Real name: I’m sorry but that’s classified information Nicknames: Doodles, Skadoodle, Skad Sexuality: E x i s t e n t i a l C r i s i s maybe straight maybe ace gosh I don’t totally know Preferred pronouns: She/Her Are you a morning person ?: Depends tbh When swimming, do you prefer to do it in the ocean, or in a lake ?: I don’t like either really, but, if I have to choose, ocean.
Anyone you would like to meet in real life?: THE LIST IS TOO LONG but @sterlingsilverchampion , @cheerfulranger , @steelwingchampion , @thepkmnnurse , @keep-those-memories-away and tbh MOST people I’ve talked to ooc or threaded with for a while. I love y’all and wish I could meet you all. Anyone you have met in real life?: Not yet :,) One day I wish When did you first join? How old is your current account?: I made Steven like 3 months ago in March. I’ve had a personal tumblr account in general since 2015. Any peeves?: People calling people out, starting drama, general bullying. Just.. Don’t be mean ok??? Unpopular opinion: I headcanon Steven as a Slytherin more accurately Slytherclaw because he’s very much a mix of the two. Maybe one day I’ll make a post explaining in detail why I headcanon this.
Do you easily get jealous ?: I don’t think so Do you easily get angry ?: Not really. I get frustrated, skip angry and go straight to cry. Are you easy to cheer up ?: Sometimes What’s the most hurtful thing someone could do to you?: Ignorant hatred and slander and going behind my back and purposely saying things to me that attack me or my friends in a damaging/hurtful way. What’s the most hurtful thing someone has done to you?: I don’t want to talk about it. Are you good at hiding your emotions?: Sometimes. Not really. What’s the very best way to cheer you up?: Talking about common interests, fun and silly thoughts/ideas, cute animals, Pokémon and OC’s.
Are you currently in a relationship?: lol no Do you currently have a crush on someone?: Nobody on this physical plain of existence. If yes, might that someone be reading this?: if fictional characters come to life and can read then yes Do you kiss on the first date?: HoW WOULD I KNOW??? Probably not??? Do you prefer going out, or staying home, when it comes to dates?: I’ve never been on a date I can’t say
Favorite drink: Good ol’ cuppa tea. Favorite food: I can’t choose one?? I like pasta dishes and baked goods/cakes and pastries though. Most calming place?: Idk. Somewhere warm and cosy with good music, good friends and good views. Most stressful place?: The dentist? Exam halls? Lots of places can be stressful depending on the situation. Most prized possession?: My family and friends (both real and online) it’s cliche but true
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I said it once and I’ll say it again: the world needs more magical boys. I loved Boueibu to death and it will forever mean a lot to me but I’d love something more serious (as serious as the magical girl genre can get that isn’t Madoka) while still keeping the silly happiness that follows the genre.
That said, if you guys ever want to show me your magical boys OCs I’m here.
Hi! I love your blog. It's amazing, hilarious and your posts are very interesting. Well, I've a question: have you seen Edgar Allan Poe's Murder Mystery Dinner Party? Its a fantastic web series with a lot of famous autors, although its not very historically accurate I think you would like it. (sorry for my English)
I have indeed seen the whole series! It was super-fun and I look forward to what @shipwreckedcomedy brings us next. :)
+ Courageous, determined, confident, enthusiastic, optimistic, honest, passionate. - Impatient, moody, short-tempered, impulsive, aggressive. * Likes: Comfortable clothes, taking on leadership roles, physical challenges, individual sports * Dislikes: Inactivity, delays, work that does not use one’s talents
+ Reliable, patient, practical, devoted, responsible, stable
Stubborn, possessive, uncompromising. * Likes:
Gardening, cooking, music, romance, high quality clothes, working with hands
* Dislikes: Sudden changes, complications, insecurity of any kind, synthetic fabrics
Gemini: Daniel Sousa.
+ Gentle, affectionate, curious, adaptable, ability to learn quickly and exchange ideas -
Nervous, inconsistent, indecisive. * Likes: Music, books, magazines, chats with nearly anyone, short trips around the town. * Dislikes:
Being alone, being confined, repetition and routine
Cancer: Edwin Jarvis.
