i used to miss you so much

Namjoon Scenario: My Miss Right.

Request: I saw on twitter recently that on a fan’s post it rapmon answered miss right to be his wedding song. Can i request a scenario of him proposing and using miss right? :)

Genre: Romance.

It was your first time going to New York city and you were excited to say the least, you have been dreaming about visiting the city for a long time so when your boyfriend came to you with the tickets you felt like screaming, laughing and crying from happiness. Namjoon knew how much you wanted it, and you were grateful for having such a wonderful present, you’d have to make a few sacrifices for him to not pay absolutely everything, but it was worth it. 

It wasn’t the first time that you traveled with Namjoon, although this being your first long trip, you had taken already a few other escapades, most of them around Korea, one to Thailand and other to Philippines which you had loved.
Nevertheless coming to New York felt different, maybe because you had been wanting it for such a long time, but also because you were taking a step further with Namjoon. You had almost four years of relationship and honestly you couldn’t possibly imagine to know a person who you could love and understand more than him, so doing this trip with him felt right, fulfilling one of your most longed dreams felt amazing being with him.

You arrived at a pretty good hotel in Manhattan, just a couple of blocks from Time Square, it was spring so the day was great to walk and get to know the city, Namjoon had come to New York his fair share of times before, so he served as a good guide to not get lost.
Right from the start you wanted to see everything, of course you wanted to go to the typical touristy points but you also wanted to just be around the city, walk and see the streets and the buildings, enjoy the bagels and the on the go coffee. 

You went to get to know the Liberty Statue and the Empire State Building, you went to the Rockefeller Center and enjoyed half a day at the MoMA. New York was everything you had dreamed of and more. Your next step was Central Park, a place you absolutely couldn’t miss and that Namjoon was eager to visit as well.

-It’s beautiful jagiya, you’ll see, but you had to be very attentive of all the spots in there-

You smiled. -Of course I will silly, and we will be on a carriage I mean, how cool is that?-

Namjoon smiled as he came closer to the carriage tours and he saw the guy he was looking for, he had already planned everything so it was important that it was him doing the tour. It was important that everything went according to plan, the trip until now had been wonderful and you were happy, Namjoon wanted that to continue that way, he wanted to make you happy for the rest of your life.

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Stony To-do List and To-be-confirmed List!

Yeah apparently drawing is much much more interesting than finding freelance so anyways :D

I had a really tough and busy week as my colleague had left the office and I need to take up many additional work before a new colleague arrive… and there are sooooooooo many tasks that I kept missing some of them, so I drew these To-do List and To-be-confirmed List to help myself (and cheer me up, most importantly). Just want to share with you so that you can see cute Stony while busy at work/studies! :D

Hope you like them!

(PS as always: These lists are for personal use only, please do not use it in commercial purposes or remove the signature in the bottom and please credit me if you want to share with others :D)

anonymous asked:

I feel like the thing some people are missing when they're saying Yuuri should have defended himself is that he doesn't just have "low-key" anxiety. You don't get a prescription that's approved for use by an international sports organization for a mild case of "oh I worry sometimes". Yuuri's reaction is 100% understandable, and considering the emotional turmoil he's going through in the moment it really could have been so much worse. I understand Viktor and Yakov's pov here, but, PROTECT YUURI

Protect him! And Viktor too! Protect them both!

lil-rei  asked:

There's a thing that Magnus said that I'm sort of fretting over, even though it probably really won't be a thing. In regards to the stray cats, he said something to the effect of he has to spoil them, otherwise why else would the stick around. I know it's a silly thing to be thinking about, but there it is. I'm also hoping they avoid a storyline from the books in regards to Max. Max didn't have much of a role, but Alec always believed he loved Jace better cuz he was more fun, and less protective

i totally missed that line, but you’re right like. even if it was a throwaway line it actually says some heartbreaking things about magnus?? even magnus’s conversation with maia where he confessed he was so surprised by alec’s gift because he’s so used to people just wanting things from him, like he’s only worth anything if he’s useful and i’m? i really need a five times fic where magnus keeps low key assuming that alec wants his magic for things but really alec has just fallen stupidly in love and is using any excuse he can to be around him

as for max, i didn’t love what they did with him in this last ep tbh, but i do think it makes sense given his age and how separate he’s been kept from his siblings lately. but instead of pitting any of the lightwood kids against each other i really just want to see them having each other’s backs?? like let max live in ny with alec and izzy and jace and actually spend time training with them now that he’s runed?? let izzy’s brothers figure out what’s going on with her and HELP HER !! let maryse continue her redemption arc and try to be the mother they all deserve! like please, that’s all i want

At the End of Us

I met love at the end of your smile 
When you kissed me and stopped for a second to smile

