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Everything I Wanted Was You Kyle Spencer x Reader

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Request: @shellscreams​ :  I would like a Kyle Spencer imagine please love the last two you wrote xx

Description: This is an imagine where you and Kyle are together and he dies and you have to deal with that and don’t worry there is a very happy ending.

Author’s Note: I would like to say thank you to @shellscreams​ for requesting this! I am so sorry if this isn’t you wanted. Also requests are always open so don’t be shy XOXO

2013

It was cool windy Saturday in the middle of Spetember. School had just started for me at Tulane University in New Orleans. I was a senior and had been in total bliss for the past three years. The reason? Kyle Spencer my amazing boyfriend. He was a frat boy and I was a frat girl. My fraternity was having a party tonight at the Zeta Kappa Mu house, aka my fraternity. Yes it was very popular for someone from our fraternitys to get together. I didn’t care it was fate for us to meet. It all happened when I was walking on campus on my first day at school and some jerk approached me.

2010

“Hey sugar! You want some of this?” this college boy asked as he started running towards me.

“No thank you.” I said trying to make him go away.

“Awwww. Don’t be like that baby. I just want to have some fun!”

“Well you better scram before my..” I hesitated and blurted out the first thing that came into my head,” boyfriend comes to meet me!”

“Oh really? Where is this so called boyfriend?”

“I just said that he was meeting me here soon.” I said getting annoyed that the guy wouldn’t go away. He started to approach me and I backed away. He got closer to me and grabbed my wrist.

“HEY! Get off of me!” I yelled.

“I thought you had a boyfriend.”He said. But little did I know that a boy heard the whole thing an decided to stop it before it went any farther.

“She does.” The boy said. I turned my head away from the from the college student and looked at the boy who saved my life. My (Eye Color) eyes met his dark brown eyes.

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“I think you should get your hands off my girlfriend mister.” The boy said. The college guy then released his grip on my wrist and the boy wrapped his arm around my waist protectively.

“Like I told you, you better scram you know now since my boyfriend is here.” I said confidentley. The college guy looked at who had his arm around me and ran for his life.

The boy released his arm from my waist when we couldn’t see the jerk anymore.

“Thank you for doing that. I really appreciate that.” I said looking at the ground rubbing my arm.

“Hey don’t mention it. I can’t help myself from saving someone espically if it is a beautiful girl like yourself.” You immediatley blush at his compliment and look up in his eyes. “Kyle, by the way.” Kyle held at his hand and you took it.

“(Y/N)” You reply shaking his hand.

“Beautiful. Just like you.” Kyle responds. I chuckle lightly at his flirt. “What do you say we go and get a coffee?”

“I would love that.” I say. Kyle takes my hand and holds it. We walk to the coffe shop on camous, hands in hand. Ever since then we have been in love.

2013

Tonight Kyle and his frat brothers were coming to the party tonight. I was excited to see him because he just got back from a school trip for football. Yes I texted him if his team won adn he texted back saying that they killed the other team. Once I read the text I decided that we would have a party in celebration for their win as soon as they came back. They arrived early this morning so I sent out party invitations to everyone. Apparently the new of having a party reached outside the campus and reached to the movie star Madison Montegomery. I one-hundred percent believe that someone tweeted it and it got around EVERYWHERE. I wasn’t upset that more people were coming, I was actually happy. That means that I could show off to more people about how great my boyfriend is.

I started to get ready at eight o’clock since the party started at nine and supposedly to end at midnight but I doubt it. I got finished changing into my (Favorite Color) dress and went down the stairs to finish decorating. I hung up the red and blue disco lights and the ice sculpture of God knows what. It was about nine o’clock when people started flooding which was good. This party was much bigger but it is okay the more the merrier. I saw some guy name Chad enter with packages of beer which I didn’t really care unless underage people were drinking it. I just let it slide because I was too busy trying to watch when Kyle’s limo bus was going to arrive.

