today marks the five year anniversary of the first time I ever watched an episode of fullmetal alchemist brotherhood and tbh I hated it at first. I should have stayed away like I wanted to. I should have stopped when I had the chance. Instead I chose a path of no return i faced god and walked backwards into fma hell
Summary: You and Roman broke up 4 months and you’re seeing someone new. You
unexpectedly bump into Roman and his date when you’re with yours as well. As
soon as your date ends, Roman takes his chance and shows you who you have
always belonged to.
Based on the
prompt: ‘’Ain’t nobody ever told you who
your real daddy is?’’
Warnings: Pure smut omg, daddy kink, language
(A/N) So you guys voted for this prompt to be written first so here it is! Grab
something to drink and to eat, because this is hella long: 4,000+ words. I hope you guys like
it. I’m sorry if it’s written really messy, this is the first time I’ve written
in a long time. Forgive me if this is trash😩
“This is already the third time this week
you’re going out with that Bryson,” Seth said as he sat on my bed.
“I’m fully aware of how many times I’m going
out with him,” I chuckled back at him as I did my make-up. “He’s a really nice
“I never said he wasn’t, it’s just…” he
paused and looked at me in the mirror, “never mind.”
“No tell me, what’s the matter?” I asked
confused as I turned around to face him. Seth has always been honest with me so
I always listened to what he got to say.
“Aren’t you moving a bit too fast? I mean,
only four months have passed since Roman and you broke up.” He carefully spoke.
“I’m not moving ‘too fast’, I’m moving on
with my life and I’m sure Roman too has moved on.”
“He’s still not over you,” he mumbled
quietly, hoping I didn’t hear it. I decided to not have this discussion with
him and try to focus on tonight. “So this Bryson dude, you really like him?”
“I do, he’s really sweet, he cares about me,
makes me laugh,” I smiled as I wore my heels.
“Roman does too, remember that time the
three of us were at the lake and he pushed me into the water just to make you
laugh because you felt down? Or that time when sprained your ankle when you
wore those ridiculous high heels and Roman carried you on his back the entire
night? Also the time the two of you were all over each other, hugging and
kissing each other, causing to ignore the shit out of me.” Seth reminded me.
“How can I forget?” I chuckled, thinking
back. Roman and I were super close and we loved each other so much that when we
broke up, everyone was in awe, even the two of us couldn’t get used to it at
first. The reason we broke up was mainly because of me not being able to get
used him being on the road so often. I tried my hardest to adjust and he saw
how much I effort I was making, but eventually, he made the heartbreaking
decision to end things. I didn’t agree, of course, but he said it was the best
for us both. ‘’Look, how unfortunate it is, things just didn’t worked out
‘’What if he wants you back? I’ll kick your
ass if you’re staying with that Bryson kid.’’ Seth said frustrated.
‘’It’s not your decision to make, but thanks
for letting me know what I can expect,’’ I sweetly smiled as I hugged him.
‘’Thanks for looking out for me, but I’m a big girl.’’
‘’Whatever you want y/n, I still think you
and Roman should get back together,’’ He said. As he was about to speak, the
doorbell rang. I jumped excitedly and grabbed my bag.
‘’You can let yourself out right? Love you
Seth,’’ I kissed his check and ran downstairs.
‘’You’re making a mistake girl!’’ He
shouted, causing me to roll my eyes, ‘’Love you too.’’ Seth has always been
like a brother to me and even during the time me and Roman split up, he never
failed to be there for me when I needed someone.
‘’You look stunning,’’ Bryson smiled as I
opened the door.
‘’Thank you,’’ I smiled. ‘’You don’t look as
terrible as expected.’’ I joked. He laughed and took my hand in his.
‘’Bryson?’’ I heard Seth’s voice behind me.
Oh lord, save me.
‘’My name’s Seth, nice to meet you. I’m
y/n’s best friend. Oh and also the best friend of her ex,’’ Seth slyly smiled.
I turned around and gave him a death glare.
‘’Oh well, it’s nice to meet you. Y/n told
loads about you.’’ They shook each other’s hands, Seth smiling fake.
‘’Good things I hope.’’
‘’The most wonderful things, we gotta go
now. Bye Seth.’’ I hastily said as I grabbed Bryson’s hand and rushed to his
car. ‘’I’m sorry about that,’’ I sighed as we sat down. ‘’He can be an idiot
‘’It’s fine baby, don’t worry.’’ Bryson
smiled and placed his hand on my thigh. ‘’You ready to go?’’
‘’Totally.’’ I smiled back. He started the
car and we drove off.
‘’Ever been here before?’’ Bryson asked as
we parked the car. ‘’It opened a few months ago I think. Their food is
‘’Well, you made me pretty curious,’’ I
smiled. He bend down and gently kissed me.
‘’Let’s eat till we can’t walk anymore.’’ Bryson
laughed, making me laugh too. We crossed the road and entered the restaurant.
The smell of fresh cooked tomato sauce filled my nose. ‘’We ordered a table for
two,’’ he said to the waiter. I looked around while Bryson and the waiter
figured things out.
