i use that first picture way too much

I have a lot of feelings for my dad.

Inktober 2017 day 1: The Old Hero

some-sort-of-ecologist  asked:

What's the handsomest dog you've ever seen? (Sike! It's obviously Marlo 😉😄)

Now that one is too hard. Marlo is one of the most handsome, of course, but I’ve met way too many dogs to make that decision!!

But I can tell you that, before I started this blog, I used to do “handsome dog of the day” on my Facebook. No one appreciated it as much as I hoped, so I decided to make this blog! The first handsomdogs I shared, back in 2011, were these pups:

These are the OG handsomedogs. When I would only get like 2-5 likes on these pictures I was offended! I knew there were people out there that would appreciate them!! And thus, here you all are!


Here’s another redraw! The one on the left was the first art I ever posted online, uploaded to my dA account on May 25th 2014. Back then, I didn’t have any consistent “style,” and I didn’t even have an actual drawing program, just a broken edition of GIMP. But I really wanted to draw Valkyrie from Skulduggery Pleasant, so I spent hours (mostly on the fire) until I thought it looked good enough. It’s interesting to see now how much my style has changed.

(I still don’t really understand clothing wrinkles, though)

Kissing the Shoreline [T] [12005] theroguesgambit

Stiles doesn’t want just any summer fling. He wants Derek. And Lydia is determined to help Stiles get him.


@amazingpetenclosures posted a fun “challenge”: before and after photos of your enclosure(s). I dug up as much as I could find from when I started keeping hedgehogs several years back & up until now, but unfortunately couldn’t find a picture of my first enclosure which is a cage I’ve used for multiple hedgehogs (later on mainly as a spare for rescues/rehomes).

1. Yes, I have used fleece liners with hearts on it. Just one heart actually. I made them myself and the heart wasn’t planned, but I dropped a heat lamp on the liner and I hid the ugly burned spot by sewing a heart onto it.
This was my first enclosure (the one I don’t have a better picture of). It was a simple rabbit cage, nothing special. The hoglet in the picture was my second hedgehog and the first one I tried fleece liners with. I used shavings before that but didn’t like them much. Because there was very little information in my native language on keeping hedgehogs and I didn’t know anyone in real life (besides the people I got mine from) who kept them, I started reading up on English info online (mainly from the US). Everyone was using fleece liners there so I thought that would be good for hedgehogs. If everyone’s using it (and claiming loose bedding is the devil) it’s probably gonna be good, right?

2-3. I build my own C&C cage because I wanted something bigger, didn’t have an awful lot of money for an enclosure and again I saw a lot of people in the US use this type of cage (yes, I was still very much on the US bandwagon). Honestly? I hated it. It was inconvenient, incredibly difficult to heat, and SO UGLY. There was literally NOTHING positive about this cage except for the okay size perhaps. I’m pretty big on aesthetic and this was just a huge nah. I also ditched the fleece soon after because I didn’t like it - it got smelly real fast, I hated the unnatural look, and even with an added dig box I felt like it limited my hedgehog’s natural behaviour. I guess this is the moment where I started to get my common sense back (just kidding). But really - I think it’s something a lot of new keepers (of any species) do, and it’s a logical thing to do if you don’t have a lot of experience yourself; they almost blindly follow the advice of others especially if it’s a very large group telling you something’s wrong (e.g. me using shavings at first as opposed to fleece, which I was told was Not Done And Dangerous). When I started venturing more into different hedgehog communities of other countries, I noticed huge discrepancies between care (sometimes complete opposites even). I started mixing & matching what I thought was best for my animals.
I switched to cardboard bedding called Finacard which is actually pretty nice and has always been one of my favourites (together with Back 2 Nature, which is not pictured here but what I’ve used as well).