It was a good ten minutes of me just waiting until a big black bus arrived on the curb infront of the house. I got so excited and decided to wait for about five minutes becasue I knew that Kyle was giving his brothers the chat about public parties Do’s and Don’ts. That is one of the reasons why I loved his personality so much was because he was respectful and a gentlemen. I always had great respect for him because ever since hurricane Katrina he had been providing for his single mother.

Kyle finally came running out of his bus with his brothers yelling “ Kappa Lambda Gamma” which was their fraternity. He saw me sitting on the step waiting for him to arrive and he immediatley ran to me. Once I had seen what he was doing I started to run to him. We meet in the middle and he engulfed me in his arms picking me up.

“I missed you so much baby.” Kyle said sounding out of breath. He placed me down, removing his head from the crook in my neck, he looked at me and oushed back my hair that had been messed up in this form of affection.

“I missed you so much too Kyle.” I said. He smiled and put his hand around the back of my neck and leaned in. His lips met mine and we started to make out in the middle of the lawn. It lasted a long time of just us letting our emotions out.

“What is that speech that you always tell your frat brothers? Isn’t public embarrasment apart of that? So wouldn’t kissing your girlfriend infront of everyone apart of that?” I ask jokingly.

“Shut up.”Kyle said laughing while putting his arm around my shoulders bringing me closer to his chest.

“I love you.” I said.

“I love you too.” He said kissing my cheek. He brought me to the couch and sat me down. “I am going to go get us some drinks okay.”

“Okay.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead. Once he left I looked towards the front door and I saw Madison Montegomery and I guess her friend. I was totally shocked that she came. I mean seriously a stupid frat college party? I thought that was too D-list for ‘celebrities. Again I didn’t mind that she was here. I just hope that her attitude doesn’t get the best of her.

Kyle soon comes back with two red cups and smiles at me.

“Here is a Coca-Cola for the lady.” He said and handed it to me while sitting next to me on the couch and putting his arm around me pulling me closer ot him.

“Why thank you.” I said to Kyle with a smile on my face,”Okay so you HAVE to tell me all about your football game please?” i said pouting in a begging form.

“Okay all right since you asked so politely. Well we obviously won. It was fourty-two to four and so we basically creamed them majorly.”

“Obviously,” I said but then Kyle was interrupted by the girl that entered in with Madison Montegomery approached us.

“Excuse me, I am so sorry to bother you but I can’t find my friend Madison Montegomery. I have looked everywhere and I can’t find her can you please help me?”

“Yes of course.” Kyle and I said.

“Let’s look upstairs to see if she might have accidentally found her way up here.” I said. We started to open up all the doors until we came to last on eand we opened it and found Madison and Kyle’s frat brothers. We looked around and realized that they were all takign turns raping Madison adn taking pictures even Kyles best friend Archie was in on it. Kyle was furious.

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING? GIVE ME THE PHONE ARCHIE!” Kyle screamed. I had never seen him so mad in our entire relationship.

“NO KYLE! I am not giving you my phone so you can just delete the videos and pictures.”Archie said. Kyle started to run after Archie trying to retrieve his phone so he could not only delete it but so that he could beat him up for doing this. The girl who asked for Kyle and I’s help started to wake Madison up so she could walk downstairs and leave. I started to run after Kyle. I got to the front door and I saw all of the frat brothers and Kyle running into the bus. Then it started to drive off so I ran after it.

Madison and her friend weren’t that far behind when all of a sudden the buss flipped over and crashed. I saw it all happen and I fell to my knees crying. Once I had gotten the courage to get up I ran over to the flipped over bus and pried open the doors. I looked around and I saw Kyle, lying there in pieces. I rushed over to him and brought his chest and head close to my body and kissed him, over and over again.

“NOOOO KYLE! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?”I yelled. I brought my head closer to his ear and whispered.”Everything I wanted was you. I love you so much. Why did you have to leave me? We were supposed to grow old together. I love you.” i finally got up and started to get up and walk away. Once that I had left the bus there was blood all over me. I started to cry and I ran back to the frat house which was empty probably due to everyone hearing the crash, getting scared and running.

