i think someone is my new favorite character

things you should definitely 100% not think about when you think about philip shea (except do because philip shea is perfect and you should always think about him)

- Okay, first of all, don’t think about how Philip was literally almost shot and actually did literally beg for his life for a moment and allowed himself to be scared about that for approximately .5 seconds before sucking it up and remaining seemingly calm for pretty much the rest of the show (except for when he realized tommy and tracey were in danger. because philip shea cares about other people. but once they are gone, he accepts it quickly and moves on. that is philips’ like number one skill. accept and move on. don’t think about why that is).

- Don’t think about how he somehow got to the city in the middle of the night and then didn’t even risk going inside. Don’t think about how he just curled up on the couch outdoors as if this was a common, acceptable place for him to sleep and passed out, alone, after almost being killed.

- Don’t think about how he goes from saying “I’m done. can’t go back, can’t go back there” to accepting he can’t live with him mom again in approximately ten seconds. He doesn’t argue too much about it. Doesn’t beg or plead or threaten to run away. Just says “I know” and gives his mom cigarettes and then sits and comes out to her because she wants to hear nice things about him and to him, lukas liking him back enough to kiss him is a nice thing.

- Don’t think about how when given the opportunity, Philip will sit next to a man who has almost definitely abused him and just do nothing but pretend the guy likes him.

- Don’t think about his honest confusion when he asks “Why not” after Lukas says he didn’t have sex with Rose.

- Don’t think about how Philip is so calm and willing to do or be whatever the person he loves (read: his mom and Lukas) needs him to be. I mean, yes, he tells Lukas no that one time and calls him on his shit other times, but really, overall, the kid is willing to put himself on the line for those he cares about: “Had to be cool for my mom—I can be cool for you to.” “What do you want me to say? I’ll say whatever you want.” Ugh, he just—he tells Lukas not to drink the hand sanitizer but then three seconds later he does the same thing, no questions asked, because Lukas tells him to. Don’t even get me started on the whole Rose debacle.

- Lukas freaks out when Philip hands him a condom, Philip minimizes it and says “It’s okay. it’s okay, it’s fine” coaxes him back down and no more pressure to do anything. Philip tells Lukas he told his mom about them, Lukas says “There’s nothing to say” and Philip just nods quickly, “Okay.” Doesn’t argue. Doesn’t call Lukas on anything. Just says okay and then offers to take Lukas into the city cause he thinks that will help him.

- Philip won’t get Lukas drugs, but he will help Lukas look for things to sell when he asks and go with him to the pawn shop and wait outside while he does it.

- And, like, I’m not saying this to say Philip is a pushover or weak, he’s not- he’s just contained. All the time. He is the stable one. The calm one. He is careful not to push too much. He thinks of solutions and waits to see if they will actually be listened to but is very, very cautious with actually being assertive with his ideas/wants/needs. He is just so much more attuned to everyone else.

- Oh, ALSO, don’t think too much about how Philip overheard Gabe and Helen arguing about him and chose to step out and put himself in that line of fire anyway. He could have just hung back and waited a little. Or, fuck, run off until things cooled down. But Gabe was being yelled at and they were arguing and so he decided to step in. Cause Philip wants to keep everyone happy.

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Anon asked: Bartender! McCree x Reader headcanons please!!

These were so fun to write, I think this is my new favorite AU. I think I got a little carried away though, it got pretty long.

  • Jesse picked up a job as a bartender back in his days in the Deadlock gang.
  • He worked at a bar called Valentino’s, which was the resident spot for all sorts of unsavory characters.
  • Most of the time, the usual customers were gang members, bounty hunters, and all sorts of criminals.
  • Most of the time, the usual patrons weren’t that bad. They usually kept to themselves, and they tipped well, so Jesse didn’t complain.
  • One night, however, someone got a little too drunk and tried to pick a fight with Jesse.
  • Before he could deal with them, though, you were already there to diffuse the situation.
  • You pretty much just knocked the person out before calmly sitting back down and finishing your drink.
  • Jesse was mildly intrigued by you, to say the least.
  • A little talking had revealed that you were a bounty hunter, and you visited the bar frequently.
  • You had to leave soon after meeting Jesse, but during the days after that, he always found himself looking for you whenever he came to work.
  • Even after he was drafted into Blackwatch, he always found himself thinking about you.
  • You can imagine his surprise when he found out you were in Blackwatch with him.
  • You became pretty much inseparable after that.
  • The two of you became known as “Bonnie and Clyde”, even after you left Overwatch together.

