i think this has been posted before but oh well

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As promised an update is here ^_^ sorry it’s pretty short this time I hope to post tomorrow. It’s just that tumblr has a 10 picture limit and I like to make sure each update stops nicely. oh, also the reason why I can’t do any weekday updates is cause I’m taking a class and I get back super late. I’ve also been thinking of doing another huge “construction” to this comic but man it’s gonna be a pain to do. Well I should start it sooner than later before things this comic gets too long tbh

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Dark(?) Blue

Another dark blue aesthetic, I know, but I was inspired. That might actually be an odd comment. Because in the large spectrum of this all, the Ethan aesthetic would’ve been posted several days before this one so it wouldn’t be in circulation while this one is. Hmm. Anyways, yup. Still out of the country. Still no new edits, only aesthetics. I think that there is only one more? Meaning that I might be getting back home today. Soo, yay? Or boo because it means the vacation has ended. Oh well. Still gotta write up the last caption. 

anonymous asked:

Why the fuck would you spread this sort of message to people? If you're really suicidal you should be asking for help not posting damn memes about it on tumblr for vulnerable people to see and think it's "funny" or "quirky"" seriously this is just fucking sad. Coming from someone who has actually been seriously suicidal before.

Oh well excuse me while I stop using my coping mechanism because it upsets you. I’ll just go tell my doctors that the time I attempted suicide wasn’t real and I was just being quirky.

  • what she says: I'm fine
  • what she means: A NEW HAND TOUCHES THE BEACON. LISTEN! HEAR ME AND OBEY! A foul darkness has seeped into my temple. A darkness that you <i>will</i> destroy. Return my beacon to Mount Kilkreath, and I will make you the instrument of my cleansing light.
Yo!

I’m back home for the weekend and I can finally catch up on my social media. My university is on strike and next monday there’s a national strike, so it’s been crazy. I’m not busy with college but I still have to do the work and be part of the revolution. It’s tough.

I haven’t been able to write any Mystic Diary stuff, I had started a Zen one but I think I want a collaborator, so if any writer wants to join me, send me a message. I’ve been seeing some nice fics on ao3 and I’m amazed at other people’s work like @blackprose and @fantasyimmortal, I recommend their stuff if you like Saeran. As for my original Mystic Diary, an update has been posted and a few more chapters are queued up so I still have time to keep on writing before they’re all posted so I’m not worried about that. Still don’t see the end of it though, oh well, I just love the Choi bois. I might try to finish a Zen fanart I had started last week but no promises, since I haven’t been able to finish any digital sketch lately.

Have a great weekend everyone. I need some wine.

anonymous asked:

Except Becca met R/icky through D. D introduced them when she started G/lee and didn't have mgmt yet. Yet now she has no contact with D. That all went down when the G/lee cast went to the AHS premiere and M went along. Becca posted a pic he didn't wanted posted. It all went south.

Oh this little bit is an education for me today. Cause as I said… i just dont really pay attention to her. Just has never been a reason to. Well I think the little pr friendships are a hoot. I mean some of them are so obvious that you can quote the script before stuff happens.

But I know folks at that event (i was in italy at the time), I will have to ask 😁

thoughts about sephiroth

a post like this has definitely been made before but oh well let me live

sephiroth! we know him, we love him (as a villain, hopefully), but we know he definitely is not the best person. like, at all. at least, not anymore. when we met him in crises core, he was actually pretty……. decent! how did he become such an evil man? how did his heart become so dark?

i think he would have been better or a person if he learned everything about jenova, the jenova project, and himself later, in his own time. what i mean is, when genesis called him a “monster”, told him about project s and jenova, he was not ready. he was not emotionally prepared for that kind of information! he could not fully comprehend it, and probably was suffering from some psychological shock.

the thing is, sephiroth was the type of person to research​ anything he did not understand. this was the worst decision he could have made - especially due to how much it affected him as a person. imagine learning the “person” who is claimed to be your mother turned out to be f*ckinf alien who tried to take over the planet but was ultimately stopped by these supposedly weak “humans”, even after destroying like, all of them - thus making you inhuman. that would be a lot to take in as it is, let alone in a week.

there’s no possible way to take in a library’s worth of life-changing information like that in a week without it messing with your mental health. on top of that, he probably didn’t sleep at all, let alone not very much.

that’s enough to make anyone go insane!

this post was not made to exuse sephiroth’s actions, though. no matter how bad your mental state is, you still make your own choices. would sephiroth make these choices if the previously​ mentioned did not happen? probably not. could he have still not have made the decisions that he made (carrying on jenova’s works, burning nebilhiem to the ground, committing murder)? definitely.

sephiroth still chose to be a bad person, but if he took his time to learn everything about himself – if he learned about jenova when he was ready, there’s a possibility that none of that would have happened.

