i totally made this shit

star trek beyond is so good u guys

Kou: What do vampires call a stack of coffins? A pillow fort!

Ruki: Please stop making such horrible jokes.

Azusa: Being a vampire… really bites… doesn’t it?

Ruki: I said stop.

Yuma: Shut up already, you two. Can’t you see you’re being a pain in his neck?

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hey there!

i’m going to tell you, right off the bat, most, if not EVERY artist goes through a comparison phase in which we believe we aren’t good enough.
you remind me of one of my best friends, she was on a very similar boat and even getting her to draw anything at all was complicated because of how easily she’d get discouraged. mind you, she was a lot older than 18, in her mid twenties, when this came up. at the time, her art was good, but she refused to see it. even then, she kept practicing and drawing inspiration from her favorite artists whenever she could. today? her art is AMAZING. she improved a fuckton in literally a year and a half.

i improved a lot too since i was 18, and i’m not even that consistent when drawing, i can go months without creating anything, and i still managed to improve merely by observation and understanding, because art has a looot to do with making sense of how the world works three dimensionally, and the older you get, the better your perception of these things get. when i drew a face at 5 years old, in my head? it made perfect sense, it looked amazing. it obviously didn’t. when i was 15, i looked back on the drawing i had made 10 years back and thought, wow, this is total shit. i proceeded to draw another face. “now THIS looks actually good!” i thought at the time. at 23 years old, i look back on those drawings and realize how completely garbage they are, how the anatomy was all wrong, etc, and how somehow my brain was wired to think they were good. in 10 years time i will probably think the same of my drawings now, because your perception is evergrowing and so is your skill, if you exercise it. you don’t have to make a drawing every day. take a couple hours a week and dedicate them to picking up a pencil.

instead of comparing yourself, get inspired. i see artists who are younger than me and draw infinitely better and while at first it’s discouraging, then i realize that their work actually speaks to me and makes me want to keep creating. because each piece of art is, at the end of the day, an original piece that came from your head. so do not compare: observe, appreciate, and learn.

keep creating your art. ✏️

Didn’t your parents ever learn ya to shut the fucking door

Like, if I had a dollar for every time my parents said “you’re just feeling sorry for yourself.” Or “you’re just not trying/don’t want to do [thing/project/task]” When I was trying to reach out for help because my mental illness/state/undiagnosed disorders were halting me, I’d be so fucking rich.

His Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 10

“Because of you”

Hailey’s Pov

I pushed myself of Luke and i ran to my wardrobe and quickly put clothes on and then i opened my door and shouted down

“i’ll be down in a minute”

Luke was already half dressed and pulling up his jeans when i turned around

they could catch us.. this is a bad idea.

i am freaking out inside!!

“ You need to leave..” I whispered to Luke

he crossed his arms smirking and then he said “ Invite them up”

Was he being serious? No fucking way..

he started to laugh but way too loud so I put my hand on his mouth and gave him a death glare.

“ When I come up here again you better have left, please just go” I turned around and walked out of my room hoping and praying he has left.

Sophie and Lauren were in the kitchen as i came down stairs, i totally forgot we made plans to have a movie night.. Shit!

i really wanted to continue what me and Luke were doing but.. ugh!

“Where’s your mum?” Lauren asked

she was sitting on my kitchen counter something she knows i hate, i walked over to and slapped her in the leg making her laugh and jump down

“She is still at work” i said to them then i looked up at the clock

it was only half 4.. didn’t we say 6?

why are they early?

i turned to them and asked “ your early are you’s not?”

“yeah but that’s because i have to go to a family dinner at 8” Sophie said

yes! i could get Luke to come back.. hopefully

wait? do i even want him to come back?

of course i do.

“Shall we get started with these movies? i have a party later” Lauren said

me and Sophie both rolled our eyes at her of course she has a party later..

i was praying inside that Luke was gone when we walked up stairs, i closed my eyes when we walked into my room hoping i wasn’t going to see him and i was glad he was gone.

just so my friends don’t catch him.

i let out a breath happy that I could now calm down. Sophie went over to where I keep my dvd’s and picked out some and Lauren went to help.