I’m just horrified because I thought I had you blocked? Apparently you made a new blog. My favorite thing is the ‘you never dated her’ accusation. Gaslighting? Gaslighting. You don’t have to meet someone online to date them. It’s… online… for a reason. Also, once again, I have never ONCE mentioned when I’m leaving for bootcamp on THIS BLOG, aka that leads me to think you’re also stalking my other blog. 

Tagging Game

Tagged by @mysecretfanmoments​ :D Ha, I bet you thought I wouldn’t do it!

1. Are you named after someone?
I am. I’m named after a character Audrey Hepburn plays. I was supposed to be called Sabrina because that’s my dad’s favorite movie with her but a couple of months before I was born my uncle named his daughter Sabrina so now I have a different name :D

2. When was the last time you cried?
I cry so easily … I think the last time I teared up was on Friday when we watched ‘at the chef’s table’ on netflix? the new season is purposely tear-jerky.

3. Do you like your handwriting?
Sometimes. It could be neater I guess. But I like looking at things I’ve written.

4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
I like all kinds of sausage?

5. Do you have kids?
Nah, son.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
God no. 

7. Do you use sarcasm?

8. Do you still have your tonsils?

9. Would you bungee jump?
I don’t think so. I’m not a very risk-taking kinda person.

10. What is your favorite kind of cereal?
Crunchy Nut – no palm oil, aw hell yeah.

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Neveeerrr. That’s the reason I never wear my Marten’s. I’m just too lazy.

12. Do you think you’re a strong person?
I can’t lift for shit. I like to think that I am mentally strong though. But maybe I’m thinking of stubborn.

13. What is your favorite ice cream?
Hazlenut Ice Cream. 

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
How hot they are. 

15. What is your least favorite physical thing about yourself?
My wobbly arms. And my chin.

16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?
Black pants and brown shoes. 

17. What are you listening to right now?
RHCP – my boss is playing the music rn.

18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

19. Favorite smell?
Coconutty Caramelly scented things? Like the BumBum cream.

20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
A co-worker.

21. Favorite sport to watch?
In the arena: basketball. On TV: sports anime.

22. Hair color?
Dark brown.

23. Eye color?
Dark brown.

24. Do you wear contacts?
I used to – I sit in front of a computer almost all day though so I switched back to glasses.

25. Favorite food to eat?
Duck. Or glass noodles. I … what a horrible question to ask a foodie. I want to eat everything all the time?

26. Scary movies or comedy?
Comedy, definitely.

27. Last movie you watched?
Uhhhh … I think Lol? The french version.

28. What color of shirt are you wearing?

29. Summer or winter?
I love summer. I hate being cold.

30. Hugs or kisses?
In what context? 

31. What book are you currently reading?
His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman.

32. Who do you miss right now?
My younger sister and my mom.

33. What is on your mouse pad?
I have a black one at home.

34. What is the last TV program you watched?
… Project runway. I’m binging it rn.

35. What is the best sound?
Summer sounds. 

36. Rolling Stones or The Beatles?
Hmmm … my parents have always been huge Beatles fans and I never grew up with the Rolling Stones. The couple of songs I do know I love though. 

37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled?
LA and Taiwan. 

38. Do you have a special talent?
I am amazingly self-deprecating.

39. Where were you born?

Tagging @lisadorina​, @martintumbles@liathcat, @667-darkavenue, @metawohoo, @starfieldcanvas and anyone else who wants to!

Genji holds onto Zenyatta by a string like a balloon in crowded places because zenyatta is fascinated by the new things he sees and nobody can convince me otherwise.