“No Darling I Could’ve Lost You”

HIIIII!!! Oh my gosh, it has been so long, I think eight months actually. Well before posting this I had wrote a long post explaining why I went MIA, and then i deleted it. I figured no one would want to read a long post about someone’s life who is basically irrelevant, sorry not sorry. Okay, so I decided I would quickly describe it here, and then smooth it over with a new post, LOL. When I started this account I was getting ready to graduate from high school, I was 15 at the time. The last post I made was in September, the same month as my 16th birthday, and that was the age I needed to be to be able to graduate in a certain program. I was in the program for about a month when I started testing to graduate, and I had to schedule my test far apart so I could have enough time to study for each one long enough. I took my last test in December and I graduated on December 17th. I then started college in the Spring of 2016, and it has been crazy. I know it is no excuse, as I left without a word, but guys things were crazy. I’m 16, and there is a lot I am trying to figure out. This blog just kind of slipped from my main focus, but I always thought about it, which resulted in me writing in my free time. I may have stopped posting, but I never stopped writing. SO with that being said, here is one of my new imagines! I love you all so much! And I just want to take things slow, as I am attending college for the summer semester and working as well, so things are still hectic. But I just wanted to start posting again. And requests are open, I love writing for you guys! 

NIall Horan

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A year ago when I married Niall Horan, a lad who came from Mullingar, I didn’t think of the fact that I was also marrying a famous superstar who had millions of dollars in his possession. Which is why the word money never came out of my mouth, and is the same reason why I insisted on having separate banking accounts, and having a prenuptial agreement signed. He said I had been crazy, that my money was his, and his money was mine; ours. I only laughed at him, telling him how foolish he was. My teacher’s salary could never live up to what he brought in, and I didn’t want the lines to get blurred. I loved him and he loved me, but money always seemed to mess things up. But then life happened, there was things I couldn’t afford and unfortunately I had to lean on him for. My dad had an intestine transplant during the first three months of our marriage, and he found out that I was helping my mom pay for it.  When I told him that I was fine, and that I didn’t need his help he got offended. He had said he was my husband, and that he was there for these type of things. An intestine transplant cost over a million dollars. Then after this, little things began to happen, a house mortgage here, a family member’s overdue bill there, and I hated it. They would attack Niall at family get-togethers, asking him for this, begging him for that. He always did it, he always gave it to them, and I asked him to stop. I didn’t marry him for his money, and they were sure making it seem like it. He would just laugh me off saying, “I know baby, you’re not that type of person. But if I can help, I want to help, I love the fact that I am actually able to. Let me enjoy it for a bit, yea?”

He said for a bit, but it never ended, and while he had more than enough money, it wasn’t right. This wasn’t what I wanted, and I was happy that he understood that. Well I thought he understood that.

“Niall babe whose car is outside,” I asked as I stepped into our house, immediately kicking off my crochet flats. “I thought it was Kevin but what would he be doing here- oh hello Kevin!” I greeted Niall’s banking accountant when I made my way into the living room. There sat Niall and Kevin, who had a thick stack of papers stuck into a manila folder. He sent me a small smile with no greeting, which was unusual for him. Kevin was always quite nice to be honest, and always offered me a hug when I accompanied Niall to go meet him. However, both men sat there with unimpressed looks on their faces. “Is something wrong?” I asked timidly as I placed my things down into a nearby love seat, and made my way over to Niall. I had intended on sitting down beside him, but I was rejected when he scooted over towards Kevin. What was that? “Niall are you okay?” I asked softly, my voice betraying a bit of the hurt I felt. I was also probably red in the face since Kevin witnessed Niall’s rejection. He finally turned towards me, disgust written on his face as he examined me. A snort escaped him as he rolled his eyes. “Yea Y/N I’m just peachy, what in the hell do you think?!” He shouted making me flinch and scaring me all the same.

