I tried. I tried so hard to be everything you wanted. To make you happy. To see you smile. To hear you laugh. To be what you need. I tried so god damn hard and that is why it hurts so much that I wasn’t enough for you.
we’re friends, but, but not friends. friends but i still find myself on the phone with you every night, laughing at every joke you crack. friends but you still think of me before you go to sleep. friends but you still think i’m beautiful. friends but you still want your hands on my body. friends but always, always more than that.
I’m sorry about everything that happened between us. I’m sorry that this is the best we could do. I’m sorry that this was all the time we were allowed. I’m sorry I can’t get over it. I’m sorry I still think about you.
I’m sorry it took me so long to say this.