An open letter to Josh Gad

Dear internet: please help make this viral. Share even if you don’t care. One girl’s wish to reach someone who touched her life:

An open letter to Josh Gad:
Mr. Gad,
It’s foolish to think you will ever see this, but best put it on the internet just in case. 😊

I just got back from #BeautyandtheBeast, after watching the original Disney film yesterday. And I don’t know how you did it, but I walked out with my new favorite character being Lefou.

Perhaps it was a certain je ne sais quoi. I do not know what..

But I will say, I know you moved me. You saw in Lefou someone I have never seen before. You saw an individual who is strong and smart and doesn’t always need to do what everyone else does, or even what their closest friends or greatest loves tell them to do.

Is he gay? Apparently from all the hubbub. But I don’t care, I didn’t see a gay man. I saw a man trying to figure out who he is, quite like you said I believe.

I’ve listened to you as Elder Cunningham, have your autograph from that role, enjoyed your lovable role as Olaf. But it wasn’t until I was watching the film, realizing the line you sing in “The Mob Song” isn’t about who we think it is at first ( or tenth) soundtrack listening, that I never fully appreciated your work until just now, after thinking I was all along.

Thank you Mr. Gad, for showing us anyone can stand up and be strong. For finding “something there” in Lefou, and bringing it out for us to see.

It saddens me the children who can’t see this film due to their birthplace or parents, and the homophobia surrounding them, but you’ve made a difference in my life tonight. Thank you.

#joshgad #lefou #BATB #Disney

Shipping Holtzbert, my own guide

I have read around here that someone was “inviting” to the Holtzbert’s fans to think about the real reasons for shipping them together. So, I did it.

First of all, I would like to say that I love the 80′s Ghostbusters a lot. I mean, I grow up with those movies. So, when I entered the cinema to watch Ghostbusters 2016, I had mixed feelings. But I LOVE this new movie about this new Ghostbusters team. I understand that people have their favorite characters and their favorite ships. And I respect that. That’s the point about things, everyone has different tastes and everyone of us can be a Ghostbusters fan.

Why am I a fan of Holtzbert?

One thing is for sure, it’s nothing to do with their body or the colour of their skin. During my life I have shipped very different kind of characters. So, no… it’s not about that.

So, why then?

Let’s take a look to Erin… 

She’s around her 40′s and all her life she has wished to try to fit the “normal” society. We shouldn’t forget that she is a victim of school bullying. So when we first met her in the movie, she had “forgotten” who she really is because she thought it was the necessary to fit in a University as a scientist. She left her past, her friends, her real dreams, even if that’s painful for her… because she NEEDS to fit “in the normal society”. She even practices her classes to have the full control of the situation and the full control of herself.

But when the story continues, all her life gets completely out of control (in part “thanks” to Holtz) and we can see the real Erin Gilbert. She’s brave, she’s clever, she’s intelligent, she’s kind and she’s able to do anything for her friends (even jump beyond the barrier to save her best friend or fight against a ghost with a swiss army knife). At the end, she doesn’t care anymore to fit beacuse she has found herself. She doesn’t need the “normal” society. And yes, she fits with the Ghostbusters family.

Now, let’s take a look to Jillian Holtzmann

Holtzy is the weirdo. The biggest mistery and the stunning genious. At the beginning of the movie, you can think she really doesn’t care about fitting into the society. She’s friend with Abby, but she’s like an individual and solitary genious person. But when we finally discover her, we realise that she cares a lot for her friends. In my point of view, she treats Abby, Patty and even Kevin as they were her real family (without forget Dr. Rebecca Gorin) with Erin she’s different (but I will talk about this a little bit later)

We see that she doesn’t care for the authorities. When she met the mayor, she put her feet on the table like she always do in other circunstances. She’s funny, a genious, she is precise and perfectionist on her works, not only for impress the others but also for her own realization. She lives in her own little world but always caring of the people she loves.

So, when I take a look to Holtzbert….