+ Tenacious, highly imaginative, loyal, emotional, sympathetic, persuasive. - Moody, pessimistic, suspicious, manipulative, insecure. * Likes:
Art, home-based hobbies, relaxing near or in water, helping loved ones, a good meal with friends
Strangers, criticism, revealing of personal life
Leo: Howard Stark.
Creative, passionate, generous, warm-hearted, cheerful, humorous. -
Arrogant, stubborn, self-centered, lazy, inflexible. * Likes: Theater, taking holidays, being admired, expensive things, bright colors, fun with friends. * Dislikes: Being ignored, facing difficult reality, not being treated like a king or queen
+ Cooperative,diplomatic, gracious, fair-minded, social. -
Indecisive, avoids confrontations, will carry a grudge, self-pity. * Likes:
Harmony, gentleness, sharing with others, the outdoors. * Dislikes: Violence, injustice, loudmouths, conformity
Scorpio: Whitney Frost.
Resourceful, brave, passionate, stubborn, a true friend. -
Distrusting, jealous, secretive, violent. * Likes: Truth, facts, being right, longtime friends, teasing, a grand passion. * Dislikes:
Dishonesty, revealing secrets, passive people.
Sagittarius: Angie Martinelli, Calvin Chadwick.
Generous, idealistic, great sense of humor. -
Promises more than can deliver, very impatient, will say anything no matter how undiplomatic. * Likes:
Freedom, travel, philosophy, being outdoors. * Dislikes:
Clingy people, being constrained, off-the-wall theories, details.
Capricorn: Jason Wilkes.
Responsible, disciplined, self-control, good managers. -
Know-it-all, unforgiving, condescending, expecting the worst. * Likes:
Family, tradition, music, understated status, quality craftsmanship. * Dislikes:
Almost everything at some point.
Aquarius: Dottie Underwood.
Progressive, original, independent, humanitarian. -
Runs from emotional expression, temperamental, uncompromising, aloof. * Likes:
Fun with friends, helping others, fighting for causes, intellectual conversation, a good listener. * Dislikes:
Limitations, broken promises, being lonely, dull or boring situations, people who disagree with them.
Pisces: Roger Dooley.
Compassionate, artistic, intuitive, gentle, wise, musical. -
Fearful, overly trusting, sad, desire to escape reality, can be a victim or a martyr. * Likes:
Being alone, sleeping, music, romance, visual media, swimming, spiritual themes. * Dislikes:
Know-it-all, being criticized, the past coming back to haunt, cruelty of any kind.
↳ “This right hand is for the sake of protecting people. I will not surrender, I will not become ‘the 14th’. If I keep going until the day this conflict ends, perhaps in time my path will become an inspiration to someone else. I will move forward, and even if I lose myself… that is better than losing this vow.”
“I slept long only to wake and watch the same land tessellate. I dusted for forgotten fingerprints of grace in every hidden place along the shore. Waiting and wasting, more than I’ve the power to restore. Hopeless, unsated, one more thief abandoned by the law.”
No one ever told me that grief felt so much like fear. I am not afraid, but the sensation is like being afraid. The same fluttering in the stomach, the same restlessness, the yawning. I keep on swallowing
Would it be possible for you to do a Kylo Ren one shot where he takes you as prisoner on his ship after a raid on your planet and allows you to walk freely through the ship and takes a liking to you and you kind of fall in love and it's not angsty angry Kylo, instead a little fluffy and stuff. Thank you💕💕
Sure thing! I do almost all of my imagines in reader insert, but if its anything like the last imagine I did with little Ben and his mom and dad before he even went to train with Luke, it’ll most likely be in third person with no reader insert. Buuuuuuut, im writing this one with reader insert so I hope you don’t mind! ^-^
For the most part, you were scared. On a ship you knew nothing about, in a chair with restraints that where locked tight on your wrists. You could hear and feel your heartbeat, a loud thumping sound as it rang in your ears. You could feel your blood pulsing every here and there. Your wrists, your neck, it was so evident.
Your skin had paled a significant amount as you looked around the room. your breath hitching as you shook your hands, yanking on the cuffs as you tried to kick your feet out. You gritted your teeth as you narrowed your eyes in confusion.