Niall never talked like this, ever. Sure we’ve had our arguments before, but there was never screaming involved. Naturally he cursed a lot when things were heated, but he has never shouted at me, ever. To say that I was scared was an understatement, as I wasn’t prepared for his harshness. I decided to retract our closeness, and made it over to where I had placed my things. I picked up my AEO tote and placed it on the ground beside me, setting it on top of my teacher planner. Niall flicked his hand towards Kevin, signaling the man who was in his early 30’s to talk. “Hi Mrs. Horan,” He finally greeted me, as I nodded in response. “Um as you can see Mr. Horan is a bit upset.” He commented the obvious as I nodded once more, my eyes flickering over to my husband. He looked both agitated and annoyed, and it seemed like it was meant for me. Had I done something to make him angry? I had been at work all day, teaching kindergarteners, what could I have done from so far away? Did he maybe call and I didn’t answer? At the thought I reached down into my bag, plucking out my phone to see that I had 10 missed calls from him. I was about to ask him if this is what was wrong, but he spoke up before I could. “Bloody hell Kevin, she doesn’t even care! Look at her she’s playing on her phone, I told you doing this would be a waste of time. I already know the truth!” His Irish accent was thick with anger, and I wanted to defend myself, but I was too scared to do so. Kevin sighed as he stood up, and plucked my locked iPhone from my hands. “Please listen carefully Y/N, this is very important.” Kevin explained slowly, talking as if I was one of the children that I had been teaching earlier. But instead of replying I just nodded my head, still trying to figure out why Niall had been so angry with me. Maybe listening would be a good idea. “I called Niall up this afternoon because some weird spending activity had been going on with his account.” Kevin informed me as I looked at him dumbfounded. “That’s got to be wrong, Niall is a great steward over his money. He isn’t one to spend lavishly.” I defended him like he was a child who had got caught stealing a candy from the store. “We know.” Niall and Kevin both said in unison, which was both cool and weird.

I scooted to the edge of my seat, crossing my feet at the ankles, and beginning to twiddle my thumbs. “So what is the problem, how much of it is gone?” I questioned, now worried. If he hadn’t been spending money from his account, then that meant someone else was, and that was bad. Not only had they somehow managed to break into something so personal, but they also stole his hard earned money. Money that made him stay away for months at a time, money that made him sing on stage for two hours and then have to go backstage and meet fans, money that made him sleep in a different place almost every night, and money that made him tired to the bone. I was awaiting Kevin’s response, but Niall talked instead. “Please Y/N, don’t act as if you don’t know how much is missing.” He snorted sarcastically, and I looked over at him in confusion. “What do you mean?” How would I know how much is missing? That makes absolutely no- Wait! “Wait a second, you think I stole the money?” I asked confusedly, almost laughing as I did so. This had to be a joke, a bit fat joke. “Ding, ding, ding, ding ladies and gentlemen the gold digger has finally figured it out!” He shouted loudly as he leaned forward in his seat, resulting in me releasing a deep breath. Had he really just called me that? Had he really just accused me of something so vile?

“Why would you say that? No, why would you think that, what is wrong with you Niall?” My voice broke as I spoke, as it was so thick with emotion. I unknowingly raised my hand to swipe at tears that I didn’t even know were running down my face. Niall laughed bitterly as he ran a hand through his dyed blonde hair. “Cut the crap Y/N, we all know those tears are fake. Won’t you just stop with the theatrics, don’t you think you’ve done enough over the past couple of years?” He sounded cold and cynical. Kevin cleared his throat presumably to stop Niall from talking any further, and to stop my crying. “While money has gone missing from his account, I don’t think you took it. Which is why I told Niall it would benefit us to hear from you first.” The middle aged man explained further, and my mouth fell agape. “So what you’re telling me is, is if you hadn’t have talked Niall down from a ledge, then I probably wouldn’t be here right now.” I was no longer looking at Niall, I couldn’t bear it. “I was going to call the police since lunch time, babe. You wouldn’t have even stepped foot in this house again.” Of course Niall had to rub it in, rub in the fact that he didn’t love or trust me. I wouldn’t ever, ever do such a thing, not in a million years.

I loved him for him, not for his money, it has never been about his money. Not in the three years we were dating before we got married, and not the one year that we have been married. Sure HE gave money to my family, but I always advised him not to. I have never touched one piece of his evil thing that he calls money. “How much is missing?” I ignored Niall as I returned my attention back to Kevin, wanting to know how much my husband was accusing me of taking. “$10M even, mam.” I looked at him bewildered then over to Niall, then back to him, and then back to Niall again. Let’s just say I repeated the process a couple of times. “You think I took that from you?! Let along that much?” I wanted to pull my hair out, how could he accuse me of such a thing? This made no sense. “Y/N, you’re the only other person who has access to the account, who else could it have been?” Niall asked as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