I closed the door and locked it. I collapsed to the floor crying knewing that I was never going to get my happy ending with Kyle. I went upstairs, took a shower and cried myself to sleep knowing that there was never going to be a day with Kyle or so I thought.

The Next Day

I woke up and decided to go visit Kyles mom to see how she was doing with the news about Kyle. I got dressed and drove over to his house that i had been over a million times. I knocked on the door and Mrs. Spencer opened the door with a tear stained face.

“Mrs. Spencer? It’s me (Y/N).” I said knowing that she would remember me as Kyles girlfriend.

“Oh yes (Y/N), please come in.” She opened the screen door and welcomed me into her house. After I had entered seh had engulfed me into in a hug and the waterworks started to fall from my face. I pulled away and Mrs. Spencer gave me a tissue and I whispered out a ‘Thank you.’

“I came to see how you were doing.” I said looking into her eyes and seeing that she was so upset. She should be she just lost her son.

“Thank you for doing that (Y/N). I really do appreciate it. I think out of all the girls Kyle has brought home, you have always and will forever be my favorite.”

“Thank you. I know how difficult it must be losing you only son espically since you husband passed away. I just wanted to let you know that I am here for you. If you need someone to talk to please just call me and I will be there.” I said letting her know that she won’t go through this alone.

“Thank you so much. It means a lot to know that even though Kyle isn’t here that you will continue to be apart of this familly and I am forever thankful for you. Anyways I have something to show you. Kyle had all this stuff that he had for you in a bag so I feel like I should give it to you, even though he won’t”

“Okay.” I followed her to Kyle’s room and she opened the doors to his closet and bent down to get the bag. It was a large paper bag filled high with stuff. She handed it to me and I carried it and sat down on his bed and started to unpack it. “I hope you don’t mind that I am unpacking it here.”

“Oh no! Please go ahead. I wanted to know what was always in there so I hope you don’t mind that I am watching you open it.”

“Of course not.” I started unpacking and while I was unpacking I realized that these were presents for our upcoming anniversary of three years. I took out the first thing and it was a scrapbook filled with pictures of me and Kyle and little love notes he wrote. I sat there crying knowing that this must have taken him months to put together and he never got a chance to give it to me. The second thing I took out was a shirt that said “Watch Out Boys This Girl Is Taken By This Guy” and it had a picture of Kyle winking on the back. I laughed remembering his funny humor. There was only one thing left and I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was a small red box. I took it out and started to cry knowing what it is. I opened the box and found a small diamond enagagment ring inside.

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I showed it to Mrs. Spencer and she started to cry her eyes out.

“I always knew that was a question he was wondering about when he was going to ask. I guess he was going to ask on your three year anniversary.” she said. I put my hands over my eyes and cried even harder. I put the ring on my left finger in a way of saying yes to his question.

After that I bid Mrs. Spencer a goodbye and then walked out of the house. I was walking to my car that was a couple houses down. While I was walking I could have sworn that I saw that girl that Kyle and I helped from yesterday approach Mrs. Spencer’s house with her holding someone up. I ignored it knowing that it was just my mind playing tricks on me. I walked to my car and got in. I just sat for a long time looking at my engagement ring and crying. I eventually stopped and drove back to my frat house. I walked in and went upstairs to my room and locked the door.

A Couple Months Later

It has been a couple months since Kyle died and I couldn’t have felt more alone. Sometimes if I went out I would think that I would see him and the minute I blinked he was gone. Other than that I haven’t left my room. I miss him everyday. There is nothing that can replace him. I haven’t felt love, compassion, or happiness since he died. I wish he would come back.

Today I was forced to leave my room saying that I had a visitor at the door. I went downstairs and opened the door to find the girl that Kyle and I helped all those months ago.

“What do you want?” I ask with tears starting to fall from my eyes.

“I just want to show you something. Please come with me.” She said.

“Why should I go anywhere with you? I don’t even know your name!” I say

“Okay. My name is Zoe Benson.” Zoe said.

“You think just because you said that I am going to go with you?!” I said.

