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ruin the friendship / tom holland x reader (part II)

Originally posted by tbholland

do all the things on our minds
what’s taking us all this time?
let’s ruin the friendship.

part II / ? 

song that goes with this part: dusk till dawn by zayn and sia


until there was a knock on the door that pulled him away, snapping him back into reality, thinking that kissing his best friend wasn’t a good idea.

the door opened to reveal a female wearing all black and a headset.

“oh, gosh, did i interrupt something?” she asked, he scratched the back of his neck as she turned a crimson color. 

kind of, he thought, but he didn’t dare say out loud.

“no, no.” the words tumbled out of his mouth,”what’s up?”

“they need you for set.” said the female before showing a shy smile. he nodded before moving away from his best friend.

“i’ll-uh, see you after?” he asked and she nodded, giving him a small smile. returned it before he walked out the door, closing it softly behind him. she landed on the cream colored sofa with a groan. 

she couldn’t believe that something she’s wanted for ages, almost came true, but then was crushed to pieces by that stupid girl in the headset. she pulled her phone out, checking all her social medias. 

soon, he had returned, a smile on his face as he walked through the door. he felt his heart swoon as he realized she was asleep on the couch. he pulled his phone out of his back pocket, realizing it said 8:34 pm, and since she was probably jet lagged and she had a long day of traveling that it’d be best if he let her sleep.

he sat down on the couch, being careful not to disturb her as he sat down. she moved softly, cuddling into his chest as she sleepily adjusted herself. he sat still, not daring to wake her up as she was getting comfortable. he let her fall back asleep into his chest, a smile on his face as she hugged at his torso, her head nuzzled into his shirt. 

he smiled down at her, taking in her facial features as she slept soundly. she practically had him wrapped around her finger. he would do anything for her, yet he didn’t know that she’d do the same for him.

as he played with her hair softly, the door opened to reveal a loud talking Jacob and Harrison. he immediately hushed them as they looked at him in confusion. Harrison’s face lit up.

“is that y/n?!” he asked, making Jacob’s mouth agape and his eyebrows raise.

“wait, is that the girl you’ve been talking about for ages?!” he asked slowly. he rolled his eyes at his two best friends, wanting to take back those night’s he’d talk about y/n and her boyfriend and how he’d been so mad that it wasn’t him who was treating her like a princess.

but little did he know, that ended months ago. y/n and her boyfriend had broken up, well, technically, she caught him cheating and dumped him. she wanted to tell Tom, she really did, but she wasn’t sure if it was such a good idea because of how mad he would’ve gotten. 

“yes, now shut up. she’s sleeping.”

they rolled their eyes,”you’re so whipped, dude.”

“how can i be whipped if she’s got a boyfriend?” he asked the blonde haired boy who had spoken up before him.

“Tom, what are you talking about?” Harrison had asked, utterly confused. the blonde then put the pieces together, his mouth forming into an ‘o’ shape.

“did she not tell you?” he asked, Jacob sat back, enjoying the juicy drama unfolding in front of him. 

“uhh, no.” Tom asked confused as well. 

“he cheated on her and she caught him and she dumped him.” he said,”it was a rough time. i thought she had talked to you about it, but i guess i was the only one.”

Tom looked down at the angel sleeping upon him. how could someone so cruel hurt such an amazing human being like her? she was so genuine, so kind, funny, smart, elegant. his heart broke for her.

“wait, so Tom, you can date her!” Jacob perked up, Harrison nodded in agreement. the two of them had wanted the both of them to get together since he first mentioned he liked y/n. 

“no, no, no.” Tom said,”i’m not ruining a friendship.”

“Tom, mate, she literally likes you! you can’t see it?” asked Harrison. Tom raised an eyebrow at his friend.

“she doesn’t, i highly doubt she’d like me.”

“Tom, you’re being so stubborn.” Harrison rolled his eyes,”she literally told me a month ago that she liked you, mate. and she’s finally single. there should be nothing holding you back!”

right then, he felt his heart stop. the world around him stopped spinning. the girl he wanted wanted him back. he felt a blush creep onto his cheeks as he looked down at her in his arms. he could already picture himself laying like that with her forever.

“you’re not playing with me, right?” he asked his best friend. 

“no, dude, why would i lie about that?” he asked. Tom smiled.

“i’m finally getting something i’ve always wanted.” he said. his two friends smiled at the scene in front of them, finally happy for their friends. 

the two finally walked into the house after a long day. she looked tired as she had just woken up from her nap about 2 hours ago, but inside she was bubbling with energy.

“so, anything new and exciting happen?” he asked, starting up a conversation.

she wanted to tell him what happened, but she didn’t know how, so for now, it was her’s and Harrison’s little secret.

or so she thought.

