I’ll just go get ready, make yourself at home,” You quickly ran bedroom panicking about what to wear. The deal was ending soon, you were in the last week of the month. During the last few weeks Luke really did prove to you that he was good guy. He’d taken you to a date almost every day and if he couldn’t go on a date with you because of work, he would send you gifts, apologising for not being able to see you. He’d also respectful, always making sure you were okay where he taking you, always asking for your opinion before doing anything. Smiling to yourself, you knew you liked him a lot.

“Hey,” Luke gave you a smile as you walked out of your bedroom, now completely dressed and ready to leave, “I really hope I didn’t rush you.”

The whole day had been amazing, he’d taken you to festival near by. You both had ice skated, gone on a roller coaster- which after riding Luke almost cried- and you bought funnel cakes and cotton candy. By the end of the day your feet were sore and your limbs were ready to fall off but you still had smile on your face.

“Thank you, today was fun,” You leaned to kiss his cheek but were surprised when you were met with his lips instead. Pulling back you saw his smug smile, narrowing your eyes at him you shook your head. “You planned this didn’t you.”

“Maybe,” He laughed leaning down, pressing his lips against your again, this time his hands sliding down to your waist, holding you tightly against him.

track by track motionless in white (chris explians)

Immaculate Misconception
This song has sort of a two-part meaning. It’s mainly about my hatred for bands that stand for nothing and have no message and only care about making money. At the same time, it’s a thank you to people who see past all that shit and will actuallylisten to the music because it speaks to them. Some of the bands that are popular these days make me fucking sick, and I want this song to let them know I’m coming for them. The last lines in the song say it all.

We Only Come Out At Night
This is about the movie The Lost Boys. When I first saw that movie, I had such a sense of belonging and felt like I fit in with those guys—no, not because I think I’m a vampire but because I didn’t care what people thought of me and I do what I want. It’s one of my favorite movies, and I had to write a song that would hopefully give someone that same feeling I got out of it—that we’re a gang of people who will do and say whatever the fuck we want. You are welcome to be one of us.

London In Terror
This is my song about Jack The Ripper. I’ve always wanted to know why he did what he did, and I wrote the lyrics based on my own story of what I thought was the case. I love the whole idea of London in chaos and terror, so I gave the lyrics a really overall Armageddon-ish feel. I wanted to get the image across of London was falling apart in a world of chaos and destruction simply because someone is causing a stir. I’d love to have that kind of power.

This is about the Salem Witch Trials and Abigail Williams who had a lot of people put to death by accusing them of heresy and witchcraft. I’ve always been a fan of the book and movie The Crucible, but it’s sort of boring at points. I tried to make it a little livelier and make something new out of it. There’s a background love story between, John Proctor—the character I’m portraying in the lyrics—and Abigail. Since a lot of my lyrics are based on that type of stuff, I thought it was perfect to write about. The fact that Nick Brooks from It Dies Today does guest vocals makes this song a million times better than I thought it could be.

This song is entirely comprised of lyrics submitted by our fans. During the course of being in the band and having a social network outlet like MySpace, a lot of kids would send me messages asking if I would read their lyrics or poems and tell them what I thought. Whenever I had time, I would read through and saw so much passion in what these kids were writing. I know not everyone is fortunate enough to have a way to express that to a mass amount of people, so I thought I would let them be heard by singing them in one of our songs. I asked for submissions and got almost 300 e-mails with lyrics, and I had a lot of great stuff to use. We titled that track “Creatures” to go along with the meaning behind the title of the record.

This is about me living in the past a lot. There are a lot of things in my life that I can’t let go of—especially from within the past five or six years. A lot of friends have come and gone, a lot of venues we started playing at are now shut down and everything is just different. I look forward to the future a lot, but at the same time, I feel so much regret for living as if things would never change. There’s a reference in the second verse to a hometown venue called the Dome, which is my way of letting our hometown bands and fans know that I miss them and those shows a lot.

.Com Part II
This song is a sequel to a song on our first EP called The Whorror. There’s a song on there called “schizophreniccannibilisticsexfest.com,“ which a lot of our older fans liked a lot. So I wanted to take make a part two. I feel like we’re going to get a lot of shit for it from the fans of the one on the EPbecause they won’t be looking at it as a sequel, but rather an alternate version of the original—which is not the case.