‘’I can’t stop saying how beautiful you
look,’’ a familiar deep voice said from behind me. My heart sank in my shoes. I
slowly turned around, praying that it wasn’t who my mind immediately thought of.
But as usual, the universe hates me. It was Roman with another girl, also on a
date. I didn’t realize I was still looking at him until his eyes fell on mine,
widened with surprise and disbelieve. If it was because of me being with someone else or just being in
shock by seeing me, I don’t know. I could punch myself in the face for not
turning back right away, instead, I kept looking at how good he looked; his
hair in a pulled back in a bun, his beard was trimmed, he wore a grey suit with a white shirt. I was speechless by the way he looked, not
that he looked any different than before.
‘’Y/n, you ready?’’ Bryson asked. I quickly
turned my head and nodded with a smile. I had no idea how to feel about this
whole situation. Seeing Roman after four rough months filled with all kinds of
emotions, left me with more feelings than I actually should have at the very
moment. ‘’Babe?’’ He spoke again. Roman coughed roughly, indicating how
irritated he was by how Bryson called me.
‘’Yeah I’m sorry, I was just thinking of
‘’It’s okay sweetheart, let’s sit down,
we’re at table six.’’ He wrapped his arm around my waist as we started to walk
to our table. I would normally never even think of turning around, but since
the relationship me and Roman had was so intense and strong, I couldn’t just
keep walking without a quick glance over my shoulder. He was standing there
with the blonde girl at his side, looking overwhelmed.
‘’It’s an amazing place,’’ I distractedly
said as I sat down, praying that Roman wouldn’t sit anywhere near us. I took
the menu and my eyes scrolled over all the delicious food, getting hungry by
just looking at the names. While being occupied with reading the menu, I felt
people sitting at the table next to us.
‘’Have you decided yet?’’
‘’Everything looks so nice, I can’t
choose,’’ I laughed as I looked up. My eyes automatically wandered, finding
Roman and his date sitting next to us. Lord why? My heart started to race, I
felt myself getting hot; I was turning into a nervous wreck, scared that I
might say something wrong or being too close with Bryson. I shouldn’t have
these thoughts, especially when Roman was the one who ended things between us
and moved on with his life as well.
‘’Are you okay?’’ Bryson asked.
‘’I’m fine,’’ I lied, biting my lip.
‘’Alright, I’ll take the steak with the
salad.’’ He spoke as he put his menu down. ‘’What about you?’’
‘’I think I’m going for the spiced rice with
‘’Sounds lovely,’’ he smiled and waved his
hand at the waiter to tell her our orders. ‘’So, how have you been doing?’’
‘’I’ve been great. I took two weeks off
though, I needed to help my friend with moving to his new place,’’ I said as I
took a sip of my water.
‘’Is it Seth who’s moving?’’ Bryson asked. I
could feel Roman’s eyes burning right through me, shifting in his seat lightly.
‘’Uhm yeah, it’s Seth who’s moving out,’’ I uncomfortably
said. ‘’But how are you doing? How’s your job?’’ I quickly asked, trying to
change the subject for both Roman and mine sake.
‘’Mine’s quite alright, just the usual. Had
to explain why I was wearing a turtle neck to work the other day though,’’ He
smirked, ‘’You left some marks on me which were quite visible that even your
foundation couldn’t cover.’’ Bryson ran his hand through his hair as Roman
almost chocked while drinking his water. ‘’I didn’t mind at all and if I could,
I’d gladly show them, but when you work in an office, you gotta cover things
like that up somehow.’’
‘’You’re right,’’ I smiled briefly, biting
my tongue in the hope I would wake up from this nightmare. I carefully looked
over to Roman, finding him frowning with his jaw clenched, obviously boiling
with anger. His whole body tensed as Bryson intertwined our fingers and smiled.
Roman couldn’t care less about the girl he was with, clearly not listening to
her long dreaded stories she was enthusiastically sharing.
‘’I remember you having-,’’ he paused and
got his phone out of his pocket, ‘’I gotta take this one, do you mind?’’ He
asked. I shook my head, thanking god he couldn’t finish his sentence and smiled
lightly. The waiter brought us the food right when Bryson answered the phone. I
was happy because that meant I could focus on my dish instead of looking around
awkwardly. It had been a long time since I’ve eaten this nice, praising the
chef in my head while eating slowly. Suddenly, my phone vibrated. Thinking it
must be Seth, I took my phone out of my purse. It was my turn to choke on my
delicious food when I saw Roman’s name on my lock screen. He send me a text
saying: ‘I wanna get underneath the table
and make it hard for you to talk.’ I looked over to him and rolled my eyes.
‘’I’m sorry, it was my boss asking if I finished that project.’’
‘’It’s fine, don’t worry,’’ I said as I took
another bite from my food.
‘’So back to our subject,’’ he smirked. Oh
god no. I knew that if he would continue talking, Roman would defenitely say or
do something to make him shut up and I’m not letting that happen.