“pretty good,” she lied, in reality, it was hell on earth without him back in London,”how about things here? all well?”

he nodded,”you still with your boyfriend?”

her heart went to her throat. she didn’t want to lie to him about her ex forever, but if she told him what happened, it might be worse.

“uh-” she started,”uhm, a-actually, we broke up a while ago.” 

Tom gave a look of sympathy,”oh, damn. i’m sorry.”

no he’s not. he’s glad that she dumped that no good asshole.

“eh, he’s an asshole. i guess i just finally came to my senses about him.”

he nodded as she put him in the spotlight,”how about you, Holland? got a lucky girl to call your own?”

he laughed,”uhm, no actually, no girlfriend.”

se pulled her eyebrows together,”how come?”

he shrugged,”just haven’t found anyone worth the while. plus, i’ve kind of got my sights set on someone else already.”

she raised her eyebrows as she felt her heart shatter, the man she loves just said he liked someone and she knew it would never be her.

“but, my real question is, why didn’t you tell me?” he asked, she looked at him confused.

“what are you talking about?”

“why did you never tell me you liked me?”

her eyes widened as shock ran through her body. she immediately tensed up.

“who-who said that?”


i’m so killing him, she thought.

“no, no, okay, i don’t like you.” she stumbled on her words as a smirk tugged at his lips,”and if i did, i dont want to ruin my friendship with you.”

he made his way to where she was standing at the island. his body pressed against hers as a gasp escaped her lips.

“trust me, darling.” he said, his face so close to hers that she could feel his minty breath. his lips hovered over hers, only driving her crazy.

“what do you say, love? let’s risk it and ruin the friendship?” 

his lips grazed over hers before she couldn’t take it anymore. she reached up and grabbed his neck, her mouth meeting his as he wrapped his arms around her waist, kissing her back with just as much love and passion.

and that’s where it all started.

introduction    part I    

tags: @lostamongstthecosmos @feeling-straange

Hold That Thought 8

Pairing: Lawyer!Steve Rogers x Reader

Warning: Swearing. Strong addiction to coffee. Name calling. In office affairs. Fluff. Secrets.

A/N: Just a fun little AU series cause I felt like it. While I try to get my footing for Frank Castle. Btw Other Marvel cameo’s in this story.
Matt Mudrock
Foggy Nelson
Luke Cage
Jessica Jones
Frank Castle
Pietro Maximoff
Bruce Banner

The Italics are flash backs // The bold’s are Text Messages.

A one night stand at the New York Law Firms Conference, couldn’t have been more fun, and mysterious. When your new boss Bucky Barnes introduces you to his boss; the man who runs Avengers Of Law, law firm and your new place of work. Steve Rogers and your mysterious one night stand is your bosses boss. What you want to pretend never happened, he doesn’t want to let go of. When you find yourself struggling to stay away from Steve, who won’t let up on getting you to go out with him. Can you resist, Steve who is looking for more than a one night stand, while you’re struggling to get through the long days and never ending nights of being a paralegal or will you let lust and emotions distract you from your goals in life?

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A. Malcolm, Printer

Cursing my carelessness in not having thought to tell the tailor to make my cloak with a waterproof layer between fabric and lining, I pulled the water-soaked garment closer. Even wet, the wool held some warmth. If I began to move, I would grow warmer. A quick pat reassured me that my bundle of sandwiches had made the trip with me. That was good; the thought of walking forty miles on an empty stomach was a daunting one.

With luck, I wouldn’t have to. I might find a village or a house that had a horse I could buy. But if not, I was prepared. My plan was to go to Inverness—by whatever means offered itself—and there take a public coach to Edinburgh.

There was no telling where Jamie was at the moment. He might be in Edinburgh, where his article had been published, but he might easily be somewhere else. If I could not find him there, I could go to Lallybroch, his home. Surely his family would know where he was—if any of them were left. The sudden thought chilled me, and I shivered.

I thought of a small bookstore that I passed every morning on my way from the parking lot to the hospital. They had been having a sale on posters; I had seen the display of psychedelic examples when I left Joe’s office for the last time.

“Today is the first day of the rest of your life,” said one poster, above an illustration of a foolish-looking chick, absurdly poking its head out of an eggshell. In the other window, another poster showed a caterpillar, inching its way up a flower stalk. Above the stalk soared a brilliantly colored butterfly, and below was the motto “A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.”

The most irritating thing about clichés, I decided, was how frequently they were true. I let go of the rowan tree, and started down the hill toward my future.

Pic Source: outlanderamerica

I thought about this gif- and this moment- earlier and what if this moment isn’t Leonard just admiring Mick, for all the brains, glory and beauty he is cause let’s face it no one else does.

What if it’s Leonard off Earth X who’s lost his Mick? Therefore, Leonard isn’t just admiring Mick he’s:

1) admiring the fact that there is another Earth that has a doppelgänger of his dead friend/partner whatever relationship was with Mick.