Count Choculitis
The title has nothing to do with the lyrics. We wanted to have one song with a title that had something to do with The Office since we are such huge fans and we’re from Scranton, Pennsylvania [where the show is set]. In the Season 2 episode "Health Care,” you’ll find “Count Choculitis” mentioned. The lyrics are extremely personal to me as this song is about being a victim of infidelity and the psychological damage that it can cause. There’s even a Depeche Mode reference in the chorus.

City Lights
This is a song we recorded for our an album which never officially got released. It was titled Banamontana. The songs, however, did leak online and this is one that I never expected people to like. But they did. Some friends who aren’t fans of our music actually told me they love this song, which was crazy to me because I wasn’t such a huge fan of it. We then found out over the years that a lot of people really like the Bananamontana version, so we re-recorded it to be an “official” version.

Puppets (The First Snow)
This song is tied with the first song on the album as the most pissed off songs I’ve ever written. These lyrics are probably the most personal that I’ve ever written. It’s about the mental and psychological damage I endured in a relationship I was in for a really long time. I know that sounds cliché or emo, but I don’t give a fuck. I know that no matter who you are and what style music you listen to, you can relate to these lyrics. Save it, tough guy—you’re human just like the rest of us. My biggest inspiration lyrically is Morrissey, so I quoted his lyrics twice in the chorus of this song as an homage to him for inspiring me not to be afraid to express how I feel—especially when it comes to love and hate.

Undead Ahead
This song is about The Legend Of Sleepy Hollow. It’s another story that always intrigued me and for the longest time, I wanted to make my own version of. I feel like our last EP, When Love Met Destruction, had some lyrics on it that really offended people, and I was so happy that I was able to cause a problem and piss someone off. I didn’t want this album to have a shred of dishonesty, so up until this song—which was the last song I wrote lyrics for—I didn’t feel like there were any lyrics on this album that would really offend anyone, except for maybe Immaculate Misconception. That was okay with me because I feel like if I actually tried to be offensive it wouldn’t have been sincere. Fortunately, I feel like the chorus of this song will give our close-minded Christian protesters something to hate us for when I say, “I am the devil.” I guess we’ll see. Either way, I’m happy with the song.

Scissorhands (The Last Snow)
This is as I hope people will think of it being our epic closing masterpiece. [Laughs.] Out of all the characters in the world of books and movies, Edward Scissorhands is the one I most identify with. That movie spoke to me so much and changed my life, so I wanted my favorite and most important song on this record to be about him. These lyrics are all so honest and personal to me, but sung through his eyes. I feel like the music matches up perfectly with the feel of the song to give it that creepy [director] Tim Burton and [composer] Danny Elfman presence. I think in the future, we’ll be doing more songs like this because it’s all of our favorite song and style. I want to leave my mark being known as "The Danny Elfman and Tim Burton of Metal.” [Laughs.] alt

My experience meeting Lea Michele:

