i uploaded on the wrong way


So last time I uploaded me doing this, people were telling me it wasn’t a burpee and didn’t count ….because I didn’t do a push-up😂👏….. so for those people…. here you go 😝👏🤪 I added a push up just for YOU✅✅ MAYBE I should back flip next time to make it harder!?! … (that was a joke .. I can’t do backflips ….. yet) 🦄 For the people who didn’t read last time, I am doing this the wrong way around because there’s no room on the other side to do a burpee so I can’t hold the bars (so much harder)! www.kaylaitsines.com/app

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So I’m here to go on another mini rant about a YouTuber.

BrisxLife on YouTube. He is a reactor who came into the Kpop world reacting to BTS. And there are a lot of people on YouTube who first get into Kpop reacting to BTS/EXO/GOT7. A lot of them start out with those 3 groups and then kind of branch out to others and get to know them. And to be honest, I like watching people get to know members and music and I like to see genuine reactions. I have zero issues with new fans. Late to the party? So what! At least you’re here now. However, when someone is a shitty person, I’m not about it.

#1: This man just started reacting to kpop 3 months ago. And I am NOT hating on the fact that he is a new fan, but his ego is ENORMOUS. He watched a video of a guy calling him out on YouTube, and he said “I have been reacting to videos for 3 months and I have done more for the kpop community than you ever have.” First off, you don’t even fucking know this guy. He could’ve done loads for the kpop community (he hasn’t, but it’s the point.) Second, what the hell have you done for the kpop community? You react to videos and took people’s money to go to the AMAs. “I am a black man reacting to kpop. That’s unique.” No? It…isn’t? That’s the amazing thing about the kpop community. There is so much diversity and all different races and people from all different places. You are NOT the only black guy who likes kpop or reacts to it. “I have the littest vlog at the AMAs watching BTS. Go search it up right now.” Dude, I’ve seen better camera work done by my 5 year old nephew. “BTS official twitter put me in their article.” Okay? Now you’re just bragging about shit. “I was on the news in South Korea. Like? Come on.” Dude, calm down. Your fucking ego is the size of Australia.

#2: When he watched this video calling him out, he said “You need to deactivate your comments on this video. Because if you don’t, you’re going to be very sad tonight. Because Bris Gang (literally the name he gave his ‘fans’. Literally gave himself his own fandom name), we’re going to go over there and we’re going to flood the comments.” Seriously telling people to go send hate to someone and ENCOURAGING it. When he says on his channel “I just want to make people happy. I want to make people smile.”

#3: He made a GoFundMe and gave his PayPal link asking Armies to send him money so he could go and see BTS perform at the AMAs. He said in his video that he promised he would have the littest vlog at the AMAs if they did this for him and that he might even get to meet them. Lmao. In the end, they gave him over a grand. And this guy lives in compton. Which is like at most an hour drive to LA. He didn’t need that much. He just needed money for a ticket basically. So he went out, bought himself a new suit, and went to see BTS. To be honest, it rubs me the wrong way that he, a grown man with a job, asked his viewers which are 85% young teenagers….for money to go see BTS. It really made me go…what the fuck.

#4: He captioned a CL reaction “I wish CL was in BTS. She should be in BTS.” ……

And captions his Hyuna reactions “Leaving my girl for Hyuna tonight!!” Or “I left my girl for Hyuna!”

Note to his girlfriend: Please fucking drop him. Please.

#5: There is a video circulating right now of Korean people reacting to BTS’ worldwide success. To which one girl said in the interview “EXO is more popular. I like EXO more.” Which is bound to happen sometimes? Some people prefer different groups? Like…that’s a thing. BTS isn’t the only group that exists. And EXO are a bit more popular in Asia than BTS. That is actually true. And he reacted to this video and when that girl said that he paused it and went “Hold on.” And then acted like he was zipping his mouth shut, locking it and throwing away the key. And then went on to say “I mean…BTS is…you know…they’re BTS.” With a look on his face like 'Come on, you know what I mean.’ I mean…yeah they are BTS. That’s correct. And EXO is EXO. And they are also incredibly talented. And deserve fans and love as well. This is why some fanwars start. We don’t need this.

#6: He was watching a series on YouTube called An Introduction To BTS. And each member has a 20+ minute video that this person took their time to make basically telling you important things about each member. When he was watching Jin’s version, there was a part in the video where it talked about how during their debut stage, his pants fell down due to the mic pack being too heavy on them and when the stage was over, he cried. And he looked at the screen with this like 'what the fuck’ face and said “Why are you crying man? Cut that shit out.” Or something like that in a really weird way. Like saying men shouldn’t cry or it was a stupid thing to cry over. Okay first off, idols train for a long time, some for 5+ years and they expect every detail to be perfect when they debut, and a lot of idols…including Jin, pick at themselves and think that they aren’t good enough or talented enough and they try so hard. Imagine training for years for this one moment and perfecting it, only for the moment to come…and your pants fall down. That is definitely a reason to cry. He was upset and disappointed. Leave him alone.