And 2) proposing to Mick that he stay on Earth X with him because he knows the pain that Mick is going though (and can see how maltreated Mick is). And he just wants Mick back. Even though he knows that it isn’t the same Mick he knew, he still wants Mick to stay with him.

remustheravenclaw  asked:

Thank you for that reblog about EDS and PT! I have some sort of hyper mobility, not sure what, and several years ago went to PT for a clavicle that had been sublaxed for several years. The exercises I was given seemed to make it worse and I stopped going. Now I know why it probably didn't work. That article you linked is now on my to read list. Thank you again!

No problem! :) I had the same problem with PT. After my first spine fusion my neurosurgeon specifically referred me to this one PT, so I thought I could trust him. But everything made me worse. Every exercise might have made one thing okay, but dislocated 2-3 other things in the process. The only good thing they did was mild traction on my neck, which was AMAZING between surgeries for me. When I finally went back to the neurosurgeon and told him what PT exercises I was supposed to do he was horrified and told me never to do any of them again. 

My experience with EDS PT is basically just trying to solve the paradox of how to get muscles stronger without actually moving a single muscle :p Right now I live in a city with no therapists I trust, and the “best” one for EDS tried to internally decapitate me twice already. So I’m doing my own brand of PT which mostly consists of sitting on an exercise ball for 15 minutes 2-3x a day if tolerated (I sit in front of my fish tanks and watch them after I feed them, which works really well because they’re at the right height and eat for about 15 minutes,) isometrics for my neck (but against the wall or doors because I can’t hold my arms up well,) paying attention to posture, and having a general goal of being upright (standing, walking, or sitting) more than I am horizontal in any given week. 

There are also a couple good books on PT for hypermobility out there that I probably should read since I’m doing my own PT, but I haven’t bought them. Dr. Francomano told me to buy this one. I’ve seen people in support groups talk about this and this, and the Muldowney methods.

anonymous asked:

So Sarge wakes up one day and goes to open his shop only to find everything replaced with cardboard replicas of stuff. And I mean everything! His cannon, the crates, the night vision goggles, survival kits, and even his service medals! How does he react? Who replaced everything? Was it a prank? How does he find out who pranked him and get his stuff back (and maybe payback)?

Reaction?: Confusion, followed by frustration, followed by a ‘hmmm’ moment.

Who?: Mater

Why?: Cruz told him he wasn’t brave enough to prank Sarge.

Result?: Sarge acts like nothing’s wrong. And he does so for days. Mater’s starting to get concerned that something might be wrong with Sarge so he fesses up. There was no way at that point he was going to get a good reaction from the veteran anyway. Sarge was just like “I thought so. Now go put it back!”

The next day Mater’s junkyard statues are all replaced by piles of random junk. Mater panics because ‘They’re works of art! Of Genius!” Sarge just smugly smiles from inside his shop while Mater goes hunting.

Since it’s Monday, and we all know how much Mondays can suck, I thought this might help brighten your day. Toby (aka fuzzball) says hello :)


anonymous asked:

what the hell is with that activity check?? A bunch of people that didn't do their side blog updates arent on there so way to play favorites.

I was going to delete this and quite frankly, block your IP address, but I thought maybe other people might be wondering the same thing and so I decided to address it. 

Four or five people asked me for extensions on their side-blog update via Tumblr IMs. Which means they were exempt from the activity check, because they came to me in good time and asked. So I imagine that should account for the people you’re referring to. 

Now, second of all, your tone is absolutely disgusting. Is that any way to talk to me? Or to Mod Rigby, or Mod Skips? We run this group in our free time, do you get that? If you’re not running this group, then you don’t fully know what’s going on behind the scenes. People message us privately, they ask for extensions, they talk to us about things. We are doing way more than what you guys actually see. 

I didn’t want to post this message and stir up negativity, nor did I even want to give you the time of day, but I just wanted to address this. I’m only going to say this once. We work incredibly hard to run a good group for you. So I suggest you back off and let us do that. 

anonymous asked:

Lol, I think it's more than Just Hi/de that's causing TG to trend. He's one of the reasons but it's probably because the stans are filling TG tag with metas on how Kaneki and Hi/de will meet or how Hi/de's intentions might not be good at all. So it's mostly the newly surfaced metas.

Mod K:

Damn and here I thought it was because Ken became a giant ass ghoul and ate most of Tokyo.

I’m back

I kinda wanted to leave, but tumblr always turns out to be such a good distraction.. Anyways here are some positive things that happened lately, thought I’d share:
- I got a budgie last Saturday (felt so lonely without a pet, couldn’t bear the thought of a new cat though..)
- I had my first 501st troop a couple of weeks ago, it was a lot of fun!
- I’m going to do another troop next week and the week after that
- I might be able to make a TIE pilot costume relatively cheaply (still expensive is gonna take a while…
- I’m saving up for a driving license

And last but not least I’m trying to learn to photoshop, so send me any request if you’d like too, I’m very busy with study now, but some practice would be good. 