They have complementary personalities. They’re like a puzzle formed by two big pieces who never have fitted until they met each other.  They’re the opposites that attract to each other since the very beginning. They are a mysterious for each other but they’re not afraid of going discovering such mysteries. They’re Ghostbusters! Jillian cares for Erin in multiple ways and Erin does the same for Jillian. Holtz does the fire-dance to her. In the first big mission, Holtzmann jokes with Erin and in the same mission when they’re with the rays she also applauded Erin’s efforts more than the others (I think because she knows she need it) She gave her a swiss army knife. When Erin explains to the team about her past, everyone feels pity for her, but Jillian acts different (she jokes and she winks her an eye showing her that she’s with her no matter what) The whole movie is full of scenes in which Jillian Holtzmann shows her attraction towards Erin (and I don’t count the deleted scenes that we’ll see in the Blu-ray, because the affection will go up level)
But Jillian is like that, in her “weird” behaviour, she is able to show such affection for Erin, because she’s very sure of herself, she is very sure of who is she and what is she and she’s not afraid to show that.
But if we change of person, we also can see that kind of affection from Erin to Jillian. Like I said before, she has passed her whole life trying to fit into the “normal”. She’s a lot more subtle, but you can see it. In my opinion, the Erin’s feelings for Holtzy are another thing that get out of control in her life since the beginning of the story to the end. So, she always tries to let see that she’s attracted by Kevin, because that should be “the normal” (she’s also possibly bi). But everything we see between Jillian and Erin is different than towards the rest of characters.

The four are better because they’re together, they work really well as a team. But Erin and Jillian makes each other braver and better. In some way, they get to change each other for good.

With that I’m not trying to convince anyone. If you have a different ship in the Ghostbusters universe, that’s great! Be yourself and ship what you want. I only felt necessary to give my own opinion. Because I ship them beyond their physique (and yes, I think they’re really beautiful). But for me, Holtzbert are soulmates. I don’t know if we’ll see more movies of Ghostbusters with this team (I beg whoever that we can see several movies with them but…), but after seeing this one movie, that’s my opinion. I love Patty and Abby and that has also nothing to do about their physique.

@lordofthebigtimesupernatural said: I really appreciate these points and HCs and the overall fandoms’s love for autistic Keith, as someone who has autistic siblings. The love and support means a lot to them.

Right?? The first time I watched VLD and watched Keith struggle with the “Voltron” cheer, it totally made me think of my brother with Asperger’s. He hasn’t mentioned anything to me and he shrugs it off if I try to talk to him about it, but I think it’s important for him to see a character from his new favorite TV series that is similar to him, even if he doesn’t mention it. A lot of those ideas are based on my memories and experiences with him.

That post is one of my favorites and I’m so ashamed it took me so long to make it.

Order of Hype

for the episodes we know of right now

1. Ski Lodge - Okay, the plot twist! This is so exciting! I wish I could go to a filming of it, but I don’t live in L.A.

2. She Don’t Like Me - Someone reblogged my understanding post about this episode commenting how the plot had been used before. Yeah, it is a very recycled plotline, but I’m excited for the humor and health class. Like, I love drama and ships and all, but my favorite episode is Creativity because it was hilarious, not because there was Lucaya.

3. Great Lady of New York - Yes! Riarkle! Yes! But also, I think it will be interesting to see how Disney talks about the Holocaust. I’m very fascinated by that topic and it will be interesting to see how it is discussed and what the characters think of it. Especially Riley the Bunny Farmer.

4. Upstate - I want to see when Maya started becoming Riley. I want to see the final bay window scene! 

5. The Other Side - I honestly liked Morotia so it will be interesting to see the dark Riley out again. Also, this is kind of a Zaley episode in a way and we haven’t had one of those before. Zay being anything but goofy would be a change.

6. Permanent Record - I don’t really know why, but this episode just seems like it will be good to watch.

7. Triangle - Lucas saying cute stuff about the girls should be enjoyable.

8. I Do - I love weddings, plus Augva! The true OTP!

9. Jexica - What is Lucas’s take on what the triangle is? Apparently what he had to say was really long…

10. High School - This episode is more of the girls trying to make everything “even” with Lucas romantically, which was sort of annoying in Legacy.