#7: As everyone knows, the kpop world lost a beautiful, incredible talent 2 weeks ago. Kim Jonghyun of SHINee. I miss him so much. May he always rest in peace. And BrisxLife took advantage of this tragedy, and made reaction videos to either just Jonghyun or SHINee all together with #RIPJonghyun in the title of all of them and put them into parts. He even made a reaction to a tribute video. Who makes a reaction to a tribute video? So just that in general…rubbed me the wrong way. But wait, there’s more. He MONETIZED three of these videos. T H R E E. For those of you who don’t know, that is when you turn something on on your videos on YouTube to make MONEY off of them. It is automatically off when you upload and you choose to turn it on. So he was making money off of a tragedy. Off of someone’s pain. Someone’s depression. Someone’s suicide. And if that isn’t one of the most disgusting things I’ve ever heard…I have no idea what is.

Anyway in conclusion: BrisxLife rubs me the wrong way and makes me uncomfortable. He has done nothing for the kpop community? Lmao. He has made a bad name for kpop reactors. And he has made money off of tragedy. And I can only speak for myself but…as an ARMY…I don’t fucking claim this guy. And that concludes another one of my rants about a YouTuber.

Anti and Ethan

Jack has no second video. 

Ethan’s second video really caught my eye after all of the theories and ideas I’ve been reading. It’s a normal lets play of a game called ‘The Monster Inside’.

He has added the “Me” to that title. The thumbnail speaks for itself. The description is WAY too vague and the lower part below his links says “I feel strange…” 

There is nothing strange about the content of the video and that made me think “Praise the Blue Boy, it must have been a joke.”

Then I put some stuff together. The word ‘boy’ made it click. Anti threatened our “favourite boy”. He asked us “Who’s next?”. Ethan’s second video was uploaded at the same time Jacks second video normally goes up. 3 hours after the first. I really don’t think it’s a coincidence.

Are we focusing on the wrong boy?

Translation: ONE-Sensei Young Sunday Interview :D

I did my best to summarize this hour-long interview with ONE-sensei, uploaded to YouTube by Young Sunday in March and uploaded to Tumblr by the lovely and talented @one-blog last week. Please note, while my Japanese is decently high-level, I typically translate written Japanese rather than spoken Japanese (which, by its very nature, is harder to translate), so there might be mistakes here or there. That said, I believe I captured the general gist of things. If you’re fluent in Japanese and want to do a more comprehensive translation in the future, please feel free!

EDIT: Here are some more detailed translations of selected parts of the interview, based on Japanese transcripts that @isasm found. :)

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drunk boyfriend tag

summary: dan and phil get drunk and film the boyfriend tag (similar to what shane dawson did)

tags: alcohol, so much sweetness and cuteness your teeth will hurt, extreme fluff

by: angelboydjh on tumblr

word count: ~1.8k

first fic posted!! please, ignore any mistakes and reblog and like!! ilu!! send in requests for fics :-)


dan and phil got a little drunk. they originally got out some Ribena, which is completely unharmful, until dan spotted vodka on the kitchen counter, which they only keep for parties. its almost gone, with a half a bottle left, so dan thought of an idea.

“phil, lets get drunk.” phil looked at dan confused; dan never really likes drinking as much as he used to, hes grown, the satisfaction of being drunk doesnt really thrill as much, and its the same with phil.

“why?” asked phil, sipping his Ribena.

“because why not! we have no meeting tomorrow, we are bored out of our minds, and itll be fun! we’ll even be safe, we can control each other well.” phil thought about it. he never really likes hangovers, who does? he gets them bad, and he knows dan gets them worse, but dan was right, they were extremely bored and had no meetings tomorrow. phil shrugged, and replied with a sure, causing dan to jump up with joy.

dan grabbed the bottle and went to phils room, closing the door, and sitting on his bed. he opens to bottle and pours a lot in his drink, doing the same to phil. there is now many 4 shots full left of the drink and dan was happy he rationed out well.

“wanna do a toast?” asked phil.

“with our vodka filled ribena?” chuckled dan. phil nodded, giggling a little.

“why not?” phil responded, and dan nodded agreeing. they lifted their glass cups up and they look at each other. “to us!”

dan laughed at the cliché, but echoed phil, and a clink noise was heard when the touched glasses. dan downed about half of his drink in that one sip, phil only taking a baby sip.

phil made a face, hating the taste of vodka. dan hid his disgust, looking at phil.

“now we wait.” dan took another sip, already feeling slightly dizzy.


dan was fully drunk. he was giggling, putting his head on phil, slurring his words, all of it.

phil was only tipsy. he didnt drink much yet, only about half of his drink. dan, of course, drank all of it, even the rest in the bottle!

“phil!” dan slurred out, and phil glanced over slowly, so he doesnt get dizzy, and raised his eyebrow. “we should do a boyfriend tag.”

phil thought about this. is he that drunk that he doesnt really care if they do one or not? yes. he doesnt really care, its not like itll be posted. phil knows better than that.

“sure.” phil got up to get his camera from the other side of the room, and dan plopped on the bed laughing at who knows what.

it took phil about 2 minutes to set up everything for filming, and an extra 5 minutes to find good goddamn questions.

he finally found some question, a total of twenty. he can barely read them because of his blurry vision, and since he didnt have neither his contacts or glasses on. so he grabbed his glasses from the bed side and put them on to see if itll help. nope. he took another sip of his drink and locked his phone. he’ll cross that bridge when he gets to it. he gets up and turns on the camera, praying to god its in focus.

“dan, its on, we are filming.” once those words left phils mouth, dan shot up from phils bed and looked at phil.

