i try to make things sometimes

anonymous asked:

For the meme: The skywalker twins

Headcanon A: what I think realistically

They never really have a conversation about Anakin Skywalker. They try, a few times, but it devolves into Leia shouting or Luke getting angry—angry in that black, festering way he has, when Leia can feel it in the air, choking as smoke from a chemical fire. He makes her cry once, even though she tries to hide it from him, and it’s the worst thing either of them has ever done to the other. (They’ve hated one another sometimes, but neither of them has ever hurt the other. Not once.) They do try to talk about it—this, more than anything else, the blood that unites them—until it’s too horrible to keep trying, so they stop. 

Headcanon B: what I think is fucking hilarious

There was a solid eighteen standard days on Hoth when Luke and Leia turned the entire base into a madhouse—it might have been longer, but Mon Mothma intervened and sent them on missions at opposite ends of the galaxy. This is still known colloquially as “The Great Prank War of Echo Base”, and whenever it’s mentioned, Han looks haunted.

“Listen,” he tells Ben once, very seriously. “If you ever have to pick sides between your mom and your Uncle Luke…the only correct answer is to run really fast in the opposite direction.”

Headcanon C: what is heart-crushing and awful but fun to inflict on friends

They only tell a handful of people about the fact that they’re brother and sister. Luke has spent the last five years telling anyone who would listen that he’s Anakin Skywalker’s son, and since Cloud City has been—almost—as open about the fact that Darth Vader is Anakin Skywalker, to the point that it’s not much of a secret that Luke Skywalker is Darth Vader’s son. (It serves to make him even more of a figure of myth, even among the Rebellion. Darth Vader’s son, the Jedi, who is going to kill his father and win the war.)

On the other hand, while most of the rebels who knew Bail are aware that Leia was adopted, Bail and Breha always insisted she was just an orphan of the Clone Wars, and honestly, what are the chances that Darth Vader had two secret children? (Yeah, right. This is real life, not some daytime holodrama.) Leia wants nothing to do with her biological origins, anyway; she’s happy to let Luke be the object of whispers and worship, to be tinged with the fear of those who don’t know him.

Still, sometimes Han has to nudge Leia, pull her away from Luke, because what is affectionate between brother and sister looks dangerously like infidelity in any other context.

Sometimes Wedge gives Luke pitying glances, because Leia and Han are whispering to one another, smiling the sort of smile lovers are entitled to, and Luke wants to protest, no no stop, let me have this complicated uncomplicated thing, for myself.

Sometimes Leia gets asked what her relationship to ‘Skywalker’ is. In all the intervening years, Leia has perfected an empty smile, to say warmly, “Luke is one of my oldest friends.” Sometimes, if she’s feeling vicious and/or guilty, she adds, “I consider him almost a brother.”

Headcanon D: what would never work with canon but the canon is shit so I believe it anyway

Being children of the Living Force is stranger than you might imagine, an embodied a war between your humanity and the weight of the galaxy. Leia sometimes wakes up inside Luke’s skin—just for half a second, her eyesight sharper and the world written in neon light because oh, that’s the Force, that’s what it means—before she’s slammed into her own body again. Luke has dreams of Aldera, where he walks along broad avenues and up into the mountains and every person he meets is on fire, burning up to ash, but he still must carry them, all the same.

Leia cries once for no reason, standing in the middle of a Senate session—so hard she has to excuse herself, and she screams her grief in the refresher, collapsing to her knees. (Luke is on Tatooine, standing over the ashes of his homestead.)

Luke jolts awake in the middle of a pile of rubble and bodies and feels all the blood drain from his face because he doesn’t know if this was him, or if this is something he can never, ever ask Leia.

(Neither of them die. This is not their inheritance as the Living Force, but what they inherited matrilineally. Surviving—that’s something human.)

anonymous asked:

how do you draw things that are so cute? I try to draw cute things and they look demonic.

Demonic things can be super cute!

Some of the things I draw while attempting to draw something cute look like they escaped from the first circle of hell and sometimes it still works *lol*

Though generally making things round and squishy looking translate as “cute” in our heads. So try to simplify things. Simple happy Cas with a PB+J sandwich. :3

(And I’m sure there are people who look at this and think it’s an atrocity, but who cares.)

anonymous asked:

With the whole whistling thing,the fae Constructicons do whistle at a human and lure them into going to a fae party only for their boss faeformer Prowl to come in,see a human,and get angry with Constructicons cause holy slag guys you can't just bring a human here! Prowl ends up getting a thing for the human after speaking to them and then suddenly he's asking them if they want some fruit or some tea so they have to stay there with him forever.

Oh my gosh!  Yes!  I love this idea!  

Poor Prowl spends the entire evening trying to make sure the Constructicons don’t scare off the poor human by being Super Forward and Intense!  Sometime during the party though, the human ends up getting tired and goes back home to bed while the others are too busy arguing over who gets to dance with them next.  The next morning six men, five unusually large and muscular and one nearly inhumanly good looking, all show up at the human’s farm house and ask them for their hand in marriage.