I needed to pee so I walked into my bathroom and closed the door I went to sit down on the toilet when I heard something move in my shower.

What the fuck???

I walked over and pulled my curtain over…

“What are you doing here? I thought you left” I whispered to Luke

What is he doing, is he trying to get caught..

he started laughing and stopped when he seen I looked pissed.

“ What if one of my friends came in here?” I whispered to him

Luke strugged and said “ that would be funny almost as funny as your face a minute ago”

“ That would not have been funny at all, you need to go”

How the hell is he getting out of here without Lauren or Sophie seeing him omg they are going to find him FUCK!

“ You need to come here” Luke said I was confused at what he meant and then I understood when his hands gripped my waist and he pulled me towards him into the shower.

Before I could protest his lips were on mine.

Why is he such a good kisser? I just melt everytime but I can’t do this right now

I pulled away from him and said “ We can’t do this, I’m going to go back out and I will get them down stairs somehow and then you can go”

I didn’t give Luke a chance to say anything because I got out of his grip and I walked out of the bathroom remembering to close the door.

“ You took your time” Sophie said they were in my bed waiting for me

Shit! What do I say to get them down stairs???

“ Right snacks? Who’s getting them?? ”

Good one Hailey!

as soon as I said that they both ran out racing each other down stairs

Right I have 2 minutes to get him out.

I opened the bathroom door and said “ there downstairs leave now!” I know I sounded rude but I didn’t care this needed to be done quick.

he just looked at me and just as he was about to go out the window i stopped him

“They are leaving at 9 if you want to come over again”

i don’t know why i said that but it just came out of my mouth, i was expecting him to smirk at me but he didn’t

then i heard footsteps and shouting..

“nah i have a party to attend to” Luke said and then he left out my window.

i stood their in shock

of course he’s going to go to a party to get laid.

i just watched him get on his motorbike and leave, i felt like crying right now.

“What are you doing?” Lauren asked making turn around in shock

i forgot they were coming up, thank god they didn’t see Luke.

“nothing” i said trying to play it cool..

“So what’s it like living beside Luke?” Sophie asked

Luke’s Pov

i was sexually frustrated so bad, i had such a hard on i need to get rid off.

just thinking about her makes me so horny.. i’ve always been with girls who had sex before and i knew Hailey hasn’t and to see her look at me with those innocent eyes asking if she could suck me off really turned me on.

if only her fucking friends didn’t show up.. we probably would have had sex.

do i want to do that to her though?

she’s a virgin..

i sat on the swing thinking about her scars.

she saw mine, i know she did that’s why i kissed her so quick

i didn’t want her commenting on mine, i hope she forgets ever seeing them.

thats why i kissed her so quick but i didn’t expect her to say what she did.

i didn’t mean what i said when she told me her friends were leaving at 9, i haven’t been to a party in days because of her but i don’t think it would be the best thing if i did go.

i will just get drunk and end up fucking another girl

but maybe it will get rid of these thoughts of Hailey

but do i want that??

fuck it! i got up from the swing and got back on my bike to go back home and get ready for this party.

Hailey’s Pov

it was half 7 and the movie just ended.. i couldn’t really watch it because i kept thinking about Luke.

wondering if he will come back, i heard his bike meaning he was back home.

that means he is staying right?

“that was so good” Sophie said as she stretched her arms out

both my friends left 10 minutes later leaving me alone.

my mum came home and then went back out again something about ‘A girls night out’

i have ate so much food, too many snacks!

i walked over to my window wondering what Luke was doing, his curtains were open and i could see right into his room

it looked empty and then Luke appeared with just a towel around his waist.. oh my god!

i almost fainted.

he looked so hot, i never noticed the tattoos on his back. i see a big snake on his back i’m sure that was sore.

i couldn’t stop staring i didn’t realise Luke turned around and was now looking at me

but i didn’t turn away, what was i afraid off?

i turned and walked over to my bed to get my phone and then i texted Luke

To Luke

“my friends are gone and so is my mum”  

Sent.

well no going back now

i walked over to the widow again, Luke was looking down at his phone and then i heard mine go off meaning he repiled.

