i took this with my camera xd im not even sorry

universal-glitch  asked:

Can you write the Connor x Internet friend! Reader as a fanfic. I would love it if you did.

Message Me || Connor Murphy x Reader (PART 1 OF 5)

requested : yep
prompt: n/a
pairing : connor murphy x reader
warnings : suicide plan mention
additional notes : reader is female, based off of a Connor X Internet friend reader headcanon by @watch-the-whole-world-disappear, they meet on tumblr, connor runs an Edgy™ Aesthetic Blog, WHICH I RUN BTW, NOT THAT THERES ANYTHING ON IT YET BUT YEAH FOLLOW ME AT @connor-fvckng-mvrphy lmao it’s a Connor roleplay blog

Bored. Bored. Bored.

Bored is such a boring word. In this moment, you’ve never heard a word that describes you so much.

You scroll listlessly through your tumblr, liking random images and quotes from this one aesthetic blog that you follow. Your eyes wander, not that you’re finding anything interesting, until you come across an interesting poem.   


I have to get this
off my chest before
I straighten every crooked object
offensive clutter distraction
nervous as fuck
I’ll pull out every hair
or tear my fingers off
If I don’t figure out how to look
in your eyes
without screaming

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I can’t remember anything before you
I can’t imagine anything without you
I want to live the rest of my life with you

But only if you think I’m cool
We should just kill ourselves

‘Interesting,‘ You think, 'Edgy, but very interesting.’

This guy (girl? other?) seems interesting. Relatable. You click on their name, intrigued.

At one click, you fall in love with the account. You follow on first sight.

According to his bio, his name is Connor and he’s seventeen. His posts consist of black-and-white photos of chipped nail-polish, of pale wrists with even paler scars zigzagged across the stick-thin appendage. Quotes by Poe, little poems like the first one you read. 

He’s tortured, you know. But you can’t bring yourself to message him, like the little stalker you are.

Hours of pouring over his account turn into days, days into weeks, until finally you have been an avid fan of his for a month. 

And then it all comes crashing down.

One day, you refresh your page, bored, and there’s a new post from him. Literally must have been posted not even a minute ago. 


this is not going to be a great week
or year or life
or anything inbetween
i thought for a millisecond
that i had found a friend
a kindred spirit
but you fucking tore it up

fuck you, E.H.
your friend too
go ahead and laugh
laugh all you want
but will you be laughing when the school shooter is dead?


You’re worried.

This poem…was not like the others.

This was angry. This was raw. This was…this was real.

You bite your lip. Your eyes flick down to the tags.

#suicide plan #goodbye

Shit. Your eyes widen and you click on your inbox, typing in a message frantically

hi I know you don’t know me but I just saw the tags on your newest poem and im freaking out
please please don’t kill yourself
I’m sorry it’s just your poems are really relatable and help me a lot and i feel like I’ve gotten to know you through them and oh my god you probably think I’m so creepy I’m so sorry

You wait, terrified, for a response.

One minute.

Two minutes.




There is no answer, and you bury your head in your pillow and try not to cry. You can’t help it, your shoulders shake with wracking sobs. You probably failed at saving this guy, you failed so bad. You suck, oh god, you suck.

After another five minutes of sobbing, you hear a loud ding from your phone, and you blearily stare at the screen through unshed tears.

im flattered
I didn’t realise that somebody actually read my poems or my tags or cared or…

You gasp in relief, fingers tap-tap-tapping out a reply. 

OH thank god I thought that you had…
Are you okay??
thats a stupid question omg I'm sorry

im fine
actually…i feel much better.
thanks for, you know.

I’m [y/n] btw


i know
thats creepy oh my god;sorry

it’s fine ig I mean it is in my bio so??? its chill


so this might sound weird but ????
you’re…pretty cool.
i just looked over your account and wanted to know
well you know
want to talk more???

wow im??? Really???

yeah i mean you helped me there,,,like a lot,,,

id love to !!!!

You talked almost every day. When you got down to it…he was a sweetheart. He was kind. He got you.

do you think, like…
well ever get to meet each other??
imean you’re a really great friend now and???
id like to meet you.

i wish
but we live like eight hours away from each other…

ill drive to you!

calm down, connor…lmao
we don’t want you burning out on the way

:( I don’t even know what you look like…

i don’t know what you look like either! XD

shit well
if I send you a picture of me
will you do the same?

sure ig

me.jpg my sister took the photo so,,,


id prefer handsome but I’ll take it
your turn, missy.

hnnghhh okay


holy shit



no no no I am definitely not wtf you need your eyes checked?

no way you’re fucking adorable
i think /I’m/ in love you cute lil motherfucker

we should swap phone numbers

and skype??

fuck yeah

oKay !!! im [skype/name] and my number is [number]

my Skype is the same as my tumblr and my phone number is XXXX XXXXXX

saved and I just texted you too :)

'hi Connor!!!!’ with a bunch of happy emojis?
dude you’re just,,,
thats really fucking cute

wh y???? do you keep calling me cute I’m???

because, as it turns out, i have a really cute best friend

best friend??
awww connor!!!

yeah yeah
you’re literally all I have, [y/n]

you’re my best friend too!!
i really wish i could meet you…

me too…hold on a sec

connor??? you okay???

my sister just walked in and was being a dick, being nosy about who I’m talking to and not believing that it was a friend. She thinks I’m talking to my dealer.
i fucking hate her sometimes

do you?

but she thinks I do. It’s easier to let her.