“W-Where am I?” You mumbled, eyes widening as you struggled with all your effort in the latched upright restraint chair. Your efforts where put to waste though, seeing as you only grew tired by the second. You looked around the room, well as much as you could see. The door was behind you, you gathered. The room was paneled with a grey color, the panels where most likely made out of metal. There was some damage to them, almost like someone had melted pieces of the wall and didn’t have enough time to take care of the severe damage yet.
In the center of the room was a large bowl sitting on top of a post, inside the bowl was a pretty decent amount of ashes, it got you wondering. You’re in this chair, locked up in a place you don’t know. In a place where you didn’t see anybody who you knew.
And dear god, was that bowl of ash in the center of the room really scaring you. That could have been someone else who was recently sitting in this chair, right? It could be you then in a little bit?
You felt tears prickle your eyes as you tried to remember the last thing you saw, you can’t exactly…everything is so foggy. You remember your mother telling you to go to the panic room and that something bad was happening, every since the first order offered their help to your planet your family knew something fout of the ordinary was wrong with them.
Your planet had a food shortage, and in exchange the first order offered to help with that as long as they are given new storm troopers every month. Children being taken away from their families, some saw it as just a price to pay for food. They’re all so sure they’re going to see their children again.
The tears stopped prickling your eyes as they started to fall down your cheeks when you started to remember the last thing you saw. A bright red beam cutting through the “impenetrable” door of the panic cellar. The red beam you recognized as a lightsaber.
You started to quietly sob to yourself as you shook in your restraints, the beams over your head keeping your head in place but you still tried to shake your head.
“Where’s my mother? I just want my mother.” You quietly mumbled to yourself, a sharp breath escaping your soft lips, you could fear a couple tears sliding down your face and across your lips, eventually they went down your chin and over your chest.
You sniffled as you breathed through your mouth, breathing through your nose was hard to do when you’re crying.
“Where am I, someone tell me.” You mumbled, hoping someone would hear you in this empty room. There really was a stinging feeling in the back of your head that you could sense another presence.
And there was, as Kylo stood in the doorway and watched everything from a distance.
He stepped forward, and upon the sound of hearing someone’s heavy footsteps your eyes jerked open and you sniffled loudly, a tear sliding down your cheek since you shook your head quickly in shock.
“W-Whose there? Oh god please help me I’m not suppose to be here-”
“Quiet.” Kylo cut her off quickly, finding your babbling tears annoying. He didn’t understand why you were this shaken up. He understands being shaken up, but never has he ever had someone beg to see their mother in the questioning room.
This didn’t keep you from asking questions, which annoyed Kylo.
He stomped his way in front of you, extending his hand and using the force to get you to stop speaking and listen to him instead of spouting off your worries induced by fear.
“You will tell me everything you know about the conspiracies against the first order within the treaty. Half your planet is destroyed, traitor scum.” He says, walking forwards. You could feel yourself being pulled close to him, almost. If it weren’t for the chair holding you down that is. your back wasn’t even against the chair anymore, there was a layer of air between you, and the chair.
You felt a tight hold against your throat as a knot formed in your stomach. You wanted to just curl up in a ball to make it hurt less, you shut your eyes closed tight as a ringing pain in your head began to echo throughout your skull.
“I-I don’t know anything please I swear.” You said through a broken voice, sobs trying not to escape through your mouth as you spoke. You kept your eyes clenched shut from the pain, you could feel a tightening grip around your throat making it harder for you to breathe.
“Lies. I want the truth right now.” Kylo yelled, his voice going through his helmet and making him sound even more menacing than he actually is. It scared you. All of this did. Your family doesn’t let you out much, they want to keep you away from others of your planet because of what they would do if they found out you’re special. It’s something your mother always says, very few people even know you exist currently. you don’t ask questions to your parents what it is they hide about you, but you try to keep it hidden with them. If this man reveals who you are to the people of your planet, and considering the Authority of your father? You don’t know what would happen.
“I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING!” You let out, eyes opening wide as your body ached to go forward, almost as if you could feel the restriants digging under your skin.
Kylos face twisted in shock, for a brief second.
He let go, and stopped using the force on you. He stepped back after he realized he wasn’t going to get any information out of you. But he sensed something…off about you. You struck him as unaware, almost. He came to a conclusion you didn’t even know much to begin with. Watching you cry in the restraints, tears falling so much to the point the collar of your dress piece had darkened due to the tears reaching it, the wet fabric sticking to your skin.