‘’You know what, let’s talk about something
else okay,’’ I suggested, sounding a little irritated. I looked at my phone
again and Roman sent another text saying: ‘You
look so ravishing baby, oh how I’ve missed seeing you like this.’ I ran my
hand through my hair and decided to send him something back: ‘Stop it Roman.’ was all I typed before
‘’You alright? It’s like you’re not really
enjoying tonight.’’ Bryson concernedly spoke. ‘’If you wanna go, just tell
‘’No I’m fine,’’ I insisted, ‘’just have a
lot on my mind, I’m sorry.’’
‘’Don’t be love, it’s all good,’’ he smiled.
I could feel Roman looking at us from the corner of my eye, anger and
frustration radiating off his body. This was going to be the most unpleasant
dinner ever, I could tell.
‘’I wish they served bigger portions,’’
Bryson mocked as he wiped the corners of his mouth with the napkin. Throughout
the dinner, Roman never stopped sending those text messages, he continued those
looks and it drove me insane. ‘’Anyways,
I’m going to pay okay, be right back.’’ He smiled and walked to the cash register.
I was getting myself ready to leave as I heard Roman’s date saying she had to
use the restroom. Once she was gone, Roman shoved his chair so he was sitting
next to me at the table.
‘’Who’s that,’’ he nodded Bryson’s way,
clearly irritated. I rolled my eyes and sighed. ‘’What?’’
‘’Do you seriously expect me to tell you
after not even try to contact me in those four months? Speaking of contact, why
the hell did you sent me those texts?’’ I hissed.
‘’I think I have the right to know,’’ He
spoke dangerously low. ‘’If I wouldn’t say anything, I’d be fooling myself.’’ He kept his eyes on mine. I was quiet for a
moment until he broke the silence, ‘’Come with me to my place, let me explain
‘’You honestly think I’m agreeing on that?
Look, like I said, I haven’t seen or spoken to you in four months Roman. I
can’t just ignore everything that happened.’’
‘’I’m not asking you to ignore anything,’’
he looked at Bryson who was still busy paying. I think it’s better to have this
conversation at my place unless you want to be disturbed by that jerk.’’ He
said annoyed. I sighed and threw my head back. ‘’Please y/n, I promise you, you
won’t regret it.’’
‘’What am I supposed to say to him?’’
‘’We can also just leave,’’ his low voice
spoke, making me shiver. He noticed and slightly smirked as he scooted his
chair closer to me. He looked over his shoulder to see if Bryson was still
busy. ‘’You coming with me?’’ he asked once again. I was gonna hate myself for
the decision I was about to make. I closed my eyes briefly and nodded. I’m
still weak when it comes to Roman. He sighed in relieve and stood up. ‘’Let’s
‘’I gotta tell Bryson first, I ain’t leaving
like this.’’ I said as I stood up. Roman looked at me worriedly. ‘’I’ll be
right back,’’ I reassured him. As I was about to walk over to Bryson, Roman
grabbed my hand and made me turn around. ‘’What’s wrong?’’
‘’Nothing, it’s just…’’ He bit his lip and
looked at me up and down, ‘’You look so luscious.’’
‘’I’ll be right back,’’ I lightly smiled and
walked over to Bryson while wearing my coat. ‘’Hey, I just bumped into a friend
of mine and we wanted to catch up, we haven’t seen each other in ages.’’
‘’Oh,’’ he looked a little disappointed, ‘’um
alright I think.’’ He smiled and gave me a hug. ‘’Have fun. I hope you enjoyed
‘’Thank you and I did, thanks for
everything.’’ I waved at him as he exited the place. I couldn’t help but feel
guilty towards him. As I turned around Roman was standing right behind me.
‘’What about your beautiful date?’’ I asked.
‘’I left her some money and told her to do
with it what she wanted. She seemed happier when I gave her the money than
taking her out on a date.’’ He chuckled. I shook my head and grinned, walking
outside with Roman following behind me. I made my way towards his car and
waited for him to unlock the doors. ‘’Seems like you still remember,’’ he said
as he sat down.
‘’Something such as your car makes quite a
statement.’’ I said as I fastened my seatbelt. He chuckled. I inhaled the familiar scent of his car; it still
smelled new with a touch of peach. I looked around and saw he still had the car
mat I gave him. Roman once spilled his drink while I was driving his car so I
decided to buy another mat for him and he was so happy once he discovered it. I
smiled at the memory and looked out of the window as he started to drive
towards his house. What used to be a car filled with stories, laughter and
sometimes even the harmonious sound between our bodies colliding together, was
no longer the case; not one word was being exchanged between the two of us. We
drove into his street and a weird feeling came up, nostalgia came close to
describe it. As we entered his house, all the memories came up again.
‘’You okay?’’ He asked. I nodded and walked
towards him into the living room. ‘’You want anything to drink?’’ I shook my
head and sat down on his couch. I had so much mixed feelings right now. ‘’Thank
you for coming,’’ he started as he sat next to me.
‘’You’re welcome.’’ I quietly said.
‘’I made a huge mistake,’’ He whispered,
‘’the moment I let you go.’’
‘’And it took you four months to realize?’’