4-5. The Ferret Nation! I went from 1 to 2 to 3 hedgehogs and a lack of floor space (for 3 enclosures) meant I had to find something I could stack. I had been dreaming of a more naturalistic approach but due to the type of cages I’d used so far I couldn’t really do anything more natural. I made an attempt with the fake plants and the wooden twigs (which I added to keep the bedding from falling out - didn’t really work. It was still quite messy).
The FN cages were okay. They were still not easy to heat, but a plus side for me was them not being very wide (so they fit right next to my desk in my bedroom) but quite deep, which meant I could fit them there while still keeping the floor space for the animals.
I’d been wanting vivs for ages but I knew it would be a waste of money to buy them now as I wouldn’t have enough room for them and I didn’t want to buy smaller ones, only to replace them later (these things are expensive).
Unfortunately it was way too messy with the loose bedding and open bars combo and I decided to temporarily switch back to fleece. Part of it was because of the mess, but also because I wanted to give fleece one more try to see if it really made a difference on the behaviour of my hedgehogs (it did - negatively, so I still don’t like it, and it is one of the worst bedding you can choose for a hedgehog imo).

6-7. Moving meant I could FINALLY get my vivs! (Bottom two are for my tenrecs, top one is for one of my hedgehogs). Waiting for them for so long actually had a positive side too, because I had plenty of time to prepare and work things out for keeping mammals bioactive: something I didn’t have experience with yet (although I did with reptiles and amphibians), and something that no one else - from what I could find, they probably exist - seemed to do. I actually managed to find one person after a while, but they sold their animal soon after so it ended up being a lot of trial and error anyway.
I can’t remember how many people told me keeping mammals in a bioactive enclosure wouldn’t be doable. I got kicked out of two bioactive Facebook groups because I mentioned mammals and it was marked as a failure immediately. Fortunately there were also enthusiastic people and some even tried it for their own mammals, and with success!
My approach to hedgehog husbandry changed a lot over the years - largely due to becoming more experienced of course, which means you can try out new things more comfortably. I mainly use science and my own common sense now. I still value the input of others of course, but I actively try to seek out questions myself and try to answer them so others might learn from it. Well, that’s what I hope anyway.
The picture on the left is how I started out with my bio vivs, still relatively unsure of what would work or not. The one on the right is 10 months later with thriving enclosures and most importantly, thriving animals! My vivs have been up and running for a year now, my animals are doing great (and I finally got that aesthetic) and I don’t think I’m ever going back.

“I liked the building, not you.” PT.4

A/N: i hope yall find this is cute af 

Paring: Shawn X Fan

Word Count: 5,003

My phone was ringing from my kitchen. Quickly I pulled up my shorts and was running for it in a struggle. Shawn’s name was plastered across the screen when I reached it and I smiled as I quickly pick it up.

“Hey!” I smiled as I place the phone on my shoulders as I did up the button on my shorts.

“Hi!” He said back through the phone and I could tell just by his voice he seemed happy.

We exchanged the quick, ‘how are you’s’ and ‘goods’ before he paused a moment.

“So… what are you doing today?” he asked, and I could hear his mischievous grin in my brain from his tone.

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I’m muzzle training my dog

I have a 130 lbs pound Komondor dog named Zeus. With his huge body, lankly legs, and pure white fur, Zeus is a showstopper. Everyone wants to meet this beautiful white beast! And for the most part, Zeus LOVES it. 

Zeus is a very trained, well-socialized dog. Zeus knows several commands, never pulls on the leash, loves kids, loves attention, ignores other dogs while on walks, and is always being praised by those who meet him. But no amount of training can prepare him for every situation or change his personality. Zeus is a nervous dog; he’s ALWAYS been that way. He’s gotten so, SO much better over the last 2 years. He used to bark and growl at strangers across the street on walks. Today in PetCo, an autistic girl came up to Zeus while I was paying. She grabbed him by the face, and kissed his nose; he stood and wagged his tail. 

Today, Zeus also snapped at a man’s face when he moved too fast. It was my fault, I let some girls pet him and take pictures with him (he seemed to soak up the attention at first). But rather suddenly we had 15 people swarming around us, asking (begging) to pet Zeus. It was understandably stressful for him, and he was on edge. A man in the crowd crouched next to Zeus to take a photo, and Zeus jumped away from him, but not before snapping his huge jaws closed just inches away from the man’s face. It was a warning, not an intent to harm. But it scared me. 

I can’t trust people will always ask to pet him, and it’s stressful for both of us to be stopped every 3 minutes by strangers with questions when we just want to go on a walk. If he bit someone, it would be over. My best friend would be put to sleep. My little sister, who uses him as a pillow when she watches TV, would lose him. My family could face a lawsuit that could take everything away from us.