From Luke

“ha nah i have a party to go to and girls to fuck”

i stared down at the message and then i looked up at Luke who was smirking and then he walked away from the window

i am done with him..after today with what he said..

i guess i read it all wrong!

well he isn’t going to get to me no more.

i sat down on my bed wondering what i should do now..

i looked over at my book but i didn’t want to read anymore and then i thought of something.

So i picked up my phone and phoned the only person who could help right now

“Hello” Lauren asked as she answered

she mentioned a party tonight and i’ve been to one and she has always wanted me to go with her to a party so i think tonight is the night i went to a party.

if Luke is going to party then so am i.

“Hey Lauren can i ask you something?” i asked her

she paused and then signed and said “ Okay but i have this party soon so what is it?”

i took a deep breathe before i spoke

“Can i come to this party as well?” i said

i heard her scream a little then she spoke

“You want to come to a party?” she asked

i rolled my eyes and said “ Yes can i?”

“Of course! i will be over in ten to help you get ready!!” she said and then hung up.

oh my god should i do this?!?!

it was after 8 o'clock.. i walked over to my wardrobe looking for something decent to wear but what is there?

i was staring at my clothes when i heard a knock at my door, if that’s Luke i’m slamming the door in his face.

i walked down stairs and opened the door to a very happy Lauren

“You are going to get so drunk i can’t wait” she said as she walked into my house, i was about to close the door when Luke walked out of his.

god he looked hot.

he was just about to get on his motorbike when he saw me then i felt Lauren by my side

“and you care about what he’s doing because?” she said

i turned around to her not answering and then i turned to look at Luke one last time and then closed the door

“don’t we have a party to attend to??”

half an hour later i was ready and this is not my style at all.

Lauren ended up going into my mums wardrobe to find me something because all i own is black skinny jeans

she done my makeup as well making me look to girly for my liking but it’s a party i need to look like i want to have fun.

we ended up going with a black dress with heels that i know i am going to fall over in

this is going to be some night.

Luke’s Pov

i got out of the shower finally feeling relaxed after getting myself off.

i walked over to my bed wanting to just sleep but i have a party to attend to.

i turned around to see Hailey looking out of her window at me

she looks great.

i want to go over there but are her friends still there?

she walked away and i was about to do the same when my phone vibrated, i walked over to get it

i had one new message from Hailey

New Message

“my friends are gone and so is my mum” it read

fuck!

i looked up from my phone to see Hailey staring at me

fuck i would love to just go over there but i need to stay away from her.

this can’t keep happening, i’m Luke hemmings i don’t do this.

so i texted her back

To Hailey

“ha nah i have a party to go to and girls to fuck”

Sent!

i walked away from the window to get dressed because i couldn’t look at her any loner and i’ll be late if i don’t leave soon.

i hate that i said that to her because of earlier but i don’t do this.

this isn’t me.

next Hailey will be wanting me to be her boyfriend and that isn’t me

i need to stop this before it gets out of hand.

Haileys Pov

This party was amazing!

I should go to party’s more often!

i don’t know how much i have had to drink and to be honest i don’t know what it is i have been drinking but its soo good.

i walked into the kitchen because i was finished my drink and i needed more.

once i poured my drink i took out my phone noticing i had 2 messages from Luke

what the hell??

i had to open them

From Luke

“Where are you?” and then next message said the same

why does he want to know? shouldn’t he be at a party

i took a sip of my drink and then i decided i was going to give him a piece of my mind

“you shouldn’t care where i am but i am enjoying myself at this party, think i’m gonna be like you tonight and finally lose my virginity then you can no longer bother me! remember to use protection i know the guy i fuck will”

SENT!

i laughed to myself before putting my phone away

“Hailey…lets dance” Lauren said bouncing into the kitchen

i can’t get over how different this party is compared to the one i went to with Luke

people were talking to me asking me questions, wanting to dance with me.

Boys! Boys wanted to dance with me. ME!

I felt great after sending that text, that will show him to fuck with me.

i followed Lauren on to the dance floor and i just let loose.


Luke’s Pov

i’ve been to this party an hour and i want to go home and be with Hailey.

i have chatted up some girls but they just don’t do it for me, i don’t know what is wrong but all i can think about is Hailey.