I stood up from my seat, making my way over to him, and plopping down right beside him. “Do you hear yourself right now, Niall? I haven’t ever touched any of that money, for Pete’s sake I don’t even know any of the information to get into the account.” I was now trying to explain myself, to make him see. I just wanted him to see, and then leave it be. All he had to do was drop it, and hug me, and this would all be done. No apology necessary, I just wanted him to stop looking at me, as if I betrayed him. I loved him and he loved me, that’s all that mattered. “Hand me her phone, Kevin,” Niall stuck out his hand towards Kevin, but kept his gaze on mine. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, not understanding what was going on. Kevin placed the phone in Niall’s open palm, and for a few seconds he looked down at it. “Is the code still the same?” He questioned, and I nodded tightly, the code being our wedding anniversary. I watched as his fingers moved deftly across the touchscreen, and he stopped when he got to what he wanted. He was on the notes app, and I was even more confused, now wasn’t the time to write a note. However, I understood what he was doing when he showed me the screen, his account’s information. It all sat there against a yellow lined paper, staring me blank in the face.

“J-just because I have it, doesn’t mean I use it. I didn’t even know that was still there.” Goodness I didn’t even sound convincing to my own ears. “Take a look.” Niall instructed Kevin as he handed the phone over to him, and he sighed in defeat. I guess he gave up on me as well. “You know Niall, I have a job too. Why would I need to take your money?” I spat confidently, I didn’t need to take his money when I had my own. I watched in horror as my husband of a year doubled over in laughter, his face filled with amusement. “You call that a job? You babysit 4 year olds all day, I’m not quite sure you’re capable of anything else really.” He continued to laugh as I could feel tears swelling in my eyes again. “What is that supposed to mean?” I was now sniffling my nose, having direct eye contact with him once again. The lad from Mullingar finally sobered up, and was sitting correctly again. He spread his arms across the back of the couch, a smirk on his mouth. “Well,” He shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly. “You know what they say Y/N. Those who can, do; those who can’t, teach.” His words felt like a thousand little needles pricking every inch of skin that covered my body. I looked him deeply in the eyes once more, finding no type of remorse there. I was wasting my time, I finally realized. What was I trying to prove here? I stood up from beside him, walking back over to where I had placed my things and picked them up. “Where do you want my attorney’s to send the papers?” He questioned, and I immediately figured out he was talking about divorce papers. He wanted a divorce? Duh, Y/N, this wasn’t exactly something you could get over. He was accusing you of theft, what did you think was going to happen? That this was going to fade away or something? “Just send them to my parent’s house, I’ll be staying there.” Obviously he knew I was going to stay there, why did I have to add that bit on? So that he knew where he could come find me? So pathetic.

“Can I go pack my things?” I felt so dejected, so empty, and so hollow. “Anything that you paid for.” Niall responded uninterested and I nodded slowly. “That’s including gifts.” Kevin intercepted, just as his cell phone rang. I nodded once more, but I didn’t want anything that Niall gave me. I put my purse back down and quickly walked up the steps of my ex-home, if that was even a thing. I pulled my luggage collection into my walk-in closet, sat on the ground and begin to pack my clothes. I was trying to be quick, and in the process I knocked a large sized box off of a shelf. Knowing what it was I opened it with a guarded heart. It was all of the pictures we had taken over the past couple of years. Pictures of us when we were boyfriend and girlfriend, but more specially pictures from when we got married. I told myself I wasn’t going to take any, but fell weak when I noticed our wedding photo album. I had just stuck it under a bunch of my clothes, when I heard hurried footsteps coming up the staircase. I was taking too long. Niall stood in the doorway of the closet, his breath ragged as he looked at me. “I’m sorry I am almost done, this box fell when I-” I was explaining myself, but was cut off when Niall fell onto his knees in front of me, taking my face between his hands and kissing me like there was no tomorrow.

I sat there with my eyes as wide as saucers, not comprehending what he was doing, or what was going on. Why was he kissing me? He just told me he wanted a divorce, why was he doing this? Although I didn’t necessarily want it to stop, I braced my hands onto his chest, and pushed him away softly. “What are you doing Niall?” I questioned unsure, not knowing what had suddenly came over him. He hadn’t touched me once since I had stepped foot into our home, and now he was kissing me. His blue eyes bore into mine, they were different from earlier. They were softer, almost loving even, and that didn’t help my confusion at all. “I am so sorry,” Niall’s voice came out as a broken whisper, and I felt my heart nearly break at his words. Was he apologizing? But for what exactly, for the accusation or the things he said about my job? “I shouldn’t have accused you of such a thing, I know that you’re not that kind of person. I also shouldn’t have said those things about your job, I know how much you love it.” He continued on like he just read my mind. I leaned my forehead against his as I closed my eyes. “Why did you say those things?” I whispered, wanting his reassurance. “I had felt betrayed, because I loved and trusted you so much, I felt as if you betrayed me. I was so angry and upset, and that stupid idiom had been floating around in my mind since I had been suspicious of you. I just wanted to hurt your feelings.” He admitted as I nodded slowly, knowing that we could move on from this.