I know he needs more confidence, more practice, more socialization. But how can I take him in public knowing someone might grab his face and kiss his nose while my back is turned? How is he supposed to learn how to be in public when the public and him are at odds? 

So i’m putting a muzzle on my dog for his own safety and comfort. Few people want to pet a muzzled dog, even one as beautiful and unique as Zeus. And if they do, they will sure as hell ask. And if they don’t, then they will live to remember next time. And Zeus will too. 

I’m so f****** pissed right now. All of us are constantly distracted, our monkey minds are racing non stop and we’re feeding our minds and bodies with toxic shit day in day out. We’re so damn privileged, yet most of us don’t wake up in the morning feeling truly blessed and grateful for what we have. We are so blessed to be born into circumstances other people in different parts of the world will never experience, no matter how hard they try. Most of us feel lost and are damaged in one way or the other. Numbers of people suffering from mental and physical illnesses are going through the roof. Most of us are trying to fill this screaming emptiness inside with materialistic possessions no one actually needs. At first, it looks like we’re more connected than ever, globalization leaves the impression that it brought us closer together, yet there are so many people suffering because they feel meaningless and lonely. We get into huge fights about the smallest things, we can’t seem to solve big social issues that have been around the same amount of time humans have lived on this planet. We write books and make movies about heaven and hell while we’re already living this! Heaven and hell is all around us, we just need to wake up and see that! Instead we spend billions of dollars on creating art, cars, fashion, yoga studios or holiday resorts. Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with art, music or traveling. But the price is too high to do all these things out of habit, in a mindless and wasteful way. And by the end of the day these things don’t even manage to make us happy anymore because we’re already on to the next thing. We’re insanely addicted to having more and more and more. We’re always in a rush, always trying to be somewhere else or someone else. We attack, we waste time, resources and energy non stop. If someone is outspoken about animal rights or is trying to make the world a better place, they get called a tree hugger and a “weird hippie” and is asked to stop smoking weed or drop acid, and to grow the fuck up. Meanwhile the ice is melting, trees are dying, climate is changing at a pace that leaves scientists surprised. Sure, they saw it coming, but not this quick. We’re actually close to the 6th big extinction period in the history of the earth. Let that sink in. Why isn’t everyone on their feet trying to fix this? What the fuck are we doing? Scientists say we have maybe 20 years to fix this mess we made. So what the hell are we doing? Being on tumblr, Netflix, instagram, being busy making a living, being busy caring about what others think, being busy exploiting other humans, even the people we call our “loved ones”, and of course the planet that is our home.
I stopped being a vegan because I was tired to be looked down on, I stopped being active and outspoken about environmental issues because at some point I felt like I was being annoying. And, you know, life was happening. I was doing what we’re all doing: trying to make money, trying to be okay with not being appreciated in my job, trying to be in a relationship, trying to be someone, trying to make myself happy, trying to fit in and feed this insanely flawed system. Even though I knew better, I got tired and went back to doing what everyone else is doing. I shut my mouth and made myself believe that I tried. Meanwhile I also felt like there were so many social issues that had spiraled out of control that it seemed silly to me to focus on trying to produce less trash and work towards a more environmentally friendly lifestyle. And I’m so mad at myself right now, and so mad at this whole situation. Why isn’t everyone else angry? Why are our ego driven, social problems so much more important than the massive damage we’re causing? Why aren’t we giving a shit about Mother Earth? Why is it more important to us to lose weight, look good, be liked, fit in, make no one angry, be famous, have lots of followers, fulfill our dreams? I really really don’t get it. I can’t continue to talk about these fucking small first world problems anymore, things that don’t matter the slightest when you look at the bigger picture. I was so numb and blind. It’s time to wake the fuck up. I’m not saying mental illnesses don’t matter. I’m not saying social issues aren’t real and bad. But we can do something about it, we don’t have to follow the same old patterns and routes we’ve been on for too long already. We don’t have to waste time and energy on feeling desperate, being overwhelmed and inactive. We have so much power, it’s time to use this power in a good way. I’m so tired of all these damn excuses.

“You make me the happiest guy in the world.” (Grayson)

Requested by anonymous: “Can you write an imagine describing the wedding of Y/N and Grayson, where Grayson gets teary seeing Y/N walk down the aisle?”


