i try very hard sometimes

I truly try very hard to live by ma'at but sometimes… You just gotta beat sense into someone. Sometimes you gotta get a little bit nasty to protect yourselves or others. Sometimes you gotta be.

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2 things:

 1. I really need to get some new fineliners hol y

 2. IT’S IKKI’S BIRTHDAY YEeeEE! ^O^

(Also if any of you got some free time, pls check out Amnesia bc ITS SO FRIGgIN GOOD you will not regret it I c a n n o t ˊ▽ˋ)

(And like, Ikki is canonly ticklish, sooo 6ω6)

Accomplishment of the day: threw away leftovers that I knew wouldn’t be good anymore

anonymous asked:

Your nu'est + arirang video is probably the best thing I've ever seen 😂😂😂 pls make 293773 more videos like that one omg

💕 thanks! i will! there’s so much nu’est + arirang radios on youtube anyways so ;) more vids to come

i’ll prob work on a vid for JR’s bday first lmao even though i literally just posted a video that was entirely focused on him 

🥀✨Galina talking right before Joe’s match against Brock Lesner🥀✨

💞✨One of the few videos that I have found Galina talking there’s not many I try my best to find videos like this but it’s sometimes very hard to find new videos of them that’s why I only post throw back videos of them💞✨

💞🔥Don’t you just love these two I love their relationship it’s so nice 💞🔥

🥀Enjoy!!🥀

To anybody who talks to me at all im so sorry that I’ve been such an asshole lately, I’ve honestly just been so sad and frustrated and empty the past few weeks and I’ve been taking it out on my enviorment and that’s super super uncool

anonymous asked:

Dude I've been waiting for about a month now, WHERE IS PART 3 DUDE WHERE?!!;9(;&

The Witch’s Familiar

I’ll say that I’ve been a fan of Twelve from the beginning, but I think sometimes there are just dynamic moments where you’re like, yes, this is the Doctor, and for me, that moment for Twelve didn’t really come until ‘The Witch’s Familiar’, until this moment here:

Davros: Why do you hesitate? No one would know. Clara Oswald is dead. Is this the conscience of the Doctor, or his shame? The shame that brought you here.

Twelve: There’s no such thing as the Doctor. I’m just a bloke in a box, telling stories. And I didn’t come here because I’m ashamed. A bit of shame never hurt anyone. I came because you’re sick and you asked. And because sometimes, on a good day, if I try very hard, I’m not some old Time Lord who ran away. I’m the Doctor.

Davros: Compassion then.

Twelve: Always.

Davros: It grows strong and fierce in you, like a cancer.

Twelve: I hope so.

Davros: It will kill you in the end.

Twelve: I wouldn’t die of anything else.

I just… this moment is so wonderful and just so perfectly Doctor, and where Twelve became one of the Doctors closest to my heart. And I will always have a lot of feelings about it. 

anonymous asked:

*When none of the blogs you have up in your tab bar are posting anything* I am depressed. D;

(( Please have patience. I have a job now, and I’m juggling that with running two blogs and still trying to make time with my family and friends. I’m trying very hard to keep up with all of those things, but sometimes I need a breather and have to slow my work load. I hope you understand. I’m sure many of the blogs have similar problems. Sometimes life is very distracting. .w. ))

anonymous asked:

Seems like you're frequently self-defeating :(

I’m frustrated and alone and sad. I try to keep optimistic, but its very hard sometimes.

I’m allowed to vent when I feel like shit.

I’ll be the first to admit that I’m very privileged compared to others: I’m well below the poverty line and I’m chronically, physically and mentally ill, but I’m a cis, asexual white female and while I feel very upset by the constant pressure of society for me to settle down, get married, have sex, have kids and feed the Machine with them, I have never been actively oppressed. I’m very under-informed about most issues that LGBT folks face (though I know that I can thank my society and my family for that), and while I try very hard to learn new things as they come up, I do sometimes get confused or frustrated by the sheer volume of information available out there and trying to figure out which of it is sound, and which is not.

But I digress.

I’ve never been actively oppressed, but I want to support my world-family and its members in whatever oppressions they may face. I want to be a friend to the downtrodden and frowned-upon. Society doesn’t really like me simply for who I am and what I represent on a general level, and I’ve been bullied nearly to death for other things, but again, I have never been oppressed.

I can’t imagine what it must be like. I can try, but I know I’ll never fully understand the way others do.

So, I want to thank all of you out there, especially in the LGBT community. Thank you for being brave. Even if you don’t think you’re brave, you really are. You face so much garbage on a day-to-day basis that myself and so many others will never fully comprehend and I don’t know how you do it, but thank you. Thank you for filling my dash with images and poems of love, acceptance, and pride: I’m not new to the whole LGBT scene but every day I learn new and wonderful things about you all, as well as the not-so-wonderful things you have to go through, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping me humble – but mostly, for filling our world with love.

“For of all things, love is the simplest.”

anonymous asked:

I loved the way you handled that call out if it were me i'd be triggered easily I think anti shippers need to understand that they can really hurt someone when they attack one person. Has anyone even seen that post with the fan artist that had needles in a cookie some one gave them? this is what anti shippers could be like and how far they would go for a fictional ship it scares me.

I know the way some of them act is horrible, they just go too far sometimes, and trust me, I was trying very hard not to get triggered but honestly, you can’t let stuff like that get to you because there are a lot of those types of negative ppl on tumblr. But they have their opinions and I have mine, so I won’t stoop to her level and hate. Thanks for the support btw :)

anonymous asked:

Your writing is so phenomenal and enchanting. What were your influences? (Sorry if you've been asked this before!)

Hello lovely nonny!

Don’t worry about it, thank you for your kind words and I’m very flattered that you’d want to know about my influences. So, have tl’dr!

In terms of themes Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein, Stevenson’s Jekyll and Hyde, Lovecraft’s works, Shakespeare’s tragedies (in particular Hamlet), mythology, folklore, and poetry (Keats, in particular) are my influences.

Stylistically I think a lot about authors like Joe Hill, Jeff Vandermeer, E.E.Cummings, Pablo Neruda, Catherynne Valente, Victoria Schawb, Ray Bradbury, Anne Carson, @ibuzoo and Nabokov. 

I work very hard at trying to find my own style of writing, sometimes I think I have it (more or less) other times I’m floundering. Regardless, I never want to stop struggling because as long as I am it means there is room for improvement. And I want to write better than I did last year, last month, last week, yesterday.

Thank you for your ask and have a great day!

I am so excited for Gabriel to come back but at the same time I’m kinda scared, to be honest.

I am still pissed at the reveal that he faked his death. ‘Cause that means that huge risk he took going up against Lucifer, the fact that he finally decided to make a stand for free will, that he died for the sake of humanity… that meant nothing. It retcons the culmination of his character development into another trick. It ALSO means that his speech on the Casa Erotica DVD (“this is me standing up”) was made while he KNEW he was gonna fake his death and hide again. Fuck. Off.

A part of me is hoping that he was forcibly resurrected and he just let Cas believe he faked his death for the sake of Metatron’s narrative. But if that’s not the case, then I AM scared. I’m scared that the writers are going to fuck up my favourite character rather than bringing him back in a way that honours his original arc. I’m scared that they already have.