I huffed as I stood up. ‘’I fought for us Roman, I wanted things to work out
between us. I knew I had to adapt myself to your lifestyle and I tried my
‘’I know you did, I saw how much you tried
and I appreciated it but do you think I liked seeing you having trouble with
‘’You could’ve accepted the fact that I did
my best? You ended it just like that,’’ I teared up. ‘’I wanted to try, Roman.
I never understood why you couldn’t.’’
‘’There was a reason why I ended things,
y/n. You think I liked seeing you like that? Bursting out in tears whenever I
left? Feeling obligated to stay with me?’’ He stood up and walked towards me.
‘’I never wanted you feel that way, I care about you too much.’’
‘’Yeah sure, if you cared about me at all,
you would’ve tried.’’ I turned around so I was facing him.
‘’You know what they say; you don’t know
what you have until it’s gone and I’ve realized I need you.’’ He spoke.
‘’After everything I’ve been through, you
actually have the nerve to say that now?’’ I asked stunned, ‘’Are you being
serious right now or are you playing some kind of sick game because this isn’t
the slightest bit funny.’’ My voice full with frustration and disbelieve. It
was like I had no control over my body as my hand flew upwards to meet his
face. He was quick in action and prevented my hand making contact with his
cheek. His large hand wrapped round my wrist easily
‘’What do you think you’re doing?’’ he asked
angrily. He stepped closer to me so there wasn’t any space left between our
bodies, my wrist still in his tight grip.
‘’I-I’m sorry, that wasn’t my intention,’’ I
stuttered, shocked by what I just tried to do. ‘’I should go now.’’
‘’You’re not going anywhere babygirl.’’ His
pupils were blown, pure lust and fury in his eyes. Hearing him call me like
that after months, made me get goosebumps. ‘’When I saw you with that guy in the
restaurant, something snapped,’’ He wrapped his arm around my tiny waist, his
beard brushed against my cheek as he whispered, ‘’no one gets to touch you like
that, only me.’’ His deep voice spoke. Without warning he picked me up and
threw me over his shoulder as he carried me upstairs.
‘’Roman put me down,’’ I said, trying to
sound convincing. He chuckled and smacked my ass. I squealed and dug my nails
in his back. Once we entered his familiar bedroom, he threw me on the bed with
so much force that I bounced in the middle. He started to loosen up his tie as
he hovered above me.
‘’You think you could just try to hit me
huh?’’ Roman growled as he grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above my
head. ‘’You were wrong babygirl, actions have consequences.’’
‘’Roman I don’t think we should be doing
this,’’ I breathed heavily as he tied my hands to the bedframe with his black
tie. He smirked as his hands roamed over my whole body. I betrayed myself by
letting out a muffled moan. Who was I fooling? I wanted him as much as he
‘’I can stop if you want me to,’’ he
whispered as he started to pull back. I shook my head and bit my lip. ‘’Tell me
what you want,’’ he demanded, his lips touching mine lightly. I didn’t know
what to think, say or do that moment. I missed everything about him; his smell,
the way his body felt, his touch. I was completely overwhelmed by everything
that was happening but you didn’t hear me complaining. ‘’I still haven’t heard
anything yet.’’ He unbuttoned his shirt, throwing it across the room, leaving
‘’Please Roman, I need you,’’ I admitted as
I looked him in the eye. The words sounded familiar leaving my lips. Suddenly,
I remembered something, something he always enjoyed hearing me say, his
weakness. ‘’Please daddy,’’ I whispered. His eyes widened and I could tell his
whole body language changed from need to lust. A low growl left his chest as he
tore the dress off my body. I was about to complain about ruining my favorite
gown, but when he looked me in the eye, I forgot about everything.
‘’Look at you,’’ he licked his lips and got
rid of his pants, ‘’all merciful for me.’’ He bent down and unclasped my bra.
‘’Lay back baby, let daddy take care of you.’’
‘’Oh fuck,’’ I moaned as his lips closed
around my right nipple, sucking slowly while looking at me. I threw my head
back in pleasure, enjoying the way his touch felt against my heated body. His
large hands lazily trailed to the waistband of my lace panties, slipping his
hand inside. My body tingled as my sensitive bundle of nerves was being touched
after so long.
‘’You’re already dripping babygirl, you
missed daddy that much, didn’t you?’’ Roman murmured. I nodded, not being able
to talk. His tongue left a wet trail from my collarbone to my ear, biting on my
earlobe as he pushed his digits inside of me agonizingly slow. I gasped in
pleasure as I felt my walls being stretched. Since we broke up, I haven’t been
with anyone else. I haven’t craved anyone else their touch but his’.
‘’Fuck baby you’re so tight,’’ he groaned as
he looked down. My back arched off the queen sized bed, breathing heavily. He
pumped his fingers in and out of me slowly while biting down on my neck. ‘’You
love riding daddy’s fingers, don’t you babygirl? You love it when I tell you
not to cum, when I whisper dirty things in your ear that turn you on and only
make you wetter,’’ his deep, rough voice whispered against my skin. ‘’Tell me,
who does this pussy belong to?’’