“okay, okay, okay, okay,” he kept repeating that until he finally was next to phil on the bed facing the camera. phil giggled at dan, dan looking at him with his red cheeks.

“okay, ready, babe?” asked phil, seeing double of dan. dan nodded, and smiled at phil and then at the camera.

“okay,” phil breathed in and then ‘took in his persona’.

“hey guys!” he said cheerfully, but all it did is make him dizzy. dan was like, on top of phil, so hes grateful that he was, or phil wouldve fallen over.

“im here with dan.” phil pointed at him, and dan waved, his white oversized cat shirt being exposed, and you could even see his naked legs, since hes wearing shorts. “we are doing the boyfriend tag.” phil said slowly, and dan nodded jumping up and down on the bed.

“phil is my boyfriend! boyfriend phil! philip lester, boyfriend!” he yelled, making phil giggle.

“okay, want ask the questions, or do u want me go ask them?” asked phil to dan.

“ask me the questions! then we will do it back!” dan suggested, and phil nodded encouragingly.

“okay, first question.” phil unlocked his phone and read it very carefully.

“when is my birthday?” he asked. “bonus points for the zodiac sign!”

“january 30th, that makes you a……” he strung out the 'a’ to think. “an Aquarius! aquarium.” he laughed, and phil chuckled.

“correct baby.” he leaned in to kiss dan, and dan kissed him, tasting of vodka and ribena.

“okay, now,” phil was going to go to the next question, but dan protested.

“now do mine! do mine!” dan pouted, crossing his arms.

“june 11th! youre a gemini.” phil stuttered out, making dan laugh.

“lucky guess.” he muttered jokingly.

“next question,” phil scrolled down the page. “where did i grow up?”

“im too drunk for this phil!!” he moaned out. “the north! thats all youre getting.”

“well, youre not wrong.” said phil. “ill give you the point.”

“what about me?” asked dan.

“the south.”

“ugh! exact place!”

“not fair, you didnt do that for me!”

“ugh, whatever.” dan pouted again.

“wipe that pout off your face princess.” phil whispered, grabbing dans chin.

“im just kidding philly!” dan kissed phil, getting him off guard.

“okay, next,” phil asked. “whats my middle name?”

“michael! these are too easy! i want harder ones. test me!” dan groaned out, and phil rolled his eyes.

“okay, okay,” phil said. he scrolled down to another website, which had different questions. “how about this: where was our first date?”

“EASY!” he yelled, throwing his hands up. “well, kinda,” he muttered. “its hard!”

“well, tell me.” phil said suggestively, leaning closer to dan.

“we first met of course at the train station,” he muttered out. “and then we went straight to your house, and, did things. does that count as a first date?” this took him way too long to say, as he was stuttering madly.

“yes, it does. great job, cutie.” phil said happily and leaned in for a kiss.

“okay, let me ask the question!” phil started to give him the phone, but dan refused, saying he wants go make one up.

“whats the first thing you notice about me?” he asked a bashful.

“your smile.” phil said simply. no explanation was needed to make dan feel all warm inside. dan covered his face and leaned on phils shoulder, grinning like mad.

once he got up, he looked at phil, seeing his wonderful, eyes.

“you know what mine is.” he muttered, almost inaudible. it was phils turn to blush. they lean in and kiss once again, but longer than before.

when they pulled apart, dan was seeing actual stars, and couldnt even understand what was happening, completely forgot about the video.

“oh my god, i love you so much.” he said in a shush tone, with phils hand on his cheek. they were only a few inches away from each other, and phil loved it. phil was exploding every inch of dans face, and so was dan. every moment phil made, it made him more dizzy and more dazed, but he didnt care.

within a few moments, they both locked eyes, and somehow, both remembered they were recording.

“uh, one more question,” phil stuttered out, as dan looked around for his almost empty drink. “okay, last question. what is my favorite color?”

“easy, blue.” dan said, as he drank his final sips of his drink before crushed it and threw it.

“hey!” phil protested, looking over at the cup.

“ill pick it ip later, babe.” dan slurred out almost incoherently. “whats mine?”

“easy, pink.” phil mocked. dan smiled softly, putting his arms around phils neck, phil put this hands on dans waist.

“what kind of pink?” he muttered, with his sloppy grin on his face, his curly hair perfect in tack still. (which surprised phil)

“pastel.” dan groaned jokingly, letting his head drop down onto phils shoulders.

“oh my god, i tried to trick you!” dan yelled.

“well, you didnt. 8 years of friendship pays off.” phil joked. dan put his head on phils shoulder, his head facing the camera.

“can we finish? i wanna cuddle with you watch disney movies.” phil chuckled and nodded.

“we’ll finish, lets do the outro.” phil tapped dan, so he can get up from his shoulder, but dan didnt move a muscle, indicating hes not moving.

“okay, well, goodbye everyone, please like a subscribe to me and dans channel, and our gaming channel! love you!” he waved and awkwardly looked at dan.

“i need to turn off that camera baby.” dan groaned and got up from phils shoulder. phil got up and turned off the camera, sitting right on his bed again next to dan.

“can we just cuddle?” phil can tell dan was getting tired, and getting all drained. he gets like this when hes drunk, but also after recording videos.

“of course, princess.” phil laid down, then wrapping his arms around dan who is not next to them. they peacefully fall asleep, with the lights on and phils snoring.


it was the morning, and phil is posting his premade video on lessamazingphil, just a quick vlog from florida. its taking surprisingly long to process, since its only 2 minutes, but phil didnt question it. its almost done, so phil went to go see dan, who has the worst hangover ever.