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I mean, kimonobi just wants to feed his…” @resistancepilots​ omg Obi moving out and becoming Bail’s next door neighbour!!! I feel like everyone in the building starts making complaints about the weird guy who never seems to sleep and who seems to be setting off explosions in his apartment. Plus the strange smells that drift out of the vents and from under his door. Obi is so Offended- yes he keeps weird hours. He’s a general of the GAR and a Councilor and a v. Important and Busy man. ½

2/2 As to the explosions and strange smells- he’s just trying to cook healthy meals for his padawan, grandpadawan, and clone army. Sometimes things go wrong. These things happen when you cook (having been raised by Qui Gon, Obi Wan’s ideas about the acceptable margin of error for cooking is… skewed). Everyone figures out that Bail is Obi’s friend so they all direct their complaints at him… Bail regrets everything. Xd

the fact that suddenly BAIL has to deal with this. adsjkj and I’m laughing at Obi Wan inviting the entire 212th over for dinner at his new place. the clones prob all take turns sneaking away to throw their food away. there’s a secret food table on the balcony where Bail’s smuggling them digestible food and they all keep having to answer the space takeout companies with calls about how yes, they need their order delivered at the window and no, the door isn’t working, and YES, of course they’re authorized to be here

anonymous asked:

Hello, Firstly I really enjoy your blog, particularly your Snape head canons. Lately I have been pondering the different ways that people laugh based on their characters and the situation, so I was wondering, what kind of a laugher do you reckon Snape would be? I can't decide if he's the kind to toss his head back or lean forward and hide his face. However, I can imagine him chuckling inwardly at some jokes, but he must laugh out loud at some stage right?? Thanks in advance :)

I see him doing that “snicker behind the hand” sort of thing- like he’s trying to stop laughing but can’t hold it back.

I also think that if he’s comfortable around you, you might be blessed by one of his belly laughs, which just kinda builds in his chest and echoes throughout the room.  

I’m sure he has a “muahahaha” ironic evil laugh as well. Dumbledore sometimes requires it of him to make the act look convincing.

Hhh the tag is a mess of sad stuff my heart can’t take it…
I’ll queue up some cute stuff on this blog to help cheer up myself and anyone needing comfort rn. 

Remember to take everything with a grain of salt bc things can be taken a bit too far, sometimes not even on purpose. Let’s try not guess much from this sneak peek bc, lets be honest, we had no context for these scenes. Just sit down, be calm and wait for the ep to come out.

I’ll try to make this blog a happy place for this while, if I eventually reblog something abt the leaks these posts are tagged as #su spoilers and while the ep isn’t out as #su unaired too.

Take care and love lapidot 💚💙

anonymous asked:

Hi there! I just wanted to tell you that I am such a fan of your writing, so much so that I've read a lot of your fics multiple times. In particular, "Love Me Not" tugged on my heart strings--may or may not have shed a tear or two, but shhhh--and I was wondering if you planned on continuing that story at all. Personally, I am keeping my fingers crossed that a chapter 6 will make an appearance sometime soon. Again, amazing work! Thanks for writing.

Aw this is so sweet, anon, thank you!!

This story is frustrating because I know exactly how I want it to end up, but I’m also coming off a really long writing hiatus and feel a bit like a baby deer wobbling awkwardly on unsteady legs. I know where I want to go but I’m not sure I have the ability to get there.

I’m trying to relearn how to write at this point, and I’ll be working on some new things (hopefully! *fingers crossed*) before I make any attempt to pick up my unfinished pieces. Hoping to get it done at some point, but I wouldn’t risk saying “soon.” Sorry, love and thank you for the message <3

dont-be-what-they-wantyou-tobe  asked:

Hi. I love your blog.Is such a blessing💓. So I hope you could help me with something:I rlly love having time with God(like praise, pray and read the bible) but sometimes i don't rlly have a schedule, i try to do it daily but sometimes the times or my own mood makes it difficult, I want to know if you have some advice and if we have to pray always in the morning? Thanks😘

Hello, thank you so much, that is very sweet. 

I’d love to try and help, keep in mind I’m no expert though, I just love my Father and I love spending time with Him. 

The greatest thing about spending time with God is that you can do it whenever. You can spend time with Him in the morning, in the evening, during breakfast, in the shower, in the car, on the train, whilst doing the dishes. Anytime. God is always listening. We’re not limited to one certain time a day. 

I, personally, really don’t like schedules though, because I find that once I label something as a schedule, it’s 10 times harder for me to stick to. I think the best idea is to start working on a lifestyle of spending time with Him, rather than seeing it as chore or duty to fulfil. Like, “oops, I forgot to pray today.” But rather, “woohoo, I have 5 minutes, what a great time to talk to the Lord for a while.” 

I’ll try and put it into context. Say your dating someone, the first thing you do when you wake up is text them. Throughout the day you’re messaging them. You take time to physically go and see them. You look at their social media. You call them before you go to bed. You think about them when you’re doing the dishes. It’s romantic. It’s love. It’s intimate. You don’t see it as a duty to text them when you wake up, you can’t wait to do it. You don’t have to set a reminder because it’s the first thing on your mind. 

Jesus wants this type of relationship with you. And, I know, it sounds a little far fetched at first, but it is totally totally attainable. For me, in the beginning, it was just putting a few rules in place until they became my nature.

As for practicality, this is what I would recommend. 

  1. Spending at least a couple minutes with Him when you wake up. You don’t have to talk, but acknowledge His presence.
  2. Spend some time with Him before you go to sleep at night. 
  3. I find this hard but if you like structure, a Bible reading plan is a great idea. Devotionals are good for this. Keep your Bible nearby and get in the habit of opening it whenever you get a spare moment. It will become easier and easier to get into the Word.
  4. When you’re alone, play worship music. Even if you’re focused on something else, it will help set your mind on Him.
  5. Get into the habit of giving thanks. Whenever something turns out well, acknowledge that it’s from Him. This can take some time to get into the habit of, but it’s so good once you get it. You’ll start to see everything He’s doing in your life. 
  6. When you can’t think of what to pray for, speak in tongues. 
  7. Make a list of people / things to pray for and pick one each day. 

Now, overnight, your life isn’t going to transform. But you’ll find that if you are serious about knowing Him more, you’ll have the desire to spend time with Him. It won’t come as a chore but as a joy. Sometimes I’m out with friends and I can’t WAIT to get home because I want that intimate time with Jesus. 