*internet hug*

Fuck…that’s cute.

 As time went on, you found yourself more and more drawn to Connor. His photos could always make you smile, and nothing brightened up a shitty day more than clicking on his Skype name and watching him answer a video call, smiling dopily at the camera.

And also as time went on…you slowly began to realise why.

You were in love with him. 

Fuck, you were in love with a guy eight hours away. A guy that you had never met in real life. What do you do?

…You continue pining for him over a distance, of course.

You watch yourself in the screen, waiting for Connor to pick up the Skype call. Soon enough, he does, and his grinning face fills the screen.

“Hey, [y/n].” He greets sleepily - it’s like, midnight over there - and rests his chin on his hands.

“Heya.” You wave at the camera, grinning sheepishly and a little shyly. The thrill of actually seeing him rather than just a message still gets you.

“It’s almost Valentine’s Day, huh?”

“Yep! Any special girl that you had in mind?” You ask, a hopeful smile plastered on your face.

“No, well…actually…” He furrows his brow, and your heart drops.

“Is she pretty?” You ask, concealing your jealousy. You could be there for him.

“She’s cute. Like, really fucking cute.” Connor says, watching you carefully.

Truth be told, Connor felt the same way. He was absolutely crazy about you, but he didn’t want to ruin this adorably heartwarming friendship you had.

To wake up and have no more *internet hug* messages or cute little reminders…it’d ruin his life. You were absolutely the only thing keeping him going.

You talked for ages, until it was about 2:30 on his end. Before long, he was getting tired. 

“I should go soon.” He says drowsily. 

“Mmmm.” You don’t want him to go. “Night, Con.”

“G'night.” He yawns. “Love you.”

You freeze. He freezes and hurriedly leaves the video chat.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. Connor slams his head on his desk, pissed off. “I fucked up. I fucked up.” He mumbles.

A small chime comes from his computer and he bites his lip, glancing reluctantly at the screen.

i love you too!!!!


Pairing: Ethan X Reader

Request: live stream lullaby was soo cute 💙💙 can i request a ethan x reader where ethan and the reader are doing a livestream together and all of the fans keep shipping them? thanks :))

Warnings: fluffy

A/N: Thank you guys so much for reading these!! It warms my cold dead heart jk but seriously, THANK YOU!!

You snapped another picture of Ethan and posted it to his story. He eyed you suspiciously and you giggle, hiding the screen from him.

“What’s are you doing?” he teases.

“I’m updating the people!” you laughed.

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anonymous asked:

how would the RFA+ react to finding out MC cheated on them? This is so angsty i'm sorry xD

…ouch anon ಥ_ಥ i could never do that to my babies and please don’t ever do that to them too pls they all deserve so much better 

but here you go! i hope…you like this? it hurts your feelings? you go ‘ow’? i dunno


  • aaaaAAAHHHHHH i could never do this to him but here we go
  • he thought it was something totally different at first 
  • thought someone was making forcibly kissing mc
  • but as he got closer, he realized that mc was kissing them back, pretty intensely too
  • and he was devastated. he didn’t know what to do. should he leave? break them apart? get angry?
  • but they broke their kiss before he decided and mc saw him 
  • they looked shocked. and were walking over to him
  • zen didn’t let them though, and started walking off 
  • “zen, wait!” they said, but he turned around and looks like he is about to cry before answering
  • “what mc?” he asks. they stumble, but can’t really answer him 
  • “there’s no excuse, mc. and you know I…I can’t be with someone who..”
  • he was going to say ‘betrayed me’, but he doesn’t want to believe it 
  • mc knows what he meant and doesn’t stop him from walking away 
  • he can’t believe another person important to him, especially this one - the one he gave his heart to - betrayed him 
  • and now he’s alone again. just him, his career, and his bad habits
  • speaking of bad habits, his bike was still in the garage…


  • this poor bABY
  • he thought he did something wrong
  • he wasn’t good enough for mc, wasn’t fast enough at getting his life together or he wasn’t that much of a man yet
  • because why else would mc be here, in this obscure library, kissing someone else between the shelves? 
  • one of the books he was holding fell, causing the two of them to break apart
  • mc saw it was him and frowned. “yoosung..what are you-”
  • “excuse us,” the other person said, “sorry if we’re blocking the shelf you needed” how casual ams wtf
  • “no,” yoosung said. “i don’t need any books..” 
  • he looked over at mc, “sorry for bothering you and your girlfriend”
  • and then he walked off
  • mc didn’t come back that night. or at all, really. they knew they fucked up
  • so yoosung isolated himself 
  • he didn’t go to class at all, practically. he didn’t got to clubs either
  • what was the point anyways?
  • drowned himself if even more LOLOL..at least he was at the top of the leaderboard now
  • the rfa can’t get him out of this hole..and neither can he