“Okay, fine! If you won’t come with me then just promise me that you will come to the cafe downtown. Please.” She begged.

“Alright I’ll be there. What time?” I asked.

“Just be there at noon. Okay?”

“Okay.”

“Thank you.”

“Do I need to bring anything?” I asked.

“Just bring yourself.” She said.

“Okay. Bye.” I said. Zoe waved a goodbye back to me. I was so confused. Why out of all the people on Earth does she have to come back? I went upstairs and got dressed. I looked at the clock and saw that it was eleven fourty. I exited the house and went to the driveway to my car. I got in and started to drive downtown to the coffee shop. I looked for a parking space near where Zoe was standing. I got out of the car and locked it. I walked over to her.

“So why am I meeting you here?” I asked.

“You are meeting me here because I have a surprise for you inside.” Zoe said.

“If it’s a guy then I am not interested.” I said and then I walked in.

“I don’t think so. Well at least not with this guy.” She said. I walked around trying to find out what she was talking about. I finally understood when my eyes met his. The same dark brown I fell in love with. I ran over to him with tears coming down my face. I ran into his arms and he held me close. I pulled back my head and started to pepper his face in kisses. I finally ended with his lips. There was all of my emotions, his emotions intertwined into this form of affection. He let me down and pulled out my chair for me to sit down.

“Kyle! How are you back?” I asked with tears running down my face.

“(Y/N), I know you aren’t going to believe me when I say this but please do.” I nodded my head in response.”Okay well I died you saw me. Zoe and Madison went to the hospital and retrived my body parts and sewed me together. Another thing is that they are witches. There is a whole coven of them okay. So I was crazy and I couldn’t speak. I was a lot like Frankenstein. It was a long time before I could speak. But then their supreme Fiona Goode fixed me. She did something to me where i could speak properly. I guess you coudl say she brought me back to normal. So I remembered all about you. I had never forgotten about you, I just didn’t have all the details. But I called for you and then Zoe decided that it was best if I came back now and so I did. That is where that story ended.” He said looking into my eyes.

“I don’t care how you came to be here. I am just glad that you are here with me. Kyle, you’re all I have you’re all I want.” I said and he just looked at me emotionless and then he smiled and leaned over to kiss me on the lips.

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I put my hand on his cheek and he stopped kissing me and looked at my hand.

“Oh sorry. I forgot that my hand is probably is cold. Sorry.” I said.

“No it isn’t that.” He pulled my left hand towards his and at my ring finger. “You said yes?”Kyle asked.

“Of course I did Kyle. I love you with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my life with you unless you don’t want to anymore.” I said looking down.

“Hey,” Kyle said putting his fingers underneath my chin and lifting my head up so I looked at him in the eyes,”I want to start off where we left off. I want to be with you. I want to call you my wife. I love you.” He said.

“I love you too.” I said. I am so happy that Zoe brought him back. I couldn’t ask for anything better. After that Kyle and I started to plan for our wedding. It was perfect. Now we are living in total bliss and there isn’t anything I could ask for more. I love him and he loves me.

anonymous asked:

Kirishima embarrasing himself while trying to confront his fem! crush scenario please? Thank you bbe.

(Kirishima confesses to her; I hope that’s okay! And, you’re welcome~)


He was by no means a shy person. Kirishima Eijirou was bold, confident, and well… manly. Or, at least he strived to be manly. So, why his heart fluttering like a flapping butterfly as his crush walked by?

Today was the day, he told himself. All night, Kirishima tossed and turned, contemplating what he would say. How he would say it. Where he would say it. Today was the day for confessing his love.

Or, at least that’s what he thought last night. Now, he was having serious qualms. Nervously, Kirishima tugged on his tie, gulping. He pulled at his sleeves, trying to make any creases in his uniform disappear.

He had to do this. He had to! Swatting away his doubts as best as he could, Krishima straightened his back and strutted outside of U.A. It was now or never. School was out, and he had already saw his crush leave the doors. What if it was too late?