“how are you baby?” asked phil, laying next to dan.

“better, how bad was it?” he asked, and phil laughed.

“you were fine, not as bad as a few months ago, but you were not any better.” dan groaned, and at that moment his phone dinged. he unlocked his phone to see the notification, YouTube popping up, and it was phils new video.

“uh, phil.” dan said.

“yes?” phil hummed.

“you posted the wrong video.”

“what?” phil yelled a little too loudly for dan, as he backed away and gave phil his phone in just one beat.

“i uploaded our drunk boyfriend tag.” dans eyes widen.

“we filmed a video? no way, i dont remember this. did we kiss?”

“i was drunk too!”

“well, i would keep it up.”


“we already made this mistake once, lets just let them have what they want.”


Guy’s. There’s not many things in life that make me this frustrated, however this Ty/Lauren “relationship” bullshit is an exception. I found myself browsing on these ‘Tyren Updates’ accounts and actually saw the extent of how blinded people actually are by all this. One of my favourite ever comments I read was a Harmonizer calling Ty a “feminist” insisting he was an “activist to different communities” Are people for real? Like seriously, do people genuinely believe this? Do they see his online presence or listen to his lyrics? He is known throughout the music industry specifically for his misogynistic attitudes. Articles and interviewers have labelled him “arguably the most misogynistic rapper in music’. That’s NOT a title to be proud of. In fact, It’s quite disgusting. 

When I hear grown men belittling, demeaning and degrading women in the way Ty does, I always wonder how they would feel if their female family members were being spoken about in such a disrespectful manner. They’d find it incredibly inappropriate right? So what then gives these men the right to say those things about someonelse’s mother/sister/daughter etc? The answer simply is, it doesn’t. This is my issue.

Then we’ve got Lauren. You literally couldn’t get more opposite personalities if you tried. Lauren passionately campaigns for our fundamental human rights, engaging in social and political activism whenever she can. She generously donates thousands of dollars to fans with ill health and those who need it most. She’s the first to defend herself and who she is, confidently allowing fans to realise that no matter what, everything will be okay. Regardless of who we are, what we look like and who we love she teaches us to embrace what makes us ‘different’ and be proud of who we are. My problem is the negatives hit the headlines before all these incredible things she does make them. She always seems to been labelled the “bitchy” one of the group, but for what? For showing passion? For speaking out against the fucked up political state of our global society? If that makes you a bitch, sign me up. 

I know a lot of fans are struggling to see this is PR, but I’m sure this will help you out. 

I clicked on Ty’s twitter a few days ago (I know, I’m disappointed in me too) and just look at this. The accounts tweeting him aren’t just L stans, they’re Harmonizers. Whatever management are doing, its fucking working. These Harmonizers have fully jumped ship (literally lol). They’re listening, streaming and buying Ty’s new music. 

Interactions between the two are blatantly staged. When one uploads a picture, the other HAS to post some sort of proof to evidence fans that they are together. So the Lauren update accounts, and the Tyren accounts can confirm this to fans. It gets people talking and speculating. Now, by all means correct me if I’m wrong, but if you’re the private person we all know that Lauren is, there’s no way (ooops I just triggered myself back into the 7/27 era) she would be uploading videos/pictures of her and her respectful partner all over social media. It’s not real guys, wake up. 

Is it just me or has anyone noticed the 2 Tys?

So first we’ve got Ty insisting he’s against slut shaming, posting pro feminist images about the female body and telling us girls to love our insecurities (sounds familiar)

I’ll call this one the “Media Pleaser Ty”:

Then we’ve got the other version. The one who degrades women to a sex act putting undermining their worth and power

So, then I’ll call this one the “Real Ty”:

I don’t know about you guys, but this is pretty degrading isn’t it? But, isn’t this slut shaming? As fans, it’s no secret this is Lauren’s habit? Is this the image he’s reducing Lauren to?

When Ty’s album finally drops and Lauren’s collab with Steve Aoki is released (Steve has already confirmed this will be his next single, there’s just no release date as of yet), this Ty/Lauren “romance” will end. Period. Both parties will say “nothing was confirmed”, “we were just vining” or “we never dated” something along those lines.

And while all this shit is going on, we can always rely on Camila coming through, confirming EVERYTHING to us on social media.

Open your eyes, listen to the lyrics in ‘Somebody Else’ and always remember:

“Fuck that, get money, I can’t give you my soul ‘cause we’re never alone”


Flowers, Camera, Camren!

I want to start with a warning: If you don’t ship Camren, if you think I’m being delusional, please save your time and scroll down, don’t waste my time or your time with an ask.

So, yesterday was a really “vibing day”, at first I wanted to log off of IG a few days because of that story photo. But a few minutes ago something got my attention.

Yesterday Lauren uploaded this photo in her IG story

Something really normal, just a present she says it’s for christmas. But she never says from whom, she tried to make us think that was He Who Must Not Be Named  because of the emoji but Idk if is just me but “amazing human” and he don’t go together. If she can post a photo with him, why don’t say it’s from him?