I met sadness at the end of your goodbye 
When you told me that I need to let you go

I met happiness at the end of your touch
When you held me all night and whispered how much you loved me

I met my broken heart at the end of your absence When I missed you so much but you were nowhere to be found

I met kindness at the end of your words
When you tolerated my messiness, and my chaos

I met loneliness at the end of your coldness
When you left without a proper goodbye

I met blue at the end of your eyes
When the color of your eyes became my favorite color

I met the Moon at the end of the worlds
When the Moon became my healer

And I met the unconditional love at the end of us When I kept loving you no matter how much you hurt my soul

tstieff  asked:

It's a universally acknowledged truth that you have awesome hair. Do you dye it yourself? What colors do you like to use?

Aw thank you lovely!! I SO miss my mermaid hair :D I hope to dye it again soon once it gets warmer and I can get some color on this skin. Honestly I always went to my friend at her salon. lol I have SO much hair and didn’t trust myself to do it and it look good <3 Hannah is AMAZING at mermaid hair and I did A LOT of research on how to take care of it and make it last a lot longer

First time I went a crazy color about a year and a half ago: BRIGHT ass pink lol

Then after that Hannah wanted to do a blend in with MLP colors and I was like “yeah let’s do it I trust you”

THEN she took me more purple :D

There’s this AMAZING cheat I found on youtube how to maintain pastel hair. You take a dye (I usually used Manic Panic colors bc they were vibrant and had the colors i wanted) then mix them into your conditioner. Put it in your hair and let it sit for 10 minutes. Wash it out and it restores your color without having to go back to the salon ;)

Now my hair looks like this: top color is my natural hair color

anonymous asked:

[resurrected!Shu vs Yuma anon] Yes please... I'm so crap when it comes to writing fanfics. Oh, I want to add: (1) resurrected!Shu is no longer lazy; in fact, he's everything Reiji wanted Shu to be. However, this does not make Reiji happy at all. Reiji realizes how much Reizi misses his lazy older brother so much (2) Reiji plays violin in an attempt to make Shu remember who he was. It was no use. (3) Resurrected!Shu shooting Reiji but Subaru takes the bullet.


petalblues  asked:

I used to follow this blog like from early 2016 but tumblr made me unfollow at some point, I have missed so much lol, but it's good to know your sense of angst is still as good as ever man 👌

woaaah, you’re an early follower! thank you for sticking through with me for so long! 

hello, hello!!

some of you may remember seola from the last time she was here, although that lasted no time at all. i think i rushed her a little too much, and it was my first time at rookies so i was still getting used to everything. but!! i’m bek! also the mun behind shin hoseok here. i just really missed my daughter, because she’s always been super dear to me, and one of my strongest muses hanging around in my head, but i kind of wanted hoseok to help me pave the way and get a good footing around rk before reintroducing her. so here she is! i wanted to change her, albeit slightly, so don’t check out all of her pages just yet as i have a few adjustments to make. i’ll be updating again once her info is a little more tailored to my liking and once i give her a better plot page. for now, thank you all for the welcomes (and the welcome backs)! i’ll probably try to do charisma starters for her (as well as hoseok, since i never actually did them last time…) sometime in the near future! ♥

Boy howdy was this weekend interesting or what. I’m pretty sure everyone who is everyone– and then some was at this party and knows about the fact that the entire damn school had to be locked down temporarily but what’s more interesting is what happened afterwards so here’s a little in case you missed it. Now, forgive me because I might have mixed some details up but those will of course be minor when has my gossip been anything less than spot on?

So I’m sure y'all are wondering what started it all, hm? Well, a little birdie told me that our little old Danny Knight got caught selling something to messy little Lux Morgan and even messier Chaol King found out and well I don’t like to use the term hulked out but let’s be honest here, he hulked out. Not sure how much damage Danny’s brain is suffering considering that his brain was already suffering but he landed himself in the hospital and was not looking pretty.

So of course campus security and the board freaked out and honestly I’m surprised the real police wasn’t involved, some head honcho must have connections somewhere but loads of people got in trouble including some that you wouldn’t even expect and because I’m not the sort of person to keep news from my people let’s talk about who got busted, huh?

We’ve all already heard direct from the source itself that Chloe Prince got busted with alcohol in her room, she’s dealing with some consequences that include social probation and what I consider a pretty hefty fine but she seems to think its hilarious, never gonna take anything seriously until it comes and bites you in the ass, huh Chloe? What does mommy think?

