Summary: Through the fault of her golden heart, the reader is brutally raped, not only leaving marks on her body but also in her mind.
Parrings: Sister!Reader x Brother!Dean, Sister!Reader x Brother!Sam.
Warnings: Swearing, Rape, Violence, Nudity (Kinda)
A/N: (This is my first fic i have ever posted on tumblr! I’ve finally conviced myself!)
It was already past midnight, you and your brothers were going to the bar to talk to the bartender, who witnessed a ghoul attack. You went there at night and not during the day because you wanted to get information from him that you did not collect during a normal interrogation. And more precisely Sam and Dean will talk to him …
Because your very protective brothers think that you are still too small, even though you could use a fake ID and enter there without any problem they don’t want any men to look at you ‘not right’.
You only sigh with reluctance at their opinion. You’ve been sixteen already! You were almost an adult hunter, you could take care of yourself!
“Y/N” You could hear Sam’s voice, “Y/N, are you listening to me?” Sam looked at you from the front seat.
“What? Sorry, I wasn’t listening,” you said, looking away from the window.
“I said …” He cleared his throat. “I said that when we get to the place you have to stay in the car and wait for us politely, if anything, you call us right away.” He said and you rolled your eyes.
Sam looked at you with his serious eyes waiting for your answer.
“Y/N” Dean said in a warning voice looking at you through the reflection of the mirror.
“Of course I’ll do it to younker Sam.” You spoke with a typical British accent and gave him a cynical smile.
He just smirked at this answer and turned towards the direction of the ride.
Dean slowly parked in front of the bar and turned to you. “Y/N we’ll be back soon, stay in the car and don’t do anything stupid.” He told with his fatherly tone and you nodded.
After a while, you watched your brothers enter a crowded bar, you waited five more minutes to make sure they won’t get back soon to the Impala.
You carefully got out of the car and closed it behind you. You just wanted boost some money because you had to have some cash to get out with your friends next week.
A little later, when you were right in front of the door from the bar, you heard a silent cry for help from the garbage dump behind building.
You quickly had a look around the empty parking lot, then again you heard a quiet cry for help. You carefully took the weapon from the back of your pants and walked toward the cry source.
With a thumping heart, you looked behind first garbage dump and to your surprise you didn’t see anyone.You were 'bout to turn away when you felt a dull ache on the back of your head and everything turned black.
When you woke up on the ground, you slowly tried to sit. You felt the cold wind on your skin. You were afraid to open your eyes and when you did it immediately, you regretted it. You were almost completely naked, wearing only a shirt, shoes and a piece of the left leg of your jeans. You looked around you, you lay on wet asphalt, shreds of clothes lay around you and you sat in your own blood.
The memory of what happened hit you like a bullet, immidently you started to cry.You never really wanted to turn back time so much as you wanted right then, you knew you had to listen to your brothers.You were angry, even furious because of your helplessness.
You looked at your body to see what happened to you.Your breasts and belly were covered with hickeys .You’ve flinched at the memory of the feeling of doing them.You covered yourself quickly.Terrified of everything that happened, you curled up into a ball, which caused you great pain, and you leaned against the wall behind you.
You couldn’t believe how it happened … You felt completely empty, sad and angry. Angry at that fucker, the bastard who did this to you … he should burn in hell like others like him.
You felt like a part of you was torn away… the rest of your intimacy that you had yesterday were brutally taken away from you…
This fucking bastard not only took your clothes, weapons or telephone but also virginity, security, trust and dignity.
You could not even get up and go to your brothers because you did not want to expose yourself to this again.
After a while, you remembered that you had a small dagger hidden in the boot for such occasions. You gently pulled it out of your shoe and squeezed it in your hand as if it were your last hope.
Soon after that you heard the footsteps of someone coming towards you. You fell silent immediately and clenched your fingers on the dagger until your knuckles whitened.
“Y/N ?!” You heard the voice of Sam looking for you. You dropped your dagger helplessly and began to cry. “Oh my God, Y/N!” You saw Sam approaching in your direction
“DON’T LOOK AT ME! PLEASE!” You screamed through tears, covering even more. After all, Sam was your brother and you did’t want him to look at you in this condition.
Despite your request, he didn’t close his eyes and quickly took off his jacket and put it on you. And you, with your trembling hands, pinned her and slowly and tried to get up, luckily the jacket was too big for you so it covered you to the middle of your thight. You waved for a moment but Sam immediately caught you and helped you.
“SON OF A BITCH! Y/N!” You saw Dean running toward you. “Y/N what the hell happened?!”
You didn’t answer him, but you knew that Sam already known what happend.
“Y/N!” Dean shouted.
“So-something… bad” you answer through tears.
The oldest brother opened the baby and helped you get into Impala. After which both your brothers quickliy sat in the front seats.
“Tell me what happened!” Dean burst out impatiently, Sam put a hand on his shoulder trying to calm him down.
“Thi-this man…” You stumbled.“H-he raped me…” You said before you broke down.