‘’Y-you daddy,’’ I whimpered. He slowly
added a third finger, making me scream in pleasure. I tried to wiggle my hands
free from the knot he made so I could do something. I had no idea what, maybe
grab his hair or the sheets, something. Once he felt my walls clench around his
fingers, he stopped and gently pulled his fingers out of me, leaving me
breathless. The heat in my lower abdomen got stronger as he licked his fingers
and hummed in approval.
‘’Not yet baby,’’ was all he said as he got
rid of my panties and spread my legs. He dove in between my thighs, kissing my
drenched pussy like he was kissing me. My head fell back and my eyes closed,
letting my other senses take over. His tongue circled my clit slowly before
sucking on it gently, inserting his tongue in me right after. I could feel my
climax already starting to form, he never had to do much to make me cum, his
voice alone was enough.
‘’Roman I’m…so…fuck,’’ I moaned, not able to
make a proper sentence. The pleasure he was giving me made me feel intoxicated.
He hummed against me causing my hips to rise. He placed his strong arm around
my waist, holding me down. ‘’I’m gonna cum,’’ I breathed heavily.
‘’Good girls ask for permission.’’ He said
as he added his fingers back inside of me. I couldn’t postpone my orgasm longer
so I had no choice.
‘’Can I cum please,’’ I whimpered, ‘’please
‘’Cum for daddy,’’ he smirked and delved his
tongue further in my entrance, making me see stats. I haven’t felt this good in
a long time. He licked his lips as he crawled back up to kiss me. I groaned
when I tasted myself as his tongue slipped in my mouth. We kissed for a good
five minutes or so, all the anger, sadness and frustration seemed to have
disappeared. I was stalking for myself; Roman, at the other hand, was still
frustrated and I could tell by his whole body language. Besides, I know him too
pulled back, we were both breathing heavily while looking at each other. He
climbed off his bed, pulling his pants down along with his boxers. My mouth
watered as my eyes fell from his eyes to his dick. ‘’You missed daddy’s dick?’’
He purred as he started to stroke himself while walking to the side of the bed.
I nodded and wiggled my hips. He chuckled and climbed back on the bed again,
knees next to my body so his dick almost touching my lips. ‘’Suck it,’’ he demanded.
I stuck my tongue out and licked the tip, making his head fall back. One hand
found his way in my hair as the other started to rub my pussy again. ‘’Ah fuck
babygirl, I missed that little mouth of yours,’’ he grunted as I moaned. I
could hardly focus as he slowly rubbed my pussy. My mouth closed over his dick,
sucking slowly, each time taking more of him. I looked up at him; his eyes shut
in pleasure, his whole body tensed. I could feel his dick throb so I knew he
was close to cum. He hissed and yanked my hair back, bending down to kiss me. ‘’You
want me inside of you?’’
I nodded, watching him walk to the end of
his bed, his eyes never leaving mine. I felt so vulnerable but safe at the same
time. He positioned himself between my legs, rubbing his dick up and down against
my wet slit. He pushed himself inside of
me slowly. I gasped at how big he felt; like he was doing me for the very first
time. ‘’Jesus y/n you’re fucking tight,’’
‘’Oh fuck,’’ I whispered. He kept his slow
pace going for a while, letting me adjust to his size. After he felt like I was
stretched enough, he lifted my leg onto his shoulder and started to vigorously thrust,
literally taking my breath away. My head started to spin, my body tingled and I
knew I wasn’t going to last long. Neither was Roman.
‘’Ain’t nobody ever told you who your real
daddy is?’’ he growled, ‘’You’re mine and I ain’t letting you go anymore,’’
I moaned at the heartwarming yet extremely
hot statement he made. This man is just too amazing for words and I’ve missed
him. So much. ‘’I’m so close,’’ I moaned. He lightly smiled and started to rub
my clit in fast motions. ‘’Oohh myy goddd.’’ My voice grew louder, my insides
started to clench around him, the heat in my lower abdomen was starting to
build; signing that I was close to another orgasm. Roman noticed and I could
tell he was also on the verge by the way his thrusts became sloppy and slow,
his breathing became heavier. His dick started to throb inside of me, pushing
against my walls which created this incredibly pleasurable feeling.
‘’Cum for daddy babygirl,’’ he moaned.
‘’Romann,’’ I cried out his name as my
orgasm shattered throughout my entire body. Roman followed shortly after; his
dick twitching inside of me while moaning my name. As I opened my eyes, his
hands were placed at either side of my face. I smiled at him and he gave me one
in return as he untied my hands. ‘’I think I’ll have to stay the night,’’ I
spoke as I snuggled up against him under the covers. He chuckled and placed his
arm around me.
‘’I’m really sorry y/n, about everything,’’
he genuinely said, ‘’I’m sorry I hurt you and I’m sorry for not accepting that
‘’That’s all in the past now Ro,’’ I
‘’Good to hear, because I was thinking,’’ he
looked at me and caressed my cheek, ‘’maybe we should try again?’’
He patiently waited for my answer. Not that
I had to think about it, I just wanted to make him sweat. ‘’Alright, let’s try.’’
I smiled. He kissed me and intertwined our fingers.
‘’I promise you, you won’t regret it y/n, I love you.’’ He sealed his
words with a passionate kiss and we both drifted off.
