i used to be losed

I’m in the process of reorganizing some of my CC and playing Andromeda so have a picture of a sneaky looking Andy and some guy staring at his booty.

got tagged by  !

a - age: 41

b - biggest fear: it used to be being forgotten.  Now I think its losing my mind when I get old.

c - current time: 5:25p

d - drink you last had: iced tea

e - one time when we were little (somewhere belong 10 years for me) and staying at a hotel in NC, my sister woke us all up because she’d had a nightmare that elephants were on the ceiling

f - favorite song: currently thanks to an amazing vid is Casual Affair by Panic at the Disco with close follow ups by: I Will Fall For You by Sidi Larbi Cherkaoui and Woodkid, Hold My Heart by Lindsey Stirling, Back From the Dead by Skillet and I’ve had Russian by Caravan Palace playing almost constantly much to my rabbit’s disgust.

g - ghosts, are they real: I believe in souls but I don’t think you get to stick around once you’re done so not boo! ghosts.  I do believe in events traumatic enough to create echoes though so in that sense, yes.

i - in love with: a little five pound hare ball named Fizz

j - jealous of: no one really, if its something I want I either need to get it myself or else let that want go

k - killing someone: sure?  I mean, sometimes I live alone.  If someone not only breaks into my house but then into my locked bedroom I’m going to assume they’re not there to be friendly.

l - last time you cried: there was this Budweiser commercial about a puppy and some horses that rescued him from a wolf last week.  If you mean real sad tears, three years ago in December.

m - middle name: weir (its a family name that came over from Norway and got changed at Ellis Island and I’m quite proud of it.  Also its weird, so it suits)

n - number of siblings: 1

o - one wish: can I wish for a Shiro of my own?  Because that sounds good.  Otherwise I usually go with happiness. 

p - person you last called/texted: my awesome nephew.  I told him I’d pay for a costume for him if we wanted to go to a con with me this year and he finally picked one out

q - question(s) you’re always asked: at work: ‘can we date?’ and ‘why are you single?’ are the most common, at cons it’s ‘can I have a hug?’(the answer is usually yes), and day to day its ‘how do you stay so small?’

r - reasons to smile: I’m finally pretty damned comfortable with my life and myself

s - song last sung: Circle in the Sand by Belinda Carlisle (no idea, I haven’t heard it in probably years but it earwigged me at work last night)

t - time you woke up: 2 am.  Usually its 10p because I work at 11p but I’m currently on my ‘weekend’ so I get to sleep in ;)

u - underwear color: I was going to tease about not wearing any but purple

v - vacation destination: I’d like to walkabout Australia again.  Hit the Western Territory this time and go back and revist some of the places on the rest of the territories that I enjoyed last time.  I want to bring my nephews this time too.

w - worst habit: i pick at my nails and fingers if I get stressed.

x - x-rays you’ve had: ankles when I broke both of them in a car accident the week before Christmas and later for kidney stones, I think it was just a sonogram for the ovarian cyst and I don’t know what it was when they were checking my thyroid

y - your favorite food: coffee ice cream, rarely eaten but much loved and Hershey’s Dark Chocolate (my go-to comfort food), together or separate

z - zodiac sign: I’m a bull (and a bunny!)


civil war where everything is the same except team cap/team iron man are rivaling baseball teams!!! this was so fun to make like you guys don’t even KNOW, this was shamelessly inspired by sports animes

everyone gets along except steve and tony who take their rivalry too seriously

au where keith and lance meet through farmers only dot com but lance made his account as a joke and keith made his For Real

My life goal is to adapt every meme


Finally got the courage to buy new jeans today. And I went from a Juniors 15 and 17 which is probably a women’s 16. To a woman’s size 6. 😭🎉😁💪🏾 Hard work definitely pays off and I’m nowhere near done.

HW/SW: 202lbs
CW: 167lbs
GW: 145lbs
Height: 5'2

Okay I’m psyched about that line in the sneak peek about “adding mind-controlling minerals to the water supply” because it fuels my theory that gems had something to do with humankind’s ridiculous level of complacency in regards to gem stuff. How they can see a 20-foot tall monster woman bring their daughter’s friend to dinner, accept the explanation that she’s his mom, and then continue with the dinner as if nothing’s more out of the ordinary than her table manners 

And like, Ronaldo’s complete reluctance to see the CG’s as what they are? Rock people? Back in KBCW he was finding all this real evidence of real crazy things, real clues to alien conspiracies, but as soon as any of it was connected to the gems his mind would instantly drop it as “oh welp, suddenly not interesting anymore”.

It’s almost as if he has some sort of magical barrier in his mind keeping him from seeing the gems as anything but natural. 

I just figured it would have something to do with electricity, not water, after how freaked out Dewey was in Political Power about people starting to notice how Beach City is a magnet for disaster without their electronic distractions 

I always thought you were something special. But there’s nothing special about how much pain you’ve caused.

honestly every time an article references liam & cheryl meeting at xfactor WHEN HE WAS 14 and uses that clip of liam winking at her i genuinely lose like at least 8 years off my life


I have so few things to remember my family by. They took everything from us.