i tried i really don't know what i'm doing

Dating Hae like:
  • it either go two ways tbh 
  • he’d be all fixed up and really nervous to ask you to be his grill and then you’re just like ‘hoe why r u dressed so nicely and why r u sweating so much??' 
  • then he just says it like “Y/N I really like you and dknsksnsowbdibe” and you’re all chill and when he calms down you two talk and boom you’re dating 
  • OR it’d go like 
  • “hey y/n do you wanna see a magic trick?!" 
  • "sure" 
  • "poof you’re now my girlfriend" 
  • "okay DongHyuck" 
  • tbh I see it going both ways -anyways omfg it’d be so fucking fun 
  • he’d tease you a lot how cute -he knows where to stop and he’s actually really soft for you 
  • like he’d always check up on you when he’s out of the country like five minutes later ring ring oh look it’s him again asking if you washed up yet 
  • and the same with him whenever you’re gone you always check on him and ask him how he’s doing and it’s just cUtE 
  • he’s really soft for you like he wants you to be happy all the time and doesn’t want you to be sad ever -but at the same time 
  • "you’re such a bitch y/n" 
  • "I know" 
  • "fuc u" 
  • "thank you Hae" 
  • it’s such a playful relationship 
  • you two are best friends like you do everything together and make fun of each other and just have a lot of fun 
  • "y/n come here I have a secret to tell you" 
  • "What do you want this time" 
  • he leans in real close and then burps into your ear 
  • but it’s all good cause you burp louder 
  • he probably texts you at 3 am just to make fun of something you said before 
  • okay but 
  • imagine accidentally sleeping on his shoulder and him just worrying not knowing what to do but doesn’t move cos he doesn’t want to wake you 
  • and then then he falls asleep after taking pictures to tease you 
  • but the members take pictures of you two and they make fun of you 
  • denies the fact that he likes it, but when you say you won’t do it again he says to do it again lol 
  • he cAnt even beleaf he’s dating you like he’d think you’re an angel and that you own the world or smth 
  • whenever you two fight over dumb shit he’s all like "are we done fighting” and ur just like “ya” and then you’re all good 
  • you two never really fight over anything serious because when one of you guys make a mistake you two own up to it and apologize 
  • like the most serious thing that probably happened was him getting upset you didn’t tell him something first 
  • tbh he just really wants to be number one and wants to be lof by you 
  • like trust is the biggest thing to him and you two would nEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT EACH OTHER 
  • when you visit him when he’s practicing he takes a break and you two sit and he talks about what he did at practice and even though he’s sweating you still get close to him -and then someone would yell “Lee DongHyuck get your ass over here stop making out" 
  • He’d get upset but you’d stay to watch them practice 
  • after he’s done getting clean and you two go out sometimes (more like all the time you visit) and he’s so happy to treat you and you’re like 
  • then he’d say "save your money for our wedding day" 
  • Youd shut up lmao because you’re so embarrassed like who says that y'all only 16 or smth 
  • but you like it 
  • you would scream whenever you two pass by any clothes store and want to buy everything but have no money and you leave before he tries to buy it for you -anyWAY 
  • y'all so soft and nice yet hate each other you kno??? Like it’s so nice to be around him and you think you’re not enough but to him you’re so much more than enough you can look at him and he’d be like ilysm 
  • pls don’t hurt him cos he would never hurt you

Do you know what they’re hiding in the bag under Scott’s bed?

What do you think Killua?”

Omigosh I had so much fun sketching this out. Gon-chan in Killua’s clothes makes me melt. If you want an inked and full color version then down’t worry, it’s coming…sometime. I was actually planning on giving this to an AMAZING artist online so I’m trying really hard to make sure it looks good. 

I’m probably gonna change my profile pic to Gon’s face in this pic sometime soon, you know, when it’s finished.

Any tips or advice is welcomed!

With hair that is far too curly.
But the way the sunlight shines through it and across my hands makes me want to build you a home. Constructed with the walls of my heart.
You have opened up my windows and let life flood every cobwebbed corner.

With hands like silk that wrap around my body and cocoon me in a glass house.
One where I can still see the storm but do not have to face it with fears of being struck down.
I could count my heartbeat by your lifeline. I survive on the breath you are finished with.

With lips like black coffee.
An addiction that I cannot get through the day without.
Wake me up, my love.
Settle me down, my life.

With eyes like fire opal that I lose my sense of time in.
Oh the number of people that have tried to contain you into one word.
One color.
One meaning.

Let me drown myself with your love. I have been too long in a twisted existence.
I have been too long running from the bright at base of your chest.

—  Moments like this, darling.

It’s okay to give up sometimes. 

If a project weighs on your mind heavier than the books on your back, pressing down until you can’t lift your head out of bed; if the graphs and charts and lectures slip through your brain like water and you know that if you try to read that page one more time, the ink of those words will make you blind; if the pressures of perfection or even ‘just passing’ forces you to your knees and chokes up your lungs until you can’t breathe–it’s okay. 
It’s okay to give up. 

If the people in your life bring you pain where pleasure once stood and you dread the messages upon messages upon messages upon please stop calling me; if you can’t remember the last time they made you smile and even the ‘good times’ are beginning to blur at the edges because of all the tears you’ve shed; if you hide and avoid and try to make yourself smaller because they’re already consuming too much of you–it’s okay. 
It’s okay to give up. 

If the dream you would’ve once bled to make a reality crumbles in your hands until you’re scrambling to build a palace out of the ash at your feet; if you stand there with your arms raised, scars bared, and can’t remember why you wanted to fight for this in the first place; if you struggle and scrape and scrounge and scream and not even your own echo will answer you–it’s okay.
It’s okay to give up. 

Just don’t give up on yourself. 