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Grayson’s POV

The day I met (Y/N), I knew I wanted to spend a long time with her. The day I asked her to be my girlfriend, I knew that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life. The day she said she would marry me, I knew I was the luckiest man in the world. Now, today was finally the day of our wedding, and I felt that I was just getting luckier. I was finally marrying my best friend and the girl of my dreams. I was standing in front of the mirror, adjusting my tux, when I saw Ethan walk into the dressing room.

“Hey man, how are you feeling?” He asked, placing his hands on my shoulders.

“I’m not that nervous, so, I guess that’s good, right?” I asked.

“That is good. Means you won’t trip while you’re walking down the aisle.” Ethan teased. “I know it’s bad luck for the groom to see the bride before the wedding, but I haven’t heard any superstitions regarding the best man. I went and talked to (Y/N) earlier. She’s so excited, bro. And she looks incredible.” He said.

“Ethan, it’s inappropriate for you to be gushing over my fiancé on my wedding day.” I joked.

“You know what I mean. You two are gonna be so happy together, I can tell. I’m so happy for you, man. Both of you.” He said, hugging me.

“Thank you.” I said. Just then, the officiant came into the dressing room and I followed him out to the altar. As I stood there, I looked out into the crowd, everyone already on the verge of tears. More specifically, mine and (Y/N)’s parents. I watched as the bridal party walked down the aisle, getting antsy as I waited for (Y/N) to walk through the door. Just then the wedding march began to play, everyone stood, and (Y/N) appeared in her beautiful white dress, arms linked with her dad, her bouquet in her other hand.

“Grayson, close your mouth.” I heard Ethan whisper behind me. I hadn’t realized, but my jaw had dropped almost to the floor. Who could blame me? I just laid eyes on the most beautiful girl in the world. I watched as she walked down the aisle, and I felt my eyes get watery, tears starting to fall as she got closer. Her dad placed her hand in mine and I led her the rest of the way to the altar. She passed her flowers to her maid of honor and placed her hands on my cheeks, wiping away my tears and smiling at me.

“I love you.” She mouthed. The officiant began the ceremony and I couldn’t keep my eyes off (Y/N). All I could think about was how amazing she looked and how lucky I was to be marrying someone as beautiful as her. I couldn’t believe this was actually happening.

The ceremony went on, we exchanged our vows, and we were officially pronounced man and wife.

“You may now kiss the bride.”

“Finally.” I sighed, placing my hands on either side of (Y/N)’s face, pressing my lips to hers. Everyone erupted in cheers and I noticed a ton of camera flashes going off as we shared our first kiss as husband and wife.

“I love you so much, Grayson.” She smiled.

“I love you too baby.” I said, kissing her again.

“Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you, Mr. and Mrs. Grayson Bailey Dolan.” The officiant announced as (Y/N) and I walked down the aisle and out of the room. As everyone left for the reception, we stayed back to take pictures. Some with our families, the bridal party, and just the two of us together. After all the pictures were taken, (Y/N) and I made our way to the reception hall.

The rest of the night was an absolute blast as we spent it celebrating our marriage. We danced, we drank, we cried a little bit, but all in all it was an amazing night.

I watched Ethan as he walked up to the DJ booth, taking the mic, preparing for his best man speech.

“Hi everyone. Um, I’m not usually one for speeches, but Grayson is my brother, and I’m a nice person, so here I go,” he began, causing everyone to laugh. “First off, I just wanna give a shout out to my parents, for giving me the opportunity to grow up with my best friend by my side every day. I don’t know what I’d do without Grayson, but I’m beyond thankful for him. Secondly, I wanna thank (Y/N) for making him happier than anyone else ever has. I’ve never seen him more in love with anyone, or anything, for that matter, than he is with (Y/N). You and him are so beautiful together, and it makes me happy to see you both so happy together. I wish you both nothing but years and years of love and happiness.” He said, raising his glass.

“Here, here!” I cheered, clinking glasses with (Y/N).

“Oh, also, can I please please pleeeeease request a little niece or nephew sometime soon.” He laughed before giving the microphone back to the DJ.

I walked up to the DJ booth, hugging Ethan as we walked past each other, and took the mic for myself.