I’d like to touch on mood also. For me, when I was first getting the hang of all this, I was often too tired to pray, or too busy with other things to spend time in the Word, or too cranky in the morning to talk to Him. This is the biggest battle of all this - realising that it’s not about you, but it’s about Him. And spending time with Him is not just pleasing to Him but it is so so so good for us. I find that when I push through a bad feeling or a busy day and set aside life to make time for Him, I encounter the best time with Him. When I’m feeling my worst, God comes through the best. Because, truly, He matters the most anyways. 

I wish I could give you something more practical, but my best advice is this - create a lifestyle of spending time with Him. It won’t be easy at first, you’ll have to push through sometimes (luckily you’re already halfway there, hey).

It’s not a chore, it’s a joy. Forget to say good morning when you wake up? Don’t beat yourself up, just acknowledge Him now that you’ve remembered. See a friend thats going through a hard time? Rather than just thinking about it, direct your thoughts to your Father. 


He is totally so OVER THE MOON that you desire to spend more time with Him, and more time getting to know Him. He loves it, and He’s so ready to help you get there. Ask Him to help you. Ask Him to remind you. He can’t wait! 

I know this wasn’t a super great answer, but it’s my experience and what I did when I first started getting serious about deliberately spending time with HIm. I hope that you find something useful from this. If you’d like to talk more about it, I’d be more than happy to go into more detail about certain aspects with you :) Again, I’m no aspect, I just love my Dad. 

Bless you heaps, He can’t wait to spend more time with you. 

xx - c

anonymous asked:

!! Its okay to feel lazy ! Don't try to force yourself to draw because drawing is supposed to be fun >:00 !!!!!!! Everyone gets like this sometimes and i believe in you ! I also love your art a lot, but again dont rush please !

I mean, the point is that drawing is not being that fun anymore, I’ve been in a long art block, I guess, and it’s been a long time since I drew something that I would look to and say “All this time suffering to finish this thing… IT WAS WOTH IT!”, so, I really wanna try a lil bit more… but… How dare ya make me cry??? That’s so sweet omg, thank you! Ya made my day, Anon! I won’t rush at all, I promise ;v;

julxr4  asked:

what's it been like being a Christian writing fics and making stories? like how much of it comes out/through, and influences how you write? hope it's not to odd of a Q ^^

hi darling! nonsense, not an odd question at all- thanks for asking this! :))

well I try to not use swear words, since I don’t cuss anyways I never feel good about that? and if i have to then i use a mix of one (but i think it’s rare of me to tbh?) i don’t feel like swearing adds much- to mine anyways? 

i respect that a lot of people on here don’t believe in God and aren’t christian, so I don’t bring it up (but in for every broken dream there is going to be an element to that!) and try to make my stories as pg-13 as possible lol

and sometimes I get fic prompts so sometimes it’s things that as a christian i’ve never encountered much of (e.g the james and lily loosing their virginity) and some things i have experienced and still regret (e.g. drinking) but like for my jily challenge prompt i have that lily is drunk

this is a rlly hard question tbh because i’ve been thinking abt my writing for a while and how it affects me and my faith since i am writing abt hp characters who are dead and have never existed lol?? and i am doing some original work and that has a sense of christianity in it although it’s not straightforward in a way?

anyways, i know what tumblr is like (esp with people who are christian, like the amount of posts i see on my dash that make fun of christians is wow it’s just wow) and so i never speak out on it because i don’t wanna start anything. so i tend to just write what i’m comfortable with, i think that’s the main thing!


Hi, can I please get a written ship with BTS?
I’m openminded, polite ,creative,softspoken,kind,friendly,introverted,calm & quiet(I can be pretty quiet even when I’m close to someone, but I also have days when I’m very talktaktive). At first I can seem cold/awkward because I’m shy/quiet/in my own world.

I’ve been told that I seem like someone who has a responsible, calm, sweet and gentle personality. I’m pretty independent and value authenticity and dislike burdening people with my problems. I always try to be friendly but sometimes get slightly anxious in some social situations as I find it difficult to make conversation with new people (I try to hide that, though).Also, I’m kind of easily distracted and don’t always notice things in my surroundings.

I like to paint (actually just art in general, like photography, etc),play piano (I’ve mostly played classical, though),travel,read,be w/friends,sleep,watch movies,listen to music & dance. I’m a major homebody but I do like going outside on adventures and I love travelling.

I’m a huge procrastinator but I’m also pretty ambitious and perfectionistic so I’m often feeling like I’m not working hard enough whilst like… procrastinating, haha.
I dislike inconsiderate and judgmental people who cannot/don’t care to put themselves in other people’s shoes. I really like skinship and cuddling but only when I’m close to someone.

Thank you in advance ~


In BTS I ship you with: Taehyung

Taehyung is an extrovert! Granted you are shy, but that won’t be an issue! If the two of you were in the same room he’d be the one to walk up to you and initiate conversation! He wouldn’t mind you being awkward or anxious at all either. (Just between you and me; I think he might love the fact that you’re awkward, idk it’s just a feeling) In social settings he’d be a great facilitator! If you have trouble articulating an concept he’ll finish your sentences! If you get stuck mid-sentence not knowing what words to say he’ll know and say it. If you need something clarified or need to ask a question he will be very eager to help you.(I’ve noticed he really likes to do this.) That would be his way of dealing with anxiety from the get go. Over time he will understand how your anxiety works, learning to be more responsible over others, and will be able to comfort you properly.

