i thought i grew out of this by now

anonymous asked:

I know this question might sound weird, but have you ever not seen yourself because of your ethnicity because of how white wash america is? I am Hispanic and I've only gone to schools where most of the kids are white and I am not seen as the typical "beautiful"girl where I am from. Any thoughts on this?

not a weird question at all! no worries.

oh gosh yes. it really affected me when i was a child. i grew up in a predominantly white neighborhood and school system. i was constantly comparing myself to the other students, no fault of their own. luckily, they all embraced me and were kind to me. 

but i could count on one hand how many black students were at my school, until i went to middle school and high school. i stuck out like a sore thumb, even now at grad school and when i was in undergrad. i spent many days staring at myself in the mirror comparing my features (hair, eyes, nose, skin tone) to the ones my classmates had. until one day i realized that beauty is found in all races, all skin tones, all body types, etc. i am beautiful. i am special. i am perfect. yes, society has these ridiculous beauty standards that many races may not fit, but that does not mean that they/we are not beautiful. 

i look at myself as a beauty standard for me. i am my own beauty standard. who cares if i don’t have certain features that would deem me as society’s version of beautiful. i look in the mirror and see that i am beautiful. i know that i am beautiful. i am my “goals”.

i love that so many people are breaking the beauty standards. i hope that we as a society can keep evolving and changing (for the better). i hope for a more inclusive society especially in regards to race and beauty.

anonymous asked:

Ok I like your blog so I need to say something. I'm a lesbian and I happen to be black. Like I don't care that I'm black. I just wanna be seen for me not my skin. I grew up in the hood and let me tell you everything is about bein black. They attack a white person if you were to walk in they town. I thought I got out when I went to college. Now all these people telling me all I am is a poc and queer singling me out Like a trophy. No let us live dammit. Black black black that's all We hear. 😤😤😤

Thanks for sharing your experience with me. Seeing people as just people is definitely an important part of being a good ally and I’ll make a more conscious effort to keep that in mind in the future :)

the signs feeling intense anger

Every sign can reach the stage when the mind just ‘quits’, no matter how laid back they are. check mars and moon!


Aries: She feels no anger. She feels rage. The intensity, the strong, sometimes short but intense feeling of emotions was something she was familiar with, but what she did hate was the feeling of anger she could mostly never shake off. It was always there with her, she let her rage out and it seemed like an exploding volcano. All she saw was red, there was too much energy flowing inside her bones that she could not get rid off and so she let out her anger, and she did not care who would see her like that. ‘I am fire and you will get burned.’

Taurus: He was angry. Angry with the world, angry with this unsteadiness, angry with the fact, that he could not do anything to stop the current situation. Long, slim hands pulled him out of his nest and threw him hard on the ground. He flinched as a cold breeze came and took away all his warmth. “No, do not take everything away from me!!”, he screamed but the dark did not listen. Gritting his teeth he felt his temper raging, long horns started to grow out of his head and he shook his head, trying to get rid of the feeling of losing himself. 

Gemini: Emotions were an construct. A map with a thousand of points, connected with each other by a small, small string. No there was a knot in the strings, there and there was nothing else he could do to untie them, to clear up this mess in his head. It was like the road for his thoughts was blocked and now everything just piled up. Irritated he shook his head, even communicating was hard and the knot in his head slowly transformed in his whole body. Then his mind just quit. Rash action. 

Cancer: She could not tame herself anymore, she got hotheaded again and knew the will easily fall in an tantrum again. Followed by this feeling of guilt: why me? Why this unfairness? Why the need to upset others and be upset? In the end a wave of intensity and sadness washed her away before she could get a hold of herself again. And getting back to the surface after being pulled down by the ocean would cost her a lot strength. Strength and a long time of swimming through these endless waters. 

Leo: “I do not like this”. It all started with the feeling of unfairness, adding a a little bit of hurt to the shattered self that lay on the ground. “I cannot let them now I am hurt! I will not allow them to touch me gain that deeply.” She opened her mouth and showed her long, sharp fangs. She roared. It was loud and vibrant. Whetting her claws she narrowed her yellow, fiery eyes. “Pray for yourself”, she whispered before sprinting to her prey. 

Virgo: The head was a like a working space. There were many files and papers he read, worked with, analysed, only to put them into a new file that was stored somewhere in his office. “Wh- what is this?” This certain piece of paper  was not like the others. Unreadable. Impossible to put somewhere, therefore it was just out of order. “I..I have the control..”, he said, his hands starting to shake. “I..I have the control over it…I have the control..”, he repeated unsteady before standing up and shredding the unknown paper. He started breathing hysterically, what was that? This brooding fear inside of him? “Control…”, he said one last time before shattering the mirror and flipping his precious work desk. 

Libra: These thoughts. These worries. These fears. She did not know what to do. How was she supposed to handle? “It is their fault!!”, she cried. But at the same time is was her own fault. She cried quietly, feeling like she wanted to let everything out, but couldn’t reveal herself, because everyone next door was sleeping. She did not want to disturb them with the mess of feelings. “I will ignore it. Swallow it.” But it was far too much to keep on pretending. She felt like being on fire, but she still smiled. A poisonous, deadly smile. Everyone should feel her poison sting inside their veins. 

Scorpio: His anger is intense. It’s like a thunderstorm with roaring thunder inside of him. His heart is beating and he wants to destroy, cry and scream. He wants to let out his darkest thoughts, he wants the world to feel his pain, transformed out of the bitterness. But in the end, he remains silent and waits till everyone left. He could hurt anyone right now, but he know it’ll be no good, knowing that he will destroy for sure if he demonstrates his power. So he balls his fists and closes his door. Outside of his bedroom you can her the thunder roaring. 

Sagittarius: ‘Do not stop me’, was all she thought. These feelings were caging her. No matter what she did to distract herself, the anger would haunt her after all, so the minute it became to much she snapped. She could be free spirited and joyous but deep emotions were something completely different, especially anger. Because she was not only the laughter of joy but indeed the stomp of a herd of wild horses swirling up dust as they made their way through the steppe. There was raw force and energy inside of her and that needed to get out, now. 

Capricorn: Get a hold of yourself. Get a hold of yourself. Now. But there was no way to get himself under control. There was this dam inside of his head that stopped this enormous river of feelings of overflowing. Now, there were little cracks in the once so strong concrete and each of them plainly showed the nerves he lost from time to time. He sat at his desk, swallowed and closed his eyes. Suddenly, the dam broke. The raging float of dark water swallowed him completely. 

Aquarius: She saw it often on other people. Anger. She watched them live it out, stomping with their feet, raging, screaming, shouting. Now? She felt it herself. “I know this, this familiar”, she explained to herself. But familiar did not mean good. She knew her temper tantrums for when she was young. She knew that destructiveness could be a part of it. “I do not want that. I will not.” Suddenly a dark, whispering voice talked to her: “You do not choose to be out of touch. You are not your own master.” She widened her eyes anxiously. And suddenly, it was like she was 7 again. 

Pisces: Anger? Anger, he felt it so deeply, anger and the need to cry out of frustration, he did not want to feel it anymore, the worst thing that ate him alive right now. So he grew bitter. “I can turn nasty”, he thought. “I will be the worst if you make me feel this again.” And so he did. So he became the feeling of anger and bitterness himself. As he looked in the mirror he couldn’t recognize himself anymore. Dark, red eyes starred at him, tears flowing. 

Lyrics written by Namjoon

Because he didn’t only write “I’mma beat that p*ssy like you never ever felt before”

-“Having tight schedules Even tough i’m tired,I smile
Cause in a family called bangtan i’m a not an only child”
-Unpack Your Bags

-”I can be assigned to many places,
But why can’t I find the real me anywhere?”-
So 4 More

-”I don’t know whether I’ve lost the way
or whether from the beginning I was lost
even when I’m with someone, one corner of my heart is lonely”
-Adrift

-”This sea is too deep
Still, I’m lucky
Because even if I cry, no one would know”
-Whalien 52

-“Never be late to do what you wanna do right now
Because at one point of someday,
Everything you did
Would be exactly what you will be” -
O,RUL8,2?

-”Thank you for letting me be me
For helping me fly
For giving me wings
For straightening me out
For waking me from being suffocated
For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in" -SAVE ME

-”I just wanted to succeed
the words I tediously heard from others were only that
I thought I could catch the mirage known as happiness
but the me in front of my desk wasn’t happy even for a moment
Without my mom knowing, I put a sheet of white paper between the pages of my workbook
My identity that I wrote down matched to the drum and bass”
-Voice

-“The grown-ups confess
That we have it so easy
They say that we are happier than our portion
Then how do you explain my unhappiness?
There’s no conversation topics beside studying
Outside, there are so many kids like me,
Living the life of a puppet
Who will take responsibility?”
-N.O

-”Life isn’t about living along but living through
As you live through, you’ll disappear some day
If you keep spacing out, you’ll be swept away,
if you ain’t no got the guts, trust”
-Tomorrow 

-”I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness […]
All I did was color you in my white, blank paper
But then I realized, it already became a finished picture”
-Hold me tight

-”Hey you, who’s looking over the Han River
If we bump into each other while passing, would it be fate?
Or maybe we bumped into each other in our past life
Maybe we bumped into each other countless times”
-Reflection

-”My mother said the sea is blue
She said to let out your voice as far as you can
But what to do, it’s so dark and there are only different whales
speaking entirely different words”
-Whalien 52

-”The media and adults say we don’t have willpower
condemning us like stocks
Why are they killing us before we can even try
Why are you hanging your head and accepting it already?” -Dope

-”Life is more beautiful knowing that we’ve taken a loan on death
Even light is treasured more when there’s darkness
The sunshine appears after we’ve passed through the storm”
-Life

-”Let’s be happy, let’s be happy
Even if we live with these heavy words in our mouths every day
To be honest, I still don’t know
Why am I often lonely”
-Adrift

-“I’m living to understand the world, 
But why hasn’t this world tried to understand me”
-Always

-”Back then I thought this was a big place
But my ambition grew too big
That big house became too small now”
-Move

-“In the darkness,
People look happier than the day
Everyone else knows where they’re supposed to be
But only I walk without purpose”
-Reflection

-”Outside was a whole battlefield so I bring out the chopper
Every night inside me I quietly fight with myself
My heart pounds, my colleagues stab me in the back
While saying that I became a moron after joining a company”
-Awakening

-”It’s just one life
Who are you living for?
My heart stopped when I was nine or ten
Put your hand on your heart
and ask what you dream was
What is really was”
-O,RUL8,2?  

*This was Sarah for you daily Namnam appreciation

(cred to Lynn and papercrowns!)

prince in training

~3k, rated T

Sterek ficlet inspired by this: “i grew up not knowing i was royal and now i guess i’m heir to a throne and you’re the guy who’s supposed to be teaching me how to be royal bc i suck at it and oops we made out” au

This is kind of Princess-Diaries-ish. I know that’s been done before in this fandom (and thank god it has—it’s awesome), but I couldn’t help myself. Yay for self-indulgence!

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Stiles thought the most annoying thing about suddenly being a royal heir to a small eastern European kingdom he’s never heard of would be the hyper-aggressive paparazzi, but he was dead wrong.

The most annoying thing is actually Derek Hale, the guy Stiles’ grandmother hired to teach Stiles how not to screw this up.

“Princes don’t chew with their mouths open, Stiles.”

“Princes don’t shove an entire fistful of curly fries in their mouths, Stiles.”

“Princes don’t wear pink-and-green plaid shirts from Target, Stiles.”

“Princes don’t slouch.”

They don’t slump, either, or yawn or sneeze or cough in public, or fist-pump, or drive beat-up old blue Jeeps, or wear bright colors, or rock out to the radio, or do anything fun.

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#DateMeBuckyBarnes (Part 10)

Summary: When Hollywood’s heartthrob Bucky Barnes breaks up with his girlfriend, you jokingly tag him in a selfie on Instagram to express your desire to date him. What you don’t expect is a response from the man himself [Modern AU].

Word Count: 1,261

‘#DateMeBuckyBarnes’ Masterlist

A/N: Hope you guys like the update! 

Originally posted by winter-barnes

You stared at Bucky in fascination as he said those words to you, wondering how he could possibly ‘step up his game’ after this. He certainly pulled out all the stops for this so-called friend date, reserving the entire restaurant just so the both of you could admire the breathtaking rooftop view of the city over dinner alone. What more could he do to excel this grand gesture?

“You know,” you started, breaking your silence as Bucky’s gaze fixated on you, “I’m not sure how you’re gonna top this. I mean…any more grand gestures, this outing is gonna qualify as an actual date.”

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Q: What can we expect from the new series of Peaky Blinders?
Cillian: I can’t really tell you anything without giving the whole thing away. But you sort of see them rewind and go back to their roots, away from the material gain of the last season.

Q: There’s hype attached to your job – fame, adulation. You’re not a fan of that, are you?
CM: I hate that other side which has nothing to do with me and that won’t ever change, but attention is never really something I have to contend with. I’m left to my own devices for the most part.

Q: But it happens…
CM: Yeah, of course it does. And sometimes I get a good laugh out of it. I was in a chipper in Galway – keeping to myself, getting my cod and chips – and I could see this elderly lady looking at me. You just know when they’re going to come over, it’s the moment of bracing yourself. And on cue she says: ‘Are you Cillian Murphy?’ And I say: ‘Yes, I am.’ And she goes: ‘Your eyes – you know what? They’re not even that blue!’

Q: You moved back to Ireland recently. How has the transition been from London?
Really great. We’ve been back a while now and feel pretty settled… We thought, our kids are growing up, do we want them to be London teenagers or Irish teenagers? We both grew up Irish teenagers ourselves; there’s something very sacred about that and that was a big decision-maker for us.

Q: You started out as a musician back in the day, do you ever think you might revisit that?
CM: No, I have very limited talents as a musician and I haven’t got any better. I knew I was never going to be good enough to reach the heights I wanted. No, I’ll stick to the day job. Music is a hobby.

— Cillian Murphy in OK! Magazine

NATSU IS SCARED OF BEING ALONE: an unpopular opinion

okay okay hear me out;

early in the series it was a recurring gag where lucy comes home to her apartment but natsu and happy are already there.

i think that when natsu first pulled lucy to join the guild, he had an instinct that said, “okay this girl is mine she is family now”. and their bond just grew stronger from there.

natsu lost igneel when he was younger. igneel was his dad, his teacher and best friend. then he somehow recovers and meets lisanna, who becomes very close to him and raising happy with. but then she “died” and he’s back to being alone.

i believe that the reason natsu is always at lucy’s house is to keep an eye on her. he’s very protective of her and his number one priority is always her safety. lucy heartfilia is natsu dragneel’s, even if the girl has no idea. remember when lucy went back to her father to cut off ties with him? he was so terrified and determined to bring her back; happy commented that natsu kept crying more than him.

natsu may be close with the guild, he may treat gray as a rival, erza as an older sibling but lucy has a special place in his heart. also he seems to have lucy’s wellbeing placed before his own and everyone else.

bonus headcanon: natsu hoards a lot of things that catch his attention and lucy is his number one treasure.

The Pawns And The Kings

Part 1 Part 2Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8

Originally posted by bangtanbtsmut



Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Type: Smut

Plot:  The reader is kidnapped, left alone in utter darkness. Once the day of her auctioning comes, she’s given to the head of one of the worlds most powerful gangs, Jungkook. She was nothing but a gift to him. But her little soul turns out to have the power to turn the tides in the worlds angriest ocean. And it turns out, Jungkook isn’t the only man whom eyes have settled upon her.

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Not Yet // Mark Lee

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the prompt:MARK FLUFF ABOUT TRAVELING THE WORLD AND THEN YALL GO TO VANCOUVER AND HE GETS EXCITED BECAUSE HES GOING TO PROPOSE OML PLS IM REALLY DEVASTATED FROM WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY

words: 2377

category: fluff + older!mark (??)

author note: told you i’d write it tonight and even though it’s late I did write it! you’re probably sleeping rn but i hope you see this soon! anyway alex i hope this cheers you up and pls remember that tomorrow’s a brand new day. i know you can’t see it now, but things are looking up ^^

- destinee

Originally posted by nct-madness

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“It’s so nice here,” you said.

Mark stopped paddling and looked around in awe at the cherry blossoms around the two of you.

It was the summer after you had graduated college and NCT was given an extended break, so Mark wanted to spend it traveling the world with you. The two of you had decided to play a game in your travels, in which you both would take turns picking the place you would spend a week in.

This week, Mark had chosen to take you to Tokyo. Specifically to Inokashira Onshi Park, where the cherry blossom trees overlooked a large pond. There were boat rentals, where people could paddle along the pond and feel the scented breeze of the air.

Mark had a real reason behind taking you traveling, and that was to make the best proposal ever made. He wanted to ask you to marry him before his break was over, and he figured the best time to do it would be somewhere beautiful and memorable. Somewhere new and exciting, just like the thought of marriage.

He wanted to show you how much he loved you, and how much he wanted to be with you. For the rest of his life, there was no other person he wanted to spend his life with. There was a ring burning a hole into his pocket as he sat in the boat, watching you admire the petals that fell every now and again. This would be a great time to propose to you. Now, while there were blossom petals in your hair.

However, he couldn’t find it in himself to pull out the velvet box. For in a boat across from you two, a couple sat, having the same thoughts apparently. The man pulled out a box similar to the one in Mark’s pocket and proposed to the woman.

Mark quirked a smile when he saw you watching the couple. You squealed softly and looked at him, making sure he was watching as well. “Aren’t they cute?” you asked.

Mark nodded, but he felt a tad bit annoyed at the other couple. Now his proposal wouldn’t seem as nice. It wouldn’t be as original as it once was. So he kept the ring in his pocket and refused to propose to you.

Not yet.

-

“I told you Italy was a good idea!” you giggled, tossing the pizza dough into the air as Mark struggled to tie an apron around his waist.

Mark smiled, “I can’t believe our whole week in Italy is just so you can make your own pizza.”

“This is the home of pizza, Mark. We have to do this here or we’d be missing out.”

“I understand,” he said, finally getting a hold on his apron and coming to join you. The pizzaiolo, or pizza man, as you had dubbed him, handed Mark a ball of dough and explained the process of spinning dough to him.

Mark was thinking about sticking the ring in the crust of his pizza. Even if you thought it was cheesy, he could play that off well, saying the two of you were in a pizza shop so cheesiness was allowed.

Just as he was beginning to think it wasn’t such a bad idea, the pizza man spoke up, “It’s so nice to have a fun couple visit for once. Usually we get a bunch of lovers who like to put rings in the dough and stuff like that.”

You snorted, “That’s so lame.”

Mark rolled his eyes. Of course. Of all the lame things he did that you supported, you chose to laugh at this one. “Totally lame.”

You stared at Mark for a minute, and Mark knew he had been caught. Of course, after dating for four years, the two of you knew each other from the inside out. “You liked the idea of sticking a ring into pizza!”

Mark shrugged and turned away, acting indifferent. “I was just thinking that it’s not the worst idea on the planet.”

You patted Mark’s cheek condescendingly, getting flour on his smooth skin, and smiled. “You’re cute.”

“Shut up.” He batted your hand away in mock-annoyance. He wanted to propose to you quickly, but it seemed he would have to wait once again.

-

“Let’s get matching hats!” you said. “Then we can watch the fireworks.”

Mark had chosen Disney World in Florida, in the hopes of doing the classic and romantic proposal in front of Cinderella’s castle.

It was his best plan yet. He would wait until the firework show started. Then, while you were distracted, he would get down on one knee and hold up the ring. It would be perfect.

There were fifteen minutes until the fireworks started. To pass time, you and Mark were hanging out in a nearby gift shop to pick up souvenirs. You wanted to get the classic mouse ear hats. However, you couldn’t decide between Minnie, Donald Duck, and Chip. It actually could’ve been Dale, since Mark could never remember which one had the red nose and which one had the black nose. He had already chosen his hat: Winnie the Pooh.

You glared at the hat in his hands, “How is it so easy for you to have a favorite character?”

Mark shrugged. “I don’t know. You’re looking at all the classic characters. Why don’t you look at the princesses, or the ones from Toy Story?”

“Well the Ariel one it really cute…” you mentioned. “I’ll get the Ariel one.”

“Great. I’ll go buy them.” Mark said, accepting the hat you handed to him.

“I’m going to go check and see if the fireworks have started yet.”

Mark let you go before walking up to the counter. “I’ll take these two, please.”

As he was extracting bills from his wallet, you came back inside, your hair slightly damp. “Bad news. It’s raining so they aren’t doing fireworks tonight.”

“Really?” Mark frowned, “You can’t even hear the rain from inside.”

“It’s our last night,” you said, pouting slightly. “We should still stay until the park closes. What do you say we go watch a show or something?”

Mark smiled at you after paying for the hats. Although he really wanted to propose under the fireworks, he supposed he would have to wait, yet again, for another opportunity to present itself.

“That sounds great.” He placed the Ariel hat on top of your head. “It suits you.”

You giggled when he put the Pooh one on his own head, “We look like annoying tourists.”

“We are annoying tourists, babe,” he answered.

Throughout all of your fun and laughter, he still couldn’t help but want to pull out the ring right then and there. However, he had to remind himself to wait if he wanted it to be special.

-

“It’s beautiful,” you mentioned, leaning on Mark’s shoulder and looking out at the view.

The two of you were currently at the top of the Eiffel Tower, both lost in thought. There was only one week left before Mark had to return to SM for another comeback, and he knew he had to propose soon if he was going to do it at all.

He had chosen Paris, claiming that a couple in love should be in the City of Love at least once in their relationship. You agreed, of course, especially because you had always wanted to see the City of Lights at night. Now your dream was coming true, as you stared out over the railing. Windows flickered off and lamp posts flickered on as the night grew darker and colder. Mark thought proposing on top of the Eiffel Tower wouldn’t be such a bad idea at all.

“I can think of something more beautiful,” Mark said.

You elbowed him in the stomach, emitting a laugh from your awkward boyfriend, “What? I can’t say you’re beautiful?”

“Not in a cheesy way,” you answered, your cheeks heating up at his words.

He laughed. “Hey, Y/n, can I ask you something?”

You turned to him, a contented grin on your lips, “What is it?”

Mark reached into his pocket to find nothing. It was absolutely empty. He hastily checked all of his pockets before realizing it must be in the hotel, for the only thing in his pocket was his wallet and the hotel key.

“What are you looking for?” you asked him, amused at his panicked expression.

“What? Oh, I just thought I had lost the hotel keys. But here they are!” He held up his key awkwardly.

“So, what were you going to ask me?”

“I forgot.” Mark said. He threw his arm around your shoulder as the two of you walked towards the elevator. “Let’s get back to the hotel before it gets too cold. We need to pack for the airport before we go to sleep. By the way, are you ever going to tell me where we’re going next?”

“No,” you smirked. “It’s a surprise.”

“But it’s our last week before we have to go back to Seoul. Shouldn’t you at least give me a hint?” Mark would have to propose to you there, wherever you chose. Otherwise, he would have no time to even think about proposing as he practiced for the comeback.

“Your hint is that you’ll love it,” you said. “It’ll be the best week out of all of our weeks.”

“I doubt that.”

-

Mark doubted, but he doubted wrongly. As soon as the two of you were in the airport and you asked the woman for two tickets to Vancouver, Mark couldn’t stop the smile from forming on his face. “Y/n! You’re taking me to Vancouver?!”

“Yeah! Surprise!” You grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the line so other people could buy their tickets. “We can spend a week there. I’ve already talked with your family. We’re having dinner with them tonight.”

You knew Mark’s family from the few times they had visited him. However, you had never had the opportunity to go to his hometown and visit them, since Mark was always so busy. It wasn’t a surprise that you snatched the opportunity up as soon as you saw it.

Mark had thought about going to Vancouver, sure. However, he was afraid it would be too selfish of him to ask for a whole week there. He should’ve known that you knew him too well, and therefore thought ahead. You knew he wouldn’t ask about it, so you took it upon yourself to just go without consulting him.

The result was a very happy Mark.

-

Mark’s older brother was the first to the door, grabbing Mark by the shoulders and pulling him in for a hug. Mark’s parents weren’t far behind, and he suddenly found himself being pulled into a group hug, courtesy of the Lee family.

He reached out, grabbed you, and pulled you into the hug as well. “If I suffer, so do you.”

“I’ve just set dinner out on the table!” Mrs. Lee said after finally letting go of her son. “Let’s go eat before it gets cold and then Mark can show Y/n around the place.”

Everyone agreed and you let Mark pull you into the kitchen to eat, as you were both starved from the long flight.

“So, how has the traveling been going?” Mr. Lee asked you. “Has being with Mark twenty-four-seven completely annoyed you yet?”

“Dad…” Mark whined. “I’m trying to keep her, not scare her off.”

You laughed, “We’ve been dating for four years, Mark. If I had a problem with your annoying self I would’ve left you a long time ago.”

“Hey!” Mark protested as you gave his dad a high five across the table. “Don’t high five my dad!”

You only laughed as his family continued to taunt him.

-

“You’re family is so fun,” you told Mark. “I love them.”

“I love them too,” Mark smiled as the two of you walked towards the lake near his house. “I wish you all wouldn’t gang up on me, though.”

“It’s fun!” you said.

“That’s not an excuse,” Mark replied, acting offended.

The two of you walked towards the end of the dock and sat down, your feet hanging over the edge. It was dark out, so the only light came from the moon as it reflected off the lake. Mark took your hand in his as the two of you watched the stillness of the water. “In all honestly, though, I’m really glad my family likes you.”

“Of course they like me,” you joked, “I’m wonderful.”

Mark snorted and spoke sarcastically. “You’re hilarious.”

He suddenly knew this was the moment to go for it. There was no place more special to him than his home. Not Japan, or Italy, or France. Just his happy little home nestled in the heart of Vancouver, Canada. This is where he wanted to propose to you. This is where he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. In this moment, while the two of you were comfortably joking around with each other. “Y/n?”

“What?” You yawned, leaning into his side and resting your head on top of his shoulder.

“Will you marry me?”

You pushed yourself off of him quickly, and examined his face. “Are you serious?”

“Well, yeah. I mean this isn’t how I originally planned to propose and the ring is tucked away in the abyss of my suitcase, but I really want to marry you. I want you to be with me even though I have this job that doesn’t allow us a lot of time together. I want you to always be with me. So, will you marry me?”

Even in the moonlight, Mark was able to capture the dark hue of pink that appeared on your cheeks. “Of course I’ll marry you, Mark.”

“Great,” he mumbled before leaning in to kiss you. As your lips met, a sudden crash of thunder appeared and the two of you parted, jumping at the noise.

You looked up just as it began to rain. “Should we go in?”

Mark looked at your wonder-filled expression, taking in the soft pellets of rain as they fell and bounced off of your cheeks. He smiled to himself, “Not yet.”

~the end~

After Hours - Milkshake

Hello again! Okay so this one is a bit (lot) different. The ones I’ve written before are set at Beacon but this was an idea I had to do something with. It’s a future fic and White Rose. It took me a long time to finish it cause I’ve been dealing with some writer’s block, but I hope you like it regardless. 

Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read it and I hope you like it. I’m happy to add more fics set in future settings or more at Beacon - maybe even some set before Beacon. Let me know what you think <3


It was a rustling that woke her. It was the continued rustling that prevented her from falling back asleep.

Slowly, Weiss was pulled from her slumber and could suddenly feel the chilly air where her arms were uncovered and hear the hum of the noise machine in the distance. There was no movement around her, no more rustling and for a moment, she was nearly consumed by the softness of the pillows and warmth of her blankets.

However, just as she was about to slip away again, there was a toss and a turn next to her and Weiss opened one eye into the darkness of their bedroom.

It was late, no doubt in the middle of the night by how tired she still felt. Only when she heard a heavy sigh next to her, did Weiss know she was being not-so-subtly summoned by her bed partner.

Rolling over, she watched Ruby roll onto her back and kick her feet under the blankets with frustration.

“Ruby?” Weiss called out, her voice thick and scratchy. When she tried to clear it, nothing changed. “S’wrong?”

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how could i forget madara

inspired by ch. 13 of Under the Rabbit’s Moon by @vesperlionheart

Just Friends (Part 1)

AN: Best friends, you and Tae were once inseparable. Tae’s fame made it difficult for you guys to always see eachother, but now you’re interning at BigHit and Tae can’t see you as his little punk anymore.

- 3,000 words. 


Originally posted by nessabts


“Y/N where’s my shirt?!” Tae screamed like a kid, pouting his full lips at you.

You were thus interrupted from working out his schedule and being comfortable sat on the couch with a mug of tea.

“Just because I work for you now asshole doesn’t mean you can boss me around like that!’ You yell back at his face, annoyed your best friend enjoys making fun of your new status.

Tae, being Tae, couldn’t control his annoyed expression. He burst out laughing.

He plummeted himself down on the couch next to you.

“Aish, it’s so easy to ruffle your feathers now Y/N. What happened?” He grinned at you.

“You only see my once every year, I grew up. I’m 20 now, Tae.” You said, offended Tae thought you had drastically changed. You spoke with him once a week before starting to work for BigHit, but those were one hour conversations at most where Tae couldn’t really pick up on you growing up.

You were 15 when Tae and you last saw each other everyday before he moved to Seoul to start life as a trainee. It surprised you how you had managed to stay in contact, but the contact was on the phone or webcam, with yearly visits for a week or two.

“Awwwwwh, my Y/N grew up. Do you remember when you use to pad your bra?” Tae said, cracking up again. Okay, it was true. You had a phase where you wanted to copy the ‘sexy’ girl of the class and also develop boobs. The problem was you were 12 and flat as a pancake.

“Hey!” You slapped his arm playfully, unable to stop a smile coming out of you.

“Everyone was doing it, don’t act like you didn’t notice. They looked good too..” You tried to defend yourself, but you knew you were in the wrong.

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One Shake-Reggie Mantle

Riverdale Imagine:#1

Prompt: “You gotta stop doing that.” “What?” “Saying things that make me wanna kiss you.”

Word Count: 2,391

Warnings: None that I can think of?

Summary: After years of asking, Y/N finally agrees to a date with Reggie. 

A/n: Surprise!!!! I know I said I wouldn’t be posting any Riverdale Imagines aside from the ABCs I thought about it a lot and decided why not? I am so excited to share this with you at the end of my blogaversary celebration. This also marks the start of me taking riverdale requests! So you can now request for them as well. I would also like to note that I really am rather distressed about the recast, like I understand it but that doesn’t keep my heart from breaking

Tagging my BFF and lover of Reggie Mantle @imissyoualittlemoreeveryday  as well as my new friend @mantleismagnificent

Originally posted by veronicsalodge

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Lone Wolf PT.1

Characters: You and Taehyung (V)

Word Count: 3275

Genre: Smut

“Guys, look, there he is.”

“Who?” You asked as you looked up and saw nothing but a giant crowd of people walking to and from their class.

“Right there! In the denim jacket by our homeroom. Tae! You know, the guy who I told you about a few months ago.. Oh, come on! I swear, you guys never listen to me! There he is!”

“A few months ago? Who would remember that? We can’t even remember what we just learned in math class 5 minutes ago”

“Speak for yourself! I’m ready for the test on friday” You replied laughing.

“You know what she means Y/N! Oh crap, he’s walking towards us! Pretend that I didn’t say anything!”

Tae continued to walk on by without even giving you girls a glance. Once he passed by, your friend continued.

“Oh god. That was a close one. Anyways, I heard he beat up some kid last Friday night after the football game”

You couldn’t help but laugh as you walked with your friends.

“What? Who did he beat up? I doubt he’d be here if he really did that” You replied. 

“Yeah, right. He always gets away with stuff”

“Must be nice.”

“Oh yeah, maybe you should ask him to share some tips with you. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind”

“I’m not going to go up to him! He’d probably ignore me anyways.”

You continued to laugh as you listened to your friends arguing with each other.

“Alright guys, i have to get to class before the bell rings. I’ll talk to you guys later, okay?”

“Aww Y/N! It wouldn’t kill you to be a few minutes late”

“I bet she just wants to see Jin”

“Trust me, it will kill me! Believe it or not but Mrs. Turner won’t accept late papers anymore. She say’s it’s her way of preparing us for college since we’re all going to be graduating and facing the real world soon. And you guys! I keep telling you that I don’t like him!”

Your friends winked at you.

“Alright little miss perfect! We’ll see you later then. Have fun with Jin!”

You shooed them away as fast as you could and walked in. Once you got in class, you sat down to grab your paper out of your bag. Before you turned it in though, you took a glance at your phone.

You saw that you had 3 unread text messages and so you swiped your phone open.

* Y/N *

* Meet me in the boys locker room in 10 minutes * 

* Don’t worry, everyone is in the auditorium for a meeting with the principal. They won’t be back for a while. ;) *

Class had not even started yet and already you were being asked to leave. You put your phone down and turned to see if Jin was in class. His seat was empty. 

You picked up your phone again.

*And if I say no? * You replied.

* Then I’ll have to punish you later *

You scoffed as you read the reply but you began to plot your way out of class. You grabbed your paper and all of your belongings and went to your teacher’s desk. 

“Hello Mrs. Turner”

“Oh Y/N! As expected from you, you’re right on time! Please put your paper in this pile along with the others”

You did as you were told but continued to stand by her desk.

“Mrs. Turner?”

“What is it Y/N?”

“I’m not feeling to great. May I be excused from class today? To be honest, with all of these finals and projects coming up, I’m feeling a little unwell. Would it be okay if I stopped by the nurse’s office?”

A look of concern grew on your teacher’s face.

“Oh yes, Y/N! I understand! Let me write you a hall pass! Come back when you feel better, okay? And don’t worry, I won’t mark my best student absent”

You took the pass after she finished signing it.

“Thank you Mrs. Turner”

You let out a sigh of relief once you were out the door.

“Wow. That was waaay easier than I thought” You whispered to yourself. You took your phone out of your pocket.

*On my way now*

The west gym wasn’t too far away. With your pass hanging out, none of the school security guards bothered to stop you. Once the coast was clear, you almost ran your way to the boy’s locker room. 

You stood outside the entrance and looked at the locked door. You took your phone out again.

*I’m here, but how do I get in?*

Before you knew it, the door popped open.

“Y/N! Hurry up and get in before someone sees”

You made your way in.

“Thank god I finally made it here…” You said as you began to drop your heavy bag on the floor.

Once you heard the thud from your bag, you felt a pair of strong arms wrap from behind you and around your waist.

“Tae, why did it have to be the boy’s locker room?” You asked.

Tae laughed as he hugged you tighter from behind.

“Is this not romantic enough for you?”

You turned to face him and wrapped your arms around his neck

“I’m swooning at the thought of all the stinky clothes and socks that get thrown around here.”

He smiled.

“Fine, let’s head to the coach’s office then.”

Concern grew on your face.

“What?! Tae, that sounds like a horrible idea! What if he walks in?”

“Trust me, no one is going to walk in. They’re all at that stupid assembly, remember? Come on Y/N, we won’t get caught. I promise.”

Tae held your hand and lead the way to the office.

“If we’re lucky, the door will be unlocked”

He turned it and to your surprise, the door swung open.

“Oh wow, it’s actually really nice in here” You said as you looked around.

Tae let go of your hand and took a seat on the chair behind the desk. You couldn’t help but see a mischievous smile grow on his face.

“Now Y/N, I heard that you’ve been a pretty bad student… What is this I hear about you lying to your teacher and skipping class?”

You rolled your eyes at him.

“You’re the worst, you know that?”

“I can’t hear you Y/N, why don’t you come a little bit closer?”

He was egging you on and you knew it. By now you were all too familiar with his games but you loved to play.

You slowly made your way over to him on the other side of the desk.

“Do you know what they’re saying about you?” You asked.

He gave you a sly smile.

“People sure do like to talk, don’t they? What are they saying now?”

You motioned for him to back the chair away to make room for you. Once the chair was pushed away, you continued.

“That you beat up some student last Friday night.” You said as you sat on the desk in front of him.

Tae smirked and got out of the seat and walked towards you.

“Now you know that’s not true.”

He leaned in closer to you.

“I was with you all Friday night, remember?”

The image of him slowly thrusting into to you as you moaned his name late that night began to cloud your mind.

He noticed you shiver as he ran his hands along your rib cage. He could tell that you wanted him to touch you more.

“Thinking about us again? He asked biting his bottom lip..

You nodded.

Tae placed his thumb on your lips and traced it slowly.

“How did I get so lucky? You’re so naughty Y/N.”

He leaned in to give you a kiss but you felt hungry for so much more. From your lips, he slowly made his way down to your neck. As always, he was never one to disappoint..

“Get up and turn around”

You did as you were told and got up quickly to turn around. You were more than ready to feel him inside of you again and so you began to rush getting your pants off. First you kicked off your shoes but then you were stopped..

“Woah Y/N, slow down.”

He took a seat in the chair again and waited.

Were you reading him wrong? Now he wanted to be teased? Well, if that was how he was going to play…

You undid your button and zipper and began to slowly shimmy your way out of your skinny jeans. Inch by inch, you began to reveal your lacy black underwear to him.

Tae watched in amazement. Who knew you were wearing that underneath? He couldn’t help but imagine what your bra looked like too.

“Take it all off or they’ll be in the way.” He said.

“Not yet” You teased.

You kicked your jeans off and bent over the desk a little bit so he could have a small view of what was in store for him..

Tae grinned and raised his hands to run along your hips and then around your lightly clothed butt.

You got up from the desk to turn around and moved his hands away..

“Like I said, not yet.” You replied facing him.

Tae continued to watch as you pulled your shirt up to  reveal to him the matching black lace bra you had on. At this point, Tae couldn’t ignore the growing problem in his pants anymore and you knew.

“Open your legs”

You smiled and replied.

“No”

He raised an eyebrow as if to challenge you.

“No? Are you sure that’s your answer?”

You moved your arms over to undo your bra hook and nodded. As soon as your bra fell to the ground, you moved on to removing your underwear. Once they were off, you stood in front of him completely naked. For a split moment, you felt like it was your first time again. Your cheeks began to flush a pretty pink but looking at him, you knew it was over for him because not once did he ever take his eyes off of you.

“You’re so beautiful Y/N”

In that moment, he could only see you and you wanted to be who it was that he saw.

As he continued to watch, you ran a hand over your exposed breasts and pinched your nipples. You let out a small moan and then your other hand traveled down to your burning core and you began to rub slow circles while you called out his name.

Tae bit his bottom lip again and you couldn’t keep up your light teasing anymore.

“Come play with me” You begged as you turned to lean over the desk again..this time slowly opening your legs to reveal your wet core to him..

He came up behind you and brought his fingers to you. As he pushed his fingers through your curls, you began to lightly moan from his touch. Once he found your clit, you hissed in a breath as he touched your sensitive button.

“That’s it, isn’t it?”

You began to moan and squirm as he increased his pressure on you.

“Do you want to come for me?

“Yess” You replied

He trailed his fingers slowly down your wet opening.

“What did you say?”

“Yes Tae, yes” You replied breathlessly as you were still bent over the desk and vulnerable to his touch.

You were becoming a mess and Tae wanted nothing more than to push his hard cock into you but he wasn’t going to give you that satisfaction yet after you teased him..

He moved his hand away and you whimpered from the lost contact.

You began to whine and turned your head to look at him .

“Why did you stop?”

“I have to punish you”

“What? Why?”

Before you knew it, you felt his hand spank your ass without any warning.

*smack*

You let out a small whimper and then called out his name.

“Tae!”

“You think I’m going to let you get away with teasing me?” He asked as he slowly rubbed where he just just spanked you.

*smack*

You anticipated for him to do it again but to your surprise he didn’t.  Instead, he pushed one finger and then two inside you.. You lightly moaned and then began moving your hips against him. Right when you were getting close, he pulled his fingers out again.

*smack*

Another whimper.

“Do you like getting spanked?” He asked as he rubbed the pink marks on your skin.

“Yes”

*smack*

He pushed his fingers back in again and did the same thing. Once he felt you coming close, he pulled his fingers out and then spanked your ass again.

You couldn’t help it anymore.

“Please Tae, please let me come” You begged him.

Finally taking your plea, he inserted his fingers into you again. You began to move wildly as he continued thrusting his fingers deeper into you. With his free hand, he moved it back to your clit. He began to rub slow circles around and when he could sense that you were close, he picked up the pace again.

“Come for me Y/N”

You felt yourself bursting into a million pieces at his command. Soon he was trying to soothe your moans by kissing you all over your back.. But now it was your turn again to get back at him.

As you gathered yourself together, you got up from the desk and turned around to help remove his clothes.

“You’re so mean Tae” You whined as began to pull his pants down. He just grinned and pulled his shirt off.

Once he was completely naked, you pushed him to sit back on the chair and climbed on top of him. Just the slightest touch of his cock rubbing up against you was driving you mad but you wanted to see him lose his control and whimper just like you.

“Do you trust me?” You asked him as you peppered his lips with small kisses.

He seemed suspicious but nodded.

You spread your legs and begin to run his cock with one hand in between your folds. You moved back and forth, back and forth but never let him penetrate you and only letting him rub against your lips..

For a while, your sweet torment continues and then he finally gets it.

His breathing is getting heavy and calls your name

“Y/N..”

It’s close to where you want him to be but it wasn’t quite the state you wanted him to be in yet. You kiss him to silence him and then you slide down just a little bit so only his tip is inside you. When you feel him try to inch in some more, you remove yourself up and begin to rub his throbbing cock with your wet lips again. Moving back and forth, back and forth.

“Do you want to be inside me?” You ask as you lower yourself onto his tip again.

Tae lets out a small moan and you smile at your tiny accomplishment. Inch by inch, you finally let him thrust fully into you. His rhythm is slow as first but then picks up. He gently grabs your face and kisses you as he pulls out and then thrusts back in again. When you two stop kissing you lean in to muffle your moans in his shoulders as he grabs your hips and thrusts harder.

When he’s close, he calls your name and you tighten yourself around him and hold onto him like you’re afraid to let go.


Once you got your clothes back on, he came up to you and kissed you tenderly on your lips. 

“Did I hurt you?” He asked as he hugged you.

You smiled and shook your head. For someone who gave off such a tough demeanor, he was actually quite sweet and caring.

“No. I enjoyed it a lot.”

He kissed you again.

“You just keep surprising me Y/N.”

“Is that bad?”

“No, I like that about you.”

“Can we meet up again after school? Maybe go get something to eat or drink?” He asked.

You shook your head no.

“Sorry, not today. I have a leadership meeting after school today.”

He leaned his forehead against yours.

“When can I be with you again then?” He asked.

Looking into his eyes, you felt weak.

“Maybe tomorrow night? I’ll have to text you when I’m free through”

He smiled and traced your lips again with his.

“Okay Y/N. Let me know, okay? I’ll be waiting”

As a promise, you gave him one last kiss.

“Now, let’s go before we really do get caught. I feel like we’ve been here too long. Also, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to look coach in the eye again after what we did to his office…”

He laughed and you led the way out.


“Oh, my bag! I think I forgot it inside.” You said once you got outside. 

“I have it here Y/N” Tae said.

You turned and saw him carrying your pink bag and couldn’t help but smile.

“Do you know that you make everything look good?” You asked.

He shook his head.

“Please don’t say that”

He took your backpack off and handed it to you.

“You really do! And thank you”

“Y/N!”

You stopped dead in your track and turned to see Jin running up to you.

“Y/N!” He called again.

You turned to Tae.

“If he asks, say that you helped me get back from the nurse’s office”

He nodded.

Jin ran up and gave you an unexpected hug.

“Y/N, I’ve been trying to find you.”

You looked at Tae and he turned away.

“Once I heard you felt sick, I waited for you to return to class. When you didn’t, I texted you and you didn’t answer”

Jin turned and saw Tae next to you.

“Do you need something?” He asked.

“No, I was just leaving”

Tae walked away without looking at you. You felt horrible watching him leave.

“Why were you with him Y/N?” Jin asked.

“He was helping me”

“Helping you?”

“Yeah, I felt a little weak and dropped my bag. He happened to be nearby and picked it up for me”

You hoped your lie work.

“Watch out for him Y/N. I’m surprised he didn’t steal anything” Jin replied.

You couldn’t believe the words coming out of his mouth.

“He didn’t steal anything. I’m fine Jin. Now if you don’t mind, I’m late to my next class”

You began to make your way to class but Jin followed.

“I’ll walk you there Y/N”

“Really, Jin, I’m fine.”

It looked as if Jin wanted to say something else but he gave up.

“Alright Y/N. I’ll see you at the meeting later today then”

You walked away furious. How could he had said something like that about Tae? You grabbed your phone and messaged him.

*Tae*

*Y/N, what’s wrong?*

You felt a sigh of relief.

*I didn’t think you would talk to me again. I’m sorry about what happened…* 

*Why would I stop talking to you? It’s fine Y/N*

You stared at your screen and thought about what you should write.

*I miss you*

You didn’t know what else to say but you did miss him and wanted him to know.

*I miss you too Y/N*

*Forget what I said about the meeting today. I’d rather spend it with you*

*You don’t have to do that Y/N*

*Please?*

*I’ll see you after class then, Y/N”


A/N: So that was the end of pt.1! i always say i’ll post soon, butttttttttttttttt things always get in the way and i forget or get too busy (Tear Tear). Hopefully you enjoyed this? I’m really liking the idea of V as mysterious/outcast type of guy? or maybe i’m just watching too much riverdale? i dunno!

A Flower Petal

Parring: Newt Scamander X Reader

Word: 1747

Warnings: None

Summary: Soulmate Au, where you have a flower on your neck that grows with you, and blooms when you talk with your soulmate for the first time

A/N: ahhhh, i love Newt so much! And i love Soulmate aus almost as much!

Originally posted by newtafidoscamander


“Have a nice day! “you said, and waved to the couple who left the shop, before you turned to the next costumer. It was a boy, maybe a few years younger than you.

“hello” you said, and he smiled, as he handed you the flowers. “is it a gift? “

He nodded, and you started packing the sunflowers before he paid for the them.

“have a nice day! “you said, and he wished you one too. As he turned around to leave, you could see a small sunflower on the back of his neck. A small smile found its way to your lips, the flowers were sure a gift to his soulmate, something you often saw.

Everyone had a small flower on the back of their neck. It wasn’t there when you were born, but it slowly grew along with you, and bloomed the moment you spoke the first words to your soulmate.

Yourself had a long bud, with a few leaves on the stem. And you treasured it, you could spend hours looking at it.

The door opened, and you looked up to meet the face of a young woman with a pink coat and blonde curls.

“Y/N! “she said, and rushed over to you. She always smiled, but this smile wasn’t normal, there was something special about it.

“Hello Queenie” you said with a smile. “Let me guess, pink roses? “

“no! no, no, no” she said with a small laugh. “red! Do you have any? Red roses? “

“of course” you answered with a smile, and found some while continuing. “So, why the change of colour? Don’t tell me your… “

She nodded before you could finish the sentences. Your smile grew, and the other witch chuckled slightly.

“congratulations! “you said, and packed the flowers.

“his name is Jacob! “she said. “he’s a no-maj, and right now he’s staying with me and Tina together wi… “

“a no-maj?! “you asked shocked. “Queenie! “

“I know! “she said. “I know, you don’t have to tell me, Tina already did. We’ll figure it out, don’t worry. But I actually thought… maybe you would come over for dinner tonight? And meet him? “

“oh, Queenie I would love to! “you said with a smile, and Queenie clapped a bit. You had been friends with the Goldstein sisters for years. You lived a few streets away, but you were often at their place and eat. Queenie had more than one time suggested you moved in with them.

 

“Hello? “you asked, as you opened the door. You didn’t get to take a single step in, before your friend walked out to you.

“I’m so glad you’re here, Y/N!” Tina said. “Queenie doesn’t talk about anything else than Jacob! “

Tina had never been fond of the ideas of soulmates, maybe because she didn’t have one. Not everyone did, in fact it was just as normal not to have one as to have one. Some people liked not to have one, because they felt more free to fall in love with whoever they wanted. Tina had always said she was too busy for love, but you had always suspected she was hurt because of her bare neck.

well, I’m here now” you said with a smile, as took your hat, and coat off. Tina smiled, and lead you into the apartment. Queenie stood in the kitchen, waving her wand. At the table sat a brown-haired guy and watched her in awe, you smiled when you saw his red tie matched the roses on the table.

“Y/N! “Queenie said when she saw you, and smiled. “This is Jacob, my soulmate”

You walked over to Jacob, and took his hand.

“I’m Y/N” you said with a smile, and he returned it nervous.

“Jacob, but Queenie already told you that” he said, and shrugged a bit on one of his shoulders.

“Yes, she talked of nothing else earlier this day” you said with a smile, and a look at Queenie, who only smiled.

“You’ll be the same way when you meet yours! “she said, and took Jacob’s hand. He looked at her, and the eye-contact they shared in that moment made you smile. Queenie was such a sweet girl, and Jacob seemed like just the right guy for her. Their eyes showed nothing but love, before Tina spoke.

“food’s ready! “she said, and the two soulmates looked away from each other. You and Jacob sat down, Queenie began placing food on the table, and Tina disappeared.

“Mr. Scamander? “you could hear her behind the door. “The food is served”

You looked questionable at Queenie.

“He’s Jacob’s friend” she said while sitting down beside Jacob. “a British wizard! “

You nodded, and then looked at the door where Tina came in, and sat down. Beside her came a man around your age. He had curled hair, freckles, and wore a shy smile. He sat down opposite you, and you got eye-contact with him.

“Newt, this is Y/N” Queenie said. “Y/N, Newt”

“hello” he said. His voice was a bit quiet, and you got the impression that he was quite a shy guy. You wondered why he had never caught your eye before, but then remembered that Queenie had said he was British.

“It’s nice to meet you” you said with a smile.

“likewise” he said.

“So, when’s the wedding? “Tina asked with a look at Queenie, who looked quite shocked.

“well, we haven’t really talked about a wedding… “she said.

“Yes, we only meet earlier this day… “Jacob said.

“Why wait? “Newt asked. “I mean, when you meet your soulmate you already know it’s going to be them, so why wait? “

“do you have a soulmate? “you couldn’t help asking, but then blushed slightly. Soulmates were private, and not everyone wanted to share if they had one. “I apologize, that was quite rude of me”

“no, not at all! it’s in humans’ nature to be curious” he said with a smile. “To answer your question, yes I do. However, I haven’t found her yet”

“I’m sure she’ll come around” you answered, and he chuckled slightly as an answer.

 

You all ate dinner, and later you said goodbye to them all, before heading home. as you undressed yourself before heading to bed, something caught your eye in the mirror, and you moved your hair from your neck.

On the back of your neck was a small, simple Phlox. Your flower, it had bloomed. And that meant… that meant you had spoken to your soulmate!

So many people came into the little flower shop each day, you couldn’t possible figure it out, and you hadn’t checked it all day. But Tina would have been able to see it when you came to the apartment, and even though she didn’t like the idea about soulmates, she would have told you. That meant you had meet your soulmate after that. But you had barely meet anyone since then! Jacob were Queenie’s soulmate, and the only other person you had meet was…

 

“Y/N!” Tina said surprised when she saw you. You stood outside the door, the next morning. The sun barely showed, but you couldn’t hold yourself back any longer. You had to talk to him again! Had to know if his… if his flower had bloomed.

"Hello Tina” you said with a smile. “Is… I mean… can I come in? “

She nodded, still surprised, and took a step away. You stepped inside, quickly taking your hat and coat off, before heading into the apartment.

“Good morning” Jacob said a bit surprised. He sat at the table with some breakfast in front of him, a newspaper in his hands.

“Good morning” you said. “Do you happen to know where-where Newt is? “

“In his case” Jacob answered, and chuckled when he saw your look. “follow me”

He led you into a small room, where a case stood open on the floor. You pointed surprised at it, and Jacob nodded, gesturing for you to go down. You looked at the case again, not quite believing it, but taking a step down in it, suddenly finding yourself on a ladder, on the way down to another room.

“Amazing… “you said, looking up from the case, watching Jacob smile at you, before leaving. You looked around, and saw a blue coat by a door. You smiled, and opened the door to step outside.

It was as if you had stepped into another world. It was truly amazing. All around you were different kind of animals, all magical, all fantastic.

Then your eyes fell on a man a bit away. He sat down with his back turned to you, obviously holding something.

You were about to call his name, but decided against it, and walked towards him. He turned around when he heard you, and smiled while standing up.

“Hello” he said with a smile.

“it’s amazing” you said, and looked around in the new world that had been discovered for you.

“thank you” he said with a shy smile. “I take care of different kind of creatures down here, mostly hurt ones”

“fantastic” you said, and turned around to look, before reminding yourself that you had something to talk to him about. “I, uh… I actually came to ask you about something… “

You couldn’t meet his eyes, but stared at the ground. You could feel the heat rise to your cheek, and cursed yourself for being so shy.

“…your soulmate tattoo… “you continued, your cheeks getting more and more red for each word.

"I thought it was Tina at first” Newt said, and you quickly looked up. His eyes rested on the ground, his cheeks slightly red, as he scratched his neck. “But then I realised she didn’t have one, and… well… “

He looked up, and you got completely thrown back by his beautiful blue eyes.

“So… “you said, a bit ashamed of how you acted like a teen girl with a crush, he was your soulmate!

“Do you like animals? “he blurted out, and looked a bit surprised and ashamed of what he had said. You chuckled slightly as he continued: “I mean… “

“yes” you answered, and he looked up at you.

“really?! “he asked, a goofy smile playing on his lips. “I mean… have you ever meet a Niffler? “

“no” you answered with a laugh. He chuckled, before holding his hand out. You took it, and he lead you away.

Knight Of The Party - Jughead Jones

thecoffeestudyblr said:

Hi friend i was hoping i could have a Jughead x Reader request when Betty throws a party for Juggie & the Reader and Juggie are together and she’s also an introvert and rlly shy and anxious and she is Archie’s little sister and him and Juggie are rlly overprotective of her especially at the party. Maybe like Chuck would make fun of her and push her around during the “birthday talk” and Juggie would throw a punch at him and stand up for her and make sure she’s okay? lots of fluff + angst?

Originally posted by riverrdxle

Kinda changed it up. Hope you don’t mind it, friend!

Parties were not your forte. You were never as social as your peers and found it hard to be around the constant chit-chat. Everyone knew that your introvert personality held you back from attending parties, so invitations were never extended to you. So when Betty Cooper came up to you and asked if you wanted to go to Jughead Jones’ birthday party, you were taken aback. You had always held an interest in the raven haired boy, talked to him every now and again. He seemed to understand you in a way no one else at Riverdale High didn’t. He didn’t pester you when you didn’t speak up, he simply would shoot a smile your way. Would attending this birthday party be going too far though?

“Uh, I mean,” but words started to tumble out of your mouth, “yeah sure. I’ll go.” Betty gave you a bright smile.

“Your brother said you might not want to come, but I thought it was best to ask,” Betty said, “just in case you wanted to after all.” You nodded sweetly at your brothers friend, wondering why Archie had the idea to throw it at your house. Sure your Dad was out of town, but a party? Now? You grew anxious at the thought.

“Really Archie? A party now of all days?” You asked your brother when you got home. Archie was already setting up, even before Betty arrived.

“It’s for Jughead, Y/N.” You rolled your eyes.

“There’s no way Jughead is going to like this,” you said and Archie turned around to face you. “You know he hates parties, maybe even more than me.” Archie signed as he listened. You knew that he knew you were right, but he had promised Betty to host the party. As if on cue, the perky blonde burst through the door.

“Hello Andrews,” her voice voice rang through your ears. “This looks great so far Arch! Good job!” You rolled your eyes once more and walked towards the stairs.

“Hey, Y/N!” You turned your head to face your brother. “We might need your help.” You shook your head and Betty gave you a confused look.

“Jughead wouldn’t want this party,” you said strongly and you walked upstairs to your bedroom. You shut the down behind you, wondering if you should text Jughead in warning. You thought better of it through, it would just be best to stay away from the party in general. You had known Jughead since the day Archie brought him home in 2nd grade. You were in 1st grade at the time, but unlike your rough older brother, Jughead was kind enough to let you play alongside them. So when Jughead came to live with your small family, you weren’t left out. It was really nice having him around, since both of you were known introverts it was easy to be around him. He understood you in a way that your family just didn’t. Now you just hoped your brother hadn’t ruined it by throwing Jughead and surprise birthday party.

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Ashton Irwin - Are you ready now? Pt 1.

Word count: 2,585

smut/fluff

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“You’ve never done it before?” I said in blissful shock.

“You say it like you’re surprised, Y/N.” He took another sip of his tea.

I sat above him on the stairs in complete silence. My best friend has never had sex in his whole life. How come I’m only just hearing about this? He looks like the type of guy who would have any girl melt at his fingertip.

“I dunno, I guess I wasn’t ready for something serious like that.” His long fingers combed through his curls.

I couldn’t help but look away when he did this. It made my heart skip a beat. I shouldn’t be looking at my best friend that way. Ashton looked up to me for a response. My fingers played with the red lip stain on the white tea cup, poking at it and occasionally smearing it.

“Your first was with that arse, Calum, wasn’t it?” I could see fire in his eyes.

I didn’t want to talk about him.

“I can’t believe you actually loved that prick.” He rolled his eyes.

“I had my reasons, Ashton.”

He made a sound of disgust, “What was he good in bed?”

I’d had enough. I stood from my seated position leaving my tea and Ashton behind on the stairs and marched to my bedroom, slamming the door behind me. How dare he. He wouldn’t know how it feels to be in love, obviously. He’s never been with anyone like I have. I felt tears streaming down my face and wished Ashton had never came over today. I found comfort in my bed sheets.

Where had I even gone wrong with Calum? It was like one minute he was there and the next he was telling me goodbye and leaving for the states, taking everything but me with him. Ashton was there for me but he didn’t get it. He hated Calum ever since we started dating. They used to be friends until we got together. Ash said he knew Calum would always break my heart, it was just who he was.

-Flashback-

I knew I wanted to give myself to Calum the night he brought me back to his flat from the pub. I’d gotten into a pretty bad brawl with another girl for getting too close to Cal for my comfort. When he told her to back off for the third time I pulled her off the bar stool onto the floor and started hitting her. Calum later said it was the sexiest thing I’ve ever done, sticking up for him like that.

“You look hot in my shorts.” Calum growled, jumping into the bed, his hair still wet after the shower.

I giggled as he grabbed his game controller and began to furiously play a game of FIFA. I brought my bottom lip between my teeth and fiddled with the string on the over sized shorts adorning my smaller waist.

“Hey, Cal?” He hummed over still concentrating on the screen.

I crawled over, pressing pause on the controller. My legs straddled either side of his waist and he grabbed hold of my arse, the game controller falling to the carpet.

“I wanna try something.”

He raised an eyebrow and his eyes grew wide when he knew what I meant, his lips forming an ‘o’.

“Are you sure, baby?” He whispered.

I nodded, “I want you.”

-End of flashback-

A knock on the door brought me out of my deep thoughts of Ashton and Calum. I didn’t turn to see Ash walk in the room. My bed tilted but I refused to meet the gaze I knew was focused upon me. He touched my hand.

“I’m sorry.” I looked at him, his head down now.

“You don’t know what that feels like, Ash.” I felt a lump in my throat just thinking about it.

I needed to feel loved again. I needed that connection. Ashton was my best friend but sometimes it felt like I wanted him to be more. I didn’t know if he felt a mere portion of what I did.

“Are you ready now?” The words fell from my mouth before I could think about what I was asking of him.

He just stared at me his mouth slightly agape. Ashton was an open book, but right now I couldn’t read him. His pupils were dilating. My heart was pounding against my chest as I waited for an answer. I squeezed his hand.

“Ash-”

Ashton forced his mouth onto my own, his hand flying up to catch my face. My hands found themselves tangled with his mop of curls. He smelled like rich peppermint and my favorite cologne. It was then it dawned upon me: I was going to be his first.

I broke the kiss and moved my lips to the spot just below his ear, sucking the skin. His hiss was all the conformation I need that he liked it here. I sat up and threw my legs over his own to straddle his lap. Ashtons hands settling on my abdomen and arse. I bit down harder this time intending to mark him. Rolling my hips forward into his we both moaned at the increased friction. His bulge was becoming more and more prominent through his jeans.

“Fuck, Y/N.” Ashton hissed rolling his head back.

I used his disarrayed state against him, licking a bold line up his atoms apple and gently sucking it. Ashton rose up off the mattress begging for more contact.

“You like that, daddy?” I felt Ashton twitch when I called him that.

My crotch rubbed against his clothed erection and I couldn’t help but throw my head back in pleasure. Ashton was getting restless, rocking his hips up to meet mine.

“Please.” He puffed out in my ear.

I slid off of his lap but not before needingly pecking his lips one last time. He ridded himself of his shirt and I stood before him in awe. I’ve seen Ashton shirtless before plenty of times but this was different. He was at my mercy and I was at his. I came to sit on my knees, undoing the buttons on his pants. Ashton raised up for me to pull them down his legs. He kicked them off of his feet and were left in just his briefs. I took my bottom lip between my teeth as I freed his erection from the grey material and tossing them out of the way. His length slapped against his stomach. I could feel his eyes burning down on me.

Holding the length in my hand I pumped it a few times. My thumb rubbed over the pink head and Ashtons hips rose off the bed, hissing. I kitten licked over the tip before taking it in my mouth. Ashtons moans filled the room. I hollowed my cheeks to increase the pleasure and started twisting my hands back and forth over his length. He confused me when he pushed at my shoulders, causing me to release him from my mouth making a popping sound.

His hands came down to the hem of my t shirt and tugged it over my head. He already looked tired, his eyes drooping low and sweat decorating his forehead. I wasn’t nearly done yet. We haven’t even gotten to the main course.

Ashtons eyes grew wide when my head dipped back down. My tongue followed the patterns of his veins before I took him whole again, pumping harder this time. He held back my long hair. I massaged his balls with my free hand and it was enough to send him over the edge. A thick white liquid burst into my mouth.

“S-shit.” Ashton jerked up, hitting the back of my throat.

I finished sucking him clean of the sticky mess. When I looked up he was breathing hard and heavy, little hairs stuck to his forehead and his eyes were sealed shut. I smiled pushing them out of the way so I could see his hazel eyes. My lips came up to his in a lazy kiss.

I brought his hand down to the button of my skinny jeans, a weak smile on his face. He unhooked them, struggling to pull them down to my feet.

“How’d you get these on?” He joked.

I stepped out of them and waited for Ashton. He didn’t come back up. I giggled watching him stare at my red laced knickers nearly drooling over them. I let him guide me back to the bed and sit me down. Was he in control now?

Ashton licked his lips, running his long fingers up my thighs and over my crotch. I couldn’t help but whimper at his touch. He left kisses on the inner side of my thighs sucking the sensitive skin. He was marking me. I threw my head back on the mattress. His hot breath fanned over where I needed him most. I tangled my fingers in his hair.

“Ashton, please.” I begged.

He hooked my panties to the side and collected some of my excitement onto his finger and sucking it off. He hummed in satisfaction. I imagined his lips against me while he hummed like that, adding to the pleasure. I moaned at the thought.

“Cha’ thinking about, baby?”

“Your lips…”

He kissed my folds, licking up them. My breath hitched. I needed him. His bottom teeth grazed up the nub of my clitoris. Fucking hell.

“Ashton.” I moaned.

Without warning Ashtons tongue was inside me sucking all of my juices. I reached down for his hand that rested on my thigh, entwining our fingers.

“How the fuck are you so good at this?” I breathed.

He chuckled against me, sending vibrations through my core. Shit. My legs closed round his head before he pushed them back apart. It was too much. Ashton came up for air with a smile on his face showing off his prominent dimples. He was obviously proud of himself. He licked my excitement off his lips. With one swift movement my knickers were on the floor and my lower half was at his mercy.

He brought his lips up to my ear, teasing my entrance with his finger. I arched my back only for him to use his free hand to hold me down.

“How do you like it, baby?”

I thought back to all the mind blowing times Calum and I had done this. It would always be different. Slow and sweet. Loving. Rough. Fast. It didn’t matter to me, however they felt like pushing me over the edge worked.

“Surprise me, daddy.”

His eyes grew darker. The playful side of him wasn’t there anymore. This was going to be fun. He bit down on the skin of my neck hard and he growled. Rough. His finger slipped past my folds and into my heat. I whimpered as he pumped it in and out at a fast pace. I had to bite onto Ashtons shoulder to keep from screaming out. I didn’t want any fucking noise complaints from the old woman next door.

My walls were clinching round his finger. He added two more and pumped even faster. I couldn’t breathe. My nails clawed at his sides begging for a release. His thumb began rubbing circles into my clit. My breaths were coming out in pants in his ear.

“Come for me, Y/N. I’ve got you.”

My toes curled and my back arched up off of the mattress, Ashtons three fingers and his thumb riding out my orgasm. I felt bare when he extracted his fingers from my dripping crotch. He brought them up to his lips licking them clean.

“You have no idea how good you taste.”

Ashton went over to his jeans pulling a silver packet out of the pocket. He ridded the condom of the piece of tin and threw it in the bin. He slid the condom down his length.

“What’s with guys carrying round condoms in their pockets?” I joked.

He smiled, dimples popping into either side of his cheeks. They drove me crazy. Ashton took his length in his hand before I stopped him.

“No. I want to.”

I wanted to make his first time his best. He knew what I was asking, flipping us over so I bestrode his lap. I positioned him at my entrance and slid down it. He was so big inside me. Ashton grabbed hold of my abdomen, his thumbs pressing down hard. I don’t think he was meaning to hurt me. He didn’t notice how strong he really was compared to my smaller figure. When I winced in pain he eased up a bit, apologizing. Once I adjusted to his size I began rocking my hips forward into his. Ashtons moaning and groaning was all the conformation I needed to keep going. He used his hands to help me move more swiftly.

My back arched and it was then I noticed my bra was still on. I grabbed one of Ashtons hands and moved it to the clasp on my bra strap. In an instant he had it unattached and thrown across the room. Hungrily his head came up to my breast and bit down at the tender skin. Ashtons long fingers fell to my crotch rubbing back and forth on the small nub.

“Hmm, shit.”

“Ah, f-fuck Ash, there.” I threw my head back.

I wasn’t going to last long. My grinding became harder against his hips and our moans filled the quiet room. His member twitched inside of me and from experience I knew he wouldn’t last from here. I licked up the base of his neck biting roughly on the smooth skin. His breathing became erratic, chest rising and falling below mine. Within seconds I felt his length release inside the condom. I rode out his orgasm hitting mine only moments later shouting his name out. Screw the neighbors.

We sat in each others arms for what felt like hours. I couldn’t believe we had actually done that. Ashton was my best friend. I’d just had sex with my best friend. I’d just stolen his virginity.

“That was incredible.”

I giggled looking up at him through my eyelashes. He looked exhausted. Love bites were trickled from his ear down his neck and abdomen. I couldn’t imagine I looked any better. Ashton dipped his head and placed a lazy kiss on my mouth.

I sighed upon hearing a knock at the front door. It was probably my flatmate, Jessica. She was always at UNI so she would occasionally forget her keys here and having to get another copy. I slipped away from Ashtons warm hold and quickly dressed myself in pajama shorts and a tank top.

My hair covered majority of the bruises on my body. I made my way down stairs and towards the door, Ashton right on my heels. He didn’t bother putting on a shirt, just his jeans, the hem of his briefs sticking over them. I giggled as he grabbed at my bum, my hand patting his away. I sped walked to the door, opening it. My smile drifted away and my heart immediately sunk. It wasn’t Jessica.

“Calum.”

His hair was cut shorter now in a military buzz cut, just leaving a little on the top, enough to style in a quiff. Tattoos decorated his tanned skin. He wasn’t scrawny anymore, muscles showing through his grey t shirt. I could see his jaw clench at the sight in front of him. Why was he here?


Part two coming soon! Follow for more!

I just want him back

Dean clutched the steering wheel, barely concentrating on the road ,he didn’t want to do this ,but Sam insisted. He glanced over at his little brother in the seat next to him, who was aimlessly starring at the road, seemingly deep in thought, and then ,as a reflex, in the back seat ,where he would usually find Cas, only this time he wasn’t there. Dean felt an aching in his chest as he was reminded of the past few weeks. They managed to get mom back, and keep Lucifer in the alternate reality but Cas ..they couldn’t bring him back. For days Dean waited, hoped and even prayed for him to knock on the bunker door ,to have him again ,to have a chance to tell him everything he wanted but never got the chance to.He endlessly read books trying to find a way to bring him back but found nothing. Sam noticed how devastated he was by this and convinced him,borderline forced him ,to go to a psycholog.

“Dean you can’t just bottle it all up like this, you have to talk to someone, get it out of your system.” Dean recalls Sam’s words. Soon they arrived ,Sam getting out first followed by Dean. The building was fairly small and looked new ,the inside did as well, everything from the walls to the furniture white.

Dean followed Sam to the front desk, who was talking to the lady there. But he didn’t listen ,he didn’t care ,he just wanted to get this over with. Soon the lady led him into a room where the psycholog was waiting. He looked back at Sam one more time and saw him flash a reassuring smile before leaving the building.

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“So..What brings you here Dean?” they sat facing each other ,Dean not wanting to meet her gaze.

“I was forced to come here” he answered, fidgeting with his hands

“Well I’m not forcing you to stay, but something tells me you really need this.” Her voice was calm ,confident ,like she’s done this a thousand time before ,which she probably had.

Dean closed his eyes sighing, then looked up, finally meeting the doctors gaze, damn you Sammy.

“I…” dean choked out, he once again averted his gaze, the sooner he talks the sooner he can leave he thought.

“I recently lost someone, someone who was really important to me..” the image of Cas collapsing to the ground creeped its way back into Dean’s mind making his eyes water, that’s when the words that have been bottleing up in him finally poured out.

“It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fucking fair, it was so sudden, one second I thought we made it and the next, he was collapsing to the ground right in front of me ,I watched him die and there was nothing I could do to stop it ,and it wasn’t fucking fair. He deserved better ,so much better, hell even I did. But life isn’t fair, life is a bitch. And only after I lost him did I realize how much he meant to me, and that i…” Dean’s voice cracked, he was crying at this point, he sighed trying to calm himself enough to continue talking “That I was in love with him” the aching in his chest grew by the second ,Dean was angry and sad but somehow relieved, relieved that he finally said it out loud, that he finally accepted it.

“I only realized this after he was gone and now I will never be able to see him again, to hold him, I’ll never get a chance to kiss him or to tell him how much I love him and I…I just want him back.” (just i lil random idea that i thought of and was like fuck it ill write it,part two here:

http://mysteriouslydeliciouswerewolf.tumblr.com/post/161988328678/pt-2-i-just-want-him-back)