  • my wife nooooo
  • mc had been coming home later and later lately..they had been so busy at work
  • but jaehee, ever caring, decided to stop by and drop them off dinner 
  • when she went into mc’s office, though, she found mc on the table with some other girl on top of them
  • she dropped the container 
  • mc, shirt half unbuttoned, blinked and pushed the other girl off
  • “jaehee-” “save it.” and she walked out 
  • jaehee wasn’t even going to deal with it. there was nothing mc could say or do 
  • she dropped a box of mc’s stuff to their work the next day 
  • and drowned herself in taking care of the cafe 
  • she hadn’t seen mc in a while..until they came to the cafe one day
  • “jaehee…I-” “don’t apologize.” she interrupted them. “it doesn’t matter now anyways.”
  • so mc took their coffee and left
  • while jaehee took a break, getting someone she hired to take care of the counter while she went to the back
  • and it turns out it did still matter, because she spent her entire break crying


  • oh no, we’re gonna break juju
  • it was with one of his clients
  • they had a particularly long contract process and had dinner together a few times
  • jumin didn’t expect there to be anything more, though
  • but he found them to be surprisingly agreeable…
  • they kept inviting mc to dinners too…
  • and then jumin saw them near the bathrooms, in a heated makeout session
  • Robot Jumin Activated
  • cancelled the contract and every deal they made, as well as started looking for divorce papers
  • he felt like his father. like he had been tricked
  • he was never trusting anyone again
  • the office got triple busy, he came up with three more cat projects
  • he wore the wrong tie and almost misspelled his name
  • the rfa barely saw him anymore, either 
  • jumin han is a mess 

707 / luciel / saeyoung

  • ahhhhhhhh im sorry saeyoung
  • mc had friends and hung out with them a lot
  • but there was this one that was always there, no matter what
  • and, call him suspicious, but he had to double check
  • so the tracker in mc’s shirt was activated
  • they said they were going to the movies with friends
  • but they actually went to that one friend’s place
  • and according to cameras nearby, they were the only two there
  • so he went to check
  • didn’t even need to knock, he heard them moaning through the door
  • when mc came back, he was closed off
  • mc thought it was one of his moods, but saeyoung told them
  • and then kicked them out
  • he didn’t do anything else, but he wanted nothing to do with mc 
  • couldn’t even keep up his 707 persona

v / jihyun

  • …why would you do this to my sunshine baby?
  • blames himself, of course
  • doesn’t even question it when he finds mc with someone else
  • probably acknowledges it with a sad smile, saying it was alright
  • actually tells mc to leave him
  • but when they do, he’s depressed 
  • even more than when rika left
  • he hasn’t been on the messenger in 3 months 
  • hasn’t called saeyoung in one and jumin in 2
  • the rfa is literally hanging by a thread and so is V 
  • quits taking pictures entirely 
  • when saeyoung asked him how he was doing after a while, he answered with, “i’m in the middle of a solar eclipse”
  • i love v calling himself the sun and making various hcs from that oops


  • found them while he went out for the first time in a while
  • they were at the park, on a date. he knew from that kiss and that look mc gave
  • before, only to him
  • doesn’t even hesitate to walk over to them and ends it with mc immediately
  • locks himself in his room
  • saeyoung can barely get him out to eat 
  • doesn’t talk much anymore, to anyone
  • starts thinking he doesn’t deserve to be healing, either 
  • saeyoung has to keep everything dangerous away from him
  • he isn’t going to get better any time soon
White Girl

Paring: KihyunxReader

Rating: Fluff

Word Count: 1.3k


A/N: I’ve never been to a fanmeet and I probably never will but like.. just go with it XD

Originally posted by babywoon

“But can you imagine if he does?” Your friend, Dawn, smiles and teases you about the dream you told her about. “It won’t because life is a dick.” you smile and ruffled her hair. “Plus, it was just a stupid dream from last night.”

“Yeah, I know.” She replied as she fixed her hair in the mirror. “By the way, did you know that you talk in your sleep?” She smirked, causing you to smack the back of her head. “And you wonder why I never let you let you stay the night.”

“But you had to because, since I’m the nice friend, I got us these fanmeet tickets.” She smiled innocently and placed the lanyard around your neck. “You’re never gonna let this go, huh?” You pout and sigh as it sunk in that she’s going to use this as a way to get you to do anything for her. “Nope! Now lets go, we gotta get there early!” She squealed and pulled you out of your own house and dragged you to your car.

Once you two got into the car, you were quick to put on Roller Coaster by your favorite group.

Monsta X.

Whom, you are actually going to meet in two hours. You unbelievable nervous and excited, but who wouldn’t be? Hell, you couldn’t even stay still yesterday after Dawn came over and gave you your surprise for a late birthday present.

