i used to look forward to thursdays

Thursday 27.04.17 at 4.28pm

Translation by myself (and Google Translate)
Emails of the russ bus group


4 Messages
Object: Invitation to the bus meeting


From: Sana Bakkoush
To: The russ bus group

Hey girls,
Congratulations to everyone for the bus. I hope everybody got the info that there will be a bus meeting at my place: friday at 7.30pm.
I look forward to being your bus boss and wish us all the best RT2018*. Are you ready?
Please feel free to add me to any email concerning the bus from now on. I will do my best to work with what has already been done by everybody before the merging. I’m always available if needed, by email, phone or FB. Agenda for the meeting: - Budget - Progress plan - Vision
If you have any wishes concerning the agenda, send them by email. I’m looking forward to us working together.
Sana Bakkoush


From: Sara Nørstelien
To: The russ bus group

Good! We’re looking forward to it.


From: Vilde Lien Hellerud
To: The russ bus group

I’m really looking forward to all of us being on the same bus, and we need to talk about the bus name. We’re approaching its release! hihihihi! :D :D


From: Sana Bakkoush
To: The russ bus group

In time, we can discuss the bus name. Vilde, could you write the report


*RT2018 = Russ Time 2018

Give Me Love, 7

Throne Of Glass High School AU

Summary: He thinks she wants nothing to do with him. She thinks he can’t remember her. Aelin and Rowan were friends once upon a time. But high school drove them apart. However, one night - one party - is about to change not only their lives, but the lives of their friend as well.

Chapters: XXX


Thursday Afternoon:

“You know what I call this?”

Aelin raised a questioning eyebrow at Lysandra from across the lunchroom table.

“Soggy pizza?” Nehemia held up her lunch, the piece flopping back and forth. “How the hell are they able to sell this to us?”

“I’m not talking about the pizza.” Lysandra shot Nehemia a look, looking slightly annoyed no one was catching on to what she was trying to say. She spread her arms wide, waving them around the table. “I’m talking about this. I call this a disaster.”

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I let my hands roam from her waist to her hips,  pulling her ass flush against me while she grinds to the music. She laughs when I creep my fingers forward to her thighs, slightly pulling them apart, feeling the skin that’s been hidden under that deliciously short skirt. She looks back at me and I recognize that expression; I’ve got her going. Ah, fuck.

I want to ask her to go home with me but I don’t and, really, it’s the least he’d deserve for bringing us to this fucking club on a Thursday night when they don’t have the strippers here! But I’m an upstanding friend and I make sacrifices for those that I care about so instead of moving further up to see if her underwear matches her bra (that is to say, fucking nonemy god!), I tell her to meet me at the bar upstairs if she wants free drinks and I make my way back up the stairs to where my buddies are sitting.

“Get the fuck out of my seat, bitch,” I tell the girl that’s been butting in to our conversation all night long, trying to get in Yulian’s pants. To his credit, he’s largely ignored her but the night’s starting to wear on and he’s checking her out a little bit when she brushes up against him now. It’s only a matter of time until he yields and lets her in.

Emilia is my friend, too, and I don’t want to be in the middle of her finding out that he went home with some random chick while I was around and I didn’t say anything. Besides, if she sees him and he still does it, then I’m off the hook, right? Also, she might want to have revenge sex and I… Okay, I’m not really a good friend to anyone, but I try.

“Guess who I got to feel up downstairs?” I ask, nudging Yulian in the ribs.

“That blonde you were eyefucking earlier?” He guesses, taking a swig from the over-priced beer they sell here.

“Nah, if it’d been her, I just would have taken her ass home and told you about it in the morning.”

“Okay, who?”

“Emilia!” I sang.

Yulian looks a little hurt, “That’s not fucking funny,” he complains.

Lobito picks his head up from the bar long enough to howl out a mocking, overdramatic, “Emilia!” He lets out a snicker and goes back to hugging his bottle.

Truthfully, we’re both more than a little annoyed that he’s been sulking over her for this long. I mean, I like Emilia, but Yulian used to be fun before he started putting his head up her ass. Plus, I hear she’s batshit crazy, like, she beat the shit out her ex and totaled his bike fucking crazy. And even then, he was still trying to get her to take him back. That pussy must be amazing.

“I’m not trying to be funny, she’s here,” I insist.

“Who’s Emilia?” The Clinger Bitch butts in.

“Chuckles, ain’t no one talking to you. Go away.” She huffs and says something about me being jealous but hovers just over Yulian’s shoulder anyway. She’s persistent, I’ll give her that.

“Even if she’s here, she’s not going to do anything with me. She said I was ‘suffocating’, Katz!”

“Oh my god, because you fucked up! Look, you’ve been crawling up her ass and she didn’t even say shit to you about it until you brought it to work with you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

I mean, you guys were in an area where you were supposed to be doing something,” I cut my eyes back to the woman, who’s now dancing against him, I can’t talk around all these people, especially not around this bitch, “something dangerous, and you get rid of your backup because you’re jealous. I know Emilia can be an asshole, but you were in the wrong there. She was fine with you up until that point.”

“So?” he asks. I can’t believe this guy gets as much ass as he does, he’s completely clueless.

“SO, maybe you should have apologized? I don’t fucking know! What I do know is that she’s obviously more into you than she’s letting on.”

He runs his hands through his hair in frustration, “Should I call her? I should call her. Not tonight though, I’m too drunk,” he babbles. “I gotta take a piss,” he announces and gets up, Stage 5 Clinger moving to follow.

“Yulian!” I shout, “I’m serious! She’s here and if you go off with that bitch I will totally fuck your girl and brag about it in the morning!” He waves me off. “I’ll take your silence as consent! I fucking mean it, you dumbass!”

Lobito peers up at me, his eyes glassy, “You were just fucking around, right?”

I raise my hands in exasperation, “I keep saying I’m not joking! Why does everyone think I’m fucking around?!”

“Hah, she’s not going to go home with you,” he teases good-naturedly.

“You fucking watch. I can talk the panties off a nun!” I boast. If they run into each other, I hope I’m around to watch Clinger get clocked.

What’s Next for Met by Accident

I usually give you a sneak preview of one chapter at a time.  I have three I’m excited about..wait, yeah…three.  Thought there were more.  

Chapter 56 - Visitation
Chapter 57 - Not Like This
Chapter 58 - Back to School

Let’s sing the Sesame Street song: 
One of these things is not like the others,
One of these things just doesn’t belong,
Can you tell which thing is not like the others
By the time I finish my song?

Chapter 56 is Visitation.  It will be about a person earlier in the story wanting to spend some time with Viktor and Yurio.  Someone that wants and needs to make amends, but also gives them updates that will make their life a bit happier.  I’m sure you can figure out who it is.

Chapter 58 is Back to School.  It’s going to be a little sad because Yurio has to go back to school without Otabek.  A certain punk ass bitch that we all hate knows this and starts trouble.  But one of our friends puts an end to that REAL quick.  You’ll see who ;)

So that means Chapter 57 - Not Like This is the one that’s not like the others.  This one is going to be angsty (in a real life way).  One part of the angst is a surprise someone isn’t expecting, but will turn out ok with the support of others.