“What made you believe me?” I questioned, now suddenly curious. “Would you believe that I suddenly realized that you would never do such a thing,” He asked, and I shook my head, laughing softly. “Okay, well if I’m being completely honest, I didn’t realize it. Kevin got a phone call, and they told him that the transaction had happened in Mullingar.” He explained, and I jerked my head back in confusion. “Mullingar, that makes no sense.” I stated uneasily, knowing that no one in Niall’s family would steal from him, no one. He sighed as he kissed my forehead. “Well when we went visit my family last week, that’s how it happened. Some kid at a McDonalds there wrote down the card number, and the security code. How he actually got into the account, I don’t know, but he did. I guess I didn’t notice it before since it was just little things, but this was quite big obviously.” Niall replied honestly, and I immediately started laughing. “I always told you that your obsession with fast food would be the death of you. You could’ve lost all your money, Niall.” I teased as he pulled me onto his lap, swiping a piece of my hair behind my ear. “No darling I could’ve lost you.” He smiled softly, before unknowingly sending me to heaven with a sweet kiss.

anonymous asked:

No offence, but I think it's the new icon and you reblogging more non!hp stuff, bc that's the reason most people are following :)

my posts are like 90% harry potter

ive always reblogged non hp stuff

like i do have other interest 

plus my son Sora is adorable 

plus the count has been weird way before i changed my icon

if people are like ‘oh her url is harry potter but her icon isNT WELL CANT FOLLOW THAT’ then thats just hilarious 

ford & mabel bonding drabble/fic #5: reconciliation

rating: k
characters: Mabel Pines, Stanford Pines, Stanley Pines (mentioned), and Dipper Pines (mentioned) 
word count: ~1560
summary: Weirdmageddon is over and done, and Ford and Mabel end up discussing and reflecting over what has occurred recently.
a/n: FINALLY GOT THIS FINISHED. And omg it’s been a while since I’ve written another drabble. (I still dunno what I think about this one tbh, haha. But I wanted to get this finished and posted before the finale.) I wasn’t sure what to title this drabble, but oh well lmao. This is kind of like a little au, since no one knows what’s gonna happen at the very end of the finale. I kind of wanted the two to talk about what happened since Ford came back through the portal? Idk but I hope you all enjoy reading. c:

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[Translation] mFound Artist Interview: ONE OK ROCK (from year 2012)

This is my first time translating a ONE OK ROCK interview. I haven’t been translating a full interview/article for a while, and then I stumbled upon this interview and found it to be quite interesting. And I don’t think it’s been translated before? Correct me if I’m wrong and if somebody has actually done it. Second, I’m not an expert in Japanese, so do expect some mistakes along the way. I did my best and tried to insert some explanation on parts that I thought were a little hard to understand. Oh, and I’d appreciate it if you put a link to this translation or credit me in any ways at all if you decide to post / use this translation elsewhere.

Well then, without further ado, please enjoy. :)

xxx

Formed in 2005, this band whose sound is jam-packed with emo, rock, and metal elements and always give aggressive live performances, has just rocked two days sold-out lives at Yokohama Arena, titled [“Zankyou Reference” TOUR ~ YOKOHAMA ARENA SPECIAL FINAL ~] January this year! The LIVE DVD and Blu-ray compilation of these lives are going to be released in May 30th, and starting from the 23rd last week the older titles of their songs are distributed in iTunes. This time, we’re going to question the vocalist Taka and the guitarist Toru about the tour, thoughts about the live, including [Zankyou Reference], and their opinions about their past works.

– The LIVE DVD and Blu-ray of [“Zankyou Reference” TOUR in YOKOHAMA ARENA] that you performed this January at Yokohama Arena will be on sale in May 30th, but I’ve been given the chance to watch it. It was amazing!! You guys are so awesome!

Taka: Really? I’m glad.

Toru: Thank you very much.


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They Didn’t Let Go: A FizSimmons Appreciation Post

Remember in season one when the worst thing that happened to Fitz and Simmons was that they were at the bottom of the ocean together? Oh, how far we’ve come. And how painful it has been.