Kylo let out a sigh under his helmet, you were an absolute mess. Hair sticking to your face in random spots, you were sweating and that didnt help at all really. Sometimes you would talk to yourself, silently. He’d hear you whisper that you just wanted to go home, or at least clean your face. He shouldn’t feel bad, and he does not.
But he’s found an excuse to keep you over night…for a little bit that is. And you seemed to not pose a threat to him, so maybe two or three nights would not matter. He still thinks you know vital information, he just doesn’t think you know it’s vital.
He’s going to get that information out of you.
Kylo huffed to himself as he used the force to cause you to faint, waving a gloved hand over you in your direction and watched as you went limp in the chair.
Kylo turned to a stormtrooper guarding the door, and at attention the storm trooper turned.
“Take her to a room, and call someone in the health care facility to take care of her.” Kylo said before the stormtrooper standing at attention nodded, a quick “Yes Sir.” Before taking the unconscious girl off to a room with a bed and necessities. Granted, it would feel like a prison. But it’s better than that chair.
Kylo couldn’t get any information out of you, and as he slowly turned around as the door to the questioning chamber closed, he gripped at his lightsaber and let out a loud yell as he tored it out by his side, switching it on and going at the already destroyed metal panels on the wall.
“Supreme Leader Snoke, I believe that she is within the circle of people who are conspiring against the first order. And that she knows more. give me time, and I will deliver.” Kylo says, his hands behind his back one minute and limply at his side the next. He kept a straight face under his helmet, staring at the large Hologram of Supreme Leader Snoke in front of him. The dark mostly empty room echoing his words.
“You have three days to bring me information. Then she will be disposed of and out of your way.” Supreme leader Snoke said, his face contorting to that of annoyance. Kylo could see the grip of his hands tightening around the ends of the armrests of his large throne like chair.
“Of course. I will give you the information that is needed.” Kylo said, turning around swiftly as his black robe like themed clothing flew behind him as he walked quickly, only three days. Kylo didn’t feel as though he wanted to spare a minute.
When you awoke, there was a pain in the middle of your back, you couldn’t feel any sweat or tears all over your face. you hair was slightly damp. You sat up slowly, grimacing and holding your hand to your throat in pain. You scratched your head and looked around the room, it was pretty small and the bed in here actually felt like it was made from rocks.
You looked down and realized how thin the attired you are wearing is, you can’t remember putting this on? Its a grey, knee length dress type of night gown that has short shoulder sleeves and it cuts off above your collar bones. It honestly looked and felt like a large pillow case. The blanket that had been over you was fairly thin, the pillow felt like it had been stuffed with paper and not cotton.
Kylo sat at the other end of the room, the only thing separating the two of you was a set of laser bars, anything that comes into contact with them will trigger electricity to run through a wire connected to the floor, in other words? Dont. Touch. The. Beams.
He stared past the red beams, a smirk on his face under his mask as he sat in a chair backwards, arms over the end of it while watching you slowly realize where you where. He watched as your face turned to confusion, skipping anger straight to fear.
He found it amusing, the way your reacted to things so differently. He would stare at your (e/c) eyes and watch as they narrowed, or if they widened, how much you blinked or if they started to water. He doesn’t quite understand it, but the way your lips move, the way you’d crinkle your nose every now and then at certain things. He really didn’t understand it, and he wanted too. Secretly he really did want to know about it and why you do these things.
He doesn’t even know you, but he doesn’t feel like he has too. Not a lot of people really intrigue him much less amuse him.
You stared at him, turning your direction towards him and parted your lips to speak, only a little bit of air left before Kylo himself cut you off with his own answer. Already sensing what you’d ask.
“You are my guest, and you’re on my ship. I apologize for this circumstances of where you are sleeping. That can be fixed, but I can only fix that after you answer my questions.” He stood up, pushing the chair away from him as he stood in front of the beams. He held his hands behind his back and clasped his hands together.
You stared at the man. His voice sounded so stern, is that whit his voice sounds like? He’s a very tall man. You stared at him from head to toe, covered in black attired. He had robe like clothes, though they weren’t exactly robes. It was split down the middle in four ways, and he had a rather large scarf on that had a hood connected to it.