2 years and a half since the sudden retirement announcement, Machida Tatsuki, who has since then kept silent, accepted to be interviewed for the first time by Prince Ice World to talk extensively about his current life as a show skater, about creating, and about his future plans.
10 years with Prince Ice World
ー You retired competitive skating in December 2014 and it’s been 2 years and a half you have become a graduate student and a professional skater. Since then, it’s the first time you accept to be interviewed. First, can we ask you about the new creation you will reveal at Prince Ice World 2017?
It’s before the real show so I can’t tell you everything about it yet, but this time’s work is again based on a new concept, and furthermore, it relies on a new method of creation. I think it’s packed of unprecedented challenges. Actually, this time’s program is a program I want to show
to the younger men skaters.
LADIES AND GENTS I PRESENT TO YOU THIS WONDERFUL PIECE OF WORK @teen-mendes AND i WROTE TOGETHER
PART TWO TO THE BLURB “CHOOSE ME” I HOPE YALL ENJOY BECAUSE WE HAD AN EXTRAVAGANZA
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while putting olivia to bed, she told you that “daddy makes her sad” and asked you to stay with her so you didn’t need to sleep in the same bed as shawn. you agreed, getting under the covers with her and pulling her close to you.
you hated that she felt this way about her dad.
the next morning you woke up at your usual time 7:00am, while olivia was still fast asleep sprawled across the entire bed. you chuckled, slowly exiting the bed, careful not to wake your sleeping daughter.
you tiptoed your way into yours and shawn’s shared bathroom, noticing he wasn’t in the bed like usual. you quickly showered and did your hair and makeup for work in record time. all you had to do was throw on some clothes and you were good for work.
by the time you finished and were making your way down the stairs to make breakfast for olivia, you heard quiet humming coming from the kitchen followed by the smell of pancakes. olivia’s favourite.
“shawn?” you asked, stepping into the kitchen, revealing your husband already awake and making breakfast. you noticed the table was set too, including olivia’s favourite plate to eat with in her spot.
“hey,” he smiled, placing the stack of pancakes in the middle of the table. you smiled, taking in the sight before you. shawn had made the perfect breakfast for olivia, and even added some of your favourite berries that were almost impossible to find at this time of year.
“this is sweet,” you commented. “but what’s the occasion? more studio time, a new tour perhaps?”
you raised your eyebrow, knowing he wouldn’t do this if there wasn’t something up. he never did.
“nope, just thought i would make breakfast for a change. good way to start the week off.”
he returned back to his spot at the stove, resuming is pancake making. you were surprised he hasn’t burned any yet, the boy can’t cook to save his life.
“you took the week off?”
he nodded, “i needed it, we needed it.”
shawn flipped another pancake, except this time he was looking at you which caused the pancake to miss the pan and fall flat on the floor.
“whoops,” he sighed, causing you to let out a small giggle. you were still extremely upset with him, and he had to know that doing this wasn’t going to let him off the hook just like that.
“mummy,” your daughter’s tired voice called you as she walked down the stairs.
“hi sweetie, did you sleep well?” you asked, walking towards her and picking her up. she was still tired, you weren’t sure why she woke
up so early.
she nodded, letting her head fall on your shoulder.
“breakfast is ready, daddy made you pancakes.” you said, setting her down in her chair at the table noticing shawn was already sitting down.
“no! i don’t want to sit with daddy. he’s mean.” she pouted, trying to get out of her seat. you grabbed both of her arms, keeping her down.
“that’s not nice olivia, daddy made you breakfast. look, it’s your favourite.”
you showed her the plate of chocolate chip pancakes, but nothing seemed to convince her. not even the whipped cream you bribed her with.
shawn sat in silence and watched his daughter with sad eyes, even though you were upset with him you couldn’t help but feel terrible. as much as he was away, he loved her with all his heart.
you finally managed to get her to eat some breakfast, after she said she needed to sit only next to you and not between shawn and you. she wouldn’t look at him, but she talked to you. she told you about her dreams last night, and what she was doing at school later.
you took olivia to her room and helped her get ready for school. as you two walked outside to shawn’s black jeep, olivia frowned and tried to pull you in the direction of your car indicating that she didn’t want to get in a car with shawn and this broke your heart.
“sweetheart let’s go, you’re going to be late for school.” you tried and she eventually agreed as she walked to shawn’s car with you, shawn put in a car seat as he insisted that he’d put olivia in the seat.
he reached his hands, ready to take her when she ran and hid behind your legs, shawn tried to convince her but olivia was stubborn and refused to listen, shawn eventually gave up and smiled at you cheekily as you put olivia in the car seat and got into the passenger seat not long after.
the drive from your home to olivia’s preschool was mostly silent except for olivia’s occasional comments like “look there’s a puppy!” and “mumma look, baby ducks!” she made sure to let you know she was talking to you and only you.
once you got to the preschool, you helped olivia out of her car seat and grabbed her hand, guiding her into the small school.