“We can always count on Ethan for a good laugh. He’s always been the funny one in our little duo.” I said, laughing. “Anyway, (Y/N) and I just want to thank you all, for coming out here, and sharing in our joyous occasion. It really does mean a lot to both of us to have such caring and amazing people in our lives that we get to call family and friends. We love you all.” I said. “Now, I want to turn the attention to (Y/N). Is there any way we could get like, a spotlight or something? She really deserves one.” I said. I saw someone go to a back room and suddenly there was a light shining on (Y/N).

“Grayson, it’s so bright. Please hurry.” She laughed.

“Okay, I’ll make this quick,” I began, “(Y/N), I cannot believe that I got so lucky to have you in my life, much less be able to marry you. You make me the happiest guy in the world and I can’t wait to start this next chapter of our life together. I love you baby, forever and ever.” I looked over at (Y/N) and I could see that she was crying.

“I was trying not to ruin my makeup tonight, but that toast really got me.” She said wiping her tears as I sat back down next to her.

“I love you (Y/N).” I said, kissing her forehead.

“I love you too, Grayson.”

Mirror Of Erised

*Lily and James were having a small argument over Harry’s night wanderings as he gets into the room where Mirror of Erised is hidden, they don’t notice*

Lily: It’s that damned cloak of yours again, he’s going to get in trouble and what’s it to him anyways?

James: That cloak is a very valuable object, thank you very much. He’s a curious child what’s wrong with that?

Lily: It’s not his job to look out for the bloody stone. He already took out a troll, that’s enough action for a lifetime. His job is to learn.

James: This can be considered as learning, it’s all about perspective you kn–

Harry: *upon seeing his parents on Mirror of Erised* Mum? Dad?

Lily: James did you hear that?

James: Yes, yes I did.

Lily: Was that Harry? 

James: I– I think so Lils, look at him.

*Harry looks at his parents and tries to understand if they are real, tries to touch Lily *

Lily: *through tears* Oh my baby, that’s not real. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.

James: *puts his arms around Lily* What is that thing, what does this mean? Can we see him like he sees us? 

Lily: I don’t think so James, it’s just a mirror.

James: I’m pretty sure that’s not just a mirror. I just wish we could see him as he sees us, even though it’s just through a mirror.

Lily: *still crying* You know this is the first time he actually sees us? I don’t remember him seeing a picture of us or anything James. *through hiccups* This is too much, I can’t deal with this sometimes. I am not strong enough for this.

James: *hastily wipes away a tear* Evans, as you can see I am still in denial that a person like you chose to marry me, you are strong enough for anything thrown in your way love. Anyone would have broken down if they saw something like this, don’t be ridiculous.

Lily: I– *hiccup* I don’t know. *wipes away tears on her sleeve* 

*Harry goes back to his dorm, Lily doesn’t talk at all through the night. Meanwhile Harry brings Ron to see the Mirror, Lily breaks down once more when she sees Harry fight with his best friend to get a glimpse of them. Until Harry goes back to the room where the mirror is hidden alone, Lily speaks only when she has to. James does everything in his power to cheer her up, but he feels broken, too and nothing seems to work on Lily*

Lily: James he came back, he sat down in front of the mirror. He’s just staring at us. This is not good. *her chin starts trembling* He– he can’t live like this.

James: He’s just a child Lily, he won’t understand the danger. He’s just an eleven year old who is happy to see his parents. I’m so sorry love this upsets you so much.

Lily: *tears start falling down once more* I just wish he didn’t have to be so desperate, you know? I wish he had gotten to know us a little so that he wouldn’t have been so desperate that he sits in front of a mirror all night, looking at his parents who can’t even talk to him. 

James: *wiping away Lily’s tears* I know Lils but give him some time, he’ll soon realise this won’t work. Even though I love how he looks at us, I don’t want him to become obsessed with this, it’s just a delusion. Wait a sec, is that Dumbledore in the back?

Lily: Yes it is and that’s what I’m afraid of, I am afraid he’ll get too caught up in this delusion. I hope Dumbledore moves the mirror or plans to destroy it. A wizard like him knows how dangerous this can be.

*Dumbledore says he will move the mirror and that Harry shouldn’t come looking for it* 

James: Harry will listen to Dumbledore, he won’t come back anymore Lils, does that make you feel better?

Lily: A little bit yes and somehow no. I don’t know what to feel.