I got there at 2:30 and it was already standing room only. I was close to the back, so unfortunately, there are no good pictures, and I couldn’t go up by the table with my phone out because we weren’t allowed. Anyways, story time!!!!
So, my friend and I got in line and we stood for 6 freaking hours, but my god those 6 hours and my now super sore feet were totally worth it. Her and Jon came together and after they took a few photos for the press (which are probably released already and omg they both looked so amazing), they began their little Q&A. Jon asked her mostly about the book and a lot of her favorite experiences and they were so cute, they literally talked as if none of us were there, that’s the chemistry but it was a good thing. The first question was basically what does Brunette Ambition mean, like how did she come up with the term and she said that someone used the term to describe her in an interview and it just stuck in her brain and she loved it. She feels it defines a sense of uniqueness and basically, you aren’t sticking to the status quo (she was like, let’s be real, what do we mostly hear - and the answer was blonde ambition but she was like nothing against it, I love that too and she was really quick to speak and okay moving on). The next question was about the recipes in the book and I directly quote “how do you stay so tiny?” which Lea and Jon were both making fun of the entire time they were talking about this because the word tiny is hilarious to them since Jon would never say anything like that to her. She answered that the recipes are things that she would usually make on lazy days and they are also some of her absolute favorite things to make. She also answered the “tiny” question with the words “I eat as much as I want but I work out and I make it super fun to do. So I can eat anything, but I work my butt off.” She spoke a lot about the Glee section that was in the book, and the final questions were does she regret putting anything in the book and was there anything she wished she did and she answered that she regrets not making Jon’s part longer because originally, she had the whole story of him coming out to her in the book, but Cory (we all aww’d and got silent at this point) told her that it was extremely personal and she should really think about it before putting it in, which she did and she really took a lot of it out. She also wishes she made the Glee part longer, but it’s a process of 6 years of work and she said she’d save more for the next book. She also said that after Glee wraps next year, she really wants to tour, she’ll be working on her second album close to the end of this year or beginning of next year as well as another volume to Brunette Ambition (she said it would more than likely be the same type of thing but with more of her experiences). Her and Jon also talked about embarrassing moments like when he had her pee her pants (which he made the story totally sexual before he got to the peeing part and Lea was like, oh everyone is on the edge of their seats for this). She talked about how during Spring Awakening, she’d love to really get hot and heavy to make people uncomfortable during the sex scene, and at one performance she went for an open mouthed kiss and Jon was like “nope” and when the act was over he ran to the bathroom and puked with Lea hysterically laughing out the door because he had food poisoning. Her laugh is amazing and flawless by the way. And after that, Jon left and Lea started signing the books. It moved really quickly and I only had a few seconds with her. I was only able to make the words “Hi Lea, I love you oh my god,” come out to which she said thank you, and once I was away from the table, I burst into tears. I did write her a letter which she did get and her manager had it right next to her along with gifts from other people.
My friend, who is not a Lea fan came with me, because she knew how much this meant to me. My friend refused to tell me what she was going to say to Lea and once we got outside, my friend told me that she whispered to Lea “Thank you for making my friend a better person. I owe you one.” to which Lea looked at me and then looked back at my friend and said thank you and nodded to which I bawled more when my friend told me because before any of the people I’ve met here were in my life… I really only ever felt like I had Lea Michele and wrestling. They were the only two things that made me feel good, and the time between 2009 and 2010 (before my boyfriend, Joey came into my life), I wasn’t in the best shape. I was always really depressed and Lea and Glee really got me out of that funk, so if anyone understands, it’s my friend who said those words to Lea.
I got home, showered, cried more, and more… and more… and I’m still shaking… and more crying.
And now, I will go and read Brunette Ambition and sigh happily because I met a woman who I have idolized for years now. It was truly an amazing experience, and it’s something I will never, ever forget.

An exceptional date (Chanyeol)

Hi! Love your scenarios! I’d like to request a Chanyeol scenario where his mom sets him up on a blind date with one of her friends daughters. They really like each other & become boyfriend/girlfriend & the moms are so happy start talking about wedding & grandkids. Thank you.

Requested from: /does not want to be published/ anonymous
Length: Oneshot
Editor’s Prenote: Another request, and this time even for our Happy Virus!!! Yaaay!fangirls about her bias o(^o^)o
Yeah, I widened the concept out a little bit, but I still hope it’ll find many readers.

“Nooo mum, I really don’t want to go…”
The tall boy whined for the fourth time while his mother tried to push him through the corridor to the front door.

He looked slightly overdressed in his black suit and same coloured leather shoes, hair smeared to one side, which made him look like he was working as a CEO. Park Chanyeol groaned in annoyance when his mother flatened out his jacket and tugged on his tie, which was a little too tight to his liking.

“Oh come on, dear, it won’t be as bad like you imagine it to be. She’s even studying at the SOPA!” his mother said, but that just made him roll his eyes. “I don’t care! Why can’t you stop setting me on blind dates with some stranger?” her son complained but was silenced by Mrs Park’s warning glance.
“She’s not just some stranger, she’s Mrs. Kim’s elder daughter.”
“That’s the one who’s married, mum.” Chanyeol sighed.
“Oh, right. Well, Mrs. Kim has a younger daughter too and she’s the one you’re going to meet in ten minutes, so hurry up son, you’re late!” And with that, Chanyeol was pushed out of the door. He let out a frustrated growl before he made his way out of the front garden.
“Remember, her name is ____-ah!” he heard his mother’s voice behind his back and soon, he was out of sight.


“Uhm… excuse me, can you move please? I’m really sorry. Move out of the way, kids! Aiish.
Friday evening, when everyone was heading home for the weekend, the busiest street of Seoul was more than just crowded. It resembled the audience of a rock concert, except for the screaming fans.
A teenage girl, about 17 years young, tried to push herself through the heavy traffic down the streets.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck. I’m five minutes late already.” the girl reckoned by throwing a glance at her watch. The further she walked, the more people were in sight and she almost walked pass the small, petite café, where she had her appointement.