“bye sweetie,” shawn tried as you walked away with olivia. you nudged her to answer but she refused.
once you arrived back in the car, shawn offered to drive you to work. without olivia in the car, things were painfully awkward.
shawn reached out to touch your hand and tried to intertwine them but you pulled your hand away showing that you were still upset and he sighed.
“c'mon y/n, please talk to me!” you stayed silent and looked out the window.
“y/n i know i messed up big time but you have to believe me when i say i’m sorry! liv already hates me, i don’t need you to hate me too.” you could hear the desperation in his voice as he reached to touch your hand again
“please i’ll do anything y/n, please just give me another chance, let me prove to you that i can be the husband- the father, you always wanted me to be.”
“shawn, i can’t say what you can do you have to figure that out on your own, actions speak louder than words you’re gonna have to find a way to prove that you’ve changed.” you said as he parked the car near your work
“i promise, i’ll make it up to you two y/n. i won’t let you down this time.” he said as he pressed his lips to your hand and you felt the heat rise to your cheeks as you smiled politely leaving the car.
i watched as y/n exited the car and walked into her office building without even looking back.
it broke me inside to know that my daughter practically hates me, and my wife is on the verge of divorcing me. i hate that i’ve let my job overpower my family life, and i did nothing to stop it before it got to this point.
as soon as i arrived back home, i cleaned the mess i made from making breakfast and started thinking about how i was going to fix things.
i know i need to make this up to my girls somehow, but i’m not sure there was anything i could do anymore.
y/n loved to come home to a clean house so i decided to clean the entire house so she wouldn’t have to clean for at least a week or so.
as i was tidying up the living room, i saw y/n’s wedding band and engagement ring laying on the table where she left it last night. i picked it up and carefully put them in my pocket, hopefully saving them for good use later.
cleaning the house took me longer than expected, i wasn’t sure how y/n did it every week.
my phone lit up with y/n’s contact name.
from: y/n <3
hey can’t pick up olivia tonight, i have to stay late. can you please do it?
to: y/n <3
yeah of course baby, that’s if she’ll get in the car with me.
deciding it was time to go, i got in my car again and drove to olivia’s school.
i arrived right on time and saw the kids outside, some waiting for their parents and some leaving with them already.
i quickly spotted olivia in the corner of the play ground with a boys
other girls around her who looked much older than her. i walked closer, signalling to her teacher that i was picking her up, getting a closer look at what they were doing.
she looked on the verge of tears, her hair was a mess already and i noticed one of the little boys had her favourite stuffed bear in his hands. once she caught a glimpse of me, the tears started falling and she ran into my arms.
i comforted her as she cried into my chest.
“daddy,” she cried. “he took my bear and won’t give it back!”
i noticed the young boys still standing a short distance away, olivia’s favourite toy was all dirty and wet from a puddle they must’ve dropped it in.
“hey, give that back to me and don’t ever talk to her again.” i said, holding out one of my hands for the bear. the boy handed it to me and ran away with the rest of his little friends.
i picked olivia up, taking her to the car.
“daddy’s sorry baby, daddy’s sorry.” i whispered, repeating it until she was strapped in her car seat and had stopped crying.
i set the wet bear in the seat next to me, driving home as fast as possible.
“do you want some ice cream?” i asked once we arrived home. i threw her bear in the dryer for a few minutes first, praying there was no real damage done to the toy and it was only a bit of water.
“yes please.” she nodded, taking a seat at the table while i made her a bowl of ice cream.
i handed her the small bowl and sat down in the chair next to her.
“i miss you daddy.” she broke the silence. “how come you’re never here?”
“i’m sorry liv, i promise you i’ll be here a lot more from now on. okay?”
she nodded, handing me the empty bowl of ice cream to take to the sink while she ran off to play.
“daddy can you sing me a song?” she asked from the living room where i kept one guitar, the rest were in the music room.
“sure, what song?”
i took the guitar off the stand and started playing whatever song she requested. sometimes she would try and sing along, followed by an adorable giggle when she would mess up.
i truly missed spending this time alone with my daughter, i’ll forever feel guilty that i made my job first priority. never again. now all i have to do is make it up to y/n.
after you payed the taxi you took out the keys to your house snd silently opened it to be met with the sounds of giggles and laughter. you took off your heels and tip toed to the living room to see shawn on olivia’s lap as he strummed a few tunes as she sang off key.
after a few minutes of standing in the hallway looking at them in awe shawn noticed your presence and smiled at you and you smiled back
“mummy!!” olivia screamed as she hopped off shawn’s lap and ran into your arms
“hi sweetheart.” you chuckled, olivia pulled you and sat you down on the couch next to shawn as you laughed and watched them sing together, this was your family. and you wouldn’t trade it for anything.
“mummy i’m tired.” olivia yawned
“i got her.” shawn said taking her hands and leading her to her room as you stood up and walked to your room ready to take a shower when you saw your room setup.
a bouquet of red roses on your bed and flower petals that lead to the bathroom and the bathtub was full and had your favorite bath bombs in and candles were lit all over the bathroom.
“do you like it?” you tured to meet those hazel eyes
“i love it, thank you for everything shawn.”