Well anyway, then we have those 2 photos that I’m not going to have them in my tumblr. People are saying that it’s interesting that they put the same photo and oh, Lauren didn’t say something, just the photo. Not to mention they uploaded them in their stories, 24h and bye-bye, bye-bye  #BuyLonelyNight  When I first saw it I think they tried to make us believe they were celebrating something together (anniversary maybe?) but remember the camera it’s a Christmas present, just that. So maybe it was a way to hide something?

I was so done of this shit, but like every fucking time, Camila saves the day. I saw this a few minutes ago

Yeah, roses. But why are they so important? I think we all know who we think of when we see roses, and the rose emoji (if I’m not wrong, Camila have a lot of time without adressing the rose emoji for her fans). “Everybody give roses” yeah maybe that’s true, but they know this shit make us think a lot. Why Camila didn’t say who gave them to her?

So we have another gift with no name on it.

But there is a PLUS and her name is Alexa Ferrer. Yesterday she uploaded this:

My OT5 heart, I KNOW. Now think, this was yesterday, we have the cute photo with Camren together and oh, look at the song is playing: Better Together. This helps A LOT to what I said before, because, why exactly Better Together at song and EP?  Why not the last album? She was just missing Lauren, right? Just do the math, maybe she was supporting something?

Camren’s birthday was recently, right? 😉

Remember: You are free to think whatever you want, this is just something I really find interesting to point out.

But I want to say something IMPORTANT: PLEASE just read this here and don’t make a THING about it, don’t go to IG or Twitter and say this over there, just read, think and save it for yourself. If we make a big thing we are going to have more PR shit.

Thanks for reading and I will love to read what  @camrenexposed @camrenillusion @truluvproof think about this.


Inktober Part 1 - GTODAE sketches

This wasn’t supposed to look like the cover of an angsty ot3 fanfic I swear

you know what really sucks? even if baekhyun is aware that he did literally nothing wrong (and i hope so much that he does), he probably still feels awful right now that all us are upset because we’re angry & trying to defend him, that that girl at the fansign is so apologetic (even though she did nothing wrong either) and upset that her upload was used in such a way, he must feel so apologetic to his members too & worries that he brought harm to exo’s and exo-l’s names. he’s such a kind and caring person and it breaks my heart so fucking much that this isn’t even close to the first time he’s gotten major shit from the public yet! yet!!! every time, all he did was continue to stay soft & kind & try even harder to let us know how much he loves us, yet time and time again he continues to just get attacked. i hate so much how he (and exo as well) feel like they have to be so careful with their words bc of situations like this and i hope with my entire being that baekhyun doesn’t ever get to a point where he feels afraid of sharing his heart with us


[BTS 꿀 FM 06.13] Happy BTS birthday! ‘2017 BTS FESTA’

It’s subbed beautifully now btw! And the boys look so beautiful barefaced I wanted to cry. I want to let them know they are gorgeous in every way possible and they make me happy. Here’s to another four years!!!

(Btw: to anyone who missed the Home Party it is now uploaded. Enjoy it because it’s lovely!)

Can I keep you? Pt. 4

(A/N) I just pressed the wrong button and uploaded it without all the tags! :D I’m a genius. Either way. I hope you like this part. Side note: I haven’t seen ‘Homecoming’, but I heard something about Tony giving Peter a suit or soemthing like that. If you know more, feel free to let me know!! :)

Imagine being Tony’s adoptive daughter no one knows about because you’re studying abroad. One day you come home without saying a word and all the Avengers are confused by your appearance and especially Loki being quite smitten by you. The Avengers, especially Natasha being very protective of you when they notice the tricksters’ interest in you. You on the other side, being the curious girl you always were, wanted to know more about the mysterious guy and the world he comes from.

Pairings: Loki x Reader ; Tony Stark x daugther!Reader

Warnings: swearing

Original: here

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3



If you want on or off the tag list, let me know! I hope I forgot no one! :)