“Chill Y/N!” You heard Dawn laugh while sitting in the passenger seat. “I know we wanna get the early, but I wanna get there in one peace.” She smiled teasingly at you as you finally realized that you were speeding. “Sorry.” You smile sheepishly. As you continued to drive, you and Dawn started to sing loudly and terribly as you both were teasing one another about how your biases “might fall in love” with the both of you.

Soon enough, you both arrive and were able to enter early with your passes since you’re also supposed to take pictures of the whole fanmeet. Dawn told you where to place one of the cameras to also film, then explained where you should take the pictures to not get in the way of the fans or staff. After setting everything up, fans started to pile in. The comfortable silence that filled the building, now became excited conversations between fans about the boy group that was soon to come out. You and Dawn were standing in the back left and right corners. Half the group entered through the right and the other half entered through the left. As the members walked in, there were screams of each of the members names and shuttering of cameras. Some coming from the fan’s phones and others from your and Dawn’s camera.

The guys introduced themselves and greeted the fans. they thanked everyone for coming and said that they’ll have fun meeting everyone. But, one person caught your eye. You felt someone looking at you but you tried to ignore it, but you never felt their eyes move away. So, you finally looked around and that’s when you realized who’d be staring at you.


Aka, your bias.

You felt the blush rising up to your cheeks as he quickly looked away, hoping you hadn’t notice him. But you did. And it made you smile at his shyness. You looked away before anyone noticed and rumors of some kind of relationship that you and Kihyun have, but one person noticed the whole thing. And you know she would never let this go.

You started to walk around as the first few fans went up to meet the guys. As you walked through the aisle, Dawn walked up beside you. “I saw that.” She smiled as she quickly tuned around to take a picture of Hoseok before the next fan covered his face. “Saw what?” You tried to act like you had no idea what she was talking about. You took a picture of two fans quietly fangirling over their signed album. “The mini staring match between you and Mr. Yoo.” She teased and turned back around to have a quiet conversation, so no one could hear and blow it out of proportion. “Its wasn’t a staring match!” You quietly corrected. “I thought you had no idea what I was talking about, my dear friend.” She smiled and used this chance to break away from you and continued to take pictures of the guys and fans.

You had to admit, that girl was a huge pain in your ass but one of best friends you had. Even though she made that debatable.

The day went on, Monsta X took a break and did some song that the fans requested and you had more chances to take proper pictures. At one point, someone asked for them to preform White Girl. They all looked at each other, probably not wanting to slow down the fanmeet, but then Kihyun nodded and said that they will. It surprised everyone but they ended up actually singing it.

As they started to sing, you couldn’t take your eyes off of Kihyun. You couldn’t believe that someone that beautiful was actually a couple feet away from you. In fact, you couldn’t believe that you were seeing these seven guys. You just thought it was an impossible thought to happen but, here you are. Suddenly, Dawn nudged you, pulling you out of your thoughts. “What?” You whined and followed her gaze. It was almost the chorus and Kihyun was looking straight at you.

“White girl, I hope that you would love me.”

Hyunwoo’s part

“White girl, please look at me kindly.”

After Hyunwoo’s part, it was Hoseok’s but Kihyun never took his eyes off of you. The attention made you blush again. Seeing the pink tint on your cheeks made Kihyun smile. Soon, it got to the part where everyone sings and claps, without a second thought, you clapped along with Dawn and everyone. You held eye contact with Kihyun as you both sang.

After the song ended, it was close to the end of the fanmeet, but before the guys leave it was your and Dawn’s turn to meet them. Along with another few fans. You waited for Dawn to put away her camera before waiting in line. You two continued to have a quiet conversation as you waited your turns. You spoke to Hyunwoo first, then scooted to Hyungwon after the fan before you moved over. It continued like that, then towards the end, you and Dawn were face to face with your biases. Suddenly, you both became super shy, but you had more of a reason to be shy, And Kihyun knew that.

Changkyun and Dawn looked over at you and Kihyun.  "What happened, hyung? You were super talkative with the other fans.“ Changkyun teased, making Dawn laugh. “Yeah, Y/N was just talking about something then she saw Kihyun and suddenly got super quiet.” She followed Chankyun’s teasing.

“Hmm. I wonder why.” He smiled at Dawn as they looked away from you two, but continued to tease. You wanted to say something back, but Kihyun cut you off before you even thought about a comeback. “I’m sorry. H-He does that a lot.” He chuckled as you saw him lightly punch Changkyun next to him. It couldn’t have hurt but you saw Changkyun pretending to be hurt and pouting as he mumbled something to your friend. “Its okay, I have my own annying friend.” You replied and looked over at Dawn. “Yeah, I can tell.” He smiled and looked back at you. “So, did you have fun today?” He tried to not seem awkward or nervous, but you knew he was. “Uh, yeah. My camera is flooded with pictures of just you.” You said without thinking. Your eyes widened as you realized what you just said.

“Seems like someone really loves me.” He had a dorky smile on his face as he teased you. “Yeah, a long with a thousand more girls.” you sigh and look down.