“good because i wanna ask you something,” he said taking your hand and getting down on one knee revealing a familiar velvet box
“i messed up y/n, i messed up bigtime and my mistake made me realize how important you all are to me and how you and olivia should’ve always been my first priority, how you both should’ve been my number one. so y/n mendes, do you forgive me?” you nodded trying to hold back your tears as he slipped the ring back where it belonged as he hugged you
“actions do speak louder than words mendes, you proved that.” you chuckled and he kissed your forehead
“so what now?” you asked
“i have a few ideas.” he said kissing your neck
lets just say that night was a night you both wont forget, because this was the night you had your family back together.
I took a couple of weeks off for personal depression spiral reasons but now I’m back to cry over STAR WARS FEELINGS HELL because, hey, guess where I am. Star Wars Feelings Hell. I’d ask someone to save me but honestly I just want to drag everyone down with me, so here, have some quality feelings hell fic!
STAR WARS FIC RECS: ✦ five time anakin and obi-wan got cockblocked in the spirit world, and one time they finally got it on by kasuchans, obi-wan/anakin & luke & leia, 1k wip It’s a busy time for a couple of the galaxy’s most famous and powerful Force ghosts, and they can’t just seem to get a moment alone. (or, exactly what it says on the tin) ✦ Broken by lilyconrad, obi-wan/anakin & rex & ahsoka & padme & cast, NSFW, sith!obi-wan, dark themes, 14k wip The Twins are unstoppable enforcers of the Emperor’s will, the sun and moon that hang in the black void of his rule. It is said they are not the same age and that under their hoods they do not look alike, but they fight as one entity, silent and terrible as an eclipse in a spring sky. ✦ Anakin Skywalker and the Stray Droid by protos_metazu_ison, obi-wan/anakin & anakin/padme & cast, 21k wip Anakin adopts a stray droid, much to Obi-Wan’s displeasure, which is fine because Rusty doesn’t like Obi-Wan all that much either. ✦ untitled by writegowrite, obi-wan/anakin, ~1k Obi-Wan wakes up, the whole world muffled and dulled by painkiller powerful enough it takes him a solid minute to understand the pristine white ocean slowly shifting all around him is actually the privacy curtains marking off his little corner of the base’s med tent. ✦ untitled by gaealynn, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, 1.3k They don’t often have a lot of time together, so it takes them a while to figure out that Anakin’s strength in the Force has also blessed him with a nearly instantaneous refractory period – under the right circumstances. ✦ The House That Obi-Wan Built by Smitty, obi-wan & anakin, 10.4k Obi-Wan and Anakin find that home life isn’t what it’s cracked up to be. ✦ In All The World by Ammar, obi-wan & anakin & padme & cast, 70k wip The story of how Anakin Skywalker and Obi-Wan Kenobi tamed each other, from Naboo to Anakin’s early days at the Temple. ✦ time to change the road you’re on by wreckageofstars, obi-wan & anakin & ahsoka & kanan & ezra & cast, 20.8k wip The end of the Clone War is near - the fall of the Republic even nearer. Anakin Skywalker, caught up in the events that lead to the rise of the Empire and the loss of everything he holds dear, finds himself sent nearly two decades into the future. ✦ untitled by stonefreeak, obi-wan & ahsoka, 2.2k Finally, we have Ahsoka’s POV! I have a few other asks about how she reacts to Chancellor Kenobi, but this isn’t quite that (too late in the timeline). ✦ Old Man Luke by scarletjedi, obi-wan & anakin & luke & cast, 10.4k wip Obi-Wan narrowed his eyes. “Who are you?” He asked, hoping a direct question would yield answers. The old man seemed adept at side-stepping information when asked a bit more deftly. “I’ve never heard of a Master with your level of talent.” ✦ Empire’s Shadow by Guybrarian (drjanetwatson), luke & ahsoka & mara & winter & cast, 44.9k wip In the Rise of the Rebellion, Prince Luke Organa works to help the fledgling alliance with his teacher and bodyguard, Ahsoka Tano. ✦ Spindle Puppets (chapter 5) by arnediadglanduath, obi-wan/anakin & cast, NSFW, forced drug use, 5.5k Obi-Wan and Anakin are sent to Corellia under instruction from both the Council and the Senate to apprehend a dangerous narcotics dealer. Under the guise of interested buyers, both men understand that one of them must be administered the drug in order to gain the seller’s trust. ✦ untitled by prideandprejudiceandkittens, obi-wan/anakin, NSFW, ~1k So he steadies himself, focuses on the feeling of Obi-Wan’s fingers in his hair and the floor under his knees, and moves forward until he’s nose-to-pelvis, lips flushed and swollen against the skin of his abdomen. ✦ Ikhthus by DarthSnug (themikeymonster), obi-wan & anakin & shmi, 6.6k wip You can take the boy out of the Order, but you can’t take the Jedi out of the boy. A young ex-padawan stumbles across a most curious mother and her even more curious child on Tatooine. ✦ untitled by likealeafonthewind, obi-wan & anakin, 3k Prompt: And now I’m picturing an AU where Obi-Wan DOES die in Order 66, and Anakin feels it and realizes…how would he react?