i try to be good enough

i feel like the su critical community sometimes attracts the Worst types of people because when criticising a supposedly progressive show for not being good, people will mistake you for being anti-sj and start doing mental gymnastics to try and justify their bigoted opinions with a lot of coded language and bizarrely enough, get popular 

we’ve had people in here who got a few popular su critical posts (some i’ve even rb’d myself without knowing) and then you look at their blog and it’s anti-black (i’d say racist but most of the time it’s directed just at black people), it’s homophobic, it’s misogynist, it’s bs– swear to god, there was a trump supporter who had popular su critical posts that i called out a while back

then you get other people who are su critical centered blogs that harbor these same beliefs and/or stand with people who do

and @bismuthspartnerincrime shouldn’t be the only one calling it out, but since people regularly engage with him, a lot of the sources for people being complete shitheads come from his blog– honestly, i didn’t even know that fixitstevenjunior stood by suwhat until yesterday– and that’s fucked up, ackee shouldn’t be the only person doing the work 

i know that within su critical, people feel like they should only be talking about the show and that’s understandable, but if you want to talk about the show being bigoted, you have to call out people in the fandom being bigoted and yeah, even on the su critical side too 

Sam Winchester and Jared Padalecki

I honestly love Sam Winchester and Jared Padalecki so much.
I am so happy that I relate so much to Sam because he went through his life being different from his family and living in his brothers shadow and always feeling a darkness in him. And later in season 5 when the darkness took hold of him he was able to fight it and be the good that saved the world and his brother. He has loved and lost so much and fears loving anyone because he loses them everytime but that doesnt keep him from showing the same compassion to everyone and giving everyone respect he would give to a fellow hunter. He is open to trying new things and learning new things if has the chance of being for the better of everyone he saves.
I love Jared Padalecki so much because he has battled depression and mental illness and not feeling like he was good enough but he shows all his fans that you can through the hardest of troubles but no matter what you go through the pain you feel will always be valid because you are important to me and everyone else and you deserve love and happiness just like everyone else.
Him and Sam both show that you are not a bad person even if you feel like you are. That you are go through so much but still end up on the other side so much more happy and you can spread that happiness to everyone and him being a sunshine filled puppy with a beautiful family even after everything he has been through is important to me and inspiring and I aspire to have the emotional endurance Jared and Sam both have and aspire to come through all my struggles much happier and stronger and better than when I started out.
I honestly love that I relate to character of Sam so much because it tells me that I can relate to the outcome of his sufferings as well. That my happiness is just as important as anyone elses and just as possible to achieve

Hummingbird

I hope I did good enough. It’s been so long since I wrote Jongdae’s stand alone, and a mindless porn on top of that!


There is light breeze cooling your face and moving your hair. Air smells of salt and sun, and it’s an aroma you’ve learned to associate with relax. You can hear waves breaking on the rocks – sound harsh and angry, but there is also more quiet version, the lazy sound of water climbing up the sand, grabbing at diminutive rocks, trying to stay there, while nature forces it back into the sea.

Keep reading

I guess there’s drama and tension and rude anons going around with respect to Gillian and David’s whatever-it-is versus the relationships they actually claim?  Fortunately, I haven’t been dragged into this, which is good, because I don’t really have a dog in this fight, but I try to tag everything I post, so if you want to block my tag for talking about their friendship+/-, it’s “still crazy after all these years”.  

Be excellent to each other, fandom.  The love lives of what are essentially fictional people to 99.99% of us who will never meet or know them aren’t worth being cruel to others about.  Surely we all have enough to deal with already.  

anonymous asked:

your art is so inspirational? ;___; i'm trying out your brush settings and they're really helpful!! your colors are so soft, sweet and they make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It's so??? good like i went to art school n' suddenly all my vocabulary escaped me BUT YEAH IT'S GOOD I LOVE IT keep it up

!!!! I don’t need any fancy art school vocabulary anon, I’m happy my art makes you feel positively!! that’s more than enough for me

PURGED ALL MY SUGAR DADS

I have realized that they were either flaky or not as enamored with me as they used to be, which honestly I don’t have time for. I caught myself trying to keep their attention rather than them trying to woo me and it caused me too much anxiety, worry, and insecurities regarding whether I was good enough or if they had started seeing someone better than me and had put me on the backburner.