@foervraengd fuck, shit, so am I?

like, I’ve tried art streaming before. And, well, you know how The ADHD™ goes. In any other set of circumstances, I would have stopped after like, a month or two.

honestly I think what’s really helping this time is that, not only do I have a healthy amount of regulars, but I’m streaming with someone? 

Like, I definitely reflect energy, and @totalskeletontrash is just. a font of energy. (I’m really trying to stop just reflecting and start generating, though!! I can’t put all that work on her!) Just, super inspiring in general. And she’s got the skills that really make streaming work.

She’s kind of set a tone for stream that I want to carry forward indefinitely. Something that really makes me consider what I’m doing there. Like, holy shit. There is definitely a difference in the skills needed to do art and the skills needed to stream art, and boooooy am I actively working on both now

I was about to write that the second Sherlock starts actually legitimately filming the message he crawls into the dfp skin but really he just tries to be Good, and Earnest, and Performs in the same way anyone does when they’re being filmed and they aren’t quite comfortable with it because he’s nervous and unprepared and doesn’t really want to be doing this but Greg’s made it clear this is what he needs to do to make up for not being there at John’s dinner so he’s going to get it done and he gives himself this little nod of right, here we go just before he dives into it and then we get to “oh and don’t worry, I’m going to be with you again very soon” and there’s not a trace of arrogance there’s none of the manufactured smile he just



tells him 

don’t worry. I’m going to be with you again very soon

and this was literally just a message for John’s birthday. they were probably apart for a couple of days absolute tops, maybe John went to see his sister the night before or maybe they saw each other that morning and Greg literally just forced him to record a birthday message for John because he knew John would appreciate Sherlock being there in some form but either way they’ve not been apart for very long, John’s going to dinner in Soho not skiing in the Alps he’ll be back home soon and yet Sherlock who’s spent the last while pacing around trying to work out what to do keeps talking and it’s unscripted it’s just one of those things that comes out in the flow of speech when you’re nervous and looking for something to say that’s relevant to the topic but that thing that falls out of his mouth as being something that it’s appropriate for John to know on this occasion is don’t worry I’m going to be with you again very soon 

I just can’t stop thinking about how surreal it was to hear some of my idols like levar burton, armin shimerman, and even walter koenig, tell me how impressed they were by my prosthetics and telling me I should really go into that field for a career??? Like…. maybe I should???

“What are we holding on to, Sam?” “That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo. And it’s worth fighting for.”

I’ve lost count of how many messages I’ve received today, from young people who identify in some way as being LGBTA+, all saying roughly the same thing: Mom. I’m frightened of this world, Mom this world doesn’t want me, Mom I don’t understand, Mom why would someone do that, Mom I was meant to be at that club I didn’t go because I had a headache, Mom I can never come out to my family because my father said they deserved it, Mom I’m so afraid, Mom they’re killing us…

To say that my heart is breaking is an understatement. I was devastated when I woke up and saw the news of what had happened in Orlando. I’m still devastated. I’m devastated knowing that so many of the people I love and care about are terrified and hurting. I simply cannot fathom the level of evil that a person has to stoop to in order to commit such an atrocity. I can’t imagine living in fear for my life because of whom I love or how I identify. I can’t imagine watching the news and having your family not be as heartbroken as you are, as frightened as you are, I can’t imagine how raw the world feels, I can’t, I just can’t because it’s a level of persecution I’ll never face but oh god babies, if I could take your pain for you I would. I would do anything to protect you from all of this. My health dictates that I can’t, but I’d give the very blood in my veins to help if I could. And I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry we live in a world like this.

I don’t really have the words to convey what I feel. My vocabulary lacks the means to convey the sheer visceral rage I hold on your behalf, the heart stopping fear for those I love, and the absolute astonishing pride I have for all of you. I am so proud, I am so very, very proud of all of you, of your strength, of your empathy, of your capacity to just keep going in the face of utter darkness because you will change the world. I promise you. You will change the world and you will make it better. It will get better.

And for whatever it’s worth, I’m right here beside you.

Take care of yourselves, stay safe. I love you so much, the world is blessed to have you. Love tumblr-mom xxx

about the new tg:re spoilers (you know, the heartbreaking ones)

ok so i actually tried to avoid spoilers as much as i could, but i couldn’t miss my poor baby shirazu. (so basically bare in mind that i might not know some more concrete facts you do. i just really wanted to say this:).

i’m not so sure shirazu is actually dead. despite the way us as a fandom talk and joke around a lot, ishida sensei doesn’t usually kill his characters. give them the worst lives possible? sure. but usually he doesn’t actually kill them. with kaneki and seidou being alive (and all the amon theories) we know that he tends to “revive’ characters more than end them.

considering this, i think shirazu might be in critical condition, but not dead. take a look at this panel:

while shirazu was trying his best to last in the fight, win against noro and survive, he wanted more power. specifically, more ghoul power. this panel shows the state of the kakuja that was implanted into him, contained by a sort of metal “cage”. the “cage” is clearly breaking, even if just a little, from the kakuja’s vibrations (which reminds me of the popular “birdcage” tg theory but i won’t get into that because i’m not completely sure it’s relevant here).

in my opinion (or at least, hope) shirazu somehow “leveled up” as quinx. but this doesn’t only mean he’s better at fighting - it means all his ghoul abilities get stronger, including the ability to heal serious wounds. keeping that in mind, shirazu’s healing abilities were pretty strong to begin with, as he’s seen in one of the very first chapters of :re being impaled, and than almost immediately back on his feet.

i beleive sensei is using suspemse on us, and we’ll know if i was right in the next few chapters, maybe even next week. (unless i’m missing some basic information as i know almost nothing about the new chapter and i’m definitely wrong in the first place haha)