Request: Can I get a winner reaction to their s/o dancing really nicely?❤️ @saumya–anand

A/N: I’m so sorry this is so late, I really thought I had already posted this but when I checked it was still in my folder!! I hope you enjoy!

Jinwoo would be surprised and would just enjoy watching you dance without interfering. He’d watch with a big smile on his face and might even sneak out his phone to snap a few pictures just for himself to keep when he needs to cheer up. 

Seunghoon would totally join in with you after watching your routine. He would love having the chance to be so close to you and probably wouldn’t want to stop dancing. One of his favorite things is to take a glance at you and see you so concentrated on doing something you loved.

Mino would record an entire video of you then proceed to dance with you afterwards like he had just walked by and noticed you dancing. He would be the type to want to do a sexy dance and would eventually take the lead by holding your waist (not that you minded). Imagine dancing to this….

Seungyoon would watch you do a routine and like the leader he is want to give you feedback right afterwards. He would be sort of like your partner and dance with you letting you have more fun. Sometimes if he thought something could be done better he would gently shift your body and continue the routine.  


Remember the way I sad I hated the first draft so I shook it up a bit?

Thought it might be good for you all to see, how tiny changes can make a big difference. Really take a step back and study your own work, sometimes we all get too focused on finishing that we don’t take the time to examine how it could be improved.

Ayyyyyy here’s that one thing kinda finished (i messed up the layers a bunch i’m so sorry)

This is basically how I sum up their relationship. This and Alex bursting into Ryland’s room blasting “What Makes you Beautiful” by One Direction. Which I have also illustrated. 

We could all use a friend like Alex honestly… cherish him Ryland… cherish hiiiiiim….

I hold six hospitalizations in my pocket like broken bones. pulling them out for stories later, screaming, ‘look how broken I am.’ screaming, ‘I am broken open and leaking, can’t you see can’t you see.’ screaming, 'I don’t want to be like this but I do, I do. this is all I have ever known, can’t you see can’t you see.’

another patient makes fun of me when she finds out how many times I’ve been here. calls me crazy. this isn’t her first time either but maybe she can see that this is all I’m ever going to be. drowning in this. willingly taking gulps of water in. screaming, 'don’t you dare pull me out.’ screaming, 'the water holds me better than air ever could.’ screaming, 'let me drown let me drown. can’t you see that the sea is ready to take me and I am willing to drown.’ screaming, 'even if I try to tread water, it always sucks me back under. it hurts less if I just let it, can’t you see can’t you see.’

you’ve been here before, everyone says. I’ve been here before, I reply. we all ignore the way I beg them to let me die in the nighttime. we all ignore the way I won’t remember it the next day. we all ignore the way I keep pretending to get better. we all ignore the way everyone keeps pretending that that’s something I can ever be.

OK no I’m sorry, but you do not “That’s an order!” him!

Like, ok I understand where Shiro might be coming from (Mental issues, brainwashed somehow, I dunno, I know Shiro is not fine) But how dare?? How dare?? Specially when Keith is making really good points! He like just broke Keith’s heart.

Because what does it tells Keith?? 

That all Shiro is telling him about what a great leader Keith can be is bullshit, that Shiro doesn’t really trust him, and that Shiro doesn’t see them as equals. That he still sees him as a trouble making cadet or something.

Shiro keeps telling Keith how he believes in him and yet he doesn’t let him lead, and this has been two episodes for us, but seems like it’s been months for them.

I bet Keith started to train with the BOM just cuz of Shiro’s attitude.

That’s why he looks so sad after they all hug…

He thought he found people who accept him and appreciate him and believe in him, but seems like he was wrong. So he leaves before they can really reject him. 

Shiro just kinda pushed Keith out of the team because he couldn’t handle the fact he wasn’t leader and Pilot of the black lion anymore. (And I understand why Shiro might act like that, but still..)

And Keith is such a precious boy, he still only thinks of Shiro’s well being the entire time..

Like none of this translates to him as “Shiro is being an asshole” he thinks it’s all his own fault, that something is wrong with him. 


sOOOOO today I was *that person* who wanted a page of their favourite chapter signed at WorldCon. Gave GRRM a chuckle and prompted him to ask if I’m a Brienne fan!

sorry for lazy editing and crappy pictures but sdfghjkljkhjghfdsasgdfghhgkfjdhsgasdfghgfdsgashjfkghgfjhsgagshdfgfdsfghfgkfdsasgd


May // a bit obsessed with lavender and poetry and the way colors look together. Paint swatch inspiration from the illustrious @studyrose ^^ 

“A thousand dreams within me softly burn” -Arthur Rimbaud