When you two are together you will be in your own little world! He knows that at home is where you are most comfortable. Subsequently, if he catches you editions photos, painting, or playing piano, he’s going to ask where you learned how to do that? What type of camera, utensils do you use? Who are your favorite classical artists? Why’d you get into it in the first place? He will ask A LOT of questions because he’s genuinely interested in your hobbies! By the end of it you both will find yourselves in a wormhole of a conversation talking about the places you’ll want to travel to and the dreams you’ve had in mind to accomplish. Taehyung would appreciate the craft you do! He’s very easy going but would be an energizing factor in your life! If you were to start procrastinating he’d take you out for a walk somewhere (probably the countryside he likes that atmosphere) for you to clear your mind! If you guys were just chatting together and he notices you spacing out he would probably laugh! It would end up being a running gag for the both of you! He won’t pressure you to get your work done but he will push you, and give you your space if needed since he would expect the same from you as well!

Hope you like this!

-Admin S

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okay wait, related to my previous post, I know one shouldn’t compare themsleves to others, but you know what? that’s kinda bullshit, 

sometimes looking at other people’s art can help find new techniques or find things you could use to improve your own art, I’m not saying copying a style, but maybe finding that someone’s art has a lot of movement and fluidity will make you want to work more on your art to give it more fluidity, sometimes you find a specific use of colors that you love and would like to try similar palettes, sometimes you see the kind of brush they use for lineart looks great and would like to change your own

CANCER: Lately it seems like everywhere you look there’s another promise shattering at your feet and you can’t even think about cleaning it up yet because that makes it official. That makes it irreparable. You want to hang onto the person you were when these pacts were made, when you still believed that the people you loved were incapable of hurting you. I know it’s difficult to accept that the summer night buzzing with cicadas in your chest is going to fade to autumn, and then to winter. But sometimes you need to let things die in order to try again, and that doesn’t mean you’re giving up. It means that you’re choosing yourself over the shards at your feet.

LEO: It’s terrible that no matter the length of time that you manage to hold onto something beautiful, it always takes twice that amount of time to forget about it. It’s been weeks since your heart was ripped from your chest and you’re still dreaming nightly about icicles and dark movie theaters and other things that can’t stay. I know that this is something you’ve heard before and have refused to believe, but you deserve people that don’t leave. You deserve people that know what to do with everything that you give them. You deserve more than what you think you do.

VIRGO: You’re starting to wonder if you really made the right decision, all of those months ago. Forgetting the love that you buried under an unmarked gravestone has been more difficult than you thought it would be, even with your cement-infused heart. How long has it been since you’ve washed your mirror? You should know better than anybody that trying to evaluate yourself under a sheen of dirt is next to impossible. It’s okay to go back through the photo albums just like it’s okay to discard anything that makes you feel as though you’re trying to run through quicksand. Choose for yourself.

LIBRA: There’s a big part of you that wants to climb atop the nearest mountain and scream until your voice gives out. Scream until your efforts make a difference. Scream until your family decides to let you make your own choices. Scream until the world notices you. Scream until something, anything, works out. I don’t blame you for feeling angry or upset, or as though you’ve been shorted happiness that you deserved to get back. Things haven’t been working out but you need to remember that it isn’t your fault. It isn’t always your fault. Don’t bottle up your frustrations.

SCORPIO: You’ve brushed so much under the rug that it’s become noticeable. There’s now a lump to avoid in the center of your floor and the only thing left to do is confront it. But it’s been so long since you’ve let yourself ruminate on the cobwebs in your memory that you’re scared to acknowledge the spiders that made them. There’s no telling what’s waiting for you, and putting it off is so much easier, I know. You’re so much stronger than you think you are, though. You survived the mess its first time around and you’ll survive it throughout its victory lap. The house will feel so much safer once you get this done.

SAGITTARIUS: The best and worst days of your life tangle up so often that you’re beginning to wonder if they’re secret lovers. It seems like you can only ever be rewarded after something is taken away, like your happiness is a set of scales that somebody with a bad sense of humor is in charge of regulating. The fact that you manage to prosper despite these odds is a reason to be proud of yourself each and every day. I know that you don’t hear this too often, but I mean it when I say that you’re doing incredibly well despite the moonless nights you’ve had to endure. Don’t be afraid to let joy run rampant in your life. She’s kind.

CAPRICORN: The future feels like an avalanche that’s barreling towards you without any sign of slowing down and lately laying down in front of it has been looking like a better and better option. I know that it’s discouraging to see people younger than you are putting their life together without an instruction manual, but it’s okay to not know how everything is supposed to connect yet. You have so much time to determine who you want to be, and where you want to be it. Anybody that pushes you to think faster isn’t worth the effort to think about them. Stand tall when the storm hits, you’ll be surprised by how much you can handle.

AQUARIUS: It’s difficult to mask your impatience when it comes to personal reinvention. You’ve been waiting for so long to feel this free and susceptible to the world, you want your skin to pick up its pace: shed and regrow into something that feels more like a home and less like a body. You’re forgetting that everything meaningful takes time to reach its zenith. You know, you deserve something that doesn’t bite back when you try to feed it. And this time the universe is actually attempting to give you that. Good things are here, embrace them.

PISCES: You’ve been feeling more grateful than ever for the experiences you’ve had and the people that you’ve met, and I’m so happy that you’ve been feeling that type of light. Too often you’ve found yourself in situations not worth remembering and with people not worth your friendship, but not now. It’s okay to let your guard down, to bask in the rays of what you’ve sown. It’s improbable to believe that you will never again feel the wound of sadness, but it’s okay to live as though you won’t. You’re allowed to be happy about what you have.

ARIES: You’ve never felt this free before. It’s almost as if the past few years were all just leading up to this current era of your life. With all of this change I know that it can be difficult to decide what you should keep in your life versus what you should discard, but you have to trust yourself and your instincts. It may be easy to prioritize the happiness of those around you but prioritizing yourself should always come first. If something is causing you great stress, you’re allowed to get rid of it. You’re allowed to do what’s best for you.