The second part of the angst is going to shake one of our boys to the core and make him realize how dear everything he has in life is. No one is going to die, but it’s a fear every one of us has.  You’ll see.

It’s been a while since we’ve had a feels chapter, so it’s coming in Chapter 57.  Did you think I’d forgotten about feels and angsty hint dropping?  I’m so horrible.

Chp. 56 will probably be up by Saturday, 57 by Tuesday and 58 by next Thursday or Friday.  Oh hey! We’re really going to be exceeding seventy chapters.  There’s no way I can tell the rest of the story in twelve chapters after that.  Yeah..no.

Hope you’re looking forward to it!


It’s so hard to install a car seat when you have limited use of your hands. Those buttons are so hard to push! The parts of my fingers that aren’t numb ache 😢.

#1 thing I am looking forward to after pregnancy is having my hands back!

Well Kennedy’s car seat is installed 🎉. I got the reminder call for my next appointment where I will finally get an idea if I am dilated at all. My older sister is probably going to fly out next Thursday if she doesn’t come before that, which will really ease my anxiety because I want her to make it in time.

Sat down and complied a list of names and addresses for when we send out baby announcements. Which brings the various lists I have started in the past few weeks up to 5 😆. Organizing shit seems to be my way of nesting, not much of a cleaner lol.


I have had a bussyyy week! Monday - worked 8-530. I didn’t run because I think I pulled a foot muscle or something when I grazed my ankle from falling down a rock. Tuesday - Anzac Day but I also worked at job #2 Wednesday - work 8-8. 5k run with Becs Thursday - 5k run with Nicola, work, then appointments, then out for dinner Friday - 5k run with becs, work, out for entrees, then fly to Auckland. Joel’s Dad lives in a house over looking the beach so I’m kind of looking forward to going there and just escaping and relaxing. He wants to take us to the high ropes course in the forest (I’m slightly afraid of heights), a cider festival and fishing, but I want to go for a bush walk instead of going on the boat. My friend that was going to come on a walk with me is in Melb for a work trip :( On Monday I’m going to try my very very best to try quit sugar again. The weight gain in 2 weeks, the bad skin, the tiredness that I all have now should hopefully be enough to keep me on track!

damekitty  asked:

What part of today are you looking forward to most?

Let’s seeee….today is Thursday which means I go to the shop from 1-5:30. I look forward to being at the shop. I don’t get paid to be there, so when there’s no customers, I’m pretty much sitting around in the back working on TCM or reading a book or talking with whoever is working that day. I’m hoping I will snag a reading today with a customer. I can always use the extra $ and the more readings I do in person the more comfortable I am with doing them!

What about you?

6.4.17 // Thursday

13/100 Days of Productivity

My first official day of school holidays starts tomorrow, but I still have a lot of work to complete over the next 2 weeks. I ordered some mildliners today, looking forward to using them when they come 💕

Hello! Admin Elesa here with a special announcement. The amount of interest we’ve received is amazing; thank you so much! Because of this, it feels almost criminal to wait any longer for opening, so the other admins and I have decided that if we have ten applications in before Thursday, we will do a special acceptance Thursday, March 30, at 5:00 PM PST. We will continue to have an opening weekend of Saturday, April 1, but any applicants (not just the first ten) who get their apps in to us before the Thursday acceptance will be allowed to begin plotting and interacting early! We hope that this will get the ball rolling for an extra special grand opening on Saturday. We’re off to a great start here at RHYTHMS thanks to you, and we look forward to seeing your amazing characters come to life!

                           APPS BEFORE THURSDAY OPENING: 8/10

INTJ in a relationship, a breakdown for the others to understand us.

This is thoughtful a post made by an INTJ on one of the reddit boards.

Everyone sees me as a stone cold, lifeless, emotionless husk. I am an INTJ. I don’t paint pretty pictures, I don’t write mushy love notes, I don’t want someone to gush to me about how they think I am everything they ever wanted. I want a connection. I want the mental stimulation that finding someone who understands everything I actually am can bring. Now, when I do find these things in someone, a switch can be flipped, a new person can seem to emerge. I put everything together that I do actually feel when I find that connection down so that I could try and show you what happens. Now, I do not want some dirty feeler to read this and think I am a pent up pot of emotion that needs to be cracked, that is far from the case. Look at this below, these are things I wish I could express more directly in relationships, and I feel like any INTJ would want them to be expressed. It Is best that my hindsight and introspection be used to show others what can happen beneath the frozen exterior.

1. I use song lyrics (or quotes or many other things) written by others to communicate emotion. Symbols are also values as they communicate a message without having to use a bunch of words. Verbal expression of feelings is difficult because I’m almost self conscious about it. It’s vocabulary I’m not used to using, and I witness others (feelers) using it in excess. I don’t want you to think I’m just throwing words around. I have deep emotions, and while others may not see it, the connection that I seek makes it prevalent. I use the well written words of others to help me with this. And if I do say anything affectionate, it’s a big deal.

2. Spending time together includes doing our own thing while sharing oxygen.  I enjoy you being in my space (most of the time). That doesn’t mean I don’t want face to face time, but we can spend quality time together without actually having to talk.

  • I am hard on myself, indescribably so. I am disappointed when I let you down because I know you are also disappointed too. It is one of the most painful things for me to think that I cannot measure up to what you want.
  • I WANT to play with you; I want sex to be fun. But at the same time it is something very mental for me. here is much more that goes into it beyond arousal; it is connection based, extremely mental, and I want to be ONE with you.

3. A relationship is an investment. I can decide quickly who will work out and who will not. I make quick judgments, and once I decide on the one who will work, I am invested. If I know a relationship is done with, I cut emotion quickly.

4. I look out for those closest to me. If I enjoy something, I want you to be able to share the enjoyment. If I’m able to enjoy something and you aren’t with me, I spend the time wishing you were there to enjoy it too. If I find something I like, I want to either share mine or get one for you too. It’s another way I show affection.

5. Try to stick to the plans we’ve made. I get disappointed when things don’t go according to plan. If we are going out on a Friday night, and we decided on Pizza, I can deal with switching to Chinese. Just don’t call me Thursday afternoon and tell me you have to reschedule. If I actually like you, I would have been looking forward to it. (If I was relieved you canceled, it’s not going to work out with us anyway).

6. I am more sensitive than you think. I take critique well. I don’t take your criticism well. You are important and so is your opinion. You do have the ability to hurt my  feelings. 

7. INFJs want peace and harmony. So do I, but peace and harmony for me looks like finding a workable solution or a resolution. I don’t bend to make peace; I can get stubborn. I like to come to a win/win solution for us both. Loose ends bother me. I will never be coy about bringing up issues. Empathy is difficult because I can be self centered. Knowing I hurt you hurts me, but I also need to know why what I did hurt you. It has to make sense to me. If I love you, I am direct with you because I want things to get worked out. Bottom line: fixing the problem, and fixing it quickly, is the goal. 

8. I always want to make the relationship better. It doesn’t mean the relationship is broken. It just means I want to make a good thing the best thing. If I tell you to try something new, I’m not trying to change who you are as a person. I’m trying to help you be the best you can be. If I didn’t care, I’d leave you to yourself.