 I went back to a guy that I had thought I wasn’t interested in months ago because I feared he liked me too much to be sane and honestly I am glad I gave him another shot! Not only do we meet once a week for dinner at super expensive restaurants in NYC ( such as Jean Georges, Nobu, Ai Fiori, Quality Meats, Milos) to which I have always been able to get whatever I want and then dessert if I have enough room, but he adores me and I honestly think I have finally found one that actually is in it long term. 

Our last date he had returned from a quick trip to Israel and brought me back a gift of Chanel’s Coco Mademoiselle perfume and said that he’d pay for an apartment for me this summer to stay in the city into my next semester, so I can stay and see friends and go on vacations with him. The fact that he was thinking about me on his trip enough to get me something means the world to me.

He does not pay me compensation considering this is more of a spoiled girlfriend situation rather than SD. We haven’t even kissed or anything either because he said he wants to ‘court’ me by taking me to all the best restaurants and woo me before he even tries to make moves or date me. This past time we saw each other, I finally went back to his place to get my gift and he lives in the residences at the Mandarin Oriental hotel like WTF?! 

 So ladies find a man that adores you and stop fighting to stay in guy’s lives when they clearly no longer value you.

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Gif is mine

idk if you did something like that already,but i have a request for a LaSalle imagine. the reader is suffering depression and insecurities and doesn’t think she’s good enough. So Sally wants to help her and show her how amazing she is 😊 

Requested by hungrybishop~


That sad, disheartened look on your face was an expression LaSalle has been seeing more and more. And he hated it.

Especially when you smiled every time you caught him staring. Like you were hiding something.

“Sugar Belle, tell me what’s botherin’ you.” LaSalle carefully pushed, watching as you looked away. “If I can help-”

“I don’t think you can, Chris.” Was your low response. “Not unless you can make me a better agent, because between you and Pride and Sonja, I’m just not good enough.”

Instantly, his heart gave a tug. LaSalle instantly moved himself to stand in front of you, trying to catch your eyes. “Sweetheart, you’re a damn good agent. And I know for a fact that King and Percy feel the same way. We all do.” His tone was firm; pushing you to believe him.

Sunday Night Fic Rec

tie your napkin ‘round your neck cherie by magneticwave

Rating: Unrated (but I would say it’s a teen)

Word Count: 7764

Tropes: Beauty and the Beast AU, humor, pining derek, oblivious Stiles, 

Trigger Warnings: None

Summary: Stiles has been a teapot for 3,308 days. // Scott skids into the door breathlessly and shouts, “THERE’S A GIRL IN THE CASTLE,” and promptly brains himself on one of the casserole dishes.

My Comments: There are no words, or if they are, I can’t even work out how to words good enough to express how much I loved this fic. Seriously, I’m tempted to just do one long keyboard smash that lasts for a paragraph as testament to it’s awesomeness, but I’ll try and be more coherent.

So, I think if I were going to write a Beauty and the Beast AU, the temptation would be to make Derek the Beast and Stiles in a Belle type role. The author does not do that, and it’s a stroke of fucking genius. Instead, Jackson is the beast (full on kanima), Lydia is Belle and Stiles takes on the role of teapot/cook (think Mrs Potts, but not really). Derek is the grumpy headgardener (enchanted to be a wheelbarrow) who pines and tries to woo Stiles. Every character is spot on, the whole thing is adorable, and funny and just…. perfect.