TAURUS: Lately the past has been digging into you like a shovel to the earth and you’re tired of waking up with new reasons to remember what you’ve been trying to forget. The good news is that these incoming negative thoughts are no longer a cruel surprise. The bad news is that these incoming negative thoughts are no longer a cruel surprise. Sure, the distance between you and the last person you gave a piece of yourself to might be endlessly fluctuating and uncertain in its boundaries, but that doesn’t mean its grip is powerful enough to stop someone like you from thriving. Go on a road trip. Control your own space. Tell yourself that it’s okay to let go of what’s already let go of you.

GEMINI: You’ve been finding yourself on your own a lot more than usual and this isn’t something you’ve been coping with in the healthiest of ways. It doesn’t seem fair that you always have to wonder about your expiration date, about how long it’ll take for people to deem you rotten and toss you in the trash. I don’t want to lie and say that this will definitely be the last time that you lose someone you believed to be permanent, because it most likely won’t be. But I can assure you, the people that are capable of meshing with your vibrant personality will know how to stick around. You don’t have to worry about being alone forever.
Being Tony Stark’s Daughter and Dating Peter Parker would include:

Author’s Note: I really love these headcannon lists so I decided to try them out, hope you enjoy <3

Warning(s): swearing and Deadpool tbh


Being Tony Stark’s Daughter and Dating Peter Parker would include:

• LMAO LORDY HERE WE GO


•meeting him by chance at Starbucks.
-they’d call out ‘Stark’ to come pick up your drink and Peter would freak out.



•he’d try and talk to you about the ‘stark internship’ and you’d be like 'tf are you?’
-“Hi I’m P-Parker Pete, I mean Peter Parker”
-“okay do you want like an autograph or something???”


•he’d be like stumbling over his words and you’d think he was cute so you’d sign his arm with your number and he’d freak out.


•he wouldn’t know whether or not to call you or how to talk to you so he just wouldn’t.
-Ned yelling at him bc Peter is stupid.


•and you’d be upset that this Parker Pete dude didn’t call you back and Tony would try to cheer you up.


•you’d be a huge Spider-Man fan


•like high-key Spidey fan


•and for some reason Tony forgot to tell you that he knew Spiderman.


•so you’d flip shit when Tony would come into the compound with an unmasked Spiderman.
-“you?? Know?? SPIDEY?? And you??? Didn’t??? Tell me???”
-“(Y/N) please, I’m old and highly susceptible to heart attacks”


•then you’d flip shit on Peter for not calling you.
-“and you Parker Pete! You didn’t call me??”


•completely ignoring the fact that Peter is spiderman.


•dropping by during training sessions.


•distracting Peter.


•getting sent out bc you’re too distracting.


•convincing Tony to let you go public school so you can 'monitor’ Peter’s progress.


•Peter showing off your friendship to everyone.


•picking up Ned and Peter in one of Tony’s flashy cars just to prove Flash wrong.


•sticking up for Peter 99.9% of the time.


•Peter being grateful for having you as a friend.


friend :’)


•you end up crushing on Peter haaaard
-it being painfully obvious to everyone but Peter
-Ned teasing you for it until the end of time.


•he asks you out at one of Liz’s parties during 7 minutes of heaven.
-“so- *kiss*-I was thinking- *kiss*-maybe later we could- *kiss*
-“yes Peter I’ll go out with you”


•keeping it a secret from Tony bc he thinks dating will interfere with Peter being Spiderman.


•dating for like a year behind Tony’s back.


•the avengers finding out bc Wanda accidentally reads your thoughts one day :)
-“you made out with Peter?”
-“WHo toLd yOu ThAt?”


•overprotective mother!Steve Rogers.

•dates swinging above the New York skyline.

•cute nicknames

•angel

•baby

•dARLInG


•Peter sneaking into your room when he gets hurt.


•making up crazy excuses when Tony almost barges into your room.
-“IM ON MY PERIOD! BLOOD! BLOOD EVERYWHERE!”
-“I’m too old for this”


•Tony inviting Peter to team dinners.
-holding hands under the table.
-blowing kisses when Tony isn’t looking.


•makeout sessions on the roofs of sky scrapers.


•attempting to do the Spider-Man kiss.
-“Peter I think we’re doing this wrong”
-“No I got this” *web snaps* “AHhH”


“Y/N NO”
“Y/N YES”

•Ned being disturbed by your PDA.


•kisses by the lockers.


•flash flirting with you


•jealous!Peter

•he’d like clench his jaw and glare and you’d find that really hot tbh.

•but then flash would say some dumb shit like “how’d penis Parker get a hot babe like you?”

•you almost breaking Flash’s arm

•Peter cheering you on.

Slapping Peter’s ass at school when no ones looking


•Peter blushing all the time bc it happens on a daily basis


•Getting angry at your dad when he takes away Peter’s suit.
-“Y/N talk to me”
-“Not until you give Peter back his suit”
-“he doesn’t deserve it”
-“he deserves everything in the world and so much more than you. He tried to help you, but you didn’t listen!”

•Tony being hurt bc you’ve never fought with him before.

•him wondering why you’re defending Peter.

•it finally clicking that you’re dating Peter.

•Tony being mad at you for keeping it a secret.

•Peter not wanting to come between you and your dad’s close relationship

•coming to Peter’s defence when Tony tries to 'kill’ him.
-“dad no! I love him”
-“you love me?”

-“ew this is so sweet I can feel the diabetes already”



•PDA around the avengers tower after that
-“The 'making out’ is disturbing me”

-“Same, Thor, same”



•cuddles
-“you’re really soft”
-*you booping peters nose* “yeah well you’re really cute”

•dad jokes.

-“Peter! Peter! What time did the man go to the dentist?!’’

-”(Y/N) go away"

-“Tooth hurt-y! get it?”


•study dates
-turning into makeout sessions
-resulting in you guys being supervised by vision


•you trying on the suit
-almost suffocating
-accidentally swinging out into the streets of New York
-you going to hospital
-lectures from Tony.


•getting the talk from Wade
-crying afterwards bc Wade is weird.
-Tony trying to kill Wade

“PETER NO”
“PETER YES”


•passing notes in class


•staring at each other in class

•detentions together
-resulting in you making out in the back.
-resulting in you guys getting kicked out of detention
-never getting detention from other teachers bc they are disturbed by teen romance

•girl talks with Michelle and Liz
-Ned and Peter trying to spy on you guys
-Ned and Peter treating it like a secret mission and having code names.
-“Nedstar 101, I have visual on the birds”
-“copy that Peterpiper”
-“you know we can see you guys right”
-“abort mission! abort mission! We’ve been compromised!”

•getting mad when Peter doesn’t ask you to homecoming.
-him being really confused bc he thought he didn’t have to ask since you guys were dating.


•Peter getting the silent treatment.
-“BaBbBeeee”
-“PlEASe talk to mEee”

•Asking Ned for help
-failing miserably and making you even more mad.

•going to Tony for help
-also failing miserably.
-“she’s your daughter??? How did this go so wrong???”
-“I don’t know!? I’m a failure!?”

•Peter sitting outside your bedroom door for like 2 hours.
-forgiving him when you come home to find him sleeping there.

•tickle fights
-Peter accidentally kicking you in the face.
-going to the hospital again.
-getting lectures from Tony and Steve.

•cooking with Aunt May

•May loves you

•girl talks with May
-Peter trying to spy on these.

•going to Thai restaurants with May and Peter
-sometimes Tony would come
-things would get weird
-Thai food puns

•May and Peter coming to spend family holidays with you and the avengers.
-Tony being weird with Aunt May
-reJectIoOoN

•forehead kisses

•Peter bringing you lunch bc you always forget to eat.

•Peter crying over the titanic
-“Pete are you crying?”
-“No this is liquid pride”

•Movie nights with the Avengers
-Tony and Peter crying and laughing over the same scenes
-you and the avengers being weirded out.

•Peter braiding your hair

•Playing with Peter’s hair
-it helps him fall asleep or calm down from stress.

•falling asleep on one another
-the avengers taking photos of you guys
-someone knocking something over effectively waking you up.
-proceed to you screaming at the avengers for like 5 minutes.


•naps together


•you being the big spoon
-Peter never admiting that to anyone.
-you telling everyone.

•late night calls
-effectively running up Tony’s phone bill.
-“Y/N WHY IS YOUR CELL PHONE BILL OVER ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS?!?!”
-“I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS A PROBLEM I MEAN WE’RE BILLIONAIRES”


•Tony showing off you and Peter’s relationship
-cos he’s a proud dad
-uncle!Tony loves his spiderling.


•You making Peter the happiest he’s ever been and vice Versa.


“I love you”
“Meh you’re alright Pete”


Based on @paperficwriter‘s Genos headcanon(s)!

the signs as i’ve known them irl

Aries: you’re feisty and confident and loud but also ridiculously naive and quite childish. your smile is blinding and you’re fiercely protective of your friends and would go to the ends of the world for their sake. i like you. although i wish you’d learn to read situations and be more tactful, i admire your sincerity and honesty. you’re refreshingly genuine.

Taurus: you’re so hard on yourself, it’s as if you’ve put a boulder on your chest and refuse to take it off. you don’t need to handle all this pressure, but you put in on yourself anyway, and are incredibly stubborn about it. it’s okay to relax and enjoy yourself. being alive is not a punishment. you’re so much happier when unrestricted by worries; know that you don’t need to handle everything alone.

Gemini: you’re intelligent and very talkative with those whose company you enjoy. you want someone who’ll click and can engage you in conversation, whether intellectual or random. you’re so used to changing yourself to suit other people’s tastes that you aren’t sure how to be yourself anymore; to you, all of those personalities somehow seemed like genuine sides of yourself.

Cancer: you’re always so friendly and welcoming and kind with everyone, but at the same time, you always felt very distant to me. part of me feels like i wrongfully infringed on your personal space by trying to get closer, even though that’s not the case. from time to time i feel like i can see glimpses of your true feelings, but it always disappears back into a facade just as i notice.

Leo: you’re kind and helpful– and cheerful, to some extent. you really like attention. some of you are lowkey about it and some of you have zero subtlety about it, but regardless, you want to be recognized for your hard work and efforts. you feel overshadowed by people who are better than you and want to improve yourself, but may feel lost sometimes as to how to get there.

Virgo: you’re so stubborn, hardworking, and determined; i’m not sure if it’s frightening or annoying. it’s also a huge pain in the neck to argue with you because you firmly believe that your views are The Right Ones and completely disregard any arguments against it. you’re organized and neat and intelligent. i understand your feelings to some level, but i wish you were more open-minded.

Libra: you’re not a bad person, but you’re not exactly morally upstanding, either. and that comes from your ability to see situations from all sides. it’s a bit infuriating trying to ask your opinion on things because of this; you see and understand all views and end up confused and unable to decide. you’re good with people but tend to hold most of them at a distance to avoid getting hurt.

Scorpio: you have a wild sense of humor and are rather sarcastic, but it’s mostly there to cover up your insecurities and feelings. you’re passionate but try to keep it subdued (and it works quite well, if i’m honest). it’s alright to have feelings. i don’t know exactly who hurt you in the past, but you don’t need to hide your emotions behind a quirky persona. it’s okay to let it out and just be

Sagittarius: you’re very sarcastic and funny and sometimes just plain mean on the outside, but you’re so sweet and gentle and kind on the inside; the contrast always makes me melt a little. you’re quite intelligent and try to see the bright side even if it’s hard. you don’t like sharing personal information or revealing how you feel easily. you genuinely care for your friends and want to help them.

Capricorn: i worry about you. you’re hardworking and diligent but somehow lazy at the same time. you’re also hard on yourself and have deep insecurities and strong feelings about things that you hide rather than open up about. you’re bitingly sarcastic and i love your sense of humor. you’re also incredibly kind to others, which can hurt you when others don’t show you the same kindness.

Aquarius: flighty. you’re kind and compassionate on the outside but hold a deeply-rooted bitterness within you. i dislike how you always blame everyone but yourself for your own problems, especially when they could be easily resolved if you simply lightened up a bit. part of me wonders if you care more about global and societal issues because you don’t know how to deal with the personal ones. 

Pisces: you’re passionate and emotionally fragile, though experience has taught you to hide it behind walls. when you love, it’s with full force and zero inhibitions; that’s why you get hurt so easily. you’re not easy to understand and people have ostracized you because they misinterpret your words or actions. i feel sorry for you, but at the same time i know that misguided pity is the last thing you want. 

Therapist: it’s not healthy to resist treatment
Me, while dissociating: uh huh

wolfraya4  asked:

Hi, I really like how you draw and also how you do your style, but could you publish a drawing that is from your beginnings ?. Well I've been drawing for some time but sometimes I do not see progress in my drawings. I would be inspired to see how you started to keep going and get to your level

i could really spare myself the embarrassment and really cherrypick this but nah let’s do this

remember that as long as you’re drawing and making an effort, then you’re evolving as an artist. improvement can be a slow process but the more you work, the more you learn new things and discover different methods to try. not everything will be good and sometimes things will feel really good- there were a bunch of times i looked at a drawing and thought “this is my finest work so far” and now it’s just…. not because i kept moving forward from it! i guess my cheesy inspo advice is: take pride in your work but never get complacent because there’s always room to grow! case and point, here’s some stuff i was very proud of at the time i drew them lmfao:

How i study languages

A couple of days ago @bonbonlanguage asked if i have a post about what i do in order to learn a new language so i thought i should try to make a post about that.

The beginning

As a beginner i always do the same stuff. I research a couple of apps or i just see if my favourite choices have a version for my target language. Usually i use: 

Memrise
Fun Easy Learn
9000 words
50Languages
HiNative
babbel, busuu (rarely but i still have them on my phone)

+some sites and specific apps only for my target language

I choose a grammar book and i take notes from from it. So far i chose books from 3 collections: Teach Yourself, Colloquial and For Dummies.

How i take notes from a book

I ignore the excercises, in my notebook you will see only grammar notes and sometimes irregular verbs at the end, but you will never see exercises. (i’ll say later what i do with the exercises)
If the book has a pretty good structure, i just copy what’s in there. (when i say good structure i mean that i can’t extract main ideas or just a formula              e.g. stem+ending)
The theory is written in black or blue, the examples are written with a pencil and if there is a keyword, i highlight it. When i have languages with articles based on the gender of the words, like French, i use a pink and a light blue pen so when i study the articles i can see the difference. 
Now, i said that in my notebook you won’t see exercises, true, that’s because i solve them on another notebook or just on a blank sheet of paper. If your book has exercises after the grammar lesson, solve them. If half of them are wrong, you will take a break of 1-2 days (in which you will study the grammar rules) and when you feel prepared, you solve again those exercises. (you are allowed to have mistakes but try to have at least 70% of the exercises correct).
What i do after i finish a book
After i finish that grammar book, i take another one. However, this time i don’t copy-paste like i did the first time. I read what informations are there and if there are new rules/exceptions, i just write them on a sticky note and add it to my notebook. After i finish my 2nd book i usually move on to the next stage but if i feel that i missed out something, i take a 3rd book and do what i did with the 2nd one.
As a beginner i have the habit to read my notes once a week, as an intermediate learner i rarely do that.

Don’t understand that as a beginner you only take notes! Sometimes when i get bored i just study on memrise/vocabulary app and that sometimes can last 1 week, sometimes 2. I even like to use InternetPolyglot with my target language and an old target language. (e.g. I learn new words in Spanish through Danish) 

After i have a proper notebook

Usually when i finish my book and i add all the exceptions/rules that i found in the 2nd book i also have learned 1.500-2.000 words in that period of time so i want to test my skills.

When i feel confident enough, i start using duolingo. I use it as a test tool, not as a learning one! I take the shortcuts and usually in 2 days i finish a tree. (at the last part of the tree you don’t have a shortcut for everything so you just have to take the shortcut of every skill there which gets boring)

Since Duolingo is pretty advanced with his lessons, at the end i can consider myself a B1 learner. (if you have an amazing memory and skills, you can say you are B2, but Duolingo can’t get you further than that)

The intermediate stage

Whoever followed my blog for a while knows that i have 2 nightmares in my language learning journey, the intermediate stage and the irregular verbs.

For how to overcome a plateau in the intermediate stage i made a post here. (sooner or later you will hit a plateau)

Back to what i do. No book anymore, duolingo is done, this is the moment when i start to use my skills. If i didn’t use 50Languages as a beginner, i use it now. It has 100 audios so i use them to get used to the sound of the words in case i don’t know them and i also use it as a resources to learn new words. On Memrise i try to find advanced/intermediate and i use 9000 words and Fun Easy Learn. 

At this level the main problem is the lack of vocabulary so i try to learn as many new words as i can. However, since using apps can get boring after a while, i use the classic method of learning vocabulary, reading.

How i memorize/learn new words

Most of the time i just use apps/sites. However, everyone had moments when we couldn’t remember a word regardless of how many times we tried to memorize it. When i have to deal with this, i usually make a mnemonic. (e.g. afslutte = to finish, to end, to conclude; in order to remember the meaning i think at a key sentence: If you don’t study you’ll END up as a slut. [harsh example, i know, but it stays in my mind])

If my mnemonic method doesn’t work, i write the word a couple of times, sometimes with my left hand too since i focus more then. (i’m right-handed) and if i still can’t remember the meaning, i’ll start making some sentences where i’ll use that word.

How i read in my target language

Just as a side note, if i feel confident with my skills (that has happened only once) i read books, if not, i read comics until i feel confident enough to try books.

I have 2 methods because sometimes the first one doesn’t work. So, for French i just read and try to guess the meaning of a word and if i can’t, then i search it. Why i do this for French? It’s easier somehow and i can guess the meaning very well. Sometimes i even highlight words and search the meaning later just to analyze them more.

However, this method doesn’t work on Danish. For Danish i have to read once the entire paragraph and then see what i understood from it. If there is a certain word that it’s unknown, i’ll search it. Since Danish has a lot of structures, i tend to use HiNative to translate those because normal online translators aren’t good for these. After i have all the unknown words, i will look over the paragraph again.

With all these unknown words, i usually make flashcards on Quizlet and practice them from time to time.

Sometimes when i’m in a hurry or i’m not in the mood for studying new words in big quantities, i use WordBrewery or Clozemaster. When i use these i always write the new words on a piece of paper or i just add them directly to Quizlet.

HiNative

I mentioned it above so i should tell you how i use it in order to improve since many might not be familiar to it. It’s an app where you ask questions and natives will answer.  I use HiNative mostly after i read, watch a movie or learn something from memrise.

For what i use it?

- ask for differences
- ask for examples with new words that i didn’t find a context for
- ask for translation from target language to English since not everything is easy to translate as a beginner/intermediate

Listening skills

Listening is a very interesting skill because you can combine it with speaking and reading or just focus only on it.

Listening+reading

In this category you find movies/cartoon/series with subs. Usually i don’t do anything when i watch series/movies because i guess the meaning of the unknown words but if there is a certain word that i can’t understand, i will write it down and search it’s meaning.

Listening+speaking

This involves 2 things. I either talk to someone or i just talk to myself/a toy/the cat. I tend to use the 2nd method most of the time. (it’s not that i dislike talking, i just don’t feel confident enough to use my skills until i’m not sure that i know most of the things/vocab i need to know). I start the conversation like “hey, how are you?” and then i ask myself “how was your day?”. For this question i have to make 2 answers, the reality with what has happened, and an imaginary version for my other side who’s “talking”.

Listening

Here i just watch videos on youtube, listen to 50languages, a podcast or songs. If i do listen to songs, sometimes i try to find the lyrics and see if i understand everything, if not, i’ll look for the unknown words and after i start to sing too. (disney songs are great because most have lyrics on youtube already)

Writing skills

Here i have 2 choices, i either find someone or i just write in a notebook/diary. The purpose of this is to figure out what vocab/structures/expressions i don’t know. 

Speaking skills

It’s not that i dislike talking, i just focus on this skill at the end usually. I improve my other skills and the speaking one improves in a weird way too. However, at some point i just ask people who i know for a long time and i feel comfortable with to talk to me on skype/on the phone.

Extra

Idioms are everywhere in a language. At some point you have to deal with them. If i find them on memrise, i study them there, if not, i’ll look for them and make flashcards. These flashcards have only the idiom in my target language on them and that’s it. I don’t write the translation. I force myself to remember the meaning.

Also, when i don’t know the pronunciation for something, i use Forvo.

The advanced stage

Here i just learn idioms and some advanced vocabulary at the beginning. After these, i stop caring. I consider my learning journey almost done so i just enjoy my life using the language. I read without worrying that i don’t know words, i watch shows without worrying that i don’t understand what i hear, i can sing without worrying that i just say words with no meaning but similar sounds to what i hear.

Note: This is how I learn languages. I can’t say it will work for everyone but it works for me.

p.s. sometimes Fun Easy Learn and 50Languages are set in another language, not my native one or English.

My mother tells me
that when I meet someone I like,
I have to ask them three questions:

1. what are you afraid of?
2. do you like dogs?
3. what do you do when it rains?

of those three, she says the first one is the most important.
“They gotta be scared of something, baby. Everybody is. If they aren’t
afraid of anything, then they don’t believe in anything, either.”

I met you on a Sunday, right
after church.
one look and my heart fell into
my stomach like a trap door.

on our second date,
I asked you what you were afraid of.
“spiders, mostly. being alone. little children, like, the ones who just
learned how to push a kid over on the playground. oh and space. holy shit, space.”
I asked you if you liked dogs.
“I have three.”
I asked you what you do when it rains.
“sleep, mostly. sometimes I sit at the window and watch the rain
droplets race. I make a shelter out of plastic in my backyard for all the stray animals; leave them food and a place to sleep.”

he smiled like he knew.
like his mom told him the same
thing.
“how about you?”

me?
I’m scared of everything.
of the hole in the o-zone layer,
of the lady next door who never
smiles at her dog,
and especially of all the secrets
the government must be breaking
it’s back trying to keep from us.
I love dogs so much, you have no idea.
I sleep when it rains.
I want to tell everyone I love them.
I want to find every stray animal and bring them home.
I want to wake up in your hair
and make you shitty coffee
and kiss your neck
and draw silly stick figures of us.
I never want to ask anyone else
these questions
ever again.
—  Caitlyn Siehl, “Three Questions”