9. I collect info over time and make general observations. If I accuse you of something and you ask for specifics, I have a hard time recalling exacts. I know something happened, I just don’t remember the trivial (to me) details. Once I generalize, I toss the details. If I do remember details, it means something is terribly wrong. (source)

Family Secrets: Chapter One

Here is chapter one of a ten part AU series that @stolenkissesprettyliies and I have been working on. This idea developed as we were talking about the Vanity Fair Oscar Party portrait. We have the entire story outlined and we’ll be switching off who posts each chapter. We are aiming for weekly updates (Thursdays, I guess) so, please don’t come to us and ask us when the next chapter will be up because the answer is, most likely, “Next Thursday”. Um, I think that’s it? Let us know what you think.

“As many of you know, twenty-one is an important birthday for a young woman in… our line of work. Twenty-one years ago today, on December thirteenth, my wife and I were blessed with a precious baby girl. Throughout the years, I have watched my daughter grow into a beautiful young lady. She’s gone from ribbons and curls to perfume and makeup in the blink of an eye. I am so looking forward to what else the world has in store for her. I’m so proud to call her my daughter. So, Taylor, happy birthday, princess. We love you,” Scott Swift said, raising his champagne flute into the air towards his daughter. Everyone in the room clapped and raised their glasses as well. Taylor took a dainty sip from her glass, smiling softly. Scott set his glass down as a slower song came over the speakers and Taylor stood up, meeting him on the dance floor. He pulled her into his arms and they began swaying back and forth. She could feel her mother watching them from her seat and she began glancing around the room from over her father’s shoulder so that she could see who else was looking at her.

She could physically feel the difference of the sets of eyes on her. There were the eyes of close family and close friends, who were all so proud of her and the woman she’d become. She could feel the eyes of the powerful males in the room, also filled with joy because of her, but for an entirely different reason. And, she could feel the protective gazes of the security guards who lined the room, watching for any threat of violence. That was the life of the daughter of a mob boss. Always watched and always in danger but always protected.

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Help; My wife showed me the leaked episodes of Steven Universe, pointed to Ruby and Sapphire and said “That us.”

It was cute, but now I have nothing to look forward to on Thursdays :(

INTJs in a relationship

“I don’t paint pretty pictures, I don’t write mushy love notes, I don’t want someone to gush to me about how they think I am everything they ever wanted. I want a connection. I want the mental stimulation that finding someone, who understands everything I actually am, can bring.

I use song lyrics (or quotes or many other things) written by others to help communicate emotion. Symbols are also values as they communicate a message without having to use a bunch of words. Verbal expression of feelings is difficult because I’m almost self conscious about it. It’s vocabulary I’m not used to using, and I witness others (feelers) using it in excess. I don’t want you to think I’m just throwing words around.

A relationship is an investment. I can decide quickly who will work out and who will not. I make quick judgments, and once I decide on the one who will work, I am invested. If I know a relationship is done with, I cut emotion quickly.

Try to stick to the plans we’ve made. I get disappointed when things don’t go according to plan. If we are going out on a Friday night, and we decided on pizza, I can deal with switching to Chinese. Just don’t call me Thursday afternoon and tell me you have to reschedule. If I actually like you, I would have been looking forward to it. (If I was relieved you canceled, it’s not going to work out with us anyway).

I am more sensitive than you think. I take critique well. I don’t take your criticism well. You are important and so is your opinion. You do have the ability to hurt my feelings.

Although I prefer peace, I don’t bend to make peace; I can get stubborn. I like to come to a win/win solution for us both. Loose ends bother me. I will never be coy about bringing up issues. Empathy is difficult because I can be self centered. Knowing I hurt you hurts me, but I also need to know why what I did hurt you. It has to make sense to me. If I love you, I am direct with you because I want things to get worked out. Bottom line: fixing the problem, and fixing it quickly, is the goal.

I collect info over time and make general observations. If I accuse you of something and you ask for specifics, I have a hard time recalling exacts. I know something happened, I just don’t remember the trivial (to me) details. Once I generalize, I toss the details. If I do remember details, it means something is terribly wrong.”

Spot, friggin, on.

TIBERIUS, PART *handwaves*

 inspired by pixieknight10805’s post here

warning: mentions of past trauma, emotional abuse, gaslighting, intimidation, ableism (probably), 

last time on tiberius things still made sense. NO MORE. literally i am at the point in the process where I just write random things and hope eventually i’ll be able to stitch something together that makes sense. so please don’t read this expecting any coherency whatsoever. I TRIED TO DO THE WRITING IT CHRONOLOGICALLY THING. it didn’t work out

“Okay, so here’s a question,” Tony says. “Do you even want a better hearing aid?”

Clint stares at him.

Shit, not a good question apparently.

Words start spewing out of Tony’s mouth without his consent. “I’m not being a dick! Not on purpose anyway. A lot of people have told me I need to get my head on straight, that I should figure out my life, that what I need is sedation and a day planner, and I’m sure day planners work for some people, but what works for me is Pepper and having an atypical schedule and I don’t want to fix your hearing aid if that’s not actually what will help you, because people like to demand conformity to the detriment of proficiency, which is stupid because everyone has their way and what I’m saying is I don’t want to get in the way of your way–I’m digging this hole to China if you don’t stop me,” he says and Bucky graciously puts a hand over his mouth.

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Title: Thanksgiving
Rating: PG
Summary: Phil wants to have a Thanksgiving dinner. 

Phil gets the idea in his head while they’re in the United States.

It’s such a quick trip. Fly in, smile for a camera, scribble, scribble, back on a plane. But there are enough stops along the way, enough nights in hotel rooms. They’re watching television at fuck-off-o'clock in the morning, unable to sleep, and a advert comes on. Dan’s not sure what they’re even selling but it’s a family sat around a table and Phil says, in his sleepy voice, “That seems nice.”

“Yeah. I want pie.” Dan says, but he’s not really thinking too much about it. He just usually agrees with Phil.

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Plant of the Day

Thursday 25 February 2016

The students and I had a warm welcome at Provender Nurseries, Kent, U.K., where Liz Hughes gave us a fascinating tour of this wholesale supplier of plants and how they work with landscape and garden designers. New to me was Magnolia ‘Jade Lamp’ (magnolia) which had goblet shaped flower buds that then opened to cup-shaped white flowers. The outside base of the new flower is tinged with green. Sadly this cultivar will not suit my garden as it needs some protection from strong winds and an acidic soil, but I look forward to seeing it growing in someone else’s garden soon!

Jill Raggett

Love & Misadventures: Chapter 12

Love & Misadventures, a sequel to Is this Happening?

A Harry Styles Imagine Series


HELLO! All my lovely readers! How have you all been? I’m so excited for you guys to read this chapter! Please be sure to let me know what you think of it!!! I hope you enjoy it :]

Chapter 12: Killing Me Softly

*edit thanks to sreccius​ :] i love how you brought the photo to life!

March 10th 2015

Your POV

I was panicking. Harry was pissed and had stormed out of the room, leaving me alone, when we were suppose to meet my parents in an hour.

I knew that telling him about Derek was going to set him off. I already called it, but it didn’t mean that it didn’t hurt any less that he left like that.