I was smiling so hard throughout this whole fic that my cheeks hurt by the time I’d finished it. If that doesn’t make you want to read it then I don’t know what will. If you’re looking for some fluff to read, then look no further.

pixelpingpong  asked:

What kind of music do you think the mercs would like? And which ones of them would like to play instruments? :>

Oh god, I’m really bad with music and genres etc., but let me try…

  • Scout: Giant Tom Jones fanboy of course, but he also likes pretty much any kind of new music as long as it’s loud and edgy. He never had enough patience or talent to learn an instrument.
  • Soldier: Is a huge, passionate enthusiast of anything as long as you tell him it’s American. He “plays” the trumpet, but what he produces with it can hardly be described as music.
  • Pyro: Enjoys children’s songs and simple melodies. He likes instrumental music the best because he is not that good at comprehending songs with lyrics.
  • Demo: He likes both traditional Scottish folk songs and modern music, especially songs you can dance to and sing along with. As a kid his mum forced him to learn a traditional Scottish instrument, but he sucked so badly at playing the bagpipes that she gave up on him soon. Some time later he found out he actually had a talent for the piano, so he’s been playing that.
  • Heavy: He never had much opportunity listening to much music in his youth except the songs his mother sang to him, but he came to enjoy some modern western songs and also some jazz and swing. He never learned to play an instrument (not to mention it would be nearly impossible with his giant hands). He does have a surprisingly good singing voice though.
  • Engie: His favourite is country music, but he enjoys pretty much anything as long as it has a good, catchy melody. He’s been playing the guitar since early childhood.
  • Medic: Powerful classical music with huge, epic orchestras are his thing! He often bawls the melodies alongside, but he can’t hit a single note, leading to the most abhorrent cacophonies. He plays the violin and the piano.
  • Sniper: Totally a jazz and band geek! He loves playing the saxophone, but he also plays the guitar fairly well. When he’s playing his instrument or listening to a good song it’s actually the only time he genuinely loosens up.
  • Spy: Likes classical music, but a different kind than Medic does. He also enjoys any kind of soothing, classy tunes. He is very adept at playing the piano.

riddlcr  asked:

so idk if you've been briefed in the latest gossip but word on the vine is that you're a hella kind person. I don't mind that "oh yes they were never mean" kind. I'm talking the "they always went out of their way to make others happy" kind. Also looking at your new(?) theme is it looks hella rad o3ob

(〃・ω・〃)…what did I do to deserve such a sweet message, you’re such a dear. I know I’ve gotten into some scuffles in the past, and I always regret getting so angry and upset over stupid things. I do my best to be a good person, I just get overprotective over my coping mechanisms. ahh~ anyway

I really do try and put others first, I always have. Especially now, this year I’ve been trying to spread kindness every day. There’s not enough joy in this website and I hope that in some small way, I can change that. Even if it’s simply done through messages such as this. Every day I send some kind words of encouragement to someone, sometimes it’s my friends or favorite artists…and other days it’s just a random blog who I believe deserves a smile. 

Thank you so much for this. Sometimes I feel left out, hardly anyone sends me such sweet words anymore. Perhaps I deserve that. *shrug*  Also, the theme isn’t new, but I’m happy to know people like it~ <3

thefandomismad  asked:

OK I've already asked but 53 tythan :))))))

WHY DO YOU LOVE TO SEE ME HURT

but fine,,,,only for u


“I can’t believe I trusted you.” Evan spat out as he glared at the girl in Tyler’s bed. Tyler sputtered, trying to come up with some lame excuse as to why they were naked in Tyler’s bed. Evan just laughed without emotion, glaring at Tyler’s face. 

“I understand. Have fun with your fuck buddy, Tyler. I’m leaving.” Evan grabbed the bag he had dropped at the door and left, the key he was going to give Tyler weighing heavy. Guess he wouldn’t be needing that now. 

Evan wanted to laugh and cry and scream. He already knew he wasn’t good enough for Tyler, but did he have to rub it in his face? 

Evan called the person he knew was closest, and it wasn’t long before Mini was picking him off the street and driving him back to his apartment. 

“I’m not going to ask what happened, but you’re welcome to stay at mine as long as you want. And if he asks where you are, I’ll cover for you,” Evan smiled a little and nodded, not trusting his voice right now. 

But the world would go on, no matter if it felt like it was ending right now. 

Even though Evan’s heart was in pieces, the world would go on. 


Thanks for the prompt!