Unsurprisingly Bex Collins was found with some paraphernalia though I guess what she’s really upset about is the fact that she was keeping a wild animal in her bedroom. Why rich people seem to think this is okay I’ll never understand, have we learned nothing from Siegfried & Roy? Also on that list was Alyssa Thomas and sometimes sweet, sometimes sour(like a sour patch kid) Bethany Harmon, Blue Rockwell and in an interesting turn of events, roommates Etta Aldrich and Ruby Montgomery. Gasp, say it ain’t so girls. Lucky for them they’re only on probation for three weeks, could have been a lot worse.

Now on to the juicy part apparently newbie Byron Niram was already making a name for himself as he was caught growing pot with Miles Gray, I guess it’s true what they say about those artsy types, huh? These boys got it pretty bad, according to my sources they’re forced to pay a thousand bucks and are on probation for nine weeks. And that includes weekly drug tests, something tells me that they’re going to be on edge for the next two or so months huh?

A less harsh but still tough punishment came to those caught with apparently smaller amounts of substances though they still face a fine, social probation and community service, most of the names don’t surprise me: Bianca Vargas, Bruno Kepler-Fairchild, Rayne Montgomery, Rocky Fairchild and the one that shocks me–Hayden Kennedy. Thought you were clean, girl.

And of course some real surprising names for those busted with over 25 grams of controlled substances, facing biweekly drug testing with the Greek board, community service a fine and social probation, Bradley Wingate Jr, our student council president himself, honestly though aren’t all politicians into shady things? Waverly Hart, Ezekiel Evont, Wyn Morgan(papa no) and of course we aren’t surprised Alex James. If you ask me y'all are lucky you weren’t arrested.

Finally a few students were found with some controlled substances and I don’t want to throw them under the bus or anything–who am I kidding I do– but apparently Davis Greene has a medical marijuana card and that makes me curious as to why he even needs it and Sam Frost may have had reason to worry, too, don’t worry my friends when I find out more I’ll keep y'all updated and of course if you hear any whispers make sure you keep me in the loop.


Miss you
saying this makes me miss you more
i miss you even though im looking at your photo
time is so cruel, i hate us
seeing each other for once is so hard between us

it’s all winter here even in August
my heart is running on the time alone on the snowpiercer
i wanna get to the other side of the earth holding your hand 
wanna put an end to this winter
how much longing should we see snowing down to have the days of spring, friend

like the tiny dust like tiny dust floating in the air
will i get to you a little faster if i was the snow in the air 

snowflakes fall and get away little by little
i miss you i miss you
how long do i have to wait
and how many sleepless nights do i have to spend
to see you to meet you 

passing by the edge of the cold winter
until the days of the spring 
until the flowers blossom
please stay, please stay there a little longer

is it you who changed or is it me?
i hate this moment that this time flows
we are changing you know, just like everyone you know 
yes i hate you, you left me 
but i never stopped thinking about you, not even a day
honestly i miss you but ill erase you
cuz it hurts less than to blame you

i try to exhale you in pain like smoke, like white smoke
i say that ill erase you but i cant really let you go yet

snowflakes fall and get away little by little
i miss you i miss you
how long do i have to wait
and how many sleepless nights do i have to spend
to see you to meet you

you know it all, youre ma best friend
the morning will come again 
no darkness, no season can last forever

maybe its cherry blossoms and this winter will be over 
i miss you i miss you 
wait a little bit, just a few more nights
ill be there to see you, ill come for you 

passing by the edge of the cold winter
until the days of the spring
until the flowers blossom
please stay, please stay there a little longer


avatar the last airbender book one: water

You know what the worst part of being born over a hundred years ago is? I miss all the friends I used to hang out with. Before the war started, I used to always visit my friend Kuzon. The two of us, we’d get in and out of so much trouble together. He was one of the best friends I ever had, and he was from the Fire Nation just like you. If we knew each other back then, do you think we could have been friends too?

I miss you
But I shouldn’t
Because we’re told,
Not to miss people that have hurt us
We’re told to move on
But that must mean there’s something wrong with me
Because I miss you so much it hurts
I can’t eat or sleep
You consume my thoughts
We’re not supposed to want those people back
But it’s my little secret,
That I wish every night that you’d come back to me
—  Chapters from my life

I feel like this is when I should tell you how much I miss you, but a part of me knows you probably don’t care. If you did, we’d probably still be friends…right? But I still hope you think of me on occasion and miss me too.

It’s been months since we last talked who would’ve seen that coming? I know I definitely didn’t. So much has happened since we last spoke, and I’ve wanted you to know it all. Isn’t that twisted? Even though we’re no longer friends, I still want to tell you all the things I used to. And it sucks because you’re not that person to me anymore.