“But I like you.” His tone was different with this simple phrase. It caused you to look up at him confused. Then it hit you what he actually meant.

“I ship it.” Dawn said along with everyone else in Monsta X,whom were all looking straight at you and Kihyun.

Manga for the Servamp-Anime Party Volume 9 Special

Mahiru: Today we celebrate, that you all can see us soon in anime form! [Ha Ha!]
Mahiru: Thank you for all your support! [Im so excited!]
Kuro: Bewitch yourself from me even in the anime….[Miauuu…] It will be a really peaceful and relaxing anime…
Mahiru: [?!] Shut up! Thats not even right!!

//Translator note: To match the 1:1 translation here is quite difficult. I hope its alright that way… And Mahiru looks really cute in this panel xD//

Mahiru: Its a modern Fantasy-Battle-Story about a high school student Mahiru Shirota, who makes a contract with a vampire and while he fights, he growths beyond himself(?)…!! //T.N: Not sure how to translate…//
Kuro: You are really dramatizing it….
Mahiru: Im not!
Misono: I heard, that Im the main character in the anime! Im looking forward to it!
//T.n: You would have been… if they did not skipped the Lust arc. <_</ //

Mahiru: Who said THAT?!
Lily: Im worried, if Misono and I will fit in the same picture… [Because of the high difference…] //T.n: LoL//
Misono: WHAT?!

Tetsu: Should I give you a shoulder ride… hm…? [Why are you suddenly so big…?]
Misono: Shut up!! In the anime Im just a little bit bigger!! [Somehow like this right now!!]
[ >:< That definitley wont happen.]

//T.n: Yeah. I definitley ship them…//

Lawless: Hey, in the anime we two will definitly get the main roles!
Mahiru: Why does everyone want to steal my main role?! [You two will get it definitley NOT!]
Licht: In the anime, where I play the main role, Im followed by sweet cats, so I seem even brighter in my appearence….
Mahiru: That would be like a complete another story?!

//T.n: Kuro on lichts head <3//

Licht: And why that…? Because Im an angel!
Lawless: Licht-tan, you are really a superduper-angel!! Im so excited to do the Angelpose in the anime!!
Licht: Shut up, Dirt/Shitty-Hedgedog!
Mahiru: I have no idea wheter that really will happen?! And why am I the only one, who has like no idea what will really happen!!??

Sakuya: I heard, it will be an anime about Mahirus and my wonderful school life
Tsubaki: What should that be? Who wants to see something like that?!
Sakuya: I! //T.N: I! Whole SakuxMaki fandom: We!//
Tsubaki: Thats so booooring…[he really means it!] or more like scary… [Uwaah…]

Tsubaki: Will it not be an anime, where I eat sweets, while the camera shows me in a sexy side angel? [So it seems like Im saying: Do you want something too…?]
 //T.n: I would watch every episode. Every 24 of it.//

Mahiru: That dont even deal with vampires anymore! [And you can do THAT youself!]
Mikuni: The anime-adaption…? So finally you all can hear my wonderful voice. [Certainly, I will have a wonderful entrance.]
//T.n: He really has one of my fav. voice actors <3//
Mahiru: Mikuni… I dont even know whetever you will make an appaerance or not…
Mikuni: [Of course I will appaer!] What kind of nonsense are you talking about! 

Mikuni: We all are excited for Abels wonderful voice, arent we? <3 Abel? <3
[What are you saying…? You are excited too.]
Mahiru: Hai, Hai, Abel (aka Mikuni Alisuin), right! Eh… What? [What are you babbling about? Thats only a doll?!]

Kuro: So… after we all had a bit fun… [Hopp…]
Shield: We all tricked you!
Mahiru: Hey! Stopp it!! That was not meant to be funny! The anime will really come and I will be the main character!
Mahiru: Please everyone, be excited!

The Anime will really come! Please watch it everyone.

So… From Volume 9 there are two extra left, but they wont take that long to translate…
Im so sorry that you all must switch between text and picture but i dont really know how to scanlate and which programms I need… >_<
Hope you are okay with that. I even took the two pages and splitted them, so you all can follow better…The photo quality raised a bit… And I hope you dont mind my Translator Notes. It helped me to calm myself while translating :’D

And thanks for all the reblogs and likes I got!! Its my first time doing that all, and maybe all of you noticed that my english is not the best, but still were so kind to overlook these things <3 (When you find big mistakes i dont mind if you tell me them, so i can fix it!!) Love ya all!!

Don’t Bite PT 3 - Jungkook

I had no idea where to go with this so… FLUFF

PT 1 || PT 2

You stuck to your word, going back to see Jungkook the next day after going home for fresh clothes. He was surprisingly kind now that he was more accustomed to you, every kiss he gave you was tender and loving. You found it strange, the way you’d suddenly found yourself in a relationship with a vampire, however the more you were around him the more you fell in love with him. He was good looking, caring, and you’d found out that morning, after persuading him to go outside with you for a bit, that he was extremely protective of you. Long story short, someone almost went away with a black eye after looking at you just a second too long. He made it pretty clear now; after that dare and your hooking up, you were strictly his. Not that you had complaints.