James: Me neither to be honest, but this is for the better.

Lily: I know.

*James hugs Lily, kisses her on the forehead*

Lily: It’s just that it’s so hard watching from here, knowing you can’t do anything to help him, I don’t know how long I can take it.

James: Whenever you feel like you can’t take it anymore, I’m here for you Lils. You know that right? You can even punch me if you want to, but not in my face please.

Lily: *smiles a little* I’ll make sure it’s your stomach when the time comes.

James: I love you, too.

Hey everyone - you guys ever hear of Inktober? (I have a project in mind):

I know some of you have. And those who have are all wondering, “But Nikki, i’ts still August! why are you mentioning that NOW?”

I shall explain. but first, for those of you who do NOT know what Inktober is:

What is Inktober:

For the entire month of October, you are encouraged to do at least one ink picture (any ink, any method) per day. by the end of October, you should have 32 pictures.

it’s a way to encourage you to draw. Some guy started it (and as we get closer to inktober and he posts again I WILL reblog it so he gets the proper credit) to get out of an art funk, i believe and now it’s become this THING.

I’ve done it twice. Once successfully (2015 and i should make a masterpost for all those at some point) and once unsuccessfully (i pretty much turned way too ambitious for my own good. Creating a comic page a day on top of your normal day to day is MUCH harder than a single picture)

What I am asking for:

Every year, people make different lists for the event. You can draw whatever strikes your fancy, or off one of these lists. I used the Drawloween list the first year and was very successful. it was filled with 75% geek references too.

So this year, i want to make my OWN list - and I want to make it SPN - centric.

Thats where you guys come in! I need suggestions! :D I know it could take a while to get enough to fill 31 days so i’m putting this up NOW.

I’m thinking: 

  • 1 suggestion per person (unless your suggestions are so awesome I can’t resist adding multiple or unless I don’t get enough suggestions) 
  •  once completed, i’ll make a master list and post it.
  •  anyone else who wants to join me in drawing from that list during Inktober is welcome to join in!

I’ve never tried to organize anythign like this before so i’m sure we’ll have some hiccups but..i think it’ll be cool :D

who wants in? I can put you on a reminder tag for when we have a completed list AND a reminder that the event is about to start :D 


Today I thought of you. Today wasn’t unusual, you haven’t left my mind for years. Today I saw your Instagram account wasn’t private anymore, or maybe I wasn’t blocked anymore. Either way it was a surprise. Today I saw your smile for the first time in over two years. Today I felt myself smile for the first time in over two years. Today I saw that you never deleted any of the pictures of us together… Today I realized I tried to erase you from my past. Today I realized it didn’t work. Today I realized you might be single again. Today I realized heart doesn’t hurt from the anxiety or that one time I did too much cocaine because I wanted to feel anything but pain. No, today I realized my heart hurts because it fucking aches for you. I miss being with you. God I still want to be with you. I want to walk through life with you, I can’t bear sprinting and drifting through it without you. Today I realized I’ve kept you with me all along…your last words echo through my mind like footsteps in a museum: “I know you’re going to do great.” I thought you were mocking me, you weren’t. Today I can say I love you, I fucking still love you so much. I loved you then as much as I do now, I just didn’t know how. Today I remembered how you would reach out after, even though you knew I probably wouldn’t answer. Tomorrow or some day soon, i honestly don’t know what I’d say, but I hope you do again.

Picket Fence Life

A/N: Had to change it a little but I think it gets the picture across

“Do you ever think about it?”

It had been a lazy day. A Sunday where you two were goofing around, enjoying each other to the fullest.

The tv was on, playing some sitcom about the troubles of a family. You weren’t really watching it, being too busy with his heartbeat lulling you into a peaceful state of mind; not really sleepy but drowsy.

“What?” Rin nodded towards the television. The woman had just given birth and was surrounded by her loved ones.

“You mean having children? Being married? The picket fence life?”

You sat up, being upright on his lap now as you looked down at him. He had averted his gaze, his eyes were on the screen but his fingers playing with yours told you that his attention was with you.

“I mean, we’re exorcists. It’s not really in the job description.”

Rin hummed.

“Dad managed to do it.”