-send me prompts!-

marirosmo  asked:

70 and 94!

70. What was the last concert you saw?

Jimmy Barnes at Hanging Rock. My father and sister are fans (my sister is 14 years older so more towards that period of time). I’m not that into his music but he puts on a really good show!

94. Favorite lyrics right now

Ah, i answered one here but I also like Haven’t Had Enough by Marianas Trench at the moment cause it… also reminds me of Teruki. Yeah, yeah, I might think about him too much.

Well I just wish we could go back one more time and begin it,
Back before I lost myself somewhere, somewhere in it.
I’ve been stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong.
One more last try, I'ma get the ending right.

bendyritsuchan  asked:

Bendy¿have you ever been bothered by being shy?

*tilts his head* D-do I?…….Y-yes, I can h-honestly say it d-does bother me…*sighs* I-it’s very limiting….T-there are so many things I s-see other people can do like a breeze, s-such as order for themselves….yet…I j-just fumble a-and start to p-panic, it’s f-frustrating. I w-want to be b-brave, yet it’s s-so hard for me to do….I t-try my best….b-but my best is n-not good e-enough I fear….

When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.
—  Midnight Thoughts (I got lucky with you)

Ya girl is back with some head canons because the last one went pretty well so let’s try this out.

Sunday mornings/sundays with the OTP.

•spending all morning in bed doing absolutely nothing besides watching bad TV and marveling at each other

•lazy morning sex

•sunday pancakes with one half of the OTP cooking and the other half commenting on the others ass as they cook.

•"yeah babe you show that pancake it’s your bitch"
“I can’t with you.”

•lazy days in pjs sprawled out on the couch watching movies

•"I’m too tired to moovveee"
“I’m not carrying you.”
“WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME?”

•staying in bed all day, refusing to leave for anything but food and the bathroom.

•being grossly in love and happy with each other’s company.

•person A) “You look so amazing, I can’t be anymore in love with you it’s impossible” Person B: *just woke up, hairs a disaster, has syrup on their face, drinking coffee angrily* “Are you blind?” “Blinded by love” “You’re too dramatic for your own good… but I guess I love you too”

•kisses all the time, seriously, just lots of sloppy kissing on the couch, in bed, making lunch just these assholes are in LOVEEE ok.

•along with sex, there’s a healthy dose of just talking, enjoying each other’s company, doing stuff as normal as cleaning the house becomes some dramatic declaration of love.

Add more if you like!

Some of the paladins being like really testy about being stuck in the one outfit they left in, because “these are like, my least favorite socks!” (Lance) but some of them being fine with it, like Pidge (“I always wear this shirt anyway. It’s my ‘sneaking’ shirt.”)

Don’t flatter yourselves guys, my father broke my heart long before you ever had a chance.
—  Epitome of Daddy issues
Daniel the Rat

Context: We’re in a mineshaft, asked to clear it out of any unwanted creatures - everything currently in it.

Dm: You enter the room and see six rats picking around. They notice you, but don’t seem terrible interested.

Chaotic Good Bard: I attempt to pick up the rat. *rolls animal handling, nat 20*

Dm: You pick up the rat and it sort of cuddles into you.

Chaotic neutral monk: I punch one of the remaining rats.

(Initiative is rolled, it comes back to the Bard)

Bard: I stab the rat I’m holding.

Party: (general uproar)

Bard OOC: What? I’m chaotic good. Hurting a rat isn’t evil. *rolls attack*

Dm: well…he'a bleeding, but not dead.

Bard ooc: Guess I’ll just hold onto Daniel and keep stabbing, then.

Monk ooc: YOU NAMED HIM?

Bard ooc: yeah he’s cute

(Next turn, bard has been bitten by a different rat)

Bard ooc: I’d like to hit the rat biting me with Daniel.

Dm: This poor rat, dude. Fine.

Bard: *rolls enough to kill the rat biting him*

Dm: You’re a monster.

Bard ooc: I didn’t wanna let go of Daniel. I’m trying to kill him quickly.

Dm: YOU’RE DOING A BAD JOB