You restocked your bag at home, planning to stay the night again seeing as your school was literally down the street from Jungkook’s. Even though you lived in a very nice home, you found yourself preferring the cosy space that was Jungkook’s little shack. And so there you were, skipping back up the hill leading to it, feeling strangely excited to say you’d been with Jungkook only half an hour ago.

Jungkook’s face brightened visibly as you re-entered his house, pecking his lips gently and setting your bag down. The red lights shone inside, the darkness prevalent despite it being mid afternoon, and as soon as your bag was down you found yourself enclosed in Jungkook’s hold. He spun you around so you were facing him and kissed you deeply, evidently not satisfied with just a peck. That same fondness was there, and every single time his mouth touched any part of your body he was extremely careful not to snag you with his teeth. He was very loving. He pulled away slowly, seeming reluctant, and looked down at you affectionately.

“Every time. Breathtaking.” He chuckled, gently kissing your forehead and taking your hands in his. “I think you need to record something for your friends.” He murmured, leading you to sit with him on the couch. You sat between his legs and leaned back against his chest, feeling immediately relaxed as his arms wrapped around you. You couldn’t help but wonder if he was like this all the time. Once again, you weren’t complaining.


“Well… I don’t think they should see the footage you did get…” You looked up to find him blushing, a deep pink that matched the stutter in his voice. “That’s just for us.” He whispered in your ear, hoping you didn’t notice the way pink gave way to red when he did. However that got your face warming up, both of you sitting in silence for a moment before you spoke.

“I can’t be bothered, Jungkook. Besides, what would we do?”

“Turn the lights off and take a nap?”

“I don’t want them to know you exist. No offence, but my new vampire boyfriend… they’ll have way too many questions, baby.” You mumbled, sighing.

“No, no, I get it. I’ll spend the night in bed and you can sleep on the couch. It seems more… genuine. I mean, coming in here you’d go to sleep on the couch before a bed, right? I’m not sure why… it just feels right.” He began rambling, not sure how to properly explain himself, but you understood.

“Jungkook.” You cut him off, sitting up and turning around. You shut his legs and straddled him, resting your forehead on his. “I get it.” You smiled, pecking his lips once, twice, thrice - before you knew it you were back in a deep kiss. This time he dared to bring in his tongue, swiping it over your bottom lip tentatively. You parted your lips with a small moan, but as his tongue started to battle with yours you realized that if you continued you’d end up replaying last night. You pulled away with a smirk and pecked his lips again, stroking his cheek with the back of your hand. “I’ll do that now, film for an hour or so, then say my camera died. I don’t want to go through the actual night without cuddling you.”

“Cute.” He replied with a small laugh. “Now sleep.” He lifted you off him and set you down on the couch, moving back to his chest of drawers. He took out two cushions and a blanket, placing the cushions under your head and fluffing them before covering you with the blanket. He crouched by you with a small smile, kissing you again. It was almost as if he couldn’t stay away from you for very long, craving skinship as much as possible. He hadn’t seemed like that before. Not at all. “You found these there when you came in and were too tired to care what condition they were in.” He told you, turning off the lights and setting your camera before you. He sat in the chair in the corner of the room and smiled to himself, whispering a ‘sleep well’ that was inaudible to the camera. And even though your eyes were closed, you could feel his gaze on you, as caring as ever. When you first met him, you thought he’d be dangerous or scary, not as sweet as he was. And as you really started to drift off, you realised. You didn’t care if your friends saw. You wanted to be with him for good. So they’d meet him at some point anyway.

“Jungkook~” You called out, opening your eyes and locating his figure in the darkness with them. His eyes glinted crimson as he looked over at you, questioning present even in the blackness.

“Yes?” He responded in a hushed voice, standing.

“Come cuddle with me.” He hesitated with a small frown but obliged, making his way over slowly and getting under the blanket with you.

“What are you doing?” He whispered, voice extremely quiet as to not let the camera pick up his voice.

“I love you so much.” You started in an equally quiet tone, seeing his face soften and a small smile that displayed his fangs control his lips. “And they’re gonna find out about you any way because you, my perfect boyfriend, are one of the best things to ever happen to me. I mean, after one crazy night together with a stranger, which I wouldn’t normally do, I have fallen completely in love with you, Jeon Jungkook.” You confessed your feelings sincerely, eyes cast down at the blanket that covered you both.

“Hey.” he said, placing a finger under your chin and raising your face so you looked him in his eyes. You loved his eyes, your favorite shade of red that shined so kindly and adoringly when he was near you. After seeing him outside that morning, you knew that look in them was just for you. He felt the same way. “I love you too. And I’m happy you don’t want to hide me - I want you to be proud of me and show you off, like I would do with you if I had any friends.” He chuckled sadly at the ending, sighing before moving closer. “I really do love you too.” He whispered, words almost inaudible to you, let alone the camera, as he captured your lips in yet another passionate kiss. However this one was short as he sensed your growing fatigue, tightening his hold around you but making sure he didn’t hurt you (he was a strong one) as he held you close. You both closed your eyes as he pecked the top of your head, brushing your hair out of the way as you snuggled up to him. “Y/N?” He asked.