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Sleep - pt 22

Originally posted by jminies

“The only reason they’re not putting the law on you is because you were deeply and emotionally affected by her disappearance. Once I clear you, they can decide if they want to punish you or not.”

“I doubt they care. I haven’t seen them putting an effort in trying to find her.”

“Hoseok you have to realize that there is a slight chance that she planned this from the beginning. She is not a sociopath to my degree but there were signs that she was not ready to leave the ward. You saw signs of this too.”

“I was taking care of her. I wasn’t particularly worried about her relapsing. I know it wasn’t my fault now but I’m just worried about her. What if she did relapse? If she hasn’t then it’s not fair that she has to be institutionalize against her will once they do find her.”

“She doesn’t have that choice now. Her actions are more than proof to the state that she needs to be helped.”

“I need to take my mind off of all this.” He sighed…Kris, the guy I was telling you about. He’s going vacation.“

She noticed his change of subject but she didn’t push it.

“I think that would be good. You need to focus on yourself again.”

“I can’t knowing the cops don’t want me going out of state. What do they expect me to do? Find her?”

“I’ll clear you next week. After one more session.”

Hoseok had to stop himself from rolling his eyes.

“Fine. That’s when Kris is leaving anyways.”


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anonymous asked:

I really love the way you draw matt but why do you draw him the way you do?

well I actually used to draw him WAY differently.  He looked like this:

which looked kind of gross so I stopped doing it. 

I really struggled with the way his cannon hair looks as you can see by the first 3 pictures having no consistency hairstyle-wise (I dont anymore but too late to change his hairstyle now i guess) I also couldnt accept the fact that his jaw was scare for some reason? and I drew his eyes as ovals instead of circles.  A lot of the inspiration for the way I draw his bode came from saloonatics and thats pretty much it 

BTS React to finding out Their (S/O) Used to be a HUGE Fan

(I might’ve made a couple minor changes to the request, but I hope you still enjoy~)

Seokjin: At first he would be shocked; the way you acted around him would never have led on to how you used to be. He would credit that to you getting older and maturing more though. He had accidentally stumbled across your old blog full of pictures of him and ‘interesting’ imagines that you used to read. He would ask you about it. After sensing the embarrassment that was radiating off of you from him finding something like that, he wouldn’t bother you about it too much. “I know I’m handsome yes, but I wasn’t aware my smile could make flowers grow~” he’d tease, quoting one of your old posts and chuckling lightly.

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Namjoon: He knew that you were a fan of their music before you two had met, but after finding your old blog full of fluff, smut, and imagine reblogs he would be at a loss for words at first. So this is what she used to be like he would think to himself as he read over some of the fan-fictions, his eyes would widen. These really are detailed aren’t they? Eventually he would end up telling you what he found and would use that as an opportunity to address something that was on his mind, “if you really wanted to try some of that stuff, why don’t you just say so, babe~?” he’d say and wink.

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Jungkook: When he found your old blog dedicated to pictures of him he would blush all shades of pink. So she’s not only been in love with me, she was a fan of me at one point as well. He’d scroll through the pictures, his curiosity getting the better of him and read the descriptions that you would post, as well as short stories that you reblogged, some of which, the detail made his eyes almost pop out of his head. When he heard you approaching he would throw his phone off his bed, MUST GET RID OF EVIDENCE AND ACT NATURAL. Of course, the way he was acting would give it away and he would end up showing you what he found. “You really liked me that much?”

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Taehyung: After finding your old blog he would 1. Be shocked that you even used to blog, 2. Be surprised that the blog was dedicated to just him, and 3. Would turn 50 shades of pink when he saw all the fanfictions that you had reblogged about him. He wouldn’t hear you walk in as he was looking at his computer screen and when you cleared your throat, he would jump causing his laptop to fall to the floor. “I SWEAR I WASN’T READING THE FANFICTIONS YOU BLOGGED ABOUT!!” He would yell out and put up his arms in defense then slowly lower them, “Although… they gave me ideas…”

Originally posted by taehyungifs

Yoongi: At first, he wouldn’t even think that the blog was yours, but after seeing an old admin picture of you he would begin exploring. What’s all this about my swag? He would think as he looked through your blog curiously. WHY IS MY SWAG A MEME? He would continue scrolling and find fan fictions and scenarios that you reblogged and instantly his interest would be peaked. So this is the kind of stuff she is into… Many ideas would be going through his head, distracting him and before he realized it you would have already taken his laptop away.  “Jagi… you are into some kinky stuff,” he would say bluntly.