But damn if it wasn’t worth it to see Fitz’s smile when he held Simmons at the bottom of that well, to see her curl up next to him and fall asleep in peace for probably the first time in months.

Out of all the pairings (platonic or otherwise) on this show, I think Fitz and Simmons might be my favorite. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: they’re great characters individually but together, they’re even better, and that’s been one of my favorite aspects of the show - watching them grow and evolve as people and seeing how their individual changes impact their relationship. And over the course of three seasons, we’ve seen a clear theme emerge, one that forms the crux of their partnership - sacrifice.

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Crazy Headcanon:

I think I posted something similar before, oh well… 

A Yin seal related augmented slug sage mode would have been a perfect combination of Mito and Hashirama. 

If Sakura were to get one more powerup she could have carried on Tsunade’s will by mastering this technique which is the embodiment of both her grandparents’ power which she, herself could not master. Tsunade has traits from both of her parents (Yin seal, Strength, Medical ninjutsu, fuinjutsu) and if slug sage mode were a thing (Hashirama’s) she could have come up with a special version using the Yin seal’s link with Katsuyu.


IF Hashirama had slug sage mode this could have worked. He might be able to use it easily as he’s Hashirama but others like Tsunade wouldn’t be able to master it easily.

  • Yin seal connected to Katsuyu
  • Slug sage mode - sent from katsuyu to yin seal weilder
  • Result- a more powerful form of sage mode (more powerful meaning constant like Jiraiya using Ma and Pa).
Abandoned Marionette Reads

Hi, this is Badz. I was formerly known here as abandonedmarionette. For those wondering why they cannot open my page, don’t worry, I did not delete it. I’m still here and active. But what happened was way worse than me finally opting to end my Tumblr days. When when I woke up this morning, I found out that my account has been terminated.

I already contacted the staff through email and apparently, there was one song I posted which violated this site’s terms & conditions, and someone reported me. And the consequence of that is the termination of my blog. I don’t understand why because I bought that song they told me about. They also told me that they terminated my blog because I already got three strikes but I never did receive any notification of my past posts violating their rule. But oh well, I don’t think I’d ever access my blog again.

It just really sucks because I also asked if they could let me open it for at least a day or two just so I can back up my posts (poetry, prose, art, personal text) but then I still am not receiving any reply.

I guess it’s safe to say that this is goodbye for my old blog. I was just really shocked. And I just stared at the page saying ‘This page has been terminated’ for a good long hour before I finally accept the reality of the situation. I know this may be one of those 'first-world problems’ but I cried. It was more than 6 years worth of post. I have been on Tumblr for that long, and every effort I made for each post was gone in a blink. All my book reviews, movie reviews, book recommendations, book challenges, book photography posts are gone now. It’s really devastating.

Anyway, I couldn’t just mope around forever. So, here I am. This is gonna be my new account. And frankly, I don’t know how to get back into my rhythm. But I will try my best. Right now, I am trying to fix my page and create the same theme as my old blog.

So, if you guys can just help me, it would be really nice if you could reblog this if you used to follow me on abandonedmarionette so that other people don’t assume that I just suddenly vanished.

Also, please, if you are a book blog, like or reblog this so I can follow you. I mean, there are a few dozen booklrs I can remember but I used to follow 3,000+ blogs and it would be impossible for me to track all those. It would really really mean a lot to me.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. Go forth and read on, booklovers!      

A note about Hat Films’ Streams

I meant to make this post a couple of days ago but life got incredibly crazy and I hadn’t had time to yet. 

However, I think it’s time to address how people are acting in the Hat Films’ stream chat and in donation messages. 

Kaite, @little-nommer, has expressed many times how uncomfortable the chat makes her with their objectification of the Hats and similar types of questions asked in the donation messages.  Please reframe from doing this kind of thing while watching their streams.

They are humans just like you and I and Kaite has every right to feel upset when people talk that way about her boyfriend.  Please just be respectful and think about what you are saying before you post them.  Yes, the Hats make a lot of sex jokes but they are three great friends and it’s completely different from having random strangers on the internet making similar jokes. 

So just in general, tone it down? The streams are a great place to chat with other members of the community while watching them stream but also understand who is going to be seeing what you say. 

great amazingphil quotes out of context

•”There are.. like.. 3 doors in the world.”

•”Michael Cera…Yeah, I’ve kept that one quiet.”

•”Intertwine with me Louis.”

•”If they don’t run away, then we’re meant to be together.”