I refused to cry so I fought back tears as I finished getting ready. If Harry doesn’t show up to dinner, I was going to be completely crushed.

I put on some music to sooth me as I finished fixing my hair and applying make-up. I pulled out the pair of YSL booties that Harry had bought for me and slipped them on.

I looked down at my watch, it was 8:15pm. I bit my lips, scared that Harry was really going to ditch me because he was so upset.

I looked in the full length body mirror that was in front of the bed one more time before I grabbed the purple YSL tote, that Harry had also bought me, and headed towards the door.

Right as I was reaching for the handle, I saw it jiggling; the door opened to reveal a very apologetic Harry.

“Y/N… you look amazing.” He said as his eyes slowly moved up and down.

“Thank you…” I blinked rapidly fighting back the tears yet again. I was so happy that he came back.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have just left like that, I just really needed some air and to think… I know it’s not your fault that he likes you.” Harry wrapped his arms around me as the door closed behind him.

“It doesn’t matter anymore, I’m just so glad that you came back and that you’re here with me.”

“Of course, I wouldn’t let you down like that…” He pulled away and lifted my face up towards his and placed a kiss on my lips.

“I promise I’ll make it up to you tonight,” He winked as he pulled open the door.

I giggled as I walked out, I looked up to see that Niall and Madeline were also in the hall, a few feet in front of us.

“Oy, oy!” Niall holler at us.

“Oh my god! I love your boots Y/N and when did you get your purse?!” Madeline gasped as she picked up the tote that was dangling from my arm.

“Harry bought it for me last month when he was in New York visiting.”

“Dannnnngggggggggg pulling out the big bucks Styles?” She teased him.

“There’s no price tag when it comes to making Y/N happy.” Harry grinned as we all continued walking towards the elevator.

“Ew get out of here with that mate!” Niall shoved Harry playfully.

At 8:30 sharp, our parents arrived and we briefly said hellos and introduced the guys. Niall was freaking out while the three of us were just a little nervous. 

The hostess sat the 8 of us down at a large rectangular table, handing us each a menu and laying our napkins in our laps.

Let me paint you a brief picture: We were sitting in the middle of a very nice modern style restaurant, which was dimly lit and the ceilings were at least 50 feet above us. My dad and Aaron both sat at the ends of the table. Lisa, Niall and Madeline were on one side of the table while my mom, Harry and I were sitting across from them.

“So Niall, Harry, we are so excited to see you young men perform tomorrow night!” Lisa squealed.

“Oh thank you, I really hope you enjoy it.” Harry nodded and smiled at Lisa.

“I requested four VIP tickets for you, if that’s okay, Madeline and Y/N are going to be standing in the front and I didn’t think you would want to stand with thousands of screaming girls.” Harry put down his menu when he spoke.

“Oh yeah I definitely don’t want that!” My mom laughed.

“It’s been a while since I’ve been to a concert…” Aaron began, “The last time I went was to see The Rolling Stones and even that was a few years ago…”

“That was a great concert!” My dad pointed at Aaron as he nodded in agreement.

“Oh! Niall and Harry performed with Ronnie Wood last year!” Madeline said excitedly.

All of our parents eyes widen for a second as they were surprised, they looked each other and nodded their heads.

“Did you now? I’ve got to see a video of that performance!” Aaron seemed impressed as he looked at Niall, who looked like he was sweating bullets from where I was sitting, but I saw Madeline lace her hand in his to calm him down. “What did that feel like?”

“Ye-yes sir. It was probably my favorite performance yet. Unforgettable. He’s a legend.” Niall managed to say.

Harry and I looked at each other trying not to laugh; we knew exactly how he felt. I looked over at my dad to see that he was also impressed.

The waitress came to introduce herself, bringing us complimentary wine bottles as the chef at the restaurant was actually a fan of Lisa, himself. He had came and introduced himself and felt honored that such a ‘great’ group of guests were at his restaurant tonight.

As predicted, both of our mothers asked our boyfriends non-stop questions all through dinner as our dad’s made comments and remarks. It was actually going quite well, Harry even cracked a joke that made them all laugh. Niall just shook his head in disbelief that they were actually amused.

“So I heard you boys play a bit of golf or did I hear wrong?” My dad finally asked them a question.

“Yes, we love it!” Harry nodded.

“We actually brought our clubs along, how about we play some golf the day after your concert? Y/N told us you aren’t going to head to Bangkok until Friday.”

“I would love too!” Niall said excitedly, “I haven’t played in a while, so excuse me if I’m terrible!”

“We actually played with Oliver back in December and he beat our asses!” Aaron shook his head as he chuckled.

“Oliver? Oliver plays?” Harry cocked his eyebrow.

“Oh yeah! He was a junior champion in high school and turned down going pro for school but he’s starting to practice again because he said he missed competing.” Madeline hummed.

“That’s excellent! Good for him!” My dad dipped his head for another bite.

I immediately placed my hand on Harry’s thigh to remind him not to overthink.

He knew what was going through my mind and smiled at me, as he reached for my hand and squeezed it, assuring me he was fine.

After we finished dinner, my dad decided to make a toast, “To our lovely daughters, this vacation, and to the men that seem to have stole their hearts…”

Harry, Niall, Madeline and I all exchanged looks.

I was shocked that my dad was actually, happy for… us.

“And who I look forward to handing their asses to them on Thursday.”

We all laughed as my dad finished his toast and took a sip of our wine.

“I look forward to it too! Thank you so much for having dinner with us tonight,” Niall said after he set his wine glass down.

Did I mention those cheeky bastards paid for our entire meal without us even knowing?! Apparently they already told the owner in advance that they were going to pay and not to accept payment from my parents.

After dinner, our parents had plans to go to a bar in the city that was having some kind of show, while we decided to meet up the rest of the guys at a club for an hour or so.

Our dad’s were pretty impressed with our boyfriends, which warmed my heart to see my dad actually give Harry a hug before we parted ways, maybe it was the red wine. Whatever it was, I wasn’t going to complain. I was delighted that my dad was finally beginning to accept Harry.

- - - - -

Derek’s POV

“You’re going to where?” I couldn’t believe what Elsa was saying over the phone, it was a little past 8am and I had just got to work.

“I’m going to Singapore… with Nadine… we’re packing… right now.” I heard her say breathlessly.

“Elsa… I don’t get it… that’s a 22 hour flight.” I scratched the side of my head as I was going over some paperwork at my office as I listened to her.

“Well she wants to visit Harry, she promised him she would see one of his concerts.”

“Harry… as in Harry Styles?” I was so confused, her best friend is flying half way across the world for that kid? 

But that’s Y/N’s boyfriend, why the hell is she going there to visit him?

I opened safari on my Mac PC and typed in ‘Harry Styles Singapore’ and articles of him being spotted with Y/N were the top results of today.

“Yeah.” She mumbled as I heard her moving around, I assumed she was packing.

“Why doesn’t she just wait until he’s here in the U.S.?” I scrolled through pictures to see that they were recently at breakfast together at the hotel they were staying at.

“Because we don’t know if we will have time off when he’s here, we have a week off so why not?” She shot me a little attitude but I ignored it, too early to argue.

I really wanted to see Y/N since I still couldn’t remember for the life of me everything I said to her that night that I blacked out.

I looked up at the world clocks that were hanging on the wall in my office and I quickly looked over to see that it was about 9pm in Singapore. If we left by noon, then we would get to Singapore at night of the 11th with my jet.

“Did you get tickets yet? Why don’t we just go on my jet?” I said as I looked over at my stack of papers on my desk.

“We?” Elsa voice cracked.

“Yeah, I just have a lot of paper work to do this week, so I’ll just bring it along, if you girls don’t want to deal with the hassle of the airport, baggage claim, etc. Why don’t we just take my jet? Plus it’s faster.”

Elsa was quiet for a minute. 

I looked down at my phone, “Hello?”

She had probably put me on hold. I continued scrolling through the pictures that fans had tweeted of Harry and Y/N, she looked absolutely beautiful in that dress. 

What the hell is wrong with me?

I shook my head as I closed out the window.

“Derek?” I finally heard her voice after about 30 seconds.

“Still here, babe.”

Yeah, Nadine said she really appreciates it and so do I… Thank you.”

“Of course, why don’t you girls finish packing and meet me at my studio in a few hours? If you get there before me, can you start packing for me babe?”

“Yeah, of course.”

“See you soon, baby.”

- - - - -

“I’m so tired…” I yawned as I climbed in bed next to Harry, who was shirtless.

He held out his arms as I nestled myself in them. Harry was streaming FRIENDS from the iPad I bought him to the TV in our room. It was one of my favorite episodes, The One with the Proposal, Part 2.

As Monica was beginning to propose to Chandler, Harry and I heard really loud moaning and grunting on the other side of our wall.

“Are you kidding me?” I looked up at Harry.

“Oh my god.” Harry covered his face

We heard the bed bang against the wall rhythmically a few times.

“OH MY GOD THAT’S MADELINE-” I covered my face this time.

“AND NIALL!” Harry and I bursted into laughter. Harry grabbed the T.V. remote and turned up the volume.

But we could still hear the moans! We swore they got louder as well, because then we heard a faint scream.

After a few minutes, Harry flipped his body over on top of mine and looked into my eyes as he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth.

“Oh dear god Harry, are you turned on?” I giggled as I looked up at him.

“Maybe… or maybe I just want to see if I can make you scream louder.” He said right before dipped his head between my neck and shoulder and started leaving a trail of wet kisses from one side of the other.

“Of course you can,” I placed my hand on his cheek and pulled his lips down to mine.

Harry and I went for two back to back, crazy, rough and passionate rounds before we both passed out in each other’s arms.

March 11th 2015

Your POV

The next morning, Madeline and I joined the guys for breakfast before they had to go and prepare for their concert tonight, while we spend time with our parents.

“So the funniest thing… I had the hardest time sleeping last night…” Louis began after we were served, putting pepper on his eggs. 

Zayn let out a little laugh as he took a bite of his french toast.

I immediately stiffen and so did Madeline, who was sitting next to me, shaking salt into her omelette.

“I hardly got any sleep.” Niall yawned as he stretched his hands over his head, being completely oblivious to the conversation that was about to happen.

“Oh trust me, we know.” Liam chuckled.

I looked over at Harry who was blushing, trying not to laugh, as he stuffed his mouth with cereal.

“I’m just curious,” Louis’ words made me look up, “Were you four having a screaming match?”

“LOUIS!” Harry took a biscuit and threw it at him, he dodged it and it landed in Liam’s lap.

“Oh god. Oh… god…” Madeline was muttering to herself, turning bright red.

Zayn brushed his hair back with his fingers, “I got so… frustrated, hearing all that noise that I had to call Perrie,” Zayn raised his eyebrows, “If you catch my drift,” and winked at me.

“Oh god Zayn please,” I begged.

“I don’t know which one of you it was but it sounded like someone was being murdered for a few minutes.”  Liam said nonchalantly.

A light bulb finally click in Niall’s head, “OH FUCK YOU GUYS HEARD US?!”

Then all seven of us erupted into laughter as the boys all threw something at Niall.

- - - - -

After a fun day of exploring Singapore with our parents, Harry and Niall had left our six VIP tickets and backstage passes for us when I went back to the hotel to shower and change for the concert. At 6pm we were all escorted to the stadium by One Direction’s security team, Harry insisted for this.

When we arrived, our parents were impressed that the entire stadium was completely full.

“WOW. One Direction must be good, look at this crowd!” Aaron scanned the stadium from the VIP section as we watched 5 Seconds of Summer performed.

My dad handed Aaron a glass of scotch as he joined him in scanning the crowd, “Well that’s why I had told our UK branch to reach out to them and record their music videos under Sony.”

“They are a sensation!” My mom said as she and Lisa shared a set of earphones, while watching their ‘Night Changes’ music video.

“The dark haired one is so handsome!” Lisa squealed.

Madeline and I just shook our heads, I kissed my mom and dad on the cheek, “You guys enjoy yourselves here in this air condition, we’ll come back in the middle of the concert! We’re going to go backstage!” 

Madeline and I were escorted by security backstage, as we walked around the stadium a lot of people recognized us and snapped pictures. Madeline and I just laughed, we knew that the 1D fandom was about to lose it over twitter.

When we finally got backstage, we saw that Lou was working on Niall’s hair.

“Hi Lou! Niall!” I waved then went to find Harry.

“Lou! You haven’t met my lady, this is Madeline. Madeline this is Lou, the best stylist ever.” He introduced them.

“Nice to meet you! I love your hair and make up!” Madeline said as she shook her hand.

“I LOVE your dress! Who’s it by?”

“Madeline! It’s by Madeline, she made it herself!” Niall proudly said as he kissed the top of her hand.

“Hey Louis! Hey Zayn!” I gave them both a hug. I smiled when I looked behind them I saw the back of Harry’s head. He was talking to someone but I couldn’t see who it was.

“Y/N!” I heard my name being called. I furrowed my eyebrows. I recognize that voice.

I whipped my head around to see Derek and Elsa, holding hands as they walked towards me.

“What the fuc-” I muttered under my breath.

“What are you guys doing here?” I forced a smile as I waved at them.

“Oh! Nadine promised Harry she would come to a show so we decided to surprise him.” Elsa threw me a fake smile, I could see right through her.

What did she just say?

“Nadine?” I turned back around to see Harry standing directly behind me.

“Sorry, no, I’m Harry.” He grinned down at me and lightly kissed my lips.

“Hi there!” Nadine peeked out from behind Harry.

What the fuck is she surprising Harry for? 

I shot Madeline a look from across the room and she shrugged as her eyebrows raised.

Madeline and Niall exchanged looks of confusion before they joined us.

Just then 5 Seconds of Summer bursted through the room, breaking the tension.

“HOLY SHIT! I LOVED THIS CROWD!” Michael jumped around.

“I thought Tokyo’s crowd was awesome! This was even more awesome!” Ashton said as he ran through the room holding up his drum sticks.

“Oy! You’re gonna poke somebody’s eye out mate!” Louis shouted at him.

“IT WAS UNBELIEVABLE!!!” Calum shouted as he ran through the the room going straight for Niall, tackling him.

“I know the feeling!” Niall finally held Calum away at arms length, laughing.

Luke walked in last with a huge grin and sweat dripping down his face. His manager handed him a towel and he wiped his forehead and face as he walked over to us.

Liam finally came into the room, probably from changing clothes.

“Whoa! Where did all these people come from?” His eyes scanned the room at all of us.

I quickly skipped over and gave him a hug, “Good luck tonight!”

“Thanks,” He smiled back at me then whispered, “What’s Derek, Nadine and Elsa doing here?”

“Honestly, I was wondering the same thing,” I pursed my lips.

“Guys!” Harry waved me over to him, “This is my girlfriend Y/N.”

“Oh yeah! This is my girlfriend Madeline!” Niall also introduce her.

“Girls this is Michael, Ashton, Calum and Luke.” Harry pointed at each of them.

“Nice to meet you girls!” Ashton smiled as he pulled off his bandana. 

Luke shook both of our hands, “Great to meet the ladies that stole our boys’ hearts.’

“WOW! So the rumors are true! All of One Direction is officially off the market!!!” Michael teased.

“Yeah… I guess they are true!” Niall blushed as he held Madeline’s hand.

“Dang, your girlfriends are really pretty…” Calum began, “What are you two doing with these ugly guys?!” He pointed at Niall and Harry with both his fingers.

“HEY!!!” Harry’s face immediately dropped from a smile to a frown. 

Madeline and I laughed as we watched Harry’s reaction.

I heard Elsa cough, I looked over to see her and Nadine standing awkwardly next to each other while Derek was no where to be seen.

“Oh guys, this is Nadine, one of my good friends and her friend Elsa.” Harry kindly introduced the girls to guys.

Calum and Ashton both blushed as they shook hands with the pair of models.

Michael and Luke however, didn’t seem phased and just smiled at them.

“ONE DIRECTION, GET READY TO GET ON STAGE, IT’S 8:20! YOU’RE LATE!” The stage manager yelled.

“They’re always late.” Madeline and I said at the same time and of course, fist bumped, as we both giggled.

Harry gave me a kiss, “I have to change, enjoy the show okay!”

Niall did the same with Madeline then went to grab a guitar.

“You girls all enjoy the show, have fun!” Liam waved at us.

Zayn and Louis gave us both hugs and then waved at Nadine and Elsa before they headed under the stage.

“Are you girls watching from the front stage or VIP?” Derek finally emerged from no where.

“Where did you disappear too?” Madeline asked.

“Oh had to take a phone call for work,” Derek smiled as he placed his arm around Elsa’s shoulder.

“We are going to stand in the front for a little bit then join our parents in VIP towards the middle of the concert.” I smiled at Derek, I shouldn’t be rude.

“Your parents are here? Really? Holy crap! Babe, I’ve got to go say hi, that would be so rude of me if I don’t!” Derek looked down at Elsa.

“Okay, go ahead, Nadine and I will join you later.” Elsa gave him kiss on the cheek.

“See you girls, later.” He waved at us then headed off as Madeline and I headed out as well.

“We wanted to watch the beginning of the concert down here too!” Elsa said as she followed us out of the backstage area and to the front.

I looked at Madeline, not wanting to ask the obvious question, but I knew she would.

“So why did you girls decide to come here all of a sudden?” She turned her head over her shoulder.

“Oh I just wanted to come show my support.” Nadine said from behind me.

“Actually, Harry called Nadine yesterday all upset about something so she came here to see if he was okay,” Elsa said oh-so-matter-of-factly.

My jaw dropped as I looked at Madeline, we shot each other the same ‘what-the-fuck’ look.

The entire concert, I was just racking my brain through everything that happened the day before. I was pissed to the point where I couldn’t even enjoy it.

So he left me alone to fucking call Nadine?

He called NADINE instead of talking to ME about it?

Are you fucking serious?


He called her to fucking vent about ME and he couldn’t even stay and TALK to me?!

Madeline knew I was really upset and asked if I wanted to go to the VIP instead of stay front stage.

“Yeah let’s go, I don’t want to be around Nadine right now,” I whispered into her ear.

We left in the middle of ‘Ready to Run’ and by the time we reached VIP, ‘Better Than Words’ was already halfway through.

Our parents and Derek were actually standing, watching and listening when walked up to them.

“Hey girls! Wow they are really great! I love all of them!” My mom hugged me excitedly, she was holding her phone which had the lyrics to ‘Better Than Words’ loaded. I was pretending to be fine so that my parents wouldn’t worry.

“I just love that boy Zayn!” Lisa was actually recording the concert.

Madeline and I laughed, proud that we had turn our moms into fans.

“I gotta hand it to you Madeline, that boyfriend of yours can play the guitar pretty well.” Aaron threw his arm around her shoulder as we all watched them.

“Duh Dad…” She kissed him on the cheek.

During ‘Don’t Forget Where You Belong,’ the entire audience had apparently, decide to do something for the boys, they held up plastic flags just like they did during the ‘Where We Are’ Tour. I couldn’t make out everything that was said until one of the camera’s had blown up on the big screen and was slowly showing us what the boys’ were seeing.

‘WE ‘heart’ 1D’ was the top section of the stadium with the top half of British flag in the background.

‘THANK YOU’ was what was spelled out at the bottom section with the bottom half of the British flag in the background.

While the floor seats held up a ton of Ireland’s flags. It was absolutely breathtaking. We could see on each of the boys’ faces that they were blown away and in awe of the crowd.

Madeline and I teared up a little, we were so proud of our boyfriends. Even though I was super pissed at Harry, my heart still swelled up knowing how many lives their music has touched and perhaps even saved. Even our parents were speechless.

My dad, Aaron and Derek started talking during ‘Little Things’ so I shooed them to the other side of the room.

My mother leaned her head against my shoulder during Harry’s solo, “I can tell how much he loves you, baby.”

“Really?” I pressed my lips together. 

“Are you kidding me?” My mother picked up her head and looked at me, “That boy never takes his eyes off of you. It’s like he’s drawn to you.“ 

Yeah well he sure knows how to piss me off.

During ‘Night Changes,’ Madeline’s mom went a little crazy, she absolutely loved the song, probably because it was the only one she knew. She and my mother hooked arms and sang along like a pair of teenagers.

“Shit, is that going to be us in 15 or 20 years?!” Madeline came next to me.

“Probably.” I smiled back at her.

She pulled out her phone and forced me to take a few selfies with her, and then our moms

In the middle of Alive, Derek tapped me on the shoulder, “Hey can we talk Y/N?”

My dad and Aaron came back and joined their wives and swayed along to the music.

“Sure.” I nodded and followed him out of VIP and to the middle of the hall.

“I feel like I should apologize for the other night,” Derek faced me.

“Do you even remember everything you said?” I looked up at him.

“No, not really…” He shook his head and sucked his lips into his mouth.

“Well if you don’t remember then I can’t really be upset.” I shrugged and turned to head back inside.

He held out his arm to stop me, “Wait but that’s the thing… I want to know what I said to upset you.” 

“Derek, I don’t really want to repeat it because it’s going to just make things really awkward and I don’t want our friendship to be ruined.”