Hastening his pace to catch up to her, Kirishima gave himself an internal pep talk.

Come on, you can do this…Just, be smooth and cool. Be natural, and be yourself! If she rejects your love, no biggie…

Kirishima’s neck craned downward, and he paid no attention to the sight in front of him. Earnestly, he gave himself more advice.

Don’t sweat it, and be sweet. Make sure your breath doesn’t stink. He breathed into his cupped hand, assessing whether or not his breath smelled. Not bad.

You can do this! What’s the worst that can happen, really?

Then, the whole world tipped upside down, and Kirishima’s head spun.

“Ow!” he exclaimed, rubbing his head. He was sprawled on the ground; somehow, he had bumped his forehead into someone. A guttural gasp coursed from below him- someone had cried out…He took one look at the body- beautiful and lovely- that he had toppled on.

His face flushed, hot sparks climbing up his neck. His crush was beneath him, stomach-down. When Kirishima tried to look up, his head accidentally kicked back her skirt, exposing even more skin. His eyes widened, becoming saucers.

“GAH!” He leaped off her immediately. “I’m sorry! So sorry! I wasn’t paying attention to where I was walking! Do you need help getting up?”

She sighed, then got up from the ground. Brushing away specks of dirt from her uniform, she said, “Just make sure to watch out next time.”

Great. This was great. If possible, his face became redder, matching the color of his hair. “I will! I’m very sorry about this.” Sheepishly, he kicked at the gravel with his shoes.

His crush still looked a little unamused, but her expression softened. “Don’t worry about it. We all make mistakes, I guess.”

Laughing nervously, Kirishima scratched the back of his head. “Yeah…” How was he going to confess now?

She started to walk away. “Well, Kirishima-kun…see you.”

“Wa- wait!” He quickened his pace. “Let’s walk together.”

“Huh…?” she asked skeptically. Her eyes bore into his, as if trying to determine if he had any ulterior motives.

Kirishima did his best not to blush or break away from her intense gaze. He pressed his lips into a fine line before speaking. “[crush/name], there’s something I’d like to tell you.”

Her eyes widened when she looked at him. “O-oh…go ahead.”

Was it just him, or were her cheeks a pale pink? Was she flustered? Kirishima cleared his throat. Digging his fingernails in his palms, and trying to ignore his palpitating, screaming heart, he inhaled. Shutting his eyes, he cried, “I- I’m sorta in love with you!”

He couldn’t help but cringe at his awkwardness. His confession didn’t sound suave at all. Hesitantly, he peeled open his eyes. Gauging her shocked reaction, Kirishima quickly continued, “Er, well. I like you for a lot of reasons. You’re sweet, pretty, smart, and funny! But, like, you don’t need to like me back! Although, that’d be cool…” He suddenly felt a hundred times lighter, as if a load were lifted from his shoulders. “Man, am I glad to get my feelings out in the open! It was brutal keeping them to myself!” He started to laugh a little.

Her mouth was agape, and she slowed her pace. “Kirishima-kun…you…you like me?” Incredulous, she faced him.

It took all of his willpower not to cup her pretty face in his hands and bring her mouth to his. “Yes!” He slowed to a stop, then bit his lip. “I hope it’s not too weird…” He averted his gaze, hoping he didn’t come off as too strong.

Shyly, she tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. “Well. I like you, too…”

“REALLY?!” He placed both on his hands on her shoulders. “This is great!” Euphoria and shock bubbled in his throat as he spoke. “Do you think we can go out on dates? Be a couple?” Impulsively, he hugged her tightly, wrapping his arms around her neck.

Realization seeped into him. “AH! Again, I’m sorry,” he said, his voice sincere, “I shouldn’t have touched you-”

She brought his right hand to her mouth and softly kissed it. Her lips were tender and brought warmth like honey to his skin. “Would you like to go to a cafe today? With me?”