Originally posted by literallymybritishlife

Even though it was the middle of the night, the city was as bright as day thanks to all the lights. Loki still had his arms wrapped around my body, while I lied my right cheek against his chest and stared out at Manhattan.
Neither of us spoke, the only sounds were those of the people and cars and me sniffling from time to time. Silent tears still ran down my cheeks and Loki’s shirt already had a wet stain on it.
“I’m sorry ‘bout your shirt.” I tried to take a step back and distance myself from the god, but he immediately pulled me back against him.
“Have I ever told you how I found out that I was adopted?” His chin rested on top of my head, while he slowly stroked my back. Shaking my head, he took one of my hands and let me to the edge of the flat roof. Sitting down, with me leaning against him, he started telling me the story, while using his magic to produce images.
“To be honest, I’ve always felt different from Thor. Not just because we are so different in every single aspect, but I’ve never felt as if I really belonged with him, Odin and my moth-Frigga. Odin always treated me differently, he obviously liked Thor better. I just told myself that it was because Thor was older and was more brutal than me. I was just as good in fighting as he was, but I…I was more graceful. And as a bonus, I studied ‘magic’. Thor tried, but didn’t get very far. But, that’s a story for another time. Either way, my suspicion was finally confirmed when I visited, well ‘visited’ is not the right word, we somehow attacked Jotunheim. For our defense, they attacked us first. That somehow was my fault as well, but I’ll tell you about that another time. So we attacked Jotunheim and the ‘Frost Giants’ didn’t really liked us being there, so they fought against us. During the battle, I was touched by one of them. You see, normally, if someone, that isn’t a ‘Frost Giant’ is touched by one, they will suffer wounds from the cold, but I…I just turned blue. Or better said, the part where he touched me turned blue.”
“That sounded sexual.” “Oh hush! Where were we? Right, during the battle, Odin appeared and rescued us all. He banished Thor, since it was his idea to attack and break the peace agreement. Shortly after, I confronted Odin about my true heritage, but he, being the weakling, he is, broke down. Again, story for another time. My mo-Frigga told me that they loved either way, but…well…how was I supposed to believe that? Odin always chose Thor over me, and it finally made sense why. At that time, I wished that old oaf would’ve just left me on Jotunheim to die when I was just a baby, aft-“
“Don’t say that!” I hit his chest, causing him to look at me with wide eyes. “I’m happy that Odin took you with him! I’m happy that everything turned out the way it turned out. If it didn’t…well…you wouldn’t be here right now. And I don’t want that.” I didn’t look at him while ranting about my feelings.
I still couldn’t look at him after I finished. Well, not until he took my chin and made me look at him. “You don’t know how happy I am to hear that, my sweet Y/N.” He kissed my forehead and pulled me down to the floor.
Peter and my father were long forgotten. I would have to face them soon enough anyway. That’s why, I decided to enjoy my time up here.
“Does your story continue?”
“There is not much to be honest. I tried to take over Asgard, and failed. I tried to take over New York, and failed. Now I’m here and my main goal is to annoy the Avengers as best as I can. Other than that, there is nothing.” I didn’t need to be the goddess of mischief to know that he was lying to me. There was more. But for now, I’ll leave him be.
So, we stayed up on the roof until, I had troubles keeping my eyes open.
Loki picked me up bridal style and teleported to his room. Outside, we could hear a commotion going on. The others were apparently searching for me and Loki. Loki! I forgot! The others still hated him! They will never trust him after today! I’m such an idiot.
“I need to go to my room.” I was already at the door, when Loki grabbed my wrist and pulled me against him. “I won’t let you go tonight. You need someone, and unless you don’t want me to, I’ll be that someone.”
He was right. I needed someone. Plus, I didn’t have enough energy to face my father or Peter yet.
I allowed Loki to pull me back, towards the bed, and tug me in.
Without asking, he picked up Pride and Prejudice and continued reading where he left off yesterday. It didn’t take me long to fall asleep, and again, just before a dream took over my mind, I felt Loki lay down next to me.
In my dream, I was on a cold and dark planet. I’m positive, I would’ve frozen to death, if it wasn’t for a blue giant, with red eyes, protecting me.

Natasha POV

After Loki teleported out of the room, with Y/N in his arms, shit got real. Tony send most of the guests home and everyone that was left, helped searching for the two of them.
I didn’t trust Loki, why would I? He, kind of, kidnapped Clint and tried to take over planet. No reason to trust him. Still, I couldn’t shake the feeling, that this time he was the knight in shining armor and Tony and Peter were actually those who we should protect Y/N from.
I searched the floor where the living room was located on, together with Steve and Peter. We looked into every room, searched every storeroom and broke open every locked door. Still, we couldn’t find Y/N or Loki. Sitting down on a couch in the living room, only an occasional sigh or huff was heard. Well, until I couldn’t stand the silence anymore.
“What did you do to Y/N?” I turned to Peter, who looked at me startled and with fear in his eyes. “Ah…I-I didn’t do anything!” His lie was as obvious as Thor’s pride. “Spit it out boy!” Steve towered over Peter, while still sitting. I guess, I’m not the only one that developed a liking towards Y/N in those two days.
“I-I made a deal with Mister Stark. He helped me learning to control my powers and gave me a suit. In exchange, I looked after his daughter at college and played her boyfriend. Just to, you know, keep the other guys away from her. I never thought she would really lov-“ He was cut short by Steve grabbing his collar and lifting him up. “What the actual fuck were you thinking?!” I looked at Steve stunned. You really made him mad kid. That was the first time I heard Cap swear.” I walked over to the patriot, glaring at Peter. He was clearly scared, looking between Steve and me, never setting his eyes on one of us.
“What is going on here?” Tony walked in and Steve let go of the boy. Peter ran out of the room, fleeing from the scene.
“You are asking us?” My voice was laced with venom. All I wanted to do right now, was to kill Tony then and there. “What do you mean?” Pepper, who has returned this evening, stood beside Tony, and looked at me with confusion written all over her face.
“Well, just that great Iron Man here, bribed your daughters, now ex-boyfriend, into faking a relationship with her. In exchange, he gave the boy a suit.” Pepper’s eyes narrowed and she turned towards Tony. “Are you serious?! And you say Loki is the bad guy here!”
Pepper continued to yell at her husband, who had nothing to say in his defense.
I decided my job here was done. Walking to the elevator, one final idea, where to find Loki and Y/N popped in my head.
Going to their floor, I quietly opened the door to Y/N’s room, but found it empty. Okay, that would be too easy after all. Checking Loki’s room, I found the pair, sound asleep on Loki’s bed.
Smiling at the sight, I decided for myself that I will support the two, no matter what.

Defeating Anti

Fanart. We created him with that, maybe we can defeat him with it.
He said in the Bio Inc Redemption video. “There are no strings on me.” Why don’t we recreate him? Make him a puppet?
Anti was wrong. He lied in the video. He said we were powerless. But we aren’t. We created him. And we can destroy him.