“We can start with your name.” Kylo says, you swing your feet out from under the blanket on the side of the bed and press your knees together, ankles to ankles. You place your hands at the hem of your dress and tug it down closer past your knees. you fiddled with your thumbs and bit your lip as you stared at the ground with a serious expression.
“M-My name is (Y/n), (Y/n) (L/n).” You say, your face twisting into that of confusion and embarrassment as you did not take your focus off from the ground.
“Kylo Ren, knights of Ren. You intrigue me, we could have met under…better circumstances. If only you had corroborated at the beginning. I had no intentions of hurting you,” Kylo spoke as he paced around the room, gripping the back of the chair to the point you could hear the wood crack from where you were sitting.
You made a small whimpering noise to yourself as you shut your eyes tight, pressing your knees and ankles against each other even harder. In fear he might throw the chair.
Kylo saw that you had grown scared, and he actually…felt sorry he did that. That wasn’t his intent, but he’s made himself more threatening towards yourself.
This will work, he thinks to himself.
“but you were not giving me answers, I will do whatever it takes to get information. Information that I know you have.” Kylo says, walking towards a panel against the wall. He flips a switch, and with a loud beeping noise the beams power down.
“But there are other ways to get answers.” He finishes, making eye contact with you. He’s locking his eyes onto yours, and your staring at him and trying to configure certain possibilities for what his eyes look like. Under that mask.
He walks towards the main door of the room, locking a hatch and swinging the chair in front of the handle.
He turns around and slowly makes his way over to you, a calm demure radiating off him. Almost as if you could feel it.
The walls of the cell room where made from Brick and a type of metal you assumed was very hard to break, there were shackles in certain parts of the room, but you tried your best not to look at them. It only made you more nervous.
The closer Kylo got to you, the more uneasy you felt. What type of monster that could be under the mask? You didn’t know. Compared to your first encounter with him (that you can recall,) being choked by the force by a man behind a threatening mask isn’t exactly on your daily to do list. And it’s something you never want to go through again.
You backed up on your bed, keeping your knees together as you pulled yourself against the wall and just kept one of your hands there for support. your eyes widened as your lips parted ever so slightly. Your breathing became sharp as you didnt even bother to move the wet strand of hair out of your face. You where so nervous nothing that would normally bother you, like hair being in your face, is bothering you.
“I’m not going to hurt you again, unless you give me a reason too.” Kylo says, he’s in the cell now as he takes a seat at the foot of the bed. His back towards you as he continues speaking.
“I just want you to tell me everything you know. Even if you don’t think it’s important.” He says, turning towards you and lowering the hood of his scarf off from his head.
“I can reunite you with your parents. They are not dead.” He says. Standing up from the stern bed. You slowly removed your hand from the wall, a raised eyebrow as your facial features slowly turned from being afraid and anxious to being happy and hopeful.
Kylo…he loved this. He didn’t know why, watching the corners of your lips tug upwards as your eyes widened, with delight this time. As your face brightened. You moved from your position and swung your legs underneath yourself as your sat on them, hands going over on your knees as you scrunched up part of the soft grey fabric over yourself.
“Really?! Can I see them?!” You asked, nearly yelling. The smile on your face brightened.
“Not now, but you will. If you give me answers.” Kylo said, taking a seat on the chair that was already in the cell to begin with, not having to move the one that was keeping the door latched shut. Kylo crossed one leg over another and crossed his arms, a smirk across his face.
You couldnt see his smirk, but you sensed an arrogantness about him.
“How..how do I know that you aren’t lying?” You asked, leaning forwards on the rough bed and putting all of your weight on your arms, cocking an eyebrow upwards. you let out a huff and sat back down, crossing your arms and glaring at him.
“I may seem like a push over, but that’s because I was scared. If you’re simply teasing me with the life of my parents I won’t be able to be okay with this, you know that right?” You said, eyes fixating into a glare towards him.
God how much did Kylo love watching the string of your many emotions. You can say one sentence and have about six different emotions run through your face visibly. He’s starting to imagine you saying several paragraphs to him.
Oh, how’d he just love to sit and watch your face, he’s starting to take a fond liking to your eyes. The way they had a mysterious glint to them when you took some confidence for yourself. The way your lips parted when you where confused, or shocked. The way…just everything really.