In the end, she found herself sitting in front of an ahjussi in a yellow trenchcoat.
It took her a while to register that she has been adressed to a 40 year old man.
“Excuse me…” the ahjussi looked up and lifted an eyebrow at the teenage girl.
“Are you Park Chanyeol-sshi?” She immediatly knew the answer when the man lifted his eyebrow in confusion and shook his head slowly. She shot up from her chair and took a step back with an embarrassed “sorry”, but right then, she stepped on someone’s foot.

“Oww!” a voice behind her yelled out and when she turned around, she saw a dark haired businessman kneeling on the floor, gripping his hurt foot, glaring at her.

“Tsk. Should’ve watched out yourself.” the girl scoffed, but regretted it soon after. When the man got up, she realized that he was good ten inches taller than herself, and that scared the crap out of her.

“I… I’m sorry, ahjussi!” she stuttered, but to her shock the man’s expression became more firm.
Ahjussi? Why the hell would you call an eighteen years old guy ‘ahjussi’? Geez, you’re weird.” the boy said and scanned the girl quickly.
“Eighteen years old?”she laughed as if he just told her a good joke.
“An eighteen year old wouldn’t be dressed like he’s going to meet the prime minister.”

The boy’s ears went scarlet and he looked down on himself before he let everything out on her in one breath:

“That wasn’t my idea, ok? My mum put me into this, because she wanted me to go on that freaking blind date with some awsome highschool student, who’s twenty minutes late now and you know what? I’m tired of talking to you, I’m tired of all this, I’ll just go home and tell my mom it didn’t work out, so let me be in peace, okay?!”

The boy took some time and air to recover and in meanwhile, the girl proceeded what he just said.
Some points in his enourmous text appeared to be strangely familiar to her.
 She looked up to they boy, scanning his features.
Tall. Skinny. About eighteen years old. Brown hair. Big eyes. Elf-like ears.

“What are you staring at?” the boy furrowed his eyebrows at the girl who blinked at him.
And then, it hit her.

“You said you’re on a blind date?”

“Yeah, I was. But my date doesn’t seem to turn up anymore.”

“Your mother had sent you out?”

“Yes, but why are you asking me that, I’ve explained to you earl-“

“Are you named Park Chanyeol?“ she finally asked and the boy’s expression changed rapidly.

“What? A..are you ____-sshi?”
She nodded quickly and he stared at her like he had seen a ghost.

“Oh god.” Chanyeol mumbled and ran a hand through his hair.

 They stood frozen for a couple of minutes before the girl broke the silence.

“I’m sorry for being late, Chanyeol-sshi. And for stepping on your foot as well. I completely understand if you’re mad at me now.”

“No, no, no. It’s my fault, too. I shouldn’t have yelled at you, I went a bit overboard, so I have to apologize. We were both acting like fools, really.” he grinned at the young student and for the first time, it struck her how incredibly handsome he was.
“I agree.” she replied and suddenly, she had an idea.

“Yeah?” she couldn’t deny the butterflies in her stomach when he looked at her.

“How about having a dinner somewhere at Hongdae?”
“That sounds great to me.” he answered and they both walked out of the café smiling at each other.
“You can call me “oppa”, by the way.” he whispered into her ear when he opened the café’s door.


Seven years later

“Eonnie!” you cried out and threw a pillow at your elder, who was sitting on the bed. The woman hid her giggle behind her hands and you blushed.

Park Yura set the photo album aside and shrugged innocently. “What? The story behind your relationship is still ridiculous, that’s what I said.” She smiled at you. You shook your head in disagreement.

“No, Yura- eonnie, what you said is, I quote: “Well, sometimes I wonder when my dongsaeng is going to propose.”You repeated and took the photo album which Yura has settled aside, opening it on a random page and smiled at the picture where you and Chanyeol were on a roller coaster.

You were currently sitting in your boyfriend’s childhood bedroom with his older sister, looking through your photo album, when Yura suddenly asked you to tell how you both met. You knew that she had heard the story plenty of times.

“Ok, that’s true. But you see, you two have been dating for ages, you live in the same apartment together and you aren’t even married yet. Chanyeol usually isn’t someone who waits if he knew that he had found the perfect one!”

You were just about to reply, when a knock on the door interrupted your conversation. Chanyeol’s mother peeked in and smiled widely when she found you sitting on her son’s bed.

”_______-ah, Chanyeol just came home.” she informed you and you smiled back at her. “Thank you, mother. I’ll be right there, in about… a minute.”

Mrs. Park nodded with a smile and left. You turned around to look at your boyfriend’s sister.