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Jimin: He would be playing on your phone while you went to go put on makeup and get dressed, he’d end up finding your old twitter which was linked to your old Tumblr blog. His curiosity getting the better of him, he would open your old blog to be met with pictures of him. All of this is either pictures of my abs or about me having no jams. When she said she used to be a fan she wasn’t kidding… He would investigate more and would find the old fan fictions that you would read, oh… OH she likes THIS kind of stuff? He would be stunned by what he had found. Once you were done getting ready, he would tell you what he had found, “Jagi, you’ve got some dirty mind~” he would scold teasingly.

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Hoseok: He wouldn’t believe it was you who had blogged about him. It would take scrolling past an old photo of you to convince him. He wouldn’t be able to fathom the thought that the blog that was full of smut, fluff, and scenarios was yours. She fantasized about me like this? Really? He would be surprised you used to read stuff like that, although he would also be a little embarrassed, but he wouldn’t hesitate to ask you about what he had discovered. “Am I really that irresistible to you?” He would tease and wink when he asked to know more about your blog. Seeing how embarrassed it made you, he would kiss your cheek, “don’t worry, jagi. It’s cute that you used to feel like that. I hope I was all you had hoped for~”

Originally posted by yoongiwara


YAS More BTS Reacts. I hope you all liked it!

~BangtanBunnie <3


Aikatsu Stars Happy Meals are back this June 2017! The cards are a tie-in with the Fruits Party campaign on the arcade game. This is similar to when they did Summer Flowers campaign last summer, except I really like the toys a lot more this time around! There is some stuff in here I might actually use… sorta maybe… 

In an odd twist I actually got the toy I was the most interested in, the S4 pass case, first! And then I got it again haha. As I feared it’s way too flimsy to use for much though as I would be afraid to lose any ID I would put in there. It comes with cards to write on and insert so maybe it’s supposed to be like a luggage tag? (Even if I glued the cards in there though the clip is so unstable it would never be safe to bring on an airplane or anything.) 

Then I got the “card stand” which is kind of like a picture frame which maybe I can use… for… something. And a Venus Ark scrunchie which came with a Perfect Queen skirt. (I wonder if campaign rares can still grade-up nowadays?)

Over the weekend they gave out this bonus pamplet with a code for an exclusive character part. (That bun with the colored fringe.) It also came with big stickers of Yume and Elza.

Lately whenever I see Elza on kids merch I can’t help but think about that recent episode where she was a total bitch. You know, for kids!

simplesparklysims  asked:

Do you have tips for starting a legacy? Also, do you edit your pictures?

Hi! I’m honored you came to me for that as I feel like my blog is a mess and I’m not an example to follow. ahah But I do have some useful stuff for you.

@sandy-sims actually put a lot of efforts into some guides very useful that I still go through from time to time. I definitely recommend to give it a look to any simblrs. :)

Basic tips I’d like to add & I’m probably just repeating but:

Tag your legacy posts with ts4, sims 4 legacy, sims 4 to get visibility. Tumblr only shows your post in the first 5 tags so I use those tags first.

Personally, I fall in love with the pictures first so I think editing is key to attract other people. Settings, lighting in your game + editing your pictures.

If you don’t have access to topaz or photoshop, I recommend inspiring yourself from these simblrs who use free app & I really enjoy the way their pictures look.

Queue your legacy posts from 12 am to 12 am (number of posts to your discretion though) so your posts can reach people in another timezone.

I suggest you don’t use the reblog option too much. It’s my personal liking but I don’t follow people who reblog a lot because I like seeing original content. You can always make a side blog for reblogging the CC or the posts you like and don’t want to forget though, that’s what I do. I personally just try to keep my blog reblog-free so people don’t see twice+ the same stuff on their dash.

Never forget you’re doing a legacy & having a simblr because it makes you happy. If you enjoy yourself, followers are naturally going to come. Post what you like, from personal to sims related. I don’t know if I’m the only one but I actually really enjoy reading nonsims from the people I follow. I feel like I’m connecting a little more with them.

If you have any other questions, don’t be afraid to come to me! ❤️️