i used to miss you so much

Goodbye, cuties, I'm going to drop tumblr

Dear Tumblr friends…

It’s been 2-3 years since I made this tumblr and it’s been quite a journey, and I’m really glad I made it because I found a lot of friends, love, inspiration, and so much amazing and lovely people whom I spend moments with…

There so much I learned, so much I shared, lived, laughed & stressed over about in this blog, even when it was anime related only, you guys were always so nice when I shared my personal posts, when I asked for asks to spend time, that asked me for edits when I wanted to make one but couldn’t decide…

I’ll take all those memories with me now, as I decide on dropping for good this tumblr. Like I said, it’s been a journey, and today this journey comes to an end… tbh I’m not going to delete this blog, after all, I can’t exactly detach myself from it so easily but at the same time I’m not really interested in keeping it updated anymore, it has become a boring thing to do and that’s not supposed to be the purpose of this blog.

I met a lot of great people thanks to this blog, I keep them all in my heart, all of you, Katie, Lelou, Aidah, Sen, Seda, Emma, Kat, Kisa, Momo, you guys, were amazing to me while I was here and I still have contact with must of you outside tumblr and that makes me so happy?!? I’m really happy I can still be friends with you all outside this website and I just can’t believe we have made it this far. I’m really thankful.

Anyway this is really long already so I’m just going to say, thank you for sticking with me all this time, through my Kuroshitsuji, Shingeki, Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Magi & Bts phases, tbh just by following me I’m really grateful to you.

I hope I didn’t bother any of you with my spam, or with my bts posts when you didn’t want any kpop in your dashboards lmao, seriously, thank you for sticking with me even after that.

I love you all, and if you wanna keep contact or just want to talk to me I’ll leave my current active social media here:

Twitter: http://twitter.com/yoongihearted (warning: I tweet about bts on daily basis lmao)
Instagram: uriekookie
Line: kurokocchiz
Kakaotalk: Cyphertrash
Snapchat: montselovato

Thank you so much for this amazing 3 YEARS I LOVE YOU ALL.

With love,
Montse.

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Room Boards - Leslie @furiouslydecaffinated

So, I had a lot of trouble picking a style for you, and honestly this isn’t REALLY how I picture you, but I used the fact that you’re a Little Panamian as an excuse to make a cute beach house. If I would have done a true to form Leslie room, it would have been a lot of spicy reds and inky blacks. And you ARE pretty spicy after all, but I know you’re also a super sweet person, who has always supported me wholeheartedly, and you always make me feel appreciated and welcome, even when I’m being emo. You’re really the best type of person to have around, and I think everyone in this community loves you so I won’t babble too much more :) (Missing from this photo: My burning hatred for Yuletide.)

I don’t know how it really happened, but last night I was just gonna check this one pose that I thought I’d seen in Ginger’s vlogs (my crazy brain remembers those things yes) but it immediately sucked me in again. It was really late so I couldn’t go through the entire thing again, instead I picked a few highlights (aka the most tragic bits of season 1) and damn…I actually teared up. I could not go without opening my game today to take a few pics of very young Venny.

So @inkwisteria if you see this please know that I’m still too fucking invested in this couple. I don’t think any sims story has ever made me feel like this one, like something actually stirred in my body when I reread. I remember using my data every morning after you posted on the bus to check how the episode ended after I had gone to bed…oh, good times. I miss the sad confused version of these two so much, almost more than the happy lovey version, and I just want you to know that they were simply the best thing to ever happen to simblr.

Yes I’m still your craziest fangirl shh don’t judge me

I KNOW.

I KNOW. I’VE BEEN GONE A YEAR. I KNOW. 

I’M AWFUL. I’M THE WORST. I’M SORRY. 

my life has changed so much, everything is so different, everything is so great. i miss all of you though. this summer i’m going to come back with a vengeance, i promise you. school was insane and intense but wonderful and now i’ll have time to come back here, to make music, to cry about mads, to do all the things i used to do. 

i love you all. i’ll be back real soon. say hi and tell me how this year has treated you. sending love love love. xxxxxxx 

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Elizabeth stands, grabbing Dahlia gently but forcefully by the hand and pulls her up with her. She wraps her arms around her shoulders and hugs her tightly. She feels Dahlia’s shoulders droop, but she folds her arms protectively against her. Elizabeth is surprised to feel the side of her neck become slightly damp. Is Dahlia crying?

Elizabeth: “Whatever happens, Dahlia, I’m here for you. All is forgiven. Please…let’s use this to start over again.”

Dahlia: “Thank you, Lizzie. I’ve missed you so much. Just…thank you…”

anonymous asked:

Oh my god I've been falling your blog for like ages and I always miss your ask box and I'm so happy it's open like I'm legit happy. I love you mama~ thanks for being so supportive to us all.

I do my best! Thank you all so much for being so good to me!