“Teasing you? I don’t plan on doing that. Not with the life of your Mother and Father especially. I promise you that they are still alive, and I will give you reason to believe me if you do not so far.” Kylo said, standing up and removing his helmet.
There was a hiss of air as he flipped his index finger over a small hatch, slowly pulling the heavy article off his head. Revealing a man of curly black hair, his face seemed long and he looked…sad? Or maybe that’s just the way his face is. You didn’t want to be rude, and you can’t exactly just up and ask somebody, hey! You have a sad face. Why is that?!
But… he was very handsome, this entire time, especially while he was getting information out of you. you were expecting somebody with a badly damaged and disfigured face. somebody completely just…not like that.
Kylo saw his appearance had caught you off guard, causing a small smirk to fall across his features. You sat back and bit the inside of your cheek, crossing your arms and looking in the other direction.
“If you want my trust, you’re going to have to let me out of this room eventually.”
Kylo waited until it had been later, when not many people were out. Especially Captain Phasma and General Hux. Other stormtroopers, he’d be okay with seeing you with him. He could always use a force memory wipe if it got too out of hand.
Currently Kylo was showing you around the ship, explaining things when you asked. And yes, you still wore the grey pillow case attire. Kylo made you wear an over layer though, considering StarKiller Base is quite cold, for obvious reasons.
the more you asked about him, the more he asked about you.
you followed him around, sometimes running to point things out, you’d hop around and get excited over the smallest things too. Kylo really shouldnt be thinking this, but it was quite cute. And he knows he’s not allowed to form attachments.
But if this only lasts for a couple of days? Then so be it.
“What was that bowl of ashes, in that room I was in?” You asked, munching on the roll Kylo allowed you to have, seeing as you haven’t eaten in so long. He didn’t want you starving honestly.
“The…? Oh, a relative is all.” Kylo was certain you didn’t know who Darth Vader was, considering you mentioned earlier you where left in the dark about things. Not being told things, not being able to go outside even. And he figures that if you did know who Darth Vader was, it’s best not to tell you right as you’re beginning to trust him.
“Oh…Kylo I’m sorry for your loss. I only wish that I don’t feel that same loss regarding my parents.” You replied, hanging your head low. Thinking that at one point you thought it could have been someone he killed. And how it could have been you.
“He is a great role model for me now. I aspire to be like him in so many ways, there is no loss for me. I never knew him. though as much as I wish I did thank you for your concern. And I guarantee your families safety.” Kylo responded, only to bite his tongue when remembering that is not a promise he can make.
The room went quiet as the two of you exited the cold room and continued to walk down the hallway, you stared at panels on the wall, wondering what they controlled. You had finished off your roll, Kylo kept his mask off and it allowed you to see his facial expressions whenever he looked at you.
“(Y/N), you have a little something…” Kylo started, stopping the two of you from continuing walking and pulled you aside so the two of you weren’t in the middle of the hallway.
Your face fixed into confusion as he raised his hand to you, your eyes widened as you grew anxious but he only wiped bread crumbs off the corner of your lip with his thumb. his hands were noticeably soft, you wouldn’t think that actually. not that you thought about how soft his hands are, it’s just it’s something you’re paying attention to now that it’s happening.
Kylo didn’t fully realize what he was doing, but it felt so natural to just stay there for a little bit, his lips parting ever so slightly while he lifted his other hand and moved it above your waist, there was no grip and he just rested his hand there. He didnt want you to even think he was going to hurt you.
Your lips parted as you let a small breath of air out, a soft shade of pink is what Kylo was putting most of his attention on for the most part. He couldnt even look at your eyes as much as he tried to, but all he could do was stare at your lips and think about how soft they where. What it would feel like to kiss them.
You placed your hands on his chest slowly as the gap between the two of you closed, along with your eyes as your lips collided in a sweet moment of silent bliss.
This lasted for about thirty seconds, just a sweet small kiss. Your stomach felt light, a small buzzing in your chest as you stayed on the tips of your toes even after he pulled apart.
Kylo felt it too, the buzzing in his chest and the light feeling in his head. His eyes remained closed when the two of you pulled apart, only opening when you slid your hands down his chest and put them back at your side.
“W-Wow. some bread crumb, r-right?”
Kylo couldn’t help but smile at this, at this point he didn’t even care for the attachment rule. He was going to keep this his secret.