“I told you didn’t I?” Derek tiled his head back and rubbed his face with both hands.

I didn’t say anything because I saw Nadine and Elsa walking towards us.

“Derek, shut up, it’s fine.” I quietly said.

But of course, Derek being the way that he is, wouldn’t stop and rose his voice in frustration, “No it’s not fine! I should have never told you that I was in love with you.”

Elsa stopped completely in her tracks as Nadine just stared at us wide-eyed.

I just brought my hand to my face and then turned around and walked back into the VIP room.

“Oh shit,” I heard Derek say right before I got out of ear shot.

- - - - -

Derek’s POV

“Elsa! Elsa! Wait!” I ran past Nadine as I chased after my girlfriend.

I followed her out the back door of the stadium as she ran out to our car that was parked in a private lot.


She finally stopped and tried to pull the car door open but it was locked.

“OPEN IT DEREK! I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!” Tears were streaming down her face as she shouted.

“Elsa, please! Let me explain!” I tried to put my hands on her arms.


“Okay! Okay!” Pulled out the keys from my pocket and unlocked it and she immediately crawled in the back seat and I followed her in.

Elsa dropped her face in her hands as she sobbed.

“I can’t believe it’s true!“ 

“Elsa… I’m sorry. I love you-”

“No! Don’t you dare tell me you love me when I just heard you admit that you love someone else! Fuck you Derek!”

“Elsa, I do love you, it’s just- I…”

“You’re a fucking jerk! I tried my best to make this work, I did everything I can to make you happy, I never hovered, I never clung on to you, I let you fly back and forth between New York and L.A. without complaining for a whole year,” She wiped the tears from her face as more kept falling, “WE JUST CELEBRATED OUR ONE YEAR TOGETHER for FUCK’S SAKE and then- then you go and fall in love with your childhood best friend the minute she walks back into your life after 8 years!”

“Elsa I’m sorry! I do love you okay, that’s why I tried… you can’t tell me I didn’t try!” I reached for her.

“Oh please!” She shoved me away from her when I tried to hug her.


“NO! Do NOT baby me!” She held a finger up to my face as she sobbed into her other hand.

“Elsa, what do you want me to say? What can I say to make you feel better?”

“Tell me you’re never going to see her again! Tell me you’re going to stop being friends with her and focus on US.”

I froze. I lost Y/N for 8 years and stayed away from her… was I ready to give her up for Elsa…?

- - - - -

Harry’s POV

I was pretty damn annoyed that Derek had the fucking audacity to show up to my concert. I tried to play it cool and not make a big deal because I already blew up so many times, plus Y/N’s parents were here; I didn’t want to give them a bad impression of me.

The concert was a blast, like always, I was actually more nervous than ever knowing that Y/N’s parents were watching me perform. She’s an amazing musician and has a great voice, so I wanted to impress them.

After the concert all of us, including the boys from 5 Seconds of Summer, went up to VIP section to greet some fans and to meet Y/N’s parents.

“Harry! You were wonderful tonight! I absolutely loved it!” Y/M’s/F/N had hugged me as soon as she saw me.

“Thank you so much, that means a lot to me!” I chuckled as I put my arm around Y/N’s shoulder.

“Harry, I love your voice, it was-Oh my god, oh my god… There he is…” Lisa started freaking out when Zayn walked in the room.

Madeline and Y/N shook their heads as we watched Madeline’s mom blush.

“Really Lisa…? Really?” Aaron shook his head as he watched his wife fangirl over a boy half his age.

“What?! Did you not hear him tonight?!” She hissed.

I let out a deep laugh, “Zayn! Louis! Liam!”

The three guys said their goodbyes to some fans and walked over.

Y/N spoke first, “Zayn, Louis, Liam, these are my parents Y/F’s/F/N and Y/M’s/F/N.”

“And these are my parents, Aaron and Lisa.” Madeline gestured at her parents.

“Thank you so much for coming to see us!” Zayn smiled as he shook hands with their parents.

Which made both their mothers squeal and their fathers shake their heads in embarrassment. 

“What did you honestly think about the show?” Liam asked them.

“It was very impressive. I can see why you guys have so many fans.” Y/F’s/F/N held up his glass for approval.

“It was amazing!!!” Lisa and Y/M’s/F/N said at the same time.

“I swear they are the older version of Y/N and Madeline…” Louis whispered to us.

“I was very impressed with Niall.” Aaron said.

“You were?!” Niall popped out of no where and scared all of us.

“Yeah, I am, you did a great job, although, I could’ve done without all the rump shaking.” Aaron teased.

Niall Horan officially turned into a cherry and hid his face behind Madeline’s back.

- - - - -

We finally got back to the hotel around midnight, I could tell that something was wrong with Y/N after the concert but I didn’t want to ask or cause a scene so I waited until we were finally in the privacy of our rooms.

I turned on the T.V. after I stripped off my clothes and waited for her to finish her nightly routine.

“Are you okay? Is something bothering you love?” I asked her when she came out of the bathroom, dressed her a tank top and shorts.

“Yeah. I’m actually pissed off at you so I think I’m going to sleep on the couch tonight.“ 

“Wait, what?” I turned my head in her direction to see her grabbing a pillow and I immediately reached over and grabbed her arm.

“Why are you mad? I don’t know what I’ve done wrong…” I looked in her eyes.

“Well why don’t you just go talk to Nadine about it?” She huffed as she walked out into the living room.

I groaned, what the hell is she talking about?

I swung my feet off the bed and walked into the living room in my briefs and a tank top. I saw her scrolling through her phone as she laid across the couch.

“Y/N. Talk to me, I don’t like it when you’re upset at me.” I pleaded as I sat down on the table in front of her.

“Now you want to talk to me? You didn’t fucking want to talk to me yesterday when I told you about Derek. Instead you called Nadine and told her all about it instead? What the fuck ever.” She scoffed as she put down her phone and sat up.

I was completely caught off guard. 

“Wait, what?” I scratched the side of my head.

“You. Called. Nadine. Last. Night.” She articulated every word with a low voice.

“How did you- did she tell you?” I furrowed my eyebrows, I thought I could trust Nadine.

“No, Elsa did. Which by the way she’s completely rude and conniving. I know she told me on purpose to set me off.”

Wait. What?

“Elsa told you…? So Elsa knows about Derek liking you?”

Where WAS Derek and Elsa? I didn’t see them after the concert, I just realized that.

“Yeah! But who cares about them?” She held her arms out, palms facing upward.

“I’m more concerned about why the hell you couldn’t come talk to ME, YOUR GIRLFRIEND… about the situation, but you can go easily run to another woman and talk to her about how you feel? Instead of telling me yourself? You can vent and rant to her all about me? How the hell do you think that makes me feel?”

“I didn’t want to argue with you! We’ve argued so many times about it already, I wanted to avoid another one so I went to Nadine for some comfort.” I tried to explain, I felt like complete shit seeing her crying and hurt.

“Comfort?” She immediately stood up and went into the bedroom.

Poor choice of words, that was the wrong word to use.

I stood up and followed her into the room to see her go in the bathroom.

“Not comfort, but just to vent…” I began but trailed off as I saw her throw all her stuff into her trunk.