“If you mention what you told me right now… I make sure you won’t get pancakes next time you come to visit us.” you warned her half-serious.

“Don’t worry”, Yura patted your shoulder when she got up,“Our mothers are going to mention that before I can even open my mouth.”

When you entered the living room, you found your mother pinching the cheeks of a tall, handsome boy in front of her. You smiled sheepishly when his eyes light up as soon as he saw you, giving you a desperate “help-me”- look.

You just arrived next to Chanyeol, who immediatly swung an arm around you waist, relieved that he could escape your mother’s touch. You smiled and Chanyeol bend down to kiss your lips chastely, to your surprise, because your mother was still standing right in front of you.

“Oh, look at them! Still in love like on the first day.” your mother sighed and you nudged Chanyeol’s arm, but he just looked aside, suppressing a laughter. Chanyeol’s mother invited you three to sit with her and Yura, so you placed yourself on the couch next to your boyfriend. Chanyeol intertwined your hands and of course, it wasn’t unnoticed by your mothers.

“Now look Park Yura, I don’t understand why you said that your little brother’s not romantic.” Mrs Park said to her daughter. “I didn’t know that, mother.” Yura replied smiling and pretended not to see the glare she received from her brother. “Our Chanyeol had been treating _____-ah so well, didn’t he?” You gulped when your mother entered the conversation.

“He really did. Aigoo, if you think that we brought them together… how long had it been now?” “About seven years, mother.” Chanyeol replied. “Seven years already? Oh my, that was when I gave birth to my first child!” she gasped and you hissed “Mom!”, but Chanyeol’s mother agreed. “You two should be married!” she nodded and you shot a glance to Yura, but she just mouthed “I said nothing”. “Right, and I was hoping for some grandchildren soon!” you gulped at the word grandchildren, why were they talking about plurals already?

“We… we thought about it already.” Chanyeol replied. Your eyes widened. “You did?” All four women questioned and you bit your tongue for blowing up Chanyeol’s lie, but fortunately, no one heard you. So you decided to take part of the game. “Is that true, _____-ah?” your mom asked you and you nodded. “Yes, we did, actually.” The two mothers looked at each other in glee and soon they started to cheer out. “Wonderful, you’re getting married and we’ll have beautiful grandchildren!” Chanyeol, Yura and you had to press your lips together to keep yourself from laughing.

On that evening, you couldn’t stop thinking about the discussion you had in the afternoon. It was already late, you were snuggled up in your bed with Chanyeol on your side and you finally decided to speak up.

“Yeol…”Your boyfriend answered with a sleepy murmur.

“Are you sure we’re ready for it?”

“For what?”

“You know… getting married, having babies…” He finally opened his eyes. “I think we are.” he answered confidently.

“Does that mean… we are getting married?” you asked uncertainly and Chanyeol chuckled. “First of all, there’s the proposal, right? I haven’t proposed to you yet. And then, if you say yes, we are getting married. We aren’t in a hurry, right? We’ll do everything at its time. ” he explained and waited patiently, but you weren’t going to answer.

“What are you thinking about?” “Huh? Oh, nothing important. I was just imagining me walking down the aisle and you waiting for me in your black tuxedo.” you smiled and Chanyeol laughed and shifted to press a kiss on your lips gently. He bent away too soon and you pulled his shirt to reconnect your lips once more. There was something about your mother’s statement, you’d admit, was true. You still loved each other like you did on the very first day.

Chanyeol somehow ended up pinning you underneath him, trying to catch his breath while maintaining his intensive stare down at you.

“Channie, are we going to…” you gulped and you felt heat spreading on your cheeks. He chuckled at your insecureness and replied,

“Just tell your mom next time, her grandkid is on its way.”

A/N: Another request finished!

Yes, I realize that the end was a bit rushed.

I hope you’re like it anon, I really enjoyed writing this one and I’m glad that I could form a proper story out of your script.

The birthday request is still undone, I couldn’t find a good concept, but don’t worry, I didn’t forget it!

No more words are needed, I’m gonna share some of this handsome, fairy- eared perfection with you guys,





All credits belong to the owner

I coinsidently found this picture of Chanyeol, his mom and his sister when I was browsing on tumblr. I immediatly knew this would suit my scenario content.
To that, I want to add a few words, if you don’t mind.

First of all, I’m really happy everytime I see you reunited as a family. I wish you health, love and happiness and even when one family member is famous, your family bond shall never be damaged because of publicity, but grow stronger.
Stay together always.

Best wishes, the editor of this scenario, Youngie