“I know you’re getting tired, and I love cuddling like this.” He said, lowering his voice and moving his lips to hover by your ear. “But I’d definitely have nothing against having a little more fun-”

“Jungkook.” You cut him off, laughing a little. You could sense his pout as you began to fall asleep, his hand still stroking your hair and lulling you into dreamland. “Maybe later.”

“Ok, ok, sleep. I love you.” He repeated himself, wanting to make it clear.

“I love you too, jagi.”

“So that’s what jagi means…”

Originally posted by bwiyomi

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-Admin Belle

D&E 2nd Tour - Osaka Day 2

Introduction ment: donghae made a mistake saying ‘menna meccha sukiyanen’ (should be minna) and then he laughed and said that he was cute And hyuk was like 'yeah yeah you were cute’ AND PINCHED HIS CHEEK SAYING 'CUTE’

hae: good morning everyone
hyuk: what are you saying, it’s night already!
hae: i’ve been wanting to meet everyone since morning~

hyukjae did his usually greeting and donghae added '동꾸 동꾸 니’ and went to grab hyukjae’s jacket to wear LOL

hyuk took off his jacket and threw it on the floor, then donghae ran to the back and took off his jacket too, then he came back and put on hyuk’s jacket

hyukjae keep trying to touch Donghae’s right hand but donghae doesn’t let him and suddenly they are fighting LOL

Hyuk: This is my very important clothes, change it back quick. Hae: You are someone very important to me, so you just keep MC-ing

Hae was doing Aegyo and Hyuk threw the piece of tissue he used to wipe his sweat to Hae’s head

Hyuk laughed like an idiot, Hehehe, hehehe, am I sweet? Hae despised him and didn’t say anything

HJ: do u think im pretty?
DH: you’re crazy~

Hyuk said he wanted to tell us secrets about Hae, Hae didn’t let him, they started fighting with each other using both hands n legs

During intro, hyuk said 'it rained all day today didn’t it? Did u all bring umbrellas?’ Then donghae said if we didn’t, he could shelter… with his shirt and then he lifted his shirt up exposing his abs showing how we could go under it. Hyuk knelt and stared at his abs DEAD

When Hae discovered the big screen was focusing on his exposed belly, he pulled the shirt back down immediately

Symphony Hae on the moving cart shaked hands with every fan who sat at the first row

When hae was on the little car going around ELF he could touch ELF’s hand and he was so close. When he came toward us, he kept touching and even kissing all the hands on the frot row TT and smiling like crazy !! TT so sweet !!

Hae on the little cars touching ELF hands again awww
He also saw a little girl and made a cute face ~~^^

Hyuk said elf were cute and asked if we tought they were cool ! Hae did handsome faces to the cam and a kissssss

middle lcd had technical issues during mother. so during Kimi Ga Naitara eunhae rode the carts and performed at the stage at the back

Also hyuk made a sign to “eat” our love… i dont know what hyuk drank before LOL

Eunhae went to the cam, kneeled down and while hyuk was talking hae put the Whole mic INTO his mouth.. YOU KNOW THE ROUND PART ALL IN HIS MOUTH. And did it again, hyuk did it too but opened wide and didnt put as much as hae…. WTF GUYS OMG

hae said he’s hungry lmao and ate his mic again xD
then hyuk learn from him

When fans watching VCR, they sat tgr and analyzed the mics, when VCR finished, Hyuk wanted to get up, but Hae pulled him to sit down, Hae wanted to say sthg, but the pronounciation was wrong even Hyuk taught him many times, Hyuk laid on the floor looked helpless

Then they both found the camera and sat down right in front of the camera for the ment. IT WAS SO CUTE ARGH. donghae said he wanted water, and passed the water bottle to hyuk. Hyuk showed us that their water bottles are labelled with ’D’ and 'E’ (ehhh) Then donghae put down his water bottle AND TRIED TO SUCK WATER FROM HIS MICROPHONE Then he prob sat there laughing with the whole stadium for like five mins And hyuk took up the water bottle and microphone and was like 'this is water. This is microphone. Ok? This, you drink. This, you speak into.’ Donghae was like ok and started drinking from his bottle and hyuk pointed to the Mic again and said 'this is microphone’ HE WAS LIKE TALKING TO A BABY

they were about to choose which video of super show to show on screen, both eunhae were sitting down then donghae threw the draw papers on stage. hyukjae didnt look satisfied so he grabbed more papers and threw them on stage ㅋㅋ in they end, they /picked/ instead of randomly drew a paper from the box xD the song chosen was superman from ss4 tokyo haha they are really fond of it.

