I hate myself for being ace and then I hate myself for hating it. I wish I wasn't I don't know how to come to terms with this I don't know what to do I'm crying right now just thinking about this. I love myself and I hate myself at the same time. I know that there's nothing I can do to change who I am but sometimes I just really wish I wasn't asexual.
Anon from before who hates herself. I’m sorry if I come off like I hate aces. I don’t. I love aces I love them all and I should love myself too but I just can’t.
I’m sorry to hear this :(
We all struggle with a bit of self-hatred when we’re coming to terms with being ace. I know that it’s a hard and long road of self-acceptance, and trust me: it’s worth it in the end.
I would try to target what about being ace makes you hate it, and see if there is anything you can do about it. You have a welcoming and supportive community around you if you ever need any sort of help. We’re here.
Well, I’m trying to keep my blog as spoiler-free and discourse-free as possible, so I think I’ll remain from entering that territory on this blog!
Hope that’s okay with you, anon! Thanks for the ask!
but if you're only going to watch Minho's cuts, how would you know what the drama was like... I agree that they should've focused more on the Hwarang instead of the love story, but there was much more than just pretty boys. And to remind you, Hwarang were actually pretty boy warriors. ;) also, no hate! I'm just informing and trying to persua you to watch the full thing! haha :D
idk tbh, maybe i’ll watch it someday… and i really hope it changes how i feel about it now.