i totally forgot i still had these to make

You know what I think?

‪I think Derek actually is the one who had Stiles questioning if he only liked girls.

I feel like at first he just realized “huh, he’s so goodlooking wow.” Then that morphed into like a sexual thing. Like he only really saw Derek’s good looks and the whole cool werewolf thing as his only good qualities at first because ya know, they used to hate each other.

So it made Stiles question but he could easily brush it off at first because he’s still a teenager and he doesn’t have it all figured out yet, the whole “this is just a phase” thing.

But then he actually starts liking Derek, in a “we’re sort of an odd duo, but we do make a pretty good pair” (of friends!!!!). Like they actually got passed the “you need me to survive that’s why you’re helping” stage. He really just genuinely started liking Derek, just calm friendly like at first, but that like into more of a crush like than a friend like without him even noticing.

And he feels it there but he just avoids it but then that night at the glow in the dark party? Kaitlyn asks the golden question, “do you?”

And he just sits there for a while. His mind immediately flashes to Derek and he thinks like “wait a minute, I actually fucking might,” like guys, that is.

Stiles sort of realizes it’s become more than “you’re hot and I wanna experiment,” and more than, “I actually don’t mind hanging out with you anymore, it’s kind of cool because you’re not as much of a shitty person as I thought you were.” It’s more of a “I really think I’m falling for you but I’ve liked girls my whole life and we used to hate each other. What’s going on?”

So he doesn’t get the chance to ever answer because he really isn’t sure at first. But the thoughts after that question are stuck with him. And overtime, he starts noticing little things about Derek, like really taking note. Like Derek’s actually smart and actually selfless and his bunny teeth and how he’s actually funny when he tries (it’s a bland and dry humor, snarky remarks when they bicker and Stiles gets sarcastic but Stiles appreciates and enjoys it regardless). Stiles starts realizing all these things that could factor into why he might actually like Derek (if he does because he isn’t 100% on that yet).

He starts realizing that Derek really isn’t the guy he met back in the woods, that Derek is more, that Derek is actually a great person under that hard exterior. He starts realizing how he used to get and still gets whenever something goes wrong with Derek, how he starts worrying and all. He starts looking at Derek in a new way, looks when Derek is oblivious, sort of the whole “admire from afar” thing, and can hardly help it, can hardly deny that he starts getting a little happier whenever Derek comes around, but he’s still, in a way, denial.

The night Derek almost dies changed that because for a brief moment he felt like he stopped breathing as he watched Derek bleed out on the ground.

He felt numb and he wanted to stay but knew he couldn’t. All he could do was hope that Derek would still be well and alive in the morning, that they would all be, and then he’d be able to tell Derek because he knew completely. Knew what it felt like to almost lose someone you care about so much.

Stiles wasn’t sure what he was going to say, how Derek would take it or how it would effect them, but it didn’t really matter in the end because he never got to say it.

Derek left and Stiles couldn’t even be mad because he knew Derek needed it, deserved it.

So, life went on and he tried to shove his feelings aside because it didn’t really matter anymore.

Except it did, which he realizes on the night at the school, seeing Derek’s initials.

I’d like to think that the reason for Stiles’ smile was because he had fully come to term with the fact that he did indeed have feelings for Derek. He wasn’t able to tell Derek, but he could finally admit it to himself.

No more questioning, no more “this is just a phase.” None of that.

Stiles just accepted it, and he was okay with it.

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Where did you get the idea you can sit around all day doing nothing?

requested by @literarilyabookaddict 

ART TIP: Keep a balance between digital and traditional art

because there are things traditional art will teach you that digital art won’t, and the same goes the other way

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I found some stones that I got years ago from… I don’t know even anymore and a agate that I bought nearly 10 years ago. I totally forgot that I even had them, but I really love them and it makes my witch heart happy. I really hope that I will get some more stones and also other stuff! The three on my hand are my favorites because of their colors. I still need to find out which minerals they are exactly!

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So I recently downloaded the adobe photoshop on my iPad pro to make a cover for a story of mine. Then I had the idea of using the photoshop program to make a some major arcana tarot cards using avengers because I hardly see any and I’m a huge marvel fan. I hope you enjoy them. As always these are my interpretations and everyone has different ideas. I also ask you to be respectful that you do not claim this as yours and that if you do share it give me credit. But I still hope you enjoy them!

(totally forgot about the Nick Fury)

anonymous asked:

Oh my gosh your speed paint actually came up in my recommended and I haven't even been watching SU videos lately. No wonder it's attracting so many random people? Sorry for the hate, here's some love anyway 💜💚

yea sangleds subscriber count had been rising lately too!! she makes great and populat vids tho so its no wonder its in some people recommendations i guess? im not familiar with youtubes system of doing things
also i totally forgot to record my part on my end so its just her drawing in the vid sadly,,,but if ill work on another collab with her someday ill make sure that my art process can be seen too!!(the vid is still great tho,,,i love it)
and thanks for the love ur a cutie pie <3

My little brother walked into my room tonight to show me a book he found

I TOTALLY FORGOT WE HAD THIS.

ITS GOT SO MANY STICKERS.

It goes from season 1 to 4. When everyone was still marginally okay

My brother and I didn’t actually fill out the book so its mostly sticker-less though.

But its got a lot of really cool pages

Even one just for the droids.

And then, of course, I decided I would be a horrible person if I didn’t look for my favorite.

BUT I WAS WRONG, SO WRONG NEVER LOOK FOR YOUR FAVORITE

IT HURTS TOO MUCH IN HINDSIGHT

GOSH EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH HER IS PAINFUL 

ITS ALL ABOUT TRUST AND BEING A GOOD FRIEND AND 

OW

Today I attempted to make Benji Travis’ Chocolate Chip cookies. recipe/how to video: http://youtu.be/3i5tnzhuZ64

*the recipe in the down bar of the video makes a lot of cookies and not all of them are shown here because they were baking*

Note: it gets really dry and you have to add a little bit extra of softened butter to help the dough mix more smoothly. Lastly, i ran out of chocolate chips and had to use M&M’s to finish the job.
(oh and i stuck a fork in them because i totally forgot to set the timer. turns out they were done!)

not my favourite cookie (because of the m&m’s -_-) but still really good!!! I’d recommend using fresh/organic stuff for this recipe. :-) enjoy!


Really nice recipes. Every hour.

Show me what you cooked!