EUNHAE dancing to superman, Hahah hyuk made us sing superman and hae sang a little :) they were doing the superman strong poses ^__^

At the beginning of wine when they arrive in the big bottle hae was alone waving… Then a few sec after hyuk popped out XD he was hiding XD

eunhae were sitting at the small stage behind and fans in front all turn towards the back. eunhae asked those in front to face the front, so fans faced the main stage and sat with their necks turned to the back to look at eunhae.
hae: you all look so scary!! your necks turned to the back like this after that eunhae imitated them

during kiss kiss dynamite Hyukjae made a kissy face towards donghae but donghae pushed him away

Kiss Kiss Dynamite Hae tried to pull up hyuk’s shirt, didnt succeed the first time and he did it again

Hyuk Why can’t you even speak korean well? Hae Bos…l speak Japanese better.. Hyuk: But you don’t look that way. Hae: then you do it to show how to be fluent!

HJ: let’s go hotel~
HJ: its finish oh my god…

IWD, Hyuk chased after Hae wanted to blow air to Hae, but Hae pushed him away

During teenage queen hae on the little car took two flower that an ELF gave him and put him under his ear~
On oppa oppa eunhae didnt do the rock paper game and instead told us to do it together :)
During oppa oppa encore hae dis a big move and hit hyuk who was laughing !
At the end they came back on the main stage and started bowing and trolling us saying “goodbye” “its over”…
They were breathing so loudly and so sweaty hahaha
Hae damn hips move in front are sosjslsbskslsksms *dying*

Hae gave a signed ball directly to a little girl hands awww

after hello, both eunhae were frozen on spot. camera focused on hyuk who was standing still but doing cute expressions ㅋㅋ then suddenly
donghae shouted to the mic loudly, and hyukjae was surprised hahaha he patted his chest few times saying donghae surprised him ㅋㅋ

Hyuk is talking abt the meaning of present. Its also the present time :) they were thinking abt the 2 meaning when making the album :)
Hae said really really thank you for coming

Saturday Night, Hyuk said it was not Sat and wanted to sing Friday Night, but he couldn’t pronounce it, Hae did it for him, then Hyuk said it was not Friday Night, should be Saturday Night!

hae was talking while holding his mic slanted (like how heechul held during sry2), hyuk followed too and imitated heechul in sorry sorry then fans continued singing up till “baby”.
donghae: because it’s “baby” so fans are able to continue
then hyuk sang bonamana  everyone was singing well up till “will you look or not look” and it became softer then they started laughing

after that, they sang Saturday Night, fans sang softly until the “oh oh oh oh” part then suddenly sang very loudly and eunhae laughed super hard. then they imitated fans singing softly in front and super loud at “oh oh oh oh” part xD

They are making fun of us because when we sang saturday night we did the “oh oh oh” very strong but not the lyrics XDDD
We did the “huh huh” and hae was laughing at us because we were making it like boys XD He then asked us to make it with a very low voice

Hyuk said we are so perv and sang “you are like a sexual alien” and stopped the move his hand on his crotch and said “perv” lol

hyuk said 'you are all perverts. I know everything that you guys like.’ Then he pointed at us and said again 'I know everything’

Hae said thay he was strong and hyuk weak then actually hit him and hyuk complained that he was hurting

hae: it’s ok if you can’t remember the lyrics, but when there’s a joint concert, you must sing out loud~
hyuk: uh, so we’ll only sing motorcycle and teenage queen, the songs you all are good at
hyuk: i finally know the reason behind our popular songs, it’s all 2 syllabus, easier for fans to chant

They danced choki wa several times though they were tired and at the end hyuk flopped and said 'it would be better if we didn’t have it in the album’

During intro, donghae said his heart was doki doki (beating hard) and hyuk started to sing the doki doki part from kiss kiss dynamite

When they aired the new year video, we were looking at EunHae on the back stage instead of at the screen. So they kept gesturing to us to look at the screen haha

During intro donghae was trying to do aegyo but he failed soooo badly loool baby it’s okay

Before encore, they kept saying 'this is the last song’ but hae was dallying and finally hyuk yelled 'hurry up we need to prep for encore!’
When choki wa started, donghae was startled and made the cutest surprised face ever

donghae solo for choki wa
hae did choki wa but fell on the floor XD he hit his head stayed a but on the floor but stood up and smiled loool that baby

hyukjae solo for choki wa
when hyuk did his hip trust, he didn’t face fans, he kept facing lee donghae XDDDD i see…………… ;)))

Hae was caught yawning on the big screen and fans starting screaming. only then, hae knew he got caught and turned to the big screen. hyuk didn’t know what happened so he turned to the big screen too but the screen only showed their backs. so hyuk turned back doing the choki wa move … and choki wa started playing and they started dancing again hahaha. they did

They asked us what song from the Japan album we wanted to be tested on. Ppl were shouting and EunHae tried to understand but couldn’t, Then they were like 'all we can hear is shouting’ and started imitating us shouting away HAHA

when eunhae introduced the dancers, we were shown a hidden cam of the dancers being scolded by masao-san, the director. the clip ended with the dancers all dancing choki wa ㅋㅋ donghae said that this video can become choki wa’s PV (promotional video) haha

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