Wish I had more to talk about and open up about .. wish I had more to think about and reflect on. I feel like over the years I have become more and more closed off. I guess this is the sort of thing I always wanted to be : someone who wouldn’t overshare, someone who wouldn’t be too emotional. I used to attract a lot of negativity when I was so vulnerable. Maybe this is just online, though. I think being so vulnerable in public was a funny habit to have and it took me a long time to move away from it. And now I’m here and I don’t know what I want. I think it is not a bad feeling just a strange one. There is now a void and I’m not sure what to put there. I lost a lot of friends and I don’t make as much art as I used to, or at least not in the same sort of way. This post is just weird stream of consciousness. Nothing bad is happening but I feel rotten.
I think we all know that jungkook is just generally obsessed with jimin's everything but there's just something about him holding jimin's waist that's just so heart warming and boyfriend-y and natural there's literally nothing cuter