I can’t wait for the next era. I can’t wait to see new people meet Taylor. I can’t wait to see everyone dressed up in their tour outfits. I can’t wait to reblog some of you guys and see you meeting Taylor a couple hours later. I can’t wait for all of us going to Target and buying 5 copies. I can’t wait for the countdown on Taylor’s instagram. I can’t wait to see all of us happy again. I miss Taylor so much, really. 

Hi tumblr folk,

I’m headed for a two week vacation in Scotland with my mother and I’m moving again (as per usual), so I probably won’t be around much in the next couple weeks. I’ll miss you loons and if I don’t reply to things in the next two weeks, that is why. Have a good few weeks!

Alba

this blog is now on indefinite hiatus.  im currently too preoccupied with other things to find the time to come on here, and from here on out, i see that it’s likely i’ll have even less time to spend on these blogs of mine.  this may very well be a permanent goodbye message–  it’s fairly likely i won’t return to either of my blogs, though i will definitely continue to rp privately on skype and discord, so if you’d like to keep rping with me i would love for us to do something there!!  rping is something i love deeply, and my rp partners are irreplaceable to me, so i’ll definitely continue to do so privately.  

it was really a joy to be able to return as an active tumblr rper in a fun community after some years of absence, but i feel it’s time for me to explore new things, devote more time to other hobbies and work harder to keep up with irl.  if this is a permanent goodbye, i will miss you all so much…  to any and all of you, please feel free to add me on skype or discord if only just to chat, or to rp as well!  i’d love to keep in touch with everyone, even if we didn’t interact a lot, you are all wonderful ;o;  thank you for all the fun times.  it’s been so fun writing with you all. 

skype:  lenzoned   //   discord:  bakubaku#0318

Eyes nose lips - Taeyang (cover)
Eyes nose lips - Taeyang (cover)

Translation:

Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.
Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

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Threw around some ideas with @nerdaday and gave our favorite gals some matching bezzie mate sweaters 😖

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·· I was under the impression that quinces were bow-and-arrow using savages…But after witnessing that, I guess they’re quite civilized… ··

                                                           - Happy Birthday @vegeet // 2.28.17

Yuri!!! On Stage Event Report!

So today (4/29/2017) I went to the Yuri on Ice Yuri on Stage event. To clarify though, I was not at the actual Tokyo event, rather a live viewing at a local movie theater. Which of course does alter the experience but it’s the next best thing. At first I thought the theater was only doing the afternoon session, but very last minute I ended up being able to attend both!

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There are suddenly all of these reasons for why you don’t have time to talk to me. And yet, I still remember when talking to me was all you could do.
—  🖤
a message for trans guys starting T

starting T is exciting, and for the first few weeks/months you’ll be looking for changes EVERYWHERE, trying to measure how low your voice is going, how much your face is changing, etc.

But there will inevitably be a point (usually some time in your first year) where you will start feeling like nothing is happening; like you haven’t changed enough to where people notice, because your body shape hasn’t changed, you haven’t sprouted a full beard yet, your voice is still androgynous instead of manly, that T just isnt working for you.

And for that I have a little anecdote: I’m around 7 months on T, and I’ve noticed my voice drop, tiny changes in my face, and my peach fuzz has started getting longer. But because of the way my fat has not redistributed, I still get misgendered sometimes because I have a very distinct body type. So I started having those thoughts that I wasn’t changing and that no one was even noticing, and that maybe I was just unlucky and T wasn’t going to do much for me.

And then, something really cool happened - THREE separate people from my work, who only see me occasionally because they’re from different departments, approached me or stopped me to talk when they saw me. After determining that I was okay with talking about it, they each asked me if I was on hormones (a detail I didn’t share with a lot of people at work, but am comfortable with doing so if asked politely) and told me they had noticed because I changed so much since I started working there a year ago. They had noticed my voice dropping, that I looked different. One of them told me it was incredible how much had happened in just 7 months. And let me tell you, that was so amazing and uplifting for me to hear, and it totally changed my outlook on how I think about my transition.

The thing is, we live with ourselves every day. We scrutinize ourselves to measure just how much we are changing, but we miss so many things that happen because they’re so gradual that we don’t notice. But the people around us - they notice, they see and acknowledge that we are changing. I promise, things ARE happening. T is working for you. Sometimes it just takes stepping out of your own shoes to get a different perspective to see it.

It doesnt matter what i do to move on from this pain, deep inside i will know that i never get to hug you again

09.05.2017 // I had a test today and it went really bad, I got absolutely nervous and answered almost everything wrong, so I’m feeling a bit down right now. I also had my last class from conditioning, my favorite subject this year, and I’m definitely gonna miss it. Hope you guys have or had a better day than mine!

Btw, if anyone wants us to see their posts, please tag us with #Architstudy cause these next weeks we’re gonna be with finals and we won’t spent so much time around here, and we’ll try to check our tag every day! 

its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time