•”My butt is sweating.”

•"It’s such a pronounced butt.“

•”This isn’t how I wanted to die. I wanted to be surrounded by nice ducks. Just… Gentle caresses of the beak.”

•”You better have enjoyed that, Alexandra.”

•”I was like a snowball magnet.”

•"Sorry for showing you my crotch again.”

•”You were meant to diiiiieee.”

•”I think Santa weaved it with elf juice.”

•”I should’ve gone to the toilet before we started.”

•"I don’t know why I’m naked.“

•"Oh this is such a satisfying thing. I love squeezing things… into… other things.”

Teen Wolf 508 Ouroboros observations and predictions

So I’m admittedly a little sad that the “Ouroboros” title was taken more literally than figuratively because I was sort of hoping we’d get alot of references to the past and things coming full circle, but who knows? We might get that in the future, we might have this episode as the START of things coming full circle (though if we are it clearly isn’t in the ways I was hoping it would be) but I digress, onto the meta

No face but a symbol of Ouroboros for the face? Am I understanding that correctly about the doctors?

We have experiments “done in the womb”, does anyone else think some of our babies (ha..) might also have been experimented on in the womb? Darachmoon is pretty certain Malia was an experiment and this could be good evidence that she is, after all, that might be why her mother wants to kill her, why was the Desert Wolf there in the first place? Was she really JUST tracking Deaton? We all know something fishy is going on with Malia’s birth, from the weird birth date to Talia taking away Peter’s memories of the entire event and the Desert Wolf trying to kill her, what if it’s because Malia is- somehow- the result of an experiment from when the Desert Wolf was pregnant? What if the last time the doctors were around they experimented on the Desert Wolf and Malia was the result? Maybe that’s why she was the only one to remember them without having to be prompted with the book? Maybe that’s why her mother wants her dead, because Malia is a bomb waiting to go off, a sleeper agent as previously predicted, or just.. something dangerous all around?

Now it’s time for the slap heard round the world! I already made a really big point about the sheriff and his… issues…. in this post here, so I reccomend you read this for my opinion on the matter, but I’m just … so eternally happy about Melissa McCall, she’s the mom this pack needs, Melissa is everything, I just want to do a little parade of joy because go Melissa go I’m sorry fangirling over

Apparently supernatural markings can be revealed with a blacklight? Or atleast they can on the experiments (willing to bet it’s just the experiments) and on Hayden they seemed to have revealed spots, what two creatures do we know that have spots? Kanimas and werejaguars, now either they are REALLY pushing that kanima button (I mean how many is it now?) or we may actually got a non-Kate werejaguar and THAT would be pretty cool, does anyone have a clear cap of the spots we can compare to Kate and the kanima?

Now for Scott this episode… I’m going to try to make this breif because I’m really not sure what to think, his distrust is deepening and again, this is very weird for Scott, he has such a history of trusting everyone to a fault- just this season we’ve had atleast two references to that, the infamous “Because you trust everyone!” and a reference to Scott still believing that even Peter can be saved- and now all of a sudden that hasn’t just gone down hill, it’s flown down hill, we see it in shades with nearly everyone but it’s especially noticable with Kira and I wonder why, I wonder if this is the thing about foxes and wolves not getting along? Could he be quicker to lose trust in her because as her fox gets stronger his wolf gets more agitated? That seems most likely to me as we haven’t really seen them at odds in the way PR has been making it sound (Ahh PR and your many many lies…) We have Scott losing his cool for the first time in quite a long time and actively endangering someone else (and himself) despite Lydia’s warning, and although I can’t say I blame him I AM pretty shocked by it, Scott is quickly losing his grip on everything, for as much as Stiles fears losing everything and everyone it seems to be happening to Scott right now, I do wonder how Scott knew that the memory transfer technique was going to work, I wonder if it’s something he had been practicing or something he just said “screw it” with and did anyway, Scott is a very interesting blanace of carefull and reckless, there’s never an in between, either he slowly walks into something having taken every precaution into consideration or he jumps head first and doesn’t look back, I tend to believe this was the latter, personally it makes me hope that when he eventually finds out about Donnovan he’ll be more understanding now that he himself has hurt one of the chimeras in trying to save someone he loves but considering how vastly different memory awakening is from … you know.. killing… I tend to believe otherwise, sadly

Something in the same vein that strikes me is when Lydia said “Usually only an Alpha” when talking about the memory thing Scott was doing, maybe it’s me reading too much into it but it’s really odd that she said that, it sounded like she was implying Scott wasn’t an Alpha, Lydia has always been pretty in support of Scott as an Alpha (for example- “Not all monsters do monstorous things” from last season) so this seems like a weird statement for her to make…