“C'mon man how are you not pissed already?” Cal said as he put his arm around me

i could smell the vodka from his breathe and it was turning me right now

i have only had 2 drinks and i still have the second on in my hand

“this party is shit i’m gonna leave” i said to him as i pulled away from him and walked out leaving him kissing some girl

of course he didn’t hear what i said

i got on my bike and drove home but when i walked over to Haileys house it was very quite as if no one was home

which is strange.. i knocked on the door but no one answered

“Hailey..” i shouted but nothing

i walked to her window and i couldn’t see any light on

it’s only half 10 she couldn’t be asleep could she?

i got out my phone and texted her

“Where are you?”

no response.

i started making my way to my house and then as soon as i got in my mum was on my case

“Why are you home so early?” she asked

i rolled my eyes at her and then said “ didn’t feel like staying at the party any longer”

she didn’t repily and i didn’t stay around to wait on her repily either

i texted Hailey again but i got no response.

i sat on my bed thinking of where she could be, i really want to see her.

this is not good, i wanted to stay away from her but i can’t.

she has fucked me up!

i tried phoning her but she wouldn’t pick up.

And then my phone went.. It was a text from Hailey..

Finally!!

From Hailey

“you shouldn’t care where i am but i am enjoying myself at this party, think i’m gonna be like you tonight and finally lose my virginity then you can no longer bother me! remember to use protection i know the guy i fuck will”

WHAT THE FUCK! She’s at a party? Why is she at a party? and who’s party?

FUCK! she think’s I’m off fucking someone so she is going to do the same, like fuck she is.

If anyone even touches her ill fucking kill them.

Only I get to touch her.

I tried phoning her again.. No answer…

FUCK!

Hailey’s Pov

“ I cant stop drinking about you”…

I loved this song.

This was describing my life right now.

Dancing was fun, i don’t know how many drinks i’ve had but i didn’t really care.

I was dancing with a guy called William I think I don’t know I forget his name, I don’t really care what is his name is anyway.

He looked nothing like Luke which was good because i was trying my best not to think of him.

his eyes were dark brown like mine, he had a couple of tattoos from what i could see and he had a lip ring.

other than the lip ring he didn’t remind me of Luke but it wasn’t stopping me from grinding on him.

i lost Lauren ages ago in the crowd of people but i didn’t really care.

i liked grinding on him,his hands were on my hips and I think he gave me a hickey.

“ Your so hot” he whispered in my ear, or I think that’s what he said.

it turned me on and I could feel myself getting wet between my legs.

The music changed and a one direction song came on. I love one direction.

I started grinding more into the guy I was dancing with and then one of his hands found there way into my jeans and he started rubbing where I was wet.

i opened my eyes and i was about to turn around when someone caught my eye

is that..

is that Luke?

a girl had her hands wrapped around his neck but he didn’t seem to enjoy it.

what the hell is he doing here?

“I can feel how wet you are baby…” the guy whispered in my ear

Luke made eye contact with me and i swear i saw a hint of jealously.

i smirked at him and then i turned around wrapping my arms around the guy i was dancing with and said

“Let’s take this somewhere private”

then i kissed him.

i didn’t like kissing him as much as Luke and then i was pulled away from the guy roughly

and in front of me was a very angry Luke

“What the hell are you doing?” he said

i put my hands on my hips getting annoyed at him.. he has no right.

“i was kissing this really great guy if you must know, why are you here? shouldn’t you be fucking some bimbo?” i said to him

i looked behind Luke to find that i was dancing with was dancing up against someone else

i need air.

i went to walk away but Luke pulled me back

“Where do you think your going now?” he said

i pulled my arm out of his grip and said “ away from you and outside for some air”

i walked away from him but i knew he was following me

the cold air hit my face and it felt so nice, i didn’t know how warm i was until now

“Are you really that stupid?” Luke said once we were outside

i turned around to him feeling very sober now and then i said

“Why the hell are you here?” i asked not choosing to answer him because fuck him!

“ What the fuck were you thinking?” He shouted at me.

He’s angry with me? What the fuck?

He doesn’t need to fucking shout at me.