Why don’t we, as a community, defeat him. We can make a fanart of him, recreate him or mold him into a powerless being.

Upload it anywhere you can. Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr, Deviantart. You name it, upload it.

If you upload it, use the hashtag #defeatanti.

Let’s show Anti how powerful we really are.

Merry NSFWmas

Summary: Dan and Phil are rushing to get things ready for a trip to the Isle of Man, and they accidentally upload a video no one was ever supposed to see.

Tags: humor, angst, fluff, mentions of sex

“Dan, did you pack the gifts in your suitcase?” Phil called out from the bedroom.

“Was I supposed to?” Dan asked, muttering out a quiet “shit” as some pots fell on the kitchen floor.

“They won’t fit in mine.”

“Do you really think they’re going to fit in mine?”

“You shouldn’t have as many clothes. You’ll only be there a couple of days.”

Dan sighed, picking up the fallen pots and putting them away. “I don’t know, Phil. Just open my suitcase and do what you have to do.”

“You don’t like for me to touch your suitcase though!”

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Kiss me before i fucking lose my mind!- Colby Brock imagine!


Summary; Y/N has been in love with Colby for years, everyone can see it but she never saw that Colby felt the same.

No Smut this time.

I got this idea from Charlie Puth’s song- kiss me before I fucking lose my mind! Everyone should give it a listen!

Word count;1,900


I’ve known Colby ever since we were kids.

We grew up in Kanas as next door neighbours, of course we didn’t start of being friends.  

We disliked one another until I was being bullied one day at school and Colby stood up for me, ever since then we’ve been friends

My feelings never began to grow until 3 years ago.

When he moved to LA with Sam.  

I still was living at home in Kanas and I was happy for him, excited even but then I was getting snapchats of him at party’s enjoying himself, arms around girls shoulders.  

I started to feel jealous, he’s never been that close to me with alcohol or no alcohol so that’s when I started to realise I liked him.  

It’s been 3 years later and now I’m in love with him, I don’t think I can live without him in my life.

I live in the house with the boys, the fans know this and of course I got hate at first but I stayed clear away from their filming so that the hate would stop.  

I have 2 brothers so I know what it’s like living with boys but not 5 boys at once.  

The house smells sometimes.  

It was just me and Colby home right now but he is busy editing.  

The other boys are out with their girlfriends and I don’t know where Aaron when he usually is home during the day.  

I was sitting in the living room watching tv when Colby walks in shirtless.  

“Hey, I’m going over to Shea’s to film a video do you want to come with? We can go and explore that haunted abandoned house after?” He said  

Oh great he’s hanging out with her again this week.  

I know they aren’t dating but they are very close more than he would be with me.

I gave him a small smile and said “No I have plans tonight, isn’t Scotty having a party tonight? I think I’m gonna go to that”  

I wasn’t really but I needed plans some how and I couldn’t think of anything else I could be doing  

“um okay, I’ll see you later then” Colby said unsurely then he ran upstairs probably to get ready.

Fuck why did I say that, now I’m gonna have to go to this party.  

I could have just spent the night with him but no I had to open my mouth.  

Fuck I’m stupid.

Colby’s Pov  

y/n was acting strange before I left, she usually loves to come and explore with me, it was also her idea to explore this haunted house.  

I just don’t understand.  

She never really goes to party’s and she doesn’t really drink so why is she wanting to go to Scotty’s party? There isn’t anything different than his normal party’s.  

I decided to ask Shea on what to do.  

My feelings for y/n keep growing and Shea keeps telling me I need to grow some balls and ask her out but I get so nervous every time.  

I just don’t know what to do anymore.  

There’s times when I think maybe she likes me too then there’s days like this she acts weird.  

“Hey Colby” Shea said as she let me into her apartment

She had everything set up for our video which I was glad about, I didn’t want to stay long because I wanted to catch y/n before this party.

“Hey” I said as I set my bag down and got out my camera, we were using my camera as hers broke and I’m fine about it all I need to do is send her the footage which I don’t mind about.


we filmed a Q&A for her channel that will be her second video she is going to upload, she made her channel ages ago but she has struggled with making videos so I did offer to help her.  

Once we were done filming I was getting ready to go but she stopped me and asked  

“What’s wrong?” She asked  

I turned to look at her and she gave me her don’t talk crap look and I knew I had to tell her.

So I took a seat and told her about today.  

“you need to get your ass to that party and kiss her” Shea said seriously  

“it’s not that simple” I said  

There’s no way I would have the balls to do that.  

She got up from her seat and said  

“yes it is, you get up and get out of my house get over to yours get ready make sure self look hot and go get your girl”  

She actually lifted me up of her seat by the arm and she got me out of her house.  

I couldn’t help but laugh, I’m glad she’s my friend.  

But she is right, I need to do this.


“why don’t you just tell him how you feel?” Kat said  

She was helping me get ready for this party Scotty was throwing, it was for no reason it’s just Scotty wanting a party I think.

Her and Sam weren’t going but she offered to do my makeup, I’m terrible at trying to do anything but put foundation and a little eyeliner one.  

“it’s not that simple Kat, how do I even know he likes me back?” I said as she continued to paint my face  

She stopped making me open my eyes letting the light strain my eyes a little

“are you stupid? Of course he feels the same! Do you know how hard it is to watch you’s both drool over one another?” She said  

There’s no way he feels the same way right?

“that’s lies” I said  

Kat wasn’t having it.  

It got to 9 o'clock and I was ready to go to this party I had no intention in staying at but maybe I could let me hair down..?

I was wearing a short red dress with converse, I’m pretty average in height so I new heels wasn’t a need tonight.

I usually don’t wear my hair down because it’s so long but tonight it’s down.

I heard the taxi outside so It was time to get this over with.

I was hoping Colby would be here when I walked in but there was no sign of him.

I bet he’s still with Shea, I know he says she is just a friend but fuck me she is so pretty how can he not want to be with her?

I’ve had 2 drinks.. Vodka and coke and I think they are getting to my head.  

This is why I don’t drink often.

My phone started vibrating inside my bag and when I lifted it out I saw it was Colby.  

I guess he finally wants to speak to me, well I declined the call and put my phone back in my bag and downed the rest of my drink and hit the dance floor.  

Colby’s Pov

Sam and Kat were the only one’s home and of course I got asked where I walked in

“Busy night?” Kat asked without looking at me  

Okay what the hell?

“not really, have you guys seen y/n?” I asked  

“Yeah man she left for Scotty’s party half an hour ago” Sam said  


She actually went?  

“I helped her get ready, she looked so hot! She’s bound to get a guy tonight” Kat said  


I didn’t talk to them I just ran upstairs to get ready.

Once I was done which didn’t take long, I sort of hoped y/n wasn’t having fun and I gave her a call hoping she would answer but it didn’t ring for very long meaning she ended the call.  

Well okay.  

That’s just great.  

I gave myself one more look in the mirror then I left.  

I knew I wasn’t going to drink so I just got into my car and drove to Scotty’s.  

I hope y/n isn’t too drunk.


I needed to breath, it’s so warm in here.

Once the cold air hit me I started to sober up, I stood with my back against the cold wall and then the lights of a car blinded my vision.  

Too fucking bright right now I thought and then the person in the car finally turned their car off finally.  

I recognised the car instantly.  

He got out of his car staring at me and he walked straight over to me like he was on a mission.  

I couldn’t move, I tried to get my legs to move but I couldn’t  

He stood in front of me breathing heavily.

“Hi” I said  

I was kicking myself inside because Hi? Couldn’t I have said something better.

Fuck I’m stupid.

“Hi” he said back smiling at me  

This is awkward.  

We’ve never had an awkward moment before.  


“you look pretty” Colby said  

My eyes widened at his words and he caught that and he was about to speak but I beat him to it  

“Thanks” I said quickly  

I can’t stand this awkwardness no more.  

“I’m going back inside” I said  

I quickly made inside and into the kitchen but of course he was right behind me

I started to make another drink when he talked but I couldn’t hear him over the music  

“CAN WE TALK?” He shouted  

I shook my head and pointed to my drink.

Then this guy I was talking to earlier Brad I think his name was came over to me, he turned to look at Colby but looked away again  

They don’t know each other thank god because I may have kissed Brad earlier.  

Brad whispered in my ear  

“come dance with me babe”  

I couldn’t take my eyes of Colby who looked pissed.  

I didn’t get to answer Brad back because Colby dragged me outside of the house again where we were a few minutes ago

“What the hell Colby?” I said once he let go of me  

He didn’t answer at first but when he did I almost died  

“I like you” was all he said when he turned around  

Did I hear him right?

He continued talking  

“fuck it feels so good to finally say it, I like you no wait I love you and I have for years”  

He was looking at me to say something but I couldn’t find the right words.  

I was jumping with joy in side, the butterflies were doing somersaults inside right now.

“Kiss me” I said quietly but he heard me.  

He smirked at me and then grabbed my face and our lips smashed together.  

It was worth the wait, all these years thinking he liked me as a friend but it turns out we’ve both been in love with one another.  

I’m so happy we can finally be together.

SO guys what did you think?

This came out of no where really.  

I’m sorry for the shit ending, I didn’t know how to end it really.

My love for Colby Brock has been hidden until now.  

If you want me to write more about him let me know!

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Until next time  

Love you all  

Morgan xxxx

Oh My, My, My - III (Bucky Barnes AU)


SUMMARY: A love story from start to finish.

WARNINGS: angst (just a liiiiil somethin of it) and language… i think….

AUTHOR’S NOTE: this is probably the fastest i’ve ever uploaded ANYTHING like EVER so please be very proud of me and hope I stay this way until I finish the series lol
as for my tag list i have 13 spots open. so if you want to be tagged, just let me know! 


Natasha let you raid her closet for something to wear to the party. She was always very honest with you so you knew you couldn’t go wrong with having her help you out.

“Not your style.” She said matter-of-factly as you twirled around in the floral dress.

“How do they even dress up for these parties?” You frowned.

“Well, for one it’s at Stark’s house so you know everyone’s going to dress up to the nine’s.” Natasha jumped out of bed and pushed you out of the way so she could look through her clothes. “Usually jeans, cute shoes, and a cute blouse would suffice at, let’s say… Sam Wilson’s party, but at Tony’s parties you gotta show up looking real nice.”

You stared at her in disbelief, “How do you even know this?”

“I’ve snuck in before.” She shot you a wink and she pulled out a black dress from her closet, throwing it to you.

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