What is she doing? I felt my heart race.

“Comfort, vent, talk, hang out, do whatever you want with her Harry.”

She sniffled as she started gathering all of her stuff around the room and throwing it in her trunk, completely unorganized.

“Are you- are you packing?” I felt my stomach drop.

My eyes followed her every move from one side of the room to the other as she grabbed everything that was hers.

She didn’t say anything.

“Are you leaving?” I was getting scared, I felt my heart racing.

I gently grabbed her arm and made her look at me, tears were falling down her cheek as she looked up into my eyes. I could tell she was really hurt.

“I’m not doing this anymore Harry.” She softly spoke as she tried to pull away from my grip.

“Not doing what…?” I searched her eyes, not expecting the next words to come out of her mouth.

She looked down and whispered, “Let’s just break up, okay?”

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Michael Monday smut- benefits

 Pairing: Michael x reader
Author: Maxie
A/N: today is about Michael! Request awayy
Word count: 654
  The taste of salt filled my mouth as I bounced up and down Michael’s shaft. Our moans filled the room with sounds of skin on skin and curse words freely falling from Michaels bruised lips. “Shit Y/N just like that. Just like that” Michaels eyes rolled back in his head and he held onto my hips tighter, pushing me up and down faster. His left palm caressed my breast and his fingers toyed with the nipple,squeezing every so often. “Oh shit, I’m cumming” Michael moaned loudly, his seed filling the barrier between us two and I collapsed on top of him exhausted. This wasn’t the first time he called me up for sex. It was a regular thing between us two now.
   Seven months ago, I was attending a college for cosmetology. I was more of a busy bee and a dedicated student, nobody could get into my way of work. I loved make up, it was something I have always enjoyed playing around with and my parents knew right away that’s where I would want to be. Mondays through Thursdays I’d take my classes, which in my opinion was easy. Hands on was the best, we’d get tipped if the person liked it, which was a great thing since we done this for free as students. I had always loved bright colours and different hair styles, my Barbie’s usually ended up with bright marker in their hair and lipstick on their faces. Friday was the day I looked forward to: testing out our skills. We were allowed to go into a hair salon and learn by the owners showing us and letting us help in. Friday was a just one night away and I was stoked! I sat up,braiding the manikin head’s hair over and over, that was provided by my school.

I was anticipated and was ready to show off my new skill of doing a waterfall braid and dip dying. I finally fell asleep close to midnight and got ready the next morning at five A.M. The day went well, towards the end a young boy with black hair and pierced ears walked inside. “I have an appointment to get my hair dyed” his Australian accent bubbled as a male worker directed him to a chair. I as called over to dye his hair orange with white tips. Approaching him, he had an eyebrow piercing also. “Hello, I’m Michael” he smiled at me. “I’m Y/N. I’ll be doing your hair today, if you have any questions just feel free to ask me”. I finished dying his hair and it looked great. We chatted for a while and he seemed really nice. Michael stood up and hugged me, heading towards the door. “Wait, Y/N. Meet me down at the café when you’re done with your work?” “Of course”
Over the course of months, Michael and I grew closer. Michael and I both had gotten into relationships and partnerships with other people. Mine didn’t really go so well where I had to finish my classes. As for Michael, he was in a steady relationship. Over the time I knew I liked him and it was kinda aggravating really. We went to a wedding of a friend of ours and we were both drunk, woke up in the sheets naked the next morning. I guess that’s how we ended up being benefits of each others sexual needs.
Michael grunted and pushed himself further inside of me, his thrusting becoming  uneven as he hit his high, spilling inside of me. I came soon after and leaned backward, letting out a loud moan. “Y/N will you stay the night?” Michael asked quietly. “What about your girlfriend?” I looked down at his face. Sweat beaded on his forehead and clumps of hair stuck to his face. “I uh broke up with her a few weeks ago because I really like you”.

We are excited for New York Comic Con this week! As previously stated, this will likely be our last big panel for Korra ever. EVAR!!! Janet Varney (Korra), David Faustino (Mako), and PJ Byrne (Bolin) will be joining us for the fun on Thursday, October 9th, at 5:15pm at the Empire Stage.

Mike and I will be doing a signing on Friday, October 10th, 11:00am to 1:00pm at the Dark Horse booth.

Looking forward to seeing you there!

Introducing the Phandom Study Buddy!

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Are you you enrolled in education classes and need extra help with your studies? Are you planning on going back to school and need an extra push from time to time? Do you find it difficult to finish homework or actually get down to work? Have you ever wanted to learn another language?


We at phandomstudybuddy want to make learning enjoyable again! We understand how stressful and intimidating school and seeking extra help can be and so we are launching a completely free tool for you to use that is 100% online.

This blog will be made for students and run by students or recent graduates. The aim is to be as universal as possible, including everyone from around the world. No matter what language you speak or course you need, we’ll have it! If we don’t, we’ll find out how to get it!

It’s not just for the Phandom either, anyone who could use some help with their studies is very welcome!

What we will provide

The blog breaks down into three sections: tutoring, study groups, and language exchange.


There will be rolling applications for both tutors and tutees. You will be matched with someone based on your country, language, age/grade level and area of study. Tutors and tutees, once paired together, will decide on their own how often they want to meet and what will work best for them. If at any point in time the relationship feels like it won’t work out, you may contact us to be paired again.

Study Groups

You can request a study group by filling out a study group request form. A group of approximately 5-10 people (exact number depending on amount of requests), will be grouped to come together to study and work together for as long as they need. Study groups will not have a tutor. It will be entirely run by students and is designed for those who work better in groups than alone.

Language Exchange

If you’ve ever tried to learn a language, you’ll know that the best way to learn is to speak it. You will be paired with someone who speaks the language you want to learn and they in turn will learn your language from you. This feature is not yet available, but we will make an announcement once it is.


The blog has three levels of leadership as well. This system is in place to ensure everything runs smoothly and everyone has a voice. Besides tutors and tutees there are Tutor Captains, General Tutors (GTs) and Admins.

Jobs of leadership are subject to change as the blog progresses. Remember, we are a brand new blog so there may be some rough spots. 

Tutor Captains

Captains are ultimately like your embassy. There will be one captain for every country, more if there is a larger amount of people from one country.  All tutors and tutees will be divided by country to ensure someone is in place who understands the system and can answer questions. Captains are who you go to when you feel representation for your country or region is missing. They will also aid in placing tutors as needed. Think of this position as a Supervisor. If you wish to apply for this position, visit our blog and look below for more details. 

General Tutors (GTs)

General Tutors will be tutors who are on the blog itself. They are all over the age of 18 and either in University or graduates. They will answer very general study questions and post information on various topics. They will keep the general population informed so even if you don’t need our resources, you can still improve your knowledge by following us. Think of this position as a Store Manager. If you wish to apply for this position, visit our blog and look below for more detail. 


Admins oversee everything on the blog and make sure it runs smoothly. They track applications and pair tutors and students. They make study groups and do check ins with GTs, Captains and their tutors, and tutees. Think of this position as Corporate. These positions are currently filled. 

For more in-depth information, please visit our blog. Read below the cut to meet the admins of the blog and learn of important upcoming dates and how you can get involved.

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