“ Well before you came, I was about to go fuck that guy” I said back

Okay maybe not the best thing to say but i was angry, how dare he shout at me wasn’t he at the party doing the same thing?

“ You were about to fuck a guy you don’t know, while drunk? Anything could have happened to you” Luke shouted back

I was really fucking angry now.

“ What’s wrong with that? You do it all the time? Isn’t that why you were at the party anyway to fuck some girl you don’t know” I shouted back.

I hate him.

“ This isn’t about me and no I wasn’t at that party to fuck some random girl, I don’t even know who’s party this is I was looking for you, I got your text and I wanted to stop you from doing something you regret, it’s a good job I did” Luke said

What? He came here looking for me?

What text?.. Oh no I remember now FUCK!

Okay i knew i shouldn’t have texted that. Ugh!

i don’t care he can’t just pick and chose when he wants me

“Well why don’t you go back to your party and i’m going to go back inside of mine” i said to him

i was about to walk when Luke stopped me

“C'mon you can’t be serious right now, come home with me before you do something you’ll regret” Luke said

i stepped back from him and said

“the only regret i have is ever going near you”

i walked back into the party and Luke never followed

i didn’t even want to be here but he just made me so angry!

he had his choice to come over and he didn’t, he told me he was going to fuck someone and now he tries to stop me from fucking someone

it just doesn’t make sense.

i looked around the party trying to find Lauren but i was out of luck,i couldn’t find her for all i know she could have went home with someone.

i decided to just go back home but i don’t exactly remember where i am.

i was surprised to see Luke standing against the wall of the house having a smoke

i didn’t know if i should go over to him or not and then we made eye contact

so i decided to be the bigger person and walk over to him

“I’m sorry” i said

he blew smoke out onto my face making me almost choke and then i felt his hands grip my hips and pull me close, i was happy to see he had threw his cig away.

“ were you really going to fuck that guy?” he asked as he looked down at me

i looked down at the ground and then back up at him

“part of me wanted to but i probably wouldn’t have” i said

Luke smiled at me making my stomach go wild with butterflies

his smile does things to me

“did you fuck someone tonight?” i asked him

i was regretting his answer because i know he probably did

“No” he said making my eyes widen

i couldn’t believe what he just said

“Why?” was all i could ask

“Because of you” he said

i just stared at him..

because of me?

what does that mean??

“what?” i said

Luke pushed himself of the wall but kept his grip on my hips

i couldn’t move, i was still in shock with his words

“Lets go home before someone catches us” he said

i followed him until we got to his bike but i stopped him before he got on and said

“What did you mean by because of you?” i asked

i needed to know why..

he signed and turned and at on his bike and said

“i meant i couldn’t fuck anyone tonight because all i could think about was you”

So guys what did you think of this chapter?

i know it has taken me a while to upload it because i just lost the love for the story for a couple of days and i went through writers block!

but i have sat up all night trying to get this done for yous!

let me know what you thought

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until next time

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xxxx

reminder to the world that karkat has actually literally told dave to make a time double and fuck himself

(POTC5 spoilers in tags!) 

the signs as food network shows
  • aries: restaurant stakeout
  • taurus: giada in italy
  • gemini: cutthroat kitchen
  • cancer: mystery diners
  • leo: chopped
  • virgo: diners, drive-ins and dives
  • scorpio: trisha's southern kitchen
  • sagittarius: beat bobby flay
  • libra: 30 minute meals
  • capricorn: barefoot contessa
  • aquarius: the kitchen
  • pisces: the pioneer woman

anonymous asked:

HEY HEY CONSIDER THIS: Lotor looks a LOT more galran but hides it with his Altean powers!?? I'm talking like @istehlurvz 's Lotor!! (bc i think his appearance is just a bit /too/ bland so there's GOT to be more to him)

Originally posted by the-reactiongifs

WHaaaaattt omg that would be totally awesome ! ! ! i hadn’t even thought about him having the Altean shapeshifting powers!
i just checked out their Lotor and its so cool???? thank you for sharing this with me! \(●∇●)/
RIGHT?? like all the other Galra have much more complex designs and he’s just so boring. I get giving him a simpler design so its easier to animate him if he’s going to get some significant screen time, but he’s like suspiciously bland