He froze, brain taking a while to process what she was saying. Her lips were still brushing his fingers, and internally, he was screaming with joy. Smiling brightly, he took a step closer to her. “Yes!”

australia is the worst english speaking country to be an actor of color

not enough people have heard this story, and it’s really important they do and i’m surprised it hasn’t spread, and it needs to. i only assume it’s because most of the people on here don’t watch neighbours. i know i don’t. 

anyway, here we go.

this is how racist australia is: in 2011, the soap opera neighbours introduced an indian family, the kapoors, into the long running soap. up till then they’d pretty much always had all-white families.

not 12 months later, the producer that hired them left the show, and the were written out. according to actor sachin joab, who played the father of the family:

There’s been a lot of speculation over why the Kapoors have left the show. Did you all leave of your own accord, or were you written out?
“We were definitely written out and it wasn’t of our own accord. We were actually dumbfounded by the decision and we had no idea that it was coming. 

"It was more of a shock to us knowing that it wasn’t just one multicultural actor who was being written out, it was every single multicultural full-time actor on the show - myself, Menik Gooneratne who played Priya, Coco-Jacinta Cherian who played Rani, and Alin Sumarwata who played Vanessa. All four of us were written out in the first year of our full-time contracts, which felt like a massive step backwards in terms of cultural diversity on the show

the interview is here, and i’d really encourage people to read it because it highlights a lot of problems within entertainment within australia. joab was told that the characters were being written out because they had no ideas for a storyline with them, and there was no money (both of which are bullshit, as the company behind neighbours had funneled A LOT of money into the show at the time, and joab’s character’s wife had died in a massive explosion’

not only that, but joab’s character was born and raised in australia, as was his daughter. when written out of the show, both characters ‘went back to india’, which of course, makes no fucking sense and is one of the most racist things i’ve heard in a very long time.

"Another issue was our characters being sent 'back to India’. It made no sense to me for Ajay and Rani to be sent back to India considering that both characters were born, educated and raised in Australia. I encouraged the head of the writing department at Neighbours to send us elsewhere, but they chose not to. I suggested that the idea of visiting Ajay’s ill grandma could take place in Sydney, Adelaide or any other state in Australia, but the writing department still chose not to. 

"Finally I said, what about if we visit my grandma in India and from there we leave for the UK, considering the majority of Neighbours fans are based in the UK. The writers agreed with that. So that’s how it ends for the Kapoors." 

this is a big deal to me because it matches up perfectly with my own experience in acting and performance in the australian industry - and my eventual choice to stop acting as a career. it’s nearly impossible to break in and incredibly disheartening when you see all-white casts constantly cast for productions both amateur and professional. it’s even harder to watch television when you know when you turn on the television you won’t see yourself, and if you do, it’s going to be some sort of racist caricature.

and it’s even harder when you’re told by white people who have no idea what it’s like to be a person of color in enteratinment that you must be wrong, and that you just must have not been good enough. 

which, if you turn on australian television, sort of implies there are only 5 actors of color who ARE good enough, in contrast to the droves of white actors who are 'good enough’

it’s embarrasing. there are plenty of chinese and indian families in australia. they’re everywhere. this is one of the three english speaking western countries in the world, and right now in terms of diversity in entertainment australia is right at the fucking bottom.

it’s painful, it’s embarrasing, it’s shameful, and frankly terrifying. i’ll leave you with joab’s words, which more or less summarize the situation and indicative of just how bad things are 

What would you say is the current state of play when it comes to diversity on screen in general in Australia? Will it be difficult for you to find more work over there?
"It’ll be a lot more tricky to find work here in Australia than it would be in the UK or the US. The US have really incorporated a lot of different ethnicities into their shows - it really doesn’t matter what your skin colour is over there. It’s getting the same way in the UK, which has really caught up. 

"For some reason, Australia is stuck in some sort of time capsule and usually when you do see non-white characters on screen, it’s only in non-fiction when it’s needed for factual reasons. For some reason when it’s fiction over here, the industry chooses to exclude non-whites and include whites only. 

"It’s very unrealistic given that Australia is a very multicultural country. The two main places where the shows are made, Melbourne and Sydney, are two of the most multicultural but that really isn’t reflected on screen.”