So Zack had wings… the only thing we know of at current that has wings is a kanima, unless Zack is something we haven’t seen before, then we’ll have our second confirmed kanima-mix this season among several that are/were speculated, huh…

We’re seeing Lydia pretty firmly planted on Stiles’ “side” right now, and considering that they might be going after Parrish together next episode this trend seems to continue, is she going to be the only person sticking with him when the Donnovan thing comes out? Or is she going to stay Switzerland in matters of the upcoming schism? She seems to be with Stiles right now but up until recently she had been doing her own thing all season…

EDIT: Thanks to a truly lovely Anon, I now have a screencap of the doctor’s nametag!

The tag reads: Dr. M Langford, attending physician and what looks like Emergency Practice

I stand by what I said last night that this guy is going to be important later on, why zoom in on his nametag otherwise?

Why is Scott’s asthma getting worse? I don’t think he’s actively turning human, he isn’t showing the same decline Derek did, and given that he used a new Alpha power I wouldn’t say he’s losing his Alphaness either, the last episode this season is called “Status Asthmaticus” and that implies the asthma is going to get MUCH worse, but ugh… I don’t know why.. I want to say it’s an emotional response, especially since we’ve had repeated references to Scott’s dog and the incident from his memories that started it all, but nothing can be that simple…

So Kira is the only one so far to actually remember the doctors? In this mission of “Let me read this book so I can remember the doctors” Kira is the only one who has ACTUALLY remembered the doctors, I don’t think it’s because she’s the only one who’s encountered them before, so then why is that? Is it maybe because she read it backwards? Is there a key in reading it backwards that none of the others have found yet? Maybe reading it forwards brings about painfull memories or dellusions and reading it backwards unlocks the REAL memory

So Theo is pretty much officially in the pack now it seems, I’d say Mason and Hayden are too at this point, meaning I can cross off my new pack member theory, I have no idea what Theo being in the pack officially means for sure but I do know that whatever it is, it sure as hell can’t be good

Does anyone have a clear image of the pictures on Stiles’ wall? From the end of the episode when Stiles and Lydia are in his room, across from the murder board (that is now apparently also on his wall) there’s a set of pictures that look a little like portraits and yet also… a little strange… again, if anyone has a clear screen cap…

Stiles’ name has been a topic all night, I’m going on and mentioning as I did in another post that I think “Genim” is his middle name (since there was debate over having seen “-enim” on his hospital file before in 3B) I do however mourn the notion that his name is Przyemslaw because that had all kinds of cool connections to it but.. oh well…

Next ep is “Lies By Omission”, I have a feeling this is when the Donnovan thing is finally going to come to a head, but the actual preveiw it’s self is curious- Lydia says “They’re coming for me” and Malia says “I can’t deal with another body, another failure”, that sounds… really peculiar… we might be getting Lydia’s kidnapping next episode but I’m still willing to bet that’ll be 510, although it’s interesting that she becomes aware of it ahead of time, and Malia…. I just have no idea what to make of that, honestly, unless the experiment theory is going to come true, that is

And a general note on Kira, Arden Cho is listed as being in the next two episodes as well as every episode next season on IMDb http://www.imdb.com/name/nm3036914/ and Arden confirmed herself that she was still in 5B, I doubt we’ll have to go more than a half hour without our favorite fox ;)

Pun of the day: Ruby vs Roman.

Roman: Well little red, what’s your next move?

Ruby: Nothing, you win.

Roman: *bemused* What?

Ruby: You win, I tip my hat to you.

Roman: You’re not wearing a hat..

Ruby: Oh? Well I guess I’ll just have to use yours!

*Ruby expertly snatches Romans hat, before ripping it in half*

Roman: *Im despair* No!

Ruby: Well this has been CAPtivating, but I think I’ve beanie gone for a long time. Later!

*Roman falls to the ground*

Yang: *From the ground below* THE EMPIRE HAS FALLEN!

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Request: Riarkle where Riley and Farkle take a stroll through the city, and Riley drags into Farkle into every possible bookstore they pass by. And even though they might spend two hours there, he doesn’t mind because he’s a book worm as well. :D

A/N: The 5th picture is actually from the bookstore I go to, The Last Bookstore, check it out! They have a bridge made of books, and some shelves organized by color, its cool.

I told myself I would wait till a week before posting this…its been a day. THIS IS WHY I CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS