i think this may be the first time i'm happy with something

About Time // Prologue

Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

Type/Genre: Alternate Universe, (Time Travel!au? idk)

Ratings: undefined

Warnings: Implied violence scene

Prompts: “What if you find your soulmate… at the wrong time?” - Lauren Kate, Passion

Summary: Be careful for what you wish for, because you may never know how to deal with them once it comes true. What would you do when your wish for a second chance actually came true? But was it really a fulfilled wish? Too many questions lie when it actually happened. Were they real memories? Or perhaps a part of a past life? Was it only a dream all along? Will everything be different this time?

a/n: This is one of the oldest fic I wrote but I took it down because I was highly unhappy about it so I rewrite the whole thing. It might be confusing at first, but I hope it will clear up on the next chapters.

Originally posted by won-der-land89

= Prologue =

Each and every single human being in this world always wants something. We always have our wishes for our own selfishness.

We wish for a good life.

We wish for love.

We wish for happiness.

We wish for second chances.

Second chance.

That was what I wished for.

The one thing I prayed for every night before I sleep. The one thing I prayed for, at the very night before I woke up in an entirely different life.

A new life.

My second chance.

I dreaded my life.

I was 30 years old. I have lost all kinds of connection to my parents. I have lost everything, my love, my hope and my dreams. And I could feel my whole life slipping away, taking pieces of my soul as it withered to ashes. I cried constantly until I reached to a point where I could no longer find any will to release the pain burning inside of me.

I was 30 years old when I felt numb. When I lost the love that I used to have towards life. When all I could feel was exhaustion.

I was 30 years old when I closed my eyes that night with a loud cry of ‘I don’t want this life anymore’.

I was 30 years old when I fell asleep.

I was 15 years old when I opened my eyes the next day.

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I wish everyone of you a blessed 2017, may all your wishes be granted and everyone be healthy!

Originally posted by bbfanpage

So I’ve been thinking about this a lot for the last couple of weeks but I decided that it was time to do a post about it. Here we go again, Raquel being all emotional but there’s also something more serious I’ll be mentioning.

First, I want to write out my gratitude to everyone on here who has been supporting me non-stop for the last 4 months without hesitation. A new year has started and I remember last year around this time, I told myself to do what I always wanted to do. To get out of my shell and write something, see if it’s really something for me and make the experience. I didn’t have the guts to do so until the end of summer and the amount of feedback and support I’ve been getting since then is just unbelievable. 

The thing that triggered me to start this blog was a failure in my university class. It was my first semester and it was in my writing class. In high school my English teacher used to always compliment my writing style, saying how fluent I sounded which strengthened my thought on maybe starting to write outside of class as well. I decided to study American Studies because I enjoyed the English language so much, including expressing myself in it. But when I failed that class in my first semester and had to retake that exam, all my confidence was gone. My faith in myself was gone and I wanted to quit. Then I thought to myself “You know, you still have this blog you only use to read. Why don’t you write something on there and see how people react? If you’re really that bad, you’ll get the confirmation there and you can stop writing.” I asked people on here for feedback, and speaking truthfully - it was one of the best decisions I made in 2016. I may not be the best writer or the most fluent one, hell I don’t even know enough words to be close to fluent, but that’s okay. I’m still learning and still growing. I’m still studying and learning new things. I know that and it’s okay for me. Knowing that even though I’m not one of the bests, I still have people who support me and enjoy my works, makes it all worth it. 

Now, after telling you so much that most of you probably didn’t even want to know, here comes the part that is actually important for those who read my works.

As some of you might know, I’m a university student (as mentioned above). I love writing with all my heart that’s why I created this blog and spend most of my summer break on here. But now my semester is coming to an end and in order to pass my classes, I need to focus more on my studies. In my country you have to take two subjects at once, a major and a minor. I have two languages as my subjects which I have to study a lot for - not only the language itself but also the history and culture and everything that is involved. What I’m trying to say is that I’ll be going on a short break from now on until mid February, when my exams are over. These exams are really important to me so I really need to focus on that in order to pass them.

Recently I have been getting more requests again and I want you to know that I’ll respond to them after my exams are over. Please don’t think I won’t answer them because I will as soon as I have more time. I love reading your messages in my inbox, whether if it’s a request or a note. It lets me interact with you guys and I’m really grateful for that. (this is me telling you not to stop just because i’m on a break)

Now, I’m probably not going to be gone completely. I might reblog things here and there or check if someone tagged me somewhere or left something in my inbox. But I won’t be constantly active anymore until mid February. After that I’m all yours again ♡

I don’t know how many people are actually going to read this and care but for those who do, I hope you understand. 

I love you guys, I love Bangtan and I love writing so this is really just a one-month break. I’ll be back sooner than you think and annoy you with my usual self.

Originally posted by mnnsuga

oh and don’t forget:

*looks around*

*leans in closer*



when cisco’s t-shirts get him in trouble

( @catvampcrazines said “ Cisco Ramon’s latest graphic tee! XD Harry can’t help but comment; before that though, Cisco testily asks Harry what his staring problem is… then gulps. Harry fights a smile several times the first day Ramon wears it.”

I suffered a lot of second-hand embarrassment from this so ofc I decided to write about it.)

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My (Long) Birthday Message To Troye


So, you’re twenty-one now. When I first was introduced to you, you were a tiny little eighteen-year-old on YouTube who had just released their first EP, and I knew from that moment that you were going to do great things. 

I used to think that you were just a phase, like One Direction or Glee, something that I would obsess over for a short time and then grow out of. Well, my obsessions with One Direction and Glee only lasted about six months. You’ve lasted two years. And I wouldn’t even call you my obsession. I would call you my friend. You may not know me, and I may only know what present to us, but I still consider you my friend. 

Because the definition of friendship is mutual support, and I know that you support each and every one of us just as much as we support you. You’re the person I look up to, you’re the person who inspires me to follow my dreams. I never thought that I would make a name for myself, and while I understand that the chances are still slim, because of you I am motivated to try. I am motivated to put myself out there and to show the world what I can do. 

I’m a writer. But I didn’t used to be until I found you. I’ve always had a passion for it but I was never motivated to do anything with it until I saw your videos. I realize that your videos are completely unrelated to writing, but your message was the same nonetheless. Don’t give up. Try your hardest. 

“If you want to make cool shit, you have to make cool shit,” 

That phrase has stuck with me for quite some time, and if I could paint it on my walls I would. Basically, what I’m trying to say in this long-ass message is thank you. Thank you and happy birthday. Thank you for believing in me, even from afar, even indirectly. Thank you for never giving up. Thank you for being yourself. Thank you for inspiring me. Thank you for happening to be born at the same time that I was. (I realize you had no control over that but still thank you XD) 

I wish you the wildest, craziest, happiest birthday anyone can ever have, and I hope you get to spend it with those you hold closest to your heart. Don’t stop doing what you’re doing, because you are doing something very right my dear. We need more people like you in this world, my sweet Troye. And just so you know, you’re going to make a great mum one day. And I can’t wait to be around to see it. 

Because you’re not my obsession. 

You’re more than that. You’re my motivation to keep on fighting. And that’s something I will spend my life trying to make up to you. So I’ll start by just saying thank you. Thank you for being here for me. 

Stay wild my friend. And happy 21st birthday. Go drink a beer for me. :)