You were the one person I was supposed to be able to count on for anything. You used to be a phone call away but suddenly you stopped answering. You were supposed to always look out for me but then you forgot . We were supposed to be friends forever but the next thing I knew, we were growing further and further apart

But I guess that’s life. Nothing is constant and no one owes you anything. And even though we’re not friends anymore, I still want to thank you. Thank you for being my best friend and dealing with everything that comes with that. Thank you for the nights we stayed up til dawn just talking and laughing. Thank you for being honest and genuinely caring about me. Thank you for taking me for me, and never letting other’s judgments get in the way. Thanks for never sharing those embarrassing pictures you took of me. And thank you, thank you, thank you for being the best friend I needed during that part of my life.

And even though we are no longer friends, I just want you to know that I could never hate you. Trust me, I’ve tried. It sounds awful, but I thought it would be easier to get over losing you if I could hate you but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I was hurt when you left, but I will never hate you. You were my best friend. And despite how things ended up, because of that, I will always love you.

Sometimes, I still scroll through pictures of us and smile. I see screenshots of old conversations and laugh. And whenever I see something that reminds me of you or an inside joke, I almost always almost send it to you. I don’t think there will ever be a day when you don’t cross my mind at least once, but the sadness and hurt are fading, and I’m learning to look at you as a cherished memory.

Everyone chooses their paths in life, and I guess your path just no longer intertwined with mine. But I hope you’re happy. Because I really do wish you the best. I hope you’ve found someone new to send all those weird memes too, to stay up on the phone with on the nights you just can’t sleep, to binge watch Friends with, and to equally complain and celebrate about all the things with

Just know that I don’t hate you and that I’ll always love you. Know that I cherish the memories we made and wouldn’t trade them for anything. I’ll always check your snaps and Facebook posts to make sure you’re doing okay, because some things will never change. And know that even if I don’t go up to you the next time I see you, I will always be grateful to have called you my best friend.

Sincerely, Me.

—  loyaltyxoxo, #bestfriendbreakups #dearyou 

I looked through our conversations when we used to be on cloud nine and in love, these were the times you told me how lucky you are to have a girl like me, how thankful you are because you never received such love I was giving to you and whatever happens, you will never let me go. The words you said mean everything to me and it stabs my heart, realizing that these words mean nothing anymore. I can’t help myself but to cry my heart out till the sun has set. The pain is too heavy to bear, the love I believed to be true and different was gone. We used to be over the moon, but the present tells the opposite. This is stupid of me to say but, I won’t deny the fact that I miss you so much. I love you, I still do. But somehow, I’ve come with the thought that I can’t do anything anymore, I need to let you go because it’s the right thing to do. I’ve decided to finally move on and this would be the last time I would cry over you because there was nothing left to hold on to and I can’t hold on to something that doesn’t want to be held.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry because I was the reason why you let things end. I’m sorry for the terrible mistake I made, I never blamed you for deciding to end this because you were hurt and I understand. I only have myself to blame. But, I was hoping you would’ve understood, that I did it for us. I always feared the day would come, the day you will finally won’t take back the words you’ve said. I’m sorry for the other things that have hurt you, for the things that made you cry, jealous and mad. 

Thank you. I’m thankful that I met you because you have given me a temporary bliss. I laughed and smiled because of you. Somehow, you made me feel loved and beautiful in a short period of time. Thank you for the good days: the days we felt unstoppable like we’re flying high, when holding your hand felt like home, leaning on your shoulders made me feel secure and hearing your voice sound like the angels are singing. It was worth it, being loved and loving you. Thank you for making me realize how capable I am to love someone. You proved forever within a number of days. You were the greatest and worst thing ever happen to me. 

Goodbye. This will be the last time that I will write you a message, I’ll accept the fact that some things are meant to end, even though I used to believe that you won’t let that happen. I did everything I could to make you stay, but I guess your life no longer includes me because, you’re happy now and I can see that clearly. You already found a love that’s all the things ours couldn’t be. I hope you find overwhelming joy by her side, I hope she won’t hurt you and make you cry. I hope for the best for the both of you. It hurts but I’ve accepted the painful truth that I am just a distant memory now. I don’t regret loving you, but what I regret is that I let myself believe that this would last.

I won’t forget you and the memories, I will always keep you alive in my heart. I’ll just get used to not having you in my life anymore. Deep within my heart knows getting over you won’t be simple. I need to stop loving you so I can start loving myself again. You were a painful blessing, but you were also a great lesson. I guess you’re just another chapter of my life needed to end. I still and will pray for your safety and happiness even though I’m in pain right now, I still believe you deserve the best. I hope you find everything in her that you couldn’t find in me. You will always be my greatest love.

—  S.L // unsent last message

kageyama tobio used to spend a lot of his birthdays alone…

but after karasuno, he never had to celebrate another birthday alone ever again